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Last week on National Park After Dark, Joe Simpson and Simon Yates, two young British climbers, were high on the remote west face of Ciula Grande in Peru, attempting a route that had never been climbed before. After days of effort at extreme altitude, they reached the summit, only for it to turn immediately into worsening weather. As they began their descent, snow moved in quickly, visibly collapsed into a whiteout, and the face beneath them became unstable and dangerous. As they worked their way down, Joe slipped and fell, shattering his leg and leaving him unable to descend on his own. Stranded high on the mountain, with daylight fading and no realistic possibility of rescue, Simon made the decision to lower Joe down the face one rope length at a time, anchoring himself in the snow and absorbing his partner's full weight. For hours, the system worked. Even as the cold deepened, their hands went numb and exhaustion set in. Then Joe was lowered over an unseen overhang and left hanging in space above a crevasse, unable to find footing or climb back up. Above him, Simon waited in a collapsing snow seat, the rope cutting into his harness, his strength draining as the storm pressed in and night fell. With no way to communicate and no solution left that would save them both, Simon cut the rope. Joe vanished into the darkness. There was no sound, no movement, no sign of life. Believing his partner was dead, Simon was left alone on the mountain, still high on the face with the weather deteriorating, his hands numb, his strength failing, and no clear way down. Little did Simon know Joe had survived the fall. This is where we pick the story back up. Welcome to national park after After Dark.
Host 1
Hello, everyone. Welcome back to part two of.
Narrator
Hi.
Host 2
Sorry to keep you waiting.
Host 1
This. Yeah, I've been waiting about two hours, so I'm good.
Host 2
Everyone else, it's in a week. Unless I was kind and let Patreon members here early, which is to be foreseen because sometimes I do that.
Host 1
If you just are listening to this after they've both been released, then all of this is null and void. Yeah, so smart.
Host 2
Didn't have to wait at all. I like the suspense, though.
Narrator
You know when you have a TV.
Host 2
Show that you watch every Tuesday night or something and they always leave you.
Narrator
On a cliffhanger, but then you get.
Host 2
There the next week and you're ready. I like that.
Host 1
Yeah, me too. I think the only show that in recent memory that has done that is like Game of Thrones, House of the Dragon, the Last of Us, but all.
Host 3
Of those, it's like not only are.
Host 1
We going to make you wait a week between episodes, we're going to make you Wait five years between seasons?
Host 2
Yeah. That makes it tough.
Host 1
So they're losing me. They're. I'm so.
Host 2
Which affair? It's been years.
Host 1
I'm aging, you know, forget what happened. Yeah.
Host 2
Like, I'm gonna have to rewatch these if you're gonna wait five years. I don't remember anything that happened.
Host 3
Announcing the spin offs, I'm like, hold on, stop.
Narrator
It's like, wait.
Host 2
I did get into Game of Thrones, but I remember I religiously watched Sons of Anarchy every Tuesday, every Tuesday night. It was my college thing. And the first season of American Horror Story. Those were my two Tuesdays and Wednesdays. I remember in college, American Horror Story.
Host 1
Was the best for the first, like two or three seasons. Especially because came out in college and it was just so. I don't want to say unique, but there was nothing like it as far as, you know, that type of vibe. And it was great. All your friends would get together and watch it. Yeah, it was awesome.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 3
It also lost me.
Host 1
I couldn't do the circus season.
Narrator
Honestly, I didn't get very. I do.
Host 2
I watch bits and pieces of it, but honestly, what got me was I watched the first season of American Horror Story and I didn't realize that it was going to be a different storyline every single season. So when it didn't pick back up in the same even vein, I know that they couldn't really continue the series after the last episode of the first season, which I won't give away. Even though it's been years, if you.
Host 1
Haven'T watched it, it's been like over 10 years. Get with it to be with it.
Host 2
But I still won't spoil it for you. But then it picked up another season and I was like, wait a second. This isn't even the same storyline. And I just couldn't. And for me, for some reason, I just. I was so attached to the first storyline that I just kind of fell off and I watched. What was it?
Host 1
The Covenant, the Coven, the Coven, or Coven, period. Just Coven.
Host 2
Just Coven. I watched that one later. Okay. Because that was years later.
Host 1
But I feel like, you know what.
Host 2
Got me scared me.
Host 1
I feel like I loved the first one. I think that goes without saying. I feel like that might be people's favorite, but they just kind of got progressively more gory.
Narrator
Yes, they're too.
Host 2
They're too scary for me, honestly.
Host 3
But there's a difference between scary, psychological.
Host 1
Scary, suspense scary, mind fuck scary versus slasher blood, guts. Yeah. Visual scary. And I don't like that they kind.
Host 2
Of combined all of them, though, because it is suspenseful scary, but it also is slashery scary.
Host 3
Even in the first one.
Narrator
Not the first one.
Host 2
I liked the first one, but Roanoke was rough.
Host 1
Rowan. I remember Roanoke being like that. I'm like, okay, I just. I need to draw the line. Yeah. And then Kim Kardashian was in one of them.
Host 2
I haven't seen that episode, but I've seen.
Host 1
Wait. A whole season, I think.
Host 2
Oh, she was in an entire season? For some reason, I thought it was an episode.
Host 1
No, I think she did a whole season. My favorite favorite is Hotel and then the first season, because Hotel was Lady Gaga, and I loved that season.
Host 2
Never watched that one either.
Host 1
All right, this is not an American Horror Story podcast. It is.
Host 2
You guys are waiting to hear what happened.
Host 1
Get on with it.
Host 2
They're like, we don't care about American Horror Story. Tell me why. What happened to Joe and Simon? I need to know. Rightfully so. So let's. Let's hop into it. Right back where we left off. When the rope was cut, Joe dropped instantly.
