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Already done. So grateful. Well, man, listen. Let's go together to God's word. I'm going to conclude this detox series today. We're going to read some scripture from Mark, chapter five, beginning at verse number two. And we'll be reading through verse nine, Mark five, Verse two says, when Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an impure spirit came from the tombs to meet him. And this man lived in the tombs. And no one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain, for he had often been chained hand and foot. But he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and hills, he would cry out and cut himself with stones. And when he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of him. And he shouted at the top of his voice, what do you want with me, Jesus, son of Most High God, in God's name, don't torture me. For Jesus had said to him, come out of this man, you impure spirit. And Jesus asked him, what's your name? My name is Legion, he replied, for we are many. I want to tag this title to this text in our time together family. It's the subject of today's sermon. This this is a lot. Clap your hands if you're ready for God's word at every location. This is a lot. Family. There was a season in the life of our church and in my pastoral ministry that I was responsible for speaking five times live every weekend. We had a location in Orlando, Florida that met for worship on Saturday evenings. About 5 or 5:30 I would leave there, go to the airport, catch a plane, depending on the flight schedule, either into Philadelphia, Pennsylvania to get to New Jersey or to Newark, New Jersey. And I would speak 5, 5:30 in Orlando, get on the plane, fly to New Jersey, get to New Jersey, speak 8am at West Hampton, 9am at Ewing, 10:30 at Westampton and 11:45 at Ewing. Jesus, be a matcha And I remember one time around this holiday season, around the Thanksgiving holiday season, I was we were leaving Orlando, heading to New Jersey and the Orlando airport would close its TSA pre at a certain time. Since I flew so much, I had all the clear the pre check all the things well and the airlines didn't always keep the same flight schedule. And so the the only flight that would get us there that gave me time to do the Orlando service and also time to get to New Jersey before the next morning was this flight that was available Once TSA Pre was closed. Now, this means you gotta get in the line with everybody. And some individuals may not fly as frequently, so they aren't aware of the rules. So I'm standing behind this sweet lady. She's so sweet, this sweet lady who's going, I guess, to be with family for the holiday. And she's pulling out some Tupperware with some food she's already cooked. Now, I'm not hating. You know, I'm thinking, well, maybe you didn't want to cook it there for whatever reason. Do your thing, Auntie. I'm like, I'm not. I'm not. And as they're going through the Tupperware situation, they open another bag, and in this bag, there are some liquids. The kind of liquids, though, were what we would call in Mississippi libations. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's not a Pepsi. It could be a little Patron. It's not. Not high C. Could be a little White Henny. It sits. So she. She. They're like, ma', am, you can't take these. Here's what's interesting. The whole time, she said nothing to me. I said nothing to her. During that season, we were on local television every morning in Orlando, Monday through Friday. So I would regularly run into people who would recognize me from the television broadcast. So I'm just sitting there. I'm being patient. And so when she accepts that they're not gonna let her through with the stuff, she said, just go ahead on. Just take it. Just get her. I got to go. And she looks at me and says, pastor, the devil's bus. Y' all know what I said? I said, amen, Family. I don't want us to miss the lesson in this moment of laughter. I don't want us to miss the opportunity to extract some education from this experience. This woman was representative of a stream of thought as it relates to the activity of the enemy, a stream of thought called spiritual exaggeration. And spiritual exaggeration, if that is a stream of thought that a person swims in, they need to consider detoxing from that stream of thought, because spiritual exaggeration over attributes everything to the enemy. And the danger of spiritual exaggeration is that it leads to an obsession over the power of the enemy while ignoring the power that God gave you. Spiritual exaggeration leads to an anxiousness about the enemy instead of operating in an awareness of him. Spiritual exaggeration leads to more focus being given to Satan than we give to the Savior. However, there's another extreme I want to talk to you about today. I don't want to talk to you about spiritual exaggeration. I want to talk to you about something called natural reductionism. And whereas spiritual exaggeration assumes everything is the devil, natural reductionism assumes nothing is. Natural reductionism sees acknowledging the existence of an invisible evil entity named Satan is unintellectual and naive. Natural reductionism suggests that belief in an enemy that is attempting to adversely impact our life is an excuse to avoid taking personal