C (4:43)

We want this space where it's like, God, I want this space where you tell us what to do, you know, rather than me tell you what we're supposed to do this morning. Like, God, you are here with us. And sometimes we forget that and we just do a church service.

B (4:58)

And I don't want to do that. I want to think about his presence here and saying, God, I want to say whatever you want me to say. I want us all thinking that saying, God, you're right here with me. So is there someone here that I'm supposed to talk to that I don't even know? God, I may make a fool of myself.

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But if you call me to go pray for someone and it may sound creepy to them or whatever, like, I'm yours. I came here for you. Like, you're the guest of honor. I don't want to just do my thing.

B (5:27)

You know, I think about earlier this.

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Year.

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On my birthday, the staff at Crazy Love, they, you know, Liz put together a little birthday lunch, and that was awesome. But she forgot to invite me.

C (5:48)

That was crazy. Yeah, like, she forgot to invite me. And it's like. So, I mean, I was very honored that they were going to do this thing, but it would have been nice to be invited. And when I found out about it from someone else, like, right before I was going to leave that day, you know, I was like, hey, where are you going? I'm like, I'm going to lunch with my wife. Oh, we have a party for you, I'm like, oh, that would have been good to be invited, but I felt like it was prophetic. So you were used by, you know, in your weakness. It was this. Because I feel like that's what we do with church sometimes. Like, we get together and we plan and we organize this thing, and it's like, did we ever just say, God, I want you to show up? Like, I want you to be there and direct us and tell us what you want, because we may plan something that you hate. You know, it's like, no, no, no. This is supposed to be about you. What do you want? What do you want? And so even during the worship, I'm just saying, God, what. What is it? What. What word do you have for me, for these people? There's some passages I've studied, some things I planned for.

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But.

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But what is it that you want said here? And the one thing that kept coming back to me as I was praying, as I was worshiping and saying, God.

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Please tell me, what do you want me to talk about? The word insecurity kept popping up that some of you right now, you may be accused by other people of being rebellious or not loving God or this or that. When in reality, it's not your rebellion so much as you're insecure. You're not totally sure that God loves you. It's like you and you're striving and you're working and you're frustrated, but there's something inside that's just like, I'm not.

C (8:00)

Completely sure that he loves me, you know? And then when I heard Sam's testimony.

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It just confirmed, you know, there's like. Some of us come from, like, really messed up backgrounds.

C (8:17)

And we think, man, God, you should change that overnight. You're God. You're God Almighty. You know, I believe in the Holy Spirit. I believe you can change things overnight. And yet some things, God takes us.

B (8:29)

In this process of sanctification, and we.

C (8:33)

Read about that in Thessalonians and how he says, man, I'm praying for that complete, you know, that you continue into this complete sanctification. And some of us, it's like, we kind of know the love of God. We kind of believe. But it's so hard because some of the things we experience, you know, Sam said, hey, some of you, you know, you didn't have a great relationship with your dad. You didn't this and that. And some of you, you had no relationship with your dad, man, I get that.

B (9:00)

I didn't have a single conversation with my dad.

C (9:03)

I never talked to him once, not once. I remember when he would just beat the heck out of me for anything I did wrong. I mean, I closed the door a little bit too loud, you know, and it's like, man, he'd just come out and just start going at me, beating me, and I'm screaming and I remember being tied up to a tree and just him taking every branch and beating me with it until it snapped. Then just leaves me out there and I'm like, man, am I allowed back in the house? I don't know. And then I remember when he died when I was 12 and there was part of me, most of me was actually really excited, like, oh, I don't.

B (9:49)

Have to deal with him anymore.

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It is awesome. There's another side of, as a 12 year old kid whose mom's already dead and my stepmom's already dead, to think, okay, now my dad's dead. And sure there's the fear of watching a body being lowered into the ground and seeing, you know, his face right there lying in a casket and going, what the heck? There's all these emotions, but there was.