Narrator
His body plunged through darkness with no sense of distance or direction, the air tearing past him as the walls of the crevasse flashed by in fragments of shadows and ice. He fell for what felt like an eternity, but was likely only seconds before he slammed violently onto a sloping edge. The impact knocked the breath from his lungs and sent a wave of fresh pain through his shattered leg. For a moment, he couldn't breathe at all, his chest locked in shock, his vision swimming as he laid stunned against the ice. When breath finally rushed back into his lungs, he realized with disbelief that he was still alive. His head throbbed, his knee screamed, and his body shook uncontrollably. But he had not fallen into the bottomless void he had imagined. He. He lay there in the dim light of his headlamp, afraid to move, afraid that any shift of weight might send him sliding again into the depths below. Slowly, carefully, he began to feel around his surroundings, discovering that one side of the ledge was bounded by a sheer ice wall, while the other dropped away sharply into open space. As the shock faded, another realization set in. The rope was no longer attached to him. He fumbled upward with his light tracing the line of the crevasse until he. The severed end of the rope lying near him, its fibers frayed cleanly. There was no mistaking what had happened. Simon had very clearly cut the rope. Joe screamed into the crevasse, his voice ricocheting uselessly off the icy walls. Then he collapsed into sobs as the reality of his isolation closed in on him. Above, Simon laid sprawled in the snow, staring at the end of the rope in his hands, his mind oscillating between certainty and in denial. He didn't know Simon was alive, nor could he hear his screams. He forced himself to move, digging a shallow hole in the snow where he could shelter for the night, his body racked with exhaustion and thirst. As darkness settled in, he replayed the moment again and again, wondering whether Joe could somehow have survived the fall, whether there was any chance at all that he was still alive. Snow melted in his mouth provided little relief from the dryness swelling his tongue, and sleep hardly came to him that night.
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Morning brought calm weather and a clear sky, a huge contrast to the night before. Simon packed his gear and began descending, his movements stiff and Mechanical as he navigated the slopes below. When he reached the section of mountain where Joe had gone over the overhang, he approached it cautiously from the side and finally saw the true shape of the terrain. The overhang dropped directly into a massive crevasse beneath the slope. Standing there, staring into the darkness below, Simon understood instantly what had happened and why Jo had never been able to take the weight off the road rope. He shouted Joe's name into the void, but heard no response. And I can just imagine that moment looking at it, because when he cut the rope, he had no idea what.
Host 2
Was happening on the other end. It was a whiteout.
Narrator
He couldn't move to check because he.
Host 2
Was being dragged in.
Narrator
And now just to see this massive crevasse that he dropped his friend into. And also seeing the magnitude of, oh, this is why he.
Host 2
He didn't respond to me pulling the rope to do the changing of the ropes every single time that they found a spot. And it was just. I can imagine that moment of being like, oh, my God.
Host 1
Yeah, this is heavy as it gets. Yeah.
Narrator
Yeah. Convinced that Joe could not have survived the fall, Simon continued his descent alone. As he crossed the glacier below, the enormity of what had happened began to settle over him more fully. He thought about Richard waiting at the base camp and about what he would say when he arrived. He considered lying, telling a version of the story that left out the knife and the rope, a version that might be easier for others to accept. But the thought passed, replaced by numb resignation and the singular focus on getting off the mountain alive.
Host 2
I can't say that I wouldn't have that same thought, too, because it's like.
Narrator
There'S two of us. We only.
Host 2
The two of us only know what happened. And how am I going to tell people what I did?
Host 1
So you're saying that if you cut me off of a rope, you would just lie about it?
Narrator
I'm not saying I would. I say, understand.
Host 2
Having that thought of being like, how do I admit that I made this decision to the people who loved them.
Narrator
Most, like, if I had to make.
Host 2
That decision and then I had to.
Narrator
Call your mom and tell her that.
Host 2
Yeah, I think there would be a split second of me that would be.
Narrator
Like, I could lie and say that.
Host 2
They saved me, that they died like a valiant death, like you died saving me. Or, you know, just something to make it feel less awful, more palatable.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 1
But also deflecting off of, yeah, you.
Host 2
And I'm not saying I would do that. I just understand having that feeling of how do you. How do you truly tell someone what you just did when it's.
Host 1
I mean, I feel like that's a pretty human response to have. I feel like everyone. All the possibilities is. Are gonna flash through your mind. Yeah. A point in time like that, in such a high stress and oh my God moment of what just happened. But yeah, that's a hard lie to keep up for the rest of your life. Like if you commit to that, you gotta commit to that version forever.
Host 2
Yeah, forever. Because people are gonna ask you, especially since you were with someone trying to.
Narrator
Conquer a mountain that no one else had ever done before.
Host 2
No one's gonna be like, oh, accidents happen. People are going to question what you.
Narrator
Were doing there and what went wrong.
Host 1
This reminds me of the bonus episode I did in. Was it in Peru as well, about all the climbers. And then we don't know if they were murdered or not, because the surviving climbers on Ankon Cora or something like that. I swear I did it.
Host 2
It was just.
Host 1
I was living in Colorado again. I remember where I was when I research and write these things, but it was in. I believe it was in Peru. And there's this whole inquest into what the hell happened. Because this, essentially this group of climbers, there's five of them, I think there's one woman and the rest of them were men. They went up this mountain and something went wrong. The survi. I think two of them died and the survivors came down with a version of events that had been accepted or was accepted for decades. And then it starts to come out that, okay, not only are their belongings starting to be found by present day climbers because the glaciers are melting and there's photographic evidence of things that are happening and their bodies were discovered that had some evidence of maybe another story unfolding, some foul play. Yeah.
Host 2
So that was an interesting episode. It does, I feel. It does feel reminiscent if. If we went right, if we're going down that.
Host 1
Yeah, it's like you have to commit to that and pray that no one's.
Host 2
Gonna question it and no one's gonna find out what really happened.
Host 1
Right. But he didn't do that.
Host 2
He doesn't do that. But he had a split moment where he thought about it. And then I think in that moment he was like, you know what? I can't even think about that right now. I need to survive to even get to a place where I can tell.
Narrator
Anyone what happened up here. While down in the crevasse, Joe lay on the ledge for a long time crying, shouting. And then Falling silent as the cold seeped into his body. Eventually, exhaustion overtook panic and he drifted into an uneasy sleep. When he woke, pale light filtered down from far above, illuminating the ice walls around him. He knew Simon would have descended by now and that no rescue was coming for him. He was alone, injured, without food or water, trapped inside the mountain. Instinctively, Joe tried to climb upward towards the light, driving his axes into the ice and pulling himself higher. But each attempt ended the same way, with his strength failing and his body crashing back down onto the ledge, sending bolts of pain through his leg. Cuz I always just keep thinking you're.
Host 2
Just carrying dead weight essentially with your leg that can't move or do anything.
Narrator
So you're on one leg, you have two arms and climbers are so strong.
