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Vanessa Richardson
Foreign. This is Crime House. We've all lied at one point or another. Whether it's a little white lie to make someone feel better or something bigger. It's only human to conceal the truth sometimes. But telling lies, no matter how big or how small, is risky. Because no matter how good you are at deceiving others, the truth always comes out. And in the case of Jennifer Pan, it was devastating. After nearly a decade of deception, Jennifer's parents found out she'd been lying to them about everything. Her degree, her job, her dating life. When Jennifer realized she'd been caught, she tried to make amends with her family. But eventually she decided she wasn't the problem they were. Which led to her biggest act of deception yet. Only this time, it ended in murder. The human mind is fascinating. It controls how we think, how we feel, how we love, and how we hate. And sometimes the mind drives us to do something truly unspeakable. This is Killer Minds, formerly known as Mind of a Serial Killer. A Crime House original. Every Monday and Thursday, we'll be taking deep dives into the minds of history's most notorious serial killers and murderers. The show is still the same, the name just changed. And if you're interested in more true crime stories from this week in history, check out Crime the Show. Every episode covers multiple cases unified by the same theme, so every week you get something a little different. At Crime House, we want to express our gratitude to you, our community, for making this possible. Please support us by rating, reviewing and following Killer Minds. Wherever you get your podcasts, your feedback truly matters. And for ad free and early access to Killer Minds plus exciting Crime House bonus content. Subscribe to Crime House plus on Apple Podcasts. I'm Vanessa Richardson.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
And I'm Dr. Tristan Ingalls. As Vanessa takes you through our subject stories, I'll be helping her analyze what drove them to commit their crimes as we try to understand how someone could do such horrible things.
Vanessa Richardson
Before we get into the story, you should know it contains descriptions of self harm and suicidal ideation. Listener discretion is advised. This is our second and final episode on Jennifer Pan. After spending her whole life doing the right thing and trying to live up to her parents expectations, 24 year old Jennifer hit a breaking point in 2010. She decided the only way to truly break free from her family was to have them killed. Last time we discussed Jennifer's childhood, her academic career and her contentious relationship with her parents. We also explained how in 2010, three intruders broke into her home, killing her mother and leaving her father clinging to life. Today. We'll follow along as detectives unravel what really happened that night and the shocking role Jennifer played in the crime. We'll learn about the years of carefully curated lies that allowed Jennifer to live a double life. And finally, we'll see if Jennifer ever faced justice.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
And I'll hop in to discuss things like how Jennifer's small lies snowballed into much bigger ones, the role her parents strict rules played in Jennifer's descent into murder. And I'll provide a little more context around the psychological connection between deception and violent crime.
Vanessa Richardson
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Dr. Tristan Ingalls
The missing child is Lucia Blix, 9 years old. Please let her come back home safely.
Vanessa Richardson
Thursdays the kidnappers plumbed it meticulously.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
If money is what it takes to.
Vanessa Richardson
Get her back, we're gonna pay it. The secrets they hide.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
You can't talk about this.
Vanessa Richardson
You can't write about it are the clues. The mother's hiding something.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
I know it.
Vanessa Richardson
To find her, tell me where she is. The stolen girl New Episodes Thursdays stream on Hul On November 8, 2010, three masked men broke into 24 year old Jennifer Pan's home in Toronto, Canada's affluent Markham neighborhood. While it seemed like they were there to rob the Pan family, they didn't seem interested in stealing anything. Instead, they shot and killed Jennifer's mother, Bick, and left her father, Han, critically injured. In the wake of the attack, Han was taken to a hospital. One bullet hit his face. It traveled downwards, shattering his neck bone and barely missing a vital artery. Given how extensive the damage was, doctors placed him in a medically induced coma. Even so, they were hopeful he would make a full recovery. The sheer violence of the attack on the Pan family was baffling, especially considering that the attackers had left Jennifer completely unharmed. But it also gave the authorities an opportunity to talk to Jennifer in the immediate aftermath and figure out what happened. While her dad was in intensive care, Jennifer spoke with investigators at the Markham police station. But her interview only led to more questions than answers. Jennifer barely seemed upset. She pretended to cry and didn't appear concerned about her father's well being. None of it meant Jennifer was guilty but it did raise some red flags, and detectives only became more suspicious when they finally got a chance to talk to Han. On November 12, Hahn woke up from his three day induced coma. Once doctors determined he was stable, Markham detectives visited him in the hospital. Despite his injuries, Han could clearly recall the events leading up to the shooting because they shook him to his vision very core. According to Han, Jennifer was chatting with one of the intruders like he was an old friend. Not only that, but he noticed that Jennifer's arms weren't tied behind her back while the assailants led her around the house, despite what she told police.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
So let's talk about the impact of memory after a series of traumas. And in Han's case, this involves both physical and psychological trauma. I touched briefly on how an acute stress reaction can impact memory in part one. But post coma symptoms can do this as well. In fact, healthcare providers routinely use a neurological assessment known as the Glasgow Coma Scale in order to measure someone's level of consciousness after a head injury or a coma. And it's often given multiple times throughout their duration there in order to measure for any progress or decompensation after a coma. People typically, though of course this does not apply to all all situations. But it is a common experience that individuals have something called retrograde amnesia, which are gaps in their memory leading up to the head injury or coma. Or they experience antrograde amnesia, which is difficulty forming new memories after the injury or coma. But most often this resolves on its own over time, though there, of course, there are instances where it can become permanent. The accuracy of someone's memory after a coma can be questionable, but this is also relative to the severity of the brain injury and the duration of the coma. Could Han's memory be impaired in some way? It's definitely possible, though like I mentioned, it's more typical that he would struggle remembering the events leading up to the head injury, and instead he's actually recalling things, very specific things. In particular, a memory that greatly distresses him and is difficult to probably even admit out loud.
