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Disgraceland is a production of Double Elvis. This episode tells the story of a long standing Hollywood myth, one that Martin Scorsese eventually acknowledged in an interview with Steven Spielberg in 2015. Now, Spielberg and director Brian De Palma have both recounted the story on the record in other places as well. Spielberg most notably in the excellent Peter Biskin book Easy Riders and Raging Bulls. I of course have no idea what specific words were spoken during the fateful night in question. However, just as the directors in this story. Who are the main characters in this story? Steven Spielberg, Brian De Palma, John Milius, Paul Schrader and Martin Scorsese. Just as they have done in the numerous films and they've directed depicting real life events. Films like Schindler's List, the Untouchables, Dillinger, Raging Bull, and the Irishman, to name a few. I followed their lead and relied not only on research of the event in question, but also on research of the characters in this story to inform the dialogue herein. Mellow Jaw. This is a story of one of the greatest movies of all time. A movie that was fictional, with real life murder coursing through the filmmaking. This is a story about one of the greatest filmmakers of all time. Actually, it's a story about a couple of the greatest filmmakers of all time. And it's about life and death and art and all the things that make us suckers for great drama. It's a story about one night in particular, one time in Hollywood in particular, and revenge. It's A story about Martin Scorsese and his film Taxi Driver. A film whose composer died only hours after completing the movie's intense score. Great music. Unlike that music I played for you at the top of the show, that wasn't great music. That was a preset loop from my melotron called firing squad mk2. I played you that loop because I can't afford the rights to 50 Ways to Leave youe Lover by Paul Simon. And why would I play you that specific slice of internal rhyme cheese? Could I afford it? Because that was the number one song in America on February 8, 1976. And that was the day Taxi Driver hit theaters, marking the continuation of one of the greatest careers in filmmaking. On this episode, life, death, art, revenge, 70s Hollywood and Martin Scorsese's Taxi Driver. I'm Jake Brennan and this is disgrace. People think making a movie is a lot like making anything else. It's not. It's not like making a record. It's not like writing a book. It's not even like staging a play. It's infinitely more difficult than all of those things. People who make records and write books and stage plays for the most part, cannot make movies. And there's a reason they don't. Because it's a savage endeavor that will quite literally kill you and destroy your soul if you're not careful and or lucky. Or both. Some have compared making a movie to going to war. I've never been to war, so I'm not going to go that far. But I think a better analogy is, though also imperfect would be to say making a movie is a lot like giving birth every day for two years straight. I was there in the room for the birth of both of my sons. I saw the excruciating pain my wife went through as both of those big headed Brennans passed through her birth canal. And before you guys send me your hate mail, I ran this analogy by my wife, who sanctioned it. The pain of birth is unimaginable to me, but I know that that pain is concentrated at the Most. We're talking 24 hours, but usually less. Imagine that pain over and over again every single day for two years. And now we're getting close to the pain involved with making a movie. Every day a new fight, a new hassle, a new raging fire to put out another existential artistic challenge to navigate another chip off your soul. I've made records, I've written and published a book. And yes, I even tried getting a big budget Hollywood movie made with an A list celebrity involved. And I can Tell you, trying to make a movie is a brutal, soul sucking endeavor that is not for the faint of heart. Hollywood is Sodom disguised as paradise. It's Lot's wife bent brutally over the back of a casting couch. Its pimps bobbing through fresh chum for their 10%. Its shameless ambition wafting like beastly pheromones on the back of the Santa Anas. But once you make it over the moat patrolled by an army of lizard skinned assistants and into the hallowed grounds of the studio system, that's when quote, all the animals come out. The whores, skunk pussies, buggers, queens, fairies, dopers, junkies. Sick, venal. Hollywood is relentless. It never lets you off the hook. No matter how successful you are, no matter how psychotic you are. So listen you fuckers, you screw heads. Here is a man who would not take it anymore. A man who stood up against the scum, the cunts, the dogs, the filth, the shit. Here is a man who stood up. Martin Scorsese twitched in the cutting room. It had been days since he'd