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So we did plan this out. So we, meaning the communications team, a number of the program directors, we planned it out. We said, all right, there's going to be a wind down to our grant making. We did not expect 2025 to be as intense as it was. We thought we were going to move about 30% of our available grant making assets. We made it 70, 60 to 70, depending on what spreadsheet you're looking at. But we knew that when we got to 2026, we would be in a heavy influence approach. Everyone knew it, from my board to my staff. So as we now are moving into the early part of February of 2026, I am not surprised that I am overwhelmed with trying to stay up on all the people I want to talk to and all the people that want to talk to us as we are. In addition to a pretty active lifestyle on LinkedIn social media, a newsletter called who Gives? That comes out every week in partnership with a writer named Ari Allen, who does amazing work. Their work has been much more, more better received than when I was writing it on my own. It's really the newsletter. I enjoy reading it as much as anyone. So we have that and Break Fake Rules, which is a podcast that comes out every week. You can get it on any of your podcasting platforms, all of which have been very, very well received by a lot of people in the sector. On top of it, we now have a book coming out called why Big Giving Falls Short. And that is coming out on St Patrick's Day, although you can pre order it now from all your favorite books, distributors, retailers, I should say. And, and so, yeah, it's, it's a, it's, it's going to be a really fast burn to the end of 27. And I may continue, probably will continue doing whatever we need to continue doing in influence work in 2829. I wrote this book with the Significant support of a woman named Heidi Taboni who's written number of books with people in philanthropy. And we're at the end of our time together and I, she said to me, do you think you'll ever want to write another book? And I said, no way, man. I am done. This thing was really hard work. I had no idea. So many people said it's really a lot of work to write a book. And I, and I wrote it. I really wrote the book really quickly in its first iteration. And when I and I but I knew it was really bad and I, that's when I brought on Heidi and she was like, I can confirm firm, it's really bad, but there's some really good stuff in here and I'm going to help you make it a good book. And I do think together we've written a really great book. Although she tells me not to say that she was involved, but I'm going to, I cannot help it. She was so good and such a great partner. So I'm really, really, really pleased with the book. I really am. And I think gets at everything we wanted to say about reflection in the sector, about looking, trying to see beyond this mindset of control that is so pervasive in our sector. The fact that we can't see beyond the minimum of our giving, the fact that we can't look into our investments and see the harm we're doing, the fact that we can't hear the communities that need so much more money than we give, but we can give. We don't give it, but we can. There's nothing stopping it other than the hedge fund managers are not going to want to give that money back when we ask for it. I have experience with that. So all of that, that's the only barriers that we've gotten into. These Ponzi schemes that are so nasty that if you try to get out of them, they really resist. But all of that said the book really I believe makes a really strong case for at the very least stopping and reflecting and looking in the mirror and asking where are you? On a spectrum from the one end being excessive donor control to the other end being community engagement. And the first question to ask any donor needs to ask this of themselves. If they have made a grant to a community foundation or a Schwab or Fidelity to create a donor advised fund. If you've made it, done that or you put a money into a private foundation where you are the only donor, if you can say to yourself that that is not your money anymore, then you are, you are ready to start approaching community engagement. Most donors, when you ask them about the foundation they govern, they will refer to it as their foundation and their money. And neither of those things are true. But that's what they've told themselves and that's what their staff has been told, and that's what they believe. And that's why this thing that is really a public entity is governed in a private way, governed with the donor's interests in mind, not the community's interests in mind. So the book, I think, does a good job going through my own story to some degree, a lot of stories of other people that have experienced this place. We really take you behind the scenes and underneath the hood of what it's like to be be in one of these places. So I think there will be some very enlightening moments for people in this book. I have had people who have worked in the foundation sector for years read it as we had a lot of early readers to give us feedback. And they said, you know, you hit on so many topics that I knew were there, but I can't explain why I never said anything about them before. And you say something about all of them. And I was like, I know, isn't that crazy how that happens? But you live in a mindset where this is all legitimate. And for that reason, I have a lot of empathy for donors and I have a lot of empathy for my friends and peers who continue to practice this stuff in such, in my mind, irresponsible ways, honestly. But I don't. It's a system. We're playing a role in it. And it's the way power distributes. And so I really believe that if people just give themselves a chance, take down their guard, pull down their defenses, read the book, go through the journey with me in the book and what I experienced. And it won't be their experience, but it'll be they'll have theirs. That on the other side of that will be an opening to things like trust based philanthropy and the new era of philanthropy that Dimple Apachandani just posted in Voule's latest book on reimagining philanthropy and so on. It's all there, but it's really hard to embrace it if your control is what's holding, holding you more than anything else. So this isn't a book. At times people are going to be like, hey man, easy, easy. Because I write that way, I get very worked up. There are times where I might be a little tongue lashy, but for the most part I think it is an invitation and it is an encouragement to just reflect and ask yourself, is this the way you want it to go? And I think I'm hoping that many people have it. And if you along the way, because we're distributing a lot of these copies, if you get one or two copies of the book beyond the one you've read, please give that book to the richest person in your life or the person you know advising the richest person in their life. Because we want everyone to get this book. We want people to read this book. I don't care. We're not making any money on this book. We're a foundation that's trying to get rid of all its money, but all the assets, all the proceeds will go to the foundation and we will move them right back out again. But mostly we just want people to read, reflect and embrace another way of giving. And not my way, ways that I've been as I already said, there are so many people have shown you the way. I'm just trying to help people see it. That's all I'm trying to do.