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Sure, sure. So the first thing that happened to me in my mid-20s was that I had a dream. I had no idea, like I said earlier, that this had anything to do with anything past life or whatever. I just had a dream. Actually. It was a nightmare. It was a bad dream. It was a very emotional bad dream. And I just thought it was a bad dream. You know, I've had tons of bad dreams before then. You know, growing up as my first 20 something years. Every once in a while you have a nightmare. And I've always viewed that as a release of stress, of tension and whatever in my emotional some capacity as I'm getting release, releasing it during the night. We call it a nightmare. Okay. I just thought it was that. And so. But it was so powerful. That particular unpleasant experience was such a powerful thing. It obviously left an impression in my consciousness. And about six or eight months later I was on a meditation, we'll call it a meditation retreat. There's a bunch of TM teachers over in Switzerland, and I think there were 500 or a thousand of us spread out at different hotels in Switzerland and France and so forth at the time, something like that. But there were. I know there were 75 guys in my hotel in. Right outside Interlaken in Wildersfield, Switzerland. And we were at the Hotel Berghof and we were doing energetic, I'll just refer to it as energetic exercises. After our meditation or, you know, we do our regular meditation and then a few later we do these energetic exercises where we're. Mental exercises, where we're, we're, we're. We're moving energy in our bodies. And what you would see. And we were sitting around in these group meditations in the dining hall, all the furniture was gone. It was just. Furniture was stored elsewhere. But it was all foam mattresses, wall to wall. And so what you would see, if you were an observer, you'd see these guys sitting there meditating. And then after a while some of them start wiggling around and they having these energy movements, what some people refer to as Kundalini energy movements and so forth. We just called it, we called it something else. We called it Situation TM City Program or whatever. But S I D D H I But it's energy movement is what it is to the, you know, just the, the audience out there who never, you know, got involved in tm, the TM process. And most of the guys would be like hopping around. They're like hopping like frogs. That's what they're looking like. You know, they're not levitating, they're not flying, they're hopping around. Okay. And they're getting energetic movements. And at some point, maybe it was a week or two into this, it was a two month long meditation every day for two months. Okay. I had already done a six month one the year before. Six months every day. This one was two months every day. And the added difference, this two month one versus the six month one a year earlier was this energetic movement thing, this exercise. That was the new thing in the two month program. So I don't know, after a week or two or something like that, sitting in group meditations, I started getting movements and then at one point I flipped over on my back completely spontaneously. It was, it was, I'm sitting there on the phone just like everybody else is. And I was away from the wall, obviously, because when this happened, my legs flipped back behind me. So I didn't hit the wall. I was just, my legs were behind me. I'm out like this and I'm in this position like this with my arms stretched out to the side. I'm lying on the foam. Now I started sitting and now I flipped over energetically. Just pushed me onto my back and my legs are kind of up in the air. And I started experiencing being crucified upside down. And so I had all the emotions, the physical pain, the mental confusion, all of that was going on. I was reliving this experience and this went on every time we had that group meditation. So it went on for at least a couple more weeks. It turned out it went on for months after that. But after a couple of weeks of this, so I was out for a walk. We would always go for a walk, called it walk and talks after lunch and after dinner for about an hour. So we get some cardiovascular exercise because otherwise we're doing yoga and then meditating and then group meditation, yoga meditation, doing a little pranayama, alternate nostril breathing kind of stuff. That's it. So we would go out for walks. It was part of the, the required program to get some exercise. So I'm out for one of these walks after lunch with my friend George, George Hammond, and I mentioned to him about the dream that I had had six or eight months earlier. And I just started telling him the dream. I said Something simple like, you know, I had a dream. George, I haven't told you about this six, eight months ago or something, and it was really upsetting. He. He then. Then finished the dream. He told me the whole dream. He told me the rest of my dream, where I was, what I was wearing lying in a ditch on the side of the road. And. And all of this, my sandals. He told me what I was wearing. And I said, how did you know that? Because I never thought of George as a psychic. He was a. He was. Emerges in acquisitions, global lawyer and big law firms. And he said, well, I saw you there. I said, what do you mean you saw me there? He said, well, I was there with you 2,000 years ago, and I'm the person who found you that next morning. So he said, you know, you've been talking about getting crucified in these group meditations. You're reliving this experience, you know, you don't know where that's from. And I said, no. I said, so he was a. He was. He had been an altar boy from 8 years old to 12 years old at Catholic schools from kindergarten through high school, the whole thing. He paid attention, like I already told you. I didn't pay attention in Sunday school. I didn't know any of this stuff. So he said, oh, and then he explained to me. And then it just opened me up to all kinds of other memories from that lifetime a couple thousand years ago. Because I had no idea that's the first memory that happened with me. I don't talk about that one in my books. Like the first book, my first book, Overcoming the Fear of Death. I talk about one of my past lives was a Carthaginian slave. I wanted my first public mention of any of my past lives to be of somebody unknown because most of my memories, a couple of dozen memories that go back 6,000 years now of different past lives are of unknown people. But that first one that shook me in my mid-20s was of that person.