slept. Insomnia, just like the lead character, Travis Bickle, the revenge minded, lonesome cabbie motoring. Scorsese's first studio film, Taxi Driver. Things have been easier. On the director's last film, Mean Streets. There was no studio, thus little oversight. Taxi Driver was a different beast. Columbia Pictures ponied up nearly $2 million. It might have been the director's vision, but it was their money and they wanted a return on that money. And they weren't fucking around. That's why Scorsese couldn't sleep. He needed this final scene of the film to be perfect. The normally kinetic, fast talking east coast director sat stone still, quietly observing the action on the projected picture. A young Robert De Niro, mohawked and shaved for battle. Creeping through the crime and grime of 70s New York City into the climactic scene as the Taxi Driver character, Travis Bickle. Travis walked with purpose from the taxicab to the front stoop. That purpose had been missing from his gate in the earlier scenes. This was the climax. This was the moment the character was building toward all along. Finally something for him to do. Something big. He was going to rescue the little girl and kill anyone who got in his way. Even if it meant dying himself. Dying would be a bonus actually. What did this life give it him anyway? Nothing but loneliness and rage. Rejection at every turn. An extreme inability to relate to anyone or anything except for the needs of a helpless little 12 and a half year old girl. Turned into a prostitute by this scum of the earth pimp, Matthew, AKA Sport. Sport got it first at close range. Travis shot him on the street outside the brothel with his snub nosed.38. Travis then stormed inside and confronted the pimp's bag man, who collected the cash from the johns. Outside the disgusting smelling room where Iris plied her trade, Travis took aim and fired. This time with the heavy artillery. With the.44 Magnum. The elephant killer. But the bag man was no elephant. The bagman raised his hand in defense. The bullet blasted off four of his five fingers. Blood splattered everywhere. All over the brothel's hallway. All over Travis's face. Just then, another gunshot. This one from behind Travis from Sport, who somehow survived the close range bullet from the.38 and made his way into the brothel after Travis. The bullet grazed Travis neck. More blood. Travis took aim with his.44, blasted sport away, and then stumbled in a daze toward Iris. In that room, Iris was the only thing that mattered. Saving her, delivering her from this hellscape of a city. Avenging the sins that had been carried out against her. The defiling of this innocent young girl by predators she was powerless against. That dynamic resonated with Travis. He too was powerless. His innocence too had been stripped away by forces he couldn't control. Iris. Iris. Iris. Travis put two more bullets into Sport for insurance and another into the Bagman before making his way to Iris room. Then the john emerged into the hallway and caught Travis off guard, firing a bullet into his arm. Travis unloaded a full round into the John. At least three bullets in the face. More to the torso. Blood spewed red and hot from the john's cheeks and his chest. The john fell backward into Iris room. And there she was. She screamed in horror at the dead man who had just collapsed on the floor. Travis moved toward her, but now the bag man was on his feet and on top of Travis, on his back, actually screaming. Ignoring him, Travis continued to march toward Iris. Iris was all that mattered. Iris was all there was. And the bag man managed to tackle Travis to the ground. In the tussle, Travis stabbed him through his hand. Screams filled the whorehouse. Travis grabbed the dead john's gun lying on the floor and shot the screaming bag man through his face. Face exiting his brains onto the wall next to Iris, who was by this point, hysterical. Travis's job was done. He'd freed Iris, avenged her stolen innocence, and by extension, his too. He put the gun to the bottom of his chin and pulled the trigger. The chamber was empty. The Scene was perfect. It was as violent a scene as a Hollywood studio had ever produced. Except the movie hadn't yet been fully produced. It was still being edited, and the studio had yet to approve the final cut. Three characters were killed in this fictional scene. And this scene was about to result in a very real death. Martin Scorsese sat pensively in his Mulholland apartment high above Hollywood. The location had been prescribed by doctor's orders. Scorsese's asthma was so bad that his physician required him to live above the LA Smog line. Hollywood, the only city in the world where this New York director could gain access to the resources needed to direct the kind of personal pictures he wanted to direct on the same scale as the greats he admired who came before him. Howard Hawks, John Ford, Vincent Minnelli. This city was literally choking him to death. And if