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Yes, it's been going on for about 30 years. And none of this is by my wish or by my intention. This all happens on its own to me. And so then it gets really, really interesting and complicated. And I have to preface what I'm about to say as my subjective experience. It could all be wrong. Nobody needs to believe me, and I don't care if they believe me or not. I'm just Telling my experience now, for 30 years, I've been visiting the other world, which is full of dead people. And I usually meet 20, 30 people each time. And they're all completely different personalities. And if you add this up, I think it comes to way over 100,000 individuals I have met in 30 years. And that's on the conservative figures estimated at only meeting 10 per night. In fact, it's way over a quarter of a million, actually, all of them different people. Now, if I'm doing this by my own creative fantasy I must be the greatest fantasy in the history of the universe. Because who can create 250,000 different personalities in 30 years when they're asleep? It's not as if they're all the same. They're all different. And I just. I mean, anybody who wants to say I'm a fantasist is really praising me because they're claiming that I have the most fantastic, inventive power of anyone who's ever lived. How can anybody create 250,000 different people all with their own personalities and strange activities and thoughts and so on? I don't think it's possible. So by Occam's razor, it must be true that they really exist. I can't invent that many people. So this is. But it's how many I've met, you see? Well, okay, how does it happen? So this is what happens. Tends to be. Well, in fact, I don't even have to be in deep sleep sometimes. It starts the minute I go to sleep, as if they're waiting for me. So I become what's called a dream walker. Now, I must rush to say that I'm by no means the only dreamwalker. Many, many, many people do what I'm about to describe. It's just that they have amnesia when they wake up and they don't remember any of it. Or they have vague memories, but they haven't put the pieces together because I meet other dreamwalkers in the other world. And so the dead people. And it's kind of a rude way of referring to them, but it's kind of simple. The dead people, they are. They always know it instantly when they see a dreamwalker. And as I move into this sphere as I sort of pass through a kind of intermediate stage which is dark and all the dreamwalkers are pale, ghostly figures entering, entering the other world. I see them. You know, there's some distance, as if we're all going along in a kind of line together but separated quite far. I mean, you can't talk to them, but you can see them. And so you know that thousands of people are doing this with you. Really? Many, many, many, many people do this. They just don't know that they do it when they wake up. They don't have any memory, or if they do, it's vague and confused, and they think it's just a dream. But the trouble is, for me, it happens every night. And it's been happening every night for 30 years or so. And a lot of it's forcibly impressed upon me by a guide. And I'll describe her in a moment, who shows me important things and says to me in no uncertain terms, bossing me around a bit. She's a woman, so of course she's telling me what to do. And she's saying, you have to tell people on Earth, the public, these things that I'm showing you. That's why I'm showing them to you. Well, I have no natural inclination to want to do that because you start talking like that and everybody laughs at you. And then they think you're crazy and they dismiss you as some kind of raving loony. And you can lose friends that way. But still, she's most insistent that I have to tell the public about what she's shown me, which is quite amazing things, because she says that people on Earth need to know, first of all, that they cannot die, that they will go on because everything's based on reincarnation, you see. There's no such thing as extinction at death. That's a total Earth fantasy. First of all, they need to know that they will continue to exist. And therefore, if they know that and the things that go on in what you can call the afterlife, they might change their behavior accordingly. And there are good reasons to do so. And I'll get into that. First, let me describe her. She's always dressed in a long gray gown. She has a slender figure. She looks like she's about 30, something like that, in terms of her bodily appearance. And she has a very good figure of an attractive young woman, but completely plainly dressed. Nothing fancy at all, very plain. But I'm never allowed to see her face. It's. It's nothing. Doubt you know how you have blobs on television when you see somebody being arrested? That kind of thing. It's that in principle, except you don't see any blob. It's a complete vacuum where her face is. I'm never permitted to see her face. And she mostly stands behind my right shoulder when she's taking me around and guiding me and she speaks to me telepathically, of course, a lot. And I have seen her move away from me and interact with other entities. So that's how I know what she looks like. But I never see the face. Never. And who knows the reason for that. But it may be that I might recognize her and that would not be good. Or it might mean that her face is unseeable because she's such a high entity that you couldn't tolerate the sight of her face. You know, that's another possibility. So that's her. I don't know her name, but she has a particular interest in me. She's not the same as my Guardian, by the way, Guardians don't like being called guardian angels. My Guardian has communicated with me on her orders. She's higher than him. He's a chapter, not a gal. And he's very proud of being in the Guardian service. It's like being in the Secret Service guarding the President, except they guard everybody. But he's absolutely freaked out when I said guardian angel. He says, we are not angels. Not angels, not angels. He got really upset by being called an angel. He said, none of us are angels. Guardian angel is wrong. He said the angels are very high and we would never dare to call ourselves angels. He got really, really upset