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This episode contains subject matter that may be disturbing some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
Anita
That's when he told me he didn't take me to rob me. He had sexual needs and I was there to fulfill them.
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Real people.
Jim
The wounds were like somebody taking a branding iron and branded me. It wasn't blood. It was melted flesh and body parts.
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Who faced death.
Sabray
I couldn't breathe. I'm losing it. And I just. Everything just tunneled out and lights out.
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And live to tell how.
Anita
And then he would offer me dinner, watch a movie and he would rape me again before he would put me in the box for the night.
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This is I survived. It's June 1998 in Kokomo, Indiana. Anita is a 21 year old who lives with her parents. She has just finished college and is working the afternoon shift at the post office.
Anita
My mom came in on the morning of June 25th and woke me up, told me I need to be up and doing stuff and, you know, just graduated college and wanted to sleep in. And at that time she left for work and I went back to sleep for a few hours.
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By 10am both of Anita's parents had gone to work.
Anita
And the next thing I know, the telephone's ringing and the door, there's a knock on the door and I answered the phone, ran over, answered the door and Victor Steele was at the door.
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Anita had previously worked at a gym where Victor Steele was a member.
Anita
He was a loner, just kind of kept to himself. He treated all the women kind of like he was interested in them and just wanted someone to hang out with or wanted a girlfriend, that kind of feeling. The gym closed in May of 97 and I started a job at another place. So I hadn't seen Victor Steele in over a year. I just woke up. It didn't have time to hit me on. Why is he here? He asked for a glass of water. I know he rode his bike. It was really hot out that day. It just. It never really dawned on me that, hey, why is he at my house asking for a glass of water? I had stepped on a tack on the way to the door and I bent over to clean up the blood from my toe and I felt this shock in my back, an electrical current. And I started screaming and fighting. I didn't know what was going on. My mind just went like in panic mode. I was, what was that? What's going on? I didn't know what it was. He hit me again and I could just feel the electrical currents and I'm still fighting. And at that time, he reached around the front of me. And when he reached around, that's when I could see it was a stun gun. And when it hit me, then I lost all control of my legs and fell to the ground. When I fell to the ground, he put his knee in my back and started tying me up. And my mind's like, what is going on? And he starts talking. He says, I'm gonna rob you. I need money. I need to know where your bank account is, what your PIN numbers are. He tied me up with zip ties. He put my hands behind my back and put those on my hands and my feet and told me he was very serious about this and pulled a handgun out, even unloaded it, like, to show me there was bullets in it, and put it back in. And he's shaking the whole time, and I'm just like, put it away. I believe you. I believe you're serious. Because, you know, he's shaking, and I'm thinking at any time, this could go off and he could kill me by accident. He put the gun away, and he said, you know, I'm gonna go get the money in your purse and stuff. And I'm thinking, it's all gonna be over in the next few minutes. He's gonna be gone. And he tells me he has to take me with him.
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Steel forced Anita into the trunk of her car and drove off.
Anita
It was over 100 degrees out that day. I was already sweating profusely. And I'm thinking, I've got to get some energy, you know, to try to kick the seat in and get out. Then he pulls into a driveway. I can hear the gravel, and I hear a garage door open and shut. And then I panicked because I thought, he's left me here to die. And a few minutes passes, and my mind's still whirling. And he comes back and opens the trunk. And that's when he told me he didn't take me to rob me. He had sexual needs, and I was there to fulfill them. My hands were still bound. He had sat me on his lap and made me start kissing him. He's probably like 5 10, overweight white male with beady eyes, greasy hair, you know, just dirty. And I just. I mean, it felt like I was kissing a toad, you know? I think growing up and just being a female, I always just thought I'd rather die than be raped. And when it came down to it, I'm like, I want to live. And whatever I have to do to get myself out of this situation, I will. You Know, and especially when he said, if you don't comply, I'll just kill you and find someone else. Well, why have two families suffering? He raped me repeatedly in the garage and then he started packing because he told me he was taking me somewhere. He put me in the truck and I was allowed to sit in the front, but my hands and feet were bound. And he just started driving. He took all these country roads, wouldn't take any interstates, and, you know, I just kept trying to think of escape plans and what to do.
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Steel told Anita he was driving her to Wisconsin, two states away from her home in Indiana.