it wasn't the city itself, it was the studio. Scorsese had just returned from screening his final cut of Taxi Driver for Columbia studio executive Stanley Jaffe. Jaffe hated it. Too violent. And there was no way, in his estimation, the Taxi Driver would be granted an R rating from the Motion Picture association of America. With the way Scorsese had constructed the final scene, an X rating was almost certain. And an X rating meant a major reduction in revenue. So from the studio executive's perspective, there was only one option. He demanded Martin Scorsese re edit the end of Taxi Driver to make it less violent in order to garner a more favorable rating from the mpaa. In the meeting, Scorsese said nothing. The rage inside him shocked him silent. Who was this guy to tell him how to cut his movie? His criticism wasn't reserved only for the end either. The executive Jaffe wanted Scorsese to lose the so called artsy shots of Travis in a New York City from earlier in the film as well, claiming they were disrupting the momentum and that audiences weren't going to flock to the theaters en masse to see a student art film. They wanted action. They wanted Charles Bronson blasting away bad guys in as many scenes as possible in Death Wish. But you know, not as violent as the ending of Taxi Driver that Scorsese was suggesting. Audiences, according to the executive, wanted action. They didn't want Godard and Antonioni. Scorsese realized he was now taking orders from a philistine. It wasn't worth the argument. So now here he sat in his apartment pondering what to do. His rising headache made it nearly impossible to concentrate on finding a solution. He scanned the room. Script pages were scattered across the coffee table, the typewriter housed a sheet of paper covered with the filmmaker's manic ramblings. All caps, no spaces. There were empty pill bottles half full, open bottles of wine. A television on in the corner and a circle of johns keeping watch over the apartment. On the tv, John Ford's the Searcher showed John Wayne's Ethan Edwards character seeking revenge. On the wall, a movie poster, John Huston's classic tale of vengeance, Moby Dick. And on the TV table, Scorsese's.44 Magnum, an exact replica weapon of choice of his revenge fueled character, Travis Bickle. Scorsese picked up the gun and then picked up the phone. Scorsese's friend, the young director Steven Spielberg, fresh off the release of his perfect studio produced box office smash Jaws, ignored the phone and focused on the book he was reading, Jacques Vallee's the Invisible what a group of scientists has discovered about UFO influence on the human race. Another of Scorsese's friends, another director, Brian De Palma, the man responsible for introducing Scorsese to Robert De Niro, he too ignored the ringing telephone on his nightstand. Surrounded by notes with angry messages from a nerdy horror author up in Maine. De Palma ignored those messages just as he ignored his phone. Instead he rolled over to focus on the naked beach blanket hippie blonde in his bed. The phone at director John Milius place went unanswered as well. John had other things to do, like pack for his trip to the Philippines where the film he'd written, Apocalypse now for friend Francis Ford Coppola was in production. Word was it was a disaster. And over at Paul Schrader's place, as Paul cleaned his own gun, he too ignored his phone. Except Paul knew it was his friend Marty calling with more bad news about the taxi driver's script that Paul himself had written, which Scorsese was having a hard time finishing. Paul Schrader was as pissed off as John Milius was in a rush, as Brian De Palma was indifferent, as Steven Spielberg was distracted. But Martin Scorsese was determined. So he kept calling and the phones kept ringing until one and then all of his friends heard the distraught state Scorsese was in. On the other end of the line he was like nothing they'd ever heard before. Even for the notoriously high strung Scorsese, this state he was in was serious. Marty was as sleep deprived as Travis Bickle and on twice as many pills. His anger was as palpable as the LA smog on a scorching summer day. He was rambling like a madman talking twice as fast as normal. Something about the cocksuck studio fuck with the ricotta cheese for brains. How the soulless automaton didn't want violence. Well then how would he deal with this kind of violence? The kind that drove a young promising director to blasting his own brains all over the walls of his apartment. They all moved with sudden urgency into their cars, racing through the streets of Hollywood, up into the deadman curves of Mulholl, nearly killing themselves in the process. One by one, all four directors wheeled into Scorsese's driveway at the same time, exited their cars, raced to the locked front door, tried pushing it open, banged on it profusely, rang the doorbell, readied themselves to bataram it down with all their combined force. And then.
