HardLore: Stories from Tour – Episode Featuring Akil Godsey (End It)
Release Date: November 21, 2024
Hosts: Colin Young (God's Hate) & Bo Lueders (Harms Way)
Guest: Akil Godsey (End It)

Introduction

In this compelling episode of HardLore: Stories from Tour, hosts Colin Young and Bo Lueders welcome Akil Godsey, the charismatic frontman of the Baltimore-based hardcore band End It. The conversation delves deep into Akil's journey in the hardcore scene, his experiences touring, personal life, and the evolution of the music genre.

Early Musical Career

Akil begins by recounting his initial foray into the hardcore scene with his first band, Malicious Code.

[04:37] Akil Godsey: "The Code was the first band I ever had the opportunity to front. That was around 2014 to 2016."

Though Malicious Code never achieved significant success, it laid the foundation for Akil's musical ambitions. He fondly remembers writing "Satanibus," describing it as one of his coolest songs, influenced by his personal experiences and lifestyle.

[06:12] Akil Godsey: "I wrote 'Satanibus,' which I think is still one of the coolest songs I ever wrote because I was obviously smoking weed."

Joining End It

Akil shares the story of how he became the frontman for End It, emphasizing the band's mission to embody the true essence of hardcore.

[27:25] Akil Godsey: "We had no intentions of really playing it out or touring or anything. It just wanted to be like, yeah, here's 10 minutes of what actually is hardcore. I'll see you kids in hell."

His authentic approach resonated with the band and the local scene, leading to a natural fit within End It. The collaboration with members from other respected Baltimore bands like Flat Spot Records enriched the group's dynamic.

[22:09] Akil Godsey: "So, like, I'm from Baltimore. We're lucky to have them. We're flying the flag for Baltimore in hardcore the most."

Life Outside Music

Balancing a demanding music career with personal responsibilities, Akil discusses his role as a father and his unique job during the pandemic.

[16:24] Akil Godsey: "I was an agent representing the State Anatomy Board, picking up bodies when people passed away unexpectedly."

This intense job not only provided financial stability during uncertain times but also offered a stark contrast to his life on the road. Akil reflects on the psychological impact of handling life and death regularly.

[18:05] Akil Godsey: "Every time my money's funny, I'm lashes. I did it."

Touring Stories

Akil's tales from the road are both chaotic and enlightening. From managing violent moshing scenes to memorable interactions with fans, his experiences paint a vivid picture of life as a hardcore musician.

[21:05] Akil Godsey: "We play hardcore music. Like, I would go to the show with the intention of maybe not coming home. Cause who knows what's gonna happen?"

One standout story involves an altercation at a Baltimore venue where Akil had to defend the club from a disruptive patron, resulting in a temporary suspension from work.

[91:29] Akil Godsey: "I shoved him. He went for the double leg. I sprawled. I hold him down, I soccer kicked his shit. And now I have to not come to work for three months."

These anecdotes highlight the volatile nature of touring and the lengths Akil goes to maintain order and respect within the hardcore community.

Musical Influences

Akil's musical influences are diverse, ranging from hardcore legends to unexpected genres. His ability to transcribe and incorporate various styles into End It's sound showcases his versatility.

[85:00] Akil Godsey: "Shocker from Burn. Occasionally, I find myself doing like a Puerto Rican mic from District 9 because we share similar vibes."

He also expresses admiration for bands like Shelter and mentions how their work has influenced his approach to hardcore music.

[86:15] Akil Godsey: "Don't forget the Struggle. Don't forget the Streets. Warzone Culture Shock. My Four Walls Falling."

Perspectives on the Hardcore Scene

Akil offers insightful commentary on the state of the hardcore scene, particularly in Baltimore. He emphasizes the importance of authenticity and community, contrasting the older generation's approach with the evolving new wave of hardcore enthusiasts.

[117:18] Akil Godsey: "They don’t care and I can't expect them to care. I’m just happy ahead one more day."

He advocates for fostering genuine connections within the scene, ensuring that new members understand and appreciate the roots and ethics of hardcore music.

[119:25] Akil Godsey: "Just be respectful. You treat people the way they deserve to be treated."

Upcoming Projects

Looking ahead, Akil discusses End It's forthcoming LP, describing it as a blend of high-energy mosh-inducing tracks with an authentic hardcore essence.

[70:15] Akil Godsey: "It's looking like we'll be done late January, early February with anywhere from 12 to 14 songs."

He hints at including a cover song, underscoring the band's commitment to delivering raw and powerful music.

[70:37] Akil Godsey: "There's a cover in there. And the band we're covering... I literally got permission to cover the song."

Personal Insights and Beliefs

Beyond music, Akil shares his perspectives on various topics, including his skepticism towards ghosts and his commitment to activism.

[120:35] Akil Godsey: "Free Palestine, Free Sudan, Free Congo. Free Haiti, Free Lebanon. And maybe one day we'll free ourselves."

His grounding in reality, contrasted with occasional humorous takes on personal experiences, paints a picture of a grounded yet passionate individual.

Conclusion

The episode culminates with heartfelt exchanges, showcasing Akil's dedication to hardcore music, his resilience in balancing life's challenges, and his unwavering commitment to his community. His closing remarks emphasize the importance of unity, respect, and authenticity within the hardcore scene.

[121:25] Akil Godsey: "Free Palestine, Free Sudan, Free Congo. ... Don't vote. Don't vote. Disengage. They're taking advantage of you."

Hosts Colin and Bo commend Akil for his raw honesty and dedication, leaving listeners with a profound appreciation for his journey and the enduring spirit of hardcore music.

Notable Quotes

• Akil Godsey [06:12]: "I wrote 'Satanibus,' which I think is still one of the coolest songs I ever wrote because I was obviously smoking weed."

• Akil Godsey [27:25]: "We had no intentions of really playing it out or touring or anything. It just wanted to be like, yeah, here's 10 minutes of what actually is hardcore. I'll see you kids in hell."

• Akil Godsey [91:29]: "I shoved him. He went for the double leg. I sprawled. I hold him down, I soccer kick his shit. And now I have to not come to work for three months."

• Akil Godsey [120:35]: "Free Palestine, Free Sudan, Free Congo. Free Haiti, Free Lebanon. And maybe one day we'll free ourselves."

This episode of HardLore: Stories from Tour offers an unfiltered glimpse into Akil Godsey's life, blending intense touring stories with personal struggles and triumphs. It's a testament to the enduring power of hardcore music and the people who live it authentically.