Financial Audit with Caleb Hammer
Episode: "The Internet's Biggest Freak | Financial Audit" (June 18, 2025)
Episode Overview
This episode features Matt, a 28-year-old from Everett, Pennsylvania, as he undergoes a candid "financial audit" with host Caleb Hammer. The conversation delves into Matt’s struggles with impulsive spending (primarily on anime figures and merch), severe debt accumulated through gambling, his reliance on parental support into adulthood, hyperfixation on hobbies, and ongoing challenges in finding motivation and independence. Caleb uses his signature blend of direct, irreverent humor and practical financial advice to dissect Matt’s finances and broader life choices.
Key Discussion Points & Insights
1. Matt's Background and Financial Situation (01:22–06:00)
- Job: Project Manager at a countertop company, earning $3,400/month after taxes, working ~50 hours/week.
- "I don't know what my job is. I just work there." (01:36)
- Debt: Initially self-estimated at $50,000, but as Caleb details, it’s actually $85,322.52, spread over multiple credit cards, personal loans, and family loans.
- "Oh, for fck's sake. It's $85,322.52."* — Caleb (04:50)
- Matt underestimates or doesn’t track specifics.
- Living Situation: Rents alone in a property owned by his dad for just $450/month. Often late on payments.
- Parental Involvement: Mother regularly adds money to his account when it’s overdrawn; reliant on family for many basic supports.
2. Spending Habits & Addictions (06:36–13:00)
- Hobby Hyperfixations: Cycling through expensive hobbies—was spending $1,000+/month on anime figures, now intermittently spending hundreds on merch, skincare, stationery, and other fleeting interests.
- "I was spending about $1,000 a month, maybe a bit more last year [on anime figures]." — Matt (06:49)
- Goon Cave: Massive collection of figures/posters, some explicit (“tits galore”) and a $5,000 hat ("kind of ruined now"). Caleb jokes about the state of Matt's room and pursuit of "goon material."
- "You lost $3 million. That's insane." — Caleb (00:54)
- Financial Disregard: Routinely prioritizes hobby purchases over rent and debt payments.
- "If you are not paying your rent on time...how are you gonna live on your own?" — Caleb (35:07)
- Gambling: Lost approx. $60,000 over two years (stock speculation, sports betting, especially around meme stocks like GameStop and Russian table tennis), funded both with own savings and multiple high-interest loans.
- "Most of that was within two months, like 40,000." — Matt (59:28)
- "You live a dangerous life. You are beyond addictive personality." — Caleb (60:14)
- Subscriptions: Ongoing subscriptions for anime/manga, Audible, OF, DoorDash, and more.
- Coping & Motivation: Struggles with motivation, self-discipline, and coping strategies; acknowledges severe autism and ADHD as factors.
3. Family Dynamics & Enabling (13:30–15:00; 65:39–73:12)
- Coddling & Enabling: Parents provide subsidized rent, job through father's business (which Matt feels obliged to keep), direct cash bailouts, and no real consequences for financial irresponsibility.
- "You're just spoiled, coddled to your own detriment." — Caleb (81:13)
- Confronting Family: Caleb presses Matt to have frank conversations with his parents; live on air, Matt calls his dad to confess the scope of his debts and gambling problem.
- "I had $30,000 in savings. I lost it all, and I accrued $20,000 of bad debt because I was gambling and I'm still gambling." — Matt (70:54)
- Father's reaction is muted, offering support rather than tough love.
- Plan for Change: Caleb urges Matt to assert financial independence (no more mom in bank account, plan to move out, pay rent to non-family).
4. Self-Awareness, Neurodivergence & Social Issues (04:17–16:00; 26:48–27:29)
- Neurodivergence: Matt openly discusses being autistic and having severe ADHD, using it as a partial explanation for compulsive spending and social awkwardness.
- Relationships: Struggles with dating (toxic long-distance Discord relationships, often isolated socially), isn’t currently dating, and has few in-person friends.
- Lack of Purpose: Frequently expresses feeling lost in career and life; isn’t sure what he wants to do, but interested in more math- or tech-based work if possible.
- "What should I be doing? What's the purpose? ... I don't know." — Matt (11:12)
- Desire for Change: Agrees leaving Everett and experiencing independence would be beneficial, but lacks concrete steps or confidence on how to proceed.
