B (3:07)

Now. I tell my husband regularly, we are adults. Why do we choose to live in a state where our face freezes off in the middle of winter? What are we doing here?

A (3:15)

Isn't that interesting? Can we take a sidebar before we even begin?

B (3:19)

Absolutely.

A (3:20)

Awesome, Autumn. Everyone says that, but no one does anything about it.

B (3:26)

Right. Those damn kids get in the way. You can't just leave them.

A (3:29)

It's what it is, Right? Like, because I'm in the same position, like, nothing would make me happier than getting out of here. Like, and only about the weather. I actually like the place. I like the people. Like, I'm good with all that. I would prefer. We did a little traveling this. This summer, and I got a chance to see San Diego for the first time.

B (3:49)

Okay.

A (3:50)

I might rather be living outdoors in San Diego than in my house in New Jersey.

B (3:57)

Right.

A (3:57)

It's so nice there, the weather. But I won't actually. First of all, it's a bad example because I and most other people can't afford to live in San Diego. But, like, that part. Yeah, yeah, there's that part. But that's. That part aside for a second. If I could, I wouldn't go. Yeah. And it's. And it is about my kids.

B (4:15)

Partially.

A (4:15)

Partially. But it's also about, like, I don't know, there's that thing hanging on the wall over there. Like, how the hell am I getting that down? Won't it just be easier to die and make my kids take care of this? You know what I mean?

B (4:25)

Yes, yes. And then you'd be painting every bedroom or room in the house instead of just one.

A (4:30)

So, yeah, Autumn unfairly knows that we're painting our living room, which was before we were recording, but nevertheless. So if it's money or help or. I don't know what it is that slows people down. But it's interesting that so many people have that. Like, I really wish I could go hear Desire, but so few people actually do it.

B (4:49)

Yeah. I mean, I moved around quite a bit growing up, and it was important for me once we had my son that he have a place that he had roots where he could say, yeah, I grew up with these kids. You know, I wore diapers with them at daycare and then proceeded to go to elementary, middle school, high school with them. And my husband and I have talked a lot recently. Like, what happens when he's done with School. Because if he doesn't choose to stay here, you know what's really keeping us here? It's just him and I. We have very little family. So, you know, do we relocate? Do we look to the sunny sunshine state of Florida? Is it somewhere down south? I mean, I don't know, but possibilities are endless.

A (5:23)

Yeah, they really are. But you'll die in Michigan.

B (5:26)

I know. You're 100% right.

A (5:29)

If you moved around a lot as a young person, how did you end up in Michigan? No offense to people in Michigan.

B (5:34)

Yeah. No, so I actually was born here in Michigan and Port Huron, and we took a turn down to Missouri for a few years, came back to Michigan and landed on the west side of the state, which is where I was diagnosed with the diabetes. Came back to the east side of the state, went to university down in Ypsilanti, which is where eastern Michigan is, and just kept my life down here after I had started a career and friends and family and. Yeah, but I mean, through that time, I had four different high schools. My dad in automotive. He's an automotive engineer. So just constantly moving with the job, and you just go where your parents go, obviously, until you're an adult.

A (6:11)

Yeah. Did you ever get a chance to speak with your father? Do you think he was, in retrospect, happy that he moved around for his job, or do you think he wished he would have laid down roots?

B (6:21)

Well, that's interesting that you asked that. So I'm fortunate my dad is still here. He suffered a major heart attack back in May. The quadruple bypass, like, his kidneys failed the whole kitten caboodle. By the way, he's also diabetic, which we'll obviously get into a little bit further. But one thing I hear from my dad a lot now is that he wishes he had never left Port Huron. He wishes that he had stayed there, he had laid the roots, that he had grown up with all of his friends that he had known since grade school. Yeah.

A (6:51)

Interesting. So you're telling me that no matter what I do, I'm going to regret it later?

B (6:55)

Pretty much.

A (6:56)

Awesome. Are you crying? Did I make you cry, Autumn?

B (6:58)

No, but I am a crier, so there will be a point today where I'm gonna be like, I gotta grab a tissue. So, you know, like, I'm not a crier where, like, oh, boohoo. Like, I'm just a very passionate individual. So, like, that'll come out. You'll. You'll definitely get to hear that. And if you could see me, you would know My nose is, like, bright red like Rudolph the Reindeer. And, like, I can never hide that I've been crying in any way, shape, or form.

A (7:19)

I wish you could see me in my regular life, but I'm like, I'm not yelling. I'm just really passionate.

B (7:24)

Right, right, Exactly.

