Jokermen Podcast – Brian Wilson: BEAUTIFUL DREAMER WAKE
Date: February 23, 2026
Hosts: Ian and Evan
Episode Theme: The creation of "Brian Wilson Presents Smile" – exploring how the legendary unfinished Beach Boys project was finally realized four decades later, focusing on the personal, musical, and collaborative journey of Brian Wilson, Van Dyke Parks, and Darian Sahanaja.
Episode Overview
The Jokermen return for the first half of their two-part "Brian Wilson Presents Smile" extravaganza—a culmination of their long-running, deeply personal Beach Boys series. Ian and Evan dissect the resurrection of Smile, emphasizing its transformation from the most famous lost album in pop to a miraculous late-career triumph for Brian Wilson. Drawing on David Leaf’s documentary Beautiful Dreamer and his book Smile: The Rise, Fall and Resurrection of Brian Wilson, the episode weaves personal history, band drama, and mythic creative struggle to show how Wilson’s “final showdown” with his demons resulted in artistic victory.
Main Discussion Points & Insights
1. The Episode As Culmination
- “It’s a culmination.” (Evan, 01:11) This is framed as the apex of the Brian Wilson series, the summit of his late period brilliance. The hosts mark the era from the 2003 Smile project through the 2012 Beach Boys reunion as Wilson's “final run of brilliance and joy.”
- They clarify although this is not the full finale, it is the emotional high point.
2. Brian Wilson’s Personal Struggle & Breakthrough
- Wilson’s performance of “Beautiful Dreamer” on camera, the “thousand yard stare,” and his signature disconnect after moments of vulnerability signal the tension between his innocence and lifelong struggles with mental illness (see 04:48–05:39).
- Quote:
- “He does that cute little thing and then his eyes just kind of like instantly go somewhere... Just glazes over. Seems potentially kind of dark and mysterious. Like a thousand yard stare that just sort of like is the, the resting face.”
– Evan (04:36–05:03)
- “He does that cute little thing and then his eyes just kind of like instantly go somewhere... Just glazes over. Seems potentially kind of dark and mysterious. Like a thousand yard stare that just sort of like is the, the resting face.”
- The episode conveys how Smile’s completion was Wilson overcoming the “invisible evil forces that haunt Brian Wilson.”—
- “Ultimately this is kind of the final showdown between those... invisible evil forces that haunt Brian Wilson are. And, and Brian Wilson himself. And. And they are not victorious. He. Brian is victorious.” (Evan, 05:41–06:02)
3. Revisiting Trauma and Healing Through Music
- The psychological barrier: For years, Wilson forbade his band from even mentioning Smile-era songs.
- “Brian said, that reminds me of a bad time. I don’t want to think about it, so please don’t refer to those songs.” – Ian, quoting Probin Gregory (07:20–08:00)
- Emotional security as the key to revival: Wilson could only revisit Smile after finding safety and support—particularly at informal gatherings and tribute shows leading up to the project.
- “He probably felt safe and at ease in ways that he hadn’t, and it just seemed possible when it hadn’t before.” – Evan (09:00–09:30)
4. The Challenge of Reassembling “Smile”
- Historic context: Smile’s original tapes were modular, scattered, and incomplete; the 2004 project involved much newly created material and careful assembly by Wilson, Van Dyke Parks, and Darian Sahanaja.
- “How much of what ends up being Brian Wilson Presents Smile... is a 2004 creation... This is new shit.” – Ian (13:20–14:45)
- Metaphor: The original Smile as a “warehouse full of unassembled Disneyland rides,” with new construction inevitably informed by the intervening decades (14:45–17:45).
- Recognition that a literal recreation was impossible, transforming the work into an act of creative reinterpretation.
- “It's a legit new construction circa 2004.” – Ian (17:45)
- Comparisons: The hosts explore similarities with attempts to reconstruct lost films (e.g., Orson Welles’ The Magnificent Ambersons, The Other Side of the Wind), noting the crucial difference: Brian directed Smile himself, even if as a new person.
5. The Artist’s “Madness” and Creative Courage
- Van Dyke Parks:
- “There was something about Brian's character, his artistic integrity that appealed to me... what made Van Gogh go was this schizophrenic state of mind...” (Ian, quoting Van Dyke, 21:07)
- The necessity (and burden) of “exploring your medium with no shelter”—bravery as both inspiration and threat.