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The massive shotgun blast rang in the new year January 1, 1972. Three years earlier, the shotgun was a substitute for fireworks. John Milius stood on the porch of Margot Kidder's Nicholas Beach a frame and fired his gun out over the Pacific Ocean. None of Margo's guests were shocked, especially not Margot's boyfriend, Brian De Palma. Guns were always around, and why wouldn't they be? John Milius, who'd written the script for Apocalypse Now. And De Palma, who had written the excellent Hitchcock style thriller Sisters, starring Kidder in her housemate, Jennifer Salt. And Steven Spielberg, who was also milling about the New Year's Day party. He'd just released the excellent thriller Duel for television. And Paul Schrader, at the time a subversive film critic, but who was working on a script about a lonesome homicidal cab driver. All of these filmmakers were revolutionaries. So yeah, guns were up in the mix. Guns were necessary, if not literally, then figuratively. What these filmmakers were endeavoring to do creatively was high stakes, by any means necessary type stuff. Their goal, both collectively and individually, was as audacious as it was dangerous to make extremely personal movies with the backing of the major Hollywood studios so that they could reach as wide an audience as possible. It's not like the Hollywood studios hadn't made big budget films that reached massive audiences before. Of course they had. But the studios had never turned control of those pictures over to a band of young outsiders who didn't come up as directors through the studios, who came instead from film schools and who wanted to make movies that expressed their own personal experiences and that spoke to the tumultuous times they were living through and spoke directly to the young people living through those times at that moment. This was before Spielberg's Jaws and before any real success for any of these so called Hollywood brats. This was the early 1970s. This was a moment in time in Hollywood that had never existed before and would never exist again. A time when the town was still on a continent tactile from the success of 1969's Easy Rider, an adult movie written not just about young people, but for young people. The film changed the industry. Studio executives were forced to reckon with the fact that they were losing money because the films they were creating were out of touch. Therefore, they needed fresh creative perspective from young directors who came from outside the studio system and for the first time in Hollywood's history, came from, like I said, film school. That's where this group of young filmmakers came from. And that's why the mood was so jubilant. They knew that not only were they revolutionaries, some of them literally toting guns, they knew that they had Hollywood by the balls and it was only a matter of time before one or all of them broke through in a big way. The confidence did not, however, extend to Martin Scorsese, who was at that moment sulking on the beach, fully assembled in perfectly pressed pants, buttoned up, big collared starched shirt and shined shoes, looking as east coast as one could on a West coast beach watching Margot Kidder and her equally sexy housemate, Jennifer Salt sunbathe in their bikinis. Scorsese's own girlfriend, Sandy Weintraub, daughter of Warner Bros. Studio executive Fred Weintraub, didn't seem to mind. She also didn't mind being referred to in Mean Streets as the Weintraub broad by De Niro's Johnny Boy character. But I digress. It was the early 70s. Liberation was in the air. Scorsese pondered his dilemma. How in the hell was he, a runty, fast talking Italian kid from New York with no money, gonna make the types of movies he wanted to make? Movies that reflected the violence, spiritual confusion and sexual frustration he'd experience. Experience back in New York City's Little Italy neighborhood where he grew up amid real life gangsters and godlike priests. How was that possible in a town like this, where the sun and the smog and the smiles and the shit talk hummed along in incessant contradiction? How had he ended up here? Him, Martin Scorsese, a tailor's son on a godforsaken beach with a studio boss's daughter as a girlfriend, an ambition as big as the Pacific Ocean staring back at him, threatening to swallow him whole. He did not have an answer, but at least he had friends. Steven Spielberg stopped by Scorsese on the beach on his way into the water and asked him if he wanted to join him for a dip. Come on, let's go in the ocean. Spielberg directed. No, no, no. It's very bad. It's evil. There's things out there you don't even want to know about. Scorsese replied, you afraid of jellyfish? There's no jellyfish out there. Spielberg responded, no, no, no. Things with teeth. Spielberg gave up and moved toward the water. His imagination burned like the hot sand beneath his feet. Interior, Martin Scorsese's apartment. Night. We fast forward into 1975 to the night of Back to the moment before our hero, Martin Scorsese loses it and decides to call on his friends to come save him. The camera shows a close full body profile shot of our hero sitting in a comfortable chair just a few feet from a small television. On a small television stand, his leg Extends out with his cowboy boot perched on the television. He carefully extends pressure from his foot to slowly rock the TV back and forth on its side stand. We see that he is stoic and holding a massive black.44 Magnum pistol in his hand. Resting in his lap is a half empty jar of peanut butter that our hero