A (7:26)

I really do feel that way, by the way. I'm just really. Generally when that happens, I'm either very excited or sad. It's not usually anger. It's just I get louder when I'm talking and I'm motivated about something, and other people who don't know that are just like, what's wrong? And I'm like, you know, it's funny because I'm adopted, so I don't really know my background, but I did that 23andMe thing because I wanted the Chinese to be able to control me or whatever it is.

B (7:56)

Right.

A (7:56)

And I. I now found out I'm, like, mostly Italian.

B (8:01)

Oh.

A (8:02)

And I want to be like, if it's because I'm. I'm passionate because I'm Italian, but am I, like, they didn't grow up with it. You know what I mean?

B (8:08)

Like, sure, sure. Like, nature versus nurture. It's just the part of you I maybe.

A (8:12)

I don't know. I'm just saying it's not my fault. Okay. So you were how old when you were diagnosed? Did you say 13 or 14?

B (8:19)

I was 13.

A (8:20)

Thirteen. Look at me. Remember things.

B (8:22)

Good work.

A (8:22)

Any memory of the time?

B (8:25)

Yeah. So it's kind of what led me into where I am now when I started listening to the Juice Box podpack. Look, I can't even speak. It's because you were listening.

A (8:37)

I'm just kidding. I really have never been to Michigan. I'm sure it's lovely.

B (8:42)

They do say a lot of great things about this state. But anyway, I digress. So, yeah, I started listening to your podcast back in January of 22, and, I mean, I had been diabetic for pretty much my whole life at this point. And I'm learning so many new things, and people will always bring up their diagnosis, and they were typically very ill. Dka, the sudden weight loss, all of these things. And I'm thinking back to my own diagnosis, and, my gosh, I don't remember that. I remember having migraine headaches all the time, that I constantly needed something to drink, and it was always like, mom, I got to go pee. Can you pull over? We need to go to the gas station. I gotta go. The migraines got to the point where my mom just like, something's not right. We need to get you checked out. Ended up in the emergency room. My blood Sugar is over 500. And immediately at that point, they're just like, oh, yeah, she's a type 1 diabetic. And we're going to send you over to the department where they're going to teach you how to shoot insulin into an orange. And this is just going to be your life as you move forward.

A (9:40)

The department of orange shooting.

B (9:42)

Yes, yes. Which I don't know why they pick an orange. It's not like you can really pinch that up so you can get under the muscle and into the fat. But, hey, whatever. It worked in 94. I'm sure it still works today.

A (9:53)

I've heard other people say bananas. It seems like whatever fruit is a little old in the cafeteria is what you get. Maybe. Wouldn't that be something? If there's an entire group of people who think about it like it's some rule, like you inject into an apple or an orange to learn how to do injections. But really the answer is that it's just whatever fruit is going bad in the cafeteria.

B (10:14)

Yeah, exactly. They don't want to have to waste it, so they got to use it somehow. Yeah.

A (10:17)

Here, use these.

B (10:18)

Yeah.

A (10:19)

So you're on your weight. Your dad has diabetes, type 1 or 2.

B (10:23)

So he was diagnosed as a type 2. He was probably 35, 36 at the time. And then his mother, also diabetic type 2, and then his great grandmother, diabetic type 2. They weren't diagnosed until their 60s, so we never really thought too much about them because you get older and obviously you become diabetic. But the one thing that really sticks out for me about my grandma and my great grandma is that they weren't unhealthy, they weren't overweight. They weren't the typical things that you might think of a type 2 diabetic that, oh, you're just not eating well and you don't exercise enough. They checked all the boxes of healthy people, so them being diabetic doesn't make sense to me now. And that's part of why I've been on this journey to figure out what actually is wrong with me.

A (11:09)

Yeah, I hope I live long enough to see a number of things. But one of the things I'm interested in, it's more specific to the podcast, thinking about what you just talked about. My dad had type 2 diabetes. My grandmother, his mom did, his brother did. You know, my grandmother grew up farming. You know what I mean? Like, she ate Fresh vegetables, fresh livestock, and moved constantly and still had type 2 diabetes. And my dad had that hard belly, you know what I mean? And so did his brother. I'm just wondering, at what point are they going to take those injectable GLPs, turn them into pills, and you're going to just go to the doctor one day and somebody's going to go, like, look, trust us, you're going to have type 2 diabetes one day and get ahead of it. And I wonder for how many people, will that perhaps make it so that it never occurs? Or how many people will make it so that if it occurs, it's muted to the degree where it doesn't shorten their life or create strokes, which is what killed my grandmother, or heart attacks, which killed my uncle, or, like, you know. You know, like, et cetera. I wonder.

