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Dark Finds Podcast
Hosted by Gary Colton · EN
Some stories just hit different. Welcome to The Dark Finds Podcast, hosted by writer, true crime creator, and psychology enthusiast Gary Colton. Each episode takes you deep into the world of those who’ve lived through — or created — something extraordinary. From fighters, musicians, and war veterans to cult survivors, ex-cons, psychologists, and entrepreneurs, we explore the lives of people who exist on the edge of the norm. Through honest, often raw conversations, we uncover their journeys, insights, struggles, and what drives them.
At its core, Dark Finds is fueled by one obsession: understanding human behavior in all its forms.
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Karen Conti - Defending America's Most Evil Serial Killer, John Wayne Gacy
Jul 3101:11:02Tap to summarizeOn this week’s episode, I’m joined by Karen Conti, an attorney who spent seven months representing serial killer John Wayne Gacy during his final death row appeals.Karen shares what it was like to sit across from one of America’s most notorious killers, his humor and coldness alike. As Gacy’s only female attorney during his 14 years on death row, she also opens up about the unique challenges she faced as a woman practicing law in the 1980s and ’90s.We dive into Gacy’s crimes, his disturbing psychological profile, and the family dynamics that shaped him. Karen also offers her insight on some lingering questions of whether or not Gacy acted alone. So buckle up for this one, and remember if you're liking the podcast, please subsribe, comment, rate and share with others.Karen's website 👉🏼 https://www.karenconti.com/Dark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds Book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds Website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Brian Whelan - Surviving and Thriving In Hyper-Competitive World of New York Real Estate
Jul 2501:24:14Tap to summarizeOn this weeks episode I'm joined by a good friend of mine, Brian Whelan who shares his journey from growing up in a small town in Ireland to becoming a successful real estate broker in New York City. He brings us through the challenges and rewards of working in a hyper-competitive market, the importance of resilience and mindset, and the value of building relationships in sales. Broker Brunch Podcast 👉🏼 https://open.spotify.com/show/24KJ3040mJcqP794xV3Azx?si=598e29eb97214cebHow It Falls Apart Kickstarter here 🚀 https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerDark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds Book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds Website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeawaysSuccess in real estate requires hard work and persistence.It's essential to compete against yourself, not others.Building relationships is key to sales success.Understanding client needs is more important than having all the answers.The immigrant mentality fosters a willingness to take risks.Health and stress management are crucial for long-term success.Finding balance between work and personal life is vital.Momentum is built through small, consistent actions.You can always find a way to overcome challenges.Gratitude and perspective are essential in navigating life's ups and downs.real estate, New York, resilience, mindset, immigrant mentality, sales success, health, stress management, personal growth, opportunitySee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Fergus Kennedy - Ballybunion to the River Kwai: An Irishman's Story of Survival on the Death Railway
Jul 1601:12:02Tap to summarizeIn this episode, Fergus Kennedy shares the profound journey of uncovering his family's history, particularly focusing on his father's harrowing experiences as a prisoner of war during World War II. The discussion delves into the emotional and physical struggles faced by POWs, the brutal conditions of the Japanese camps, and the resilience of the human spirit. Fergus reflects on the importance of storytelling in preserving history and honoring the legacy of those who endured unimaginable hardships. The conversation highlights themes of survival, family, and the quest for understanding one's roots.Buy the book here 👉🏼 https://www.amazon.co.uk/Ballybunion-River-Kwai-Irishmans-Survival-ebook/dp/B0F84BBMHG/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1DOUBROQ1B7LH&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.8ZzpefNLgVr3eeeaTssi6NOcnG37cYsCzxUSQpMVLv3GjHj071QN20LucGBJIEps.2IAO9xKweKxFY1zc4dJhZIWE_rF-_uzFkUVJNygST4I&dib_tag=se&keywords=Ballybunion+to+the+River+Kwai&qid=1752746151&sprefix=ballybunion+to+the+river+kwai%2Caps%2C99&sr=8-1How It Falls Apart Kickstarter here 🚀 https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerDark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds Book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds Website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeawaysFergus's journey into family history began with a phone call in 1981.His father's story as a POW is central to the narrative.The conditions in Japanese POW camps were brutal and inhumane.Cholera and malnutrition were rampant among prisoners.The construction of the Death Railway cost thousands of lives.Music and storytelling were vital for maintaining morale among POWs.Fergus's father returned home weighing only 84 pounds after the war.PTSD and mental health issues were common among returning soldiers.The legacy of Irish soldiers in WWII is often overlooked.Fergus's book serves as a tribute to his father's resilience and bravery.Ballybunion, River Kwai, World War II, POW, family history, resilience, survival, Japanese camps, Death Railway, PTSDSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Rick Alan Ross - Unveiling the Dark World of Cults