eats out of with a spoon. The television plays an old black and white film, Stanley Kubrick's the killing, from 1956. Our hero stares at the action on the screen, still carefully pressing his foot against the television, causing it to teeter ever so slightly, slightly, before returning upright, daring it to tip over. On the television, character actor Timothy Carey, one of Hollywood's great bad guys, leaves his hideout with his rifle concealed in a guitar case and then speeds away off to the racetrack to pull a job. He posts up away from the track with a clear sight line to his mark, the thoroughbred racehorse that he must keep from winning, that he must kill. It occurs to our hero, Martin Scott Scorsese, in that moment that the studios are like the great thoroughbreds in Kubrick's film, racing down the stretch, these big behemoths lumbering through our culture, winning and losing in equal measure, with the highest of stakes being ridden hard by their studio executives, stampeding over the souls of some of our greatest creative minds. Scorsese feels a tinge of rage. He presses harder against the television with his foot, causing it to wobble almost to the point of tipping over. And then returning once more on the screen, the thoroughbreds race around the track. Timothy Carey takes aim with his rifle, and when the moment is just right, he fires without prejudice at the racing beast, stopping it dead in its tracks. We hear the action from the film in the background, but our attention is drawn to the hushed, manic mumbling from our hero sitting opposite the tv, still pressing against it with his foot, still rocking it dangerously back and forth. As Scorsese watches the television action, he becomes disassociated. He's looking at the tv, but he's no longer seeing anything but visions of violence, his own violence. What was previously the sound of his mumbling morphs into the rambling of a madman as Martin Scorsese begins reciting his own taxi driver dialogue to bring to life the violent vision in his head. We're gonna sit. See him? Do you see him? You see him, right? I want you to see him because that's my movie. But that's not my. It's not my film. You know whose film it is? Huh? No, you wouldn't know whose film it is. I'm just saying. But you know whose film it is? Huh? The studio's film. How do you like that? A studio executive owns my film, and I'm gonna kill him. If there's nothing else, I'm just. I'm gonna kill him. Now, what do you think of that? Hmm? I said, what do you think of that? Don't answer. You don't have to answer everything. I'm gonna kill him. I'm gonna kill him with a.44 Magnum pistol. I have a.44 Magnum pistol, and I'm gonna kill him with that gun. Now, did you ever see. Did you ever see what a.44 Magnum pistol could do to a studio executive? I mean, it'd fucking destroy it. Just blow it right apart. That's what it can do to a face. Now, did you ever see what it can do to a studio executive's fat fucking mouth? That you should see. That you should see what a.44 Magnum is gonna do to a studio executive's fat fucking mouth. You should see. Just then, Scorsese's foot pushes the television a touch too far, toppling it over onto its back, exploding its tubes and causing a small plume of smoke to shock our hero. Hero out of his seat. Scorsese then stumbles hurriedly toward his phone. He dials, waits impatiently. On the other end, we hear Steven Spielberg. Hello, Steven. I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to kill him.
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Martin Scorsese's best friends in Hollywood, Steven Spielberg, Brian De Palma, John Milius and Paul Schrader all pulled into his driveway at the same time, ready to save their friend from doing something stupid that would change his life forever. When they entered its home, they were shocked to see the broken television, the.44 Magnum, the empty wine bottles and the pills and cocaine paraphernalia all out in the open. But none of that was nearly as shocking as the state. Martin Scorsese was in a manic, paranoid anger, on the verge of tears. Scorsese paced non stop, his words coming out in a torrent. His friends tried to get him to slow down, but he would not. Eventually they took the hint, sat and let Marty vent. The problem became evident immediately. Taxi Driver. The film was done as far as Scorsese was concerned. He'd shown it to the studio executive at Columbia responsible for the film. And before he got to his point, it was obvious to Spielberg and De Palma and everyone else that Scorsese did not get the response he wanted from the studio. Taxi Driver had been years of work. It starred a young, incredibly talented Robert De Niro, fresh off his Oscar win for Best Supporting actor in Godfather 2, and it had been written by Paul Schrader. But it was Martin Scorsese's movie. The film was a perfect reflection of Scorsese as a person. All of the anger, all the alienation he felt, first as a small, weak boy growing up in a massive, violent city, and then as a vulnerable, creative young man trying to make it in a corrupt sodom like Hollywood. Taxi Driver, as it was, was as perfect as it could get from Martin Scorsese's perspective. He'd squeezed every penny out of his meager 2 million dollar budget. He'd milked every influence from every great director he'd studied growing up. Which is to say, all of them. Truffaut and Bergman, Powell and Pressburger, and of course the Johns, Ford and Houston and too many others to mention. Every scene in the film was intentionally designed to move De Niro's Travis Bickle character toward his violent resolution