Host 2
And this is why you have to be in such good shape if you ever are missing a limb to use. But I'm just imagining him trying to climb and he's has one leg to climb with and all of his upper body strength and he's tired, he's injured.
Narrator
He just fell hundreds of feet and.
Host 2
He'S still trying to. He's still using all of his effort and his exertion to try and get out of this.
Host 1
Well, he also, yeah, his leg is a Z, as we discussed.
Host 2
A shape that no leg should ever be in.
Narrator
Right. Well, after several attempts, he understood that.
Host 2
Climbing out that way was impossible if he stayed where he was. He also realized that he would certainly die.
Narrator
With no options left, Joe anchored himself to the ice wall and prepared to descend deeper into the crevasse, choosing movement and uncertainty over waiting to freeze or starve to death on the ledge.
Host 2
He's like, well, if I can't climb.
Narrator
Out, maybe there's something even further into the mountain that can help me. He knew that if there was no way out below, the rope would eventually run out and he would fall.
Host 2
But the alternative was certain death.
Narrator
At least this option offered a little bit of hope. Tightening his grip and steadying his breath, he began lowering himself into the darkness, not knowing what waited beneath. Lowering himself into the crevasse, Joe moved slowly and deliberately, his body trembling with exhaustion as he fed the rope through his device ice. Unable to see more than a short distance ahead in the beam of his headlamp, the walls narrowed and widened unpredictably. Their surfaces, like with ice and the darkness below, seemed endless. He knew there was no guarantee that the rope would reach anything solid, and he made the conscious decision not to tie a knot at the end. If there was no way out, he would fall off the rope and at least the end would be quick.
Host 1
Maybe he already fell and survived.
Host 2
Yeah, it's a big.
Host 1
It's a big question mark. I mean, yeah, I don't know if.
Host 2
It would have been quick, but the motivation. I would have to be holding on to that rope.
Host 1
Yeah.
Host 2
With everything I had to not tie a knot at the end of that. And I'm assuming he looked down with his headlamp and was just like, the end is nowhere in sight. So I'm just going to where I fall.
Host 1
Yeah.
Narrator
After descending roughly 50ft, his legs suddenly dropped through open space, and he found himself hanging vertically in the void. His heart surged with panic as he continued downward until, without warning, his feet struck something solid. He screamed with relief when he realized there was a floor beneath him, a sloping surface covered in snow about 15ft below the rope. The sense of victory was brief, however, because as he shifted his weight, he realized the floor was not the bottom of the crevasse, but a suspended ceiling, a fragile bridge separating the upper section from a far deeper abyss below. Still, it was enough. He tested the snow carefully, inch by inch, and when it held, he began crawling across the ceiling towards a faint glow filtering in from one side. That light marked a slope rising towards a hole in the roof of the crevasse, an opening that represented his only possible escape. Under normal conditions, climbing the rope would have taken minutes, but with one functional leg and arms numbed by cold and fatigue, the ascent became an ordeal that stretched on for hours. Joe worked methodically, dragging himself in a short, painful movements, using his ice axe and his left leg to inch higher while his injured right leg trailed uselessly behind him. Each time he shifted his weight, a jolt of agony shot through his body, and more than once, he nearly fainted. He rested whenever he could, clinging to the slope and forcing himself to breathe, then continued repeating the same motions again and again until they became automatic. Eventually, after what felt like an eternity, his head broke through the opening and into daylight. The sudden brightness made him squint as cold air rushed across his face. Above him, the sky was clear and impossibly blue, and beyond the lip of the crevasse, the mountain stretched out in sharp white ridges, gleaming in the sun. Joe pulled himself fully out of the snow and lay there, shaking and laughing weakly, overwhelmed by the fact that he was alive and back on top of the glaciated surface instead of inside of it.
Host 1
I can relate to that laugh.
Host 2
It's like my life, what is happening.
Host 1
I laugh all the time in situations where it does not warrant a chuckle. But I just can't help it.
Host 2
Just not laughing because it's funny. It's just overwhelming. Nerve wracking.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 2
I can't believe this is life right now.
Host 1
Yeah. Disbelief is a big one. I laugh a lot at that and I can just imagine that.
Host 3
I don't know.
Host 1
Okay, well, I'll hold this question until you're done because you're probably going to answer it. But I just feel like the amount of release that your body has in a moment like that while letting out a laugh like that, it's. It scares me because we hear a lot of the. The when your body starts to crash, when you feel safety.
Host 2
Yes. The adrenaline kind of fades away and your body's like, I'm safe. So it shuts down.
Host 1
Yes.
Host 2
Whereas before it's in this fight mode.
Host 1
Mm. Not that he's safe. I mean, he's not.
Host 2
Certainly not safe. He's just not inside a crevasse anymore. He's still on top of a very glaciated mountain with so many more crevasses that he can fall into. So he's definitely not safe. But he is no longer inside the mountain, which is a plus.
Host 1
It is a plus. I was just imagining him.
Host 3
Have you ever done a zombie crawl before?
Host 1
Like a workout for workout?
Host 2
Like, I don't think so. I'm picturing. I'm picturing like Iron man or the 5Ks where you army crawl underneath the barbed wire. But I'm guessing that that's not what a zombie crawl is.
Host 1
It's very similar. It's very similar. So I've done stuff like that. Yeah, I've taken. There's a boot camp class I used to take and there was like these zombie crawls where it's very similar to an army crawl, but instead of like shuffling your legs along with your arms as you're on the ground, you don't use anything but your arms. So your whole. The rest of your body is dead weight and you're just using your forearms to put. To pull you forward on the ground.
Host 2
Oh, interesting.
Host 1
And it's so hard.
Host 2
It sounds hard.
Host 1
And I do it now in hot Pilates. But they have you put the bottom of your feet on these sliders so that you can like kind of slide on the ground. Anyway, I just kind of was thinking while he. You were describing him crawling across that ceiling portion of just not being able to utilize his leg and just kind of shuffling all his weight after all that he's already just gone through. Like it's like the upper body strength.
Host 2
To be able to do all of this.
Host 1
Yeah, it's incredible. It really is. Yeah.
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Host 2
Well, he's laughing because he's free but not safe. But the relief that he was feeling in that moment faded pretty quickly as he realized exactly the situation he was in.
