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This Feels Criminal: A True Crime Podcast (Formerly Killer Queens)
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Dissecting the cases everyone's talking about. From true crime to celebrity courtrooms and pop culture legal drama — Tyrella and Nikita break it all down with the commentary your group chat wishes it had.
New episodes every Tuesday and Thursday. Crime. Culture. Commentary.
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A Toxic Love Story: Pretending to Be Michelle, Pretending to Be Angela- Part 2
6d ago00:41:41Tap to summarizeMichelle Hadley spent 88 days in jail waiting to stand trial. Then the evidence changed everything. In Part 2, we follow the digital trail that unraveled the prosecution's case and exposed an elaborate web of fake accounts, fabricated messages, and deception hiding in plain sight. But this isn't just a story about catfishing. It's about confirmation bias, tunnel vision, and what happens when investigators become so convinced they've found the right suspect that every new piece of evidence seems to prove they're right. We thought this was a story about obsession. It turned out to be a story about assumption. New here? Start with the cases that define This Feels Criminal. Grab our curated guide to the stories that best capture what This Feels Criminal is all about: exploring the bigger questions every case leaves behind. 👉 Get the Essentials Here > https://thisfeelscriminal.link/essentials Hang with us: Follow Us on Instagram Like Us on Facebook Join our Case Discussion Group on Facebook Get Killer Queens Merch Bonus Episodes © 2026 Killer Queens Podcast. All Rights Reserved Audio Production by Wayfare Recording Music provided by Steven Tobi Logo designed by Ingrid at Penguin Designing
Transcribe →A Toxic Love Story: Who Is Lilith?- Part 1
1w ago00:43:59Tap to summarizeWhen Angela Diaz tells police she's being stalked, terrorized, and targeted through a series of increasingly disturbing messages, the evidence seems to point in one direction. Michelle Hadley. Ian Diaz's ex-girlfriend. But as investigators build their case, one question keeps getting harder to answer: Who is Lilith? In Part 1, we trace the bizarre campaign of emails, fake identities, and escalating threats that convinced police they had found the person responsible. Along the way, we ask a bigger question: How much of an investigation is driven by evidence... and how much is driven by the story everyone already believes? Part 2 is available now for members of the TTTTY Committee on Patreon, or drops Thursday wherever you listen. Want access to our first 45 episodes? Grab em here! We've made them available for free to anyone who signs up! Remember, these episodes were recorded when we had no idea what we were doing, so just keep that in mind. The audio isn't the quality we would want to put out now, but the cases are on point! Visit killerqueens.link/og to download and binge all the archived episodes today! Hang with us: Follow Us on Instagram Like Us on Facebook Join our Case Discussion Group on Facebook Get Killer Queens Merch Bonus Episodes Support Our AMAZING Sponsors: SelectQuote: Get your free quote at selectquote.com/queens. They Shop. You Save. © 2026 Killer Queens Podcast. All Rights Reserved Audio Production by Wayfare Recording Music provided by Steven Tobi Logo designed by Ingrid at Penguin Designing
Transcribe →Aarushi Talwar: Convicted on a Theory? Part 2
2w ago00:49:46Tap to summarizeBy the time investigators accused Rajesh and Nupur Talwar of killing their daughter Aarushi and Hemraj Banjade, the case had already moved through multiple suspects, disputed forensic evidence, and competing theories of what happened inside the family's Noida home. In Part 2 of the Aarushi Talwar case, Tyrella and Nikita examine the evidence used against the Talwars, including the golf club and kukri theories, the forensic and investigative failures, their 2013 conviction and life sentences, and the 2017 Allahabad High Court decision that acquitted them. How did an investigation this troubled produce a conviction? And when does following the evidence become forcing the evidence to fit a theory? Listen to Part 1 first for the crime scene and the chaotic first 24 hours of the investigation. Content note: This episode discusses the death of a minor and includes non-graphic discussion of forensic and autopsy findings.