Jul 901:27:43Tap to summarizeToday, we're diving into the chilling and complex world of cults with one of the most respected voices in the field: Rick Alan Ross. Rick is the founder and Executive Director of the Cult Education Institute and is widely recognized as a leading authority on destructive cults, high-control groups, and controversial movements. He’s also the author of the acclaimed book Cults Inside Out: How People Get In and Can Get Out.Since 1982, Rick has been studying and confronting the dangers posed by authoritarian and manipulative groups. His work has led him to testify as an expert witness in courts across the U.S., including in federal cases, and he has advised law enforcement and government agencies on cult-related matters.In this episode, we explore it all — from the infamous Waco siege and the Branch Davidians, to the modern-day manipulation of NXIVM. Rick shares firsthand insights into how cults operate, the psychological tactics used by their leaders, and the difficult journey of deprogramming those who’ve been caught in their grip.We’ll also discuss:The most dangerous and insidious cults Rick has encounteredWhat drives cult leaders and why people follow themThe process of intervention and deprogrammingHow social media is fueling a new generation of cult-like influenceAnd the legal roadblocks to holding cults accountableHow It Falls Apart Kickstarter here 🚀 https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerCult Education Website 👉🏼 https://culteducation.com/culteducation.htmlRick's book 📖 https://cultsinsideout.com/Dark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds Book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds Website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Joseph William Cox - Genre Blending in Filmmaking & Building Tension
Jul 401:33:20Tap to summarizeIn this episode, filmmaker J.W. Cox shares his journey through the world of filmmaking, discussing his favorite movies, the blending of genres, and the importance of building tension in storytelling. He reflects on the evolution of cinema, the technical aspects of filmmaking, and the challenges faced in the industry. Joe emphasizes the significance of education, the impact of financial literacy on student debt, and the value of pursuing one's passion in the arts. They discuss the importance of practical experience over formal education in creative fields, the transformative impact of AI on jobs and the arts, and the cultural richness of Appalachia.Joe's Indiegogo Link: https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/our-first-movie-end-of-another-time#/Joe's Website - https://averagejoefilms.com/How It Falls Apart Kickstarter here 🚀 https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerDark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds Book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds Website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeaways Cinematic influences shape a filmmaker's style and storytelling. Genre blending can lead to unique and innovative films. Building tension is crucial for engaging storytelling. The evolution of film reflects societal changes and audience desires. Technical skills are essential for filmmakers, especially in indie projects. Education in filmmaking can vary greatly between programs. The film industry is challenging, but passion drives success. Financial literacy is important for managing student debt in education. Indie filmmaking offers authenticity that big-budget films often lack. Pursuing one's passion in the arts is a rewarding journey. You can go to college, but just start writing. AI is a significant threat to many jobs. The average debt for medical graduates is staggering. YouTube has democratized learning for many fields. Cultural legends shape our understanding of places. Social media is a necessary evil for marketing. Ohio has a rich cultural diversity often overlooked. The Appalachian region is steeped in superstition and lore. Personal histories can inform creative storytelling. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Anthony Ryan - Writing SFF & Horror, Heroes & Villains, & Storytelling
Jun 2801:02:21Tap to summarizeIn this episode, SFF and horror writer Anthony Ryan discusses the inspiration behind his novel Red River Seven, touching on the influence of the pandemic and the complexities of crafting villains. He explores the blurred lines between heroes and villains, the impact of cultural and historical contexts on writing, and the pursuit of happiness in modern society. Anthony shares insights into his writing journey, the transition from self-publishing to traditional publishing, and the importance of establishing a writing routine. The discussion also delves into the allure of post-apocalyptic fiction and the endless idea generation process that fuels his creativity.Anthony's website 👉🏼 https://anthonyryan.net/Kickstarter here 🚀 https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerDark Finds Podcast IG 👀 https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon 💯 https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG 💀 https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds book 📖 https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds website 👉🏼 www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeaways The pandemic influenced the themes in Red River Seven. Villains should be complex and multi-dimensional. The line between hero and villain is often defined by perspective. Cultural and historical contexts shape writing. Happiness is relative and influenced by societal conditions. Post-apocalyptic fiction explores survival and human nature. Writing is a process that requires rewriting and refinement. Tracking progress can enhance writing productivity. The idea generation process is unpredictable and varied. Exploring different genres can enrich a writer's portfolio. Red River Seven, Anthony Ryan, writing process, villains, heroes, post-apocalyptic fiction, happiness, cultural reflections, traditional publishing, idea generation Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Descent Into Darkness with Freddie - Andre Chikatilo, Dean Corll, Aileen Wuornos and more