B (10:15)

A lot of relief. It's funny, my 12 year old came home the other day and she got her first C, you know, as a low grade. And I like, oh wow, she got.

C (10:28)

A C. You know, like she just. And it was in science and she's in seventh grade. And I remember, I go, that is so weird. I remember being in seventh grade and getting my first C and it was in science and I was terrified walking.

B (10:47)

Home like my dad is gonna kill me and I find out about her C, I just start laughing.

C (10:54)

That's awesome. That's so cool. That's the same thing I got, you know, let's celebrate, you know. But it brought back like, man, just that terror that I don't ever want on my kids, you know, of, man, you, you gotta be, you know, you sure are, you Asian, you know, just, just, just going on it, it's just, it's none of that, it's like, I don't want any of that on them, you know, but, but some of us, you know, when you grow up like that and you're actually.

B (11:25)

You just feel like my dad never wanted me. In fact, I feel like my dad really regrets having me because my mom died while she gave birth to me. So it's like, this is the one that killed my wife. And I just feel like I was treated different everything else. And so then you learn about God and his love for you and you want to believe it, but it's hard to get through years of that baggage. And so then sometimes unknowingly, you just start working harder and go, let me do this. Let me do this. Let me be the holiest guy on Earth.

C (12:03)

Let me.

B (12:04)

And then it's like you're not even thinking about his grace anymore. And then just to bask in his grace. I just think there's a lot of you here today that are still, like, running, trying to grab for something that you're never going to get by pursuing it because it's a gift. And it's actually an insult to God when you think that you need to earn it and that you can earn it because he wants to just hand you something you could never earn on your own. Man, aren't there times in your life when you've just wanted to give a gift? Like, you just love someone so much you just want to give them, and when they don't want to accept that.

C (12:48)

Gift, and it's like, well, no, let me pay for it. Or, okay, wait till your birthday. I'll give. Get you something. It's like, no, shut up. Like, I just want to give you something. Like, you're screwing it up by trying to earn this somehow. You know, that's not the point of grace. You would make me so much happier if you would just accept it and understand it's a free gift. I don't want you to earn it. In fact, if you try to earn it, you just destroy my joy. It's like, I wanted to give this.

B (13:15)

To you, and I feel like that's what God wants to say to some of you.

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Just relax.

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Believe that there is someone that loves you despite what you've done. It's not about earning. I'm not your earthly father.

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I'm holy.

B (13:39)

I'm different from that. And I'm just telling you, from a guy who's been a Christian for about 35 years now, it's weird how some of this stuff holds on and I need your prayers.

C (13:57)

Just like I pray for you. Let me tell you what I prayed.

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For myself, and it's helped a ton. You know, when we were reading through Ephesians, there was a couple of verses in there that I started praying for myself in, because I thought, how can.

C (14:13)

I lead these people if this is my own struggle? And so God fix it in me.

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And then I began praying for you that God would fix it in you. And I believe this is God's word for us today, It's Ephesians, chapter 1, verse 18. I'll start in 17. I'll start in 15.

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Ephesians 1, verse 15. For this reason, because I've heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love toward all the saints, I do not cease to give thanks for.

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You, remembering you in my prayers, that.

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The God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give you the spirit of wisdom and of revelation.

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In the knowledge of him.

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Having the eyes of your heart enlightened, that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and what is the immeasurable greatness of his power toward us, who believe according to the working of his great might, that he worked in Christ when He raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand.

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In the heavenly places.

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For far above all rule and authority and power and dominion, and above every name that is named, not only in.

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This age, but also in the one to come, Paul tells these people, he goes, this is what I'm praying for you. And this is what I prayed for you. This is what I prayed for you this morning. This is what I prayed for you during worship. I've just been praying this nonstop since.

C (15:55)

We were in Ephesians a couple of weeks ago. I've been praying this for myself, and.

B (15:58)

It'S changing me, okay?

