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Welcome back to In Totality. I've been away for a while, but I'm back and I'm so happy you guys. I've had some really interesting time away and I'm so excited to finally be back with you guys here on In Totality. Listen, if this is your first time, my name is Megan Ashley. I will be your host of this podcast and if you are joining for the first time, welcome. I hope that you've been able to maybe catch up on some past episodes. But we are back for, I guess this is what they call season two. I never, I don't think I intentionally thought to do like seasons, but I mean I took, I took a, a significant sabbatical. So I guess this would be season two of In Totality. And I'm so excited, excited but nervous to be back. I have not been in the routine of podcasting, but I guess it's kind of like riding a bike. Like you get back on it and, and you, you find your rhythm. But I do believe that this season, or I pray at least this season will show kind of just how fruitful the time away was for me. And, and I play, pray that it blesses you. I pray that it is just as beneficial to you as it's been to me. And so I pray that on the time that, that you've been away, if, if In Totality was like, this is my podcast. This is what I listen to weekly. I pray that you were able to spend some more time with the Lord. Pray that you were able to spend some more time in His Word, in His presence. I even pray that you maybe found some other really amazing content creators and podcasts that. That, you know, speak of God's word and his nature and his character, and that lead you back to him. Because there are so many great podcasts and content creators. So I hope you were able to find one while we were kind of on this break. But again, I am. I'm so happy to be back. Also, I kind of wanted to just talk to you guys about what this last couple weeks have been like, or not weeks, months. We. Our last podcast was, I think, in December, and here we are in March, and I actually have a birthday this week, and I'm really excited about that. And just. So God's just doing a bunch of newness, and he's been doing a lot of just work in me. And I started off this. This sabbatical, and to be honest with you guys, I really had no intentions of ever pausing. But after experiencing such, like, an increase in ministry and an increase in influence that I had last year, we did, you know, from the podcast to speaking engagements, we had the Acts 2:42 conference, which was just. Phenomen really felt. I just really felt a pull and a tug of the Lord to just take a break. And. And there was a part of me that was kind of fearful in doing that, because at the end of the day, this is. This is my. This is my job, in a sense. This is how I, you know, make a living. And so if I stop doing that, what does that mean for me? Right? What does that mean for me? What does that mean for my team? What does that mean for. For just our livelihood? And I just kept feeling like the Lord was like, you need to take a break. Like, you need to pause. And even in just in wise counsel, like, I remember having a conversation with Pastor Jerry Flowers, and he was just like, take a break. Like, I promise you, take a break. You're gonna. Like, you're gonna be better for it. So as we were getting kind of coming down off of Acts 2:42, I'm just like, you know what? I need a break. I need a break. And this is for you content creators, like, especially those who are doing content creation in the context of ministry, in the context of, like. Yeah. Of proclaiming the gospel. And, you know, you get to a place where you're constantly outpouring. You're just. Week after week, you're getting on a podcast, you're talking. You're. You're going and speaking Engagements, you're do. Like, I had Patreon. I was doing stuff on Patreon. It was just constant outpouring. And so as I'm going to God, I'm, you know, I'm, I have my time with him, and I'm, I'm, I'm spending time with him, but it became a thing where I was spending time with him just so that I could, like, fill my tank so that I can go run the engine again so I can just go in and burn the fuel again. And I just feel like, to protect my soul, I needed a break. Like, to protect my, my, my mind, I needed a break. And I even felt convicted. And I've talked about this on maybe some other platforms. I don't know how much I've really talked about it here, but there was a point in time where I felt so convicted about going to the Lord. Like, I remember towards the end of last year, I'm going to the Lord, and I'm like, you know, I'm praying, saying all the right things, and I just felt like the Lord was like, nah, like, nope, like, you're not coming to me to spend time with me. You're coming to me so that you can have something to say. You're coming to me so that you can, you know, say something good on your podcast or say something good on that person's podcast or say, say something at this speaking engagement. Like, this is no longer about me. This is about you. Instead of centering the Lord in