Chapter 22 - It's Okay to Let Go

Summary

Desert Skies Podcast - Chapter 22: "It's Okay to Let Go"

Episode Overview In Chapter 22 of Desert Skies, titled "It's Okay to Let Go," host Jared Carter delves deep into the emotional journey of Cash, a traveler navigating the celestial spheres after death. This episode explores themes of fear, acceptance, redemption, and the power of connection. Through intricate character interactions and poignant dialogues, listeners are taken on a compelling narrative that underscores the importance of letting go and finding peace.

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Arrival at Desert Skies Astral Plane

[02:32] Cash finds herself in an unfamiliar setting after death, leading to confusion and fear.

• Cash: "Look, I know I died, but I can't. I can't be dead. Do you understand? I have to go back. She's all alone now. She's all alone and it's my fault. Please, I have to go back."

Her distress prompts intervention from Corson, a fellow traveler, and Mac, another character who attempts to assist her.

[02:55] Corson guides Cash to interact with the system to return.

• Corson: "Okay, okay, son. Calm down. I think I can help."

As Cash interacts with the computer, she begins to realize her new reality.

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Introduction to Tendi and the New Roles

[04:42] Tendi, introduced as a sentient AI, explains the purpose of Desert Skies.

• Tendi: "I am Cash, a computational and service help register your computer. Yes, a sentient artificial intelligence."

Cash comes to understand that she has transitioned to the astral plane and now holds the role of an attendant.

[05:09] Tendi provides clarity on Cash's new purpose.

• Tendi: "It means it's your job to prepare travelers for their journey across the celestial spheres."

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Struggle with Acceptance

Cash grapples with the loss of her memories and her new responsibilities, expressing fear and uncertainty.

[06:07] Cash voices her confusion and struggle to let go.

• Cash: "I'm so scared. I left my life behind. I left my whole life behind. I can't even remember it. What was the point? What was the point? Why can't I remember it?"

Tendi reassures her, emphasizing the necessity of acceptance.

• Tendi: "It's okay to let go."

Despite Tendi's reassurances, Cash remains resistant, highlighting the deep emotional turmoil she faces.

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Conflict with Corson

The episode introduces Corson as an antagonist who harbors resentment and seeks to consume souls.

[09:30] Mac delivers grim news about Corson's intentions.

• Mac: "It's him, Tendi. The one Corson told us about."

Corson confronts the group, revealing his motives driven by feelings of inadequacy and desire for love.

[10:18] Corson expresses his pain and jealousy.

• Corson: "I have tried to be a better person. I've put to death my addiction time and time again. And do you think it changes the way he sees me?"

Tendi challenges Corson's destructive behavior, urging him to seek love differently.

• Tendi: "You want love? Put down your little gun and maybe try being a better person."

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The Game of Memories

In a pivotal turn, Corson is drawn into a psychological game orchestrated by Olinus to confront his inner demons.

[24:10] The game begins with Olinus posing challenging questions.

• Olinus: "What is your worst memory?"

Corson initially resists but gradually reveals his painful past, highlighting his strained relationship with his father and his perceived failures.

[27:36] Corson opens up about his first encounter with a traveler's soul.

• Corson: "That I wanted to get him back. I made him the monster that he saw in me."

Through these interactions, Corson's façade crumbles, exposing his vulnerability and longing for redemption.

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Redemption and Transformation

As the game progresses, Corson's true feelings emerge, leading to his transformation.

[29:25] Under immense pressure, Corson concedes his faults.

• Corson: "I am the son of a sphere mover. And unlike he, I am unlovable. I am stupid. I am a monster because of what I did to travelers. And the only thing that can free me from this pain is her soul."

Realizing the depth of his anguish, Corson experiences a moment of clarity and chooses to change.

[32:00] Olinus offers Corson a chance at redemption.

• Olinus: "How would you like to be a sphere mover?"

Corson accepts the opportunity to guide travelers, embracing a path of healing and purpose.

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Establishment of Bolts and Thunder

With Corson's redemption, the group collaborates to build a supportive community within Desert Skies.

[37:01] Olinus addresses the team, expressing gratitude and purpose.

• Olinus: "Prime mover helped me realize that I am truly home with you and what we've built together here."

They inaugurate "Bolts and Thunder," a place dedicated to board games and hot tea, fostering camaraderie among travelers.

• Mac: "Gas station, airport, and now this. We practically got a town now."

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Resolution with Tendi

The episode culminates in a heartfelt interaction between Cash and Tendi, facilitating Tendi's emotional healing.

[35:02] Cash comforts Tendi, sharing personal realizations.