B (12:20)

Anyway, you know, I. I wonder this all the time, because, you know, the GLP medication, I'm on a trizepatide now, the Manjiorno, 15 milligrams a week. And I can tell you, hands down, this medication completely changed my life. Sorry, this is where you might get some of the tears.

A (12:36)

Oh, no, you're going to make me cry, because I think it changed my life, too. And we're going to sound like two dips that are going like, GLPs are awesome, but go ahead.

B (12:44)

I mean, they just. They really are, Scott. I mean, like I said, I started listening to your podcast, and I'm learning more and more. And, you know, insulin resistance had become a really big problem for me. And I had gone to my endocrinologist, and she's like, well, you're on a pump, so we can't do anything really, with metformin because it can cause DKA and this, that, and the other. And I'm like, okay. At this point, I've been diabetic 27, 28 years. I've never had DKA once. I'm not scared of it. Like, can we please try it? No, no, no, no. She comes back to me probably six months later, and it's like, oh, they changed. The FDA said you can. I don't know. All the medical bullshit that they try.

A (13:19)

To throw at you, I got to jump in. Hold your thought.

B (13:22)

Yeah.

A (13:23)

What an indicator from your provider that they don't know what they think about anything. They just know that it was written down somewhere, and so they're not going to do it.

B (13:30)

Yeah, exactly. Exactly.

A (13:34)

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B (16:00)

She'S like, hey, you know what, we can give this Metformin a go if you want to try it. And I'm like, hey, you know, I don't have anything to lose. Let's go. It destroyed my guts. Like I already was like a not a everyday pooper. Like I was every three to five day. And like I always had problems where I'm like, why am I constipated? Why is it like, oh, I can go. And that. Here goes the. I always compare it to like a champagne bottle. There goes the cork and just all the flow, right? So anyway, take the Metformin. It destroys me. I'm like, nope, that's not going to work. So I just grin and bear it like I'm insulin resistant. It's because of how long I've been taking the medication according to my doctor, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. So then of course we start hearing all of these things about this lovely drug called Ozempic and how it's helping people with type 1 diabetes and going back to the same endocrinologist who had, I'd been with for 17 years, who got me on the pump, helped me through my pregnancy, all of the things. She's like, nope, I can't provide that to you. You're a type 1 diabetic. I'm like, okay, but it's going to help me with the insulin resistance. Wouldn't budge. She's like, why don't you go talk to your primary care, see if they'll help you. Great, go to my primary care. And thankfully, an amazing, amazing doctor. She was like, you know what? If we think it's going to help your insulin resistance, let's do that. And immediately I'm like, thank God somebody is going to help me here. I think at the time I was using probably anywhere from 180 to 200 units a day through my Omnipod. It didn't make sense, obviously, which is why I'm pushing to find something to help. Right. Couldn't lose weight, couldn't do any of the things. And I start taking the Ozempic in the fall of 22 and I didn't see any really immediate impact. I mean, obviously, as you know, that really small dose isn't necessarily doing a whole lot. But what I did notice Is that I was starting to feel better. Like, I was starting to feel a little bit less inflamed or puffy, if that makes sense. It does, yeah. And then I'm like, oh, that's interesting. I'm not using 180 to 200 units anymore. I'm using 160 to 180. And as my dose kept titrating up, my insulin needs started going down till we get about six months into the journey. And then the insurance company finally figures out she's not in the right box. She doesn't check the type 2 box. She's a type 1. You can't have the medication any longer. Like, okay, well, that's extremely up because here I am getting better, but you're telling me I can't have a medication because your black and white box doesn't fit for me. Make that make sense. How does that even make any sense to anyone in this world? So, thankfully, my insurance company, they cover it for weight loss. And I was like, you know what? Write it for weight loss. Put me on Zepbound. If that's what it needs to be, then I will go that route with it.

A (18:51)

A whole generation of people, Autumn, who find themselves saying something they thought they'd never say. Well, the good news is I'm fat, so.

B (18:59)

Right, Exactly.

A (19:01)

Thing you never thought you'd be, like, gleefully telling somebody, but here you are, you're like, oh, wait, I. Yeah, I make it under this one. Awesome. Yeah, yeah. No, Geez.

B (19:10)

Oh, that diagnosis on my chart, in my chart, that's all class one drug induced and bc. Oh, yeah, that's me. Okay. Yep, I can go ahead and take that for. For the weight loss.

A (19:18)

Check whatever box makes this work and let's go. Yeah, yeah.