5. Caleb’s Advice and Action Steps (96:00–End)
- Debt Repayment: Aggressive focus on paying down high-interest "bad debt" ($37,582), suggesting extra jobs to free up potential for independence in 2–3 years.
- Career: Pushes Matt to find better, more fulfilling work more aligned with skills/interests.
- Budgeting: Strongly recommends closing all credit cards, using only secured debit-style cards to avoid further debt ("No credit cards. They’re like sugar in the house.").
- Social/Life Changes: Encourages building real-world social connections, moving from parental dependency, finding healthier hobbies/coping strategies.
- Therapy: Recommends that Matt work with a therapist on impulse control, addiction, and building coping skills.
- Financial Independence: Caleb stresses personal responsibility and warns against continued reliance on family:
- "Mommy in the checking account? Not anymore. They’re keeping the roof overhead? Not anymore. Need you to get out there." (26:23)
- Final Challenge: Calls for Matt to sell his anime collection to pay down debt and reconsider priorities/lifestyle.
- "What's the goal? Is the goal goon tits all around the room? Or is the goal moving away and having a little bit of independence and separating from mommy and daddy?" — Caleb (37:40)
Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments
- Hyperfixation & Impulsivity
"I get into certain interests every now and then... That's dangerous. And that’s always very expensive." — Caleb & Matt (04:25) - On Debt Realization:
"It is not $50,000. You think your debt's $50,000?... It's $85,322.52.” — Caleb (04:50)
"I don't believe that. How’s that? Where'd that come from?" — Matt (04:53) - On Parent-Enabled Irresponsibility:
"You're late sometimes because it's your dad, huh?” — Caleb (13:58)
"I'm taking advantage of their kindness a lot of the time.” — Matt (14:10) - On Gambling Losses:
"I probably lost $60,000 in gambling overall." — Matt (58:47)
"You lost $3 million. That's insane." — Caleb (00:54; calculated as lost opportunity cost in long-term investing) - On Coping Skills:
"Impulsive desires as opposed to something more solid." — Matt (49:45) - *Credit Card Use:"
"I don't think my past is reflective that I can be trusted with credit cards." — Matt (43:24) - On Moving:
"Hopefully go to a place where you can find a community, really settle down, get some exposure from the world. And disconnect from our parents financially and life-controlling.” — Caleb (26:23) - On Addiction Cycle:
"It’s gambling to anime. You get hyper fixated and then you don't care about the consequences." — Caleb (79:23) - On Taking Action:
"Pick up a second job, pay off this debt quicker... and you go use it as first month's, last month's, security deposit, and you move somewhere and live a little bit of independence." — Caleb (96:36)
Important Segment Timestamps
- Debt Realization and Breakdown: 04:50–05:56
- Anime Figure Spending/Collection: 06:36–07:00; revisit 29:42–31:06
- Rent and Parental Enablement: 13:58–15:01
- Gambling Confession and Call to Dad: 57:39–71:55
- Hyperfixation Hobbies (including Skincare): 91:16–92:27
- Budget, Minimum Payments, and Action Steps: 95:15–96:46
- Closing Thoughts & Caleb’s Recommendations: 96:46–End
Tone & Style
- Highly conversational, direct, irreverent, and sometimes crude—open jokes about sexuality, neurodivergence, and "goon caves" underscore the vulnerability and unfiltered approach of the show.
- Caleb balances tough love (“That’s not a reason—that’s an excuse.”) with moments of encouragement and actionable advice.
Takeaways for Listeners
- Matt's case is a stark cautionary tale: how easy access to consumer credit, impulsive spending, and addiction can devastate not just personal finances but long-term life goals.
- The importance of honest self-assessment, boundaries with family, and addressing root psychological issues (such as gambling addiction and ADHD) as equally vital as any financial strategy.
- The episode is a mix of raw personal revelation and hard financial numbers—a transparent, sometimes cringe-inducing look at the impacts of compulsive behavior and familial enabling.
Conclusion
This episode is both a financial intervention and a portrait of a young man navigating mental health, addiction, and delayed adulthood. Caleb’s advice is uncompromising but constructive: Matt must curb impulsivity, seek independence, and take tangible steps toward self-determination if his financial—and personal—future is to change. The episode is a must-listen for anyone struggling with the intersection of neurodivergence, addiction, and money.
