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All There Is with Anderson Cooper

Episode: Nick Cave: Grief’s Jagged Edges

Date: December 3, 2025
Host: Anderson Cooper (CNN Podcasts)
Guest: Nick Cave (singer, songwriter, author)

Episode Overview

This episode of "All There Is" features an in-depth, emotionally honest conversation between Anderson Cooper and legendary musician Nick Cave about grief, loss, and transformation. Cave, who lost two sons in separate tragedies, speaks with remarkable vulnerability about the way grief has shaped his relationships, his worldview, and his creative life. The episode also touches on the stories of others—such as Megan Fowley, Andrea Gibson, and Andrew Garfield—and weaves personal anecdotes, philosophical insights, and music to explore grief’s jagged edges and unexpected gifts.

Key Discussion Points & Insights

Anderson’s Reflection on His Mother’s Death

• [00:00–01:55]
  • Anderson opens with memories of his mother's last days, emphasizing the intimacy and forgiveness that defined their final moments together.
  • Quote:

    “We held hands a lot. Any of the old disappointments or resentments were gone. I knew her, and she knew me.” — Anderson, [01:08]

  • He notes the comfort in recognizing his mother’s giggle in his own.
  • Theme: The lasting, gentle echoes of our loved ones in ourselves.

Redefining Death: Megan Fowley’s Perspective

• [02:09–03:29]
  • Anderson shares a powerful conversation with Megan Fowley, wife of the late poet Andrea Gibson, who chooses to say Andrea “allegedly died.”
  • Quote:

    “To say Andrea died, as if any of us even know what that means. We actually don't know what it means … It just didn’t feel right.” — Megan Fowley, [02:17]

  • Anderson is emotionally moved by this perspective, reflecting on the limits of language and the mysteries of loss.

Introducing Nick Cave and His Losses

• [04:00–04:19]
  • Nick Cave lost his 15-year-old son, Arthur, to a tragic accident, and later his son Jethro.
  • This loss fundamentally shattered and reshaped his identity.

Grief as a Condition of Being

• [04:19–06:30]
  • Cave describes himself as “unformed” before his son died, and grief as an experience that “broke apart my relationship with the world.”
  • Quote:

    “Grief, what I came to understand … we are all creatures of loss, that we are all suffering in our own ways.” — Nick Cave, [04:58]

  • Grief is reframed not just as sorrow, but as shared human connective tissue—an ocean that links us all.
  • Anderson and Cave distinguish “grief” from “loss,” noting the latter’s gentler universality.

The Connection Between Grief and Joy

• [06:29–07:49]
  • Cave describes joy as a unique kind of emotion, emerging out of suffering.
  • Quote:

    “Joy springs … out of suffering. Joy is this feeling that you get where there is an understanding of suffering and it's a sort of leaping forth from that.” — Nick Cave, [06:30]

  • He contrasts joy with happiness: joy is rare, intense, and rooted in sorrow.

Navigating Grief’s Early Stages

• [07:49–09:26]
  • Cave recounts the incapacitating first year after Arthur’s death: chaos, guilt, self-blame, and “cosmic betrayal.”
  • The physical and emotional paralysis affects his marriage until he and his wife consciously choose to move forward.
  • Quote:

    “We just came together around the loss of our son … I think it is in some way cemented or bound together by catastrophe.” — Nick Cave, [16:03]

Transformed Relationships and Empathy

• [09:26–12:20]
  • As grief evolves, Cave and his wife find new meaning and a deeper bond.
  • Their sense of connection and empathy with others deepens, and Cave feels attuned to suffering as a universal experience.
  • Anderson relates, sharing his own experience of seeing people “as all sort of children of suffering.”

    “I’ve started to view everyone as somebody who has suffered.” — Anderson, [11:04]

Grief and the Divine

• [12:48–14:41]
  • Anderson quotes Cave’s book where grief is described as a state close to the essence of things—“perhaps God is the trauma itself.”
  • Quote:

    “For what it's worth, I see God in everything and in the good and the bad, that it is an animating force within all things.” — Nick Cave, [13:19]

  • Cave elaborates: grief breaks us open to a heart-level connection with the inherent goodness in people and the world.

The Ongoing Nature of Grief

• [14:41–17:54]
  • For some listeners, the idea that grief might ever become “better” feels impossible.
  • Cave is frank:

    “It becomes different. Yes, it is better than it was … but these did ultimately transform into something else.” — Nick Cave, [14:58]

  • He and his wife are “bound together by a deep feeling for each other, but also for a catastrophe.”
  • Keeping open communication about their loss has been crucial.
  • Cave’s wife dreams of Arthur frequently, experiencing small, “extremely beautiful, simple little metaphors of love.”

