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Episode: The Pitfalls of Manhood with Terry Real
Date: August 19, 2025
Host: David Duchovny
Guest: Terry Real, therapist and author

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This episode dives into the often unspoken pitfalls of manhood, especially how societal and generational expectations around masculinity shape men’s ability to relate, fail, and ultimately heal. David Duchovny and renowned therapist and author Terry Real have an intimate, vulnerable discussion on inherited trauma, the myth of invulnerability, male depression, father-son dynamics, and the power and practice of relational living. The conversation is equal parts personal storytelling, therapeutic insight, and practical advice for breaking cycles and fostering true connection.

Key Discussion Points & Insights

1. Terry Real’s Origins in Therapy and Masculinity

• Context: David invites Terry to share what led him down this path, relating it to the theme of failure and self-examination.
• Personal & Family Roots: Terry grew up with a violent, depressed father—a model of unhealthy masculine power. This made him question and seek out what “healthy power” for a man should look like.
  • “My dad was a depressed, violent guy. I grew up with a model of masculine power...that was dominating and abusive. That’s not right, so I had to figure out what right looks like. In some ways, that's been the riddle of my life.” — Terry (04:58)
• Swing between Power and Softness: He highlights a pendulum in men: some abandon power to avoid repeating their fathers, others swing back (the “manosphere”), but neither extreme is healthy.

2. Hubris, Humility, and Relational Power

• Performance vs. Conduit: Both men discuss how success can stoke grandiosity, yet the deepest joy comes from being a “conduit” for something larger, not owning the power directly.
  • “You stand in it (your power), but it passes through you, and it’s not yours... Be proud of your part of the cooperation, and the power isn't you. It passes through.” — Terry (07:41)
  • “Those times when I have felt like, you know, that really wasn’t me. It was just like I’m a conduit of something. I knew it came through.” — David (10:08)
• The Masculine Shift: Terry references the story of Parsifal and the Holy Grail to illustrate the shift from asking “What do you got for me?” (boyhood) to “How do I need to show up for you?” (manhood).
  • “That’s the shift from a boy to a man.” — Terry (12:24)
• Ancient Wisdom: David marvels at how myth and religion intuited these lessons long before psychology.

3. Male Depression & Disconnection

• Cause: Terry’s breakthrough came from recognizing that many men are “knocked out of relationship” by patriarchal socialization.
  • “Little boys feel things, but they know better than to express it. The code has landed on them... Each sex is asked to give up half our humanity. Girls can’t be strong, and boys can’t be vulnerable... It’s a lie. We all are both.” — Terry (19:33)
  • “We connect to each other through vulnerability...It leaves us lonely, admired, but not connected with. It's a recipe for disaster.” — Terry (20:50)
• David’s Experience: He shares how avoiding vulnerability led him not just to miss pain, “but also joy.”
  • “When you become invulnerable, it’s not just that you won’t feel pain; you also won’t feel joy.” — David (22:51)

4. Relational Joy vs. Individual Gratification

• Difference Explained: Real joy is found in connection, not personal achievement or gratification.
  • “Gratification is a short-term hit... Relational joy is a deeper down pleasure. That’s what makes us happy. That’s what we human beings are designed for.” — Terry (23:44)
• Poignant Parenting Moment: David describes being moved to tears when his son, as a young adult, genuinely asked about his dad’s well-being—an example of deep relational connection. (25:01)
  • “My son asked me about myself... I just burst into sobs. I remembered them because...they’re deep, they’re nurturing, they’re juicy. That’s life.” — David & Terry (25:34–27:46)
• Cycle-Breaking: Terry affirms that David’s vulnerability with his kids paved the way for such moments: “Every minute that you dared to do that with your kids is why he can pick up the phone at 22 and say, ‘Dad, how are you?’” — Terry (28:35)

5. Parenting in Relation: Steering on Ice

• Relational Parenting: Terry advises parents to resist the Superman ideal: just be there, responsive and loving, not perfect.
  • “Being a parent is steering on ice... You try something out...pay attention to the feedback and move with it.” — Terry (29:02)
• Being Real: “If you share your feelings and your kid is anxious, lay off. There’s no magic answer, just being in relationship and seeing how it goes.” — Terry (29:14)

6. Men’s Work, Icarus Syndrome, and ‘Quality vs. Quantity Time’

• The Icarus Syndrome: Men overcompensate in work as a means of providing—often at the expense of actual relationship with their family.
  • “You think you’re being a hero...they're sitting home going, ‘Where the hell’s Dad?’” — Terry (32:58)
• Debunking Quality Time: David and Terry agree that “quality time” is a myth. Connection arises in “sheer quantity” and the “in between” moments.
  • “Quality time isn’t a real thing. The revelations and the moments of relationship happen in the quantity of time.” — David (34:13)
  • “Quality time is a yuppie invention...Families operate in the corners...All relationships are about hanging out.” — Terry (34:28)

7. Terry’s Approach to Therapy & Addressing Personal Failure

• Relational Life Therapy (RLT):
  • Terry explains that his school of therapy is based on honesty, directness, and modeling relational behavior—eschewing clinical neutrality.
  • If he doesn’t “like” a client, he will address it skillfully and honestly:
    • “I'm with you and I don't like you...The difference between being at a bar...and being your therapist is: I allow myself to feel that, then I go up—what's he doing that's so assholey?...And I bring it back to you and deal with it...I try to reach beyond to the ‘relational guy’ inside.” — Terry (37:46)
• The Adaptive Child: Terry describes the “adaptive child” part of us—survival adaptations from early experience that sabotage adult relationships.
  • “Most people walk into my office living as the ‘adaptive child’... You needed it back then. Let's calm that little boy and get to a different part of you.” — Terry (42:06)

