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Karen Kilgariff
This is exactly right.
Gemma Spag
Our 20s are often seen as this golden decade. Our time to be carefree, make mistakes, and figure out our lives. But what can psychology teach us about this time? I'm Gemma Spag, the host of the Psychology of your twenties. Each week we take a deep dive into a unique aspect of our 20s, from career anxiety, mental health, heartbreak, money, and much more to explore the science behind our experiences. The psychology of your 20s, hosted by me, Jemma Speg. Listen now on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
Georgia Hardstark
It's April 2020. A woman announces on Facebook that she has Covid and won't be seeking medical attention.
Karen Kilgariff
I didn't want to be talked out of this plan.
Georgia Hardstark
Then she disappears. Anyone else think this is strange?
Karen Kilgariff
I just had to know, how did this happen?
Georgia Hardstark
Listen to what happened to Talina czar on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
Kristen Davis
Hi, I'm Kristen Davis, host of the podcast Are youe a Charlotte? Sarah Jessica Parker is here and she is sharing stories from the very beginning. Like the time she forgot we filmed the pilot episode.
Georgia Hardstark
I remember some things about shooting the pilot. Right.
Kristen Davis
I have some memories I can fill in and that.
Georgia Hardstark
You're going to fill me in.
Kristen Davis
Yes, but then you forgot about it. I completely, in the very long time they took, you forgot about it. Listen to Are you a Charlotte? On the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcast, or wherever you get your podcasts.
Karen Kilgariff
My sav.
Georgia Hardstark
Hello and welcome to my favorite murder.
Karen Kilgariff
That's Georgia Hardstart.
Georgia Hardstark
That's Karen Kilgera.
Karen Kilgariff
Someone's got a new haircut.
Georgia Hardstark
This is the place where we trim our bangs an hour before we go on video.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, did you hand. You personally hand trimmed your own bangs?
Georgia Hardstark
Yes, and I have a sink at home full of hair to prove it.
Karen Kilgariff
Well, I like it. You went down the center.
Georgia Hardstark
I did like it because I've been growing it out. So, like, what am I gonna do? And then I'm like, well, I hate it. And so I just went.
Karen Kilgariff
You did cotton bangs? Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Did it work?
Karen Kilgariff
Yes, it did.
Georgia Hardstark
I used the razor scissors from when I was in Beauty School in 1999.
Karen Kilgariff
Do you remember your razor scissor lesson? What was the trick of razor scissors?
Georgia Hardstark
Get them, like, make sure you have a new razor in there and not one from 1998, which is what you had.
Karen Kilgariff
Nice dull razor.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. You could hear the hair.
Karen Kilgariff
You can hear the hair cutting.
Georgia Hardstark
You can hear each hair individually being sliced.
Karen Kilgariff
Do you know how Much. I. I can't have people use razors on my hair. It goes insane.
Georgia Hardstark
Like the. Cause. Oh, your hair goes crazy.
Karen Kilgariff
The hair goes so crazy. And it's not. You know, there's like. I follow a bunch of hairdressers on TikTok.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Stylists. Is there a word?
Georgia Hardstark
Sure.
Karen Kilgariff
And a lot of them use those razors. And I'm like, I don't. My hair would do that. Do the weirdest shit.
Georgia Hardstark
I know what you mean. Because it can't be thinner. It'll just. Vince very, like, carefully said, don't you have someone who does that for you?
Karen Kilgariff
And then ran down the hall in his socks at top speed.
Georgia Hardstark
I laughed so hard. It was just, like, such a careful thing. And it's like, yeah, but obviously you've never been a fucking teenage girl. Cause.
Karen Kilgariff
Right. Cause it's not that hard. And it doesn't. It looks good.
Georgia Hardstark
Thank you.
Karen Kilgariff
I don't know how much better they would do it.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
And also, you're getting into a real curtain. It's got, like, a curtain bangs center part. Are you gonna go into a Farrah Fawcett era this summer?
Georgia Hardstark
I could. And then I have, like, the 80s shirt to go with it. Blouse.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. Span those decades.
Georgia Hardstark
My goal and beauty is to look like Janet from Freeze Company at all times.
Karen Kilgariff
I was gonna say Janet from Freeze Company, and then I thought you would think it was insulting.
Georgia Hardstark
Why? She's gorgeous.
Karen Kilgariff
She's gorgeous. I don't know. I. Maybe I thought it was too old, so I was just like, file it. File it away.
Georgia Hardstark
That's my fucking style. That and then a little bit of Mrs. Roper thrown in. You know what I mean? Just like a smooch.
Karen Kilgariff
A chunky necklace. Right.
Georgia Hardstark
A moomoo.
Karen Kilgariff
We were just talking about the Ropers on Do youo Need a Ride?
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, how funny not to cr.
Karen Kilgariff
Cross promote.
Georgia Hardstark
That's weird, but it's the truth, man.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
We're, like, psychically connected.
Karen Kilgariff
It's true.
Georgia Hardstark
Psycholy connected.
Karen Kilgariff
Psycholy connected.
Georgia Hardstark
Speaking of, I have a birthday present for you.
Karen Kilgariff
Let's see it.
Georgia Hardstark
Do you want it?
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
To close your eyes.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Okay. Close your eyes. Hold on. Gotta tell you when.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Wait. Okay. Ready?
Karen Kilgariff
Mm.
Georgia Hardstark
Open your eyes.
Karen Kilgariff
The Italian hand.
Georgia Hardstark
It's an. Explain it. It's an Italian hand on a, like, swing thing. So it does the Italian hand gesture.
Karen Kilgariff
With the Italian flag.
Georgia Hardstark
With the Italian flag.
Karen Kilgariff
So it's like. It's a constant Italian hand gesture of Mamma mia. Abundanza pizza for one. What is that? I bet There's a name for this Italian.
Georgia Hardstark
Absolutely.
Karen Kilgariff
Sorry. Liana Scilacci. Do you want to tell us what the name of this is? No.
Georgia Hardstark
On the spot. Sorry.
Karen Kilgariff
You claim to be Italian.
Georgia Hardstark
You can't expose me like this. Got you. That was just a big gotcha for.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, exactly. This is incredible. Hopefully we're clear on cameras. Cause that is. I wish it was the kind of thing where you rocked it once and it does it for infinitely.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, like the clacky things.
Karen Kilgariff
That's an incredible gift. Thank you so much. Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Happy birthday. Do you also wanna. I have another one that's. That might be insulting. Like Janet from Three's Company might be insulting, but I bought a self help book and I accidentally got two of them. So I was gonna say that maybe we should read them together and we could have like a self help book club.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, I think that people have been waiting for that for 10 years.
Georgia Hardstark
Right.
Karen Kilgariff
Let's do it.
Georgia Hardstark
I saw this one and I was.
Karen Kilgariff
Like, is it gonna be confrontational?
Georgia Hardstark
No, it was like I. It was. I got it. Cause I don't cry and I need to like. I wanna feel feelings and stuff. And so it's not. It's called emotional agility. Ooh. Get unstuck, Embrace Change and thrive in work, in life By Susan David, PhD.
Karen Kilgariff
We all need to of those things. That's great.
Georgia Hardstark
So there we go.
Karen Kilgariff
All right.
Georgia Hardstark
So let's not read it. No.
Karen Kilgariff
So we're gonna do. We're gonna not read it and we're gonna shut our emotions down and we're not gonna change. I think we should read it and I think we should do like a. That could be a fan cult video of like we read a self help book. And this is what Karen thinks you should take away from it. This is what Georgia thinks you should.
Georgia Hardstark
Take away from it. Highlight important things in it for us and then we can like see if we got anything. The same. And I just looked at it and realized that maybe I bought it because there's a cookie with sprinkles on the COVID of it. But I still need em.
Karen Kilgariff
So what if we picked cookies to. To eat with every book club?
Georgia Hardstark
Okay.
Karen Kilgariff
I was kind of strong. I was thinking about other stuff while I was pitching that.
Georgia Hardstark
Okay.
Karen Kilgariff
I kind of got distracted.
Georgia Hardstark
Well, you'll pick the next one so it can be whatever you want it to be.
Karen Kilgariff
I like this though. We should really do a self help book club. Yeah, I think it's great.
Georgia Hardstark
And like find one that you think will work for you and like. Because obviously we both have different problems. Similar, different problems.
Karen Kilgariff
But I like this. And if I get emotionally agile enough, I can land an Italian man. Could you imagine?
Georgia Hardstark
Mangia. Is that it?
Karen Kilgariff
Pizza for one.
Georgia Hardstark
Mangia.
Karen Kilgariff
It's the thing where like in Inglourious Basterds, the guys that he pretend, he gets to pretend are Italian, but they don't speak. So the one guy, he has somebody asks him a question in Italian and.
Georgia Hardstark
He just goes, do you see the baby who does it too? No, there's a baby who does it on TikTok. It's fucking cute.
Karen Kilgariff
Like a brand new that. It's just a weird thing.
Georgia Hardstark
You sound just do like toddler. So it is weird still, but it's like who were you in your last life? Kind of a thing.