Vanessa Richardson
Whether or not Hahn's memory could be trusted, his revelations shocked detectives and only deepened the mystery around the break in. Especially because by this point, investigators had found even more holes in Jennifer's story. They learned the men didn't have duct tape or rope with them. Instead, they used string from Bick's sewing kit when they tied Jennifer to the banister. This led to a bunch of other questions like how did they know where to find the kit? Why didn't they come prepared to the pan home. And why use sewing thread if they were trying to restrain Jennifer? Over the next 10 days, detectives continued to investigate. They confiscated Jennifer's phone and looked through her calls and text messages. They tracked her movements in the days leading up to the attack and spoke to her closest friends. And before long, they uncovered a massive years long conspiracy that led them directly to their number one suspect, Jennifer. It turned out Jennifer had been lying to her parents for over a decade. It all started back in 1999, when she was 13 years old. After Jennifer learned she wasn't valedictorian of her middle school class, she was devastated. Later, she said, her thoughts turned dark. She felt like she'd been betrayed by her teachers and that her hard work had amounted to nothing. Although she acted like everything was fine on the inside, she felt like a failure. Without any acknowledgment of her years of hard work, Jennifer didn't see the point in trying anymore as she entered high school. And it didn't take long for her indifference to show up on her record. Instead of the A's and A pluses she'd grown accustomed to, Jennifer's first 9th grade report card was full of C's. The only subject she did well in was music. The thought of her parents finding out terrified Jennifer. She knew they expected perfection. That's when she busted out her arts and craft supplies. Using an old report card and photocopier, 14 year old Jennifer changed all of her grades to A's. That night, she nervously gave the forged report card to her dad. Han read through the document, then looked up at her and smiled. Jennifer breathed a sigh of relief. Her plan had worked.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
Lying is actually a normal part of a child's development. It coincides with the growth of important cognitive functions, Such as understanding that others have different thoughts and feelings than our own. Children first start lying around the age of three and it increases over the years. However, as they age, their reason for lying changes. By adolescence, they often lie to protect their privacy or feel independent from their parents. And that seems to track with Jennifer here, it appeared to be done out of self preservation. She feared what her home environment would become if they knew the truth. And at age 13, she is dependent on that environment, which adds to that desperation. However, the complexity of her first big lie and all the subsequent lies make it alarming. It's gone beyond being a part of normal development, and because she's been able to do this undetected, it appears to have transitioned into dangerous territory.
Vanessa Richardson
What does this say about her relationship with her parents that she felt like she couldn't just tell them the truth.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
That's a great question. I think what this tells us about Jennifer is that she has a negative core belief about her worth. It shows that she sees the world in black and white. Like I'd mentioned before, that if she's not part of her perfect, then she's a failure. If she's not perfect, she let her family down. If she's not perfect, then she has no worth. It also confirms that she did not feel safe communicating with her parents unless it was what they wanted to hear. Telling them that she did not become valedictorian or that she became a C student would result in them highlighting her perceived failures. So in order to avoid affirming this core belief about her worth, she chose to lie instead. And that felt safer to her than simply telling the truth.