Anita
On the way to Wisconsin, he said he hoped that I would forget about my family and fall in love with him. We drove about 10 hours to LA Crosse, Wisconsin, and that's where he had rented a place he was gonna open as a used bookstore. And he took me into that facility and there was a 3 by 5 metal wardrobe cabinet laying on the ground. And he told me, that's gonna be my bed. And, you know, he was like, and you need to get in it. And he cut the straps off my arms and he let me get in it. And I could hear him doing something at the top, you know, his way of walking it. And, you know, for that moment, I'm like, I'm safe, you know, I'm away from him, I'm okay, you know. The box became my safe haven. On the morning after we got to Wisconsin, he took me out of the box and he raped me and then wanted me to play games with him and watch tv, kind of things like a girlfriend would do. And then he would rape me again. He would put me in the box for a while, then take me out to be raped again. And then he would offer me dinner, watch a movie, and he would rape me again before he would put me in the box for the night. On the second day, he opened the box and it was just like the same routine. He let me go to the restroom, he raped me. We played games. Everything was board games. There was, you know, Monopoly, card games, cribbage, you know, it's a balanced system. It's like, play games, be raped. Well, what's going to win? So I would play as many games as he wanted, watch as many movies as he wanted. I don't like sci fi, but I sure acted interested in it. I knew if I lost every game, he would know I was just playing him. So I just tried to lose the majority of the time, let him win. He would talk about how, you know, he enjoyed Playing games with me, just kind of, you know, I think just trying to get me convinced that, you know, this could work and we would be happy together. And, you know, in my mind, I'm thinking, were you not taught that's not how you go about getting a girlfriend. You don't just take one. I really just figured it was gonna go on until I gained his trust. I found a way to escape, or the police found me because I knew people were looking for me that night. When he put me in the box, I was okay with it. It became my safe haven. When I was in the box, I knew he couldn't touch me, he couldn't hurt me. I had time to pray. I had time to think about my family. Third day was basically like the first and second. You know, he would take me out, let me go to the restroom, rape me, feed me lunch, rape me, play games, watch tv, and rape me again. And then put me back in the box for the night. I thought every day that I might die. This guy is obviously crazy. He could snap at any minute. When I become unuseful to him, he's gonna. He's just gonna dispose of me. Every time he would put me in the box, he would say, if you try to get out, I will kill you. He said, if you try to make any noise, scream for help, I will kill you. He told me he would make fake noises. He would play tapes. He would try to do things that would make me think other people were in the house. And if I screamed for help, he would kill me. I never knew when he left or when he was there. So I had all these ideas of how to get out of the box. But my fear was he was going to be sitting right there waiting and testing me, and that he would just kill me when I got out. The eighth day, he opened the box and let me go to the bathroom. And he raped me. And then he put me back in the box because he wanted to go get some lumber supplies while he was gone, you know? And of course, I didn't know if he was really gone or not. You know, I hear this loud noise on the door, and the door gets kicked in, like you can hear it. And it's like, please, search warrant. And I say nothing because it sounded so much like it was, you know, a TV show. You know, I was scared enough of him, of all the threats he had made, that, you know, I had to think this could be a tape. And that if I scream for help, then he's gonna kill me. I hear him go first room clear. I thought, what if it really is them and they're gonna leave and not find me? And, you know, I'm starting to panic. Then they actually come into that room, and I can hear they're, like, in here.
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Suddenly, the doors of the metal box were opened.
Anita
When they opened it, there was, like, five police officers all in squat gear. They're all standing over me, and I'm like. I'm just like, thank God. Take me home. Just. And one guy just scooped me up and wouldn't even let me walk. And, I mean, you know, it was over.
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The police were from her hometown of Kokomo, Indiana. They immediately called an ambulance for her.
Anita
When they put me in the ambulance, I'm just, you know, I'm bawling. I'm, you know, hyperventilating, and, you know, they're trying to calm me down. They're like, it's okay. It's over now. And I still understand. I'm like, I haven't cried in eight days. And it just all released.
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Anita was found because a neighbor had seen Victor Steele at her house in Indiana eight days earlier. The FBI placed Steele's mother under surveillance, and when he phoned her, they found his exact address in Wisconsin.
Anita
During the trial, he wanted to be his own attorney, so he was allowed to question me. And he tried to make it seem like there's no way he could have done it. And his defense was that I was in with the police and the FBI because I hated him. And we made up this whole scenario.