and every shot carefully calibrated to emotionally impact the viewer. There was no More editing left to do. Martin Scorsese couldn't see how he could change anything in the film, even if he wanted to. By this point, he was creatively spent. Like his character, Travis Bickle, Martin Scorsese hadn't slept in days. He felt the boundary between art and reality slipping away. He was sure he tripped some figurative wire and was now clinically insane. But that didn't matter. All that mattered was making sure that his film was shown on screens in the way that he intended audiences to see it. The studio executives, in particular Stanley Jaffe from Columbia Pictures, weren't going to allow that to happen. Scorsese explained to his friends in the room. Paul Schrader, the film screenwriter, wanted to know why. The reasons, Scorsese explained, had nothing to do with the writing. It was because of the final edit and the final scene. The action was too violent, too bloody. The studio was convinced that if they submitted the film as it was to the Motion Picture association of America, the mpaa, that it would most certainly receive an X rating. And an X rating would kill box office returns. Only a fraction of the audience the studio was counting on would show up to see the film. Scorsese didn't want an X rating either. But he wasn't convinced that his final scene, the one with Travis Bickle blasting the bag man's fingers off of his hand and blood splattering all over his own face before he blasted the brains of the bag man out of the back of his head and all over the brothel wall. Scorsese believed that even though this scene went for it in a way that other films hadn't, that audiences were ready for it and the MPAA would not give it an X. It was 1975. Taxi driver, he believed, would receive an R rating. But again, Scorsese explained, the studio disagreed. They were insisting that Scorsese cut the entire ending and come up with a less violent way to conclude the film. But what did they know? Milius asked. Scorsese thought about it. Big John was right. The studios didn't know shit. Scorsese looked at the broken TV on the floor and asked his friends if they knew what he'd been watching before they showed up. De Palma said, looks like bad television. The others laughed, because in 1975 there was only bad television. An old Kubrick picture. Scorsese said. The Killing. His friends nodded and smiled in approval. Sterling Hayden, De Palma said affectionately. Hayden was a commie snitch, Schrader quipped. Hayden was a goddamn war hero. Milius protested. Timothy Carey is my Favorite in that film, Spielberg offered. Scorsese lit up. That's right. Timothy Carey, great character actor. Do you know the story of Timothy Carey and Harry Cohn? The others gave him blank stares. Scorsese took it as his cue to go on. Timothy Carey was auditioning for Harry Cohn in the early 50s, back when Columbia still had a lot of juice and Cohn was the studio head, you know, I don't know for which picture Timothy Carey was auditioning for, but Cohn was there in the audition. And, you know, Cohn was a real bastard when he wanted to be. You've heard the stories. Anyways, the audition isn't going well, and I don't know what gets said, but something gets said. Maybe from Cohn, maybe from the director, who knows? The point is, Timothy Carey is standing up there acting his guts out for these fucking animals who know nothing about art, who know only from dollars and cents. And Timothy Carey's losing it, you know? So in the middle of the audition, Timothy Carey reaches into his pocket and pulls out a pistol. Cohn and the others in the room get real stiff. Cohn looks around for his fixer, but his fixer isn't in the room. There's no muscle. It's just him and whoever this blind director is that he's got in the room with him. Timothy Carey then holds the gun up, points the gun at Cohn in the middle of the audition and says, very calmly, but, you know, he's kind of trembling, he's so emotional. He's pointing the gun at one of the biggest studio heads in Hollywood. And he says, this is so humiliating, standing up here and acting for you people who know nothing about actors, nothing about my art. And then. And then he fires the gun. The gun, though fully loaded, yes, but fully loaded with blanks. Cone, of course, didn't know that. Cohn must have shit his pants. But he had it coming. Timothy Carey was right to do it. These fucking executives. This guy, my guy Jaffe, he doesn't know anything about film. So I know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna do what Timothy Carey did, but I'm gonna do it for real. I'm gonna shoot him. I'm gonna kill him for. Back in the Mulholland apartment, Martin Scorsese sat on his sofa with his head between his knees, listening to his filmmaker friends talk him out of murdering the studio executive who was ruining his film. Spielberg, De Palma. Emilius offered calm reasoning, but no solutions. Schrader offered nothing. He sat quietly, fingering his small.38 stub nose that he took in everywhere. A real beaut, that gun. If he didn't know any better, you'd think Schrader, screenwriter of Taxi Driver, approved of Scorsese's plan to kill the Columbia executive. Scorsese picked his head up from between his knees, leaned back on the couch, stretched his arms, and surveyed his apartment that he'd destroyed earlier in anger. The voices of his friends were distant, jumbled. It was as if he was disconnected from the reality he was situated in. He was there, but he wasn't. His sleep deprivation had pushed him into an ethereal realm of disassociation. The