Maintaining a Relationship With the Deceased

• [17:54–22:03]
  • Anderson fears that letting go of grief means losing touch with lost loved ones.
  • Cave responds: we never truly let go; the connection changes form.
  • Quote:

    “We can have a tendency to sort of deify the one that is no longer with us … I think about them every day. I close my eyes and you could say I pray to them.” — Nick Cave, [19:19]

  • He draws on memories of Arthur and Jethro in daily life, seeking guidance or comfort.

Grief, Music, and Continuing Bonds

• [22:03–27:39]
  • Cave often “talks” to Arthur before performing, and the album Ghosteen was deeply shaped by his presence.
  • Andrew Garfield (clip, [24:26]) calls the album “a hymn, a psalm...a friend that kept its hand on my shoulder.”
  • Cave appreciates this, noting the album’s “religious nature.”
  • The song “Spinning Song” repeats “I love you” as a mantra—an act Cave barely recalls creating, as if channeling something beyond himself.
  • Quote:

    “That particular record...feels like there’s someone else to me personally speaking through that song.” — Nick Cave, [26:45]

  • “Bright Horses,” another song, blends longing and hope with metaphysical imagery.

Confronting Grief’s Practical Realities—The "Jagged Edges"

• [30:11–33:22]
  • Anderson and Cave talk about how trauma is physically tied to places (a balcony, a cliff), and how these “jagged edges” persist.
  • Cave describes vivid, intrusive reminders—cliffs in movies, bus rides past the site—and how he and his family have adapted, finding solace in their continued unity.
  • Quote:

    “Jagged edges are also the sort of glue that holds the relationship together in some way. We are kind of wedded together with a certain pain.” — Nick Cave, [32:42]

Small Acts and the Return to Life

• [33:22–36:59]
  • Anderson highlights Cave’s advice that grief must “be measured by action”—routine, small acts, and rituals.
  • At the lowest point, a simple act of compassion—a cashier squeezing his hand—profoundly moved Cave and changed his sense of humanity.
  • Quote:

    “This response was so deeply articulate and so meaningful to me.” — Nick Cave, [35:21]

  • Empathy, he notes, is often expressed most powerfully through silent or small gestures.

What Helps, and When

• [37:13–39:47]
  • Cave is candid: clichés about “it gets better” are unhelpful at first. Grief is cataclysmic, and healing is individual.
  • Over time, he and his wife chose “to be defiant” against a world that felt indifferent, and later, to “soften” toward life and meaning.
  • Hope becomes “a defiant act.”
  • Quote:

    “We started to see that hope was a defiant act. I think we made some conscious decision to, I suppose, to be happy. You can do that. It's possible to do.” — Nick Cave, [37:46]

  • He stresses repeatedly: transformation takes time; “beautiful things often do.”

Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

• On universality of loss:
  “We are all creatures of loss … the world is suffering from loss. It is the thing that holds us together.” — Nick Cave, [04:58]

• On grief’s transformation:
  “My heart expanded hugely … one of those things is the capacity for joy.” — Nick Cave, [06:05]

• On marital survival:
  “We just came together around the loss of our son … I think it is in some way cemented or bound together by catastrophe.” — Nick Cave, [16:03]

• On ongoing conversation with the lost:
  “His voice comes through, and it's like a, you know, you're awesome. Go and do your job … It's playful.” — Nick Cave, [22:09]

• On the enduring pain of place:
  “The cliffs are too, it’s too brutal, the whole thing … But those—the sharp edges of grief, the practical, horrible realities of it, I think never go away.” — Nick Cave, [30:54]

Timestamps for Key Segments

• Anderson on mother’s last days: [00:00–01:55]
• Megan Fowley’s ‘allegedly died’: [02:09–03:29]
• Nick Cave on loss and transformation: [04:19–06:30]
• Joy emerging from grief: [06:29–07:49]
• Early paralysis of grief: [07:49–09:26]
• The ongoing relationship with the deceased: [17:54–22:03]
• Music, Ghosteen, and the conversation with Arthur: [22:03–27:39]
• Physical reminders—the jagged edges: [30:11–33:22]
• The squeeze of empathy: [35:13–36:59]
• What helps, and when (advice): [37:13–39:47]

Episode Tone & Takeaways

• Tone: Deeply compassionate, sometimes raw, but suffused with tenderness, vulnerability, and hope.
• Takeaway: Grief fundamentally reshapes us and our relationships—shattering, yes, but also forging new capacities for love, joy, empathy, and realness. There is no right way or timetable; transformation is slow, often painful, and always individual. But shared stories, art, and simple human connection can make the burden lighter—even if only by a hand squeeze.

“I’m just a completely different person than I was before Arthur died. And that’s allowed me to feel things that I don’t think I really felt in the same way before. My capacity for love, it’s just widened hugely.”
— Nick Cave, [39:09]