B (19:22)

So, you know, I'm taking the medication and everything is going well. I'm down to like, I don't know, maybe 60 units a day at this point. Here comes the insurance company. Hey, we're no longer going to cover this medication for weight loss. We don't cover any more medications for weight loss. And starting August of 2024, that's when we're no longer going to write your prescription. And it wasn't just me. It was everybody on the plan. And I'm like, okay, what are we going to do here? Because I never in my life had felt this good. I mean, the insulin needs were down. I did lose weight. It wasn't immediate for me. It took probably that first full year before I even saw the scale move. 25, 30 pounds. But it happened over the course of time and obviously a huge benefit for me. It was the fact that I felt good. I was having better bowel movements. The inflammation was gone. I had never felt this healthy in my life. So I'm just racking my brain with how in the hell am I going to afford to keep this medication if I have to pay for it out of pocket. I would have figured it out if it meant taking a second job or, you know, or whatever it meant. Like I was going to figure it out because I knew I could not live without this medicine any longer.

A (20:30)

Yeah.

B (20:31)

So I can.

A (20:33)

I know. I just want to give you a second to take a breath. And this story is so common and literally just happened with a person in my personal life that I was. I almost had counseling, but it makes me feel like I'm a youth pastor. But I was talking, I was talking to a friend of mine and they were going through the exact same thing. Being told by a physician that if they could just get their A1C up a little bit so that they have type 2 diabetes, then we could get you this medication. This episode of the Juice Box podcast is Sponsored by the Eversense365. Get 365 days of comfortable wear without having to change a sensor. When you think of a continuous glucose monitor, you think of a CGM that lasts 10 or 14 days. But the Eversense 365, it lives up to its name, lasting 365 days. That's one year without having to change your CGM. With the Eversense 365, you can count on comfort and consistency 365 days a year. Because the Eversense silicone based adhesive is designed for your skin to be gentle and to allow you to take the transmitter on and off to enjoy your shower, a trip to the pool, or an activity where you don't want your CGM on your body. If you're looking for comfort, accuracy and a one year wear, you are looking for Eversense365. Go to eversensecgm.com juicebox to learn more.

B (22:13)

Right? So, and like, that's the craziest part is like, I literally have a doctor telling me, okay, if we can't get the medicine, what can we do to stretch the medicine as long as possible until we figure out a solution? Like, you're a medical doctor who knows what I need to help me to be healthy. But yet, because an insurance company says they don't fit in that box, I'm going to have to manipulate this drug and stretch it out 10, 12 days so that way I can continue to be healthy. What in the world is happening here? You know?

A (22:40)

And it comes down, listen, we could dig into it. And I don't understand that enough to, like, really pick it apart, but it's also about pricing from the pharma company and. And the insurance company's unwillingness to pay for it. Like, they're having a back room. It's kind of like commiserate to when your cable company sends you an email that tells you that you should go yell at Fox or you're not going to get football anymore. You know what I mean?

B (23:03)

Right? Yeah, exactly. Exactly.

A (23:05)

Anyway, yeah.

B (23:06)

So again, your podcast completely changed my life because In July of 2024, I am listening to an episode about Jim. And Jim is a type 1 diabetic who doesn't take insulin and only uses the triazepatide or the semaglutide. I don't recall which one.

A (23:24)

I believe he was on Manjaro.

B (23:25)