voices murmured in the background. His eyes took in the damage. Then he looked to the wall, and the John Huston Moby Dick movie poster caught his eye. His brain snapped into focus. That's it, of course, he blurted out into the room. Moby Dick. Everyone else stopped talking. Looks of confusion on all of their faces, save for Paul Schraders, who gave a slight chuckle and nod of acknowledgment as he continued to fiddle with his.38. That's it. That's the solution, scorsese said as he pointed to the movie poster on the wall. Spielberg got it next. A big smile came over his face. That's right. The colorization. De Palma walked toward the poster, staring at it. You mean desaturate the colors in your final scene like Houston did in the whole picture? Uh huh, Scorsese said. Milius chimed in, desaturating the Eastman Color negative you shot on will do. What? How does that solve anything? You've still got the bloodiest scene a Hollywood studio has ever potentially produced. Schrader, annoyed, answered for Scorsese, desaturating it makes the. The blood look less realistic. But Spielberg interrupted. Scorsese finished his friend's sentence. Desaturating it like Houston did in his picture gives the scene an ethereal feel. And that works, you know, because in that climactic scene, Travis is in a trance. And then we cut to the denouement without the saturation. The desaturation will make the look of the film less realistic, sure, but it'll actually make it more shocking, Spielberg said. Right, scorsese agreed. More shocking. So I win. It's actually better. It's better. Scorsese fell out in laughter. Brian De Palma wanted to know if that put an end to Marty's revenge fantasy. Scorsese just kept on laughing. John Milius offered to see if his buddy Francis Ford Coppola had a line on any tanks from the upcoming Apocalypse Now Shoot. Big John would gladly storm the offices of Columbia and take Marty's guy out. Everyone but Paul Schrader laughed. Schrader seemed disappointed. Too bad, he said, staring wistfully at the.38 in his lap. Brian De Palma walked over to him and gave Schrader his best. Sonny Corleone. You want to gun down a studio executive because he slapped Marty's film around a little bit, huh? What do you think this is, the army, where you shoot him a mile away? No, you gotta get up close like this. Bada Bing. You blow their brains all over your nice Ivy Leagues suit. Schrader smiled finally, and everyone else cracked up. Scorsese stopped laughing first and got real serious. You know, he said, it actually is a lot like Francis's film. It's a lot like the Godfather, this here, except it's the opposite. When Hagen says, it's not personal, Sonny, it's strictly business. The apartment went dead silent. Scorsese went on, except it is. It is personal making these pictures. It's personal for me. It's personal for you and you and you and you. This one I know. It's personal for Bob, for everyone involved, except the business people. Well, making movies, it's. It's not business. It's strictly personal. Slow zoom out. High above the five filmmakers talking, hugging and exchanging goodbyes. Taxi Driver was released with the edit Martin Scorsese wanted, and the desaturated film technique at the end of the movie shocked moviegoers and thrilled critics. Taxi Driver won the prestigious Palme d' or at the 1976 Cannes Film Festival and was nominated for Best Picture, Best Actor for Robert De Niro and Best Supporting Actress for Jodie Foster at the 1976 Academy Awards. The film generated nearly $30 million at the box office on a $2 million budget. Martin Scorsese's Taxi Driver was a business success because the director kept his creation personal. Any other way would have been a disgrace. I'm Jake Brennan, and this is Disgraceland. 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Podcast: DISGRACELAND
Host: Jake Brennan
Date: November 21, 2025
Episode Theme:
An electrifying exploration of Hollywood myth, creative crisis, and near-murder surrounding Martin Scorsese during the making of "Taxi Driver." The episode unpacks how a nearly lost director — and a furious band of filmmaking peers — fought the system, skirted disaster, and changed Hollywood forever.
Jake Brennan takes listeners deep into 1970s Hollywood, a place of revolution and personal chaos, where Martin Scorsese nearly unraveled making "Taxi Driver." Brennan blends fact with dramatic recreation, spotlighting a fateful night: despondent over studio demands, Scorsese called on fellow filmmakers Steven Spielberg, Brian De Palma, John Milius, and Paul Schrader. Their wild, deeply human intervention averted violence and led to one of cinema's most legendary endings.
Movie-making as Ordeal: Brennan likens making a film to "giving birth every day for two years," emphasizing the relentless, soul-killing pressures on directors ([03:00]).
"Making a movie is a brutal, soul-sucking endeavor that is not for the faint of heart."
— Jake Brennan ([04:18])
Hollywood as Sodom: The industry is painted as predatory, callous, and eager to consume the souls of artists.
"Hollywood is Sodom disguised as paradise... It's Lot's wife bent brutally over the back of a casting couch.”
— Jake Brennan ([05:20])
Studio Showdown: Scorsese completes filming "Taxi Driver," but Columbia executive Stanley Jaffe finds it too violent, fearing an X rating (which would doom box office returns). Jaffe demands a less bloody ending ([12:40]).
Scorsese’s Breakdown: Sleep-deprived and consumed by rage, Scorsese identifies with Travis Bickle and contemplates real violence, even fantasizing about using his .44 Magnum on studio execs ([16:50]).
