HardLore: Stories from Tour – Episode Featuring Jamie Pushbutton (Hatebreed, Death Threat)
Release Date: February 6, 2025

Introduction

In this landmark episode of HardLore: Stories from Tour, hosts Colin Young and Bo Lueders delve deep into the chaotic and inspiring journey of Jamie Muckenhaupt, better known as Jamie Pushbutton. As a pivotal figure in the hardcore, punk, and metal scenes of the late '90s, Jamie shares his experiences, challenges, and triumphs with the audience, providing invaluable insights into the life of a touring musician in the hardcore community.

Early Life and Musical Genesis

Jamie Muckenhaupt hails from Springfield, Massachusetts, where his introduction to music was heavily influenced by the local metal scene.

"I got into metal through a head shop in Springfield with Iron Maiden and Sabbath banners," Jamie recalls ([04:19]).

A pivotal friendship introduced him to punk rock, particularly the early British acts like the Sex Pistols and The Clash, which shaped his musical direction.

"We would play old Sex Pistol songs, little Clash songs," Jamie explains ([05:25]).

Formation of Bloodbath and Push Button

At the tender age of 14, Jamie took up the drums, initially as a necessity for his first band, Last Breath. However, it was his involvement with Andy Crespo, Bruce LePage's roommate and a pivotal figure in the local music scene, that led to the formation of Bloodbath—a band that would later evolve into Push Button.

"Andy introduced me to a lot of music, but he introduced Bruce and me. Then, we just put everyone in the same room," Jamie shares ([10:35]).

Andy Crespo played a crucial role in consolidating the members, fostering a collaborative environment that birthed Bloodbath, and eventually Push Button.

Recording Satisfaction with Hatebreed

One of the most significant milestones in Jamie's career was recording the album "Satisfaction" with Hatebreed. Reflecting on this period, Jamie shares his technical frustrations and artistic regrets.

"The one thing that, like, from a drummer's perspective, that I don't love about Satisfaction is that I sold my china. It'd probably be a totally different record if I used a china," Jamie admits ([22:18]).

Colin responds with enthusiasm about the iconic 18-inch Zildjian China Cymbal, expressing a desire to see Jamie use it in future recordings.

"Jamie, I'm going to tell you something: whenever time machine technology is invented, I'm going back and handing you a crisp 18-inch Zildjian China," Colin jokes ([22:31]).

Jamie acknowledges this sentiment, emphasizing the importance of cymbal selection in defining the album's sound.

Touring with Hatebreed and Death Threat

Jamie’s tenure with Hatebreed and Death Threat marked a period of intense touring and collaboration. Discussing his integration into Hatebreed, Jamie highlights the band's momentum and the natural progression from Push Button to more prominent acts.

"Push Button was winding down... Hatebreed was picking up momentum," Jamie explains ([42:05]).

His collaboration with Death Threat extended his influence internationally, allowing him to tour Europe for the first time, performing at events like Revolution Calling in Eindhoven and in cities across Canada.

"Last year with Death Threat, we played Revolution Calling in Eindhoven... It was incredible," Jamie recounts ([79:04]).

Struggles, Incarceration, and Redemption

Jamie opens up about his battles with drug addiction, which ultimately led to his arrest and a 20-year sentence—of which he served seven years. During his incarceration, Jamie found solace and purpose through music, participating in prison bands despite the harsh conditions.

"Getting locked up was the best thing to happen to me," Jamie reflects ([56:55]).

He credits his time in prison with forcing him to confront his addiction and re-evaluate his life choices, leading to his eventual sobriety and return to the music scene.

"Having said that, I wish I could have learned that with a two-year sentence," Jamie confesses ([57:46]).

Reunion and Current Endeavors

Upon his release, Jamie reunited with Death Threat, reigniting his passion for music and contributing to anniversary shows that resonate deeply with fans. Reflecting on his return:

"It felt incredible," Jamie shares about performing with Death Threat again ([54:13]).

He discusses ongoing plans to write new music with Death Threat, ensuring that the band's legacy continues to evolve while honoring its roots.

Personal Life and Reflections

Jamie provides a candid look into his personal life, discussing his role as a father and the challenges of balancing family with his musical endeavors. He emphasizes the importance of strong relationships and the support he has received from friends within the hardcore community.

"It's a good friend, you're riding my bike to work. Just have my mind blown," Jamie remarks on his interactions with other musicians ([74:12]).

His journey is a testament to resilience and the transformative power of music, illustrating how one can overcome significant adversity through passion and support.

Notable Quotes

• Jamie Muckenhaupt:
  "I wasn't a knucklehead. I made a pretty conscious decision once I realized I could get out when I was, you know, 50." ([56:52])

• Colin Young:
  "You've inspired many. You will continue to inspire many, and now they get to know you a little bit better, and so have I." ([89:35])

• Jamie Muckenhaupt:
  "I've always respected drummers like Mackie and Carl Cage for their influence on my style." ([35:07])

Conclusion

The episode concludes with a heartfelt exchange between the hosts and Jamie, celebrating his contributions to the hardcore scene and his personal journey of redemption. Jamie expresses his gratitude for the opportunity to share his story, marking HardLore: Stories from Tour as a definitive chronicle of the relentless spirit that drives the hardcore community.

"This is the first podcast or really interview that I've ever done. So it was fun and I definitely kind of had built up in my head a little bit because some of this stuff feels like a lifetime ago," Jamie reflects ([86:44]).

Colin and Bo express their admiration and appreciation, underscoring Jamie's lasting impact on the genre and inspiring new generations of musicians.

Insights and Reflections

Jamie Pushbutton’s narrative is a powerful blend of passion, struggle, and redemption. His experiences highlight the volatile life of a hardcore musician—balancing the demands of touring, personal demons, and the unyielding pursuit of artistic expression. The episode serves as both a tribute and a cautionary tale, illustrating how music can be a double-edged sword that offers both solace and challenges.

Final Thoughts

HardLore: Stories from Tour successfully captures the essence of Jamie Pushbutton's journey, offering listeners an authentic and engaging portrayal of life on the hardcore touring circuit. Through candid conversations and poignant reflections, Jamie's story becomes a beacon of resilience and unwavering dedication to the music he loves.