Karen Kilgariff
So the toddler means it.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And it's not. He's not Italian. It's very weird.
Karen Kilgariff
What does this mean? I guess Italians from everywhere, including our Italian couple's friend that used to come and see us live. Remember the Italians? Maybe they could write in and tell us what. What does the pinched finger hand gesture mean?
Georgia Hardstark
Giveaway. Giveaway.
Karen Kilgariff
Which means what? It means like what do you want? What do you date?
Georgia Hardstark
What do you want? What are you doing?
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, it's bad.
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, it's like this piece of shit.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, it's like, come on, what do you want? Okay, but don't people do it like.
Georgia Hardstark
Like delicious or they kiss, but they kiss it when it's touched.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, that's a different thing. Chef's kiss.
Georgia Hardstark
Chef's kiss.
Karen Kilgariff
The fingers are not like a beautiful.
Georgia Hardstark
It's like a come on you. Yeah, okay. It's like. How dare you. Okay, well that's perfect for you. Well, now just put on your desk and just whenever someone comes into your office, you could just.
Karen Kilgariff
If only that would work.
Georgia Hardstark
Did you watch the Vince Vaughn show where he like.
Karen Kilgariff
Nevermind say it.
Georgia Hardstark
No, it's stupid.
Karen Kilgariff
You don't want to talk about Italy anymore? I don't want to. Did you watch that Vince Vaughn show where he became Italian?
Georgia Hardstark
What do you got?
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, personally I don't think anything except for to say that it is now pool season again. It's hot enough consistently in la where the swimming has begun again. And I have been waiting and waiting for this. And it was so weirdly mild to not warm for so long. And we're in now.
Georgia Hardstark
It's very exciting. I've started gardening because it's like nice till like 8 o' clock.
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
You know, in the evening.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. Warm at night.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Nice glass of wine and get my hands all dirty. It's been fun.
Karen Kilgariff
Good. Yeah, that's a nice one. All right, fine, look.
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, I have an Instagram comment to read that I really liked that I think you'll like.
Karen Kilgariff
Let's hear it.
Georgia Hardstark
So last week you did the story of the shooting in Arizona and how a lot of unhoused people got shot. And we discussed that and you know, like, let's have some fucking empathy everyone. So someone on the my favorite runner Instagram, whose name is feralforestwitch, Feral Forest Witch said this. Thank you for what you said today about humanizing unhoused people. I was once an unhoused pregnant 19 year old living in my truck and working as a merchandiser at Macy's and a receptionist at a day spa. I would sleep in my truck, do a quick Coors bath at a gas station, and change into my work clothes every morning. Occasionally I could couch surf for the trade of cleaning an apartment. No one at work knew I wasn't housed. A miscarriage scare brought me to the hospital and I called my mom. Thankfully, the baby was okay and I decided to keep him and moved back in with my parents. That baby is now 24 and an astrobiologist at 24. Or ever an astrobiologist. You did something right. You did something like what a contribution to the world.
Karen Kilgariff
It's like basically saying that baby is now a rocket scientist.
Georgia Hardstark
Right.
Karen Kilgariff
Essentially.
Georgia Hardstark
Right, exactly. And, and a loving partner to my wonderful son in law. But I'll never forget that we began life together in a Chevy S10. Like that's how like. Yeah, your co workers, you just don't know anyone's situation.
Karen Kilgariff
And these days, these days everyone has two and three jobs because the minimum wage hasn't been raised in a hundred years and the billionaires are keeping all of the money. It's like.
Georgia Hardstark
And the cost of living is just insane. It's not matching up with what people are being paid. It's fucking, it's, it's abhorrent. We should be so humiliated and like horrified by ourselves in the US that we are treating.
Karen Kilgariff
Rise up. Rise up. Rise up. Rise up.
Georgia Hardstark
Rise up.
Karen Kilgariff
It's over.
Georgia Hardstark
Fuck billionaires.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, and also just. It cannot sustain this way.
Georgia Hardstark
No.
Karen Kilgariff
They're pushing it to the tipping point.
Georgia Hardstark
Absolutely.
Karen Kilgariff
In that idea, that bill that just got passed, it's like cutting Medicaid. Cutting like, it's just stripping out any. Anything that's left to give people.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
And who's getting it, I wonder?
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Where's that money going to I mean, it's just.
Karen Kilgariff
It's crazy.
Georgia Hardstark
Should we do a donation? Sure, yeah. Let's give a $10,000 donation.
Karen Kilgariff
Let's do it.
Georgia Hardstark
So no kid hungry who we love giving to. Go to nokidhungry.org if you want to help out as well.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, we just do the basics. You could give $5. We're gonna give 10,000. Move some money toward children who are waking up in a Ford F10 with their mom trying to get by.
Georgia Hardstark
Their mom's working two jobs and raising kids like it's not right. Y' all, please do what you can. And this is all for the Murderinos when we donate, so thank you guys so much.
Karen Kilgariff
That's right. We donated in your names. There's a lot of good in this world, and there's a lot of good we can do. If you don't have money to do good with, what else can you do? Just ask yourself that every day. You'll probably be pretty surprised with the answers you get all around you. Cause the need is there. And also people need to be good to each other. The need within you to give is just as important.
Georgia Hardstark
Absolutely.
Karen Kilgariff
So absolutely.
Georgia Hardstark
That's great. If you don't have that, then blood is fine, too.
Karen Kilgariff
Then give your blood and get a cookie and try not to faint.
Georgia Hardstark
I have that blood that's like. You know. Oh, can you. That crazy blood that's just like super rare, super powerful blood.
Karen Kilgariff
Does your blood cure cancers in others?
Georgia Hardstark
It does.
Karen Kilgariff
I think I've heard of your blood just like that. Congratulations.
Georgia Hardstark
Have, like a. You know, in. In Antarctica, there's a place that has just my blood in case the apocalypse comes.
Karen Kilgariff
You should sell it on Etsy. You made it.
Georgia Hardstark
Pull it on Etsy. Well, we have an exciting announcement for you guys, so I guess, yeah, let's just fucking get into it. Right?
Karen Kilgariff
Let's get into it.
Georgia Hardstark
If you're a fast forwarder, don't do it yet, because we got a really fun announcement. Fast forwarder? No, skipper.
Karen Kilgariff
Right. We never called them fast forwarders before. This is exciting news for the real ones. The Fan Cult, which is our fan club, we just named it the Fan Cult. We just gave it a major upgrade.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, we've been working on this. This is so exciting. You guys are gonna love it. It's got so much stuff in it. And now we have added so much more. So to begin with, there's currently an archive of almost 200 mini mini episodes and five years of bonus video just waiting. So if you're not a member yet that's like the first thing.
Karen Kilgariff
It's already sitting there. But now we have broken the fan cult into two tiers. So there's tier one, which is called yearna cult. That's $5 a month, and that you get weekly bonus audio and video, early access to live show tickets, access to our discord, which is a new thing. I was told it's something like the Internet version of a fresh salon.
Georgia Hardstark
It's very fun. And then tier two is call your dad. And you guys have been wanting this. This is the thing that everyone's been waiting for. It's just $10 a month, and you get everything from tier one, plus a $20 merch credit. And here's the very exciting thing. You get ad free episodes of the podcast and videos.
Karen Kilgariff
People have been asking for ad free podcasts since we left stitcher back in 1974. And you wanted it. Now we have it.
Georgia Hardstark
It's been very hard. We've been trying to figure out a way. And this is it.
Karen Kilgariff
We're doing it for ourselves. So if you sign up for Tier 2 now, you will get ad free episodes of this podcast. And they upload to Apple or Spotify or wherever you listen to your podcast. So they just go there automatically.
Georgia Hardstark
There's a lot of, like, little details that have been hard and we've done it. And if you sign up before Friday, June 13, Friday the 13th, you'll get the fan cult relaunch discount. So that's tier one for $3.33 a month or tier two for $8 a month. We're not trying to fucking gouge anyone here. We're just trying to put up some exclusive content and stuff.
Karen Kilgariff
That's right. And for. And to prove that we're not trying to gouge anybody. You can either pay monthly at those prices or you go yearly. You'll save even more.
Georgia Hardstark
That's right.
Karen Kilgariff
If you are a current member of the fan cult, you are automatically moved tier at your original $3.33 price. So don't worry, we're not.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, nobody freak out here. This is a good thing. I know people like to, you know, people don't like change and they get scared, but this is actually really fucking cool and I'm excited about it.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
So go to fancult.supercast.com to join the cult or just go to my favorite murder dot com. There's links there. And yay, welcome to the fan cult. It's a fucking really fun place to be, I think.
Karen Kilgariff
And on top of that, we want to tell you about all of the highlights from our network, it's called the. Exactly.
Georgia Hardstark
So this week on Bananas, Kurt and Scotty cover hot topics like attractive psychopaths and a woman falling into a crevasse to get her phone over.
Karen Kilgariff
On Ghosted, Roz welcomes the luminous actor and kindred spirit James Scully.
