Ali Yost (32:55)
Okay, now we're in. Esther, Chapter four. When Mordecai learned about all that had been done, he tore his clothes and put on burlap and ashes and went out into the city crying with a loud and bitter wail. He went as far as the gate of the palace, for no one was allowed to enter the palace gate while wearing clothes of mourning. And as news of the king's decree reached all the provinces, there was great mourning among the Jews. They fasted, wept and wailed, and many people lay in burlap and ashes. When Queen Esther's maid and eunuchs came and told her about Mordecai, she was deeply distressed. She sent clothing to him to replace the burlap, but he refused. Then Esther sent for Hathich, one of the king's eunuchs who had been appointed as her attendant. She ordered him to go to Mordecai and find out what was troubling him and why he was in mourning. So at this point, Esther's like totally out of the loop. She has no idea what's happening. She's confused as to why her cousin Mordecai is in such mourning. She basically sends her attendant to go out there and ask what has gone wrong. Mordecai told him the whole story, including the exact amount of money Haman had promised to pay into the royal treasury for the destruction of the Jews. Mordecai gave Hathich a copy of the decree issued in Susa that called for the death of all Jews. He asked him to show it to Esther and explain the situation to her. He also asked him to direct her to go to the king to beg for mercy and plead for her people. So Hathich returned to Esther with Mordecai's message. Then Esther told Hathich to go back and relay this message to Mordecai. All the king's officials and even the people in the provinces know that anyone who appears before the king in his inner court without being invited is doomed to die unless the king holds out his gold scepter. And the king has not called for me to come to him for 30 days. So Hathich gave Esther's message to Mordecai. Basically, what Esther is saying right now is she says, unless the king has asked for me to come to him, that's the only way that I could talk to him. Like, I can't come to the king unannounced. I can't do that on my own. I literally could die, like, by law at that time. And just the way that things rolled, you just couldn't do that. You just couldn't go to the king and be like, hey, I got to tell you something, you know? And so basically, Esther's like, mordecai, you're asking me to put my life on the line. Like, I haven't even been called to the king for 30 days, so I don't know how I'm supposed to plead to him to change his mind about killing all the Jews. Mordecai sent this reply to Esther. Don't think for a moment that because you're in the palace, you will escape when all other Jews are killed. If you keep quiet at a time like this, deliverance and relief for the Jews will arise from some other place, but you and your relatives will die. Who knows if perhaps you were made queen for such a time as this? I have full body chills. That has to be the best part of this entire book is that Mordecai says, all right, well, I think this is the reality, is that do you think for a moment that because you're. You're in the palace, you will escape when all the other Jews are killed? Basically saying when they find out that you are also a Jew girl, like, don't think for a moment that just because you're in the palace, you're off limits. So if this happens, they'll probably kill you too anyway. So, like, death is something that probably is going to happen for you anyway if you don't speak up. But also he's saying, maybe you were made queen for such a Time as this. Like, maybe because you specifically were positioned as queen with also having a Jewish background, like, that has still been a secret, you know, that has not been revealed about Queen Esther yet. And so if it had been anyone else, maybe the Jews could have never been saved. But because she was made queen at such a time as this, she could potentially be their only hope. Like, that could be the reason that she was made queen. And I think this is also, like, the best part in the book that refers to, like, maybe that's why God appointed you as queen, my girl. You know, like, obviously, again, God is not directly acknowledged in the Book of Esther, but that is, like, maybe you were made queen for such a time as this by God to save the Jews and speak up, because they are your fam. That's your heritage. That's literally your background. And because she has favor with the king. Like, if anyone's going to listen to anyone, potentially, hopefully it could be Esther because she was so highly favored by the king. So basically, she's their only hope, and she needs to just speak up. Even if she could get killed or not. It's like, you got to just say something, girl. Okay, then. Esther sent this reply to, go and gather together all the Jews of Susa and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. My maids and I will do the same. And then, though it is against the law, I will go in to see the king. If I must die, I must die. So Mordecai went away and did everything as Esther had ordered him. So Esther was like, okay, I'm going to do it. She made the decision. She said, and though I may die, if I die, I die. Like, she honestly was like, my life, if I die, then that's what happens. But I have to stand up for my people, and if there's a chance to save them, I'm going to do it. So Esther is literally putting her life on the line to save the Jews. But in preparation of that, she goes, I need all of you to fast and pray. Like, we got to go in. We need to pray. This is also, like, acknowledgement of God, I guess, without outwardly saying God. But they were fasting and praying to the Lord and saying God, they were praying for favor. Like, please let me have favor with the king. Let him spare my life. I pray you soften his heart to what I'm saying. And I just pray there's favor for him to change his mind as I bring this to him. So I love that that is shown here. Is that they. They fasted and they prayed and they begged the Lord. They said, God, please, favor, favor. Save the Jews, save us. Okay, so that is where we're going to stop for today. I know, I know. Cliffhanger. But, hey, this is what we're going to do next week. We are going to pick up where we left off, which is at the top of Esther chapter five. We will pick up a chapter five and we will finish the story because there's only. Yeah, this is like a whole nother episode, which is great. There's a few more pages left. If you're not familiar with the Book of Esther, this story is so good and it's, like, getting really good right now. This is a good time to stop and we will resume next week. But I love you guys and is a joy and honor to read the Bible to you no matter how hard or easy it is sometimes. Okay, it's testing of me. It's testing of my enunciation, and it's good. It's good for me. It's good to say it out loud because typically if I'm reading it to myself or in my head, I just skip over all of it. Anyway, I love y'all so much. Happy Friday. Have a great weekend. Have a great rest of your week until I see you next Friday. Guys, can we do something cool today? Can we show somebody how cool Jesus is? Let's walk more like him, talk more like him, be more like Jesus. We should strive to be more like him more and more every day. I love you guys, and I will see you next week.