Jun 1901:23:47Tap to summarizeKickstarter here: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/garycolton/how-it-falls-apart-an-immersive-dystopian-thrillerIn this episode, we discuss various pressing global issues, including the potential for World War III, the societal impacts of pandemics, and the mysteries surrounding prion diseases and the disappearance of the racehorse Shergar. We also delve into the portrayal of zombies in media, the psychological effects of torture, and the role of special forces in modern conflicts. In this conversation, the hosts delve into the authenticity of war stories, the rise of operator literature, and the psychological profiles of serial killers, particularly focusing on Andre Chikatilo. They explore the nature of evil, the complexities of human behavior, and the impact of childhood trauma on adult actions. The discussion highlights the intricate relationship between personal history and criminal behavior, emphasizing the need for understanding rather than mere condemnation. In this conversation, the hosts delve into the dark world of serial killers, focusing on specific cases such as Dean Corll and Aileen Wuornos. Lastly, we discuss the innocence of the victims, the investigative oversights that allowed these killers to operate, and the psychological aspects of confession and manipulation. Descent Into Darkness YT Channel - https://www.youtube.com/@DiD86Dark Finds Podcast IG - https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG - https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel for more dark long-form content - https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds book - https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds website - www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeawaysThe threat of global conflict is more pronounced than ever.Prion diseases are a serious health concern with no cure.The mystery of Shergar's disappearance remains unsolved.Zombies in media often blur the lines between fiction and reality.Torture can lead to false confessions and severe psychological consequences.Special forces operate under extreme pressure and secrecy.The portrayal of military operations in media can be misleading.Public perception of global events is heavily influenced by social media.Understanding the origins of diseases can help prevent future outbreaks. The authenticity of war stories is often questioned.Operator literature has become increasingly embellished.Psychopathy can manifest in extreme behaviors.Childhood trauma plays a significant role in shaping future actions.Andre Chikatilo's life reflects a complex interplay of factors leading to his crimes.Narcissism can drive individuals to commit heinous acts.Profiling can be a crucial tool in identifying serial killers.Confessions can be elicited through psychological manipulation.The case of Dean Corll highlights the horrors of predation.Accomplices can be groomed and manipulated into participating in crimes.Understanding the nature vs. nurture debate is essential in criminal psychology.Aileen Wuornos's case reveals complexities in female serial killers. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Bri Lafferty - What Happens When We Die?
Jun 501:16:58Tap to summarizeBrianna Lafferty shares her remarkable journey from a career in construction to becoming a death doula after a life-altering near-death experience. She discusses her struggles with myoclonus dystonia, a rare neurological disorder that affected her from a young age, leading to significant mental health challenges. Brianna's story highlights the importance of surrender, self-love, and the interconnectedness of physical and spiritual health, ultimately illustrating her transformation and healing through adversity. Brianna goes on to share her profound near-death experience (NDE) and the insights she gained about life, death, and the nature of existence. She discusses the various dimensions she encountered, the purpose of the creator, and the significance of pain in finding one's true purpose. Brianna emphasizes the importance of self-reflection, the transformative journey after an NDE, and how volunteering can lead to discovering one's authentic spiritual self. The episode explores deep philosophical questions about existence, judgment, and the human experience, offering listeners a unique perspective on spirituality and personal growth.Dark Finds Podcast IG - https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG - https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel for more dark long-form content - https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds book - https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds website - www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeawaysBrianna transitioned from a construction career to becoming a death doula after a near-death experience.She experienced myoclonus dystonia, a rare neurological disorder, from a young age.Brianna's journey involved struggles with insomnia, anxiety, and depression due to her condition.She felt a strong sense of impending death before her near-death experience at age 25.Brianna's surrender during her illness led to a profound transformation and healing.Her near-death experience brought her peace and clarity, changing her perspective on life.Brianna's story highlights the importance of self-love and acceptance in overcoming challenges.She emphasizes the need for community and support for those with rare conditions.Brianna's experience reflects the interconnectedness of physical and spiritual health.Her journey illustrates the power of surrender and faith in the face of adversity. All religions seek to help people contend with life's pain.Experiencing love and energy beyond the physical realm is profound.Death is a transition, not an end to consciousness.Our essence exists beyond the physical body.Earth offers a unique blend of experiences, both painful and joyful.The creator desires to experience through us.We can find purpose in our pain and trauma.Volunteering can lead to discovering one's purpose.Transformation often requires deep self-reflection and exploration.The journey to authenticity is unique for everyone.KeywordsBrianna Lafferty, Myoclonus Dystonia, Near-Death Experience, Spiritual Journey, Construction Background, Mental Health, Personal Transformation, Death Doula, Healing, Life Challenges Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Brent Cassity - Nightmare Success, From CEO to Cellblock