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Victor Steele was sentenced to life plus 25 years with no chance of parole. The judge said it was one of the worst crimes she had ever dealt with.
Anita
I survived because I have a message that needs to be sent out to other women that you can get through this. Everything's gonna be okay, and, you know, life goes on. There's wonderful things out there for you. I was able to use my mind to really just think everything through, and that allowed me to stay calm and keep him calm. I think, because he was so nervous, I felt like, you know, I really had to go the other way and keep him calm or he was going to do something stupid.
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Anita's abduction and rescue are still used as a case study to train FBI agents.
Anita
I played the what if game for a long time until, like, my therapist and the police said, you did everything right. You're here, you're alive, and if you continue to do the what ifs, it's going to kill you. And I could really tell, like, you get depressed because you're like, what if I would have tried to escape? Or I could have done this different or, you know, and it really emotionally will tear you down. So I had to learn real quick that they're right. I'm here, I'm alive, and everything's going to be okay.
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Jim
I'd always known about Mount Whitney. It's the highest mountain in the lower 48 states. It's about 14,500ft and so that's pretty significant.
Glenn
It was just a gorgeous morning. It was totally still, no wind, as pilots often say. It was severe clear.
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After four hours of hiking, Jim, Glenn and Kalief reached the final stage of the ascent.
Glenn
We were approximately 500ft from the summit and it's starting to get a little bit dark. Starting to feel a little bit of wind. And it felt like maybe a thunderstorm might be upon us.
Jim
All of a sudden it started to rain. I remember seeing these raindrops hitting and splattering on the rock around me and they were the biggest raindrops I've ever seen. It was like a cup of water per Drop.
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The three hikers reached the summit of Mount Whitney at 2pm The Whitney summit.
Glenn
Has a lot of big boulders on it, and it's very bleak. I mean, it's just boulders. And then on the very top, at the very summit is this hut.
Jim
It's an old stone building that was constructed at the summit of the mountain over 100 years ago. The shelter had an old wooden Door in the front. And I remember barging through and there were 10 people already in the shelter with us joining the people inside, we filled the place. We were relegated to the back corner where there had been an old stove, apparently in the shelter.
Glenn
We were all crammed in there pretty tightly. And I remember there was a fellow sitting in the middle. His name was Matt Nordbrock. Physically being in the center, he was also kind of the center of conversation as well. And so then at one point, I remember Matt counting heads and said, Geez, there's 13 of us. And yesterday was Friday the 13th, and we were all kind of joking about that a little bit.
Jim
Somewhere along the line, we heard a distant, very distant rumble.
Glenn
And you could hear the rain on the roof, the tin roof. We really weren't talking about the weather much. We were just having a good time.
Jim
All of a sudden I remember hearing what sounded like the loudest explosion I had ever, ever heard in my life. I mean, it just. The air just exploded. I felt this incredible jolt through my body. And I remember seeing a flash that just filled my head and knowing that something was terribly wrong and trying to scream, trying to say something, and that all happened in an instant. I felt something, I saw something, I heard something. And that was a bolt of lightning that hit the shelter we were in and came in and hit me. And that was the last of my recollection.
Glenn
When the lightning struck, I didn't see any and flash of lightning. I just heard these loud, piercing little bangs. And it was almost like a bunch of small, very sharp explosions, multiple explosions, like somebody was shooting a machine gun. And I remember thinking, gee, what in the world could that be? My first concern was, geez, how is Jim? He was to my left, sitting right next to me. And I try to look towards him and then realize, well, nothing on me is moving. I mean, my eyes were moving, but I couldn't move my head, I couldn't move any of my limbs. And so I'm going, uh, oh, this is not good. And then some seconds later, I realized I could. I could move a little bit. So I kind of rolled over and looked at Jim and he was unconscious. He was just out, his eyes were open. He was staring up at the ceiling. And I thought he was dead. When I looked at Jim, his eyes were open, but they're kind of rolled back and he wasn't breathing. And so I thought he was dead.
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Glen immediately began to give Jim cpr.
Glenn
And after doing that maybe four or five, six times, he started to breathe. There was a lot of chaos going on. And people were saying, well, we got to get out of here. And I'm saying, well, I'm not going to leave Jim, and he's obviously not going anywhere because he's unconscious.
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Glenn's friend Kalief and another hiker volunteered to go down the mountain to get help. Glenn began figuring out what had happened during the lightning strike.