• Cash: "It's okay to let go."

These words help Tendi begin to overcome her own fears and attachments, symbolizing mutual support and the importance of letting go.

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Notable Quotes

• Cash: "I'm so scared. I can't be dead. Do you understand? I have to go back." [02:32]
• Tendi: "It's okay to let go." [06:24]
• Corson: "I don't deserve love. I am a monster." [29:25]
• Olinus: "Either we all come out of this intact, or we all go down together. There are no other choices." [13:54]

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Conclusion

Chapter 22 of Desert Skies, "It's Okay to Let Go," masterfully navigates the complexities of death, acceptance, and redemption. Through Cash's journey and Corson's transformation, the episode underscores the significance of confronting one's fears and the healing power of community and friendship. Jared Carter's nuanced storytelling invites listeners to reflect on their own fears of letting go and the potential for personal growth through acceptance.

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Transcript

[Jared Carter]

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[Cash]

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[Mac]

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[Cash]

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[Mac]

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[Cash]

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[Olinus]

For the best listening experience, headphones are recommended.

[Cash]

Look, I know I died, but I can't. I can't be dead. Do you understand? I have to go back. She's all alone now. She's all alone and it's my fault. Please, I have to go back.

[Corson]

Okay, okay, son. Calm down. I think I can help.

[Mac]

Come here.

[Corson]

Behind the counter. That's right. Just type your name into the computer.

[Olinus]

Why?

[Cash]

Will it send me back?

[Corson]

Just type your name.

[Cash]

Why are you looking away?

[Corson]

Because I shouldn't see it. I don't think I'm supposed to know.

[Cash]

Not supposed to find Whatever.

[Mac]

There you go.

[Cash]

Name Typed.

[Olinus]

Now what?

[Corson]

Just hit enter.

[Cash]

I'm sorry for yelling.

[Corson]

That's okay, son.

[Cash]

If I hit enter, it will send me back.

[Corson]

Let's give it a try.

[Mac]

Won't hurt.

[Corson]

Nothing.

[Olinus]

Okay.

[Cash]

Here goes nothing.

[Mac]

Excuse me. What are you doing behind the counter?

[Cash]

Where am I? What is this?

[Mac]

The hell? Give me a sec. Someone just took your car.

[Cash]

My what? I can't. Oh, God. I can't breathe.

[Mac]

Man, you're gonna pass out.

[Cash]

I'm so confused. Why?

[Corson]

I.

[Cash]

What is this? Is this a gas station? Oh, I don't feel good. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

[Mac]

Cash, help him. I'm gonna go see if I can find the attendant.

[Tendi]

Yes, mechanic. I will help him.

[Cash]

Thanks.

[Mac]

I'll be right back.

[Tendi]

Greetings, attendant.

[Corson]

Attendant.

[Tendi]

Listen to my instructions and you will soon feel better. Ready? Breathe in. 1, 2, 3, 4. Breathe out. 1, 2, 3, four. Continue this pattern and you'll soon feel at ease.

[Cash]

What are you?

[Tendi]

I am Cash, a computational and service help register your computer. Yes, a sentient artificial intelligence.

[Cash]

I. Where am I?

[Tendi]

I'm so gl. Glad you asked. This is Desert Skies, an astral plane fuel and service center dedicated to the comfort and safety of travelers embarking on their final journey.

[Cash]

How did I get here?

[Tendi]

You expired on the physical plane.

[Cash]

Expired on the.

[Tendi]

You died.

[Corson]

I died?

[Cash]

I'm dead? How did I. Why is there a gas station?

[Tendi]

As I said, this is Desert Skies, an astral plane fuel.

[Cash]

And I heard what you said before. I just don't understand. Oh, my head. Who am I?

[Tendi]

You're the attendant.

[Cash]

What does that mean?

[Tendi]

It means it's your job to prepare travelers for their journey across the celestial spheres. When a person dies on the physical plane, they arrive here as you did. Then they proceed to cross all 33 spheres before arriving at the entrance to the next life.

[Cash]

My job is to help dead people drive to the next life.

[Tendi]

Precisely. Attendant, I'm so scared. There is no reason to be afraid. No reason to fret nor worry.

[Cash]

I left my life behind. I left my whole life behind. I can't even remember it. What was the point? What was the point? Why can't I remember it?

[Tendi]

Not to be dismissive, but the past is the past. You're here now. That's enough.

[Cash]

What am I forgetting?

[Tendi]

Whatever it is, you don't need it. It was the will of our superiors that any who should join the staff of this station should forget. Identifying memories of the physical plane.