responsibility for our own advancement. However, the problem with natural reductionism is this. Not to believe in the devil is not to believe in the Bible itself. Because you cannot open the Bible in Genesis without him showing up in the form of a snake. And you can't close the Bible in Revelation without him showing up in the form of a dragon. Jesus regularly mentions him. And in John 10:10, Jesus says these words. He says, the th comes only to steal, kill and destroy. But I have come that they may have life and have it to the full. There is an enemy known by many names, Satan, the Devil, Lucifer. And he may not be seen, but he is felt. And he is impacting your world. And you may not be fighting him, but he is definitely fighting you. And the problem with natural reductionism is you're taking blows from a realm and you not fighting back. The problem with natural reductionism is you only work in one realm. But the text teaches that some results require learning how to work not just in the realm you do see. Are y' all here but learning how to put in work in a realm you don't see, because there is a realm you don't see that impacts the realm you do see. So when you experience a detox, you go from just working in the natural realm to also working in the spiritual realm. The text here offers some insight. We, we're. We. We get exposed to something really interesting in Mark chapter five, verse two. Look at this. It says when Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an impure. One translation says unclean. One translation says evil spirit, all of them bad evil spirit came to the tombs to meet him when Jesus get out of the boat. Now this is important because this is the beginning of Mark chapter 5. Jesus is in the boat in Mark chapter 4. And remember, they went into a storm in Mark chapter four. Now the storm they ran into in Mark chapter four makes sense. When they get to Mark chapter five, they end the storm. It doesn't make sense in chapter four, but when they get to chapter five, it makes sense because now we see why. Why the enemy didn't want Jesus and the disciples to get to the other side because they knew there was a man on the other side that Jesus was going to meet and was going to minister to. So the storm that they sent, y' all miss this? Did you hear what I just said? The storm the enemy sent wasn't just sent to destroy Jesus and the disciples. It was sent because somebody was about to be delivered from their dysfunction when Jesus got to the other side. So some of the warfare you are experiencing is not the devil trying to stop what God's going to do for you. Some of the warfare you're experiencing is the devil trying to stop what God's getting ready to do through you. And that's why your warfare doesn't make sense. You, like, I'm already struggling. Why is the devil after me? Because it's not about what God's gonna do for you. It's also about what God's getting ready to do through you. There are some people in your chapter five that will be helped if you survive your chapter four. I got to move on, but I just need somebody in the room to just shout, survive. Yeah, you in chapter four right now, and it doesn't make sense, but survive. Tears are in your eyes, survive. Confusion in your mind, survive. This is why. So some storms won't make sense when you in it. Some storms only make sense when you get out of it. And then you see this is what the devil was trying to stop. I feel a little lull in the room today, but I'm gonna push back on this devil here. He can't stop it. Did you hear what I just said? New Jersey? I said he can't stop. Stop it. He can send the wind, he can send the rain, he can send the waves, but when God has determined for you to get to the other side, he can't stop it. So text says, jesus gets out of the boat and a man with an impure spirit came from the tomb. He came from the tombs to meet him. Is that the text? I said, is that the text? Church. He came from the tombs to meet him. This is important. This man lived in the tombs, so he was living in the cemetery. You don't live in cemeteries. You visit them. So he's living where he should only be visiting. You should visit frustration, But don't you live there? You can visit disappointment, but don't you live there? You can visit discouragement, but don't you live there? He's living where he should be visiting. Text also Says no one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain, for he had often been chained hand and foot. But he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. Am I in the text? I said, am I in the text? Okay, here it is. He's breaking chains because he's confusing that which is designed to protect him with something that is restricting him. They chain him to protect him from himself. But he sees the protection as restriction because he is unable to understand that the inability to. To live with restraint is actually bondage. Did you hear what I just said? Okay, I'm. I'm. I'm. I'mma see. I think I'm going see how honest our church is today. It's the Sunday before Thanksgiving. I'm going see how honest our church is today. All of us have some areas where you need a chain. What do I mean? A chain can represent a boundary, something you put in place to protect you from you. Come on here. Come on here. Because all of us have some areas where if we get