adrienne maree brown — On Radical Imagination and Moving Towards Life

Summary

Podcast Summary: On Being with Krista Tippett Episode: adrienne maree brown — On Radical Imagination and Moving Towards Life (July 3, 2024)

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Episode Overview

This rich, expansive conversation explores the transformative power of radical imagination, spiritual practice, emergent strategy, and collective healing. adrienne maree brown—author, facilitator, and activist—joins Krista Tippett to discuss how we live, change, and move towards lives worth living in tumultuous times. Drawing on the wisdom of the natural world, science fiction, and social movements, brown unpacks ways of seeing and being hopeful within complexity, bringing language and practices to guide us through personal and social transformation.

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Key Themes & Discussion Points

1. Spiritual Childhood & Family Foundations

• adrienne's Roots: She describes her upbringing in an interracial family on the horizon between shame-driven evangelical Christianity and an action-based, gratitude-oriented spirituality. Nature and compassion were core practices.

  “We were always like, wow, we get to be here. Wow. Like just be amazed by this world…” —brown [05:15]

• Intergenerational Spirituality: Recounts reconciling with her white evangelical grandfather over time, finding shared ground in their spiritual experience and love [06:35-08:38].

2. Imagination as Power: Science Fiction & Octavia Butler

• Influence of Butler: Octavia Butler’s work opened up new possibilities and solution-oriented imagination, centering Black girls as protagonists and emphasizing preparedness and adaptability.

  “She wrote so many stories where the main message was like, change is coming. You can be prepared for it, and you don’t have to be a victim of it. You can actually shape it.” —brown [11:17]

• Visionary Fiction & Radical Imagination: Walida Imarisha’s term "visionary fiction" and Terry Marshall’s “imagination battle” concept: we live inside imaginations projected by others, often shaped by scarcity and hierarchy [13:23-15:15].

3. Organizing as Time Travel & Making the Future

• Organizing = Science Fiction: Activists are future-shapers, not simply resisting injustice but projecting into futures and learning from the past [17:00].
• Creating New Worlds: brown parallels her parents' marriage to the act of making worlds that don’t yet exist—taking imagination from vision to reality [18:07-19:20].

4. Lexicon of Transformation: Emergent Strategy, Fractals & Ecosystems

• Emergent Strategy Defined: Drawing on Nick Obolinsky’s definition of emergence, brown describes how complex systems arise from simple interactions.

  “How do we get in a right relationship with change that allows us to harness and shape things towards community, towards liberation, towards justice?” —brown [21:13]

• Learning from Nature: Practices and strategies are drawn from observing mushrooms, dandelions, birds—valuing adaptability, interdependence, transformation [22:00-24:39].

Memorable Nature Analogy (Mushrooms and Organizations)

“Mushrooms, they’re our great detoxer. They're the ones who understand that nothing needs to be wasted, that everything can be used in some way.” —brown [24:43]
brown compares organizational life cycles to mushrooms: sometimes, the healthiest action is composting—letting projects end so new things can emerge [25:35-28:03].

5. Change, Fractals, and Practicing Democracy

• Change is Hard for Humans: Emergence doesn’t wait for us to be ready; change is ongoing and challenging at a creaturely level [29:00-30:34].
• Fractals as Wisdom: brown applies the idea that small systems mirror large ones. True democracy can only exist at the top if practiced at the smallest levels—with families, neighbors, and communities [34:04-35:34].

  “Every single large system...is made up of small things, of humans either having or not having necessary conversations.” —brown [33:08]

6. Transformative Justice and Accountability

• Beyond Punishment: Adding “transformative” to justice or resilience means getting to the root, not just rearranging surface symptoms [42:32].

  “I don’t want to be in a situation where we punish one person at a time...Transformative justice says, actually, that’s not working. Why don’t we get to the root system?” —brown [42:57]

• Collective Skill-Building: Citing Mariame Kaba, brown stresses that moving away from punitive systems requires communities to learn conflict resolution and mediation skills rather than relying on the carceral state [47:07-48:52].