my intimate time with him, I was centering myself in was I, I need God to do this. I need you to do this. I need you to do this. I, I, you know, I need a revelation. I need this. I need you to make me feel better. I need to feel spiritual. And it, like, I'm centering myself in my intimacy with the Lord. And towards the end of the year, I was becoming more and more convicted about it. Like, he was no longer enough. And, you know, even just saying it now, it, it just, man, it, it rocks me because he is enough. You know, he's God and he's enough. And in our intimate time with him and in our, our prayer and just, yeah, our intimacy with him, he should be centered in that. And I know we think that praying, like, yeah, of course you're centering the Lord, but think of, like, I had to take inventory of what I was saying and, and the posture that I was coming to him with, and, and I just, I was like, yeah, man, I need to take a break. I need to take a break. I need to. I need to, you know, I need to spend some time with the Lord, and I need him to, like, gut my heart. Like, I need him to check my heart. And so that's really what that time off was about. And as I was taking time off, I was. I kept seeing Megan Faye Marshman. I would see her pop up on my. On my Instagram, and I would see her, you know, her content about her book relaxed and it kept. It was such an intriguing thing to me. Like, the way that she talked about. It was such an intriguing. Like, it intrigued me. And so I. I ordered the book. I ordered one for me and. And for Jordan and. Cause I need someone to read a book with me. Like, I can't sometimes. Like, there are certain books where it's like, I need someone to read this with me. Let's walk through it together. Because I need someone to kind of bounce things off of. Like, when she said this, what do you think? And da da da. That was so good, right? Like, and to. To keep me accountable. Like, when, you know, y'all know, when I did Beta Satan, it was me, Jay and Jordan. We all read the book together. And I could not stop talking about that book. Well, welcome to season two. I can't stop talking about Relax by Megan Fate Marshman. That is going to be the book that I'm telling y'all to get. It is fantastic. And so as I knew, I was entering in sabatical. I wasn't going to be podcasting. I wasn't going to be on social media. I. That this book was, like, going to be the book that I, you know, I wanted to go into the new year reading and so started to read the book. And I'm going to be honest with you guys. When I first went on sabbatical, it was not super spiritual. I was laying in bed watching tv. Like, I'm like, this is great. I got it. I'm on vacation. Like, I'm not podcast. I'm not speaking really, in a lot of places. Like, I'm chilling, right? I'm not on social media. So, like, I'm watching movies, I'm watching Netflix. I'm reading books, I'm playing games. Like, Jordan had me download the most crazy games. Block Blast. I'm like. Like, I literally had, like, I'm going to talk to you guys. I'm going to get to it. But I literally had to fast Block Blast. Because it was something. I was, like, obsessed with this. Like, what is the game called? Airplane Chef. Have you Guys heard of it. It's fantastic. It's literally the best game. Like, I was spending so much money, not so much money. But I'm not ashamed, because I'm not ashamed. But I was like buying all the coins so that I could keep playing Airplane Chef. And it's ridiculous. Like, anyway, so, you know, I'm chilling. Like, I'm watching, you know, TV and movies and documentaries and I'm playing Block Blast and Airplane Chef and I got my feet up and I'm chilling like it wasn't as convicted as I was about taking a break. I did not go into it, like, super spiritual. And then, you know, we get to the beginning of the year and our church always takes a. A week fast. And so as I'm reading relaxed, it's in the middle of us going into this fast. And Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell was like, you know, we're going to do a seven day fast. I remember I did it last year. And he gives you kind of two options. He's like, you can go seven days, no eating nothing but water, no social media, no entertainment. So that means like no tv, no pleasures, like no movies, no, like seven days, nothing. It's water and Jesus literally like, that's it. And then the second option was like three days, no, no food, all water. But also no, no pleasures either. And so last year, I ain't gonna hold you. I'm doing three days. That was an automatic. I wasn't even trying to second guess it, trying to challenge myself. Nah, I'm doing three days and that's it. Because seven days sounds crazy, but this year, I remember we were at church and I kind of, I knew this was coming up because I, I knew we were gonna, you know, he does it every year. So I knew it was coming up. And so I'm preparing my argument to the Lord, like I'm, I'm preparing my defense because I know he's going to speak to me when I get to church. And I'm already preparing my arguments in my