8. Family of Origin, Fawn Response, and Caretaking Patterns

• David’s Upbringing: Grew up with a mother both loving and volatile; he learned to “fix” and suppress his problems to protect her, a template that remained into adulthood.
  • “Anytime I'm out of relation, anytime I'm in confrontation, I feel a desperate fear that the other person is going to hurt themselves or give up.” — David (47:00)
• Caretaker Dynamics: Terry tunes in:
  • “The consequence...is that's your adaptive child. So you bring your caretaking into your relationships...It’s hard to be vulnerable.” — Terry (48:14)
  • This leads to habitual lying, presenting a perfect front to avoid burdening others—an intimacy blocker.

9. Pia Mellody’s Influence & Generational Healing

• Empathic Reversal: Terry describes how trauma gets transmitted, and how, in healing, we learn to feel empathy for our child-selves and hold perpetrators accountable.
  • “I call that now empathic reversal. The child has hyper empathy for the perpetrator and loses empathy for themselves. Pia's work reverses that—empathy for the little boy and holding the perpetrator accountable.” — Terry (53:43)
  • “You can change someone’s life in a few sessions by doing that work.” — Terry (54:03)

10. Forgiveness, Accountability, and Family Closure

• On Forgiveness: Terry rejects the language of “forgiveness”—prefers accountability and moving on without minimizing harm.
  • “It’s not okay, and it’ll never be. You’re not absolved. I will move on...You did a lot of damage, and you’re responsible for that damage.” — Terry (54:12)
• Generational Legacy: Terry shares his father’s deathbed words, urging his sons to do better—a moving moment of late-in-life honesty.
  • “When you’re where I am now, the only thing that matters is love. Everything else is bullshit.” — Terry (55:00)
• David’s Mother's Last Truth: David shares a deeply personal story about his mother’s final years and a moment of liberating truth, recognizing how family dynamics persist and how truth, even given obliquely or unintentionally, can offer release. (58:45)

Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

• [07:41] Terry: "You stand in it and it passes through you, and it's not yours."
• [10:08] David: "It's the most joyful moments and the least kind of ego driven moments. In fact, I come to question these moments when my ego gets satisfied."
• [19:33] Terry: "I talk about normal boyhood trauma under patriarchy... Each sex is asked to give up half our humanity."
• [22:51] David: "When you become invulnerable, it's not just the trade off that you're making is, yes, I won't feel pain, I won't feel weakness, but I also won't feel joy."
• [25:34] David: "I put the phone down because I burst into sobs that my son asked me about myself."
• [28:35] Terry: "The fact that you dared to do that with your kids is why he can pick up the phone at 22 and say, dad, how are you?"
• [32:58] Terry: "I call it the Icarus syndrome. You leave your wife and kids... you go so overboard at it that they're sitting home going, where the hell's Dad?"
• [34:24] David: "I realized that's bullshit. It's quantity time. Because quality time isn't a real thing."
• [42:06] Terry: "Let's take a look at that adaptive part of you. You needed it back then, let's calm that little boy down and get to a different part of you that can do better."
• [53:43] Terry: "Empathic reversal. The child has hyper empathy for the perpetrator and loses empathy for themselves."
• [55:00] Terry (Father's last words): "I could have done a lot better than I did. And my hope for you boys is that you do better than I did. And I gotta tell you... when you’re where I am now, the only thing that matters is love. Everything else is bullshit. You take it from me. It's about love."

Timestamps for Critical Segments

• 03:01 — Terry Real’s personal/family roots and entering therapy
• 07:32-12:25 — Discussion of healthy power, humility, spiritual metaphors (“Parsifal”)
• 19:23-23:44 — Male depression, relational trauma, the myth of invulnerability
• 25:01-27:46 — Parental vulnerability: David’s story about his son
• 29:02 — Advice for being a relational parent
• 32:58-35:26 — Working at the expense of relation; “quantity vs. quality time”
• 37:46-39:46 — Terry’s therapy style, honesty with clients, adaptive child work
• 42:06-46:57 — Explanation of trauma/childhood adaptation in adult relationships
• 53:43-54:03 — Pia Mellody’s influence; empathic reversal and giving back “carried energy”
• 55:00-56:13 — Terry recounts his father’s last words: “only thing that matters is love”
• 58:45-61:16 — David’s story: his mother’s final “truth” and moment of liberation

Tone and Takeaways

Throughout, the tone is frank, respectful, warm, and occasionally raw—with both host and guest modeling the vulnerable relational stance they advocate. The episode is less about straightforward “fixes” and more about awareness, repair, and the ongoing, imperfect project of failing, loving, and “failing better.” It’s an honest, moving exploration of why men—why all people—struggle with connection and what it means to break generational patterns by owning our humanity.

For Listeners Who Haven’t Tuned In:
This episode provides a deeply resonant, practical, and emotionally intelligent look at manhood, healing, and the relational work of living—and failing—better. Real-life stories, myth, and therapy wisdom blend to offer insight for anyone navigating family, masculinity, or the journey to honest connection.