Podcast Summary: Kreatures Of Habit Podcast
Episode Title: Rock Bottom to P90X: How Fitness Helped Him Reclaim His Life
Host: Michael Chernow
Guest: Waz Ashayer
Release Date: February 11, 2026
Episode Overview
This deeply personal and inspiring episode features Michael Chernow in conversation with Waz Ashayer, fitness coach and the new face of P90X. Waz shares his powerful story of battling addiction, hitting rock bottom, and ultimately transforming his life through habits, routines, and fitness. The conversation offers raw reflections on addiction, identity, the power of small daily wins, and how channeling his energy into positive disciplines—especially fitness—helped reclaim his life. The show also delivers practical routines and habit-building strategies that listeners can implement, regardless of their current struggles.
Key Discussion Points & Insights
1. Understanding and Confronting Addiction
[00:00–11:00]
- Both Michael and Waz share candid experiences with addiction, underscoring its prevalence and devastating consequences.
- Addiction is framed not as a moral failing but as a brain disease, with an emphasis on the critical perspective shift needed for true recovery.
- "Addiction is actually a brain disease… It's a disease like getting diagnosed with bipolar, severe depression, or even cancer. When someone has cancer, they don't say 'I am cancer,' but as addicts, we say 'I am an addict.' We have to change that perspective."
— Michael Chernow [05:00]
- "Addiction is actually a brain disease… It's a disease like getting diagnosed with bipolar, severe depression, or even cancer. When someone has cancer, they don't say 'I am cancer,' but as addicts, we say 'I am an addict.' We have to change that perspective."
- The notion that you can't outrun your addiction; you must confront it directly.
- "To solve the problem, one must not turn their back on it, they must go into it... you won't break the code until you go into it."
— Waz [00:17], revisited at [09:49]
- "To solve the problem, one must not turn their back on it, they must go into it... you won't break the code until you go into it."
2. Waz’s Rock Bottom and Turning Point
[11:03–17:19]
- Waz recounts in vivid detail his darkest period: severe drug use led to physical and emotional collapse, to the point where merely showering caused agony due to malnutrition and self-neglect.
- "There was a point where my skin was very, like, thin, and it would just tear… even to have a shower would be painful."
— Waz [11:03]
- "There was a point where my skin was very, like, thin, and it would just tear… even to have a shower would be painful."
- A poignant moment: recording a video message to his family as a final apology, not expecting to survive.
- The importance of “stacking habits” for recovery: focusing on incremental daily improvements as a lifeline.
- "At the time I thought there was no way out, but there is… and it’s called stacking your habits. It’s day by day by day… that’s how I got out."
— Waz [14:35]
- "At the time I thought there was no way out, but there is… and it’s called stacking your habits. It’s day by day by day… that’s how I got out."
3. From Despair to P90X
[16:07–19:18]
- The transformation: Waz moves from utter hopelessness to leading the new P90X program.
- "I feel like I’m watching somebody else have a really good time… it’s such an honor."
— Waz [17:19]
- "I feel like I’m watching somebody else have a really good time… it’s such an honor."
- He stresses the value of learning from mentors and other experts in fitness:
- "The best coaches are the best thieves. People that are really good have taken great things from other people, put that into their own practice, and move forward."
— Waz [17:56]
- "The best coaches are the best thieves. People that are really good have taken great things from other people, put that into their own practice, and move forward."
4. Fitness and Habits as Anchors
[19:18–48:50]
- Waz details his lifelong engagement in sports and how fitness, while present before sobriety, became his anchor and discipline post-addiction.
- Highlights the necessity of community and mentorship in both fitness and sobriety.
- Meal routines and preparation are essential. Waz adopts Michael’s Meal One—an oatmeal-based meal, born of Michael’s own sobriety journey—as his foundational breakfast.
- "Preparation is key. If you don’t prepare, you’re starting on the back foot. My oats are ready… I take them everywhere."
— Waz [47:20]
- "Preparation is key. If you don’t prepare, you’re starting on the back foot. My oats are ready… I take them everywhere."
- Fitness doubles as a reliable “legal high,” providing a sense of euphoria and accomplishment that replaces the old craving for substances.
5. Daily Routines: Morning to Night
[43:38–56:19] Morning Routine ([43:38])
- Waz wakes up at 4:45 am, starts with coffee and cardio (zone 2 or interval, depending on mood), and emphasizes being intentional in the morning.
- After cardio, he enjoys Meal One, then stacks routines and meals throughout the day (meal-prep, protein, eggs, nutrient-dense foods).
Evening Challenges ([42:13–44:39])
- Waz admits to struggling with a wind-down routine and late bedtimes, aiming to improve with concrete habits (e.g., bedtime alarms).
- Both host and guest agree on the importance of designing your environment for success ("leave it the way you want to find it") and building healthy home routines.