Okay. Mounjaro. So Jim talked about his antibodies and how he had the antibodies, so technically he fit the box for type one. And I'm like, holy. I don't ever remember anybody in my life saying, hey, you are type one and here are the antibodies that prove it, or anything like that. And I'm like, all right, hey, Doc, I think I have an answer or a solution to help us get to next steps. Can you test my antibodies? And she's like, I love it. Yes. Let's run the test. You can't even imagine how mind blown I was as over the course of three, four weeks, these test results start coming back, and I don't have not one. Not one antibody. Ironically enough, I have C peptide. I had a score of 1.1. And when I went back to the original endocrinologist who wouldn't prescribe the ozempic for me, she said that C peptide is still too low. It's too low. You're a type 1 diabetic. This is in your head. You need to accept it and you need to move on. I'm like, wait a second. Do you not see all of the improvements in my blood work? Do not see all of the improvements in. Wait. Do not see these things. And she just refused to help. So at that point, I was like, let's find a new endocrinologist. So I did some research and found a lovely lady up at the University of Michigan who oversees their atypical diabetes department. And I purposely waited another six months just to see her, because I felt like if there's anybody that's going to be able to help me, it's going to be the lady in charge of the whole department. Right? So I went and saw her in March. I want to say it was. Yeah, it was the very beginning of March. And she went through everything with me, and she was like, well, I don't know if you're Lada. I don't know if you are Modi. I don't know what you are, but I know you're not a type one, and we're going to prove it by rerunning your C peptide. I'm like, okay, how do we go about doing that? Because this was the score last time. She said, well, your previous endocrinologist failed to see that your blood Sugar was only 106 when you took that test. So I want you to get your blood sugar up to 200 and take the test and see what it comes back as. I'm like, that's going to be kind of difficult because even if I were to go and eat a bunch of candy, have a Coke, whatever it is, the manjiorno, or at that time it was the zeb bound, is keeping my blood sugar in such good control, I don't even know if I can get it to that point. Right. By the way, I'm only using 20, 20 units of insulin at this point. I'm like, we'll give it a try. So I go take the test. She calls me, hey, come into the office. And my C peptide score at that point with a blood sugar of 170 was up to 2.4. So she said, you are a type 2 diabetic. You are not a type 1 diabetic. Misdiagnosed. We see this all of the time, unfortunately. And as we've gotten smarter with testing, we're hoping to do a better job as we go forward. So she kind of went back to Lada. And I was like, that doesn't make sense to me. I don't think I can be Lada if I was diagnosed at 13. And she said, well, what do you think about possibly modi? We went through my family history with my dad, with his mother, with my grandma, great grandma. And she's like, I think that we should investigate this more. I'm like, all right, cool. But in the meantime, would you be willing to take your pump off? And I'm like, I don't know, because I had my primary care over here saying, hey, the reason you're so healthy is because the pump is working with the Zep bound and that it all has to work together for you to stay this healthy and kind of nervous about it. I haven't went MDI in 17 years. At this point, what's going to happen to me? And just like, well, you just got to have a little bit of trust. And I'm like, okay. So I took off my insulin pump on March 24th of this year. My A1C was a 7.5 at the time. When I just went for my checkup here in July, not only had I lost 40 pounds, but my A1C was at a 6.1.

A (27:27)

And you're not using insulin?

B (27:28)

I am currently using 14 units of Lantus a day and then my once weekly shot of manjiorno with the 15 milligrams. But what we discovered through the genetic testing is that I am actually Modi 4, which is like the 1% of the 1% of all Modi patients. So it's the PDX1 gene that has the mutation in it. The way that I'm understanding it is that during the developmental phase in the embryo, the pancreas either doesn't develop, which is where you get the neonatal diabetes, or your pancreas just isn't, I guess, the right size. It's smaller than what it should be, so you don't have as many B cells in there. And I'm kind of in a spot right now where the lady that helped me get to this point is telling me, hey, let's stay the course with insulin. We'll try to get off of it, but you're doing really well. I don't think we should change anything. And I have a new doctor that I have recently connected with through the registry of MODI at the University of Michigan who's telling me, I think that you could get off of insulin completely and you could take sulfuronorrhea in addition to the tirzepatide, and you'll be good to go. So I meet with my doctor this Monday to find out, hey, what do we gotta do to try this? Because she's concerned that it will force me to have lows, that it could cause some issues with me eventually needing insulin again. And I'm like, well, I don't really think I have anything to lose. I mean, I took off the pump and I trusted it, and here I am. I want to try this new medication to see if it really means I no longer have to take insulin. But I can tell you that if I use any type of novolog or rapid acting insulin. It's because I chose to eat a really meal full of carbs or overindulge in something which doesn't really happen just because the triazepatide keeps you from wanting that as you know.

A (29:17)

Right.

B (29:17)

But yeah, I'll use maybe two or three units of rapid acting here and there, but pretty much it's just that 14 units Atlantis and my once a week. So like I said, my life completely changed because of you, your show, Jim, and those antibodies and just basically saying you to the insurance company. Because if it were up to them, they would have just kept me in that one box and kept me sick. I didn't meet the. They didn't want to personalize my healthcare. And I think that's the travesty in this world.

A (29:46)

Oh my God, Autumn, that's an insane story.

B (29:49)

Yeah.

A (29:50)

How did you figure, like, where did you get the fortitude to fight through all this and the knowledge? Or did it just kind of lay in front of you like a path and it just started to make sense as you dug deeper? I'm trying to figure out how you got through all of it.

B (30:07)

You know, I was fortunate growing up that my mom always had taught me to advocate for myself. And if something didn't make sense, when a doctor said, hey, this is what it is, that just because they went to school for all those years and they wear a white coat, it doesn't mean that they know everything and that you should ask questions and you should push back. As I was on this journey and when I would ask the questions, if it didn't make sense, I would have to stop and say, okay, logically speaking, remove all of the insurance companies and remove all of this. What would be the best thing? And it always kept coming back to taking that trisepatide and just keep pushing forward, getting more answers. And once I learned what MODI was, I just, I couldn't stop, Scott. I was like, I have to know. I have to know if this is what I have, because I've gone 31 years of my life not knowing. And here we are. I mean, like through my adolescence, it was just the random rapid acting insulin that you would need here and there. And then it became 70, 30. And then when 70, 30 did not work any longer, it was like, oh, here's your Lantus and I'm talking obscene amounts of insulin. It's like the doctor said, your body just didn't know what to do with it. You need the trizepatide to unlock those two things. So that way Your body can put everything to use the way that it's supposed to be put to use.

A (31:23)

I don't think I've ever been happier making this podcast than I am right now. I'm being serious. Yeah.

B (31:31)

And I had emailed you probably it was about this time last year, and I'm like, my doctor's telling me I need to keep the Omnipod, but I also need this. And what would you tell your daughter to do? And you had gotten back to me, like, I tell her to say, screw the insurance company and who cares what their spreadsheet looks like and keep pushing. So you also helped encourage me to keep going and to find the answers to get where I am now.

A (31:54)

Autumn, I'm so sorry to tell you that I don't remember that, but I'm glad to know that I did the right thing.

B (32:00)

You did. You did.

A (32:01)

Wow. I appreciate you sharing this. I'm not ending the conversation, but I really appreciate you sharing this with me. Thank you so much.

B (32:09)

Yeah.

A (32:10)

I'm so happy for you.

B (32:12)

Me, too.

A (32:12)

Yeah. I mean, I don't want to make this about me, but I will for a half a second.

B (32:17)

Please.

A (32:18)

When I started talking about this stuff, there were people out there that really just took delight in heating up a sharp stick and shoving it up my. You know, and in the same feeling of, like, well, you can't take Metformin because it'll cause dka. That's written down somewhere now, you know, or. And then it became, well, you can't do GLP1. That's not for type 1 diabetes. That's for this, and it'll cause DKA. And I'm like, and I understand the study. I understand where people are concerned. I think what ends up happening is you do some studies on a thing you don't completely understand yet. And, you know, GLPs are just the core of your conversation, you know, today. But I think this goes for a lot of things. We see something new, we start to try to figure it out. People identify the scary parts and the exciting parts, and some people's brains flow towards. I want to be excited about the exciting stuff. And some people's brains flow to. I want to be scared about the scary stuff. And. And then these things get written down, and then everyone in the middle, all the people who are rule followers, start saying, no, there's a rule. You can't do this. You have to. It's written down. It's. It's gotta be true. And everything about you was written down somewhere. And most of it Wasn't Right, Right.

B (33:39)

Yeah.

A (33:39)

Right.

B (33:40)

Yeah.

A (33:40)

Yeah. And you were willing to be in the part that just says, I want to be excited by this and see what it does, because why not? Right? And I think there's a lesson in that for everybody, hopefully. But then moving forward, I said, I'm seeing a lot of things happening here that don't quite make sense, but look positive. I'm gonna just keep doing what I always do, which is let people tell their stories. Like, if you think. If anybody thinks that. I ran around finding Jim to be on the podcast so that he could come on and tell his story about how someone told him he had type 1 diabetes, he's got antibodies, he used Manjarno, and he had to. And he stopped using insulin. Like, that was not an easy thing for him to tell me because he knew people were gonna come after him. It wasn't an easy thing for me to put on the podcast because I knew people were gonna come after me. And I didn't track him down. He found me. I'm not out here setting up a narrative. I'm just talking to the people who are interested in talking. It's really what I do. Right. And then to think that I stop and think about the arguments that I watched happen around that episode after it came out and the pressure that I got from people. You have to take that down. It's dangerous. You're gonna hurt somebody. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I don't know how people telling their story is just dangerous. I can't wrap my head around people who think that way, but nevertheless, there they were. So to those people, if you're listening right now, I want you to know that if I would have listened to you, Autumn would still be sick.

B (35:14)

100%.

A (35:15)

Yeah. That's all I'm saying. Like, just keep talking.

B (35:19)

Yes.

A (35:19)

That's all.

B (35:20)

Yes. And it was just by happenstance that I picked that. That up. I'm driving back from Ohio, dropping my son off, and he's going out on a boat trip with his friends, and I've got an hour drive. And I'm like, you know what? Let me see what the podcast is going today. And it was the episode of the day. And I'm like, holy shit. My entire life is going to change because of this man and because of Jim and because of that story. And I can remember being on the website or, I'm sorry, your Facebook page, and. And people going back and forth about, well, it's impossible and you're wrong. And Jim, this and Jim that. And it was like, is Jim really wrong? Or Jim's just sharing what his reality is? Because that was Jim's reality. And there's nothing inappropriate about sharing that. It clearly saved my life.

A (36:06)

Yeah, it's. Ironically enough, there's a couple of ironies here. One, of course, is I don't really know who anybody is when I start recording with them. So I'm actually hearing your story as you're telling it, which is on purpose. But I also didn't know that this is what you were going to talk about. And before we started recording, I oftentimes chat with people for a couple of minutes to help them get rid of their nervousness so that we don't waste the first 10 minutes of the episode, you know, with you getting rid of your nervousness. And I chose to tell you about my, you know, shit stew of the day du jour. And. And it was. It was that someone posted in the Facebook group, you know, how did you get diabetes? You know, I don't. Or, you know, should I get. You know, it doesn't matter. It always leads to the same, did you get diabetes or would you use the flu shot? One way or the other, you're going to get to people arguing about vaccines. So, yeah, like. So that's always going to happen. Right. But the. But what I'll tell you is that overwhelmingly the conversation is good and that I think there's a ton of value in letting people have it. And there's always going to be a couple of nudniks that decide to, like, argue, and they always come from a crazy perspective. And I want you to know, I don't think that a pro or con vaccine perspective is what makes you crazy. I think what makes you crazy is the feeling that if you don't suppress someone else's thoughts, the whole world's gonna explode. Right when you're doing that, just so you know, that's when Scott draws a line and says, oh, you need to visit a mental health professional. And. But I don't treat you that way. I still say, hey, look, you got good points here. I'm not telling you you're wrong. I'm just saying you've said what you think, they've said what they think. Now everybody can see both things. Let people decide for their own. And it's always, no, you can't let them talk. You can't let them say what they think. You're. Now I'm hurting somebody. Now somebody's sharing their opinion, and now it's my fault. And that's the part where I always laugh because it makes me think of when Isabelle started helping me with the Facebook group. At one point, I shared something with her. I said, you're going to realize that one day. In the end, I'm always the bad guy. I said, when stuff goes wrong, at the end of it, someone will blame me. They won't blame Covid. They won't blame their mental health. They won't blame the myriad of other things that are involved in their reaction to this. It will be the person who stood up and just said, hey, could you just let everybody talk, please?

B (38:40)

Right.

A (38:41)

And we'll see where this goes. And they never see their part in it. The only thing I ever come down to, like, that's my takeaway, is that what stops them from just letting those conversations happen without them making them out of their mind sometimes, is that they never quite see their own perspective clearly. And I'm not saying that I see the whole world completely clearly. I'm just saying that in this moment, I really don't have a dog in the fight, a horse in the race, or, you know, whatever those sayings are.

B (39:12)

Sure, sure.

A (39:12)

I just want people to, like, harmoniously say what they think and then let somebody else say what they think.

B (39:20)

And, I mean, I feel like if the question was, how did you come down with the diabetes? Or how do you think you came into it? Like, isn't that just. Again, everyone sharing their story?

A (39:29)

Yes.

B (39:29)

Like, why does that have to be a right or wrong? It was my story. My story's not wrong. It's amazing, in my opinion, that I have the story I have, but it doesn't mean that I'm wrong for having that right.

A (39:39)

And to be more candid, like, this person was told by their doctor that they thought that the kid's vaccine triggered an immune response that might have led to their type one. That's what the person's doctor told them. That's what they've been living with for years, that knowledge that they were given. Then another person starts like, your doctor's an idiot, and they don't know what they're doing. And this. And I'm like, listen, maybe, right. Maybe. Maybe you're right. Maybe her doctor is right. Maybe something else is right. What I'm telling you, that Autumn story proves to you is you don't know. We don't know shit. Humanity is just a constant learning process. Every six months, you can look back at something you were saying six months ago and go, oh, bad take. You know what I mean? Like, Like. Right. But instead of then in the present, saying what I'm saying right now is likely a bad take. Why don't I just. Like, since I can't know for sure, why don't I just. I can't believe I use this phrase. It's not a phrase I ever thought I'd use. I would just offer everyone a little grace and let's see where this goes.

B (40:42)

Right?

A (40:43)

Yeah. Because if. If you would have. You know, it's funny because I'm using the gym story to say that if somebody would have shut me down on that, you may not have. You may have turned on your podcast app that day and found a different episode.

B (40:54)

Right, right, right.