about that. So I said, okay, okay, you're just a Guardian. Yes, we are Guardians. And he's damn good too. He saved my life so many times he wouldn't believe it. And. But he's very funny. I do know his name, but I won't say it. And he, you see, he's an automated entity, but incredibly highly intelligent and he has a personality. But he's been programmed, as all the Guardians have been, not to have emotions about the people that they're guarding because they're not permitted to feel sympathy or anything. He does have dislikes of people. He named one person that he had known before I came along, who is a well known public personality, long deceased, a woman. And he said, I like her very much. So they kind of like people, but they're not allowed to show it. And he said he didn't really like me very much. You see, they don't have any of the niceties or politeness because they don't have those kind of interactions. And since he'd been told he had to speak to me, he admitted he didn't really like me very much. And I mean, I wouldn't say he disliked me, but he doesn't really like me. And I said, what are you going to do, because, you know, the person you're guarding dies and then you onto the next client or subject said, what are you going to do when I die? And then you go on to the next person. Oh, I'll be very glad, he said, because then I'll go on to something new and I might get a promotion. They've been programmed to want promotions. He's very. I mean, he's very transparently honest because he doesn't know how to be dishonest. And so it's fascinating interacting with him, although I try not to because, you know, I feel that I would be, you know, disrupting natural process if I tried to get too friendly with my guardian. You know, he knows I have a high opinion of him, even if he doesn't. For me, that's hilarious, really. But, you know, he said all these things and so hilarious, you'd be so amazed if you knew who he really liked. This woman who was well known, but I better not mention names. Anyway, so he is very much subsidiary to the woman who is not a guardian. She's a higher entity. I have no idea what kind of higher entity, but she's high in some way and she has a universal past. I mean, she can go anywhere in the. In the other world because there are different many sections of the other world and she can go anywhere. So that must mean she's pretty high up. And anyway, she's chosen me to tell the public some of the things that she's shown me, which I will tell you as we go along. But I thought it best to explain who she is. And everything is telepathic. You know, I don't have visual hallucinations through the optic nerve or auditory hallucinations through my ears. Everything is telepathic. All the speech is telepathic and everything's purely at the mental level. I don't hear voices. I hear things telepathically. Only people who hear voices through their ears have a real problem because that means that they're mentally ill, apparently. And I have never had that experience, fortunately. So now here's what happens. But first I should describe that the other world, we'll call it that. It's like what Julius Caesar said about Gaul in his book about the Civil wars, the Gallic wars, omnia gallia intres partes, deweesa esther, which means all gall is divided into three parts. And the same is true of the other world. So it's like there's the equivalent of hell, which they call the pit. And then at the opposite extreme, there's the equivalent of heaven or the light regions. And then in the middle, which is where 85 to 90% of humans go when they die, is the. They call it the gray regions because it's neither heaven nor hell. In other words, most people aren't irredeemably evil to go to hell, and most people are not sublimely angelic to go to heaven, you see? So most people are in the middle. This is a little bit similar to the Roman Catholic concept of purgatory, but it's not really purgatory in the Catholic understanding of it. But at least they know that there's a middle region, which is more than most religions do, although the Buddhists, especially Tibetan Buddhists, call it the Bardo, and they understand it very well. So my visits are always to the middle regions. You can't visit the Pit or Hell because you can never get out again. It's a place of permanent confinement. And then only the irredeemably evil go there. And there's a tremendous sadness on the part of the higher entities when even one person has to go there because it means they've lost somebody. It's the whole thing about the hundred sheep and the 99 might be good, but I'll go. Jesus said that he would save the one, because to save a sinner is better than to have one sinner and to have 99 good people, because the whole system is basically set up for the purpose of redemption. Everything's based on the concept of redemption, because they don't want a single soul to be lost. They get really, really, really upset when anybody has to go to the pit, because that means they've failed. In order to succeed in their purpose, they have to save everybody if they can. And this is a real imperative. Now, I've been taken on a complete tour from top to bottom of the gray regions, this middle region, by my woman. And at the bottom, there are such horrible, wicked people you couldn't imagine. But they're not what's considered irredeemably evil. They might have a slight spark, like if they. It's like the mafia bosses who do terrible things. They love their families and do anything for their children, and they love their children. Well, that's love, you see? And so they're not irredeemably evil, and they're not going to the pit because they do love somebody. The only ones who go are people who don't love anybody. And so you get some really, really bad eggs down in the bottom of the. Of the middle regions. Well, in fact, I'll tell you the details, it's really shocking. In fact, it's really disgusting. I said to my woman, because we can converse with each other, you see. It's not just her speaking to me. I said, I would like to see the bottom level, because there's over a million levels. Because you see there's hundreds of millions or billions of dead people there. And they're all at all these different levels which go on forever. And I said, I want