unhinged in that one area, it spills over into a whole bunch of other areas. And so it is not weakness to know where you are need a chain. It is spiritual self awareness to know where you need a chain. Let him who stands take heed. Unless he falls. Everybody knows the area where it don't take much. Watch what else the text says. It says. It says no one was strong enough to. To subdue him. Here's the translation. Everybody who tried to help him ended up getting hurt by him. He's destroying his deliverers, harming his helpers, killing those that were kind to him, and then probably complaining about his isolation, Chronically running people off and then complaining that nobody's there. It is quiet at our locations today. Then the text says he is crying and cutting himself, Crying out and cutting himself. Crying out and cutting himself, crying out and cutting himself. So when he's cutting himself, he's hurting himself, but when he's crying out, he's saying, I hate what I'm doing to me. Somebody say this a lot. Come on, say it again. Say this a lot. Here's what I want you to see. I want you to see something. Though the activity in the text isn't attributed to trauma, even though this is traumatic, the activity in the text isn't attributed to mental illness. Although this could be mental illness. The activity in this text, Mark, makes it very clear the source of this behavior. Mark says this is transpiring not because there's mental illness and it could have been not because this is post traumatic behavior. And it could have been, but Mark is letting us know sometimes we can be dealing with the same symptoms, but it's a different source. So did you hear what I said? All three of us can have the same issue, but the source be different. And for some of us, it might be you been youing. And for somebody else, it might be life been lifeing. And for somebody else, it's the devil is deviling. You need discernment to see this the devil. Because are y' all okay? Because. Because what you call it determines how you fight. Mark attributes. Are y' all okay? Mark attributes this man's chronic cutting of himself, this man's chronic relational ruin. This man's chronic rejection of restriction. Mark attributes it to the influence of an evil spirit. He says at the root of all of this is an impure spirit that is commonly called in scripture a demon. A demon is a disembodied fallen angelic being operating within Satan's structured kingdom. A Satan assigned to territories people or functions with the strategic intent to oppose God's purposes, corrupt human worship, and expand the domain of darkness wherever legal access is granted. Y' all okay? I say y' all okay? Okay. Spiritual exaggeration sees everything as a demon. But then there's another problem that's more prominent and prevalent than spiritual exaggeration, and that's natural reductionism, where you see nothing as one. Demons. Here it is. Let's. Can I unpack the definition? Okay. Demons are his first part of definition. Disembodied spiritual beings, they don't have a body. They're not physical, so they don't have bodies that they own. They are disembodied, which means they exist as spiritual entities without material form. That's why they're actively seeking a place for habitation. Here it is. If you go to the end of Mark, chapter five, it's in your Bible, this same text, you will see when Jesus expels the influence of these spirits from off this man. These spirits asked Jesus this. There was a large herd of pigs that was feeding in the nearby hillside. And the demons, am I in the text? They beg Jesus, send us among the pigs. Allow us to go into them. See, I'm going to give you this one phrase in verse 13, and I hope some of you get the revelation, and I hope about 18 of you at every location is going to shout when you see it. He gave them permission. They, come on. This is a statement about Jesus's sovereignty. They couldn't do it without it. Did you hear what I just said? He gave them permission and watch this. And the impure spirits came out and went into the pigs. Now watch what happens. I want you to see this. The herd, which was about 2,000 in number, rushed down the. The. The steep bank into a lake and were drowned. Y' all missed. They did to the pigs what they were trying to do to the man. So they're disembodied spiritual being. Are we learning something? I'm gonna tell you why this is important in a minute, okay? Demons are fallen angels with intelligence and will. Demons were created as demons. They were created as angels. And there was an angel in heaven named Lucifer. Come on here. And John in the book of Revelation says to us, in John 12, a war broke out in heaven. Michael, which is what's called an archangel, and his angels. I'm not even going to bother this because the devils never fought God. Am I in the book? Don't put the devil on the level of God. They not in the same weight class. They couldn't even fight each other. God's heavyweight, the devil featherweight. He fighting angels. God like Michael do that. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon and his angels fought back. But he was not strong enough. So they lost their place in heaven. That great dragon was hurled down. So that. You know who John's talking about when he says dragon. Look at the text. The ancient serpent called the devil or Satan who leads the whole world astray. That's the dragon. He was hurled to earth and his angels with him. So you got an angel named Lucifer. Did you hear what I just said? Who many say was an archangel who gets unsatisfied with his position. He wants God's position, so he engages in a revolt in an attempt to assume God's position. And one third of the angels were influenced by him. So they helped him try to perform a coup in the kingdom. But John says that the great dragon was hurled down. He didn't walk out. He was thrown out. Maybe this is what Jesus meant when he said, I saw Satan fall like lightning. The angel said, get out of here. Did you hear what I just said? So the one third of the angels that went with Satan are what we call demons. They are not mindless forces or impersonal energies. They think, they strategize. They remember and they make decisions. And they recognize spiritual authority. They understand hierarchy. This is why we cannot ignore it or treat it casually. Because these intelligent adversaries who study, they will study you. They know your vulnerabilities and they'll Strategize your attacks. If somebody had taught Samson this, when he saw Delilah, he would have saw more than Delilah. He would have saw this. A setup. Am I making sense? So there are these fallen angels that are on a clock. Did you hear what I said? They've got access to the cosmos on a clock. There's a place that is reserved from them for them, that Jesus prepared for them where we will be quarantined from them. There's a day coming where they won't have free reign in the cosmos. Are y' all here? There's a place that's reserved for them. According to Matthew 25, I think, 41. Somebody looked that up for me in the back that the Bible calls hell. Did you hear what I just said? See, here's what the Bible says about it. The Bible says hell was prepared for the devil and his angels. Can y' all find that scripture? Is it Matthew 25:41? Okay. It's prepared for the devil and his angels. It means that they on a clock, They got free reign temporarily. And when I say rain, they don't reign. They got freedom to roam, to harass temporarily. Am I making sense? But God has a place prepared for them where they will be eternally quarantined. That's who hell was made for. So God doesn't send people there. God lets people choose that. Y' all missed it. He said, now if. If you. If. If God is a God that respects free will, he's gotta let you make decisions even when he knows those decisions aren't in your best interest. So when it comes to your eternal destination, he says, if you don't want to be with me temporarily, I will not force you to be with me eternally. But the only other option is the place that I have prepared my God. Y' all follow me. Let me wrap this up. All right? Demons operate within a structured kingdom. And assignments, they don't just work randomly or independently. They operate within Satan's organized kingdom. So they're assigned to specific territories, peoples functions, and assignments with strategic intent. So Ephesians 6:12 says, Our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against rulers, against authorities, against the powers of this dark world, against spiritual forces of evil in heavenly realms. So these are different words used to describe different rank roles and responsibilities within Satan's kingdom. So you got rulers, you got authorities, you got spiritual forces, which means. Which means family. When Jesus tells his disciples when they're unable to perform an exorcism, these kind only come out by fasting and prayer. He's suggesting every kind, not the same. I'm gonna see if I can get. I'm gonna see if I can get somebody to rejoice on this next revelation. Number four. Demons are not omniscient or omnipotent. They are created beings with significant limitations. They are not all knowing. They are not all powerful. They are not present everywhere. Only God possesses these attributes. So demons have to operate within the boundaries set by God's sovereignty and must submit to God's delegated authority. Hallelujah. And do you know who God has delegated authority to? His children. Do you know what that authority is in? That authority is in a name. And that name in your name and that name in my name. That name is Jesus. Name. Jesus. And if you know how to use that name, some fevers have to break. If you know how to use that name, some doors start to open. If you know how to use that name, some things start to line up. Here's the problem. You worn out. Listen to me. Because you're only working in one realm. You too good for your own good. Did you hear what I just said? And you're worn down because you're grinding, but you're not praying and you're working, but you're not rebuking. Come on. And you're building, but you're not binding. And you're learning, but you're not loosing. Come on. Here. Good God Almighty. Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven. Whatever you loose on earth shall be loose in heaven. You got the natural part down, but you got to work in both realms. You heavy on the natural, you lightweight on the spiritual. Somebody say both. Come on, say it again. Say both. Come on, say. Say both. Say, I'm gonna get this degree and I'm gonna pray. Hallelujah. I'm gonna give my child this Tylenol and I'm gonna lay hands on them and put all on their forehead and say, satan, the blood is against you. I'm gonna work in both. Why is it important? Let me wrap up. Y' all ready to go? Let me wrap up. Here it is. Why is it important for us to know these things? Because whatever area we're ignorant in, we're vulnerable in. And ignorance does not exempt us from the implications of spiritual warfare. It just makes us an easier target. Just like gravity works, whether we understand it or not, spiritual forces operate whether we believe in them or not. And when we lack revelation, the enemy gains real estate. Here's the way Paul describes it. In order that Satan may not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes. His schemes. His schemes have a sequence. His schemes have a sequence. The man in Mark 5 Don't start out that way. He end up that way through a sequence. And if I understand the sequence, I can stop the sequence before I get to the condition the man's in. Because we may not be in that man's condition literally, but some of us have to admit we can relate metaphorically. We know, come on here. And so. And so we've got to understand the sequence. So when I say sequence here, I mean it's a framework. Where does Satan start? Number one, Temptation. This is satanic suggestion in the form of thoughts, desires and opportunities presented to our minds that's contrary to God's will. It's an invitation to that which the enemy presents as something that will improve your life or ease a burden. It's a trap disguised as help. It is satanic suggestion. Do you not know? See? Okay, I want you to. I need some time. Listen. Even the betrayal of Jesus is a result of demonic influence. We just think. See, when. When you don't interpret biblical text this way, you're gonna mislabel Judas as just greedy. But let me show you something. Let me tell you what the Bible say. Let me tell you what the Bible said. In John 13, verse number two, it says is the evening meal was in progress. The devil had already prompted Judas to betray Jesus. So some of your betrayal you experience is people peopling. Then some of your betrayal was satanic and strategic. You know what I'm trying to. Some of it was just people being people. But then some of it, the timing of it, the nature of it, who it came from, how it hit you, that was not random, that was satanically influenced. But you still here today to let the devil know it didn't work. They may have put me in the grave, but Sunday morning I came out of there. But sequence one is temptation. And then after temptation, the next one is participation. This is when we actively, passively or ignorantly participate in behavior that submits to the enemy's influence. Participation is an invitation for the enemy to exercise influence. The apostle Paul calls this giving place to the devil. In Ephesians 4, he says, in your anger, do not sin. So anger is normal. But just don't allow your anger to drive you to sin. He says, do not let the sun go down on your wrath while you're still angry. Which means that you don't need to stew and settle. We don't need to stew and stay in Anger long term. And he says, and do not give the devil a foothold. That's allow him enough room to get a foot in the door. And after participation, it's infiltration. This is the enemy establishing. This is not demonic possession or what the Bible calls demonization. This is the enemy establishing internal influence over our thoughts, emotions and impulses. And his influence leads to internal torment. In. Y' all ready? In John 13:2 it says Satan had already put it in the heart of Judas to betray Jesus. Is that what it says? I'm gonna just let you read verse 27. As soon as Judas took the bread, Satan entered into him. Verse two, temptation. Judas engaged in participation. Then that leads to infiltration, Which leads to number four, domination. This is when the enemy is controlling behavior and identity. It is when the person's identity, lifestyle and behavior are dominated by satanic influence. So this is the state the man was in in Mark 5. He is unable to free himself without divine intervention. All right, Tario, go. They. They done. They done with me today. Listen to me, family. Listen to me. Listen to me. Natural reductionism leads to you working in only one realm. We shouldn't get into spiritual exaggeration where everything's a demon. But we shouldn't operate with natural reductionist where we don't discern the schemes of the enemy in attempting to destroy our life, that he wants the temptation to lead to participation and the participation. Boy, if I had time. Leads to infiltration. And the infiltration at some point leads to domination. So in the temptation. And you can stop in the participation. You don't stop in the domination. You want to, but you can't. So the key is to catch the sequence as early as I can. Come on. Here. But I need you to know, no matter where you are and how long you've been there, there's a way out. Mark 5:15 says, when they came to Jesus, they saw the man who had been possessed by the legion of demons sitting there dressed in his right mind, and they were afraid. Maybe you've heard me do some teaching and maybe even on last week, you. You heard me talk about syncretism and you realized I may have unintentionally expose myself to things that are not serving my spiritual life. Well, maybe it's not a demon, maybe