Podcast
Into the Void
Hosted by anniek200 · EN
From the journals of Annie K.
A queer/writer/artist/comedian living in NYC, living with dissociative identity disorder.
11episodes
Episodes
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Squaring the Circle
Jan 3100:12:00Tap to summarizeThis episode is the show's finale! Annie comes full circle, finding a palatable perspective on some of the struggles that she grapples with over the course of the show over the past several years. With gratitude and love for the listeners!
Transcribe →The Closet
Dec 2700:18:59Tap to summarizeIn this first episode of Into the Void, Season 2, Annie summarizes the content and purpose of the show. Annie speaks about what the title of the podcast means to her, and shares her thoughts on living in/or out of the closet with DID. Thoughtful, painful, relatable while also hopeful, and forward-moving, "The Void" forges on, into 2026, and beyond. Nietzsche: "He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into the void, the void gazes also into you."
Transcribe →The Carrier of Hope
Apr 16, 202500:22:14Tap to summarizeIn which we hear a little bit of Annie speaking in session with her therapist, Dr. X, as well as some of her stand up comedy.
Transcribe →Wish You Were Here
Mar 10, 202500:21:16Tap to summarizeIn which Annie reflects on feeling a portion of hope for the first time in a while; on 'God' and spirituality. And reads to us from her new work in progress, "Some Can Tell Stories." We take our title from Pink Floyd's song of the same name. And recall a particularly salient, a propos, quote from the 1975 release, "So, you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from rain." A reading of which might be-- that sometimes, that which we take for granted, is the wrong-headed assumption, upon which we have been endeavoring to construct our lives. But, with a faulty foundation, the whole is sure to come tumbling down, sooner or later.
Transcribe →The Identified Patient
Feb 27, 202500:23:43Tap to summarizeWhen an Aunt tells Annie that she must be 'hallucinating,' if she thinks she's been treated with anything other than love and respect, Annie once again must confront the truth of who her family is, how they view and treat her. At the same time, she's enjoying a fair portion of her time abroad in Barcelona, and fantasizing about spending more time there in the future.
Transcribe →The Red Book
Feb 19, 202500:27:55Tap to summarizeThis episode takes its title from Jung's book of the same name, in a veiled reference to a new online friend Annie's made, named Vic. Listen to Annie reflect on her time in Barcelona, a number of relationships, and the nature of some of her own weaknesses and difficulties in managing any and all of the above.
Transcribe →Here, in Barcelona
Feb 17, 202500:13:38Tap to summarizeAnnie's made it to Barcelona. Visit with her as she considers her trip thus far, and speaks frankly about her own demons, and the voices in her head holding her back, as well as those, propelling her forwards. In Barcelona!
Transcribe →Time and Again
Feb 12, 202500:10:14Tap to summarizeWe take the title for tonight's episode from the wonderful novel of the same name by Jack Finney. stroll through the lower east side with Annie as it snows lightly and she contemplates her upcoming trip and the grave in letting things be. Just for a little while.
Transcribe →Everyone makes mistakes so why can't you?
Feb 10, 202500:17:28Tap to summarizeAnnie takes us on a journey through her mind, discussing her artistic practice, her current thinking on anger, disappointment, forgivingness and reenactments. Appropriately, this is our first episode to be published, then retracted, then edited, and then, re-released, and then, acknowledged publicly as having been such-- i.e. edited, post-initial release. "Everyone makes mistakes, so why can't you?" takes is a wonderful of art becoming the thing and the thing becoming the art, As Annie takes us on a psychological/ philosophical journey in real time from anger to forgiveness, doing her best to honor Mr. Rogers' famous words. Mr. Rogers of course, was almost always correct... so one has to wonder what his mistakes could possibly have been. Perhaps, he ate all the cookies.
Transcribe →Urban Drift
Jan 31, 202500:12:31Tap to summarizeJoin Annie on a ramble around midtown as she drinks a smoothie and reflects on various things.
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