- The hosts discuss whether Smile could ever have been finished in the ‘60s, suggesting perhaps not: “like, his mind was expanding faster than he could follow it” (Evan, 22:34–23:44).
6. Retrospective Fulfillment vs. Missed Possibilities
- Philosophy: Smile’s failure in the ‘60s ultimately enriched the world—yielding not only Smiley Smile but the cathartic, communal achievement of the 2004 version.
- “The world is richer for Smile never having been created in the first place or finished in the first place, because we got something nearly as good in Smiley Smile and then we got the real ass thing with Smile itself.” – Ian (25:49)
- “Smiley Smile is very good... I might like it more than Brian Wilson Presents Smile.” – Evan (25:56)
- The hosts debate which version is “weirder” or more radical, Smiley Smile or Smile, and how context shapes perception (63:31–65:25).
7. Making Smile (2004): Nuts, Bolts, and Risk
- The new project was only possible through institutional support (Royal Festival Hall in London), key band members, and the right convergence of personal factors.
- “...people just kind of came to him and said, hey, we'll pay for this if you can really put this together and make it happen.” – Ian (27:47)
- Brian's initial disengagement: After publicly announcing Smile’s revival, Wilson left the team in suspense for months, almost avoiding the process entirely until Darian Sahanaja actively took charge.
- Darian’s technical approach: assembling Smile “modules” with digital audio software and guiding Brian through a process of sense-memory reconstruction (41:54–45:25).
8. Van Dyke Parks’ Return and the Spirit of Collaboration
- Pivotal moment: As Darian and Brian dig through archival lyric sheets unable to decipher a word, Brian calls Van Dyke—who instantly re-enters the process forty years after his departure.
- Quote & Scene:
“Hi, Van Dyke, this is Brian... You know the song Do You Like Worms?” – (Ian, 48:18)
The playful, affectionate dynamic between Brian, Darian, and Van Dyke is highlighted:- “I think what you've done is very, very creative. And I think that people are gonna get the fuck off on it.” – Evan, as Van Dyke (49:57–50:05)
- “I love you...Everybody loves you.” – Evan (50:17)
- “I just want to do good work.” – Darian (50:19)
- Quote & Scene:
- Parks describes Smile as “a cartoon consciousness,” likening it to animation or a “Fantasia”-style feature (51:46–52:48).
9. Craft, Theme Parks, and the Essence of Smile
- Smile’s kinship with Disneyland and American myth: “It’s like a ride... a dark ride” (Evan, 56:01) – structurally and emotionally, Smile is likened to ambitious, sometimes unruly theme park attractions or whole imagined worlds.
- Recurring motifs: the “Pirates of the Caribbean” ride, fractured narratives, and “collages of Americana.”
- Parks’ and Brian’s mutual fascination with pure creative play—looping musical figures, motifs as microcosms of entire worlds:
- “It's the entire existence of the universe is in there. That’s what Smile is like.” – Evan (57:57)
10. The Final Assemblage and Brian’s Reluctance
- As the new band assembles for rehearsal, Brian’s reticence returns—morose, withdrawn, nearly dropping out. Only a sense of duty and not wanting arguments prompts him to continue (70:11–71:00).
- “I don’t want to get in an argument with someone, so I guess I’ll go out and just face the biggest demon fear of my entire life just so I don’t get in an argument with the promoter.” – Ian (70:44)
- Despite a rocky start, rehearsal “gets progressively better,” and levity returns—Brian shares a story about a “prostate exam” that breaks the tension (71:00–72:00).
- Final rehearsals in a Burbank warehouse—emphasizing the weird, dreamlike roots and LA flavor of the Smile project.
11. The Premiere: Triumph and Catharsis
- Wilson and the band travel to London for the Smile debut, with everything hanging in the balance until the last minute. Against all odds, the show is a smash; the emotional climax comes as Brian brings Van Dyke Parks onstage and raises his hand (74:05–74:23).
- “It’s a beautiful testament... to the power of friendship.” – Ian (74:31)
12. Legacy of Smile – Final Reflections
- Parks and the hosts reflect on the significance of Smile as an act of healing and artistic assertion:
- “But what really interests me about the performance of Smile is that Brian Wilson will have done Smile. He will have done it for himself, for his own pleasure... it will find its proper dynamic.” – Van Dyke Parks, quoted by Ian (75:11–77:22)
- The good guys (Brian and Van Dyke) win, at least in “this story” (74:59–75:11).