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He says in verse 18, having the eyes of your hearts enlightened that you may know what is the hope to.

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Which he's called you.

C (16:13)

Paul prays. He says, here's what I want. I want the eyes of your heart enlightened, okay? Did you know your heart has eyes? Okay, that's weird, right? It's like, man, it's. But. But think about it. Think about like your physical eyes, okay? Like, man, there are few times I prayed for this guy in my previous.

B (16:33)

Church who was blind. I was like, God, I want to see a miracle. Like a miracle miracle.

C (16:38)

Not like, oh, this finger used to hurt. And not so much, you know, Like, I want, like, things like I see in scripture, like, I know it's possible. And I used to pray for this guy who was blind for years and going, God, just open his eyes, man. This will change the city. I'll tell everyone that it's all about your power. And it never. But I could and it never happened and not yet. And. But I believe it can. And like physical, I mean, just because I just picture, like walking and dark. You ever do that? Like, imagine what it's like. And some listening to this, you know what I'm Talking about that some are blind. And to just be in darkness your whole life, and then suddenly you know, to have your sight given like you see in Scripture. Well, the Bible says there's something that's even greater than that. And it's about this spiritual blindness where you really. I could sit here all day and tell you how good God is and how he forgives you, but there's. There's like, I can get your mind around it, you know, where. Where I could put it on a piece of paper and explain to you, look, you deserve punishment, you know, and so someone has to pay for it. So, look, Jesus took it on the cross. Let me draw it out for you. He took all of your punishment. And you can. In your mind and in your eyes, you could see it. But in your heart, for you to.

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Believe.

C (18:07)

It'S like this is like, again, there's this blindness. Like we read about, like in First Corinthians, how he says, you know, the God of this world blinds people to where they can't see the truth of the Scriptures. And so I'm praying for you. I'm on my knees praying for you, saying, God, I can tell them what you did on the cross, but I can't open the eyes of their heart. I don't even know what that looks like. How can anyone open the eyes of someone else's heart? So Paul says, I'm praying for that miracle. Just like when Peter, when he finally understood who Jesus was. Remember what Jesus said? He goes, hey, flesh and blood didn't.

B (18:47)

Reveal that to you that came from heaven. Like, God actually opened the eyes of your heart.

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That's why some of you can be living with a Christian family, can be living in our men's home or women's home. You can be surrounded by Christians your whole life, and you just never quite get it, even though you're fed it, even though it's forced. And you go to bed with an ipod playing scripture, it's like nothing is working because there's a miracle that takes place where the eyes of your heart are opened. They're enlightened. And he says that you may know what is the hope of. To which he has called you. He's like, I'm praying that you would know what this hope is that he's called you to, like, really know it. Like, everything in you is like, man, I know what the future's like. I know this hope that he's called me to. Like, I'm not afraid of death. I'm not afraid of anything. Like, I Can't wait for that day when I see his face, the whole future, I want to know this hope. Most of us here, I'm willing to bet, are terrible at hoping. You don't want to get your hopes up, right? And many of you are like me. You go into a situation and you just expect the worst so you won't.

B (20:10)

Get let down, right?

C (20:13)

It's like, well, this is going to suck, you know? And then you get there saying, okay, it only sucked halfway. Good day, you know, right? Versus those times in your life when you go, oh, this is the relationship. This is the one. Or this is, you know, this, dad. Or this, you know, whatever. This is where I'm gonna find it. And then you'll get let down, and you see the brokenness of other people, and you get let down. You walk away depressed. And then you just. You just put a guard up where you go, man, I'm not gonna do that again. I'm not gonna expect anything good. Some of you are coming here and going, okay, I'm gonna come with this group of people, okay? They're supposed to be the church, but you know what? They're probably a bunch of hypocrites. There's probably nothing real that's going to happen in this place. To me, you know, it's just another church. They're all the same. This is how you put that wall up, right? So this way, when the guy up front has an affair or something like that, I'll say, see, I told you I was expecting that.