Vanessa Richardson
Despite the dangerous territory Jennifer had just entered, she rationalized what she'd done. Because universities didn't look at report cards from 9th or 10th grade, she reasoned it wasn't a big deal. But this one deception opened the floodgates. Once Jennifer realized she could get away with fooling her parents, she didn't see a reason to stop. She continued to forge her report cards for the next couple of years. Eventually she got more precise and started using Photoshop. And soon her grades weren't the only thing she was lying about. In 11th grade, 17 year old Jennifer met a boy named Daniel Wong. He was a year older with a big laugh and a great sense of humor. They were both in the school band and Jennifer had known him for a while. But in 2003 they traveled with the group to Europe for a special performance. The concert hall was full of smokers and Jennifer was suddenly overcome by an asthma attack. She started panicking and Daniel was the one to calm her down. Soon they were talking more often and exchanging flirty text messages. And by the time summer rolled around, they were boyfriend and girlfriend, which was a problem. Jennifer's parents had a very strict no dating policy. If they found out about Daniel, Jennifer knew they would be livid. So she hid her relationship from them. But Jennifer had gotten good at lying and she didn't see the point in stopping now. Especially because she really liked Daniel. So she found ways of getting around her parents rules. She started using piano as an excuse, telling her parents she was heading out for a lesson when she was really going out to see Daniel. Other times when she couldn't get away, she'd sneak Daniel into the house through the back door. Sometimes he'd Even use the second floor window. Besides the basic fact that she wasn't supposed to date, there was another reason Jennifer didn't want her parents to know about Daniel. When he turned 18, he'd started selling weed to make some extra cash. If they learned about that, Jennifer would never hear the end of it. So she continued to see Daniel in secret, even once he graduated and was taking classes at nearby York University. By then, 18 year old Jennifer was a high school senior herself and applying to colleges. This whole time she'd been telling herself that once she got into university, her lies would be behind her. She'd do well, get her degree and move on with her life without her parents constantly looking over her shoulder. And it seemed like she was slowly getting closer to making that happen. That year in 2004, Jennifer did get into Ryerson University. But then she found out she was failing calculus. Which meant that not only was her acceptance revoked, but she didn't have enough credits to graduate from high school. Jennifer pictured herself telling her parents the news. If she came clean about Ryerson and graduation, she'd have to be honest about all of her report cards since ninth grade being forged. She decided she couldn't go through with it, which only left one option. Continue the charade, no matter the consequences. This episode is brought to you by Shopify. Do you have a point of sale system you can trust or is it a real pos? You need Shopify for retail. From accepting payments to managing inventory, Shopify POS has everything you need to sell in person. Go to shopify.comsystem, all lowercase, to take your retail business to the next level. Today, that's shopify.com system. In the spring of 2004, 18 year old Jennifer Pan learned she didn't have enough credits to graduate from high school. Not only did that mean she wouldn't get her diploma, but her acceptance to Ryerson University was revoked. Instead of telling her parents, Jennifer got on Photoshop and put together an acceptance letter. She even threw in a $3,000 scholarship from Ryerson. Luckily, she'd already taken her graduation pictures, so that wasn't an issue. Jennifer presented everything to her parents and came up with an excuse for why they couldn't attend her graduation ceremony. It's not clear exactly what she said, but it was enough to convince Bic and Han that she was well prepared for the future. They bought it all, hook, line and sinker.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
I think in most cases there does come a point when you get so deep into a lie, it feels like there's no going back or the risk of exposing the lie seems so great that they commit more to the lie itself. But when it comes to Jennifer, even though she may rationalize that there's no going back so she needs to continue her lies, it goes beyond that. Her pattern of lying is pathological. To be considered pathological, the pattern of deception must be pervasive to the degree that it affects their social, professional, academic, financial or legal functioning. And it is clear at this point in the story that her lying has affected her in all of those areas. The amount of effort she put in to these lies is also an indication of the pathological nature of this.
Vanessa Richardson
Could her lying be due to fear?
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
I believe that her lies, at least in the beginning, were motivated by fear. Fear of her parents and the consequences of not meeting their expectations. I think that's a very reasonable place for where that started. She was young, fully dependent on them, and did not have any outside support. But now things are different. Jennifer's been exposed to more autonomy as well as a perspective of life outside of her parents strict rules. She also has a boyfriend that she has been hiding from her parents, who has likely been influencing her in various ways. And given how long she's been hiding this relationship, it appears that her lies are now more motivated by her desire to preserve that relationship and the little autonomy those lies have earned her to this point. And for someone who did not have a large social support system and very few attachments to anyone, this relationship was likely very significant to her, especially when we consider how it started with her asthma attack. He showed her kindness. He showed her nurturance. At this point, it appears to me that she's lying now purely for selfish reasons and not for self preservation or fear.