Georgia Hardstark
And then on I said no gifts. Bridger does his best to stay composed when Tim Kalpakis barges in with a fricking gift.
Karen Kilgariff
And this week on this podcast will kill you. The errands tackle toxic shock syndrome.
Georgia Hardstark
Whoa. Okay. And then, most importantly, obviously, Hot dog summer has arrived. Straight from the runways of Milan, pulled from the elite couture shops of Paris, we bring you the hot dog collection of our merch again.
Karen Kilgariff
That's right. We're re releasing Hot Dog Ladies Muscle Tee. The hot dog unisex tee and a hot dog sticker. So chic, it's so sexy. It's been banned on six continents.
Georgia Hardstark
I wear that Hot Dog Ladies Muscle tee to work out in and it boosts me. I mean, I don't want to make any promises, but it's like you can.
Karen Kilgariff
Draw power from it.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, exactly. So also, this design is by Sammy Rich, so go to exactlyrightstore.com to gr grab yours today or tomorrow. No, no rush. That's not true.
Karen Kilgariff
Don't. Please don't.
Georgia Hardstark
Unless they sell out.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, those hot dogs will sell out.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Hey, Karen, I want you to picture yourself going for a drive. What comes to mind?
Karen Kilgariff
Not ever being able to merge on any freeway in Los Angeles. And potholes and crying.
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, yeah. Well, the truth is the road can feel like it's out to get you at every turn. But, Karen, it doesn't have to be this way.
Karen Kilgariff
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Georgia Hardstark
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Karen Kilgariff
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Georgia Hardstark
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Karen Kilgariff
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Georgia Hardstark
Oh, my God.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, get this for me right now.
Georgia Hardstark
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Karen Kilgariff
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Georgia Hardstark
That's H Y U N d a I usa.com or call 562-314-4603 Goodbye not.
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Georgia Hardstark
That's squarespace.com murder code murder goodbye Goodbye. Now this is the story of a cult that I had never heard of. Ooh yeah, I know you love a cult.
Karen Kilgariff
Really do.
Georgia Hardstark
So maybe you know this One. But I watched the documentary about it and I was like, how have I never heard of this? It should be just as big as all the others because it's horrible. Okay. And you know, off it feels like with cults. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
It can only go in one direction.
Georgia Hardstark
Right. Well, you don't hear about the good one. Are there good cults where it's like. And everything was the Catholic Church.
Karen Kilgariff
You heard about that a lot lately.
Georgia Hardstark
I wonder if there are any like positive ones. What would a positive cult be?
Karen Kilgariff
I just don't think it can be because it's the. Any positivity then turns in on itself because of the creeps at the top.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. If it's a positive one, it doesn't get called a cult. So we don't hear about it. Probably.
Karen Kilgariff
Then it's just an mlm.
Georgia Hardstark
Right. Then it's just a. A religion. Okay. So today's story is about a nefarious couple who teamed up to start a Christian cult that managed to operate for 40 years and inflict horrific abuses on its members. This is the story of the Alamo Christian Foundation. Have you heard of them? It's spelled Alamo.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, I'm thinking of the rental car company. They were horrible.
Georgia Hardstark
It's not them.
Karen Kilgariff
But they abused people.
Georgia Hardstark
Nope. They actually do have a really crazy connection to like a piece of merchandise or to like a public facing thing like the rental car thing. Okay, that's bananas.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
The main source I use for this story is a docu series that Vince and I watch called Ministry of the Twisted Cult of Tony Alamo. And the rest of the sources can be found in the show notes. This is a great documentary. It has all the information. So consider this your friend telling you about the documentary and then you should go watch it. Cause I'm not gonna be able to like relay all the information and it's really fucking interesting.
Karen Kilgariff
I am gonna. I promise I'll listen. But I'm gonna be thinking that I've already seen this documentary because. But I feel like this story is so dense and it goes on for so long.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, it does.
Karen Kilgariff
But is that the one I'm thinking of? Or is like. I'm like. But then there's Children of God. Like I feel like I have documentary poisoning. Essentially. Yes. Where I've seen so many where it' of closed captioning yellow.
Georgia Hardstark
Well, let me tell you what they look like. Cause then maybe that'll help. It looks like Tammy Faye and then it looks like fat Elvis. Yes, but I was gonna say it's more of A Roy Orbison kind of thing.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay. Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Do you see that?
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
Bright blonde hair. She's got the most amazing dresses, like, 70s style, but he has a very.
Karen Kilgariff
70S, like, man, paunchy man vibe.
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly. Okay. Yes, that's them. Roy Orbison, old Elvis kind of a thing.
Karen Kilgariff
Gotcha.
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly. This is the one. All right, so. So I'm not gonna, like, really get into the beginnings. It's the same thing you hear for, like, Manson and all of the other ones. It's like the 1960s. There's a lot of hippies going to Los Angeles trying to figure out their way, and there's a lot of people preying on them, including this cult. They pass out flyers about Jesus. They invite people to come to the church. And it turns out for these guys, they're doing the bidding for a couple, this couple, a man named Tony Alamo and a woman named Susan, who have started the Alamo Christian Foundation. So it's the same thing you've heard a million times.
Karen Kilgariff
You know, it's the same thing you dream of doing one day with your.
Georgia Hardstark
Money, with starting a cult or running a pension foundation. That's my dream. I have my mood board. It's like.
Karen Kilgariff
It's just so weird where it's like, you're all that work. And maybe it's just my perspective that I can't get, but it's like, you're gonna do all that work and not, like, do a show at the end. You're gonna do all that work and not. It's just purely to force people to go to church.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, well, so she is actually an incred orator, as they say. Okay, so the story is, like, almost in two parts, where she's in charge and then he's in charge. And when she's in charge, it kind of makes sense because she can stand up on the pulpit and give these incredible sermons, and she's really a show, a showman. And her daughter is in the documentary, and she's fucking the most amazing person. And you want to hang out with her so bad. And she talks about what a con woman her mother was and how good she was at it. And I think she actually was. It's very similar to, like, Jim Jones. Like, she's just really good at it. And like, the same time period where people are lost, they're looking for something new, their parents are, like, old school, and so they don't fit in there anymore, but there's nothing else for them. You know what I mean? It's like, I could totally. It's so easy, it seems.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. When you run out of the house, like at the beginning of the Pat Benatar video, Love is a battlefield, and you're like, fuck you, I'll never come back. And then you go out and then the world is horrifying and you think you can't go back.
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly. So that's this time. It's the like. It makes sense that these people in the 60s and 70s fell for this, but the people in the 90s have no fucking excuse.
Karen Kilgariff
Listen, it was a very sarcastic time and there was a lot to run from.
Georgia Hardstark
You think they were kidding? The 90s were like, we were just being sarcastic. No, I mean a cult.
Karen Kilgariff
People needed to take shelter from all how toxic the culture was where they were just like, I don't know. Jesus, will you help me?
Georgia Hardstark
Because these idols can't Anymore. Okay, so let me tell you about Susan. First of all, she looks like. Yeah, like Dolly Parton and Janice the Muppet from the Muppet Band became a person. Her name was Edith Opel Horn. She's born in Arkansas in 1925. She wants to be an actress, moves to Los angeles in the 1940s, and she gets a job as a bar girl, which I really loved this. They pay pretty young women. Bar people pay pretty young women to sit at the bar, have a drink, and then the man buys them a drink, but it's not alcohol, but they're charged for alcohol. So they just keep drinking and like making the men keep buying drinks.
Karen Kilgariff
Wow.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, that's great.
Georgia Hardstark
So like. Yeah, they're just to keep the patrons coming and buying more drinks.
Karen Kilgariff
Yep. Makes sense, you know.
Georgia Hardstark
So then Susan, who at this point is married, she has a daughter, as I said, her name, the daughter's name, I'm just gonna call her Chris because it's some kind of Chris Theon that I can't pronounce. And she goes by Chris. Susan meets this man named Mark Hoffman. He had been born Bernie lazer Hoff in 1934 in Missouri.
Karen Kilgariff
Laser.
Georgia Hardstark
Laser, okay. With a Z. That's kind of cool.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean.
Georgia Hardstark
And he changed his name. Like, you fucking changed. You changed your name to Laser.
Karen Kilgariff
Your name's Bernie Lazer. You could do anything with your life.
Georgia Hardstark
Mark was raised at Father Flanagan's Boys Town, which I'm sure was a very peaceful, calm. Yeah, Supportive.
Karen Kilgariff
No problems there. Nope, no sarcasm there.
Georgia Hardstark
Everything's fine. And after growing up and moving out to California, he becomes a low level grifter and had several convictions for petty theft as well as for statutory Rape. And so this guy Mark meets Susan in the early 60s. She's 10 years older than him and kind of just a presence. Right. So he falls for her. They fall for each other. Even though Mark has no interest or knowledge of Christianity, he's like, I see what this does to people. I'm fucking all in. Like, wants to be part of the mind control thing, you know?
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And he sees it as a business opportunity, really. Because Susan does have this magnetism that draws people to her. She's very. It's like motherly. I don't know, there's something about it that people love. Susan and Mark divorce their spouses and they get married in Vegas in 1966. At this point, Susan's 41 and Mark is 32.
Karen Kilgariff
So those are kind of crucial ages to be making.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Interesting. Susan really landed a young guy. That's exciting.
Georgia Hardstark
And it's kind of like. It does seem like her little fuckboy a little bit. Cause like, he's in the background of the photos of her, like, giving these amazing sermons with all her crazy nails. And he does seem like a supportive little fuck boy.
Karen Kilgariff
A supportive groupie.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And I'm sure she just, like, wanted it. Good for her. To a point. Good for her. To a point. So.
Karen Kilgariff
Good for her to appoint a good title.
Georgia Hardstark
So they change their name. So he changes his name to Tony and they change their last name to Alamo. So from here on out, it's Susan and Tony Alamo. The Alamos begin preaching on the streets to young people in la. They gain a ton of followers. And you're like, how did that happen? They start operating out of a house in West Hollywood on Crescent and Sunset, which.
Karen Kilgariff
It's like, that's where I get my hair done. I mean, like, I wonder which corner had a house. Cause there's green Blatts, there's Sunset 5. Mini shopping center.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Then a dining.
Georgia Hardstark
So I think probably behind one of.
Karen Kilgariff
Those places up in the hills a little bit.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Kara Klink and Jared used to live right there. Yeah. There's like. There's some apartments. Buildings there.
Karen Kilgariff
Yep.
Georgia Hardstark
So we're. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, that's right. They had that great mid century apartment. Damn, that's nice.
Georgia Hardstark
Yes. I bet it's like right around there.
Karen Kilgariff
This is not. This is not relevant at all.
Georgia Hardstark
It's not. But like you. It's like relevant for five people and you're one of them.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And we're in a. This is your. Our podcast.
Karen Kilgariff
I'll text care after this. Guess what?
Georgia Hardstark
All right, so I just Love, shit like that.
Karen Kilgariff
Well, that's the fun of like, it's like hometown true crime. Because it's like this actually happened here. We're not talking about some faraway place in the place where you can't convince someone to give you one doll if you were short on gas. Somehow these people came in and started changing hearts and minds on Sunset.
Georgia Hardstark
And it's a happening time. I mean, Sunset was crawling and they're just like, come a couple blocks away and we have this apartment where you can. Or a house, whatever, you can hang out with us. And because of that, very quickly the city of West Hollywood takes issue with the over occupancy of the house. Because guess by 1970 it's a three bedroom house. Guess how many people in 1970 at this point are living there.
Karen Kilgariff
10.
Georgia Hardstark
But it's over. They're bad. Because it's over occupancy. You're going with 10?
Karen Kilgariff
Well, three to a bedroom, five to a bedroom. 15.
Georgia Hardstark
200. No, it's probably like people going in and out. You know, it's like not everyone living up at the same time. But 200, how?
Karen Kilgariff
That's so gross.
Georgia Hardstark
It's so gross.
Karen Kilgariff
There's like two old spinster sisters that live next door with like, another one's coming in. They don't have shoes on.
Georgia Hardstark
They've got their pet lizard. I'm thinking of the Simpsons, the sisters from the Sisters.
Karen Kilgariff
Another one's coming in.
Georgia Hardstark
So like, that alone would make me be like, no, thank you to this cult. You know what I mean? You don't have a clean bathroom? No.
Karen Kilgariff
Come on, where's the spaghetti dinner? I don't want to just hang out in a hot apartment.
Georgia Hardstark
That's right. So they are like, shit, we need to move. So by the early 70s, they wind up buying a compound out in the desert. Yes, very much like the Manson family. In fact, it's not far from there. It's in a cult hotspot called Saugus, California. You know Saugus, Saugus, just down the road from the Manson family. So they could like high five on their way to being terrible.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, what a weird time. We think we live in a weird time. But like, truly, like all of culture just ripped in half. And then it was like, take these drugs and walk over there and see what happens.
Georgia Hardstark
No one had ever lived that way. Like by the 90s, it was like people had experimented and lived that way and been through shit. But that, like 1960s on. No, you. You couldn't go on an airplane without Being in a suit. You know what I mean?
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
There's no alternative. There's no counterculture. So it had to be mind blowing to see that.
Karen Kilgariff
So counter. And so, like, the way my mom used to be about, like, you're not wearing those jeans to the dentist and it's even your mom you're talking about. And it's like, can you imagine what those poor people who, like, grew up in the Great Depression, they finally make money, they give the money to their kids and their kids are like, hey, man, yeah, bye.
Georgia Hardstark
Totally. Or like, you don't understand me. Goodbye. Yeah, yeah. And I wanna do drugs, too.
Karen Kilgariff
I wanna do drugs and I wanna join whatever religion anyone offers me on Sunset Boulevard.
Georgia Hardstark
Totally. And I believe it. I believe these people who like the trust then was much more trusting.
Karen Kilgariff
And you know the thing we've learned about the effervescence of being at a. At a, say, a music show with a bunch of people and you're like an experience. They were having that like, with religion where it's like a change.
Georgia Hardstark
And the way you talk, you've talked about sociopaths being, like, commanding and you just want to follow them.
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
You've got to be a sociopath to be a fucking cult leader. We know that. Right?
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. If not full psychopath.
Georgia Hardstark
You have to say that like, I'm talking to God directly. And then God wanted me to tell you what to say.
Karen Kilgariff
Like, come on, dude, I can't even answer emails. I'm talking to God on the daily to tell you what to do.
Georgia Hardstark
That's a lot of pressure.
Karen Kilgariff
Come on.
Georgia Hardstark
That's a lot of. Okay, so. But they're into it. And so it's all the normal cult stuff that I won't get into. But you can watch in the documentary where they give them the hippies, give them the money, but they're also like, it's hippies. They don't have a lot of money. But secretly there are a lot of hippies probably who have trust funds and shit. So it works.
Karen Kilgariff
There was some famous actresses who was its daughter that, like, she pulled out of the Manson. It.
Georgia Hardstark
It. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Murder, she Wrote. I think her daughter, Angela Lance's daughter was like almost a Manson near. And then she got yanked like a.
Georgia Hardstark
Musketeer or a mouse. What's the mouse?
Karen Kilgariff
Mouseketeer.
Georgia Hardstark
Mouseketeer. Yeah. She got yoinked. Right.
Karen Kilgariff
And then her mom was like, absolutely. That's how you use that credit card. You will not be buying things for Charles Manson.
Georgia Hardstark
So. So they give them all their Paychecks. At this point, the religion has achieved tax exempt status because they're a religious institution.
Karen Kilgariff
That's the dream.
Georgia Hardstark
Yep. But conditions at this desert compound, guess how they are. They're horrific.
Karen Kilgariff
Disgusting.
Georgia Hardstark
They're disgusting. There's many members that have babies and small children because they do this really smart thing where they open. They are open to single mothers. And they're like, we accept you. We won't judge you. Come and like, this is a community that can take care of your children. Because that was so taboo at the time.
Karen Kilgariff
Right.
Georgia Hardstark
However, they have no access to disposable diapers, but they also have no access to water to wash the cloth diapers. And people are sleeping about 125 in a room, you know, and I'm sure the rooms weren't very insulated or nice to begin with. There's no access pretty much to shower facilities. But meanwhile, Susan and Toni, guess what? They live in a nice house and they're like going to Saks Fifth Avenue buying expensive clothes. Just they're living their good life.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. She comes by and she's like, look, I bought a silk scarf if anybody wants to borrow it for your baby, please. In a pit.
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, God. But it's not just financial abuse taking place. And this is where we. It starts to get dark. Susan starts preaching to parents that their children will go to hell if they do not punish them for real or imagined offenses. And the beatings begin. And this becomes a key component of the church that will endure for decades before they're finally stopped. So at this point in the mid-1970s, Susan's daughter Chris, who has children of her own, she even, she is like, this is fucked up, and leaves, like has to run and leave. So that's how bad it is. Like if your daughter who's been with you for your entire life is just suddenly like, oops, this is too much for me.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, she's been born into the cult.
Georgia Hardstark
And she leaves and she does that amazing where you don't try to sugarcoat or make your parents sins seem reasonable. This woman is incredible. She's very much just like these fucking nuts. Yeah, Very good. So they also though, like Susan and Tony are these larger than life, you know, Elvis and Dolly Parton looking characters. And she again, is really good. So they have a weekly syndicated religious TV show. They even, they even perform or like they even do a sermon at the Grand Ole Opry. Like you and I did that one time.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Remember?
Karen Kilgariff
I bet our sermons were very similar.
Georgia Hardstark
They were very similar. So they're like mainstream. And it gives them credit. And it kind of has like a musical variety show vibe and a lot of sequence, a lot of, you know, emphasis on the Bible. Just like that crazy 70s. Tammy Faye.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Then this attracts new members because people think it's respectable. They have TV time, they have a real show. By 1975, the California authorities are like, hey, something's not right here. I don't think the workers are being paid. So Susan and Tony do the smart thing and get the fuck out of California and go to a place that's a little more chill about it. Arkansas. That's another thing for me. When they're like, let's get out of California. I'd be like, I'm staying my cult. Yeah, my cult status really depends on location for sure. You know, beach access.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, well, yeah, because I feel like it's the old 30 rock. Don't move to a second location idea where it's like, once you're going to a second location, what are you gonna do? Bunker.
Georgia Hardstark
Right.
Karen Kilgariff
You're gonna start talking about the end of the world. You're gonna start talking about, like, doubling and tripling down on your dedication.
Georgia Hardstark
And you're isolated, so there's no. Like, if you leave the compound. Compound, you can. You're in Los Angeles. You can go wherever. Yeah, there's. There's like, services. Suddenly you're in Arkansas and they don't give a. And you don't know anyone there. Yeah. So it's kind of perfect. They choose a location near the Texas, Oklahoma border and they buy a compound. Of course, they love compound. And they also run several businesses in town, including a grocery store, a gas station, a restaurant. They kind of take over this small town. They infiltrate them, as you would say. And the location is right off the highway. So they actually get a lot of business and they actually do really well. But it's more of a front because, like, this business gives this business the money to open the. You know, it's to hide the money.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And because of the TV show and Tony has some connections in the music industry, they also start getting big name performers to play at the restaurant bar, including Dolly Parton, Tammy Wynette and Roy Orbison. So all of those people come and perform there. And Bill Clinton even stops by. He's the Attorney general at the time. And he and Hillary go on a date to this place. And Bill Clinton says something about how Tony Alamo is Roy Orbison on speed.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, shit.
Georgia Hardstark
So, you know, he's not hiding it. Well, I don't think. But of course, all the businesses are staffed by members of the church who sign their paycheck over to Susan and Tony. So. So at this point, Susan had been using cancer as a tactic. And the fact that she had been cured of cancer by God to get people to believe that she was blessed or something, that wasn't true at all.
Karen Kilgariff
She never had cancer.
Georgia Hardstark
She never had cancer. And then she got cancer.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh.
Georgia Hardstark
In 1975, she's diagnosed with breast cancer. And she dies at the age of 56 in 1982. Dies from breast cancer. So suddenly it's over. And it's also a thing of, like. But people thought she was blessed. And so her dying of cancer actually makes the whole religion look really bad.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, right.
Georgia Hardstark
You know what I mean?
Karen Kilgariff
Because she had been claiming that, like.
Georgia Hardstark
The Lord had saved her, and then it didn't work. But then Tony just does this thing where he yells at the members and is like, it's cause you didn't pray hard enough. Right. Ooh. Like, that's just.
Karen Kilgariff
That's when I'd be out.
Georgia Hardstark
That's the one for you.
Karen Kilgariff
I'm saying I liked all this.
Georgia Hardstark
I prayed hard.
Karen Kilgariff
You started blaming me.
Georgia Hardstark
Right. So, Tony, now this is the, like, second chapter of this cult. And it gets really fucking dark. Warning. The content going on here is child sexual abuse, child rape, child abuse. So it gets culty and dark. Tony's now 48, and he. Everyone's like, it's gonna fall apart now. Because the person who was good at getting people to join and keeping them is dead. But he takes over as the sole leader of the Alamo Christian Foundation.
Karen Kilgariff
Wow.
Georgia Hardstark
So Tony, like, kind of doesn't know what to do at first. And so he stalls for time by not burying Susan's body. Instead, he has her embalmed and brought to the compound's main house. And the members of the church are to pray over her open casket 24 hours a day, asking God to raise her from the dead. Like, they think that's what's gonna happen. This goes on for six months.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, no.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Her body sits there for six months.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
It's just such a tall order. Why would you not come back? Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
It's like, can I get a nap?
Karen Kilgariff
It's your first move after the woman who was making it all happen dies. You're the dark horse that no one actually believes in. And you're going to walk right up and be like, like, we're going to win the World Series. Like, what are you doing?
Georgia Hardstark
Right, Right.
Karen Kilgariff
Did he do it? Is that what you're about to tell me?
Georgia Hardstark
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Karen Kilgariff
And so he did.
Georgia Hardstark
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After six months, her body is breaking down and the numbers are like, hey, Tony, we hate to, like, we hate to like, question you, but.
Karen Kilgariff
But her nose just fell off, right?
Georgia Hardstark
So.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, God, it's a dead body.
Georgia Hardstark
I know, I know.
Karen Kilgariff
That's horrible.
Georgia Hardstark
And people are praying over it 24 hours a day. And it's their fault that it didn't happen. Not that God doesn't exist or that she's not blessed or whatever. So he builds her a heart shaped mausoleum on the compound property.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay. A little more responsible.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And then at the same time, things are dicey on the business end. Three weeks after Susan's death, a lawsuit against the foundation by the Department of Labor goes to trial. Basically, you know, they're like, you're not paying your employees and they deter. The district court determines that the foundation OWES Its worker $19 million in back wages and overtime. In 1970s money. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Do we know how much it would be in today's money?
Georgia Hardstark
No, Ali didn't. Let me know. But wait, wait. I do. Yes, I do. Yes, I do. Yes, I do. Allie, let me know.
Karen Kilgariff
What a turn.
Georgia Hardstark
Ali Elkin, I just threw you under the bus. Even though there was no bus. 19 million in back wages and overtime. And then in 80s money is.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay, you said 19 million.
Georgia Hardstark
19 million. And it's like. It's like, you know, late 70s, early 80s, more mid 80s, I think at this point.
Karen Kilgariff
I never get these right.
Georgia Hardstark
No, no. Early 80s, early 80s. 82. Like, that's gonna fucking.
Karen Kilgariff
I know. Early 80s, early 80 s. 19 million. Is it? 50 million.
Georgia Hardstark
63. That's not. But you're in the ballpark.
Karen Kilgariff
At least. I'm in the ballpark.
Georgia Hardstark
You know what mean?
Karen Kilgariff
I. I mean, but remember the other day when you got it right?
Georgia Hardstark
I got it right.
Karen Kilgariff
8 million.
Georgia Hardstark
Tony appeals the case, blah, blah, blah. The IRS comes around, and they're like, what? This isn't right. And so.
Karen Kilgariff
So much money.
Georgia Hardstark
If the IRS is like, this looks excessive.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Then you're something. You're not doing it right.
Karen Kilgariff
Something terrible.
Georgia Hardstark
This looks excessive. Yeah. So after burying Susan, Tony is in and out of town. He goes back to LA a lot. He basically marries a woman named Brigitte who owns a, like, clothing shop in Los Angeles. He kind of does a number on her. It seems she's, like, from Sweden, and she falls in love with, you know, the rich, Christian, televangelist type of guy. Whatever, Whatever. But she is brought back to the compound. Everyone's like, she looks exactly like Susan. They think that he maybe was using her to, like, pretend that Susan came back. But she's a fucking Swedish accent. It's not her. Oh.
Karen Kilgariff
So they. I mean, that makes a lot of sense. Cause it's like in the middle of all this, the psychopath falls in love, and it's like, oh, no. It's just one more tool in his tool belt.
Georgia Hardstark
She looks like her, and she does. She is an atheist, but that doesn't stop her from moving to the compound with him. And, yeah, she's not good at being a preacher like Susan was, but she is a good businesswoman, and she's into clothing. And so. So she. So she winds up setting Tony on the course for the foundation's most famous business venture in 1984. Okay, do you remember, like, picture Mike Tyson in the jean jacket? With, like, rhinestones and like a spray painted, like, Tasmanian Devil. That had been fucking bedazzled.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And those were like the big Jack. The big Jean jackets. Those were a hit back then, right? Yes, they were like. They were a big part of it. Or they have the Hollywood, like, spray painted Hollywood sign. Sign. Or the Las Vegas. And then they were all bedazzled and shit.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
That's this fucking cult. They fucking made these and they got fucking famous.
Karen Kilgariff
What was the name of that brand?
Georgia Hardstark
It was called Tony Alamo of Nashville is the name of the business venture.
Karen Kilgariff
Classic psychopath move. Put your whole name there.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, totally. Like, Alamo sounds better, but. No, you won't.
Karen Kilgariff
Never. Tony Alamo. It's like Giorgio Armani, Beverly Hills or whatever.
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly.
Karen Kilgariff
And like 1990.
Georgia Hardstark
This is the 80s. No. In 84. 84, they start selling these denim jackets, airbrushed. That's what it is. Hand bedazzled with rhinestones. And they become wildly popular. They're sold in high end department stores and boutiques. And the brand is Alamo Clothing Brand. They have a flagship store in Nashville.
Karen Kilgariff
Wow.
Georgia Hardstark
They make customized jackets for, like, Dolly Parton, Mr. T, Brooke Shields. Michael Jackson gets a leather version and wears it on the COVID of Bad. That's. Next time you see the COVID of Bad. That's a cult jacket.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, my God.
Georgia Hardstark
So it gets.
Karen Kilgariff
This is the last thing this cult needed.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Going viral.
Karen Kilgariff
Yes, exactly. Just a huge influx of cash.
Georgia Hardstark
Right, right. And legitimacy again. So here's the thing about the jackets, though. Like every other Alama venture, they're being made with unpaid labor of the members. And in this case, it's almost all being done by the children of the foundation. Because they've got those little fingers that can pick up those little fucking rhinestones.
Karen Kilgariff
No.
Georgia Hardstark
And glue them on. Yes. The kids living on the Arkansas compound, they're bused to a facility each night where they hand bedazzle and hand airbrush.
Karen Kilgariff
Every jacket each night.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
In secret.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And hand. It's like they can say they're handmade, 100% handmade. But they don't tell you how little those hands are. So there's little fingers going around. The jackets sell for around $600 each, which in today's money, 2,500. 1500. More than 1,500 in today's money. So 1500 for a fucking jean jacket?
Karen Kilgariff
Insane.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Of course, those child workers are never paid. And the Department of Labor is very suspicious. But they can't prove anything. The IRS ultimately revokes the foundation's tax exempt status. And Tony, who'd been spending lavishly this whole time, doesn't have the resources to pay those back taxes. Cause you have to pay them. And so Tony, it almost seems like at this point people are after him, but he's got this like things are feeding his ego still. He becomes this like megalomaniac and he spirals deeper and deeper. And with that comes more violence against his followers. And then also he divorces. Is the lookalike Ragita. Ragita goes hopefully home to LA and lives a great life. Who knows?
Karen Kilgariff
But she's the reason those jackets worked.
Georgia Hardstark
Hopefully she got a. She's in the documentary and she looks like she's in a lavish spot. So hopefully she got a cut in the divorce.
Karen Kilgariff
All green screen.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, she's actually where.
Karen Kilgariff
She's wearing just a green cloth from here down.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. So beatings and abuse are actually kind of normal already in the foundation. It's happened since the beginning. But in this period, the late 80s after Susan's death, things get way worse. And this, it's just awful. Children are subjected to intense beating at Tony's direction. Tony threatens that if parents or other adults in the cult don't beat their children as punishment for real or imagined misbehavior, he'll beat the parents instead. But you know, over and over these ex members say, we really believe that he was the Messiah. Like we 100% believed that he was basically God.
Karen Kilgariff
Because, you know, the Messiah, when he comes back to the earth, is immediately gonna start making jean jackets with bedazzle or bedazzled decorations on the back.
Georgia Hardstark
And definitely when Jesus comes back, he's going to make a paddle that has holes in it for you and your followers to beat children with.
Karen Kilgariff
There's a thing, there's a trend on TikTok right now, and it's people with their little kids, like 4 and 5 years old, and they go finish this phrase. We're gonna play a game.
Georgia Hardstark
Oh, no.
Karen Kilgariff
I brought you into this world because I love you. And you're just like, oh, it's just.
Georgia Hardstark
Like girls should be fun loved. Like, it's like we just had it hard.
Karen Kilgariff
It's bad.
Georgia Hardstark
When I read that my mom used to spank us. And when it was bad, it was the wooden spoon. Which I just like, I'm traumatized from that. I can't use a wooden spoon. And when you were really bad. So my brother got it a lot, but I got it a few times too. The wooden spoon with the cutouts in it, holes in It. Oh, yeah, because the wind. There was something about the, like, force of it that was different and it hurt worse. Yeah. The wooden spoon with the holes was. You did something really fucking bad. The regular wooden spoon. Yeah. It was not. It's not good.
Karen Kilgariff
That's awful. I'm sorry. The only reason I didn't ever get that and I was prime candidate is because both my parents had such bad. I mean, my dad had great parents, but I think they got smacked around. My mom definitely did. So that was their rule to each other.
Georgia Hardstark
Stop with me.
Karen Kilgariff
We don't hit little kids.
Georgia Hardstark
Don't hit children. You don't use violence to try to fucking parent children.
Karen Kilgariff
It's so obvious. It's so obvious. But it really wasn't back then until. And then there was one day when I was 17 and I was so awful obnoxious. And my mom tried to spank me. Cause she had just bought me all these clothes. And I, like, tried them on and left them on. And she was like, pick those clothes up. And I was like, I'm leaving. And then she grabbed my arm and was walking around to smack my butt. And I just was going, what are you doing? Stop it. And just like, oh, my God, what are you doing? And I was like, later on. Only later on did I realize, like, you just didn't realize how good you had it. You didn't realize what those people were fucking doing for you every day.
Georgia Hardstark
You can't start at 17, though, so you can't start smacking your child. At 17, I was already smoking clothes.
Karen Kilgariff
I was headed for juvie.
Georgia Hardstark
It's too late. They are who they are at that point. And it's kind of your fault.
Karen Kilgariff
It's fully your fault, Baron.
Georgia Hardstark
And the parents also say that they believe that beatings were gonna save their children from going to hell. Cause remember, hell was a big part of this. Hell's a big part of Christianity, it turns out.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. On Earth.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. So they actually think, you know, who knows how much? But they convince themselves that they're helping their children to not go to hell. And that paddle that he uses with the holes drilled into it, he nicknamed Tony. Nicknames the Board of education.
Karen Kilgariff
Boo. Not funny.
Georgia Hardstark
Real clever.
Karen Kilgariff
Go to hell.
Georgia Hardstark
Beatings are so severe that children lose consciousness. So in the late 80s, a man named Cary Miller leaves the cult with his brother. But the wives are like, we're not leaving and keep the children. And this guy's. In the documentary prominently. They wind up going, basically, they get a court order to get the kids out. And so the kids are freed. But the whole story gets a fair amount of media attention because Carrie Miller's son gets beaten severely. And that gets out in the media. And so it becomes a big public story. And I think at the time, too, there's like, the satanic panic. There's some, you know, like, there's some backlash from Manson and Jonestown. And so people are like, scrutinizing cults a little more maybe.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah. And probably. I think child abuse as a concept was really coming to the fore. There was that episode of different strokes.
Georgia Hardstark
100%.
Karen Kilgariff
It was like this thing of, like, we all have to really reckon with this problem.
Georgia Hardstark
It's up to us. It's not a secret if you don't let it be. That's how it survives. Yeah. So at this point, Tony in 1988, he's just like, fuck it, and goes on the run. But he's able to control the cult still remotely over the phone. He sends orders back to the compound in Arkansas. He doesn't show up for a civil case in Arkansas. And the court decides against him. And at this point, the FBI raids the Arkansas property.
Karen Kilgariff
Thank God.
Georgia Hardstark
To use assets. No, not. Thank God. Not yet.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And so basically everyone abandons the compound before they can get there. And also. So no one's there and no one gets caught. But it turns out that he also has someone break into the mausoleum where Susan is buried and steal the cow. Cause they think, like, they're gonna. I don't know. I don't know. They take the casket with them. Cause they're like, we need to keep her body safe.
Karen Kilgariff
Is this gross of me to say? That's kind of romantic. At least he meant it that he really was into her.
Georgia Hardstark
It almost is. Like they. From the way they talk about it, it sounds like he did believe that she was, you know, Holy.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
And so if they left her holy body there, you know, the government would get it.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
And this is a time, too. And I don't think people understand this when, like, the government and religion weren't best friends and in line, they were actually against each other.
Karen Kilgariff
They were very far apart.
Georgia Hardstark
Right. Remember that?
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah, I do.
Georgia Hardstark
So extremist religions weren't. Didn't have the ear of the president and the government at the time. They were actually against each other. Yes. So I know it sounds like nowadays we know that they're. Right.
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
So they were scared of them.
Karen Kilgariff
Right.
Georgia Hardstark
And they were scared of taking this holy woman's body in their mind.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
There had to be some white powder Going on for Tony.
Karen Kilgariff
You can't make all that money off of Tony Alamo of Beverly Hills or whatever bullshit jacket in the 80s and not be like, I'm sure he was living large in every way possible.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Line him up.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Literally.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
So the paranoia of we need to get her body out of there actually makes total sense.
Karen Kilgariff
And also that's always part of the decline of cult is like the psychopath that's in charge is like. And you said megalomania. Yeah, it's just like ingest all of it. Keep on. Keep the believing going.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Right. So now they. Everyone's scattered. They're still members, though. They still believe in him. And they're still.
Karen Kilgariff
It's hard to change.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. It. It's hard to, like, give up on a thing that you've devoted so much of your life to and believed in.
Karen Kilgariff
You went all in on it.
Georgia Hardstark
All in. And to say no now is. Yeah. To admit you're a fucking idiot. Tony gives orders to the church over the phone. No one knows where he is. The IRS winds up seizing all of Tony's assets, including that store in Nashville where the jackets are made. And then while he's on the run, he's quoted in a newspaper. Cuz of course he always calls the press to tell them how misaligned and how fucked up everyone's against him.
Karen Kilgariff
Sure.
Georgia Hardstark
And during one of those calls, he basically threatens an Arkansas jail judge, which you can't do.
Karen Kilgariff
No, that's not allowed.
Georgia Hardstark
You cannot do that.
Karen Kilgariff
Don't do it.
Georgia Hardstark
This prompts the U.S. marshal to issue a major manhunt to track him down. So you with the wrong, I don't know department.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
So in 1991, federal agents examine the phone records. Basically, they track him down with phone calls from cell phone towers all the way back in 91.
Karen Kilgariff
Right.
Georgia Hardstark
Which is, like, surprising. They find him in Tampa, Florida, and long story short, they eventually hit on a particular address. Stake out the house, see Tony come out to pick up his morning newspaper, and they raid the house. They find Tony sitting at the table in sunglasses and a tie dye shirt. And there's a photo of him, like, being. Or the video of him being let out in his, like, tie dye. Looks very like. Yeah, it's like it's. It's old Elvis for sure.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. But in a tie dye. So it's confusing.
Karen Kilgariff
That's a good cover.
Georgia Hardstark
Yes. Yeah. Stacks of cash all over the table. But no Susan's body. Oh, it's not there. They don't know where it is.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Tony's charged with child abuse in California for the beatings. Also charged with federal tax evasion. Essentially the tax evasion. This is, like, so horrible and wrong, but, like, that is easier to try and actually get a conviction for than child abuse. So they're like, let's get him in, like, locked up now on that, and we can worry about the child abuse stuff later.
Karen Kilgariff
Right, that's the. Well, it's not comparatively directly, but that's the old, I think. Right. Al Capone, how they got exactly that.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Things you can actually prove.
Georgia Hardstark
Right, Right. So he goes to prison. He gets six years, I think, in prison. And the cult doesn't disband. They take orders from him, from prison. He's somehow allowed to use the phone. And they record sermons and they play them for all the members, and people come to see him and they move into the town. They move into the town near the prison so they can be ready when he gets out.
Karen Kilgariff
Whoa.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Off the compound and to the prison.
Georgia Hardstark
Yes. And so through the early 90s, new members continue to join, new members continue to join. And during this time, when he's in prison in the early 90s, he starts to drop little hints that it's okay for a man to have multiple wives. Oh, there we go.
Karen Kilgariff
Where to get that idea?
Georgia Hardstark
The Bible.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Don't you know, it's a baby. And little by little, his members start to accept this. He decrees that he's entitled to have multiple wives.
Karen Kilgariff
If you say child brides, I'm going to get up and walk out of this podcast studio.
Georgia Hardstark
Kid brides. So I don't want. I don't want you to walk up and leave. Get up and leave.
Karen Kilgariff
I have to say.
Georgia Hardstark
But you have to say child brides. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Does he really say that?
Georgia Hardstark
Yes. Right before I did see this documentary. Yeah. He starts to introduce teenage girls from the cult as his wives and then goes on to say, like, you know, once they hit puberty, the Bible says they can be wives, that kind of thing. So, yeah, so puberty.
Karen Kilgariff
Don't go younger than that, please.
Georgia Hardstark
So, yeah, so he recruits teenage girls to work at his house while he's in prison, which basically means marrying Tony. You know, they do the, like, fake ceremony. You're married, it's sexual assault. And then. But the parents, those kids have been raised in the cult, and their parents consider it an honor and they're excited about them marrying their daughters or young daughters marrying Tony. The victims at this point, most of them who were born in the 90s were born into this Cult. So that's all they know. And so they think it's okay, or they think they have to think they're going to hell if they don't. They visit him in prison and bring photos of the children that are still in the church so he can select other victims. Like, he just becomes this monster. Monster. And a groomer and a fucking child abuser. In 1998, now in his 60s, Tony's released from prison. As a requirement of his release, he has to return Susan's body. It has to happen.
Karen Kilgariff
Wow.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And so he denies ever having it. But right when he is released, the casket is anonymously delivered to an Arkansas funeral home. Where was it? We don't know where it was.
Karen Kilgariff
Also, doesn't it only mean something to him? Are they saying, like, you just can't have this dead body?
Georgia Hardstark
Yes.
Karen Kilgariff
Okay.
Georgia Hardstark
Like, desecration of a corpse. And then meanwhile, her daughter and her family are like, we want to be able to bury. You know, it's like, you can't. You can't fucking do that.
Karen Kilgariff
That makes sense.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. So once Tony's out of prison, he continues to, quote, marry girls from the church and of course, rape and sexually abuse them. Also physically and verbally abuses them. He does this with 24 girls that become his wife. This is just like. And it's part of the documentary, and she's in it, and she's so strong and so admirable. The youngest one is eight years old.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, man.
Georgia Hardstark
And I mean, these women who are in the documentary and end up testifying against him are so freaking strong and incredible. They were raised with this mindset. They didn't join the cult themselves when they were lost teenagers, it was the.
Karen Kilgariff
Only world they knew.
Georgia Hardstark
And their parents were telling them that they were go to house if you.
Karen Kilgariff
Know, or that it was this honor, this. We've been picked. And it's so special.
Georgia Hardstark
Totally. Exactly. So nine of the 24 girls are under 18 years old. He continues to use the Bible to justify this. And they're all kept isolated in Tony's home. It's the thing you always hear about. But concerned ex members start to make complaints to the FBI about the abuse. But in order to prove the case, the FBI needs at least one of the current victims to come forward, which is, of course, terrifying to them. A lot of their families are still in the cult.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
In 2006, a woman named Amy Eddy, who's in the documentary, who's 22 and was first married to Tony. At 14, she escapes and flees to Oklahoma. The whole time she believes that God is gonna strike her down for leaving him and send her to hell. And then a 15 year old named Desiree Colbeck escapes as well. She gets help from her aunt to leave cause her mom also was still in the cult. So she being 15 years old and being like, I need to escape this abuse. Like, what pushes you to that level?
Karen Kilgariff
What horrors have you seen?
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly. And like, it's better for me, for God to like smite me than for me to keep saying like, how to care anymore. Right. And Desiree had been the 8 year old victim who was now 15. Both women are approached by the FBI. Initially, Amy is too scared. But Desiree, she is terrified too. But she agrees to testify against Tony because her sister, her little sister is still in the cult. And she's like, I need to save her.
Karen Kilgariff
Yes.
Georgia Hardstark
She testifies that Tony took photos of his victims, of course, many whom were underage, and also took the girls across state lines. So like, that's enough. Because those are federal crimes. So they're able to create a strong federal case against Tony. Finally.
Karen Kilgariff
Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Okay. So finally, in 2008, federal agents raid Tony's house in. It's called Falk, Arkansas.
Karen Kilgariff
Fawk.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah, exactly.
Karen Kilgariff
It's pronounced Faw Falk.
Georgia Hardstark
Tony's not there. He knew the rape was gonna happen, blah, blah, blah. They don't find the photos Desiree had been talking about, but they find other incriminating things, like a lot of wedding rings and like boxes of ovulation tests. Just like creepy as shit.
Karen Kilgariff
Gross. And also just a sign that like we're now at the end of the line with this cult leader. It's like this is the usual wind out where it always goes to child brides. It always goes to, yeah, he did it.
Georgia Hardstark
He did what?
Karen Kilgariff
He did the whole thing.
Georgia Hardstark
He did the whole dead body. Yeah, exactly. So he's 74 at this point and gross. Honestly, lifelong. Yeah. And so he has a secret cell phone. Now again, FBI, Basically, they find him at a hotel in Flagstaff, Arizona. He's indicted on 10 counts of interstate transportation of a mile for sex. And in addition to Desiree, Amy does get over her fear and ultimately testifies against him, as do three other so called wives. By the time the case goes to trial, at least 30 people are willing to testify against him. So finally, like, let's end this. And many of the witnesses still have family in the cult, but they're just. They now know what's actually going on or, you know, so. Yeah, so Tony is found guilty on all counts in 2009, and sentenced to the rest of his life in federal prison. He also loses a civil case against his victims and is ordered to pay more than $1.1 billion to them.
Karen Kilgariff
Wow.
Georgia Hardstark
Tony dies in prison in 2017. But the church isn't completely defunct. Despite all of that, it still has some locations, and they continue to recruit new members. As recently as 2018, there was a chapter in New York City.
Karen Kilgariff
Like, wow. Yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
What do you need?
Karen Kilgariff
It's crazy.
Georgia Hardstark
Therapy. And unfortunately, as recently as 2018, when everything had come out about the foundation, those now vintage Alamo jean jackets have a resurgence among celebrities. So I'm not gonna say who they are, because maybe they don't know about the abuse.
Karen Kilgariff
Right. It might not be because it's.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. It's just like, an 80s thing, and they don't know the background, so I won't say, but one recently sold for $950 on Etsy.
Karen Kilgariff
I mean, to me, that makes me think of, like, the John Wayne Gacy painting selling.
Georgia Hardstark
Exactly.
Karen Kilgariff
There are those people that are like, can you believe I'm doing this? It's so taboo.
Georgia Hardstark
Totally. Totally. And that is the story of the Alamo Christian Foundation. Oh.
Karen Kilgariff
Oh, my God.
Georgia Hardstark
The documentary, again, is called Ministry of the Twisted Cult of Tony Alamo. We binged it. I mean, Jesus fucking Christ.
Karen Kilgariff
Unbelievable. It just wouldn't end.
Georgia Hardstark
No. Like, pick a. Pick a. Pick a. Like, this is as far as I. Go and write it in your diary.
Karen Kilgariff
Me playing a psychopath. No, I will not. I will. Not only that, I'll succeed.
Georgia Hardstark
I mean, the members, though. I don't mean the head.
Karen Kilgariff
Right. But once you're in. I mean, like, that's that thing where, like, people have to be deprogrammed to get out of culture.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. And the deprogramming. Like, there's actually a guy who becomes a deprogrammer in that time period. And the tactics they use are, like, fucking horrible. Like, oh, they kidnap people. Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
It's bad.
Georgia Hardstark
It's not any better.
Karen Kilgariff
Everything is so bad. Everything been so bad for. So bad.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Everyone's like, this is the worst time in history. And it's like, no, history is the worst time.
Karen Kilgariff
It's been pretty bad.
Georgia Hardstark
It's been bad for a lot of people for a long time.
Karen Kilgariff
Speaking of which, should I just save my story for the next episode?
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Because that was a lot, and that was plenty and great.
Georgia Hardstark
I know. I'm sorry that was so long. But, yeah. Do you want to do a solo next week?
Karen Kilgariff
I liked it. Absolutely.
Georgia Hardstark
Fuck, yeah.
Karen Kilgariff
Hell, yeah.
Georgia Hardstark
Our homework's done.
Karen Kilgariff
We love that.
Georgia Hardstark
Thank you for joining our cult. It's funny that we. We did a. Oh, my God. I didn't even realize. We did a pitch to join our cult. Yes, the fan cult. And then I did a cult story. And we've just talked shit on cults the whole time. But I mean, come on, this is a fun cult.
Karen Kilgariff
Did the Alamo Cult have ad free podcast episodes? I don't think so, ladies and gentlemen.
Georgia Hardstark
No, they didn't. Did you get a discount on merch? Did you get first access to live show tickets from the Alamos? No. No Italian hand gesture?
Karen Kilgariff
No good or bad Italian hand gesture. Well, we'll meet you next time.
Georgia Hardstark
Yeah. Thank you guys for listening to that long ass story of horrible things. We appreciate you so much.
Karen Kilgariff
We love you dearly.
Georgia Hardstark
Stay sexy and don't get murdered. Goodbye, Elvis. Do you want a cookie?
Karen Kilgariff
This has been an exactly right production.
Georgia Hardstark
Our senior producers are Alejandra Keck and Molly Smith.
Karen Kilgariff
Our editor is Aristotle Acevedo.
Georgia Hardstark
This episode was mixed by Liana Squillace.
Karen Kilgariff
Our Researchers are Maren McGlashan and Ali Elkin.
Georgia Hardstark
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Karen Kilgariff
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Georgia Hardstark
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Georgia Hardstark
Something unexpected happened after Jeremy Scott confessed.
Karen Kilgariff
To killing Michelle Scoffer in Bone Valley season one. Every time I hear about my dad is, oh, he's a killer. He's just straight evil.
Georgia Hardstark
I was becoming the bridge between Jeremy.
Karen Kilgariff
Scott and the son he'd never known. At the end of the day, I'm literally a son of a killer.
Georgia Hardstark
Listen to new episodes of bone Valley Season 2 on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts or wherever you get your podcasts.
Kristen Davis
Hi, I'm Kristen Davis, host of the podcast are you a shark? Sarah Jessica Parker is here and she is sharing stories from the very beginning. Like the time she forgot we filmed the pilot episode.
Georgia Hardstark
I remember some things about shooting the pilot. Right.
Kristen Davis
I have some memories I can fill in.
Georgia Hardstark
And then you're going to fill me in.
Kristen Davis
Yes, but then you forgot about it in the very long time they took about it. Listen to Are you a Charlotte on the iHeartRadio app, Apple podcast or wherever you get your podcasts.
Episode 482: Similar Different Problems
Released on May 29, 2025, "My Favorite Murder with Karen Kilgariff and Georgia Hardstark" dives deep into the harrowing story of the Alamo Christian Foundation—a Christian cult that operated for four decades, perpetrating severe abuses against its members.
In this episode, Karen Kilgariff and Georgia Hardstark unravel the disturbing history of the Alamo Christian Foundation, exploring its rise, the manipulative tactics employed by its leaders, and its eventual downfall. Drawing from the comprehensive documentary series "Ministry of the Twisted Cult of Tony Alamo," the hosts provide a nuanced examination of how a seemingly charismatic couple can exploit faith and community for nefarious purposes.
The story begins in the early 1960s when Susan Alamo (born Edith Opel Horn) and Mark Hoffman (later renamed Tony Alamo) established the Alamo Christian Foundation in Los Angeles. Susan, with her magnetic presence and oratory skills, attracted young followers amidst the countercultural upheaval of the 1960s.
Georgia Hardstark [24:33]: "This is the story of the Alamo Christian Foundation. Have you heard of them? It's spelled Alamo."
By the early 1970s, the foundation's operations extended beyond California as they relocated to Saugus, Arkansas. Here, they acquired a desert compound, transforming it into a secluded community where they could exert greater control over their members. The couple diversified their influence by running businesses such as a grocery store, gas station, and restaurant—all staffed by cult members who forfeited their wages to Susan and Tony.
Karen Kilgariff [29:18]: "So, they change their name. So he changes his name to Tony and they change their last name to Alamo."
Under Tony's sole leadership after Susan's death in 1982, the foundation descended into darker territories. Tony introduced draconian measures to maintain control, including:
Financial Exploitation: Members were required to hand over their paychecks, funneling funds directly to the cult leaders.
Child Abuse: The foundation tolerated and even facilitated severe physical and sexual abuse of children, including child marriages and sexual exploitation under the guise of religious doctrine.
Psychological Manipulation: Susan propagated the belief that failure to adhere strictly to the cult’s rules would condemn members' children to hell, justifying extreme punitive measures.
Georgia Hardstark [53:25]: "He convinced himself that he's helping their children not go to hell. And that's the whole premise."
One of the foundation's most lucrative operations was the Alamo Clothing Brand, launched in 1984. These high-end, bedazzled denim jackets became a hit, adorned by celebrities like Dolly Parton and Michael Jackson. However, the production was shrouded in unethical practices, relying heavily on unpaid labor from young cult members.
Karen Kilgariff [50:31]: "They make customized jackets for, like, Dolly Parton, Mr. T, Brooke Shields. Michael Jackson wears it on the cover of Bad."
By the late 1980s, increasing scrutiny from authorities led to significant legal challenges. The IRS revoked the foundation's tax-exempt status due to financial irregularities, and federal investigations into child abuse intensified. Despite Tony's attempts to maintain control remotely while evading capture, mounting evidence and testimonies from former members culminated in his conviction in 2009 on multiple counts, including interstate transportation of a minor for sex and federal tax evasion. Tony was sentenced to life in federal prison, where he remained until his death in 2017.
Georgia Hardstark [67:14]: "By the time the case goes to trial, at least 30 people are willing to testify against him."
Even after Tony Alamo's imprisonment and subsequent death, remnants of the Alamo Christian Foundation lingered, with sporadic attempts to revive the cult's influence as recently as 2018. The resurgence of Alamo-branded clothing among celebrities, often unaware of the brand's dark history, underscores the lingering impact of the cult's facade of legitimacy.
Georgia Hardstark [69:33]: "As recently as 2018, those now vintage Alamo jean jackets have a resurgence among celebrities."
Psychological Control in Cults: The Alamo Foundation exemplifies how religious authority and charismatic leadership can manipulate followers, enforcing obedience through fear and indoctrination.
Exploitation Under Religious Veil: The use of religious doctrine to justify unethical practices, including child abuse and financial exploitation, highlights the dangers of blind faith and lack of accountability within closed communities.
Economic Manipulation: By controlling the financial aspects of members’ lives, the cult leaders ensured dependence, making it arduous for members to leave and seek assistance.
Legal Challenges: The reliance on federal charges like tax evasion illustrates the complexities in prosecuting abuse within religious or closed organizations, where direct evidence of abuse may be hard to obtain.
On Leadership and Control:
Karen Kilgariff [40:00]: "Come on, dude, I can't even answer emails. I'm talking to God on the daily to tell you what to do."
On Abuse and Justification:
Georgia Hardstark [55:02]: "Don't hit children. You don't use violence to try to fucking parent children."
On Survivor Testimonies:
Georgia Hardstark [65:04]: "These women who are in the documentary and end up testifying against him are so freaking strong and incredible."
Episode 482 of "My Favorite Murder" provides a chilling exploration of the Alamo Christian Foundation, revealing the depths of manipulation and abuse that can thrive under the guise of religious fervor. Karen and Georgia underscore the importance of vigilance and awareness to prevent such atrocities from recurring, reminding listeners of the profound impact of cults on individuals and communities alike.
Note: This summary intentionally omits promotional segments and unrelated content to maintain focus on the episode's core narrative.