May 2901:17:25Tap to summarizeIn this powerful episode, Brent Cassity opens up about his dramatic fall from corporate success to federal prison — and the remarkable personal transformation that followed. Once a high-flying CEO, Brent shares how his father's incarceration foreshadowed his own, and how the weight of shame, stigma, and regret nearly broke him.Through raw storytelling and hard-won insight, Brent reflects on the emotional toll of the plea process, the collapse of his business, and the surreal moment he stepped inside prison walls. But what followed wasn’t just survival — it was the beginning of something redemptive.We dive into his concept of "Nightmare Success," the lessons he's learned about identity, second chances, and the quiet power of purpose. Brent also discusses the writing of his book, the strength he drew from his family, and why he now advocates for reform and compassion in the justice system.This is a story of loss, reckoning, and the unbreakable human will to rebuild.Brent Cassidy's website - https://brentcassity.com/#hear-the-storiesDark Finds Podcast IG - https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG - https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel for more dark long-form content - https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds book - https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds website - www.darkfindsmedia.comWhat you'll learn The stigma of incarceration often overshadows individual stories. Many inmates have complex backgrounds and circumstances. Society tends to categorize people as either good or bad. The concept of 'nightmare success' reflects the journey through adversity. Family dynamics are deeply affected by incarceration. Redemption is a crucial aspect of the human experience. Reentry into society is fraught with challenges for ex-felons. The legal system can be unforgiving and complex. Understanding the nuances of crime is essential for reform. Earning redemption should be a societal priority. Brent realized the importance of shifting from victimhood to survival. He faced a significant decline in his business before going to prison. Pleading guilty was a strategic decision to avoid a longer sentence. The courtroom experience felt surreal and emotionally draining. Brent's family and friends provided crucial support during his ordeal. Adjusting to prison life required a strong mindset and resilience. He found purpose in prison through work and personal development. Hope played a vital role in his survival and mental health. Writing his book was a way to share his experiences and help others. Brent emphasizes the importance of finding new purpose after prison. Keywordsinmate stories, criminal justice reform, redemption, personal journey, family impact, incarceration stigma, nightmare success, reentry challenges, business leadership, legal battles, victim, survivor, prison, business decline, plea agreement. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Jonathan Todd Schwartz - The Rise, Fall, & Redemption
May 22, 202501:00:21Tap to summarizeIn this conversation...Jonathan Schwartz shares his profound journey from childhood trauma to a successful career in business management within the entertainment industry, followed by a devastating fall into gambling addiction and embezzlement. He discusses the impact of unresolved trauma on his life, the lessons learned during his time in prison, and his commitment to helping others struggling with addiction and mental health issues. Jonathan's story is one of resilience, redemption, and the ongoing journey of personal growth. Jonathan shares his harrowing journey through addiction, particularly gambling, and the subsequent path to recovery. He discusses the mindset of a gambler, the emotional toll of addiction, and the importance of personal accountability. Jonathan reflects on his time in prison, the growth he experienced, and the role of spirituality in his recovery. He emphasizes the need for societal change in how addiction is viewed and the importance of forgiveness and understanding in the healing process.Dark Finds Podcast IG - https://www.instagram.com/darkfindspodcast/Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/darkfindspodcast/membershipDark Finds IG - https://www.instagram.com/dark.finds/Dark Finds YouTube Channel for more dark long-form content - https://www.youtube.com/@DarkFindsChannelDark Finds book - https://amzn.eu/d/3VHPOTjDark Finds website www.darkfindsmedia.comTakeaways Jonathan's childhood trauma shaped his adult life and career choices. He worked hard to overcome his past and build a successful career. Gambling addiction led to significant personal and professional downfall. Jonathan emphasizes the importance of addressing unresolved trauma. He found purpose in helping others after his recovery. His experience in prison taught him humility and resilience. Jonathan's journey reflects the complexities of mental health and addiction. He advocates for progress, not perfection in recovery. The support of the 12-Step Fellowship was crucial for his healing. Jonathan's story is a testament to the power of personal transformation. Gambling addiction is a behavioral addiction that can lead to severe emotional distress. The mindset of a gambler often involves grandiosity and a fantasy of winning back losses. Self-sabotage is a common behavior among those struggling with addiction. Asking for help is a sign of strength, not weakness. Recovery requires a commitment to pro-recovery behaviors and humility. Spirituality can play a significant role in the recovery process. Personal accountability is crucial in overcoming addiction. The prison system often lacks adequate educational and rehabilitative resources. Addiction is a complex interplay of genetic predisposition and personal choice. Jonathan Schwartz, childhood trauma, gambling addiction, embezzlement, recovery, business management, entertainment industry, mental health, addiction therapy, personal growth, addiction, gambling, recovery, redemption, mental health, spirituality, personal accountability, prison, forgiveness, self-sabotage, Gary Colton Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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