B (21:09)

Anyways.

C (21:09)

Yeah. When I find out that he's got secret bank accounts or this or that, or when someone in the church starts talking behind. I see, see, see, see. And you just guard yourself because you're not going to hope.

B (21:25)

And you start.

C (21:26)

What happens is you start treating God's.

B (21:28)

Promises like everyone else's promises. It's like, well, my dad promised me this. The very people that were supposed to protect me actually did the opposite. And so now I'm supposed to believe that he's actually going to do what he said. And I'm telling you, this is different. This is God's word. He wants us to be people that know the hope that he's called us to. And so I've been praying, I go, God, even though we've all been let down, I've let you down. People here have let you down. Other spiritual leaders have let you down. That. That doesn't screw up your hope. And when God opened their eyes, the eyes of their heart, so we'd be a Bunch of hopers and we'd know the future that we're hoping for. And then there's three things in that, because the first one is I want you to know the hope to which he's called you. That's what Paul prays for. Secondly, this is insane.

C (22:31)

What are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints?

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Don't miss a word of that phrase, okay?

C (22:42)

This is what he's saying. He wants to open the eyes of your heart to. He says, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints? Pay attention to every little word. What does he want you to know in your heart? He goes, what are the riches of your glorious inheritance? No, that's what you'd expect, right, God? Oh, you just talked about my hope. So help me understand, Help me know my inheritance, like what I get in the future. But that's not what he says. He says he's praying that you would understand the riches of his inheritance in the saints. Wait, God's inheritance? Wait, God inherits something? Wait, God, you know, like, if you had a relative that had a billion dollars and you're the sole, like, recipient in his will, you're kind of hoping he dies, right? You're like, oh, this is going to be awesome. I mean, I'll miss you, but this is going to be great, right? This is your inheritance. You're going to get this and then boom, you know, you're going to take care of everything. Wait, God has an inheritance? Wait, did it say his inheritance? The riches of his glorious inheritance. What is his glorious inheritance? Us, the saints. Wait, so you're telling me that this holy, all powerful God who's sitting on his throne right now with 100 million angels screaming out his glory, his holiness, he on that throne is looking at us and saying, look at my inheritance. I can't wait. I can't wait. Look at how glorious, how beautiful they are. I can't wait to inherit them. What are the glorious riches of his inheritance in this? So God is looking at me because of what Jesus did in cleansing me, like, cleansing me completely, like everything's washed away and I'm this beautiful bride. Now we are this beautiful bride that he's going, I can't wait. I can't wait for that wedding day. I can't wait. Like, that's my inheritance. God is thinking that about me. Did Jesus really make me that beautiful? For some of us, that is going to be the hardest thing on earth to believe that Jesus made us that beautiful. That God the Father is saying, I.

B (25:40)

Can'T Wait to inherit them. It's going to take a miracle right where you go, God, no one's ever wanted me like that. I was born into a family that didn't even want me. People on earth didn't even want me.

C (26:05)

And now I'm supposed to believe that.

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God, God, him, the name, the Creator.

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Sees me as his glorious inheritance.

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And he's in heaven going, look at my gorgeous bride right there. I can't wait. I can't wait. I can't wait to see them on that day. That's why Paul says, I'm praying for you, that you have these eyes in your heart that can actually believe that, because it is impossible in the flesh. And I'm praying for you. Some of you have been hurt so badly, been lied to so badly. I'm doing everything I can not to be another one of those people. That's what your pastors are trying to do. It's like, man, show something different. But it's inevitable that we're going to let you down in some ways. But for you to look at God differently, and hopefully we can paint that type of picture of something different. But ultimately our hope is in him saying, you know what, God, open my eyes. Because I don't feel beautiful. I feel like I just keep letting you down left and right. I'm still holding on to stuff that I've done in the past. And I don't believe that you're beautiful.

C (27:37)

I feel like you might put up with me, you know, and because of.