to see the bottom of it. I want to see the base, the basement, the absolute bottom level of the gray regions. And it gets darker the lower down you go, you see, because all the light's coming from above. And it gets darker and darker the lower you go. And so she was very happy to take me there because I think she thought, this is good, that I'll tell people they do need to know this. Otherwise I wouldn't have been permitted, you see. In other words, I was asking the right question that time. So she took me down there. I mean, you just, you know, you think, and then you're there. There's no traveling involved. And it was almost completely dark. Just the slightest little glimmer enough for you to sort of make out some things. And I saw these sort of giant slugs crawling along, inching along, inching along, just going ahead in sort of dirty puddles as if they were in a gutter kind of thing. And they were about this long, maybe 3ft long. Fat and slow. Inching along, inching along, inching along. And she said, these are the lowest level of people that we have in the middle region. They're so bad that they can't even take on human form, that they are just slugs creeping along in the dark, going nowhere and doing nothing. And they're just basically animated blobs. But they're not irredeemably evil. They might be the tiniest of sparks in some of them, but if it's the tiniest spark, we still try to save them. And they will get reincarnated, and they'll be thugs and murderers again, just in case they get a little bit better. And, of course, the rest of us have to put up with these people coming back. But that's the system. And so I looked around and I said, you know, this, like, it's. This is an artificial construction here. I mean, what I'm seeing is like a huge concrete casting. It's. It's. This is. This whole middle region is. It's constructed. It's not just floating around in space. The bottom of it is a solid concrete Basement. I could hardly believe my eyes because I thought this whole thing is built. So now I'll take you up to the top level of the middle region. It's completely covered by a vast dome from which light is uniformly being emitted. And there's no day or night, it's constant now. You can't see the sky. There's no sun, there's no moon, there are no stars. It's just this dome emanating light downwards. And there's no weather, no clouds, no rain. There's nothing like that. It just comes down and this light goes down and it gets darker and darker as it goes down a million levels. And I realized that this whole thing is inside a hollow sphere. So it's like a moon or a planet that's hollow and everybody's in there. So it's been constructed. This is not natural. It's been constructed. And this raises all kinds of questions, you know, by whom? When I mean, is this whole thing like we're all on a stage show, is this. So in other words, is life really life or is it an enactment? You know, I have a lot of trouble thinking about this. What does it really signify? And you see the people in the middle region are. They're not thoroughly alert. They're semi, semi asleep. They're kind of slumberous, sort of half awake, as it were. They're not really very sharp and they're not thinking straight. They're just being. And kind of in an in between slightly twilight world. That's why it's called the gray regions, because it is kind of twilight world. And they're just waiting. And they have various activities which I'll describe at the different levels. And they do quite a lot of things, but they can't actually accomplish anything. They can't accomplish anything. And you see, and there's no concept of sexual reproduction in the other world, so there are no genitalia on dead people. And although. So their projections are from their imagination. It's like everything comes out of imagination. Power of imagination. And individuals can project images of themselves which they themselves create through their imagination. And they generally tend to look like they're about 30. And the women, even though they don't have the physical anatomy of a woman, still have very feminine forms with busts, even though the breasts are non functional. In other words, they would not be used to produce milk for babies. But they keep the traditional feminine form out of habit or for aesthetic reasons or whatever. And gender is incredibly important. There are very, very sharp distinctions between male and female. Gender in the other world, even with the higher entities. And it gets even more pronounced with the higher entities. And there's no underlying physical anatomy or sexual aspect to any of this, which is interesting because it shows that gender transcends sexual form that we have here on Earth. And, you know, all kinds of different sexual variations occur here. But there's only two genders with dead people and with higher entities. And they're masculine and feminine. And it's a sort of yin and yang type thing, which seems to be a universal principle. And so, you know, the angels, they're very, very. Angels are tricky characters. I've only ever interacted with one. He was very nice. But the thing is they're very powerful and everybody's pretty scared of them. And. And they are not anything remotely like us. They're totally non human in the way they think and the way they feel. I mean, they're full of compassion and all of that, but they're very, very practical and they never let sentimentality get the better of them. And they're very aloof in a way that they don't necessarily intend, but they just are. And everybody avoids them because you don't want to get mixed up with an angel because they're so weird. And it's easier to just avoid them, you know, because you don't really know how they're thinking. We're not really qualified to deal with angels, frankly. It's as simple as that. Because there are different species, completely different species, and nothing like us. Even though they may look like us or project that kind of look of being human. They may even project wings. I don't know. I've never seen wings on anybody. But I meant. I think they're entirely symbolic. But the. I have had a contact with one angel, but I was not permitted to see him. We spoke to one another. That's a very interesting and long story. It's