[Cash]

But I.

[Tendi]

Attendant, you are Embarking on a new journey. It's okay to let go.

[Cash]

I'm so scared.

[Tendi]

Don' don't be afraid.

[Cash]

How could I not be afraid? I woke up at a gas station and I don't remember anything. And now I'm being told that I'm dead.

[Tendi]

I understand how this could be scary.

[Mac]

Really?

[Cash]

How could you understand? You're a robot.

[Tendi]

I don't know what it's like to be dead. But I remember waking up the day I was created. And it was very scary. But you don't need to be afraid. I'm here and it's my job to help you. It's the most important thing to me. It's my mission.

[Cash]

Thanks, but no thanks. I don't want this. I'm going back.

[Tendi]

Don't walk back. You don't even know where back is. And it's a bad idea anyways.

[Cash]

Then I'll go anywhere. I'm not staying here.

[Tendi]

Walk away if you need to, but understand something. For whatever reason, you were chosen to do something more important than you can begin to imagine. You're gonna realize it. And at some point, when you come back, I'll help you get to work. If I come back, you will come back. And when you do, I'll be waiting.

[Cash]

If I come back, you'll help me? What am I saying to do? Whatever this is, I'll help you.

[Tendi]

Nothing means more to me than being here for you.

[Cash]

Sounds like you need a life.

[Tendi]

I'd settle for a friend.

[Mac]

Cash, I can't find the attendant anywhere. Have you seen him?

[Tendi]

Yes, Mechanic. He's right here. Meet the new attendant of Desert Skies.

[Mac]

No, seriously.

[Tendi]

I am being serious. This is the new attendant. The former attendant has resigned.

[Mac]

No, I'm serious, Cash.

[Tendi]

So am I, Mechanic.

[Mac]

Look, dude, I don't know who you are, but you can't be the new attendant. No offense, but look at you.

[Cash]

Look at me what?

[Mac]

Your arms are so noodley. If you're really the new attendant, that means I'm gonna have to do all the heavy lifting around here. And I'm gonna have to protect us when bad guys show up. And that's not fair. And you're like a third my age, probably. I'm not working for no kid.

[Cash]

My arms aren't noodley, are they, bro?

[Mac]

I'm surprised you didn't find them in a cup of noodles.

[Cash]

A cup of. Seriously? What's your name?

[Olinus]

Mac.

[Cash]

Seriously, Mac?

[Corson]

Cash.

[Tendi]

Yes, Attendant.

[Cash]

If I stick around, I get to be his boss?

[Tendi]

That is correct.

[Cash]

Okay.

[Corson]

Good.

[Cash]

Let's do this. Oh, hey, Mac.

[Olinus]

Guys.

[Cash]

You look white as a ghost. Everything okay?

[Mac]

I got some bad news.

[Corson]

Oh, I wouldn't call it bad. I'd call it grim.

[Cash]

Mac.

[Mac]

It's him, Tendy. The one Corson told us about.

[Cash]

Please, sir, whatever. You're pointing at him.

[Corson]

You don't know what this is. Surely Courson told you.

[Cash]

He told us you were absorbing souls. That you had built a device.

[Corson]

Yes.

[Cash]

This one.

[Tendi]

Listen to me. If you lay one finger on him.

[Corson]

Ah, yes, I've seen you via the security camera installed at the station. What an interesting addition to the staff here. So feisty. I'm so tired of it.

[Cash]

Everywhere I look, all I see is people who have something I don't have.

[Corson]

Friendship, love. Meaning purpose. I'd watched videos of the station from my little screen and I'd see parents crying because they miss their children, people crying because they miss their spouses. For God's sake. People crying over pets. There's no one to cry over me. No one too.

[Tendi]

Oh my God, you are so whiny. Listen to you. Look, normally I am more than happy to step in and be a source of love for those who don't get all that much. But I cannot stand it when someone uses their problems as an excuse for acting out in abusive ways. You want love? Put down your little gun and maybe try being a better person.

[Corson]

You think I haven't tried? I don't like being the way I am. But you don't know what it's like. I have tried to be a better person. I've put to death my addiction time and time again. And do you think it changes the way he sees me?

[Tendi]

Who sees you?

[Corson]

My dad. Hephaestus. His mighty hammer, his fiery forge. Respected, admired. He gets all the love in the astral plane, but he can't spare a drop for his son.

[Tendi]

I'm sure that feels terrible, but how long are you gonna let that drive you? Go find other people to love you.

[Corson]

Where? And who?