Transcribe →Aarushi Talwar: Wrong by Morning- Part 1
2w ago00:49:48Tap to summarizeIn 2008, 13-year-old Aarushi Talwar was found dead inside her family's home in Noida, India. Within hours, police had named the family's missing housekeeper, Hemraj Banjade, as their prime suspect. There was one enormous problem: they hadn't searched the entire property. Tyrella and Nikita walk through the first 24 hours of the Aarushi Talwar case — the locked bedroom, the family's nightly routine, the initial crime scene investigation, the search for Hemraj, and the discovery that completely upended the police's first theory. It's a case that raises a question at the heart of This Feels Criminal: what happens when investigators decide what happened before they've finished looking at the evidence? Part 2 covers the shifting suspects and theories, disputed forensic evidence, the Talwars' conviction, and the High Court decision that ultimately acquitted them. Content note: This episode discusses the death of a minor.
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Introducing: Tyrella Off the Record
3w ago00:06:45Tap to summarizeI'm launching something new: Tyrella Off the Record. If This Feels Criminal is where we slow down, dig deep, and ask the bigger questions, Tyrella Off the Record is where I'll help you keep up with true crime as it's happening. Ya'll know I'm following these cases like a hawk and I figured why not talk about them with you?!? Hearings. Trials. New filings. Breaking case developments. I'm following the cases you care about and breaking down what happened, why it matters, and what you need to know next—without requiring you to spend your entire day watching court or scrolling social media. And we're kicking things off at the perfect time: the Lindsay Clancy trial begins Monday. I'll be following the trial closely on Tyrella Off the Record, with regular recaps of the testimony, witnesses, rulings, and major developments. Today, I'm sharing the first episode here on the TFC feed so you can hear what to expect. After this episode, Lindsay Clancy trial updates will continue on the Tyrella Off the Record feed, so make sure you follow or subscribe there if you want to follow the trial with me. 🎙️ FOLLOW TYRELLA OFF THE RECORD Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/tyrella-off-the-record/id6794704654 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/033VL90FS28EOqc0XOGg4C True crime moves fast. I keep you updated. 📩 Want the important updates in one place without being tied to social media? Join The Record Briefing, my free weekly email: https://rebrand.ly/offrecord
Transcribe →Conor McGregor: What Happened When He Faced a Civil Jury- Part 2
3w ago01:01:29Tap to summarizeAfter nearly six years, Nikita Hand finally walked into a Dublin courtroom and faced Conor McGregor. In Part 2, we break down the 12-day civil trial: Hand's testimony, McGregor's claim that their encounter was consensual, the CCTV footage the defense said undermined her story, the medical and physical evidence presented to the jury, and the strategies used to challenge Hand's credibility. Then, after six hours and ten minutes of deliberation, the jury returned its verdict. We follow what happened next—including the damages awarded, McGregor's appeals, and what the case says about the way sexual assault allegations are investigated, prosecuted, defended, and discussed. And as McGregor attempted to stage a public comeback, we return to the part of his story that shouldn't be erased: the civil jury verdict Nikita Hand fought nearly seven years to obtain. To be clear: This episode is based on the evidence presented in court and the public record. If you're looking for a defense of Conor McGregor, this probably isn't the episode for you. Content warning: This episode contains detailed discussion of sexual assault, physical injuries, and trauma.