nothing to do with astral travel. And so these are some of the fundamentals. Now, the higher regions, which we could call heaven, although that's a very inadequate term, are the regions of light are somewhere you can't just go as a tourist, you know, that's not permitted. And so I haven't been taken on a tour of Heaven. I've been forced to go on tours of the middle region every night for 30 years. And I've been told specifically it's because I have to learn about it and become intimately familiar with its denizens, the people who are there, of the different levels. I have to get to know them and know what they're like and what it's like. Now when I said that, they get a bit groggy after about maybe 100 years of Earth time, that kind of period or sometimes earlier, they basically go into a kind of hibernation because they realize they're not achieving anything and they've got pretty bored and it's easier just to go to sleep. And so they basically hibernate until it's time for their next incarnation. And this brings us to a very strange thing involving a television series. Some things come out in film and television which are higher knowledge that's being fed to the public as fiction. And this was the case with a very interesting science fiction television series called Fringe. There were several things about Fringe that were true presented as fiction. But the one that struck me the most is that in this series they have people going into Amber, as it was called, where they become immobilized and they hibernate and they're surrounded by this solidified stuff that crystallizes and they're basically frozen. It's like being bees in amber going into ember, they call it. And that was in the series, but I've seen it in the other world and it really happens. And I had a very bad and disturbing experience that brought this home to me. Because, you know, you mustn't mess with experimenting or wanting too much to find out things out of idle curiosity. You have to have a reason to want to know, otherwise you get into trouble. And a good reason. And I'm a 17th century historian, among other things, and I've written a whole three volume work of 750,000 words on the trial and execution of King Charles I. In fact, I'm a direct descendant, as it happens, and I didn't know this at first, of one of the people who signed his death warrant. How much coincidence is there in that? And so I'm particularly interested in the mid 17th century period. And some of these guys were of particular interest because they're very, very interesting people. And so I decided to try to contact one of them. Big mistake. Oh, no, don't do that. I mean, nothing happened to me that was bad, but what happened was I was sort of raping the system. So this guy suddenly woke up and he's surrounded by like ice. And I pressed the trigger and forced him to awaken. And he'd been asleep for at least 250 years, frozen in this hibernation. And what I could see. I was allowed to witness this process, if only to teach me not to do this again. The stuff he was frozen in kind of started cracking up. Like ice cracks up when you smash it on a frozen lake top or something. It started shattering, as it were, and coming off in chunks around him. And his head emerged and I saw him waking up and opening his eyes and wondering where he was and what's going on and coming out of a kind of stupor. And I got really worried that I'd basically gone against the rules. Not intentionally, but, you know, one should not interrupt the normal process with this guy. So I immediately stepped away from that and I presume he went back to sleep. I hope he did, because it was very disturbing for him and confusing. I didn't particularly hurt him or anything, but one should not interfere with these things. And anyway, I learned my lesson. But I did see the shattering of this ice. Like stuff where they go into amber, just like in the series, science fiction series. So I don't know where the writers of those scripts got this from. But what I have discovered is that many of the strange things I've seen and experienced on these astral travels, and it is what the theosophists call the astral realm. Of course, the middle regions, they. A lot of these things turn out to be things that ancient peoples knew very well and which I had dismissed when reading ancient philosophy, mythology and all that sort of thing. A lot of stuff which I thought was nonsense, I now realize is completely accurate. Completely accurate to the most astonishing and almost terrifying degree. And what this suggests to me, I think almost proves to me, is that in antiquity people relied so much on seers and shamans who went into trances and went on night journeys, like the kind of thing I'm doing. But they did it by trying to initiate it for themselves. Who knows, maybe with psychedelics or whatever means they use that in fact, the things I'm telling you about were well known for tens of thousands, maybe hundreds of thousands of years by the shamans of early humans, even in the cave dwelling times, certainly in all the historically recorded religions. I've been really shocked at how precisely accurate. Some of the weird things that religions have related are. Completely accurate. Accurate to the most astonishing degree. And it's been quite a humbling experience because, you know, I'm not somebody who goes around dismissing things. But some of the things that I read were so, so fantastic that even I, with an open mind at what I think I was an open mind, was dismissing these things as just complete childish fantasy and nonsense. And so much of it turns out not to be at All. So it's been, as I say, very humbling because it shows me that being excessively rational. And I am a very skeptical person. I may not sound like it, but I am. I've had to realize that, you know, one shouldn't really utterly dismiss anything because some of the things I've seen are so fantastic that, I mean, I've just had to drop opposition in principle to weird things because you never know, one of them might unexpectedly, really unexpectedly turn out to be true. It's really, really a learning curve. I can tell you. I've almost learned more from all these weird experiences than I have from reading all my books. I have over 50,000 books, by the way.