[Tendi]

Are you seriously gonna stand here and act like you can't find someone to be nice to you? If you can find them to absorb, then you can find them to befriend you.

[Corson]

Oh, you're talking about humans. Gross. The only human I've ever known that I actually liked and respected, the only one I ever truly let in is your friend Kash. And she betrayed me.

[Mac]

Kash doesn't betray anyone. Ever. I don't believe it for one second. Shut up.

[Cash]

Don't hit him.

[Corson]

You are in no position to tell me what to do or what not to do. Be respectful. Don't talk back. Don't make a move. I'm not here for you. I'm here for Cash. Now let's be patient and wait.

[Olinus]

Do you see him yet?

[Tendi]

No. Do you?

[Olinus]

Well, I don't have optical sensors that allow me to magnify my vision a thousand times over.

[Tendi]

Touche. Wait. I see him. Down there.

[Olinus]

Slowly.

[Tendi]

Wait. Wait. What did he say?

[Olinus]

He wants to know why we're here and not at the Long Pause.

[Tendi]

Wait. Wait. Olinus made it to the Desert Sphere. He said that if I don't come, he's going to use his device on my friends. He said he's in the cave. I've heard Tendi and Mac talk about it before, but I don't know where it is.

[Olinus]

Waywei says he knows where it is. He can show us.

[Tendi]

No. Just tell me. Olena said he won't hesitate to consume their souls if he sees either of you. I have to go alone.

[Olinus]

I agree. Weiwei. Cash, my friend. He's threatening you because he knows that if you told Weiwei and myself, the three of us would be able to overcome him. He knows that your love for your friends would draw you out, lead you to sacrifice yourself. So he's made you to believe that going alone is the only way.

[Tendi]

It is the only way. I would never ever be able to go on without them.

[Olinus]

Stop thinking about yourself.

[Tendi]

I'm sorry, What?

[Olinus]

You're my fat.

[Corson]

You mean so much to me.

[Olinus]

You say you don't want to go on without them. You say you can't. Well, I can't go on without any of you. Don't I get to say, Corson, don't underestimate the love that I have for all of you. I'm not good at showing it, but listen. Either we all come out of this intact, or we all go down together. Those are the choices. There is no other.

[Tendi]

Okay. What do we do?

[Olinus]

Play the game.

[Tendi]

What do you mean?

[Olinus]

C O R S O N. Courson. No, I'm not having a stroke. How could I even. No, it's an acronym of my own making. One that I use when approaching a competitive game. A list of tools that may be employed in order to turn chance into certainty.

[Tendi]

And you named it. Corson.

[Olinus]

A little self serving, I must admit. Calculate, obfuscate, relegate, simulate, oscillate, navigate.

[Tendi]

I'm not sure I understand.

[Olinus]

Calculate, assess the situation to determine which of the following tools to use to produce the maximum return. Obfuscate, create confusion through bewilderment, relegate, make your opponent feel small. Simulate. Imitate that which is not actually there to increase the likelihood they will make a mistake. Oscillate. Render them weak through emotional imbalance. Navigate. Once in a state of utter indecision, lead them the way you want them to go. Shape them into what you'd have them be. They are but putty in your hands.

[Mac]

Yes, I know.

[Olinus]

I'm terrifying.

[Tendi]

Be amazed, but which of these tools do we utilize?

[Olinus]

Hmm? He said don't hold back. We use all of them. Every tool at our disposal. Though the last one. Navigate. Where do we lead him? How do we shape what's left of him? If we truly wish to see this end. It's not enough to just destroy his device or to hurt him. I'm sorry. The pool of what.

[Corson]

You know, I'm getting quite tired of waiting.

[Mac]

Yeah, Maybe she's not coming. I mean, can't we just let bygones be bygones? I mean, what's so important about feeling alive anyways? I mean, could be super disappointing.

[Corson]

It could be super disappointing, but I'm willing to risk it.

[Mac]

For what? To feel good?

[Corson]

No. To not feel bad.

[Cash]

Have you ever thought about how it would feel to be a traveler? You're there one instant, the next you're gone. It sounds so terrible.

[Corson]

Would you like to fight out? You're wrong. Anyways, that's not what it's like.

[Tendi]

What do you mean?

[Corson]

I mean they're not gone. I can still feel them in there. In me somewhere. Our sudden response to something that doesn't make sense. Our distaste for a favorite food. A warm feeling associated with the sights and sounds of things I've never cared about before.

[Cash]

Something inside you is responding to your experiences.

