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Let's just say he has a very traditional view of medic. I think there's a lot of forces that keep people in the box. And I talk about this when I do live shows. Actually. There's this conditioning where we go through medical school, and we're actually really highly conditioned to obey authority, to obey hierarchy, that the system is the system, and you, through your own personal resilience and mindfulness, adapt to the system. And not only that, but you listen to your superiors, you listen to your attending, and you kiss the ring until you're the ring that's kissed. That's the bargain you make in the third and fourth year of medical school. Then when we come out into a world where the system's even worse than we thought, like, you know, everyone's warning us about it, and we're like, no, we're better than that. We'll do fine. We get into it and we realize, no, this is really unconscionable. But we were all, we're still conditioned. So we try to adapt ourselves to this broken system. The truth is, if we all stood up in our own way with our own gifts, and believe me, these are gifted people in healthcare across the board, from administration down to the person serving the food in the hospital, they all have gifts to bring to the table. If we woke up and said, you know what? No, in my own little way, I'm going to do something revolutionary. When I walk in the room, I'm going to turn the EHR screen around so my patient can see what I'm typing as I'm typing it and can help me build his chart. That little act is transformative, and it doesn't require you losing your job and taking a bunch of risk, but it is a little risk right there. Like, whoa, what if the patient sees something someone wrote about them? You know, that's the whole idea, is we're trying to be radically transparent in these little bits. So people just reconnecting. For me, it was reconnecting with who it is. Who am I? You know, I'm somebody who's not likely to repeat the party line and likes to connect with people, and I don't like things that get in the way. And I have oppositional defiant disorder, and I'm always trying to go against what people tell me to do. And so, well, how can I harness that in a way that doesn't destroy everything that I'm trying to save? And for me, it was just make these little videos kind of secretly under an alter ego, ZDoggMD. Put them online and just hope that something happens. And this is the thing, when you start going with who you are, and it could be, you know, everybody, every clinician has this aspect of their personality. They can find the thing they do and just do it on a small scale. Maybe it's. Maybe it's something radical, like, I'm not going to work for this big entity anymore, and I'm going to go form a direct primary care practice and run that. So some people do that. Others are like, no, within my big organization because like you said, healthcare's increasingly delivered by big organizations. And personally, I have a soft spot for big organizations because that's where I worked and I saw the function that came out of that as well as the dysfunction. But the function is you're supported, you have resources, you have a team. It's kind of like a tribe of people that are all on your side. And so maybe it's making little disruptive changes within the confines of your organization that then ripple out. So there's lots of ways to do this, but there is no excuse anymore, I think, for saying I can't change the system, nothing will change the payment model. Is this fine? Well, if you're that bummed, go seek a different payment model. If you want to make incremental change, then let's start working together and lobbying for what we think is right, whether it's pay for actual quality, whatever the models are that you want to promote. And everybody has their own. So let's start working on that. We can't be politically silent anymore either. Whatever your politics are, go out and agitate for it. But the problem is that's not how we're conditioned. We're conditioned to believe we're powerless in the face of a big broken situation. And the big companies that run healthcare and so on and so forth, each of these companies, if you get under their skin, they feel as powerless as everybody else because it's just a self fulfilling prophecy.