7. Processing Harm, ‘Cancel Culture,’ and Conflict

• On ‘We Will Not Cancel Us’: brown shares her experience witnessing toxic call-out culture and the harm of disposability in movements. She advocates for honest accountability and love-based processing of harm, drawing from both ancient and emergent practices.

  “We become the toxicity we long to heal. We become a tool of harm. When we were trying to be...a balm. Oh, unthinkable thoughts now...I want us to live. I want us to want to live in this world, in this time together.” —brown (reading) [56:24]

8. Pleasure Activism: Joy as Justice

• Pleasure as Measure of Freedom: Advocates pleasure not as frivolity but as a necessary component of liberation and healing, especially for traumatized or marginalized individuals.

  “Pleasure is not a frivolous thing, actually. It’s a measure of freedom, that when you are free...you can feel pleasure.” —brown [60:05]

• Creating Magnetic Movements: Joy and satisfaction in activism are crucial; movements must be irresistible, as Toni Cade Bambara said [62:23].

9. Grief, Fear, and Imagination’s Double-Edge

• Fear is imagination’s shadow, shaping perceptions of threat and scarcity; recognizing this lets us reorient towards life-affirming possibilities [64:32-65:01].

  “Supremacy is our ongoing pandemic. It partners with every other sickness to tear us from life or from lives worth living.” —brown [65:51]

10. Living as One: Interconnectedness and Practice

• Moving Towards Life & Oneness: brown, referencing Grace Lee Boggs, grounds liberation work in everyday practice—how we treat each other and set boundaries, and how our micro-practices form the foundation for societal change [74:13-76:32].

  “We are one. And when I think back...that’s what we’re supposed to be figuring out. So then, if we are one, how do we do that? How do we be one interconnected living organism? And I think that’s our big human question for this time.” —brown [67:45]

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Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

• On Emergence & Readiness:
  “Emergence doesn’t wait for us to be ready for change.” —Tippett [29:00]

• On the Imagination Battle:
  “We live in this abundant world and we've been told it's scarce.” —brown [13:23]

• On Holding onto Vitality:
  “Trying to hold onto stuff and not let it die actually puts us in precarious positions...One of our biggest issues is we're so scared of death.” —brown [28:03]

• On Fractals in Social Change:
  “There are no isolated patterns. The universe has some favorites, and they repeat at every scale.” —brown [36:00]

• On Cancel Culture:
  “We become the toxicity we long to heal...We become a tool of harm, when we were trying to be...a balm.” —brown [56:24]

• On Pleasure as Activism:
  “I want to make justice and liberation the most pleasurable experiences that we can have as a species.” —brown [60:05]

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Important Timestamps

• Spiritual Upbringing: [03:50–05:41]
• Reconciliation with Grandfather: [06:35–08:38]
• Octavia Butler’s Influence: [09:15–12:01]
• Visionary Fiction & Imagination Battle: [13:23–15:15]
• Emergent Strategy Definition: [20:06–24:39]
• Mushrooms & Composting Organizational Life: [24:43–28:03]
• The Fractal Paradigm: [30:34–35:42]
• Transformative Justice Explained: [42:32–45:59]
• On Cancel Culture (We Will Not Cancel Us excerpt): [56:24–57:44]
• Pleasure Activism: [59:29–64:13]
• On Collective Imagination & Our Time: [65:51–68:48]
• Living as One, Practicing Transformation: [74:13–77:18]

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Closing Reflections

The conversation ends with an affirmation of living into new, life-affirming patterns through intentional practice and interconnectedness. Each act, no matter how small, is a fractal of the whole; personal transformation is inseparable from the transformation of society.

“Life moves towards life, you know, that's the trick.” —brown [77:20]

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Recommended Readings & Mentions:

• Emergent Strategy, We Will Not Cancel Us, Pleasure Activism by adrienne maree brown
• The Uses of the Erotic by Audre Lorde [61:17]
• Angela Davis, Grace Lee Boggs, Octavia Butler, Mariame Kaba (resources for transformative justice and radical practice)

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For More: Visit onbeing.org for additional resources and to learn more about the ongoing work around these practices and ideas.