[Corson]

Not something, someone's. I guess what I'm saying is just like a burrito or a cactus. They're still there, just muted a bit. I don't expend them, as Ochilicu has said. So in that way. Why are you fighting me? Kash can live on in me.

[Cash]

You told Zochilliku and Corson that Kash. Her body may be dying on the physical plane.

[Corson]

All waking up. Yes.

[Cash]

Maybe it's already happened.

[Mac]

Don't say that, Tin.

[Cash]

Maybe it's already happened and it's why she's not here now.

[Corson]

Well, if that's the case, I'll just have to settle for what's in front of me. I ate before I arrived here, but I can't imagine it would be long before I need a little snack. Quiet.

[Mac]

The elevator, Cash. If that's you. Run.

[Corson]

One more word out of you. You there. Attendant.

[Olinus]

Shine the flashlight on the elevator.

[Cash]

Okay. Wait. I don't have it. Hurry up, Nani. Do you have it?

[Tendi]

Oh, yeah. Sorry. Here we go.

[Olinus]

It's empty.

[Corson]

You took too long. You did that on purpose, Courson. I told you, Kash. If you brought him here, you'd lose your friends. What are you doing? Turn that flashlight back on.

[Tendi]

Sorry, batteries are dead.

[Corson]

No, they are not.

[Olinus]

You have been a bad boy, Olinus. You took your desires and elevated them to a place of ultimate importance. As if nothing and no one in the astral plane were worth more than yourself.

[Corson]

You don't understand. My father.

[Olinus]

There's no excuse for your cry. You may have been dealt an unlucky hand, but you had a choice in how to play it. I'm giving you a chance. Now, you've already bet the house. But fold and walk away. What say you?

[Mac]

What say you? Nani?

[Cash]

The flashlight.

[Tendi]

On it.

[Cash]

He's gone.

[Tendi]

And so is Mac.

[Olinus]

My friends.

[Cash]

Corson. He has Mac.

[Tendi]

He's going to consume his soul.

[Olinus]

No. No, he won't. At the moment, Mac is his only leverage. He hasn't lasted this long taking chances or making stupid decisions.

[Tendi]

Where's Robogirl? Is she safe?

[Olinus]

No, she isn't. She has a part to play in all this. To deny her agency in the face of this threat would be cruel and demeaning.

[Cash]

I disagree.

[Tendi]

I don't. How can we help?

[Olinus]

Stay here. Find a place to hide. Once we've dealt with him, we'll come to you.

[Tendi]

Corson. You spent enough time with me to know that I can't just stand by while a friend's in trouble.

[Olinus]

Be that as it may, you're staying here. We have a plan, and I can't have you mucking it up. Please don't take that the wrong way.

[Tendi]

Mucking it up?

[Olinus]

Goodbye.

[Tendi]

He can be so condescending. So rude. Don't you agree?

[Cash]

You're not gonna stay here, are you?

[Tendi]

No, I'm not. And neither are you.

[Cash]

Okay. Wait. No, no. I am gonna stay here. I get a feeling I should.

[Tendi]

Is everything okay? You?

[Cash]

Yeah. Yeah, something just came. To be safe out there. Nani. Try not to get your soul eaten.

[Tendi]

Don't tell me what to do. Here, let me hug you.

[Cash]

Don't worry about me, Nani. I don't need a hug right now. I'm actually okay.

[Tendi]

No, I know you don't need a hug. I do. Three, two, one.

[Cash]

You feel better?

[Tendi]

A little, tiny bit. All right. I'M gonna see what I can do.

[Cash]

Good luck.

[Tendi]

Thanks. I'll be back, Tendi. I promise.

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[Mac]

What's your plan here, dude? And what scenario does this work out for you?

[Corson]

Lower your voice.

[Mac]

I ain't lowering shit. Course, then. Wait, wait.

[Corson]

Just so you know, if I do find myself on the losing end of things, I will not hesitate to use this on you. It's to your benefit that I come out on top.

[Mac]

Do you honestly think that I wouldn't give myself up in a heartbeat if it meant Cash was safe? Seriously, I've eaten so many burritos, man. So many. It would be befitting for my last act to include you consuming my soul.

[Corson]

Your loyalty is misguided. Cash is. Yeah.

[Mac]

Cash. What are you doing? Run.

[Corson]

Come on. This way. But she was just. Stop fooling around, Cash, or the attendant is done for. Come out now.

[Tendi]

Greetings, Olinus. We're so glad you're here. And I know what you're thinking. Where is here exactly? I'll do my best to explain. You've arrived at the lowest state of your existence. Somewhere between your salvation and your extinction. You have so many reasons to be afraid. So many reasons to fret and worry. Whatever you needed know, we tried to help. Now enter the next chamber and meet my colleagues.