Narrator
He was still badly injured. He was alone. He was miles from camp. He still had no food and no water. And he had no idea how long it would take him to get whether he could survive the journey at all. But lying still was no longer an option. And with the warmth of the sun softening the snow, he began to move. At first he tried hopping, but the pain was unbearable and quickly drained what little strength he had left. After experimenting, he found that the most effective method was to lie on his left side and propel himself downward, using his axis to pull and push while flicking his good leg. For momentum, progress was slow and awkward, but it allowed him to move without placing weight on his shattered knee. As he crawled, his awareness came and went in waves. At times, he was intensely focused on the mechanics of movements, and at others, his mind drifted into a hazy, detached state. When he looked up and saw a length of climbing rope stretched across the snow ahead of him, it took a moment for him to register what he was seeing. Then he understood that the rope he was seeing was actually Simon's rope that he had left behind when he continued down the mountain before he was leaving Joe for probably what he thought for dead. The sight was both devastating and clarifying. First, no one was coming back for.
Host 2
Him because the rope was going in the other direction. But also it was kind of exciting because it meant he was going in.
Narrator
The correct direction if he was going to survive. Though he realized now for sure it.
Host 2
Was entirely on his own and that.
Narrator
Simon wasn't waiting around looking for him. Joe continued dragging himself forward, his memory becoming unreliable as exhaustion deepened. Sections of terrain seemed to disappear from.
Host 2
His recollection entirely, as if he had.
Narrator
Crossed them without actually being present. He thought often of his mother and hoped that she was praying for him. As another storm approached and darkness began to fall, he fought against the overwhelming desire to sleep, knowing that giving in could mean never waking up again. Eventually, though, he could go no farther. He dug a shallow hole in the snow and crawled into it, curling his body around his injured leg the best he could. He had not had food or water in days, and his mouth was painfully dry. He chewed on snow to ease the thirst, though it did little to help. When sleep finally did come, it was shallow and filled with vivid, confusing dreams that bled into his waking moments. When he awoke screaming, disoriented in panic, he had to remind himself that he was no longer trapped in the crevasse. His body ached and the reality of his condition consumed him again. He knew he had to keep moving, no matter how slowly, because stopping meant dying where he laid. When Joe began moving again, time lost all reliable meaning. He was no longer measuring progress in distance, but in effort and whether he could force his body to complete one more movement without collapsing entirely. The glacier ahead of him was a maze of crevasses and broken ice, and from his low vantage point, because, remember, he's crawling, it was difficult to see more than a few yards in any direction. Every decision about where to go required him to stop, gather himself, and sometimes painfully haul his body upright just long enough to orient himself before dropping back down to continue crawling.
Host 1
How old is he at this right now?
Narrator
In this story, he's in his 20s.
Host 1
Okay. I believe that's what I thought.
Narrator
Yeah. Not long after setting off, he noticed footprints crossing the glacier ahead. At first, he thought they might be his own, but as he followed them, he realized they belonged to Simon. The tracks zigzagged across the ice, weave around hidden crevasses and unstable bridges, and Joe understood immediately how valuable these actually were. From the ground, he could not easily see the terrain, but Simon's path gave him a guide through everything.
Host 2
Because, of course, Simon is going to.
Narrator
Be walking on the safe portions.
Host 2
So he's like, okay, I can follow these.
Narrator
And instead of having to stand up every few minutes to look for a hidden crevasse over the other side, I know that wherever Simon is walking is probably safe, so he just starts following those instead. During this, Joe's consciousness drifted in and out as he crawled. At times, he felt as though he was watching himself from a distance, his body moving automatically while his mind floated elsewhere. His memory became unreliable. Ridges appeared and vanished without him recalling how he had crossed them. The effort of movement consumed nearly all of his attention, and when pain surged through his leg, it did so in waves so intense that they briefly overshone everything else. He couldn't focus on anything except for that pain. As the day wore on, the thirst became overwhelming. He had not had water for days, and his mouth felt coated in a thick, chalky dryness that made swallowing painful. He sucked snow whenever he could, knowing it was a poor substitute for liquid, but unable to stop himself. His body craved water with a desperation that bordered on obsession, and thoughts of it crowded out almost as everything else. As evening approach, a storm began to roll in. Fresh snow started falling, and panic rose in Joe's chest as he realized that Simon's footprints were fading beneath it. He pushed himself harder, afraid that once the tracks disappeared, he would be lost on the glacier with no reliable way to navigate. Darkness closed in, and his movements became slower and less coordinated as exhaustion deepened. Eventually, he was forced to stop. He found a snowbank and dug another shallow shelter, crawling inside just as the light of day faded. When morning came, the storm had erased the tracks completely. Joe was alone with the glacier, surrounded by a confusing landscape of ice and snow that looked entirely unfamiliar without the guiding line of footprints. His progress became erratic as he doubled back, repeatedly, struggling to avoid crevasses that appeared suddenly beneath him. Several times he had to stand, gritting his teeth against the pane just to look ahead and plan a safe route forward. After hours of crawling, he finally reached the edge of the glacier and found himself staring down at a field of rocks and boulders below. The realization that the glacier had been the easiest part of his journey filled him with dread, because now he had to drag his body through a boulder field.
Host 3
Oh, God.
Host 1
It just keeps getting worse, huh?
Host 2
Keeps getting worse.
Narrator
And throughout this, he has.
Host 2
And he talks about this, he actually experiences the third man factor.
Host 1
I was just gonna ask you that.
Narrator
Yes. So throughout this journey, he's had this.
Host 2
Voice in his head that's like, don't go to sleep.
Narrator
Keep going. Keep moving.
Host 2
That's telling him.
Narrator
But when he gets to this point.
Host 2
He starts hearing the voice even louder.
Narrator
This internal voice had begun guiding him earlier, was now firm and insistent, telling him exactly what he needed to do next. He removed unnecessary items from his pack, according to the voice was telling him to, and arranged them carefully on the ice, then cut his foam sleeping mat in half and wrapped it around his shattered knee, so securing it with a strap from his crampons to form a splint.
Host 2
And that kind of reminded me of our class we took.
Host 1
Yeah, yeah. We practiced doing that.
Host 2
We did. I was like, that's a good idea. We practiced splinting a broken leg in a sleeping pad. And this is what this voice was telling him. He heard, okay, you gotta get across this boulder field. Wrap your leg.
Narrator
Keep moving.
Host 1
And if you have no idea what we're referring to with the third man factor, we. I covered an episode on it, and I titled it Spirit or Science. The third man factor. Couldn't tell you what episode number it was, but if you look that up, it'll pop up. It's one of my favorite topics I've researched for the show. It's so intriguing.
Host 2
Yeah, yeah.
Host 1
And we've gotten a bunch of trail tales and stuff from people who have experienced the third man factor since. And it's kind of become a recurring theme on the show, but rightfully so, because people who are in these life or death situations often report that phenomenon. So it's so funny you bring that up, because I was wondering, as you were saying, he was. When you first started mentioning. He was kind of coming in and out of consciousness, and he was kind of. It's starting to waver. I was wondering if that was going to make an appearance, if his guiding.
Host 2
Voice was going to. Going to show up.
Narrator
And.
Host 2
And it had been, but this was the first time I'm kind of mentioning it because it was at this point, it was like, all right, you got to do this because there was a moment here where he saw it and was like, wait, that was the easy part. Now I have to go through all of this. And it was this extra voice in his head that was pushing him to move forward.
Host 1
The other day I asked Instagram what.
Host 3
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Host 1
I've made my own bread, my own butter.
Host 3
I just wanted to hear what the.
Host 1
People have to to say.
Host 3
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Narrator
As the hours passed, his thoughts grew increasingly fragmented. Snatches of memories, songs and conversations replayed in his mind without order. Time stretched and compressed unpredictably as he struggled to tell whether minutes or hours had passed between rests. When he finally reached running water, he he collapsed beside it and drank greedily, pressing his mouth against the rock face and sucking at the cold stream until his stomach cramped. The water was gritty and unpleasant, but it was life itself and he could feel the strength returning with every swallow. He continued onward as darkness fell again, driven by the fear that base camp might already have been abandoned. His movements slowed to a crawl and he fell frequently, sometimes lying still for long moments before forcing himself to rise again. As darkness settled over the valley, Joe climbed a low ridge and sensed that he was close. He could not see the camp, but the landscape felt familiar, and he called out, forcing the sound from his chest despite the weakness in his body. When there was no response, despair washed over him and he collapsed, convinced he had arrived too late. But again, he mustered the strength and started yelling. Down near the camp, Simon heard his yelling and froze for a moment. He could not place it or reconcile what he was hearing with what he believed to be true. The idea that he was hearing Joe and he could still be alive had already been set aside. Then the shout came again, and Simon responded instinctively, calling out as he moved towards the sound, his headlamp sweeping across the uneven ground ahead as he moved as quickly as he could towards the the sounds. When Simon reached Joe, there was no rush of relief or emotional release that his friend was alive. There was no time spent processing the impossibility of what he was seeing. His mind did not linger on the fact that the man he believed dead.
Host 2
Was right in front of him and.
Narrator
Also the man he thought he killed. There was no space for that because he saw that Joe was breathing, he was upright, he was alive, and his first instinct was to act. He grabbed Joe and began guiding him forward, focused on only keeping him on his feet and getting him back to the tent. Inside the shelter, Simon shifted seamlessly into motion. He poured tea and urged Joe to drink it, watching carefully as he swallowed. He cut away Joe's trousers without hesitation, exposing the knee beneath, grotesquely swollen and discolored and discolored, the joint barely recognizable. The sight was appalling, but Simon did not react. Outwardly, he remained practical and deliberate, moving from one task to the next, as though emotion had been completely set aside until Joe was safe enough for it to return.
Host 1
Another question. So, sorry. What does he do again? For work?
Host 3
Do you remember?
Host 1
Did you tell me?
Host 2
I'm not sure if I told you. I'm not really sure. He was really into climbing.
Narrator
He went.
Host 2
He was in school for a while.
Host 1
Okay.
Host 2
And then he was really focused on climbing life. So I'm not sure what his profession was outside of this.
Host 1
Okay. He just seems so pragmatic and efficient and he can definitely just detach, like, calm under pressure. For sure.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 1
Yep. And he can separate, like, what he was doing or what he does now. Should be a doctor.
Narrator
Maybe he is.
Host 2
From a quick Google search, it says that he was a professional road and track cyclist.
Host 1
What?
Host 2
Yeah, he says it all.
Host 1
Okay. Not that a professional road cyclist can't have those.
Host 2
Like, but you just envision an extreme climber.
Host 1
I Just, yeah, I don't know what I'm envisioning, but yeah.
Host 2
But he does feel very calm under pressure.
Host 1
Yeah. He's somebody that I would want in an emergency situation. Like that's the type of person I want. I don't, I find comfort through people taking action, necessary action. I don't want to be coddled. I don't need to be told, like, I'm sure it's going to be okay. Thrown my way would be nice, but I would rather just, yeah. Draw comfort and reassurance through watching somebody do what needs to be done to take care of the situation versus talking about the situation. And it feels like he has got that covered.
Host 2
Yeah. And I mean, in a moment that feels like it would be so emotional. You know, you saw, you're seeing your friend for the first time who you thought was dead.
Narrator
It's days later, he's alive, he's moving towards you.
Host 2
You can grab him. I mean, you would think that it.
Narrator
Would be this emotion filled moment, which.
Host 2
I'm sure in parts it was. But at the same time you're like, he's alive.
Narrator
I need to help.
Host 1
And let's keep him alive.
Host 2
And let's keep him alive. That's his first instinct, is we have time later to hash out whatever that was that happened back there. But right now you're alive and we need to get you to safety.
Narrator
It was only when Joe finally spoke that something changed.
Host 2
His voice was weak, but his words were very clear.
Narrator
The first thing he told Simon was that cutting the rope had been the right decision. That he would have done the same exact thing if it was him in that situation.
Host 1
Oh, my God. I don't know why, but that just got me so sad, like emotional. I could cry right now with that.
Narrator
I mean, because, you know, in all.
Host 2
Of this time, you know that he's carrying that guilt. And then you have also been racking with this. I, he cut the rope. I have been struggling for days to die. And just being like, you made the right call. We're both alive right now because you did that.
Host 1
Yeah. Wow.
Narrator
Yeah. And for Simon, that weight he had been carrying since that moment on the mountain shifted. And only then did the magnitude of what had happened really begin to press in.
Host 1
Well, because that by him saying, you made the right decision is the same thing as saying, I forgive you.
Host 2
Yeah.
Host 1
And that is just so monumental, you know.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 1
On both sides.
Narrator
Powerful Joe had been alone for days.
Host 2
By the time he staggered back onto.
Narrator
The glacier and began making his way towards base camp.
Host 2
And Simon And Richard had been originally.
Narrator
Preparing to leave the base camp only a few hours later, before Joe had arrived.
Host 2
So they were getting ready for the night.
Narrator
They were planning to leave early the next morning and head out.
Host 2
They had kind of given up. Joe was kind of a. Not a lost cause, but he was an aft.
Narrator
Not an afterthought either.
Host 2
That's a bad way of saying it, but they had just realized it was time to go.
Host 1
They had accepted the situation for what they believed it to be.
Narrator
Yeah, and Joe kept having this reoccurring thought of, keep moving.
Host 2
You got to get there. If.
Narrator
If they leave camp, that's it for you. You gotta go. And the fact that he was pushing himself and pushing himself to move. If he had only been a couple hours shy of or later than that, then he might not have come across them at all. With Joe alive but clearly deteriorating, urgency replaced exhaustion. The immediate danger of the mountain had passed. But the reality of Joe's injuries and dehydration introduced a new threat. His knee was massively swollen, his body weakened, and he could barely stay upright without assistance. Simon understood that rest alone would not save him. Joe needed to get off the mountain and into medical care as quickly as possible. The following morning, Simon arranged for a mule to carry Joe to the nearest village. Richard took care of what remained at base camp, sorting gear, rationing supplies, and helping arrange the next steps. Joe's body, which had functioned on sheer will for days, began to fail once the struggle was over.
Host 2
Exactly how you were talking, talking about before.
Narrator
When the mule arrived, Joe could not brace himself properly on the animal and was slipping along the rough trail. Simon stayed close, steadying him whenever he could, refusing to let him stop even when Joe begged to rest. The nearest hospital was days away, and Simon knew that a delay could be fatal for him. From the village, they managed to secure transport farther down the valley, eventually reaching Lima after a grueling journey, and that combined mule trails and the back of a truck. By the time Joe arrived at the hospital, he was barely conscious. He had lost more than 40 pounds, nearly a third of his body weight, and was suffering from severe dehydration, frostbite, and catastrophic damage to his knee. The hospital conditions were stark, and Joe waited days before receiving surgery as insurance details were sorted. When doctors. It's like, who cares?
Host 1
I'm sorry.
Host 2
It's so true, though. Like, come on, I've been on a mountain for days.
Narrator
I'm finally somewhere where I can be helped.
Host 1
It's like, we're just trying to figure out your copay though, or whatever that I don't know what.
Host 2
Like can you pay us though?
Narrator
Oh my God, help me. Help me. I'll pay.
Host 2
Have you ever heard of GoFundMe?
Narrator
Everyone can pay now. Just.
Host 1
Just fucking do it.
Host 2
Just do it.
Host 1
Guys on death's doorstep and they're figuring out what to do with insurance.
Host 3
That's.
Host 2
Yeah.
Host 1
Not a unique situation unfortunately, but a frustrating one nonetheless.
Host 2
The bright side is at least he's hooked up to IVs and pain medication now, so at least he's more comfortable. But he is waiting longer.
Host 3
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Narrator
When the doctors finally operated, they confirmed.
Host 2
The extent of the injury.
Narrator
The fall had driven the bones of his lower leg up through the knee joint, crushing it beyond what most surgeons believed could be repaired. Joe was told repeatedly that he would never walk normally again, let alone climb. Over the next several years, he endured six operations and a long, painful rehabilitation that required months in casts and on crutches. Despite those predictions, Joe eventually returned to the mountains. His knee remained damaged and painful, but he refused to accept the limits placed on him. Within two years, he was climbing again, later tackling roots in the Karakoram and the Himalayas. He continued climbing until 2009, when the accumulated damage finally made it impossible for him to continue. And as he later put it, the cost of his earlier climbs had eventually come due. Simon also continued climbing, undertaking major expeditions.
Host 2
Across the world, from Greenland in Alaska to the Himalayas in South America.
Narrator
The events in Peru did not end his career, but they followed him nonetheless. Public reaction to his decision to cut the rope was often harsh, particularly after the story became widely known. Many people judged the decision without understanding the reality of the situation or the physical limits involved. Joe never joined in on that judgment. From the very beginning, he maintained that Simon had done the only thing he could have done and that if that rope had not been cut, both of them would have died. Joe eventually wrote about the climb in his book Touching the Void, completing the first draft in just a few weeks.
Host 1
Oh, my God, that hits hard right now.
Host 2
I mean, when it's your own story to tell.
Host 1
Yeah.
Host 2
And there's no research involved, really, you know, everything.
Host 1
Right. That is fucking impressive.
Host 2
That is the most impressive part of this entire story.
Host 1
That's all I'm gonna say on that for now. Oh, well.
Host 2
When he wrote this book, he did not expect it to reach a wide.
Narrator
Audience, but it went on to sell.
Host 2
More than a million copies and became.
Narrator
One of the most influential mountaineering narratives ever written. A documentary Adaptation followed in 2003, bringing the story to an even larger audience and cementing its place in climbing history.
Host 1
Did they go their separate ways after this?
Host 2
Yes.
Host 1
Okay.
Host 2
So that is actually what I was going to get into next. So they shoot this movie, and basically what happened with this movie that was filmed in 2003 and they had to redo. Simon had basically, the spotlight was on time. And again, where all these conversations started again of if what he did was right, if it was wrong, and he was under a lot of scrutiny again. So I think that that brought up a lot of past traumas as well. But also after this whole escapade, they.
Narrator
Never returned to a full friendship. Okay, There wasn't a dramatic falling out.
Host 2
And there was no like public display of we're ending a friendship or anything like that. It seems like they just gradually moved.
Narrator
In different directions after that.
Host 2
And I don't know if some of it was because of the scrutiny that was happening and there was a lot.
Narrator
Of publicity around the book and the movie and maybe that was too much.
Host 2
But it seems like there was no.
Narrator
There was no malice behind it.
Host 2
It was just kind of friends, friends kind of part ways sometimes.
Narrator
After Joe stepped away from climbing, he turned to writing and speaking, using his experience to examine risk, endurance and the psychological aftermath of survival. He has been open about how close he came to dying and about how that knowledge reshaped his life. The story of Joe Simpson and Simon Yates did not mark the end of climbing on Seala Grande. If anything, it ensured the mountain would never be forgotten. Their experience made widely known through his book Touching the Void.
Host 2
And the documentary became required reading for.
Narrator
Generations of alpinists, not as a cautionary tale meant to scare climbers away, but as a look at what commitment in the high mountains truly demands of people. In the decades that followed, elite climbers continued to return there, not to repeat the west face, but to seek out new challenges on its other side. The mountain's complex structure, steep faces and constantly shifting glaciers offered lines that had never been climbed, which attracted more climbers around the world. As recently as 2022 World Class Alpinists were still establishing first ascents on the mountain's east face, carving new lines into terrain considered among the most difficult in the entire region. These modern climbs were not attempts to redo the past, but to push the limits of technical alpinism even further, using lighter gear, refined techniques and decades of accumulated experience. The conditions remain unforgiving. Weather windows are short, glacial terrain is unstable, and the routes can change from season to season. But for elite climbers, that uncertainty is part of the draw. In that way, Joe and Simon's expedition did more than survive the mountain. It helped define what it means to confront it, inspiring new generations to test themselves against the same unforgiving walls. Now fully aware of the risks and possibilities up there. And that is my story of Simon and Joe.
Host 1
Wow, that is truly unforgettable. I'll remember that story forever, hopefully. God, it's just so. Yeah. Well, thank you so much for sharing it with us because it's been a long time coming and it was just as hardcore as people amped it up to be when they were recommending it, so.
Host 2
For sure.
Narrator
And I think that it certainly brings.
Host 2
A question of what would you do in this situation? Would you cut the rope? And I think my takeaway from this story is that if we were ever in a situation, which I know we won't be because we don't do this, but if. If for some reason we were, I would want you to cut the rope.
Host 3
Okay.
Narrator
Just because there's no. There's no reason for us both to.
Host 2
Die, you know, if there is a way out of it, and one is certainly we both die.
Narrator
Cut the rope.
Host 1
Yeah.
Host 2
Save yourself. Come up with a really cool story of how I saved you. Go on, go on without me. Actually tell people I cut the rope.
Host 1
Oh, like a self sacrifice. Yeah, type of thing. Well, this, it. It kind of reminds me, when you're talking about that, of how Simon was getting a lot of flack for that decision from the general public. It just always. It's just so reminiscent and it's so familiar to people who are interested in these types of stories, whether they be, you know, lost at sea or stranded somewhere or, you know, have this dire situation on a mountain somewhere. And there's just different rules that apply in different situations like this that make sense and are understood by everyone involved in those particular situations, but no one else could really grasp or understand unless you're in them.
Host 3
Just kind of like with the Essex.
Host 1
And, you know, the survivors that had to cannibalize their crewmates to survive, you know, they were brought to court about it, you know, and they were like charged with a bunch of. It's like this is just like, it's.
Host 2
Not a crime, you know, just try and survive.
Host 1
Yeah, and we talked about it in the Donner Party episode too, about how there's just. I mean, the decisions need to be made that don't make sense in this, in our day to day lives. And I don't think it's fair to judge people who have to make the worst decisions of their lives. You know, same thing with the plane crash. Society of the Snow was the newest adaptation of that event in the Andes mountains with the rugby team crash. And, you know, you think that they wanted to cannibalize their friends and family members.
Host 2
Like they were in a dire situation, they were strictly trying to survive. It kind of just Reminds me of, you know, when you're watching TV and you're on your couch and you're super cozy. And, I don't know, the first thing that comes to mind for me is just when you're watching, like, naked and afraid, and you're super cozy on your couch and you're just like, stupid idiot. I never would have done that.
Host 1
Yeah, right.
Host 2
That's the epitome of this, you know, where, like, I could have done it better. Meanwhile, you've never done anything even close to that in your entire life. And it's like, I would never. My high horse. It's just. It's funny because it's easier to cast judgment, I think, than it is to really realize the situation in its entirety.
Narrator
And I think it says a lot.
Host 2
That Simon agrees that he made the right call.
Host 1
Yeah, that was one of the most.
Host 3
And it was.
Host 1
So we kind of just breezed right on by it. But that really was one of the most powerful moments, I think, in a story that we've shared, that one moment. And it. And I think also because there was no fanfare around it, it wasn't this huge, big thing. It was kind of just this private moment that happened in a couple seconds and just, you know, you made the right choice. I forgive you. You know, it's okay. By him, by Joe offering that information as the first thing he said when he was able to speak was just. I don't know, it was just so moving. And it probably spared Simon a lot of mental torment that he probably would have endured on top of everything else. He had to. Just because it wound up okay doesn't mean that he doesn't still live with, hey, I made the decision to end somebody's life. It didn't happen that way. You know, he didn't.
Host 2
But I still had to consciously make.
Host 1
That choice and go through with it. And, like, I went through. You know what I mean? So I just like releasing him from that. At least that portion of it and that guilt and, like, I wonder if he's, you know, gonna hold this against me for the rest of his life type of thing is immediately kind of squashed and taken care of. I mean, I don't know if it's. Cause I'm on the first day of my period right now, but it's hitting me really hard. I don't know why.
Host 2
It's a big moment. It's such a big moment in the story. And I think we all kind of felt just in this story that Simon needed to hear that without even knowing that much of Simon's side, it just really felt like he needed that. And I think part of why it feels that way too is going back and we kind of discussed this in.
Narrator
The first part of this episode is that he went through huge lengths to.
Host 2
Try and save him after his leg. After his leg was shattered.
Host 1
Right.
Narrator
So to go through all of that.
Host 2
And then to still have to cut.
Narrator
The rope and then to make the conscious decision to walk away from that area and leave the mountain without his.
Host 2
Climbing partner and then to suddenly hear his voice and see him alive again days later, I think it was just this moment that we all felt that he needed. And the fact that Simon also felt.
Narrator
That that needed to be.
Host 2
Or Joe also felt like that needed to be said and said it as his first words. I agree with you. It was just this. It was kind of like, I feel like that whole episode, it was almost like you're holding your breath the whole time and that was the first moment in the whole story where it felt.
Narrator
Like you could breathe again.
Host 1
Yeah, that's a good way to put it. Wow. Well, is that it?
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 2
Welcome to 2026.
Host 1
Oh, I can breathe. Joe survived.
Host 2
All as well.
Host 1
All is well. Great. Well, yeah, that's it. Thank you guys for listening. Next week I am going to.
Host 3
We talked a little bit last episode.
Host 1
About episode planning and stuff and like hard hitters and stuff. Yeah. Well, next week I'm doing a story that is like everyone is dying to hear.
Host 2
Everyone.
Host 1
Like, if I hear one more email about it, this will again. I don't know. People are still like, hey, have you heard about Night of the Grizzlies?
Host 2
That's true.
Host 1
Not just which we have heard about.
Host 2
In case you didn't know. It's episode 17. And 18.
Host 1
And 18. Yep.
Host 2
Yeah. Another two parter.
Host 1
Yeah. So, okay, here's another just. It's 2026. Here's your yearly reminder. You can search for our episodes in like five different ways and I really encourage you to do that before you send in a suggestion. We love you no matter what, but.
Host 3
It would just like help both of.
Host 1
Us out, you know, like if you really want to hear this and you're suggesting we do it because you really want to hear it covered, you know, we're over 300 episodes in where we may have done it. That's all I'm saying. Not trying to get.
Host 2
And Spotify and Apple both have a little feature on it where you can click on the search bar and you can type in the topic that you're interested in. See if we've done it before. But also we have a fun little map on our npadpodcast.com website where you can actually look at the regions around. It's a map, and you can click the locations of all the points and see what stories we've covered in those locations as well, which is really fun.
Host 1
And on that same very same website, npadpodcast.com under our episode tab, there is a catalog of every main episode we've ever done. And you can search there and they're.
Host 3
All laid out there for you.
Host 1
And. Yeah, the more you know, the more you know, you know.
Host 3
Yeah. All right, great.
Host 1
I'm not mad. I'm not mad. I'm just.
Host 2
She's just disappointed.
Host 1
I'm just. On the first day of my period, I have a lot of things happening.
Narrator
Yeah.
Host 1
You know, like horror.
Host 2
We're gonna laugh, we're gonna cry, and then I'm gonna yell at you, and then I'm gonna eat a snack and then I'm gonna cry.
Host 1
I've done it all today. Well, I've done all of those things, so we'll end it with appreciation. We really love you guys. Thank you for being here. All right, everyone, we'll see you next week.
Host 2
Enjoy the view, but watch your back. Bye, everyone.
Host 1
See ya.
Host 3
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Podcast: National Park After Dark
Episode: 347: The Cost of Survival: The Cordillera Huayhuash Reserved Zone (Part 2)
Date: January 12, 2026
Hosts: Danielle and Cassie (Audioboom Studios)
Main Theme:
Exploration of the harrowing true survival story of climbers Joe Simpson and Simon Yates during their first ascent—and near-fatal descent—of Siula Grande in the Cordillera Huayhuash, Peru. This episode (Part 2) focuses on the aftermath of the infamous rope-cutting incident, Joe’s nearly impossible escape from the mountain with a shattered leg, the psychological toll, and the long-lasting impact of survival choices.
"With no options left, Joe anchored himself to the ice wall and prepared to descend deeper into the crevasse, choosing movement and uncertainty over waiting to freeze or starve to death on the ledge." –Narrator (17:54)
"The sight was both devastating and clarifying. First, no one was coming back for him because the rope was going in the other direction. But also it was kind of exciting because it meant he was going in the correct direction." –Host 2 (27:46)
"There was no rush of relief or emotional release...There was no time spent processing the impossibility of what he was seeing." –Narrator (38:48)
“By him saying, you made the right decision is the same thing as saying, I forgive you.” –Host 1 (42:47)
"[...] if that rope had not been cut, both of them would have died." –Narrator (49:42)
“There’s just different rules that apply in different situations like this that make sense and are understood by everyone involved in those particular situations, but no one else could really grasp or understand unless you're in them.” –Host 1 (55:13)
“It was kind of like ... you’re holding your breath the whole time and that was the first moment in the whole story where it felt like you could breathe again.” –Host 2 (60:44)
On the impossibility of rescue:
"There was no mistaking what had happened. Simon had very clearly cut the rope. Joe screamed into the crevasse, his voice ricocheting uselessly off the icy walls. Then he collapsed into sobs as the reality of his isolation closed in on him." –Narrator (08:05)
Host moral reflection:
“I can’t say that I wouldn’t have that same thought too ... How am I going to tell people what I did?” –Host 2 (12:51) “That’s a hard lie to keep up for the rest of your life.” –Host 1 (13:51)
On reaching daylight:
"Joe pulled himself fully out of the snow and lay there, shaking and laughing weakly, overwhelmed by the fact that he was alive and back on top of the glaciated surface instead of inside of it." –Narrator (21:45)
Psychological turning point:
"This internal voice guiding him earlier was now firm and insistent, telling him exactly what he needed to do next… cut his foam sleeping mat in half and wrapped it around his shattered knee..." –Narrator (33:14)
On Simon’s reaction at reunion:
"There was no rush of relief or emotional release that his friend was alive ... there was no space for that because he saw that Joe was breathing, he was upright, he was alive, and his first instinct was to act." –Narrator (38:48)
Crucial forgiveness at the heart of the episode:
“The first thing he told Simon was that cutting the rope had been the right decision. That he would have done the same exact thing if it was him in that situation.” –Narrator (42:01) “By him saying, you made the right decision is the same thing as saying, I forgive you.” –Host 1 (42:47)
| Segment | Timestamp | |----------------------------------------|------------------| | Rope cutting & crevasse fall | 06:55–09:14 | | Joe’s crawl and escape | 11:04–16:17 | | Glacier crossing, mental toll | 26:10–32:46 | | “Third man factor” and boulder field | 32:46–36:55 | | Reaching base camp and reconciliation | 36:55–44:43 | | Host reflection & ethical discussion | 54:11–61:11 |
If you haven’t listened: this episode offers a gripping, empathetic recounting of one of mountaineering’s most discussed survival sagas. The hosts blend vivid storytelling with honest host reflection, using Joe Simpson and Simon Yates’ Touching the Void ordeal to ponder deeper questions of friendship, survival, forgiveness, and how instincts clash with society’s sense of morality. The genuine host reactions and contextualizations provide both emotional impact and practical insight into survival psychology.