Glenn
Poking out of the roof is this tiny pipe with a little cone on the top, which is a stovepipe. And that point actually is literally the tallest point in the continental United States.
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The stove had been removed, but the metal pipe still protruded inside the hut.
Glenn
When the lightning gets to that point, it's got to go someplace. And I'm sure that it went down Jim's back and part of my shoulder and back.
Jim
I remember the most surreal episode of waking up from this unconsciousness. I had this intense, intense pain in the center of my body, in my core. I felt like maybe I was or maybe I wasn't alive. Still.
Glenn
Jim was unconscious for probably about 20 minutes and started to move kind of as though he had spasms in his back or something like that. And we go, well, that's sort of a good sign. At least he's moving around.
Jim
As I woke up from my unconsciousness and I opened my eyes, I saw all these other eyes looking down at me. But, of course, the eyes that I saw first were my brother's eyes, and he had this look of relief on his face.
Glenn
We just kind of sat him down and explained to him what had happened. Lightning had struck. He'd been unconscious, and that Kalief and another fellow had gone down for help.
Jim
I looked over at my shoulder, and here was a big black hole in the jacket. And it was pretty uniform. It was pretty round. And that's where the lightning bolt had literally hit me. There was no blood. I had terrible wounds, but the wounds were literally cauterized. They were like somebody had taken a branding iron and branded me. It wasn't blood. It was melted flesh and body parts.
Glenn
After Jim got up and seemed to be pretty well okay, my focus then kind of turned to, well, what else is going on in the shelter, in the room? And I realized that this other fellow was down. And I come to find out later it was Matt Nordbrock.
Jim
And I just remember it was chaos because CPR was being performed on Matt, and we didn't know his status, but he wasn't breathing, and his heart wasn't working. At 14,500ft, there's hardly enough oxygen for you to breathe yourself. Let alone rescue breathes for somebody. So people would work on Matt for a couple minutes, and then they'd be completely exhausted. So it was a tag team effort.
Glenn
We worked on Matt for quite some time, about four hours. And we were all pretty. Pretty worn out, both physically and emotionally.
Jim
We would peer outside and it was clear now and it had cleared because it started blowing. The wind started blowing so hard. All of a sudden we started hearing something that was. Was not natural. It was a rhythmic sound. And pretty soon it got louder. But we all went running outside. And here at not much higher than eye level, to us is this helicopter hovering. So there was this huge relief that somebody's here for us. And then we watched them for a minute and they couldn't do anything for us because they couldn't land.
Glenn
And he was getting buffeted about quite a bit. And so I just went out there to try to direct him in and also to kind of act as a wind vane.
Jim
And at about that time, the helicopter peeled off and disappeared below the horizon of the mountain.
Glenn
And we're going, oh, that's great. I guess he's not going to be able to land.
Jim
So we all of a sudden felt like there was our rescue, and there they just flew off. And so with that, we were back to square one, and we felt completely isolated. Here we are 14,500ft above sea level, and we felt like we were on the moon. We had no idea what was going to become of us. We probably had been sitting in the shelter for about another 10 minutes or something, and all of a sudden the door flew open and here was this guy in a flight suit. I mean, it was the greatest feeling I had ever had because he was our rescue and he was all business. I think I remember him saying, who's injured? And right away everybody pointed at me. And he walked over and he assessed me quickly. No ifs, ands, or buts. You're going.
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The rescue helicopter had been able to land further down the mountain.
Jim
He basically threw me in the back of the helicopter. Glen ran out with me, and I don't ever recall telling him I loved him before, but I certainly do at that point in time. And it was pretty emotional.
Glenn
And I just knew he was a good intelligence, good hands. And it was kind of a poignant moment, but glad to see that he was going to sleep in a bed that night. The EMT actually had to stay in order for Jim to get on the. Get on the flight back down. They were that close in terms of their payload. So in a way we were kind of disappointed that he couldn't take Matt off as well. And I recall after the helicopter left, I was working on him and he was still, he was still warm and he was still supple and we just weren't going to give up.
Jim
So the helicopter took me off the top of the mountain and there was the beautiful town of lone pine some 10,000ft below. He said, we'll have you at the hospital in a couple minutes.
Glenn
When I saw Jim in the hospital, it was such a relief that to see him, he was in bandages from his shoulders down to his ankles. So in a way kind of like looked like a mummy. He was mobile. He was getting around just like his normal self. And it was great to be down on the ground with him. It was a good moment.