B (27:42)

Your grace, you might put up with.

C (27:44)

Me and you might just let me squeak in.

B (27:48)

But that's not having faith in what happened on the cross, that it says that he made him who knew no sin become sin on our behalf, that we might become the righteousness of God through him.

C (28:01)

So it's like we really took on.

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Christ's righteousness by faith. By faith. This isn't an arrogant thing.

C (28:10)

It's a faith thing where I go.

B (28:11)

God, I'm beautiful to you. Give me the faith to believe that. So I quit striving and fighting and arguing with people, and I just sit here and go, what else do I need? I know the hope to which he's called me. I understand his glorious inheritance, his glorious riches of his inheritance and the saints. And then finally.

C (28:45)

And what is the immeasurable greatness? The immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believe according to the working.

B (28:57)

Of his great might.

C (29:00)

Okay, not only do I believe in.

B (29:04)

This hope of the future, and not.

C (29:07)

Only am I to believe in His.

B (29:10)

Love and his glorious inheritance in the saints.

C (29:14)

But now for us, this is what.

B (29:17)

I'm praying for us, that we would believe the immeasurable.

C (29:23)

Okay, you can't measure the immeasurable greatness.

B (29:28)

Of his power toward us who believe. The immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believes. Do you believe you're powerful? See, this is the stuff that's been convicting me lately, and I'm excited about it.

C (30:00)

This is why I'm so excited about.

B (30:01)

This next season of the church, because I believe that God has enlightened me.

C (30:06)

That I knew this stuff in school.

B (30:08)

Man, I got it right on the test, but the eyes of my heart weren't open to this. And I was praying, going, God, okay, I want to believe everyone, then everyone here who believes in Jesus Christ, to.

C (30:24)

Believe in an immeasurable greatness. Like, there is so much greatness in.

B (30:31)

The power that is in you that God gave to you.

C (30:35)

This is not about a test that you learn in school. This or that.

B (30:37)

But this is about you and God putting this in you and your eyes.

C (30:42)

Being open to what you have to.

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Offer to the rest of us.

C (30:46)

Look, I spent so much of my life thinking, oh, I gotta be humble. And so to be humble means, oh, I'm not very gifted. I'm not a very good speaker. I can't really change anyone's life. And that's humility.

B (30:58)

No, no, no. That's just a lie. Humility is saying, yeah, you know what? In the flesh, I've got nothing. I really have nothing. But I believe in the word of.

C (31:12)

God that it's not just that I'm powerful through him, but there's an immeasurable. Like, you have no clue how much power that God wants to use in my life. Like, you can't measure it. Like, it's that great. It's like the power he took when he rose Christ not from the dead, but seated him above everything he says. That's the power. He goes, you can't even fathom that kind of power. And to believe that that power now is coming towards me. And what we read in First Corinthians is about how every one of us who believes has this supernatural, spiritual, like, Holy Spirit. Like, right now, it's not just me trying to say stuff, but God. I want your spirit to be speaking through my mouth to where it actually penetrates your mind and to where in your heart, like, your eyes are open. Like, I finally get it. Like, I'm not this loser. I'm not, okay? I know what my Grade was in this class, this class, this class. And I know what I scored on the sat. I know that. I don't even know what the SAT is. You know, I know this, this, this. I know it worked. They promoted this guy. I know this, this. And it's like, no, that's not what this is about. That's all flesh stuff. And so. So Satan wants you to start thinking in the flesh. Like, well, this is about as. I think I peek out right about here. This is about as all this is. All I can offer to the church is I'll show up and I'll sit here and I'll smile sometimes, you know, that's about what I have to offer. And that's not what the Bible says. The Bible says that everyone here who believes in Jesus Christ, you are an indispensable part of the body. Okay? And I'll be honest with you, I have not always believed that because my eyes of my heart were not enlightened to that. And you know how the Bible says sometimes we'll act like the rest of the world does, and if someone's gifted at something, oh, we'll make him a leader in the church.