Transcript

[A]

The wonderful civil rights elder Vincent Harding liked to look around the world for what he called live human signposts, human beings who embody ways of seeing and becoming that point the way forward to the world we want to inhabit. And Adrienne Maree Brown, my guest this hour, is surely one of these. She models ideas that bring worlds into being with winsome language like pleasure activism and emergence strategy. And I'm listening to her now with new ears as she brings together so many of the threads that have recurred in this season of On Being, looking the harsh complexity of this world full in the face while she dances with joy as life force and fuel, keeping clear eyes on the reasons for ecological despair while giving herself over to a loving apprenticeship with the natural world as teacher and guide. A love of visionary science fiction also finds a robust place in her. And in this conversation, she altogether shines a light on an emerging ecosystem in our world over against the drumbeat of what is fractured and breaking, inspiring us to cultivate old and new ways of seeing towards a transformative wholeness of living in. Hi, I'm Krista Tippett, and this is On Being. Adrienne. Maree Brown is the author of several books shaping new generations. She lived for many years in Detroit and now lives in Durham, North Carolina, where she was as we spoke. Hi there.

[B]

Hi. How are you?

[A]

I'm good. It's Christa. I'm so happy to meet you. So honored to have you.

[B]

It's so good to meet you. Krista. Your voice has been in my ear.

[A]

Oh, that means a lot. Yes, that really means a lot. You know, I kind of. Well, first of all, I've had a crazy few weeks that I'm kind of getting back into my body. And then. So we both love science fiction. So sometimes I talk about my interview preparation technique as the Vulcan mind meld approach.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

Very deep. I try to kind of my thoughts to your thoughts, your mind to my mind. So I just try to get inside, you know, not just what somebody knows or thinks, but how they think. And I have to say, I mean, that has been just so incredible. Just approaching your mind, your thoughts. And I have all these notes, including a lot of your own words that I want to just offer back to you and see where you dive from there. But I also really feel like this interview will be characterized by emergence. It just feels right. And so, yeah, so I just.

[B]

I was gonna prepare myself, you know, I was like, let me prepare. I'm gonna talk to Krista. And then I was like, oh, no, you can't prepare, you have to just be. So then I just to have lunch.

[A]

I'm so glad, I'm so glad you did that. And well, I would love to ask you this. I'm so curious actually to ask you this question that I've asked so many people, how you would start to speak about what the spiritual background of your childhood was, however you would describe that looking back now.

[B]

Yes, I love my spiritual childhood actually. So I think the big picture way to think about it maybe is like I was born into a household that was at the transition point, like on the horizon between like an evangelical Christianity that was very obligatory and very kind of shame and judgment, you know, God is gonna punish you and that kind of religiosity of spiritual practice. But we were at the horizon to a more direct and kind of action based practice, based spirituality. And my parents were an interracial marriage in the 70s, mid-70s. Yeah.

[A]

And then mother was white and her

[B]

father was black, mother white, father black, and met in South Carolina, fell in love at Clemson University. But they were making a whole world unto themselves. And so we went to church. My dad was in the military and we were often in non denominational churches on the base. But we were always really encouraged to think and to ask questions. We were taken out into nature, you know, like, my parents love to take us to parks and take us to the mountains and you know, show us, like, look at the world. Like that's the, like. If I was going to say what are the most persistent spiritual practices? It was probably gratitude and compassion. We were always like, wow, we get to be here. Wow. Like just be amazed by this world and travel and be curious and see it all. And then, you know, when people would mistreat us or when we would encounter, you know, intense racism and other things, there was so much, there was a compassion, you know, of just like, oh, that's on them. You know, like that's their struggling, you know, they're struggling, but we're safe, we love each other, we're good, you know,

[A]

wow, what strength, what strength that was that you endowed with, you know, you wrote something, I believe this is during the pandemic on your blog about your grandfather, your white Christian evangelical grandfather, Fred Mathis. And you said, I just want to read this back. It was so beautiful. He passed away, is that right? Just in this time he wrote, there was a long time I wrestled with how to relate to this 6 foot 2 white Christian evangelical hunting, horse riding man. I, his thick, interracial, queer, outspoken, radical granddaughter who Grew up traveling the world, but we made our peace with each other a while ago. Beyond all of our labels, we found common ground in the fact that we were led by our spiritual experience of the world. So just say a little bit more about that, what that generative spiritual experience was that you shared with him.

[B]

Yeah, so he grew up like Bible thumping. You know, you were expected to go door to door and really make sure everybody knew about Jesus and like that everybody had an opportunity to get, get on board. And he gave everyone, actually at his funeral, people were, everyone was holding up their copies of the 700 promises that Jesus made to us all. Like he had this little book that he would buy for everyone. So when I came out to him, when I came out to my grandparents, they initially kind of cut me off. You know, they were like, don't come, don't come around here no more. But my grandfather, the same as when my mother came to him and said, I've married a black man. My grandfather, his root in love and his root in Christianity was deeper than even the socialization of hatred and small mindedness. And so that always came through. So I knew, I was like, if I can just look at him, if I can be in his presence, I know that he'll. He'll sense my spiritual well being. Right. He had a real ability to tell that. So I went to see them down in South Carolina after a period of staying away. And it was awkward, it was hard. But he immediately, you know, we were just sitting together. He took me and he hugged me and we sat together and we talked and we just at one point just stood up and were looking at each other as children of God. That's the only way I can describe it is just, you know, and I said, I'm like, I am a child of God. I am a divine being. And the work I'm doing is divine work. And it may look different from what you're doing, but I think it's the same work, you know, and he just held me and there was such peace between us. And so when he passed, I knew we were at good. I knew we were at peace. And I felt a blessing in that, you know, that he was able to see that in me across all the barriers that his shaping had set up, you know, that would make it so that that was hard to see.

[A]

You also, I think you wrote somewhere that he was also a Trekkie, which helped.

[B]

Well, no, so he. So my grandfather was like, he was a man of earth and of God. But my dad, black man, my dad was the Trekkie. My dad was like, we're watching Star Trek. That's the future. Let's go there.

[A]

And Octavia Butler, the science fiction writer, is such an influence on you. Some people will have read her, some won't. So just knowing that, talk a little bit about what she worked in. You.

[B]

Yeah, so she was a science fiction writer. And at the time that she was writing, she would always be like, I'm kind of the only one. You know, the first of what. She was a black woman writing science fiction. She didn't want to be the only one. And she expressed that as well. But she really looked around and there weren't people that she could see doing it. And when I read her work, I think what opened up in me was all this possibility. So until reading that, I had been reading like Philip K. Dick and I'd read all the classical William Gibson and like all these other sci fi, I loved it. You know, I love Star Trek, I love Star wars, but there was always this white male protagonist. And I would try to slot myself into, you know, the protagonist role or find a place for myself in the storyline. And then Octavia, I open up her books and the protagonist is a black girl. And both the blackness and the youth matter here, that it was like she was writing people who were 15 years old and who already had a sense of destiny and a sense of the world needs to change, and I'm gonna shape that. I'm gonna be a part of that. And she was very solution oriented in her writing. She was very, like, practical in her writing. So everything is very clear. Like, you're not gonna read Octavia and come away confused. You're gonna read it and be like, oh, I should pack a bag so that I'm prepared for when the apocalypse comes. And here's what I should put in it. And, like, I need to figure out how to be a human with other people because I don't know who I'm going to end up in the apocalypse with. So I need to be good at figuring out how to be with whoever I end up there with. Like, she wrote so many stories where the main message was like, change is coming. You can be prepared for it, and you don't have to be a victim of it. You can actually shape it. So she opened all of that up for me, and I kept returning to the work over and over again. She also really opened up that you can look to nature as a teacher, that, like, the natural world is up to a lot of things and we are natural and so anything that's happening out there can happen in us, and we can coexist and we can be symbiotic and we can collaborate. And her disappointment in humanity also was really comforting to me. You know, she was just like, wow. Like, we have this amazing, awesome Earth, and we are just fumbling the bag because we're so obsessed with using our intelligence to enact hierarchies over each other.