- The band’s and listeners’ emotional journey is foregrounded—surviving decades of myth, trauma, and heartbreak to realize something uniquely American and unrepeatable.
Notable Quotes and Memorable Moments
- On Brian’s signature vulnerability:
“He does that cute little thing and then his eyes just kind of like instantly go somewhere... just glazes over. Seems potentially kind of dark and mysterious.” — Evan (04:36–05:03) - On artistic courage:
“There’s no shelter in the arts. You have to be willing to explore with your medium in any way that you can. It takes courage.” — Van Dyke Parks, read by Ian (21:09–22:18) - On the “modular” construction of Smile:
“You could think of it kind of like a Disneyland where all of the rides and lands are just in a big warehouse ready to be placed around, but they haven’t been.” — Evan (14:45) - On assembling the 2004 version:
“I was just moving pieces around with digital technology... Brian is just recalling through 37 years of sense memory.” — Ian (45:10) - Pivotal collaboration moment:
“Hi, Van Dyke, this is Brian. You know the song Do You Like Worms?” — (Ian, recounting Darian’s story, 48:18) - On the joy and tension of reunion:
“I think what you’ve done is very, very creative. And I think that people are gonna get the fuck off on it.” — Evan as Van Dyke (49:57–50:05) - Van Dyke’s reflection on art and forgiveness:
“Smile to me is the residue of a real desire of some things that music can speak to, like in this case, loyalty and friendship and the general humanities, confirmational things.” — Van Dyke, read by Ian (59:10) - Facing the challenge:
“It is an unbelievable amount of personal pressure, artistic pressure. To put on yourself. I can’t even think of another example that feels as intense where this thing that’s not just incomplete, but forbidden, like, locked away in your mind and locked from your soul for decades, and now you’re just gonna perform it.” — Evan (33:18–33:50) - Van Dyke’s philosophy at the Premiere (closing):
“But what really interests me about the performance of Smile is that Brian Wilson will have done Smile. He will have done it for himself, for his own pleasure, to hear it and to see how it works in a real, direct, interactive way... it will find its proper dynamic.” — Ian, quoting Van Dyke (75:11–77:22)
Key Timestamps
- Brian’s personal darkness vs. optimism: 04:36–06:02
- Smile as forbidden territory, trauma: 07:20–08:56
- Smile’s modular chaos and late-era creation: 13:20–17:45
- Van Dyke Parks on “crazy” creativity: 21:07–22:34
- Debate over Smile vs. Smiley Smile: 25:49–26:05; 63:28–65:25
- Building Smile with Darian and digital audio: 41:54–45:25
- Legendary call to Van Dyke Parks: 48:18–48:53
- Creative camaraderie, laughter: 49:57–50:17
- Brian’s stage fright and Burbank rehearsals: 70:11–72:26
- London premiere and catharsis: 73:53–74:31
- Van Dyke’s closing monologue on artistic redemption: 75:11–77:22
Episode Tone and Language
- Informal, conversational, and affectionate with regular digressions and jokes, in the hosts’ trademark “brulian” idiom (i.e., deeply engaged but self-deprecating, playful, honest, and reverent toward their subject).
- Features poetic and philosophical moments from Van Dyke Parks, along with candid band anecdotes.
- Runs on camaraderie, pop-cultural analogies (Disneyland, Orson Welles, the Beatles), and an unabashed sense of awe toward Wilson’s achievement.
Summary
This Jokermen episode traces the emotional and practical journey by which Brian Wilson, with Van Dyke Parks and Darian Sahanaja, finally exorcised the ghost of Smile. Through a creative process grounded in memory, improvisation, and unexpected friendship, the trio turned a legendary failure into a miracle of late-era musical resurrection. Their story, as told in Beautiful Dreamer and expanded here, is one of trauma, joy, artistic courage, and hard-won redemption—a testament to the enduring power of musical friendship, the strange machinery of pop history, and the victory of goodness (and good songs) over darkness.
Next episode: an in-depth musical breakdown of “Brian Wilson Presents Smile.”