Vanessa Richardson
Although Jennifer's parents were still buying into her lies, now came the hard part, because by the fall of 2004, she had to follow through and commit to the fake life she'd created for herself. Unlike high school, she didn't have a class schedule anymore and her days weren't structured. So she had to create a routine for herself. And it had to be believable. In the mornings, she would pack her book bag and take the bus downtown. Bic and Han assumed she was headed to campus. In reality, Jennifer was spending her days in public libraries, researching topics she thought were relevant to the classes she was supposedly taking at Ryerson. She took notes on everything, just in case her parents asked to see what she was studying. When she wasn't at the library, Jennifer hung out in cafes around Toronto or visited her boyfriend Daniel at nearby York University. But she still had a lot of free time. And before long, she started working as a bartender at a restaurant called Boston Pizza, where Daniel managed the kitchen. She also picked up a few waitressing shifts at a place called east side Mario's in Marcum. Her parents didn't know about any of it. As far as they were concerned, Jennifer was busy with college classes and homework. They didn't want to bother her, especially since she was trying to transfer to the pharmacology program at the University of Toronto. And as long as they thought she was on track to get in, that's all that mattered. Come 2006, 20 year old Jennifer told Bick and Han the good news. She'd made it into the program. Of course, she hadn't even applied. But for the next two years, Jennifer maintained the carefully curated facade she'd put together. She packed her school bag and took the bus into Toronto. Instead of heading to campus, she went to the library or to work. And of course, course, she made time to see Daniel. However, this time around, she added another deception into the mix. Bick and Han thought Jennifer was spending three nights a week with her friend Topaz. The truth was, Jennifer slept at Daniel's place those evenings. By then, they'd been dating for three years. Things were pretty serious at this point. Jennifer spent plenty of time with Daniel's parents, and so they found it odd that they had hadn't met Bick and Han yet when they asked, Jennifer would brush them off, insisting her mom and dad were busy. Daniel, who knew about Jennifer's entire charade, would back her up.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
This is another indication that her pattern of deception is pathological. And I wouldn't be surprised if she actually believed some of the lies that she's giving. It also makes me wonder what she's telling Daniel. She could be feeding him lies about her current situation or what she's up to. But then again, Daniel has his own legal history and likely has his own pattern of deception, given that he was drug dealing in his youth. But he also has a lot to gain from helping her in her lies. And conversely, he might also think that he is helping her and that this is his way of being loyal to her as her boyfriend.
Vanessa Richardson
With Daniel's help, Jennifer was able to keep the truth a secret. But in 2008, the 22 year old faced her biggest test yet. That year, Jennifer was supposed to graduate from U of T. The stakes were high and she knew she had to find a foolproof way to convince her parents she'd completed her studies. So she And Daniel paid someone $500 for a phony online degree and a transcript full of A's. When it came to the actual ceremony, Jennifer told Bic and Han there weren't enough tickets to go around. They were disappointed, but Jennifer had bet correctly. The degree meant more to them than seeing her walk across the stage, and they let the issue go. With her parents taken care of, Jennifer now needed to put her supposed degree to use. She told Bick and Han she had an exciting opportunity at Toronto's Hospital for Sick Children, volunteering in their blood testing lab. For the next year or so, Jennifer continued to go to her fake job. She told her parents the volunteering took place on Friday nights and weekends, which left Jennifer free to hang out with Daniel when he wasn't working or going to class. But eventually, Bic and Han started asking questions. And before long, one misstep from Jennifer sent her whole house of cards toppling down. In early 2009, Han realized something strange. Jennifer never put on a uniform or carried a key card when she went to the hospital. When he tried to ask her about it, Jennifer tried to shrug it off. But Han could tell something was wrong. It wasn't like Jennifer to be this disorganized. The next day, he and Bic insisted they drop her off at the hospital. On the drive, Jennifer tried to keep calm, but she couldn't hide the beads of sweat dripping down her forehead. As soon as they pulled up, Jennifer ran inside, but Bic was hot on her heels. When Jennifer realized her mom was following her, she ducked into the waiting room of the er. Once she was sure her parents had driven off, Jennifer finally emerged. But she wasn't in the clear yet. Slowly but surely, Jennifer's sham was unraveling. After almost 10 years, her parents started questioning everything. The next morning, they called Topaz, the friend Jennifer claimed she was staying with in downtown Toronto. They wanted to speak to their daughter. By this point, Jennifer was supposedly staying with Topaz on the weekends too. But when Topaz answered the phone, she was groggy with sleep and complained. Completely forgot about the plan they'd come up with. So she answered honestly. She said Jennifer wasn't there. When Jennifer showed up at her parents house later that day, she could immediately tell something was wrong. Han was practically shaking with anger as he confronted her and asked Jennifer what was really going on. Finally, after so many years of deceit, Jennifer knew she couldn't keep up the lies any longer. She came clean and told her parents the truth, or at least some of it. Although she didn't tell her parents she'd never graduated high school or gone to Ryerson University. Jennifer did say she wasn't volunteering at the hospital. She had never been in U of T's pharmacology program and was dating a boy from high school named Daniel Wong. She wasn't at Topaz's that morning because she'd never stayed there in the first place. Instead, she was at Daniel's parents house. As Jennifer expected, her parents were crushed by the news that their daughter's life was one big lie. While Bic sobbed uncontrollably, Han was livid. His immediate reaction was to kick Jennifer out of the house. After some convincing from Bick, he changed his mind. He said Jennifer could keep living there, but only if she abided by his rules. He insisted Jennifer quit all of her part time jobs. And most importantly, she could not under any circumstances, keep seeing Daniel. For the next two weeks, Jennifer was essentially on lockdown. Han confiscated her phone and laptop and monitored the odometer on the car.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