[A]

Right.

[B]

And I was like, she gets me. She sees what I see.

[A]

And how old were you when you started reading her?

[B]

I think I was like, 17.

[A]

Oh, wow. Yeah. Okay.

[B]

17. Like, coming into college, I found her books at the Strand Bookstore in New York.

[A]

And, yeah, there's this passage from the Parable of the Sower, the Book of the living verse. 19. And it's all successful life. And I've seen you kind of work with the words, with the language and the ideas that are at the core of your work. Also kind of. Kind of emergent from this passage. Right? And so all successful life is. And I just love that framing, right?

[B]

All successful life.

[A]

It's. What could we be moving towards? Right. How does successful life function? Is adaptable, opportunistic, tenacious, interconnected, fecund. Understand this. Use it, shape, God.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

It feels to me like. And you sometimes speak about. What is it you say that visionary fiction, right, Is a core principle in your work. And it seems to me that, I mean, what you're getting at there is a core value of imagination and understanding, the power of imagination in making the world and remaking the world.

[B]

Yeah. Well, you know, I want to shout out my friend Walida Imarisha, who named visionary fiction. And I was obsessing over Octavia, and she was also. And we found each other and we pulled together this anthology called Octavia's Brood. And in that process, I started the work of emergent strategy. You know, started to listen to what is up with the natural world? What can it teach us about how to be humans and how to be humans in a better relationship with each other? And what I realized is it is the work of radical imagination to do so, but also that we're living inside of imaginations that other people told us were true and told us were like, this is how the world is. And I always uplift my friend Terry Marshall. He was the first person to say this to me, that we're in an imagination battle, which just blew my mind. And I think about it often, that we live in this abundant world and we've been told it's scarce. Right. And Then we're given all these stories of scarcity. And. And because of that scarcity, we have to fight each other constantly. We live in a world where there's actually no superiority based on what we're born into, whether it be skin, sexuality, gender, any of that. But someone has imagined superiority, right? And someone has imagined it into a structure that we.

[A]

Now, there's no natural coming back to that language of what is natural, that there's no natural superiority in these things.

[B]

No, everyone's just doing their job, you know, like, it's just like you just being a mushroom, you're just being an oak tree. You're over there being a daffodil and a sparrow. And, like, we each have work to do. Same amongst humans. We're just bags of water with the capacity to reason and, like, spiritual callings, you know?

[A]

Right.

[B]

And we all have that. But if we imagine that we're supposed to be divided and we imagine these constructs to live inside, we can get very committed to those constructs, right? And then our imaginations can get very limited because it's like, oh, what can I dream? You know, for me, as a black queer woman, right? It's like, oh, what are the dreams that I can dream inside of the boxes of blackness and queerness that someone else has constructed for me? And that's never felt like enough room because I'm a spirit, you know, I'm this massive energy like all humans are. So, so much of the work for me of radical imagination is like, what does it look like to imagine beyond the constructs? What does it look like to imagine a future where we all get to be there, not causing harm to each other and experiencing abundance? And how do we make it compelling? Do we tell the right kind of story? Will that make it compelling? Do we need to write new music to make it compelling? Does there need to be, like, how much conflict is necessary to have a compelling future since humans seem to love it? You know, I'm like, is there anything.

[A]

I think your point is that we can also do it well or badly. That right now we do it very badly.

[B]

You know, we do it very. We do it badly, but it's all happening at the same time. So there's also beautiful imaginations unfolding. And I come from 25 years of being a part of movement work where I think movement workers tend to have the most beautiful imaginations.

[A]

You've even spoken about that organizing can be treated like time travel.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

Say some more about that. What does that mean?