B (33:27)

Church.

C (33:28)

And then if someone's not that gifted, they're just going to put aside. I'll just show up and take up a seat.

B (33:35)

And the Bible says, no, no. Every single part is so necessary. You need to come under the leadership.

C (33:42)

And figure out what is that gift. And we want to release you into that gift. That's what drove me nuts about the previous church that I led. I'm like, gosh, here are thousands of people and I'm the only one using my gift. Like, what a waste. Like, I am really screwing this up. I mean, imagine being the CEO of a company where no one else shows up for work. You're failure. You didn't even know how to figure out how to get everyone operating in their gifts. Like, you're paying all these salaries and no one's working. And in the same way, in this group right here and the others that aren't here with us right now, man, they're all indispensable parts. And to believe that you're not just, oh, okay, you know, thanks for coming, and just another face.

B (34:29)

But they go, no, there's something insane inside of you. Like this power that I can't even measure, and we need you.

C (34:40)

That's where he says, the eye can't say to the, I don't need you. Hand can't say to the, I don't need you.

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But to look at everyone in this body and go, man, we got to have you here. Not just have you here, but there's a power. Not just an average power of, oh.

C (34:57)

I'm pretty good at math. I'll help with the account.

B (34:59)

No spiritual gifts. Spiritual gifts where God may give you. The Bible says, earnestly seek the gifts, especially prophecy.

C (35:16)

You don't know who God's going to.

B (35:17)

Pick to speak through.

C (35:23)

Someone might have an amazing word from.

B (35:25)

God for you today, and it may not be me. Probably isn't me.

C (35:31)

In fact, the Bible says I'm going.

B (35:32)

To take the weak things and I'm going to make them strong.

C (35:37)

I'm going to take the wise things.

B (35:40)

And they're actually going to be shamed by the foolishness. All I know is when I read scripture, it talks about this love that a church is supposed to have. Like, they're supposed to love each other so much that the world is attracted to their love. And all I've ever known is getting on a stage and having people attracted to my teaching. And I go, God, that's not a good church. Like, people aren't attracted to the church.

C (36:07)

Because, oh, look at the way they.

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Care for one another.

C (36:10)

But I believe it's possible. And so let's just start with people that are willing to live as family and go, man, my house is your house. What do you need from me? Like, we don't care about the things of the earth. We just want to be known for our love. God supernaturally work through us so that there's love. I don't think anyone's here because of my teaching, because I usually don't teach.

B (36:34)

You're here because someone loved on you. And now we're becoming this church that I thought, wow, I've never been a part of a church like this that's.

C (36:41)

Multicultural, that's different, you know, backgrounds.

B (36:44)

And everyone's starting to live like family. And so now I read the Scriptures and go, wait a second. There's.

C (36:51)

There's so much more about these spiritual gifts. And if everyone was using these gifts in the right way, the Bible says that's the way.

B (37:01)

The Bible.

C (37:01)

So I don't know exactly what this.

B (37:03)

Is going to look like, but I.

C (37:06)

Want to be careful, and the elders want to be careful.

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That doesn't.

C (37:09)

Because what happened in the Corinthian church was everyone just started talking, and it was just chaotic. What also started happening was people just started saying things that were not biblical and they weren't being called out. There were people that were, like, raising Their hands. I want to speak. The Lord just told me. I feel it in my heart that Jesus is cursed. I mean, you see that in First Corinthians. And Paul says, what the heck? I mean, he says, you know, no one, by the Spirit of God, says, jesus is cursed.

B (37:47)

And he says, you know what?