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The medics were unable to revive Matt.
Glenn
It really kind of cast a pall on everything. We were so happy to be down and so happy that we were in relatively good shape. But to have lost a guy up there was tough.
Jim
It's hard to see, but the lightning bolt entered me right here. This was a big tennis ball size burn and started here and then it just grounded out throughout my body wherever I was touching the floor and the walls of the shelter. This looked like a smashed tomato over here. I had very severe burns on, on my shoulder blades and on my side and back. My pants and my underwear looked like I was shot with a shotgun. Just literally hundreds of holes.
Glenn
Going through something like this up on Whitney, I realized how precious life is and that at any moment it could be over. And so you want to live life to the fullest and, and don't get caught up in the details or little petty things.
Jim
I survived because I was lucky and I also never gave up hope. And when we were on top of the mountain, as bleak as it felt and looked, we knew there was hope and it was just a matter of time. So we tried to keep a level head and ultimately were rescued.
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Sabray
I pulled up to the address, Found the address, Pulled up to the address so that my back of my truck was, you know, right where it should be so I can just pull the hose down the driveway. And for some reason, I just. I was sitting in the truck, and I glanced up, and this guy was crossing the street diagonally right in front of my truck, like, not less than 10, 15ft in front of my truck when he just stopped. And our eyes met for a split second, and I just got this feeling like, all right, I'm not getting out of my truck. I don't know where that feeling came from, But I just, no, I'm not getting out of my truck. I stayed in my truck. I kept looking at him. He turned around and walked back in the same direction he had come from. I found that very odd. But at the same time, I thought I was struggling with, okay, maybe I'm being, you know, I'm being paranoid, But I'm staying in the truck. He disappeared around the corner. I finished my paperwork in the truck, and I decided, okay, he's out of the area. He's not around. Let me go do my delivery. And I remember just for some reason, Walking backwards up the driveway, which I never do, the best efficient way to drag that hose up that driveway Is throw it over your shoulder and legwork. And I just decided to walk backwards up that driveway Because I just was still feeling a little creepy. But I no, you're being silly. But let me walk backwards up the driveway. Anyway, I got to the tank, Connected the hose to the top of the propane tank. I flipped the switch on the hose to let the propane start filling. And that's when I felt an arm around my neck, and I got picked up in the air. I remember getting Stuck. Slammed against the house, the back of the house. And I realized, this is. Someone's choking me. And I remember struggling to grab the person that was behind me, but they were positioned directly behind me. I couldn't reach them with my hands. Nothing. There was nothing I could do. No matter which way I reached, I couldn't grab onto anything. And I remember losing. I couldn't breathe. And I kept trying to grab my breath, and I couldn't. And I remember feeling like I was falling asleep. And I remember you get this seashell noise. The only way I can describe it is it's a seashell noise in your ears, like a humming. When you put a seashell up to your ears and your vision tunnels out. And I just felt. I literally felt the life go out of me. I just felt. I just felt so helpless. I'm sorry. And I kept thinking that this is. When I got up this morning, this is not what I thought was going to happen. This is not at all what I had. This is not. It was not part of my plan. This is not happening. Not today. I can't believe this is. And all of a sudden I'm like, this is really happening. Because I just felt the whole life go out of me. And you get that sense seashell noise in your ears, and everything just sort of tunnels out, like you're losing. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't breathe. I'm losing it. And everything just tunneled out and lights out. And the next thing I remember, I'm laying. I thought I was home in bed. I thought I was late for work because I kept hearing this voice yelling in my ear, like, get up. Get up. Like. But I couldn't see. And when I started to be able to see, I realized, wait a minute. I'm not home in bed. I'm looking at the back of a house. And I sort of just peeked out of the corner of my eye, and I see this. I see the guy that had just had crossed my front of my truck earlier, and he straddled over me with one leg on each side of me, going through my fanny pouch. My reaction was to reach up without even thinking about it. I don't remember even thinking about it. I just remember reaching up as much hard as I could and grabbing him by the testicles and thinking to myself, because this is how silly your mind gets. God, he's wearing baggy shorts. I hope I reached up far enough. And that really pissed him off. Really pissed him off. He went up behind me. I was in a seated position at this point, my leg's out in front of me, and he's got his arm around my neck again. And he is lifting me up in the air and dropping me. And I'm thinking to myself, this son of a is trying to snap my neck. And I'm holding on with both arms for dear life, and he's lifting me up and trying to snap my neck. And for some reason, the thought that comes into my head is, play dead. Play dead. Play dead. Over and over, play dead. And I did it. Almost exaggerated, like I couldn't believe he fell for it. I just. I exhaled so loud and went limp, like, so exaggerated. I just went. And I felt him just let go just a little bit. I had my chance. I slid over to his right shoulder. I bit down as hard as I could on his arm. I reached up with my hands, and I stuck my hands right in his face and just raked his whole face. My finger ended up in his mouth. I literally thought he had bitten my finger off. I thought he had bitten my finger off because I didn't feel the end of it. And I remember, all of a sudden, I'm on my feet and we're going at it. We're struggling, we're wrestling. He throws me up against the back of the house, puts his arm around my neck and just starts wailing on me. We're struggling. He's hitting me. He's just wailing on me. Broke my nose. I have a shattered kneecap. I didn't feel. At this point, I don't feel anything. And I remember just for a split second, he stopped and he looked me right in the face and he said, give me the effing money.
