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Scott
Do you live your life looking for opportunities and open doors, or do you live it based on your convictions? Welcome to Living Influence. Bill, you have a story that includes opportunities and the devil.
Bill
Yes.
Scott
That I've heard you share.
Bill
Yeah. Thank you, Scott.
Scott
Let's start there.
Bill
We have a propensity, at least in America as Christians, to believe that when we are successful, it's because God is blessing us.
Grace
Right.
Bill
And I just want to tweak that a little bit and say, remember when Jesus was tempted, Satan offered him the kingdoms of the world.
Grace
Yeah.
Scott
He did.
Bill
And Jesus never said to him, those are not yours to give. Here's an important get. Satan can often be the author of opportunity.
Grace
Wow.
Bill
Because if all he has to do to keep anyone from the purposes of God is to give them a great opportunity, he'll do it. How much money do you need to not have to follow God? How many assets do you need? And in my opinion, unfortunately, thousands of Christians in America are trapped in the seduction of opportunity. But what if, as you said in the intro, what if next decisions are not based on opportunity or circumstances, but they're based on convictions? What if my next choices came out of the truce that I trusted? Yeah.
Scott
Which makes me think of Mother Teresa, who.
Bill
Exactly.
Scott
When she felt this call to open, this mission to minister to the poor she talks about, decades went by where she didn't sense God's voice. And so she was doing that whole work based on this conviction that she had.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
And went through this period of time of just struggle and work. And now we know the story. Everyone knows her name.
Bill
Absolutely.
Scott
Everyone's been affected by her influence.
Bill
Isn't that beautiful?
Scott
Yes.
Bill
And that's a great example, Scott, of this concept that we're working on together, this influence dynamic. What is the dynamic God is doing when he interrupts a life? What's he doing?
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
He's bringing that life, your life, my life. He's bringing that life into an opportunity to know him, experience him, know his truth, and build our life upon it.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
That's how our convictions are formed. And yet so many, quite honestly, so many Christian leaders that I have spent time with over many years have measured their lives by their success or the lack of it.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Because no one has ever encouraged them to sit down and say, wait, how have you experienced God? How have you, in experiencing God, been influenced by truth?
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And have you allowed yourself to make your life choices on the foundation of that truth? In our last session, I was talking about my own salvation experience.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And talking about God interrupting My life. Well, six weeks after I become a Christian, I'm in Bible college.
Grace
Yeah.
Scott
How did that happen?
Bill
I know. It's like, wait a minute, wait a minute. So my brother knew a man who happened to be the chairman of the board of a Bible college.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And this man took me golfing. And this man who took me golfing, while we were golfing, he asked me a simple question. And I didn't know how to golf in those days, but I still don't do very well. But anyway, he asked me a simple question. He said, have you ever thought about going to Bible college? And I can honestly say no, because I didn't even know there was such a thing as a Bible college. So I didn't even think about it. He said, would you like to. And. And he explained to me why. Because I would learn the Bible and I would, you know. And I went, oh, yeah, I got to go to that place. I'm. I'm a Christian. So he set it up, and I literally went to Bible college before my transcripts got there. I was accepted on his word.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And I show up in this Bible college. I wasn't meant for them and they weren't meant for me. But that's okay. I. I learned a lot. And the lessons, two lessons in that Bible college that had a profound effect on me. I was learning a lot. I loved what they were teaching. I mean, I wore pages of my Bible out. I couldn't read enough. One day we were studying the book of Romans. We had a guest speaker from Dallas Seminary, and he was talking about the righteousness of God in us. And something like that. I can't remember exactly, but he kept asking questions and nobody in the class was getting it. And he got real mad. So mad. Ever some teacher, Bible college anywhere else get mad enough? He slammed his Bible on the podium and he walked out of the classroom thinking, none of you are going to get this, and I'm not real smart. But I sat there and I went, there's something really significant here. I don't know what it is, but I've got to find it. What was he saying in Romans? And I went up to my room and I literally, after work that afternoon, I stayed in my room and I read Romans, chapters three, four, and five. Thinking, praying, crying, trying to figure it out till 4:30 in the morning. I was so convicted. It was my first experience with a deep conviction of truth. And I got it. And I went. I got it. And Dr. Woodring was single, and he lived in a moist dorm while he was there as a guest speaker, teacher. And I don't know where I got the courage, but at 4:30 in the morning.
Scott
This is crazy to me.
Bill
Yeah.
Scott
I don't know the story. I don't know if I call that courage. It was something.
Bill
It was something. But I got up at 4, I went down.
Scott
You went to his door at 4:30am.
Bill
4:30 in the morning. And I knocked on his door and he came to the door and he looked at me. What are you doing here? I said, I think I got it. He said, you got what? I said, I think I got what you were teaching us today. Why are you here? I got to tell you what I think I got. Well, tell me. I think you're telling us that we are not only righteous before God, but we actually have the very righteousness of Christ in us. He said, come in here.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And we sat on two chairs in his little room till 7:30 when he had to clean up to get ready for breakfast. I can honestly say to you that there was such a deep conviction in me that I had discovered truth that I didn't know what to do with the truth. I discovered.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
I didn't understand what I had just learned.