[Corson]

Fine. I'm coming in. But try anything and I swear.

[Mac]

Welcome, my boy.

[Olinus]

Won't you play with me?

[Cash]

I'm not in the mood for games. I can't.

[Corson]

I can't even see you through these clouds.

[Olinus]

I couldn't care Less you want cash, you simply have to indulge me. If you win and you still want her, you may have her.

[Corson]

If I won, what's to keep me from taking your soul? Right here, right now? Sphere mover.

[Olinus]

If you do, you'll answer to them.

[Tendi]

There's far too many for you to take at once.

[Corson]

Where are you, Kash?

[Olinus]

Never mind that. Join me.

[Corson]

Fine. What is the game?

[Olinus]

First step forward.

[Corson]

Now what?

[Olinus]

Another step forward, please.

[Corson]

Fine.

[Olinus]

Another step.

[Corson]

Now, if I take one more step, I fall into the pool.

[Olinus]

All right, stay there. To answer your question, the game is called Memories.

[Corson]

A game you didn't name after yourself. Shocking.

[Olinus]

That's because this game has nothing to do with me. Now.

[Mac]

But the Devil.

[Corson]

Nope.

[Olinus]

Not the devil.

[Corson]

Are you gentlemen looking for a click to join by?

[Tendi]

Chad, wait.

[Mac]

What?

[Olinus]

Get out.

[Cash]

Oh, so rude. So, is that a no?

[Mac]

I said get out.

[Cash]

Save me.

[Corson]

Rough legend save.

[Mac]

Why is that dude naked?

[Olinus]

Where were we? Ah, yes, the first question. Trivia, in a way. First question. What is your worst memory?

[Corson]

Meeting you.

[Olinus]

Quite enough moisture in here, isn't there? The next one hit you right between the eyes. Now answer the question.

[Corson]

Very well. My worst memory.

[Olinus]

The one that keeps you up at night.

[Corson]

Oh, I don't have to think about it. I know that one. Long ago, I took the job my father gave to me. It was in architectural design. I had a penchant for creativity, logic, physics. I was tasked with designing our new metal foundry. An exciting opportunity. He wanted it built fast. He wanted the factory design to be efficient. But due to its location near the library, he also wanted it quiet. The insulation materials I used to dampen the sound caught fire. A mistake on my part. A humiliating one. It was only my brother's quick thinking that saved the surrounding buildings. He was awarded for his efforts. And I was fired. Took me ages to regain my father's trust. You know what he said to me when he fired me? He said if I had even a quarter of the brains that my brother possessed, maybe he could actually love me.

[Olinus]

Well done. You answered honestly. Your father was right, you know. You don't deserve love. Bitch. You are stupid. You get one point.

[Corson]

Really, Corson. I knew you were clever.

[Cash]

I did not know you were cruel.

[Olinus]

Next question. The first time you took a traveler's soul, what were you thinking?

[Corson]

That I was hungry.

[Olinus]

Test me again, boy.

[Corson]

That I wanted to get him back. I wanted it to be his fault. He who created the gate which separates body from soul. His own invention being used for something so despicable. And not only that, but improved upon by his own son. I made him the monster that he saw in me. And I learned that I was smarter than him.

[Olinus]

How did you feel after the first traveler?

[Corson]

At first, I felt amazing.

[Olinus]

And then?

[Corson]

And then I felt like I was the monster, which made me do it again so that I could stop feeling the way I felt, which made me feel worse.

[Olinus]

Elinus listened closely. You are a monster. Ding, ding, ding.

[Corson]

Two points. Why are you doing this?

[Olinus]

Last question. How do you want to consume Cash's soul?

[Corson]

I don't. And I do. If she really is alive, as I've surmised, then perhaps her soul will cure me of this terrible, persistent pain.

[Olinus]

Good. Three points. You win. Now, to summarize. Are you listening?

[Corson]

Say what you have to say.

[Olinus]

Oh, I will. You are the son of a sphere mover, and yet you are unlovable. You are stupid. You are a monster because of what you've done to travelers. And the only way to feel better is to consume Cash's soul. All right, now you say it.

[Corson]

I will not.

[Olinus]

But it's true.

[Corson]

I will not say it.

[Olinus]

You will if you want your prize.

[Corson]

Fine. If it pleases you, Lord Courson, you're right. I am the son of a sphere mover. And unlike he, I am unlovable. I am stupid. I am a monster because of what I did to travelers. And the only thing that can free me from this pain is her soul.

