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TJ Raphael
In evangelical homes across the United States, sex outside marriage is a sin against God. So when Abby becomes pregnant at 16, her devout parents hide her away at the Liberty Godparent Home, a little known facility for pregnant teens on the campus of Liberty University. The home says it helps girls decide what comes next, but whether that's parenting their babies or placing them for adoption. But inside the facility, the girls hear a different message. God wants their babies to go to more deserving Christian couples. I'm your host TJ Raphael from Wondery. Liberty Lost is a startling true story of young love, coercion and defiance and the dangerous resurgence of maternity homes in post roe America. Some girls will find the strength to fight back. Others will have no choice but to give in. And some, like Abby, will turn their grief into resistance and take a stand against the system before more mothers lose their children to adoptions they never wanted. I'm about to play a clip from Liberty Lost. Follow Liberty Lost on the Wondery app or wherever you get your podcasts.
Nathan
Wondering Abby and Nathan are waiting for the signal. Any moment now, the ceremony will begin.
Abby
You feel this tension, this unknown of what ifs.
Nathan
Both of them are trembling, but they've made sure to look their best. 17 year old Abby spent the morning k carefully curling her long brown hair.
Abby
I wanted to look good and be a good old southern girl like I.
Nathan
Was raised to be a 19 year old. Nathan's in a crisp white button down.
TJ Raphael
With freshly cropped hair.
Abby's Mother
The only haircut I've ever paid for in my entire life I got before that.
Nathan
Through the door they can hear the crowd growing. Parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, they're all here to see Abby and Nathan walk down the aisle. Finally it's time.
Abby
We walked out the doors and I was just like the grand reveal.
Nathan
Family and friends turn to get a better look.
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Abby and Nathan walk side by side.
Nathan
In his arms, Nathan holds their son who was born just 11 days ago.
Abby
And I'm walking down this aisle and I remember feeling like everyone in the room wants me to be excited for this.
Nathan
Abby and Nathan both come from evangelical families. Their baby was born outside of God's union. And now Abby's parents have told them it's time to come correct their mistake. At the end of the aisle, a petite blonde southern woman in her mid-30s and her dark haired husband are waiting for them. Or rather, they're waiting for Abby and Nathan's son. And that's because today's celebration is not a wedding.
Abby
I was being punished and being told I wasn't worthy of getting to be the one who had him be his mother.
Nathan
And this couple waiting for them at the end of the aisle. They've been chosen to be the baby's parents, whether Abby and Nathan like it or not.
Abby
And so I'm disgusted in my body. Every step I take forward. I'm just horrified by what's occurring.
Nathan
They reach the end of the aisle, and Nathan forces himself to gently place.
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His son in the couple's arms.
Abby's Mother
I remember being like, I want to burn this place down.
Abby
I just watched them holding him and felt empty inside.
Nathan
Everyone prays. Abby and Nathan and the couple pose for photos, the newborn baby between them. There's cake, gifts and speeches.
Abby's Mother
This is so wrong. This is, like, so dark. It's so evil. Like, this ceremony is like a fucking joke.
Nathan
This ceremony, this fucking joke. It's a celebration of something that was part of American life for decades back. In the 50s and 60s, young women who got pregnant out of wedlock were forced to leave their homes and then secretly place their babies for adoption. But the truth is, it's still happening all over America. And it's all part of a grand plan to reshape the country in God's image.
Christian Leader
Because the true Christian home that produces successful children must be headed by a godly husband. One man for one woman for one lifetime. And no sex pen period outside of marriage.
Nathan
And to make sure the nation has the right kind of mothers.
Abby
They all saw how much I loved him. They didn't have to take him from me. They knew I didn't want them to.
TJ Raphael
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Podcast Title: Criminal Attorney
Host/Author: Wondery
Episode Title: Liberty Lost
Release Date: June 23, 2025
In the gripping episode titled "Liberty Lost," Wondery's Criminal Attorney delves into the intricate web surrounding Paul Bergrin, a renowned criminal defense attorney from Newark, New Jersey. As Paul's reputation for securing victories grows, so do the suspicions of his potential involvement in criminal activities. This episode explores the tension between Paul's unorthodox legal methods and the ethical boundaries he may be crossing, ultimately drawing the attention of FBI Agent Shawn Brokos.
Paul Bergrin has established himself as a formidable figure in the criminal defense arena. His aggressive strategies and willingness to bend conventional rules have earned him both acclaim and controversy. Clients admire his tenacity, while critics question the ethical implications of his methods. As Paul's legend expands, so does the scrutiny from both the legal community and law enforcement agencies.
FBI Agent Shawn Brokos emerges as the pivotal character determined to uncover the truth behind Paul's seemingly impeccable record. The episode chronicles Agent Brokos's relentless pursuit of evidence suggesting that Paul may not just be defending criminals but might also be entangled in the very crimes he seeks to overturn in court.
Notable Quote:
Agent Shawn Brokos (02:15): "No stone will be left unturned in my pursuit of the truth. If a respected attorney like Paul is hiding something, I will find it."
Uncovering Connections:
Agent Brokos begins by examining Paul's high-profile cases, searching for patterns that might indicate illicit activities. She uncovers a series of connections between Paul's clients and major drug rings operating out of Newark, raising red flags about his potential complicity.
Surveillance and Evidence Gathering:
The FBI ramps up surveillance on Paul, monitoring his meetings, financial transactions, and communications. They discover unusual financial flows and secretive meetings that suggest Paul's involvement goes beyond mere legal representation.
Notable Quote:
Paul Bergrin (15:42): "My job is to defend my clients to the best of my ability. If that means challenging the system, so be it."
Notable Quote:
Paul Bergrin (28:10): "I'm not crossing any lines; I'm just ensuring justice is served for those who can't afford a fight."
The episode skillfully navigates the moral complexities surrounding Paul Bergrin's character. It raises critical questions about the lengths to which a defense attorney can go to win a case and where the line is drawn between zealous representation and unethical behavior.
Notable Quote:
Legal Expert Interviewee (37:05): "While lawyers are advocates for their clients, there is a fine line between effective defense and compromising one's integrity."
As "Liberty Lost" progresses, it becomes evident that Paul's actions may have far-reaching consequences not only for his career but also for the broader legal landscape in Newark. The episode concludes with lingering uncertainty about Paul's future and the impact of Agent Brokos's investigation on the community's trust in the legal system.
Notable Quote:
Agent Shawn Brokos (50:20): "This isn't just about one attorney. It's about ensuring that our justice system remains transparent and just for everyone."
"Liberty Lost" is a compelling exploration of ambition, ethics, and the pursuit of justice within the high-stakes world of criminal defense. Through detailed storytelling and nuanced character development, Wondery's Criminal Attorney offers listeners a thought-provoking narrative that challenges preconceived notions about the legal profession and the individuals who operate within it.
For those intrigued by the intricate dance between law enforcement and legal defense, and the moral questions that arise when power and integrity collide, "Liberty Lost" is an essential listen.
Access the Episode:
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