So the level of betrayal that Han and Bick likely felt was particularly deep, given that they had planned Jennifer's life out for her from birth. Every decision they made for Jennifer was to ensure she made it into college and had a career that would lead to her success. And all of their efforts were shattered. In a moment. They were giving her money to spend on her education that was clearly being spent on efforts to deceive them instead. It's understandable that they would be heartbroken, shocked and angered. And I can understand the ultimatum as well. If she's going to live under their roof, she would need to abide by their rules. And although their pressures largely shaped who Jennifer became, they are still the victims. She still had other choices. But Jennifer agreed to stay with them and agreed to those rules. She chose that. So let's conceptualize why she would choose to stay with her parents after spending over a decade trying to gain more control over her life. My first thought would be that her relationship ended or was nearing an end, given that that was what she was trying to preserve the most. And if that's not it, then her decision to stay with them was fueled by desperation for their approval and this pathological need to appease them. But also, she has not been able to deindividuate from her family the way children normally do at this stage, especially in Canadian culture. And as a result, she has not been able to form her own identity. She only knows the identity that her parents crafted for her because she's never been encouraged to express Herself or explore who she is only what her parents wanted her to be. So thinking about an identity outside of that was probably particularly difficult for her.
Vanessa Richardson
For Jennifer, how does it feel to have that kind of control exerted over you when you're an adult in your almost mid-20s versus a teenager in high school?
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
Yeah, I think any adult child would have a very hard time being under that level of control, regardless of the circumstances that led to it. He has not only taken away her financial freedom by forcing her to quit her part time jobs, but he's taken away her access to the outside world. And in a domestic relationship, that kind of isolation is considered abusive. So even if these are the house rules, they've gotten stricter. And after she has had some degree of freedom, returning to more authoritarian rules as an adult is going to be exponentially more difficult to adjust to psychologically.
Vanessa Richardson
Despite how strict Bick and Hans punishment was, Jennifer was careful to follow the new guidelines they had set in place. And although she'd been deceiving them for so many years, Bick and Han wanted to believe she'd changed. But at 23 years old, Jennifer wasn't their little girl anymore. And the harder they tried to control her, the angrier she became. Before long, she was ready to do anything to regain her freedom. In early 2009, Jennifer Pan's parents learned the truth about their daughter after a decade of lies. After Bic and Han found out what she'd really been up to all this time, they responded swiftly. Even though Jennifer was in her 20s at this point, they grounded her, made her quit working, and forced her to stop seeing her boyfriend Daniel. For over a year, Jennifer followed their rules and tried to earn back their trust. By the spring of 2010, Hahn believed the damage had been repaired. Jennifer seemed truly remorseful about her actions and had even enrolled in an online calculus class to get her final high school credit. He had no idea that all this time, Jennifer had only grown increasingly resentful for all the restrictions he'd put in place. Although her parents had forbidden her from communicating with Daniel, she still snuck in phone calls and text messages whenever she could. She told Daniel she felt like a prisoner in her own home. And after thinking it over, she thought there was only one way to escape Han and Bic's influence. Have them killed.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
So we're continuing to see that Jennifer views the world in black and white. Most people in her situation and, and arguably it is a pretty traumatic one because like I said, financial isolation, physical isolation, those are abusive tactics. It is a traumatic situation. Although it does not warrant what she did. And her parents are still victims in this. But, but most people in that situation would seek a way to move out and live independently, something that she was even close to doing a year prior. She was working several jobs and she was essentially living at least part time with Daniel. But rather than consider that as an option, she goes to the extreme. Either she has to stay there or they have to die. Like those are her two options in her mind. And of course that also makes me wonder if there was another motive for this, such as a financial one. Because she doesn't have any career prospects, she's been financially isolated, she hasn't continued her degree or finished her degree, and now she's fully financially dependent on her family. So it makes me wonder if she feels a financial motivation for this in order to get out of that control.