6. Breaking Bad Habits & Replacing with Good
[57:03–58:24]
- Habits are rarely eliminated—they are replaced. Remove a negative, and you must fill the void with something constructive.
- "Your body doesn’t differentiate between good habits and bad habits… your body just exchanges habit for habit."
— Waz [57:47]
- "Your body doesn’t differentiate between good habits and bad habits… your body just exchanges habit for habit."
7. The Power of 'Why'—Purpose-Driven Change
[48:48; 59:30–62:19]
- The key to lasting transformation is uncovering and regularly revisiting one's 'why'.
- "I will sit with that person until I find out what their why is. And then we will use that why every day to remind them that it is worth waking up. And you’ll be surprised what people’s whys are."
— Waz [00:48; 61:10]
- "I will sit with that person until I find out what their why is. And then we will use that why every day to remind them that it is worth waking up. And you’ll be surprised what people’s whys are."
8. Message to Those Struggling
[59:24–66:29]
- Hard advice: Only you can start the process of change; no one can force it on you.
- "Take control of your life. It's that simple. I can want it for somebody… but you have to want it. It's the hardest conversation, and you need to have it with yourself."
— Waz [59:30]
- "Take control of your life. It's that simple. I can want it for somebody… but you have to want it. It's the hardest conversation, and you need to have it with yourself."
- Michael reinforces that transformation is possible for anyone:
- "I am not unique. Waz is not unique. God did not pluck us out… what he said—you have to take control of your life, that’s the facts. No one is going to do it for you… it is 100% possible for you to be sitting on this side of the table with us."
— Michael [65:11–66:16]
- "I am not unique. Waz is not unique. God did not pluck us out… what he said—you have to take control of your life, that’s the facts. No one is going to do it for you… it is 100% possible for you to be sitting on this side of the table with us."
- Waz closes:
- "Come and take a seat. Like Michael said, there is a chair here for you. Just come and join us."
— Waz [66:17]
- "Come and take a seat. Like Michael said, there is a chair here for you. Just come and join us."
Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments
- On the identity of addiction:
"It’s an identity, isn't it? People form to an identity… as long as I think awareness is like the first step." — Waz [06:29] - On the daily battle:
"You won’t break the code until you go into it. You’re always going to fail if you try and run away from something." — Waz [00:17] - On stacking wins:
"It becomes your lifestyle… it’s like dominoes, isn’t it? Once you do one thing, you’re on to the next thing. It’s this game of momentum." — Waz [48:53] - On the impact of fitness:
"Fitness is a legal high… it is the best feeling… and I wish everybody could experience that." — Waz [46:41] - On meeting people and creating your network:
"You are a representation of the five people you hang out with most… I believe that very, very truly." — Waz [35:33] - On changing your life:
"You have one shot at this thing called life. You get one go. Find your 'why'… and then we build structure around it." — Waz [59:30–62:19] - Direct message to listeners:
"Don’t fucking die. Just come and take a seat. Come and sit with us." — Waz [66:19] - On the power of helping others:
"Now I just get a good kick out of putting out a good couple of squats… I love helping people innately, and that's just what I’m doing with fitness." — Waz [68:30]
Timestamps for Key Segments
| Timestamp | Segment | Summary | |-------------|--------------------------------------------|-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| | 00:00–11:00 | Addiction: Framing & Confrontation | Defining addiction, confronting it, “stacking habits” for recovery | | 11:03–17:19 | Rock Bottom | Waz’s lowest point, the role of daily habits in emergence | | 17:19–19:18 | P90X & New Life | From despair to leading a global fitness movement | | 19:18–48:50 | Routines, Fitness, and Meal Prep | Building routine, morning and evening habits, the power of meal planning and fitness | | 43:38–56:19 | Specific Routines: Morning & Sleep | Detailed daily routines, challenges with sleep/wind-down | | 57:03–58:24 | Breaking Bad Habits, Replacing with Good | How to swap destructive habits for positive ones | | 59:24–62:19 | Finding Purpose: The ‘Why’ | Discovering meaningful personal motivation for lasting change | | 62:19–68:30 | Impact, Message to Strugglers, Closing | Lemons-to-lemonade: Impact of P90X, speaking to listeners still suffering |
Resources & Where to Find Waz
- Instagram: @wazashayer (W A Z A S H A Y E R)
- P90X: p90x.com
- New generation led by Waz, available as digital subscription
- Includes access to all classic P90X content plus the new Generation NEXT program
Final Takeaway
This conversation is a testament to the power of daily habits, the transformative effect of fitness and positive routine, and—most crucially—the importance of confronting one’s own darkness. Whether you’re struggling with addiction or simply seeking to level up your routine, Waz’s journey exemplifies what’s possible when purpose, self-awareness, and steadfast discipline come together. Above all: There is always a way out, and it begins by building one good habit at a time.