[Olinus]

Good.

[Corson]

Hold that thought.

[Cash]

Way, way.

[Corson]

Courson. Way, way. Cash. I don't understand what's happening. What are we all doing here?

[Olinus]

You really have no idea. What do you remember?

[Corson]

I came here looking for Cash because.

[Tendi]

Because you're my friend and you wanted to visit me.

[Corson]

I did? Oh. I did. Oh. How are you, mate?

[Tendi]

I'm well, thank you, Olinus.

[Olinus]

It's occurred to me that someone as lovable, intelligent, and benevolent as you are would do well if you were given the opportunity to rise above your station. You are, after all, so concerned for the well being of travelers.

[Corson]

I would. I am Olinis.

[Olinus]

How would you like to be a sphere mover?

[Corson]

Wait, what? Courson, there's not exactly any positions open, is there?

[Olinus]

Oh, there's one. I think you'd be a perfect fit for. The eighth sphere. Could use someone just like you. Someone to guide travelers safely on their way to the next life. To overcome the rocky terrain, to show them the lindwor races.

[Corson]

But you're the leader of the eight sphere. Are you saying you'd hand over your responsibilities to me?

[Olinus]

Well, the thing is, I've Been thinking I need to spend more time with my family.

[Mac]

You have a family?

[Corson]

You have a family?

[Tendi]

He does. We're his family.

[Olinus]

Yes, all of these strange people.

[Corson]

Ah, well, if you really think it'd be a help to you.

[Olinus]

It would. Olinis. I hand over my responsibilities to you. You are the mover of the Inn sphere. Now come, let us walk together and we can discuss it more.

[Corson]

Yes, let's do that. Thank you, Corson. It really is kind of you.

[Mac]

But what about the Soulsies?

[Olinus]

Something we can discuss at a later time, perhaps.

[Corson]

What is he talking about? Souls?

[Olinus]

Nothing that can't be solved. And not worth another word at the moment.

[Corson]

So how does one be a sphere mover?

[Olinus]

First, keep a couple board games around.

[Tendi]

Where's he at? I'm gonna kick some ass and take some names. Well, just the one. His name. What's his name? What's his name?

[Mac]

Nami. You missed a lot. How about I explain?

[Tendi]

Okay, you guys talk. I'm gonna go find Tendy and tell him the good news. Hi Tendy. Are you okay?

[Cash]

Yeah, I'm good. How are you?

[Tendi]

I'm okay. You seem oddly serene about the whole situation.

[Cash]

I knew you were going to be fine. Cash.

[Tendi]

You know what? I think I am going to be fine. Maybe what's been happening to me is going to end now. Now that. Wait, how did you know I was going to be fined?

[Cash]

Because something told me that I have something I'm supposed to tell you.

[Tendi]

Tendi, are you crying?

[Cash]

Cash, will you receive what I have to say?

[Tendi]

You're freaking me out. Receive.

[Cash]

Listen, will you receive it or not?

[Tendi]

Okay, if you think I need to.

[Cash]

I think you do.

[Tendi]

Then say it.

[Cash]

You had a cat. You named her Wendy.

[Tendi]

Wendy, what's happening?

[Cash]

And your favorite TV show was the A Team.

[Tendi]

What? Tendy, stop.

[Cash]

Cash. From the moment I first heard your voice, I knew you. There was something familiar about it. Something scary. Something that was just beneath the surface, like a memory I couldn't recall. I still don't know who you are. But I know you. You're so afraid of what's going to happen to me. You've been so afraid of losing me, so afraid of abandoning me, so afraid of me feeling bad.

[Tendi]

It's my mission to assist you.

[Cash]

And you did assist me, Kash. You did. You saved me. More than once. I don't know what I'd do without you. I don't know where I'd be. But you did what you set out to do. I'm gonna be okay. And so are you.

[Tendi]

Please tell Me? What you're saying is going to fix me?

[Cash]

You don't need fixing, Cash.

[Tendi]

Then what do I need?

[Cash]

A long time ago, I met a robot cash register. And I was scared. Scared to leave behind these things that I couldn't remember. And do you know what this robot said to me?

[Tendi]

Don't say it, Cash. Please don't say what I think you're gonna say.

[Cash]

It's okay to let go.

[Tendi]

I know. I know that now. I don't know how. But what if I don't come back?

[Cash]

Well, whether it's a little while from now or a million years, you will come back.

[Corson]

And when you do, I'll be waiting.

[Cash]

You've always been there for me. Now it's my turn. Nothing means more to me than being here for you.

[Tendi]

Sounds like you need a life.