Narrator
Sabray is carrying almost $1,000 in her pocket.
Sabray
And my response, again, without even. I was just. I was just. At this point, I'm so mad. I'm so mad. I just looked him right in the face. I said, you know what? F you. We went at it again. I'm blocking his punches, trying to punch him back. He's punching me. I realized that there's a door next to me. I guess it was the back door to the house. And there had been people in the house, which I didn't know. The lady opens the door, flies open. The woman comes out, and she's yelling on the phone, he's gonna kill her. He's killing her. He's killing her. All I remember is him grabbing the pocket of my shorts and ripping down. And I had put the money, which was cash, stuffed it into a bank envelope. So it was a nice little, you know, pouch of money. And I remember it going up in the air like in slow motion. And me and him are both looking at it and I swat it with my hand. And where does it land? The woman on the phone, it lands right in her chest. She runs in the house. He wants, he's done with me. He runs in after her. And for some reason, instead of running off to get police or get help, I turn around and run in after him. By the time I catch up, he's got her by the neck to give me the money. Give me the money. And I remember just punching between his arms and hitting him right in the chin and hearing his teeth hit together. And there's a couple of teenagers in the room. One of the teenagers had the phone. She opens the front door and starts yelling at him to get out, the police is coming, get out. I remember him grabbing his shirt and wiping his face and walking up the driveway, giving us a look, like taunting us. And then he took off. The next thing I know, the cop showed up and they were on their walkie talkies and they had caught him like two blocks away.
Narrator
Sabray was taken to identify the suspect.
Sabray
I walked right up to him, I looked him in the face and I said to him, remember my face. Remember this face, because I'm gonna be your worst nightmare. I'm going to go to every court hearing that you ever get brought to. I'm gonna be there. I'm your worst nightmare from this day forward.
Narrator
Sabray suffered a shattered kneecap, broken nose, bruises, cuts and bites.
Sabray
He was HIV positive. He had full blown aids. And every month going for the AIDS testing, I had to be reminded all over again that this idiot still had this power over me. Luckily, I never came up positive.
Narrator
So Ronald Holloway had just been released from prison after serving 18 years for armed robbery and murder. He was sentenced to another 20 years in prison for his attack on Sobray.
Sabray
I survived because it was him or me. And it wasn't going to be. It wasn't going to be me. Not that, no. It was either him or me. And it wasn't going to be me. It wasn't going to be me.
Narrator
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Sabray
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Anita
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Sabray
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Anita
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Narrator
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Sabray
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Aired: February 14, 2026
Host: Marisa Pinson (Narrator) | Podcast by A&E / PodcastOne
This episode brings together three harrowing survival stories from individuals—Anita, Jim (and Glenn), and Sabray—who confronted unthinkable dangers and lived to tell about them. The stories traverse an abduction and days of captivity, a near-fatal lightning strike atop Mt. Whitney, and a violent robbery/assault that almost turns deadly. All three survivors recount, in vivid and unfiltered detail, how they faced impending death, marshaled their resources (physical, mental, and emotional), and, ultimately, endured. This episode’s tone is raw, honest, and inspiring, focusing on the resilience of the human spirit.