mind. I'm like, well, Lord, I'm going to, you know, well, I got to work out, right? It's like, girl, you ain't been to the gym in two and a half years. Now all of a sudden the fast come, you talking about, well, I got to work out. I got to. So I got to eat, right? I got to have protein. It's like, girl, another seven days is not going to hurt you. You're cuz you haven't been working out for two years. So I'm like, Preparing all these ridiculous defense and arguments in my head. But I knew. I just knew. I knew. I knew in my knower, I knew. I knew. I knew that the Lord was. Was like, nah, I want you to do seven days. And what I felt like the Lord spoke to me because I'm going to keep it real with you guys. The end of last year was really rough for me, just spiritually, in my. In with the Lord. It was just rough. Like, I was struggling, and I have a lot of big decisions that I needed to make at the beginning of this year and going into the spring. Like, I have some really big decisions that I have to make, some really big life changes and life decisions that I had to make. And so as this fast is coming up, I feel like the Lord was like, the severity. And y'all know I like that word. The severity of what you need me is the severity of how you need to address this fast. Like, the intensity of what you need me is the intensity of what you need to put into this fast. And I was like, I mean, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was like, dang it, I'm gonna have to do seven days. I'm gonna have to do seven days, and I don't want to, because that is hard to do. It's hard to not eat. Like, let's keep it real. Even when you've gone all day and you haven't eaten anything, you know how you, like, have a day and you're like, man, I haven't eaten anything. And you're like, oh, it's just going to be like that. Like, if I don't think about it. No. The second. The second God puts his hand on something and says no, your flesh automatically wants it more. So I'm like, I knew this was going to be hard, but thank God for community. Thank God for Jay and Jordan. Thank God for them, and thank God that they're here with me because they both felt convicted and led to do seven days, too. And I was praying. I didn't want to. I didn't want to convince. I didn't want to say anything to try to convince them at all, because Jordan was like, I'm doing three days, and I'm eating salads. Jordan was like, I'm not doing all that. And I was like, okay. I was like, well, you know, you should just pray about it. I was like, you know, because whatever the Lord tells you to do, you know, just pray about it. And so I think it was like, after church, she was like, the Lord convicted me and told me to do seven days. I was like, yes, thank you, thank you, God. I already knew Jay was gonna do it because he did seven days last time. But I was like, thank you Lord. Because it's really hard to be in a house with people that are cooking and you're fasting. Okay, I already had. I already knew I was gonna have to cook for these kids, so I needed people with me. So thank God for community. But. But even if they didn't do it, I knew the Lord was telling me to do it, so I would have had to do it. Hey, what's up, you guys? 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When he is completely at the center and when we're completely dependent on Him. Like, there's something that. That. That he does within us. And I was so desperate for the Lord to do something in me. Like, I needed him to do something in me. I needed answers. I needed. I needed him to speak to me. I. I needed him. I needed something. I needed a fresh fire. I needed Him. And so the first day, I'm, like, really excited. And. And so the first day was great. I'm like, oh, this is. Man, I. I ain't on social media no way, so. Boop. I ain't worried about that. Okay? Not watching tv. Like, I'm in my work because, again, I started this sabbatical, y'all, with Block Blast. I started this sabbatical with Airplane Chef. I started this sabbatical with my feet up watching Netflix. So I wasn't really in this word like that. So this was, like. This was like being in school, like, all right, I get to study, you know? And so the first day is, like, great, right? Like, you know, it wasn't that bad. Come day three, man, I was ready to give in. I was coming up with all types of things, like, well, maybe I'll just do, like, liquids. Maybe I'll do, like, soups. And that's not really eating. It's like, maybe I'll do smoothies, you know, to. To. To finish out this seven days. I'm gonna do some smoothies or I'm gonna. And the Lord was like, no. Like, every time I tried to come up with something, he was like, no, no, no. And there's something that happens when you're fasting, because especially when you're fasting food, right? Which is what a real fast is. Abstaining from food. But when you're also eliminating everything else. I didn't have anything to satisfy me. I had nothing else to make me, like, to distract me or to fill a V. I had nothing. All I had was him. All I had was his word. And so it