Ali Yost (6:27)
All right, you guys, let's get into today's episode. We have our Christ. We do have our Jesus. Not only is he dwelling inside of us, but he is the word of God. Thank you, Lord, for the word of God. And then we do have our coffee on ice, Which is right here. Here she is. We actually have ice today. Okay. It's not mushroom. I think I need a little coffee. I'm feeling fatigued. I'm feeling tired. So today I feel really led to talk about how we speak to ourselves and how important it is to be aware of the thoughts that are going through your mind. And this is something that I have had to learn with Jesus. This was not a skill that I had before I met him. There was a version of me before knowing the Lord and knowing how to walk in the authority that comes from the Holy Spirit that would just take every thought in my mind. Like, I would just let it slap me around and I would take every hit. Like, every thought that went through my mind, I was just like, that's just my mind. Like, what do you mean? Like, it was so normalized for me at one point in my life that as thoughts came and ran through my mind, that's just what happened. Like, thoughts would just run through my mind and they would come and they would really hurt, and they would punch me in the face and it would sting. But then eventually they'd, like, have to go away, you know, and there's just something so crazy about the veil that can really be torn from our eyes. Meaning there is something about realizing and being made aware of the fact that not every thought that comes into our mind is actually from us. I Think that before I knew this through Jesus, like I just thought every thought that went through my mind was just me. And I was like, I'm so hard on myself, like I'm so awful to myself. And I was taking on the responsibility for every thought that went through my mind. And the truth is, is like, yeah, I'm sure there are some thoughts that go through our mind that we, that is us. But also I don't think we are actually meant to take full responsibility for every thought that goes through our mind. But what we are responsible for is learning how to take them captive. Learning how to discern what is actually from us, what's from the Lord and what's from the enemy. And we are responsible for rebuking it. Taking those thoughts captive and submitting them and making them answer to the feet of Jesus and saying, no, actually that thought, you will have to bow to Jesus because that is not something that my heavenly Father would say about me. And I actually don't have to be a victim to my thoughts anymore. Like this will not be normalized for me anymore. Like my anxious thoughts, my obsessive thoughts, my self condemning thoughts that tell me how I am not worthy or I'm stupid or I don't know what I'm talking about, or I'm not capable of something. All of those thoughts need to go in the name of Jesus. That is not a home that you are supposed to be living in. I've also realized in life that more times than not, anything I'm facing is actually really mental. Like most things I'm facing starts in my mind. And it makes sense that that is the first place that you would be attacked is your mind. Because I think ultimately like our mind is the thing that controls what we do or we don't do, or what we say and we don't say, or the things that we act on versus the things that we just don't act on. Like that is where everything starts, you know, that's where we make decisions. That's where we determine what we're going to do for that day or how we're going to apply ourselves or how we're going to show up in relationships, or how we're going to move about our days and our life. And that also comes down to us having free will. Just as I remembered this morning that I had free will. And so I decided to lay down on this couch. But it makes sense that that's where the enemy would attack us the most, is our minds. Because of the way that we have free Will and the way that we can make decisions and we can decide to believe the things that are going through our minds or not. And that goes both ways. That's both sides of the spectrum. That's. We can choose to believe the voice of God, or we can choose to believe the voice of the enemy, or we could choose to believe our own voice, our own beliefs, our own understanding. When you think about it, your mind is the control center of your entire body. So that is where every decision, every emotion, every belief, every fear, every hope, it all stems from your mind. And all of those things are constantly getting processed through your thoughts. Like, that is the thing that also processes as we go about our lives and we go through certain life events. It's like our brain is the thing that's processing that. It's the control center of our body and is also very deeply connected to our spirit. And the mind can really be our lens of which we see life through. And so if we don't have a healthy lens, we can't see life to its fullest. And if we don't see life through the lens of Jesus, if we don't have a mind of Christ or a mind like Christ, it's gonna be really hard to see life in a way that is vibrant. Now, something else that I'm not saying right now is that we are supposed to find the strength within ourselves to strengthen our minds on our. Or that, like, everything comes down to the strength of our mind. The truth is, is that in scripture, I think it's in Romans 12, 2, it says, Be transformed by the renewing of your mind. And so what I'm trying to emphasize in this episode today is less about, like, make sure that you have a really strong mind. It's like, actually just make sure that you are renewing your mind and allowing yourself to be transformed first by the renewal of your mind, which is by the word of God. And it's by faith. It is actually our faith that renews our mind, and it is surrender that renews our mind. But I think the biggest thing that has given me my mental strength in times where I've needed it is faith in Jesus. It's faith, like faith is actually the mental strength that I need in all the circumstances that I face. A stupid example that came to my mind is one time I did an ice bath for the first time ever. And I will say that being physically uncomfortable for me, don't love it. And, like, granted, who does? But anything that has to do with, like, I don't know, the health of my body. Sometimes it makes me anxious and it's like, if I just get a random spurt of pain, all of a sudden I'm like, going down every rabbit hole. And hypothetically, what if I was having a stroke? Like, stupid, stupid stuff. But I can't be the only one, like, I think that actually has a name. I don't know. I just get a little paranoid sometimes about my health. So with that being said, me just simply going into this ice bath and feeling the way that my fingers and my toes were getting tingly and I couldn't feel them anymore, I was freaking out. Like, my mental was not okay in that moment, which is so silly because I only had to be in the ice bath for, like, a minute and a half or maybe two minutes, and I was freaking out. I didn't like the way it made me feel. Everything was running through my mind of like, you're gonna get hypothermia, Ally. You're gonna lose feeling in your fingers. This isn't okay. You're not okay. You're not okay. You're not okay. And my brain was freaking out, and in my mind, I was like, you are being so weak. Like, you. Your mind is so weak. And I think a lot of people in that scenario would probably say the same thing, you know, it's like, ally, you're fine. But I think what I was grasping onto for dear life in that moment, I know this is a silly example, but, like, I literally was looking at Jesus and he was like, you're fine, you're okay. And I had to trust and have faith in that moment that he was telling me the truth and that I really was okay. I had to have faith in Jesus that I was not going to die via ice bath. Allie, you have to have faith not only in Jesus, but also in the way that Jesus designed your body. Like, your body is capable of these things, and it's okay. And you're not gonna die because you got in an ice bath for a minute to two minutes, you know? And, like, yeah, you might be uncomfortable right now, and your fingers might be getting numb and it might be getting a little freaky and tingly, but that doesn't mean that you're not okay. And it doesn't mean that Jesus isn't in control anymore. We have to have faith that at the end of the day, Jesus is in control. And so that is how we strengthen our mind, is by a renewal of our mind through faith, which is actually what brings transformation to our mind. That is how we strengthen our mind, that is how our mind is literally transformed and rewired is through faith in Jesus and believing that he is who he says he is. And so when things come into our mind that combat that truth that literally go against what God says, it goes against scripture, it goes against anything Jesus would actually ever say about you. And we need to take those thoughts captive and rebuke them. And I mentioned briefly that there are three sources of where our thoughts can come from. It could either come from ourselves, from God, or the enemy.