A (40:56)

But I'll go back to 2415, when I started the podcast, and I don't want to give a lot of details because I'm not trying to. I don't want the person to feel badly, and I don't want them to get crap from people. That's not my goal. But. But someone came to me, not. I don't know, it felt like it was about a few months after I started my podcast and they wanted to start their own podcast and asked me for help, explain what I've learned, et cetera, microphones, blah, blah, blah. I was very, I thought, kind, and I, you know, took time out of my day to talk to a person I didn't know that well, if at all, to be perfectly honest with you, and, you know, set the whole thing up and explained how I did it and wish them luck. And the very end of the conversation, the person said, well, I'm going to do it differently than you. You do it wrong. And I was like, what just happened? After I gave up an hour of my life, like, wait, wait, what? And the person went on to tell me that I should not be sharing how I manage my daughter's diabetes. That was dangerous, and I was going to kill somebody.

B (42:03)

Oh, my.

A (42:04)

And I was like, awesome. Well, good luck and thanks and on my way. And people are going to misunderstand what you're saying. And what that person was really saying was, don't tell people your story. Don't tell them your perspective. Don't tell them about your experiences, because just feed them banal gruel. Just verbal bullshit, right? That'll keep them connected so that you can do what you want to do. That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to go make a podcast that doesn't say anything, but it'll, you know. And that's what I heard. Now maybe that's not what they meant. That's what I heard. That's how I feel about it. I feel like if you're not going to honestly share what's happening with yourself and maybe you're right, maybe you're wrong, maybe you're misinterpreting it, maybe you're over interpreting it, I don't know. But we don't get to the answers if nobody says any of it out loud. That's all.

B (42:55)

I couldn't agree more.

A (42:56)

Thank you. That's all. I just want you to know that I believe genuinely that a decision I made in, gosh, in the 2000s when I started writing my blog and my wife came to me at first and she's like, is this okay just saying what we. And I was like, I'm like, we're having all this success with Arden. I was like, she's having outcomes that are so much more or less variable and lower and better for her health. And we're figuring out all this other stuff. And my response back to my wife is I said, I am not comfortable knowing how to do this and not telling people about it because I'm gonna spend the rest of my life walking around thinking, well, that kid's A1C is high. And I think I could help, but I'm just not going to because I'm worried about that. And I know that this is a, it will seem like a stretch to some people, but that reaction, by the way, that's not a high minded thing for me. I'm not like some like Machiavellian genius. That was just my response in that moment, right? Like the world was telling me, don't say out loud what you do. And I was saying, no, I think that's a good idea. In 2007 when I started that blog. And then again, somebody tried to shut me down in 2015. And then two years ago somebody tried to shut me down again on Jim's story and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And I just want you to go back and think if someone stops that guy from saying what he thinks, Autumn's not okay. And there is a ripple effect to things that you do. And I just think that if you're well intended and transparent that we have to trust adults to be adults and sift through that information. That's all I want to say. I'm done now.

B (44:39)

You're absolutely correct. Because the reality is, if it hadn't been for you having that perseverance to push through and basically say, I don't care what you think I'm gonna do what I think is right? You wouldn't have helped all the people you've helped. I wouldn't be here right now talking to you. And my husband's like, why is it so important for you to get on this podcast? And I'm like, because this man's podcast changed my life, but I wanna help change somebody else's life. Because the reality is I sat for 31 years misdiagnosed when it happens so often, because people don't know what questions to ask. They don't know to say, you know what? Shooting the insulin in that orange is not going to be the answer for my child. I want to know about antibodies. I want to know about C peptide. I want to know more than just what your black and white checklist says. You have to tell me, right?

A (45:25)

And I shouldn't have to follow up your statement with some disclaimer that where I go like, no, listen, if you have type 1 diabetes, you obviously have to take insulin and you're going to die. Of course, no one would say no to that. No one's saying otherwise, but there's a certain brain that hears what you just said and goes, that's dangerous. People are gonna stop taking their insulin and they're gonna die. Like, no. Like, Autumn didn't just stop taking her insulin. She talked to 17 doctors and persevered through a ton of misnomers and kept pressing until she got to a safe, protected place where she could try this thing for herself. Like, she didn't just randomly go home and be like, I don't need this insulin, and somehow that'll get missed. Trust me, because I'm. Gonna. Eventually, this goes out, and someone's gonna be like, oh, my God. Scott's, you know, got a lady on who says, you don't have to take insulin if you have diabetes. I'm like, okay, well, that's not what anybody said, but here we are.

B (46:19)

Internet, right?

A (46:20)

Yeah. Great.

B (46:21)

Right?

A (46:21)

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