Grace
Right.
Bill
Even with his review, quite honestly, as you know, Scott, it took me another 14, 15 years of understanding that what I had discovered in that Bible college as a 17 year old, 18, maybe 18 now, 18 year old kid, I discovered a powerful insight on grace. A powerful insight on grace. That God at Calvary in Christ made me a new creation and that I no longer am just declared righteous, but I am righteous. In fact, the evidence of this righteousness is the love of Christ in me.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Oh my gosh. When I. And now.
Scott
And so that was at 18, at 18 years old. And so that conviction that truth has followed you your whole life.
Bill
My whole life.
Scott
It's defined your whole life?
Bill
It's defined my whole life.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
I want to emphasize that because years ago one of my mentors was Bobby Clinton at Fuller Seminary. And Bobby Clinton taught me and a lot of leaders how to do a timeline. Just how to break your life down into 10 year blocks and discover it. But the main purpose of the timeline, which I really want to encourage our listeners to understand. Do you know that if we can discover God in our yesterdays, we can find him in our tomorrows?
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And do you know that God works with each one of us individually?
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Every person. Now I'm talking about me. But that young boy had an experience of God's influence in my life through Dr. Woodring. And you just said it better than I. And that has followed me. And it's been the foundation of the theology of grace that I now have been teaching for over 50 years.
Scott
Here's a truth that I believe. Every person, if they were able to authentically share their stories, would find God's purposes, Amen in those stories.
Bill
Scott, I'm telling you, I want to scream back at you. Yes. Because if we could get people just to pause and look at their yesterdays in depth, they will discover circumstances, situations, people and things that were really God at work in them. They may have ignored it, they may have denied it, they may still not believe it.
Scott
They belittled it. Belittled it, Dismissed it.
Bill
Dismissed it.
Grace
Right.
Bill
But that doesn't mean it's not true.
Scott
And so the truth we're talking about is that the God of the universe, the creator of everything, black holes, everything, subatomic particles, whales that swim in the ocean, us.
Grace
That.
Scott
That God is in my heart.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
And wait, I could trust that he's in my heart.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
And I could let those convictions, he teaches me, those truths that he teaches me to influence my life.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
We don't want to make this Pollyannish.
Bill
No, it's not.
Scott
Doesn't mean I won't struggle. It doesn't mean I won't have. Have moments of like, what's going on?
Bill
Life hits us, no doubt about it. But that reality is foundational if I choose to trust it. I just got to give one more quick story while I was at death College. I'm now 19, a whole year later, and I'm all by myself in my dorm room. And for me, the first experience I ever had of sensing the presence of God happened in that dorm room. And to be honest, because I'm not a super saint. Scared the bejeebies out of me.
Scott
You're not a super what?
Bill
Saint.
Scott
Super saint. Yeah, it scared.
Bill
It scared me. I mean, deeply scared me. And I wish I could say to you that it went away instantly so I didn't have to worry about. Lingered. I don't have words for this. I've heard people say the same thing. There's a voice that you hear in a moment like that. It's God's. I don't know what. It's audible. I don't know. I don't know the source. I don't know the source, but I know. I know the voice was real.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
It simply said, the voice said, bill, my hand is on your life.
Grace
Yeah, that's all it said.
Bill
And every guy didn't get quiet. I still was a little freakish. I wasn't sure. But I want to say this. I believed it. I did. I believed it's God. I believed it was God. Now that is what I call the beginning of my own sense of destiny experience.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Now, again, not in a polyatic way, but in a real way, believing that to be true. I already now, two years earlier, had become a Christian. I believe that was true. And now I have this sense of I believe that's true. With exceptions that were not good. Almost all of my life choices from that day forward were dependent. Does this direct me into this purpose of God that He has for me? Almost all of my choices led me that way.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
I left that room believing that this God of the universe that I invited into my life. Who said? I said, it's got to make a difference. I'm now feeling this is real, but I can't imagine the difference it's going to make.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Bobby Clinton's language for what I'm going to say next would be this. There's such a thing as a divine confirmation or affirmation.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And within days of that experience, I'm in the president of the college's office. Thought I had a meeting with him, and it was with his secretary, Eleanor. And Eleanor said to me, bill, I believe God's hands on your life.
Grace
Yeah.
Scott
To confirm what you'd heard.
Bill
And then she made this statement. And I'm going to pray for you every day the rest of my life.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Now, I'm not real smart, but I'm smart enough to know something is going on that is beyond my ability to comprehend and understand. But I knew it was God.
Scott
So I have a question for you. You have this conviction.
Bill
Yeah.
Scott
You have this affirmation from God that His hands on you.
Grace
Yeah.
Scott
Working for Ira.
Bill
Yeah.
Scott
And you have a Bible camp and a weekend youth group meeting. And. And it kind of comes to a head.
Bill
Yeah.
Scott
And Ira says to you, bill, you got to make a choice.
Bill
Yep.
Scott
So in your story, you talk about coming home and talking to Grace about it.
Grace
And.
Scott
And you talked about you and Grace crying.
Bill
Yep.