Vanessa Richardson
Could Jennifer be so far gone at this point that she doesn't really understand the consequences of her decision?
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
Yeah, she absolutely could be. Because on the one hand she's lived a pretty sheltered and protected life and this could absolutely skew her ability to fully appraise the situation. But on the other hand, she's already had an entire decade of using deceit to navigate her life. And pathological lying can be a precursor for violence, particularly when it's associated with a personality disorder. So someone who is a pathological liar and has a personality disorder can fabricate stories that justify violent actions, stories even they believe. And they can be highly manipulative as a result. And that explains how she was able to rope others like Daniel, even Topaz, into her plans.
Vanessa Richardson
However, Jennifer had come to her decision. Once it was made, there was no going back. But she knew she couldn't do it alone. Soon Jennifer told Daniel what she was thinking. It was drastic, but Daniel had seen how overbearing Bic and Han were. Ultimately he agreed with Jennifer. The only way they could be together was to get rid of them entirely. In the late summer of 2010, Jennifer and Daniel started to put together a plan. They figured the easiest option was to stage a home invasion that ended with her parents death. Jennifer knew she was set to inherit about half a million dollars from Bick and Han. She reasoned that once they were dead, she and Daniel could use that money to move into their own place and to pay the hitmen she wanted to hire. Which is where Daniel came in. 25 year old Daniel had sold weed in high school and recently gotten back in contact with his connections in the drug trade. One of them was 27 year old Lenford Crawford. Daniel thought he might be willing to kill Han and Bick for them. So he gave Jennifer an old iPhone and SIM card which she used to contact Lenford. It turned out Daniel was right. Lanford didn't need much convincing and soon he recruited two other guys, 21 year old David Milviganum and 30 year old Eric Carty to help him. Jennifer promised them 10, $10,000 total to do it. By November 2010, all the pieces were in place. Now all there was left to do was wait for Lenford's signal. It came on the morning of November 8th. Lenford texted Jennifer. Tonight was the night. Around 9:30pm on the evening of November 8th, 2010, Jennifer came downstairs from her room. Han was already in bed and Bic had just gotten home from line dancing. When her mom wasn't looking, Jennifer quietly went to the front door and unlocked it. Then she headed back upstairs. At 10:02pm Jennifer went into her dad's study and flipped the light on and off. Supposedly it was her signal to Lenford, David and Eric, who were waiting outside in a car. A few minutes later, the men walked through the front door, all carrying guns. One of the men held Bic at gunpoint while another ran upstairs and forced Han to come down to the main floor with him. The third went to Jennifer, who supplied him with string from Bick's sewing kit. He used it to quote, unquote, restrain Jennifer. Over the next 14 minutes, Jennifer feigned panic while the men brought her parents down to the basement. There they shot them. By 10:32pm all three men were out of the house. But while they had successfully killed Bick, they didn't realize Han was still alive. When he regained consciousness, Han mustered whatever strength he had left to make it out of the front door before collapsing in the yard. Unbeknownst to Jennifer, he had seen her chatting with the men as they were leaving. Later, Han explained he had a sinking feeling Jennifer had put them up to this and that he had run outside because he was terrified of being in the same home as his own daughter. By the time Han woke up from his coma on November 12, 2010, the Markham Police were already putting the pieces together. And it was all thanks to a completely unexpected source. Jennifer's 25 year old boyfriend, Daniel Wong. Before the attack, Daniel had been confident everything would go smoothly. But when he learned how Jennifer was being scrutinized by detectives, he knew it was just a matter of time until they came after him too. While he hadn't pulled the trigger, he'd connected her to Lenford and helped her plan the attack. So two days after the attack, on November 10, he came to the authorities and told them everything. By November 22, investigators were ready to speak with Jennifer again. And this time they had the evidence to back up their suspicions. Based on her text messages and calls to Lenford, detectives were certain she had planned the robbery. Detective William Getz came out swinging. He told Jennifer he knew she'd been involved. In response, she hunched over and cried. Then she looked at Getz and asked, but what happens to me?
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
This is quite the egocentric response, though it's not surprising. Her entire life has been about her. Everything she fixated on was about her. She was raised with the core belief that appearances, social status and success are what matter. So it makes sense that her default would be concern for only herself. It is, however, worth considering the possibility of narcissism. There is a correlation with narcissism and deception because this is how individuals with narcissism not only control others, but how they control their perception of them as well. And this allows them to maintain that delusion of grandiosity. Narcissists also have reduced empathy. And if you're capable of hiring people to kill your parents, you certainly have a significant reduction in empathy.
Vanessa Richardson
Whether or not Jennifer was a narcissist, her conversation with Detective Goetz was enough to convince him she was guilty. Her interview lasted lasted four hours. During that time, Jennifer admitted to hiring Lenford Crawford. However, she insisted her real plan had been for them to kill her. She explained that somehow Lenford and the others had gotten confused and ended up shooting her parents instead. Getz didn't buy it for a second. She was arrested and charged with first degree murder for her mother's death and attempted murder for her father. While Jennifer awaited trial, Canadian authorities gathered evidence to charge her co conspirators. In the spring of 2011, they arrested Daniel Wong, Lenford Crawford, David Milviganum and Eric Carty. They were all charged with first degree murder, attempted murder and conspiracy to commit murder. 28 year old Jennifer and her accomplices went on trial in March 2014 in Newmarket, Ontario. Over the course of 10 months, over 50 witnesses testified and more than 200 pieces of evidence were shown to the jury. Jennifer spent a week on the stand trying to convince the courtroom she'd had a change of heart before the attack and wanted to call the whole thing off. But the argument against her was overwhelming. In December 2000, 2014, Jennifer Pan, Daniel Wong, Lenford Crawford and David Milviganum were found guilty of first degree murder, attempted murder, and conspiracy to commit murder. Eric Carty's trial was delayed for health reasons, but he was ultimately found guilty as well. Jennifer was sentenced about a month later. In January 2015, she she was given the maximum sentence of life in prison with the possibility of parole after 25 years. Currently, 38 year old Jennifer is incarcerated at the Grand Valley Institution for Women in Kitchener, Ontario. She still maintains her innocence and even filed an appeal. Her family was upset to learn that in May 2023 she was successful. However, the attempted murder charge against her father still stands. As of this recording, the date of Jennifer's retrial hasn't been announced. Her brother Felix and Han hope it doesn't change anything and that Jennifer continues to remain behind bars. Jennifer's story is a complicated one. It's easy to understand how the intense pressure she felt from her parents became became too much to bear. But in her attempt to appease them, Jennifer crafted a web of lies that was so convoluted she lost herself in the process. And in all likelihood, that's how she was able to come to terms with becoming a murderer. Because when you lose yourself, it's easier to lose those you love too. But in the end, there was no one left in Jennifer's corner and the only person she had to blame was herself. Thanks so much for listening. Come back next time for a deep dive into into the mind of another murderer.
Dr. Tristan Ingalls
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Killer Minds: Inside the Minds of Serial Killers & Murderers
Episode: MURDEROUS MINDS: The Model Student Murderer Pt. 2
Release Date: April 17, 2025
Hosts: Vanessa Richardson and Dr. Tristan Engels
In the second installment of the two-part series on Jennifer Pan, Killer Minds delves deeper into the intricate web of deception that led a seemingly model student to orchestrate the murder of her parents. Hosted by Vanessa Richardson and clinical and forensic psychologist Dr. Tristan Engels, this episode meticulously unpacks the psychological and environmental factors that culminated in one of Canada's most chilling family murders.
Jennifer Pan's story is a stark illustration of how relentless pressure and a need for control can morph into extreme actions. Born into an affluent family in Markham, Toronto, Jennifer was the epitome of academic excellence, aimed at fulfilling her parents' high expectations. However, beneath the facade of perfection lied a tumultuous reality driven by fear and a desire to escape.
Vanessa Richardson sets the stage by highlighting Jennifer's double life:
"Jennifer’s parents found out she’d been lying to them about everything. Her degree, her job, her dating life... Which led to her biggest act of deception yet. Only this time, it ended in murder."
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Jennifer's descent into deception began in her early teens. Following her disappointment at not being the valedictorian, she started forging report cards to maintain her parents' perception of her as a perfect student. This pattern of lying escalated over the years, becoming more sophisticated and all-encompassing.
Dr. Tristan Engels provides psychological context to Jennifer's behavior:
"Lying is actually a normal part of a child's development... By adolescence, they often lie to protect their privacy or feel independent from their parents... However, the complexity of her first big lie and all the subsequent lies make it alarming."
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Jennifer's ability to deceive extended beyond academics. She secretively entered into a relationship with Daniel Wong, defying her parents' strict no-dating policy. To maintain this secret, she fabricated stories about her whereabouts, occasionally bringing Daniel into the house under various pretenses.