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Don't go beyond what's written in Scripture. And so there's a caution that's there. And that's why you have elders, and that's why all of you are reading the Bible. And that's why he says, you know, even, like, test the Spirit. So if someone says something, you don't just accept, accept it, okay? And that's why we're saying, man, praise God that you've all been reading the Word of God. Because if some of you comes up to you and says, hey, God told me this, and it's totally unbiblical, you can squash it. And so it's not just you, but it's the elders, too, that go around. Like, if someone ever gives you a prophecy and you're just like, man, that doesn't seem right. Talk to one of us and we'll be like, man, that is not biblical. Let me show you why that's not biblical.

A (38:33)

Okay?

C (38:33)

So there's a caution in this, but that doesn't mean that we don't eagerly desire and pursue. See, this is where I screwed up. I always prided myself in saying, well, I'm one of those guys that's open but cautious. Well, that's not what he tells the Corinthian church to be. He doesn't say, be open and cautious.

B (38:51)

He says, eagerly pursue it.

C (38:54)

Go after it. And if there was one church in history that he should have told them, hey, calm down on the spiritual gifts there. It should have been the Corinthian Church, right? But what does he tell them? Eagerly pursue it. Go after it.

B (39:06)

Don't you dare forbid the speaking in tongues.

C (39:09)

Just don't do it all at once in a setting where there's no interpreter.

B (39:13)

But don't you forbid it either, and pursue this prophecy?

C (39:18)

And so as elders, we're just trying to go, okay, how do we do this?

B (39:22)

How do we do this?

C (39:22)

Well, we're praying, we're seeking it. And what the main thing you need to know.

B (39:29)

Is love, right? Love and truth.

C (39:33)

I mean, in between First Corinthians 12 and 14 is this chapter on love.

B (39:37)

In chapter 13 that says, Hey, I don't care if you guys speak in tongues or prophecy.

C (39:42)

You have all faith and you got all these Signs and gifts.

B (39:45)

He goes, if you don't love one another, that's not why you're doing it. Then this is worthless.

C (39:50)

This is pointless. You're like making a bunch of noise. You're like a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

B (39:55)

It's supposed to be love.

C (39:56)

So what I want you guys to do, because what I've been doing is getting on your knees this week before you gather as your church, you know, next Sunday or Wednesday, whenever you gather.

B (40:06)

Next and say, God, I love this group of people so much, man. I love them. And sometimes I feel like I have nothing to offer. But your word tells me something different. So give me this manifestation of the spirit because I want to bless these people this week. I want this to happen. Make it out of love. And this is not about you, because some of us, we just like to talk. We like to be the center of attention. We're used to talking and not listening. And this is not a platform for you. This is for you who love and go, man, I begged God this week, and I feel like he gave me a word. And I don't even like talking in front of crowds. And this is really actually scaring me to death. But I feel like I'd be wrong to not say this and to start sharing and practicing. And we want to do this in a biblical manner. But going back to what this is about for today, I'm praying that God opened your eyes to see that you were a sinner in his eyes like the rest of us. The Bible calls us objects of wrath, children of wrath by nature. But God, because of his great love with which he loved us, God being rich in mercy, because of his great love with which he loved us, man, he gives us this gift. He just hands it to us. He says, you know what? I'm have my son pay for all of that. He demonstrated his love that while we were sinners, he had Christ die for us. And now, because of what he did in those of us who believe that, he says, you're this beautiful bride that I can't wait to inherit. You have this hope for the future, and you have this immeasurable greatness of power towards you who believe. And in this next season in the church, I want this to be this courageous, secure group of people that go, you know what? I'm loved by God. So you can call me what you want. You can tell me this or that. I can take a lot because I'm loved by God. And I just think Satan is trying to divide some of us right now. Stick some thoughts in your head because he'd love to tear pieces of the body off and let them die on their own and left us here with a little stump. And you know what? I'll stay here. I'm going to fight this thing through. I'm going to keep loving whoever's here and so are the pastors and we're going to go after this. I'm excited about this next season in the church but I pray now, God would you enlighten their hearts so that they know they're loved by you, their future is secure and they have some serious power and a gifting for the body and we need you here.

A (43:27)

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