The Legendary Night: When friends ignore Martin’s desperate calls, his mania and paranoia alarm Spielberg, De Palma, Milius, and Schrader. They speed to his Mulholland apartment, fearing the worst ([17:00]).
Filmmaker Brotherhood: Brennan highlights the unique bond between the era’s "film school brats," united by ambition and their shared outsider status. Guns, risk, and revolution were normal parts of life ([21:00]).
Scorsese’s Meltdown: Scorsese, surrounded by evidence of his pill, wine, and TV-smashing mania, confesses his inability to re-edit the ending without betraying his vision ([32:29]).
“Taxi Driver, as it was, was as perfect as it could get from Martin Scorsese's perspective... By this point, he was creatively spent. Like his character, Travis Bickle, Martin Scorsese hadn't slept in days. He felt the boundary between art and reality slipping away.” — Jake Brennan ([32:50])
The Color Solution: Out of the chaos, inspiration strikes: desaturate the film’s finale, making the violence less realistic but more shocking, inspired by John Huston’s "Moby Dick" ([36:30]).
"Desaturating it like Houston did in his picture gives the scene an ethereal feel... In that climactic scene, Travis is in a trance." — Steven Spielberg & Martin Scorsese ([37:39])
Triumph and Release: Laughter returns. The directors bond with dark humor and movie references, quelling the urge for literal violence by innovating artistically ([39:00]).
"What do you think this is, the army, where you shoot him a mile away? No, you gotta get up close like this. Bada Bing. You blow their brains all over your nice Ivy League suit." — Brian De Palma as Sonny Corleone ([40:34])
The final edit stays true to Scorsese’s vision, only the color saturation is changed. The result shocks audiences and earns monumental critical and financial success.
“Taxi Driver was released with the edit Martin Scorsese wanted... shocked moviegoers and thrilled critics. Taxi Driver won the prestigious Palme d'Or at the 1976 Cannes Film Festival... and generated nearly $30 million at the box office on a $2 million budget.”
— Jake Brennan ([42:06])
Scorsese’s closing insight reframes Hollywood's classic business/art divide:
“It actually is a lot like Francis’s film... except it is personal. It is personal. Making these pictures, it's not business. It's strictly personal.”
— Martin Scorsese ([41:50])
| Timestamp | Quote | Speaker | |-----------|--------------------------------------------------------------------------------|------------------| | 04:18 | "Making a movie is a brutal, soul-sucking endeavor that is not for the faint of heart." | Jake Brennan | | 05:20 | "Hollywood is Sodom disguised as paradise... It’s Lot’s wife bent brutally over the back of a casting couch." | Jake Brennan | | 32:50 | “Taxi Driver, as it was, was as perfect as it could get... He felt the boundary between art and reality slipping away.” | Jake Brennan | | 37:39 | "Desaturating it like Houston did in his picture gives the scene an ethereal feel." | Spielberg/Scorsese| | 40:34 | "What do you think this is, the army, where you shoot him a mile away? No, you gotta get up close like this. Bada Bing." | Brian De Palma | | 41:50 | "It's not business. It's strictly personal." | Martin Scorsese | | 42:06 | "Taxi Driver was released with the edit Martin Scorsese wanted... shocked moviegoers and thrilled critics." | Jake Brennan |
| Timestamp | Segment | |-----------|--------------------------------------------------------------| | 01:14 | Introduction to the “night of myth” and Scorsese’s crisis | | 05:20 | The ordeal and hell of Hollywood | | 12:40 | Columbia's rejection of Scorsese’s ending | | 16:50 | Scorsese’s breakdown and identification with Taxi Driver | | 17:00 | Friends race to Scorsese's apartment | | 21:00 | "Hollywood Brats" origin story on the beach | | 32:29 | Friends gather, Scorsese vents | | 36:30 | The "Moby Dick" inspiration and the color solution | | 40:34 | De Palma’s Godfather riff — gallows humor heals | | 41:50 | “It’s strictly personal” — Scorsese’s philosophy | | 42:06 | Outcome: Taxi Driver’s triumph |
This episode masterfully blurs fact and dramatic embellishment in keeping with DISGRACELAND’s tone—edgy, reverent, full of “dangerous” detail. It captures both the madness and the magic behind the making of a classic, spotlighting how siblinghood, artistic conviction, and dark humor remade cinema’s rules.
For Scorsese and his peers, filmmaking was “not business—it’s strictly personal.”