First Moments of Abduction
“I bent over to clean up the blood from my toe and I felt this shock in my back, an electrical current. … He hit me again and I could just feel the electrical currents and I'm still fighting.” (Anita, 01:41–02:29)
Real Motive and Transport
"He told me he didn't take me to rob me. He had sexual needs and I was there to fulfill them." (Anita, 03:49)
“I think growing up and just being a female, I always just thought I'd rather die than be raped. And when it came down to it, I'm like, I want to live.” (Anita, 04:17)
Days in Captivity & Coping Mechanisms
“When I was in the box, I knew he couldn't touch me, he couldn't hurt me. I had time to pray. I had time to think about my family.” (Anita, 07:10)
Rescue
“I hear this loud noise on the door, and the door gets kicked in... 'Police. Search warrant!' … Then they actually come into that room, and I can hear they're, like, in here.” (Anita, 09:36)
"When they opened it, there was, like, five police officers all in squat gear... I'm just like, thank God. Take me home." (Anita, 10:19)
"I survived because I have a message that needs to be sent out to other women that you can get through this. … I was able to use my mind to really just think everything through, and that allowed me to stay calm and keep him calm.” (Anita, 11:38 and 12:06)
> "I played the what if game for a long time until... my therapist and the police said, you did everything right. You're here, you're alive... So I had to learn real quick that they're right. I'm here, I'm alive, and everything's going to be okay." *(Anita, 12:12)*
“There were 13 of us. And yesterday was Friday the 13th, and we were all kind of joking about that a little bit.” (Glenn, 15:26)
“I felt this incredible jolt through my body… I remember seeing a flash that just filled my head and knowing that something was terribly wrong… That was a bolt of lightning that hit the shelter we were in and came in and hit me. And that was the last of my recollection.” (Jim, 16:02)
“When I looked at Jim, his eyes were open, but they're kind of rolled back and he wasn't breathing. And so I thought he was dead.” (Glenn, 17:17)
Severe burns for Jim:
“My pants and my underwear looked like I was shot with a shotgun—just literally hundreds of holes.” (Jim, 25:11)
Despite their own injuries, they and other survivors attempt CPR on Matt Nordbrock, who ultimately does not survive.
An attempted helicopter rescue initially fails due to wind, causing brief devastation:
“Here we are 14,500ft above sea level, and we felt like we were on the moon.” (Jim, 22:31)
A successful rescue follows. Glenn remains on the mountain to continue helping.
Emotional Closure:
"I don't ever recall telling him I loved him before, but I certainly do at that point in time. And it was pretty emotional." (Jim, 23:34–23:48) "Going through something like this ... I realized how precious life is and that at any moment it could be over." (Glenn, 25:50)
Reflections on Survival:
“I survived because I was lucky and I also never gave up hope. … We knew there was hope and it was just a matter of time.” (Jim, 26:05)
“That’s when I felt an arm around my neck, and I got picked up in the air. … I couldn’t breathe. … Everything just tunneled out and lights out.” (Sabray, 28:45–29:19)
“For some reason, the thought that comes into my head is, play dead. Play dead. Play dead. … I just went limp, like, so exaggerated. ... I slid over to his right shoulder. I bit down as hard as I could on his arm. ... My finger ended up in his mouth. I literally thought he had bitten my finger off.” (Sabray, 30:31–31:55)
"He said, 'Give me the effing money.' … and I just looked him right in the face. I said, you know what? F you." (Sabray, 33:46)
"Every month going for the AIDS testing, I had to be reminded all over again that this idiot still had this power over me. Luckily, I never came up positive." (Sabray, 36:01)
“I walked right up to him, I looked him in the face and I said to him, ‘Remember my face. ... I'm going to be your worst nightmare from this day forward.’” (Sabray, 35:40)
“I survived because it was him or me. And it wasn't going to be me.” (Sabray, 36:32)
This episode delivers three intense firsthand accounts of survival, each underscoring a different aspect of resilience: composure in the face of sexual violence and captivity, teamwork and persistence after a natural disaster, and animal determination during a life-threatening attack. The survivors' own words—direct, candid, and often graphic—make clear both the lasting trauma and the remarkable will to live. Each story is not only about making it out alive, but also about the ongoing journey to reclaim life in the aftermath.
For listeners seeking a gripping, emotional, ultimately hopeful recounting of how ordinary people confront extraordinary circumstance, this episode stands out as a powerful tribute to human endurance and spirit.