was literally making me get on my face. Every time I was feeling hungry, every time I was feeling irritated, every time I was feeling anxious, every time that I was, you know, bored, every. Every time I was feeling anything that would. I would normally go get some food, go watch tv, go play Block Blast. Do y'all know how much time Block Blast will fill up? Like, y'all? I was. I keep pushing this point, but I Need. Something's in that game. I don't know who created. I was filling up hours of that. Like, I would look up, and I think there was one night Jordan and I, we had went to bed. I were like, all right, good night. It's like, three hours later, two in the morning, and we both, like, I hit a high score. It's like, go to bed. Like, I was filling up so much time, but couldn't spend 20 minutes praying without being distracted or without, you know. And so it was just showing me how much I actually needed God. Like, I actually needed him because I didn't have anything else. I didn't have any other distractions. And so every ounce of my weakness, it was making me yield to his presence. Because what would happen is every single time I would get in his presence, say, I would wake up in the morning, I would pray. Okay? But come noon, I'm hungry. I'm anxious, because I have at least nine more hours of the day. Y'all. Fasting will put you in a good. You will be in bed so early, fasting. I usually go to bed at, like, midnight. 1. I was in bed every night at, like, 8:30. My kids. I was going to bed before my kids. Okay, like, fasting will really make you go to bed early. But it come noon. Noon, I'm like, man, I'm starting to get anxious. I got eight more hours left of the day. What am I gonna do? I'm hungry already. It's noon. I'm starving, you know? But every single time I would get. I would get before him and I would get in his presence, and. And something miraculous would happen. I would. I would not be hungry. I would not be bored. I would not be anxious. I. I would get in his presence, and it was like everything just stopped because I focused my attention on Him. And maybe it didn't start off that way, maybe in the first five minutes of prayer, but when I was really yielding myself and being honest with the Lord and being like, man, I'm hungry. Like, I am hungry, Lord, and I don't want to be hungry. I don't want to be distracted. I don't want to replace my time with you. Help me. I want you. And so I would just cry out to the Lord and be honest with him and be in his presence. And the miraculous thing would happen where I would not feel hunger. I would not feel bored, I would not feel anxious. I would not feel tired. I was in his presence. I was getting the living water, the bread of life. I was getting fullness. Of joy, because I was in his presence. And it was the most miraculous experience, just being in time of, of fasting. It was showing me also how much we actually need Him. And what the Lord was showing me is that, that this is the level of dependency that I want you to have all the time. Fasting puts your flesh in check so that you are always dependent on him, especially when you take everything away. You don't have food, you don't. You don't have entertainment, you don't have movies, you don't have social media. I challenge you. Take. Take it all away. Take it all away. You don't even have to do seven days. Take it all away for two days. Take it all away for three days and watch what happens. And that level of dependency, right? Because in fasting, you're supposed to replace what you would have normally done with time with the Lord. You're spending time with him. You're in his word, right? You're worshiping. You're spending time worshiping. Maybe it's that. But whatever you would have normally done, you're replacing it with Him. That's what true fasting is. And every single time I would have a thought that was not pure. Every single time I would, I would, I would have a desire to eat something, y'all. I was cooking for my children. Do you know how hard it is? I was making sliders, y'all, sliders with the Hawaiian rolls, putting garlic on them, popping them in the oven. Cheese, caramelized onions. Because my kids is picky and spoiled. I'm smelling all that, wafting it. There was a point in time I almost burnt my face. I put my face in the skillet. I said, jesus, please. Just smelling it did something to me. But in the moments of temptations, I would have to stop and say, God, I need you. I would have to stop. There would be moments where we would be. We would be downstairs and we're like, all right, give me a minute. I gotta go in my. I gotta get on my face. Something would irritate me, and I would have to go get on my face. And, and the Lord is like. And that is the level of dependency that you need to live with. I'm not saying that you need to not ever eat again, but I'm saying when there are moments of temptation, when there's moments where you want to. When you want to yield to your flesh, yield to my presence, depend on me, go to me, not, oh, I got an attitude. So I'm gonna watch TV