it's not demonic, but maybe you've experienced that. Here are three steps I want you to walk through. And I'm going to pray this prayer. And we're going to go. The first step is this repentance. It means a change of mind. That leads to a change of direction. It means I acknowledge this. It means, God, I see this the way you see. I submit to the way you. I don't think it's that bad, but I submit to the way you see it. Repentance doesn't require agreement. It requires obedience. And it means to have a change of mind that leads to a change of direction. Second step. First step, repent. Somebody say repent? Second step. Remove. It's the physical act of removing or discarding objects or environments that trigger your connection to that which is dysfunctional. I'm not saying a demon in the thing. I am saying sometimes. Y' all hear me. Sometimes the thing triggers your connection and memory of something you don't need in your proximity. Now, now, here's my thing. Here's my thing. Okay, okay. I'm using this as an example. So if you've. You've exposed yourself to something and you know this is not serving your spiritual life well, and you're like, okay, I'm not going to do it anymore. I'm not just going to keep it around. That's just like saying, I'm through with them, but I'm keeping their number in my phone. You're not really done. I'll be glad when this series over. I don't know. Y'. All. Y' all enjoying it? It's just number three. Release the residue. Residue is the lingering spiritual, mental, emotional, and behavioral effects that remain even after you've repented and removed the objects. It's the muscle mass memory of demonic influence. The patterns, the thoughts, the compulsions that still try to surface even when the door is closed. But here's what you need to understand. You can't cleanse yourself, and I can't cleanse myself. The Holy Spirit does the washing. Titus says he saved us not because of righteous things we've done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal of the Holy Spirit. Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with the water through the Word. I'm getting ready to read this prayer. I'm gonna have them put this prayer in the app so that you have it. Come on. Release your faith. Holy Spirit, I come to you as one that's been impacted by the enemy's influence. I've repented, I've removed. But now I ask that you do what only you can do. Wash me. Wash my mind of every lie the enemy planted. Remove every intrusive thought, every dark imagination, every mental pattern that doesn't come from you. Renew my mind with your truth. Make my thoughts align with yours. Wash my emotions of the torment I've carried. Remove the fear, the anxiety, the rage, the depression that the enemy left behind. Heal the wounds that made me vulnerable. Restore peace. Where there was chaos, Bring joy. Where there was despair. Wash my memories of the shame and the pain and what the enemy meant for destruction. Redeem for your glory. Take what was stolen and restored. Where I've been marked by darkness, Let your light shine. Wash my body of every physical effect of spiritual oppression. Where there's been nightmares, nightmares bring rest. Where there's been bondage, bring freedom. Where there's been impulses, bring liberation. Where there's been sickness, bring wholeness and healing. We pray against cancer and hypertension and immune disorders and any other disease that is a result of stress and worry and anxiety. And we say, the blood of the lamb sets your people free. We. Where there has been unexplained pain, bring healing. Where there's been exhaustion, bring strength. Watch my behavior of every compulsive pattern. Break the muscle memory of sin. Replace old habits with new rhythms of grace. Where I was driven by darkness, now let me be led by your spirit. Holy Spirit. Fill every place that was occupied by the enemy. Take up residence in my mind, my emotions, my memory, my body. Don't just clean me, Inhabit me. I don't want to be empty and clean. I want to be filled by you. Do the work that only you can do. I surrender to your washing. I receive your renewal. I trust your process. In Jesus name. In Jesus name. In Jesus name. In Jesus name. I surrender. I surrender. I wanna know. I wanna know. We gotta. We gotta go. Deshaun. One of the greatest obstacles to freedom is shame. Holy Spirit brings conviction. Devil brings shame. And there are times when we hear things like this and it's almost like we feel like we're wrong or there's something wrong with us. And it is like you didn't know. The purpose of the teaching is to bring to your awareness something you didn't know. So instead of feeling God's, like, mad at me, you need to feel like man. He loved me. He loved me so much not to let me continue in darkness. In this. And. And. And. And even if you feel like man, I wish I would have got this earlier. God knew when you were in the season of your life where you would be ready to receive it. God knows now your destiny depends on a pivot. And he makes sure you got the word you needed so that you can pivot at the right time. So instead of saying, I wish I would have got this earlier, your conviction needs to be. He gave it to me when he knew I needed it. No shame I feel loved by a father who won't let me stay in deception Woo. Jesus. We gotta go. Three minutes.