Exploring what I thought Tony Robbins’ messages and tapes did to my Dad who terrorized my childhood. I admit to myself only recently that I am scared shitless and run away from this type of stuff because I also have my dad’s ability to communicate and charm — fearing I will turn into the same type of guy who cheats on his wife, beats his children, and changes his identity multiple times, constantly swindling and never owning up to his responsibilities. This is the final episode of season 1 and means, even more, because my brother joined me in this episode to help unpack these experiences.