or, oh, I, I, I'm I'm sad so I'm gonna eat a pint of ice cream. Am I saying don't eat ice cream? Absolutely not. There is graters ice cream in my freezer. Now I can't wait to eat. But what I am saying is is that I we need the Lord and He is the only one that can truly satisfy. That ice cream is going to be gone and then what? Hey what's up you guys? Megan Ashley here and listen, I want to talk to you about Quip Electric Toothbrushes. How good is the feeling of fresh breath clean teeth? Listen, I only get that feeling twice a year. But all of that has changed now that I'm using the new Quip360 rechargeable electric toothbrush. The new Quip360 oscillating toothbrush literally revolves around you. Finally, an electric toothbrush that doesn't over complicate the most basic daily ritual. 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If it's gone, then what if they take it? If they take social media away, then what? If that friend isn't there, then what if that man isn't there, then what? When your children grow up and they leave you and they have their own lives, then what? The Lord is the only thing that is consistent and remains. And so our first yield needs to be to him. That's what this fast was teaching me. You need me, Megan. You need me. That's what the Lord was saying. You need me. You need me. And just like he demanded the children, the Israelites, to come to him daily for manna. Come to me daily and don't store it up. And this is what I feel like. I. It's like, Megan, you know this word. And yet I was still living the opposite and still living in rebellion, still living in pride. Like, oh, you know, I know you said daily, but you don't mean daily. You mean like every other day or like every two days. Well, what happens is, is that every other day turns into every three days, and every three days turns into every other week, and every other week turns into once a month, and once a month turns into once a quarter. Practice obedience and spiritual disciplines by doing it daily. You wake up and it's daily. It's new. It's new. It's a new day. Just like he said to the. To the Israelites. It's like that. That manna is going to spoil. Yesterday's manna is not for today. Daily bread. When Jesus teaches the disciples to. To pray, give us this day our daily bread, which means daily. One thing I am learning so much in this season of my life, and I know it to be true, but I know it to be right now is that God's word is His Word, and there is no exaggeration. He doesn't exaggerate. It is truth. And because we have, we project our humanity onto God's word. Because we exaggerate, because people exaggerate. We think that this word is an exaggeration, and it's not. It's not. Give us this day our daily bread. We gotta. We gotta search for him daily. We have to seek him daily. I have to depend on him daily. Yesterday's manna is not today's. It's not. And so this it. I'm so grateful. Thank God for our church for 2819. Thank God for my pastor, who. Yeah. Who's just obedient to the Lord. And. And. And having us do that corporate fast, because it really did shift a lot of things in me, even in my household. Like, I made my children fast. Now, they didn't fast food, but I, like. I incur, like, all right, now, I know y'all gotta eat, but we all gonna be in here sacrificing something. And they did. They fasted video games. I think Eli fasted social media. Caleb fasted his phone. Caleb couldn't have a phone. Poor baby, he couldn't have a phone. Like, you know, we. We all fasted something, and it did shift a lot of things. It opened up more conversation, even in my household. We were talking more, you know. Well, we did go to bed early. We were like, all right, y'all, about 7:30 going ahead, get in the shower, get ready for bed now. I couldn't wait to go to sleep every day. I'm like, God, please. I cannot wait to go to sleep just for seven hours. I do not want to think about how hungry I am. But it was just good. It was just a great. It was a great way to kind of put me back in the right gear and focus. Because the intention on being on sabbatical wasn't for me to play Block Blast, Wasn't for me to play Airplane Chef and to watch Netflix and to kick it. Like, that wasn't just the point. To rest. Yes. To just enjoy my time. Yes. With my. With my family and my friends. And yes, that was the point, too. Maybe to play a little bit of Block Blast. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. But the whole. The. The. The. The main point was for my soul was to. To get things back in alignment, to. To learn how to be completely dependent on the Lord and to. And to train myself and my mind to, like, really, Romans 12, like, renewing my mind that he is enough and that I need him for everything I do. I need him for everything, which means I have to go to him daily. There are no days off. There are no days off. And I mean, and. And this is the Christian life, y'all living sacrifice daily bread. It's. It's an everyday thing. And so I. I pray that this encourages you to maybe take some time. Maybe you didn't fast. You know, this year. It's not Too late. Take some time. Maybe you do three days, maybe you do seven days. Maybe the Lord is calling you to do five days. Maybe the Lord is calling you to do once a week. Maybe that's what he's calling you to do once a week. Maybe he's calling you do once a month. I don't know what he's calling you to do, but I do know that fasting is part of the Christian lifestyle. You have to like, that is what is required of us. You should, that should be a part of our walk, is fasting at some point. And so if you haven't done it yet, maybe you should try to do it. Maybe you should pray and ask the Lord, like, lord, you know, I haven't fasted. I haven't fasted like a real fast. I'm not talking about, oh, I'm not drinking coffee. Oh, I'm not drinking soda. Oh, I'm not, I'm not eating crab legs this month. I'm talking about a real fast, not eating food. God, I haven't done that in a while. I, I, I, I, I wanna, I wanna be close to you. I wanna, I want to, you know, practice spiritual disciplines, wanna be obedient. I wanna hear you, God, whatever you're requiring me to do, speak it to me and I'll do it. Whether it's one day, two day, three day, whatever the amount of days it is, it doesn't matter. But just pray and ask the Lord, Lord, do you, do you want me to fast? For how long? Outside of food, what else do you want me to give away? Because at the end of the day, he's deserving and there is no, like, when we think about the Lord and who he is, is it really a sacrifice? Yes, it is. But should you really be like me, how I was at church, ready to defend what I wanted to do, instead of just saying, God, you're worthy, and whatever you want me to do, I'll do it. Whatever you want me to do, I'll do it. I'm really grateful for the time of fasting. And again, I just pray that you maybe consider that. And maybe that's your journal prompt is maybe say, you know, I haven't fasted. Lord, what is fasting? Why do you require it and what's keeping me from doing it? And I think that if you just take time to seek the Lord on that, specifically, I think that, I think that you'll, you'll get, you'll be maybe not surprised by what the Lord says, but I think you'll Be encouraged to know that good things happen, good works. He produces in you when you fast in you. I'm not saying fast. And you're going to get the car fast and you're going to get the house fast. And you're going to get the man. I'm saying fast. And you are going to train your flesh to be more dependent on the Lord. You're going to crucify your flesh. You're going to gain more wisdom, gain more discernment, strengthen your spirit, man, so that you're sensitive and you can hear the Lord more clear because you're getting rid of the distractions. You're yielding to his presence. You're abiding in Him. The Word says that if you abide with me, I will abide with you. You're cultivating intimacy. And that's what he desires. He desires you. He desires your desires. And so, so, yeah, I'm really excited to be back and just kind of share all the things that I feel like the Lord has kind of been kind of been producing in me. And I pray that, yeah, I pray that, you know, this helps you and that it encourages you to at least seek the Lord and ask God, you know, I haven't fasted in a while. What, when should I fast? How long? And what else do you want me to get rid of? What else do you need me to lay aside? There are some other really interesting things that I felt like I learned at the the beginning of this year that I kind of want to share with you guys. I kind of want to talk to you a little bit about because I've been reading this book by Megan Fate Marshman about Relaxed, and it's all about trusting in the Lord. And so next week I'm going to talk to you about trusting in the Lord and what that's been doing for me. But I just kind of want you to sit with this episode for today and next week we'll kind of get into kind of just what the Lord was speaking to me as I was reading this book. And if you haven't gotten the book, go get it. Megan Fate Marshman is fantastic. Go follow her. Go look at her content. Her sermons are fantastic on YouTube. Make sure you tell her that Megan Ashley sent you over to her and. But yeah, go get her book. It's actually on my Amazon storefront, so if you guys click the link in the description, my Amazon storefront has all the books that I've talked about, all some of the guests that I've had on this podcast in, in the previous season, their books, some Bible study materials, even those, like, really cute little highlighters. Y'all like highlighters? I love, like, cute highlighters for my Bible and my devotionals and stuff like that. So all that stuff is on my Amazon storefront. But, but Megan Fate Marshman's book is on there as well. And so if, if the village hasn't bought it all up, make sure you go and get the book. It's really going to bless your life. But next week, we're going to talk more about trusting in the Lord and kind of what the Lord has been speaking to me regarding that. So I love you guys, and I'll see you next week.