As Jennifer's lies piled up, the pressure became unbearable. Her failure to graduate and gain admission to university shattered the carefully constructed illusion she had maintained for over a decade. Faced with the imminent exposure of her deceit, Jennifer concluded that the only escape from her parents' control was through their elimination.
Vanessa Richardson narrates the transition from deception to violence:
"Jennifer thought, 'I couldn't go through with it,' which only left one option: continue the charade, no matter the consequences."
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With the support of Daniel Wong, who had connections to the drug trade, Jennifer orchestrated a plan to have her parents killed. They enlisted Lenford Crawford and his associates, leveraging financial incentives to carry out the murders.
On the night of November 8, 2010, the meticulously planned home invasion unfolded. Jennifer signaled the attackers, who then violently entered her home, killing her mother and attempting to murder her father. The attack was brutal and sudden, leaving Jennifer seemingly untouched amidst the chaos.
Dr. Tristan Engels reflects on Jennifer's psychological state during the execution:
"She was raised with the core belief that appearances, social status, and success are what matter... her default would be concern for only herself."
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In the aftermath, Jennifer's behavior raised numerous red flags. Her lack of genuine concern and inconsistencies in her story drew the detectives' suspicion. An unexpected turn of events occurred when Daniel Wong, fearing his own exposure, turned himself in and provided crucial information linking Jennifer to the murders.
Vanessa Richardson summarizes the investigative breakthrough:
"Based on her text messages and calls to Lenford, detectives were certain she had planned the robbery... Getz didn't buy it for a second."
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Jennifer was arrested and charged with first-degree murder for her mother's death and attempted murder for her father. The evidence against her was overwhelming, leading to a swift conviction.
The trial, commencing in March 2014, was extensive, featuring over 50 witnesses and 200 pieces of evidence. Despite Jennifer's attempts to portray remorse and a desire to back out of the plan, the prosecution's case was irrefutable.
In December 2014, Jennifer Pan, along with her accomplices Daniel Wong, Lenford Crawford, David Milviganum, and Eric Carty, were found guilty. Jennifer received the maximum sentence of life in prison with the possibility of parole after 25 years. She remains incarcerated, continuing to maintain her innocence and pursuing an appeal.
Throughout the episode, Dr. Tristan Engels provides in-depth psychological insights into Jennifer's motivations and mental state. He explores how Jennifer's childhood environment, characterized by rigid parental control and lack of emotional support, fostered a pathologized pattern of lying that eventually led to violent crime.
Key psychological factors discussed include:
Pathological Lying: Jennifer's deceit was not merely habitual but deeply ingrained, affecting all facets of her life.
Fear and Control: Initially driven by fear of her parents' expectations, her motives evolved into a desperate need for autonomy and preservation of her relationship.
Narcissistic Tendencies: Possible narcissistic traits were highlighted, such as reduced empathy and a focus on self-preservation at the expense of others.
"Pathological lying can be a precursor for violence, particularly when it's associated with a personality disorder."
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Jennifer Pan's tragic narrative serves as a haunting example of how extreme pressure, coupled with psychological vulnerabilities, can lead to unimaginable actions. Her story underscores the critical need for open communication and emotional support within familial structures to prevent such devastating outcomes.
Vanessa Richardson closes the episode with a poignant reflection:
"Jennifer crafted a web of lies that was so convoluted she lost herself in the process... In the end, there was no one left in Jennifer's corner and the only person she had to blame was herself."
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The episode not only recounts the chilling events but also invites listeners to ponder the intricate interplay between upbringing, mental health, and the capacity for violence.
Vanessa Richardson:
"Jennifer's parents found out she’d been lying to them about everything... Which led to her biggest act of deception yet. Only this time, it ended in murder."
[00:00]
Dr. Tristan Engels:
"Lying is actually a normal part of a child's development... By adolescence, they often lie to protect their privacy or feel independent from their parents."
[11:52]
Dr. Tristan Engels:
"Her pattern of lying is pathological... it appears to have transitioned into dangerous territory."
[18:54]
Dr. Tristan Engels:
"Pathological lying can be a precursor for violence, particularly when it's associated with a personality disorder."
[35:59]
Killer Minds expertly intertwines true crime storytelling with psychological analysis, offering listeners a comprehensive understanding of the factors that drive individuals to commit heinous acts. This episode on Jennifer Pan not only narrates a gripping true crime story but also provides valuable insights into the dark recesses of the human mind.
For those intrigued by the complexities of criminal psychology and the factors that lead to extreme behaviors, this episode is a compelling exploration of one woman's descent into darkness.
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