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In this episode of After Hours With Amanda, I’m talking about dreams, comparison, Disney, going back to work, content creation, grief, and learning not to discount the chapters just because I have not reached the title of the book yet. I share what it felt like to attend a Disney event in LA, why that weekend felt like a wink from my mom, and how I realized I have been living pieces of dreams I used to have. If you are in the middle of your own story, I hope this reminds you that the chapter still counts.

00:00 Truly After Hours Tonight
00:20 Rainbow Connection and My Mom
02:05 I Forgot the Cheer Party
03:25 Controlling the Controllable
05:19 The Disney Event Was Bigger Than I Realized
07:20 TGI Fridays, CVS, and Forgotten Underwear
09:38 Seeing the F1 Car
11:46 Walking Into the Event With Zero Chill
13:19 Disney Store, Sweatshirts, and Pop Ups
16:37 Taco Bell and Late Night Editing
17:15 The Dream Inside the Journey
19:05 The Book Title and the Chapters
20:28 Busyness, Trauma, and Strengths
23:31 Savoring the Wins on the Way
25:16 There Is No Story Without the Prequel
28:15 The Michael Kors Bag and My Mom
32:24 Living in a Dream I Used to Have
35:37 Do Not Compare Your Chapter
37:00 We Cannot Do It All
38:10 If No One Has Told You Lately