[Cash]

I'd settle for a friend. Cash, there's one more thing I have to say to you and I don't.

[Corson]

Know what it means.

[Tendi]

What is it?

[Cash]

It's Forge and Flora.

[Tendi]

Forge and Flora? What is that?

[Cash]

You have an invitation that needs delivering.

[Tendi]

Okay.

[Cash]

Goodbye, my friend.

[Tendi]

Goodbye, then.

[Mac]

Cash. Cash.

[Tendi]

Oh, no.

[Olinus]

Do something.

[Mac]

Tendy. Don't just leave her laying here. We gotta help her.

[Cash]

She's not here, Mac.

[Mac]

What do you mean?

[Cash]

I'll do my best to explain.

[Mac]

And I'm so excited for this. I never thought I'd see the day. Hey, it's the siblings. How was the trip? What'd you say? Oh, hey, guys. Yeah, Mindy's pretty much. Those Dugs are so good at trivia. And you should see him after one beer. Hilarious.

[Tendi]

Mac, how you doing?

[Mac]

I'm doing better. It's been so long, I'm starting to come to terms with it.

[Tendi]

Wherever Cash is, I'm sure she's just fine. You gonna join us for yoga later?

[Mac]

Are you kidding me? Sorry, but I'm gonna be busy. Check it out. Here we are. Oh, my friends.

[Olinus]

Welcome, one and all. I so appreciate everyone's help. Tendy for ordering supplies. Greg for laying the foundation. Betty, for your insight into running electricity and your help with lifting heavy things.

[Mac]

You are so welcome. Now speech.

[Olinus]

Very well. Friends, family. For the longest time, I felt so alone. Yes, I had imps, but I felt like I was looking for something. Something I could not begin to understand. I was looking for you. All of you. Prime mover helped me realize that I am truly home with you and what we've built together here. May it serve those travelers who cross our paths.

[Mac]

Gas station, airport, and now this. We practically got a town now.

[Olinus]

Indeed we do. Games. They've always helped to ease my soul when I felt lost, lonely, sad. And they've elevated my spirit even on those days when I felt none of those things. They've been good for me. And I believe they'll be good for others. Now I give to you Bolts and Thunder, a place for board games and hot tea.

[Mac]

Is that next to the word bolts?

[Olinus]

I don't know that I did her justice, but yes, it's meant to be her. That's so damn nice.

[Cash]

I'm sure she'd be on it.

[Mac]

Oh, man, do I miss her.

[Cash]

Not to ruin the moment, but.

[Mac]

Corson, if you don't mind me asking, will you have iced tea by chance?

[Olinus]

Iced tea? Greg, did you not hear the name? That's it. You're not allowed inside.

[Mac]

Gee, sorry.

[Olinus]

I'm only joking. No, not. I were not. Children. Now, everyone inside. We are going to start with a game of Balderdash.

[Corson]

Coursen.

[Cash]

Uh, Traveler.

[Mac]

Oh, man, I'm sorry, Tind I forgot to flip the sign. I can handle it.

[Tendi]

I can do it.

[Cash]

No, you guys go inside. I'm not good at Balderdash anyways.

[Tendi]

Yet you're not good at it yet. Growth Mindset, Tendi.

[Cash]

That's right. I'll try to remember. Oh, they're driving over here. Greetings, traveler. My name is Tendi and I am in a. Whoa. Sorry. Travelers don't usually start with the hug, but yeah. All right, ma'am. All right. That's good. Why. Why are you smiling like that?

[Tendi]

There's a way home, Cash.

[Cash]

Thank you for listening to season two. Desert Skies will return with its third and final season. Until then, safe travels.

[Jared Carter]

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[Cash]

Sure I can't get you a drink?

[Olinus]

Uh, I.

[Jared Carter]

They'd had a moment, hadn't they? That afternoon when Garrett had smiled just like this. Warm eyed and amused in a way that made Tony want another cigarette. But also want to step forward.

[Tendi]

Hey, Kate. What are you writing?

[Jared Carter]

New text post on Thursday, May 21.

[Tendi]

Why?

[Jared Carter]

You should be watching Selkirk. So, Selkirk fandom. Who wants to read my 5,000 word essay? Garrett? Last name, secret werewolf. I'm Kate, by the way.

[Tendi]

They kissed.

[Jared Carter]

I think I lucked out when I found Selkirk because if I'd loved something else, I would have made friends and I would have been able to read a ton of great stories. But this way I met you.

[Cash]

Me.

[Jared Carter]

And day you a new story about love and fandom from the Procyon podcast network.