Scott
Tell me about the tears.
Bill
Yeah. We sat at the table and we realized we now had to trust God with our tomorrows, and we had to trust him that his hand literally was on us to now go into the ministry with these young adults. And we cried because it was scary. It was awesome. But we didn't have a plan. We just had a confirmation that this is the Time. Quite honestly, Scott, that made it even more real for me. It was less Pollyannic at that point. We had two small children.
Grace
Right.
Bill
I wouldn't have a job.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
How do you trust God?
Scott
With this.
Bill
With this.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
Which is the two of us.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
You know, and, and. And yet for both of us, it was so clear. This is our next.
Scott
This is our conviction.
Bill
So that when we go in to see Ira, you know, the funny part of that story is. Don't tell me what you said, because he was gonna let me go.
Grace
Right.
Bill
But. But he found a job for me, Scott, that gave me two years. Grace sent me two years working part time, making as much money as I did with the Auditor General's office.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
To get ourselves prepared for God's next.
Scott
For us, which you had no idea.
Bill
Was coming at all.
Scott
There are these moments of suffering that God brings us into that we're not prepared for.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
That we don't understand.
Bill
Amen.
Scott
That we don't know how we're going to get through. And yet as we trust Him, He, I. He brings us through.
Bill
It's a paradox. God. Let me say it this way. Most of us want to say this. Show me God and I will trust you. And God wants to say, trust me and I will show you. Yeah, see, that's a paradox. It is a paradox because when I say to God, show me and I will trust you, I'm in control of the process. When my God says to me, trust me and I will show you, he's in control of the process. So the Christian life, we talk about it, we sing about it. There's thousands of books written about it. It's a life of faith. But not many of us have pondered the depth of what it means to trust God in a circumstance where only he knows the outcome.
Scott
I call that trusting without knowing.
Bill
Exactly.
Scott
He's asking us to do that, by.
Bill
The way, Scott, because that's the only way it'll work. Right? Yeah. I hate to be this negative, but I will say this. God's not looking for partners.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
He's not looking for partners.
Grace
Right.
Bill
He's looking for participants.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And yet we want to be part of it. Well, we are part of it, but our part is the part he's chosen, not the part we've chosen for Him. Those are weird words to a lot of people. And I'm sure there's people listening to me right now going, what did he just say? But in reality, can I. And we'll hear stories next time. But can I? At 18 years old, trust the truth that forms my theology. Can I, at 19 years old, trust a God that forms all of the rest of my significant life choices? And if I can do that, anybody can do that. In our podcast, we're going to spend a lot of time in this season telling stories, but we're going to spend a lot of time reminding people of this God. You have to get God right.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
You've got to get God right. Secondly, if you don't get God right, you'll never get you right.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
So that's going to be pervasive to everything we say. Who is this God that would dare to interrupt a Scott's life and tell him to stay in a church and that he would take care of you? Who is that God that would do that? Who would come into this character's life? Well, that's the real God. So I'm going to say this and then it's more theme for later, but I'll say this. Unless we experience grace, we'll never get God right?
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
And we'll never get me. Right. And I'll never get you. Right.
Grace
Yeah.
Bill
So how in the world do I experience grace? By trusting God with me.
Grace
Right.
Scott
So our theme today was, are we going to live our lives based on open doors and opportunities? Let me just frame it a little bit different. Are we going to live our lives as victims to our circumstances?
Bill
Amen.
Scott
Are we going to live our lives based on our convictions that God has brought into our lives that God has given us?
Bill
Amen. Thank you.
Scott
We want you to live your life based on the convictions that God has placed brought to you. No one knows those except for you. And it's our desire that you can discover those.
Bill
Amen. Well said.
Scott
Thank you for listening to the podcast. We're really glad that you're here. We'd love to know that you're here. And so if you could leave a comment, we would appreciate that. But more importantly, if you know someone that should listen to this or hear it, we would love for you to share it with them. Thanks again.
Podcast Date: October 2, 2025
Hosts: Bill Thrall, Scott Boyd
Guest Contributor: Grace
In this episode, Bill and Scott explore how Christians discern opportunities in life and the critical distinction between living by conviction versus chasing open doors. The conversation challenges conventional views of success and opportunity, proposes that not all opportunities are from God, and emphasizes building one’s life through deeply held convictions, often forged in struggle and faith, not just in circumstances. The central thesis: Your influence is shaped not by chance but by the convictions you live from—convictions rooted in your understanding of who God says you are.
Success and Blessing Misconception
Satan as the Author of Opportunity
First Sense of Calling
The Challenge of Trust
Paradox of Trust
Being Participants, Not Partners
On the Danger of Opportunities:
On Influence and Living by Conviction:
Afraid But Obedient:
On Divine Affirmation:
On God’s Process:
Summary Challenge to the Listener:
Bill and Scott urge listeners to examine their lives, not merely for opportunities and open doors, but for the lasting convictions that can only be defined by encounter with God’s truth and grace. They challenge listeners to map their stories for evidence of God’s influence, to develop convictions as the basis for decision-making, and to trust God deeply—“trusting without knowing.”
For further discussion next time: