Podcast
Literally My Life
Hosted by Alex El-Amin/ Chicago Barbie · EN
Literally My Life: My Guide To Girlhood is a passion project by Alexandra El-Amin, inspired by her journey of overcoming significant health challenges. This podcast explores the highs and lows of girlhood with real conversations on trauma, healing, breakups, self-love, and more. Through raw honesty and motivational advice, Alexandra shares her story and life lessons to help you embrace every part of your journey. Whether you’re facing heartbreak or rediscovering yourself, this podcast is here to guide and inspire.
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73 Questions With Chicago Barbie
3d ago00:11:59Tap to summarizeInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/theliterall...TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbie...Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminYT: / @chicagobarbiepresents Get ready, because we are stripping back the layers. In this highly anticipated episode of Literally My Life, I am sitting down to answer 73 rapid-fire questions about absolutely everything. From my ultimate career ambitions in sports and entertainment to my daily routines, personal style, and what it really takes to build a multimedia brand at 19—no topic is off-limits. Get to know the real mindset behind the "Chicago Barbie" name and what is coming next. Tune in now!
Transcribe →The Art Of Reinventing Yourself
1w ago00:25:55Tap to summarizeHow many times are we allowed to reinvent ourselves?If you ask me—the answer is as many times as it takes.In this week’s episode of Literally My Life, we’re talking about the art of reinvention—why changing isn’t something to fear, but something to embrace. Whether you’re outgrowing a relationship, a city, a career path, a friend group, or even an old version of yourself… this episode is your reminder that you are allowed to evolve.We’re diving into:✨ why so many people fear change✨ the signs it may be time for a new chapter✨ common myths about reinvention✨ practical ways to start becoming your next version now✨ how to stop feeling guilty for changingI’m also sharing some of my own experiences with reinvention—from high school to college, health challenges, journalism, and becoming “Chicago Barbie”—and what I’ve learned from each version of myself along the way.This is your permission slip to become someone new.You do not owe anyone consistency at the expense of your growth.
Transcribe →You Can Run, But You Can't Hide
2w ago00:32:26Tap to summarizeIG; https://www.instagram....Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com...Substack: https://open.substack....YouTube:  / @chicagobarbiepresents Can you really outrun your past—or does it always find a way to catch up with you?In this week’s episode of Literally My Life, I’m opening up about a moment that unexpectedly forced me to confront old wounds from my past—and the realization that true healing doesn’t come from avoidance, distraction, or distance… it comes from confrontation.We’re talking about:✨ Why unresolved pain keeps resurfacing✨ The psychology behind emotional triggers and “unfinished business.”✨ my “Cranes in the Sky” theory—why running doesn’t heal you✨ what the Bible says about fear, truth, and healing✨ how to begin confronting the things you’ve been avoidingIf you’ve ever felt haunted by your past, triggered by old memories, or frustrated that something “shouldn’t” still hurt—you are not alone, and this episode is for you.You can run.But eventually, healing begins when you stop.Listen, reflect, and let’s grow together —Literally My Life with Chicago BarbieHosted by Alexandra El-AminFollow for more conversations on girlhood, healing, confidence, ambition, and becoming the woman you’re meant to be.
Transcribe →Ask Alex Advice, Hot Takes & Getting to Know Chicago Barbie
3w ago00:40:34Tap to summarizeIG; https://www.instagram.com/theliterall...Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbie...Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminYouTube: / @chicagobarbiepresents This week on Literally My Life, we’re doing something special: Ask Alex 💌In the first half of this episode, I’m answering your advice questions—everything from confidence, college friendships, heartbreak, situationships, burnout, and reinventing yourself after a hard season.In the second half, we’re getting more personal. I’m answering your questions about Chicago Barbie—where the name came from, what people misunderstand about me, my health journey, my family, my dreams, dating, and what I hope to build with this platform.This might be my most personal episode yet—and definitely one of my favorites.Thank you for being here. I hope after listening, you feel a little more understood, a little more inspired, and a lot less alone. 💌Listen, subscribe, and send your questions for the next Ask Alex episode.Xx, Alexandra (“Chicago Barbie”) El-Amin
Transcribe →Chicago Barbie Summer: What We’re Doing + What We’re Leaving
May 500:20:01Tap to summarize(VIDEO EPISODE ON SPOTIFY AND YOUTUBE!)IG: https://www.instagram.com/theliterall...https://www.instagram.com/mschicagoba...TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbie...Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminYouTube: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminWelcome back to Literally My LifeI’m Alex El-Amin, aka Chicago Barbie, and in this episode we’re getting into everything this summer is about—what we’re doing, what we’re leaving behind, and how I’m stepping into 19 feeling like my best self.After finishing my freshman year and coming home to Chicago, I’ve had time to reset, reflect, and really think about what actually makes me happy. This episode is part life update, part hot takes, and part summer mindset shift.We’re talking:what I’ve unlearned this yearChicago Barbie “IN vs OUT” for summersummer flings vs real feelingswho I’m becoming in this next chapterIf you’re entering a new season, trying to find yourself again, or just need a reset—this episode is for you.Listen, share, and subscribe for more episodes of Literally My LifeShop everything I use: LTK + Amazon Storefront (Chicago Barbie)Follow me on Instagram & TikTok for more
Transcribe →The End of the Beginning (Turning 19 & Closing Freshman Year)
Apr 2700:26:14Tap to summarizeInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/theliterall...TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbie...Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminYT: / @chicagobarbiepresents In this episode of Literally My Life, I’m opening up about the end of my freshman year of college and turning 19—what this year actually felt like vs what I expected.Freshman year didn’t go how I planned. From loneliness and health struggles to growth, faith, and figuring out who I am, this year changed me in ways I didn’t expect. If you’re in college, about to start, or just feeling lost in your life, this episode is for you.We’re talking about:the reality of freshman yearfeeling alone in collegegrowing through hard seasonsturning 19 and entering a new erathe “end of the beginning” mindsetThis is your reminder that it’s okay if life doesn’t look how you thought it would—sometimes that’s where the real growth starts.Listen to more episodes of Literally My LifeFollow me on Instagram & TikTok: @mschicagobarbie
Transcribe →When Everything Falls Apart At Once (and how to regroup without losing yourself)
Apr 2100:28:36Tap to summarizeInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/theliterall...TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbie...Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/alexelaminYT: / @chicagobarbiepresents When everything falls apart at once… what do you do?This episode is all about navigating unexpected setbacks, staying grounded, and learning how to move forward without losing yourself.Real, honest, and needed.
Transcribe →Literally My Life Update!
Apr 1300:34:06Tap to summarizeTickets to Literally My Life Live: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/literally-my-life-with-chicago-barbie-tickets-1987106946368IG: https://www.instagram.com/theliterallymylifepodcast?igsh=MXV4YnVienRqYWlncg%3D%3D&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chicagobarbiepresents?_r=1&_t=ZT-95UOI0fmjBVSubstack: https://alexelamin.substack.com/Hi my loves 💋This week’s episode is a real, honest life update. I feel like I’m stepping into a completely new version of myself, and I wanted to talk through everything with you — getting closer to God, locking in on my grades and goals, setting boundaries, and navigating something very new for me… actually catching feelings.I’m also reflecting on how much freshman year has changed me and who I’m becoming moving forward. This episode is soft, real, and a little chaotic — just like life lately.ALSO… I’m so excited to announce my first live podcast 💋Literally My Life: Live with Chicago Barbie📍 Eaton Humanities 150 (CU Boulder)📅 April 16th🕒 6:30–8:00 PMCome be in the room for live conversations, audience Q&A, and a meet & greet. I can’t wait to see you 🥹Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe 💋
Transcribe →How To Raise Your Standards (and How To Never Lower Them)
Mar 3100:38:54Tap to summarizeAt some point, you have to sit down with yourself and ask… why am I accepting this?In this episode, I’m talking about raising your standards, why we ignore red flags (even when they’re literally screaming at us), and how I’ve learned to choose myself every single time — even when it’s hard.From confusing situationships to moments that felt way too real for what they were… yeah, we’re unpacking all of it.This is for the girls who know they deserve more… but are still learning how to actually act like it.XOXO,Chicago Barbie 💋
Transcribe →I Love Me More
Mar 300:26:05Tap to summarizeDescription: (Video episode available on Spotify and YouTube)IG: / / TikTok: / chicagobarbie...ask Alex form: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA... Literally My Life: The Newsletter: https://substack.com/@alexelaminchica“I love you, Richard. But I love me more.”In this episode, we’re talking about loving someone deeply without abandoning yourself. Why do we shrink, overextend, and overgive in relationships? And what does it actually look like to choose yourself — without guilt?Inspired by Samantha Jones’ iconic line, this episode is about confidence, boundaries, and remembering that self-love isn’t selfish. It’s necessary.If you’ve ever loved someone but felt yourself disappearing… this one is for you.
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