Transcribe →Conor McGregor : Why He Was Never Criminally Charged- Part 1
3w ago00:40:28Tap to summarizeIn 2018, Nikita Hand accused Conor McGregor of raping her in a Dublin hotel. Prosecutors declined to bring criminal charges—but six years later, Hand took McGregor to civil court. The medical evidence documented extensive injuries. McGregor's DNA placed him at the scene. But prosecutors ultimately declined to bring criminal charges. Nikita Hand didn't stop there. In Part 1, we walk through what happened that day according to the evidence and testimony, the aftermath of the alleged assault, the decision not to prosecute, and the years-long road to a civil courtroom—including the terrifying attack at Hand's home just months before the trial began. To be clear: This episode is based on the evidence presented in court and the public record. If you're looking for a defense of Conor McGregor, this probably isn't the episode for you. Content warning: This episode contains detailed discussion of sexual assault, physical injuries, and trauma. Part 2 covers the trial, the verdict, and McGregor's comeback, dropping Thursday. Patrons can listen now. 🎧 Listen ad-free & early on Patreon: patreon.com/killerqueenspod 📱 Instagram: @thisfeelscriminal 📌 Subscribe so you don't miss the trial updates. Sources: Forbes, Uncrowned, UFC.com, Parade, The Daily Beast, CBC News, The Irish Times, RTÉ, The Journal, CBS News, The Irish News, Irish Examiner, Soap Central, Dublin Rape Crisis Centre, Newsweek, The Mirror, MMA Mania, Irish Legal News, TIME, EssentiallySports, Celebrity Net Worth, ITV News
Transcribe →Karen Read — The Lawsuit That Could Take Down Two Police Departments (Part 2)
4w ago00:55:10Tap to summarizeThe same week Karen Read's lawsuit went public, the man at the center of it tried to avoid testifying. A month later, a furious judge accused someone of leaking his sealed medical information to the internet — ordered 32 attorneys to certify under oath they weren't responsible, and stopped just short of a gag order. Then Read's own team fired back, arguing the entire premise was wrong. This episode: the deposition wars playing out across three separate lawsuits, a retired lieutenant's failed fight to avoid his own subpoena, a young witness caught between a court order and Army basic training, and the timestamp discrepancy that Read's lawyers say unravels the whole leak story. Plus: what happened to the second officer at the center of this — and what any of it actually means for two police departments that would very much like this to go away. ⚠️ Content warning: this episode continues the discussion from Part 1 and includes references to the same explicit language quoted in court filings.
Transcribe →Karen Read — The Lawsuit That Could Take Down Two Police Departments (Part 1: The Complaint)
4w ago01:04:17Tap to summarizeKaren Read walked out of her second trial acquitted. Weeks later, she filed a lawsuit that isn't about whether she killed John O'Keefe — it's about the two police departments that investigated her, and what they knew about the men running that investigation before they ever put them on the case. This episode: the 87-page complaint Read filed against Massachusetts State Police and the Town of Canton, the decade of texts from lead investigator Michael Proctor and Canton Sergeant Sean Goode that the lawsuit calls a "cesspool of abject hatred," and the separate federal complaint — quietly incorporated into this filing — that lays out, allegation by allegation, how Read's team says the investigation itself was manufactured. We're not re-litigating the murder case. Two juries already did that. This is about what happens after — institutional accountability, not a verdict. ⚠️ Content warning: this episode includes racist, antisemitic, homophobic, and misogynistic language quoted directly from a public court filing, including slurs.
Transcribe →Charles Guiteau: "I Merely Shot Him" | James Garfield Assassination- Pt. 2
Jul 900:38:39Tap to summarize"I did not kill the president. The doctors did. I merely shot him." That was Charles Guiteau's defense. In 1881, a failed lawyer and preacher convinced himself he'd single-handedly won James Garfield the presidency — and that the president now owed him a job. When the reward never came, he decided Garfield had to die. In Part 2 of Founding Felons Week, Tyrella and Nikita get into who Guiteau really was and how he got there: the Oneida free-love commune that rejected him, his pattern of latching onto powerful men and then turning on them, the ten-week media circus of a trial, and the 1882 execution where he asked for an orchestra. It ends on the grim irony of a man who spent his whole life desperate to be remembered — and got his wish, as a brain on display at the Mütter Museum. New here? Start with Part 1 (the shooting and the nearly 80 days) before this one. Content warning: this episode discusses an assassination, capital punishment, child abuse, and preserved human remains.
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