[B]

Well, you know, we very much have said all organizing is science fiction. Right. You know, it's like we are reaching into the future. We are trying to project what we can imagine into the future. And organizing is a way of saying, like, we're gonna put our hands directly on the future. Like, we're not gonna sit by and let injustice perpetuate. Like, we are going to get involved and shape it into something that we can all be in. But it's also time traveling backwards. You know, so much of organizing is looking back at what did our ancestors try? What did they learn? What were they up to? What was Harriet Tubman doing? Right. We're obsessed. You know, I'm obsessed with Harriet Tubman. I'm obsessed with, like, what was it like to walk in her shoes and to face her fears? You know, So I always want to reach back and be like, okay, well, now, what is the Harriet Tubman activity to do in this time? And what does Harriet Tubman up to in 2063?

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

Because there's always some place that needs justice and liberation.

[A]

You know, a minute ago, you were talking to me about your childhood and you said your parents having an interracial marriage in the 70s, they were making a world that didn't exist.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

Right. And that's also what you're. And that's what visionary fiction does. That's what fiction does. And I hear you saying that's what organizing does.

[B]

Yeah. And, you know, there's a way, just like I think my parents ran into. It's like you have to bring that imagination into relationship with reality.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

And that can be.

[A]

To work with us there as well.

[B]

Right, right. But it's like, yeah, there's something, you know, being with what is and then figuring out, how do we make more.

[A]

I feel like your work and your writing, your activism and really the conversation, the wider ecosystem of conversation and action and change and imagination that you're part of, there's a vocabulary. There's really a lexicon that's being unfolded, and it's words and ideas and practices. So I think one of the things I want to do in the short time we have is to kind of lay some of that out. So obviously, emergent strategy is at the core of it. And you said a minute ago, I think, that it was reading Octavia Butler that you first that that phrase came to you. But I just talk about what it means to put those words together. Emergence and strategy.

[B]

I love talking about this. Maybe I'll never tire of it. But I'll also try to be brief. So the word Emergence for people who don't know the definition I work with comes from Nick Obolinsky. And it's emergence is the way complex systems and patterns arise out of relatively simple interactions. So birds flapping their wings, birds in a flock together is a relatively simple interaction. But birds all doing that together and avoiding predation can become the most complex, gorgeous patterns of murmurations, migration, survival. So we're all emergent beings. Humans are an emergent species amongst emergent species. And the strategy part comes in. You know, I was in a movement moment where everyone was talking about who was strategic, who's the most strategic and who's creating a strategic plan and all of this. And I realized that there was no specificity, like you could be strategic and still causing a lot of harm.

[A]

That's right, you can. Yeah, right.

[B]

I was like, you can be a hierarchical, patriarchal, strategic person. Right, exactly. So I was like, we should be more precise. And I think what we mean by strategic is able to adapt to changing conditions while still moving towards our vision of freedom and the future and being in that practice. So that's what emergent strategy is. It's like, how do we get in a right relationship with change that allows us to harness and shape things towards community, towards liberation, towards justice? And we've been experimenting now for five years. The book came out five years ago, and we created a little institute that is like practicing things.

[A]

The Emergent Strategy Ideation Institute. Right.

[B]

Yeah. And that ideation part is so important to me that it's like we're still learning. We're trying to learn fundamentally how do humans become compatible with the Earth again? Yeah. Right. Because right now we've kind of fallen out of. Out of her, you know, out of alignment with what she needs.

[A]

Yeah. I was looking on the website of the Emergent Strategy Ideation Institute and that notion of, you know, acknowledging the real power of change and embracing finding practices and responses, visions and plans that embrace complexity, interdependence and transformation, and also noting that this strategy has been observed from the natural world and is both ancient and constant. So even in this short conversation you and I have had, you're always locating yourself within an ecosystem of teachers and role models and language. And for you, and this feels to me like such an incredible thing that's happening in the 20. I mean, this language of ecosystem is about 100 years old, right? Kind of. And I think it takes us about 100 years as a species to start to internalize a true paradigm shift like that. I mean, so your teachers also are in the natural world. They are mushrooms and dandelions.

[B]

Absolutely. And I feel like the more mature I get, the more I'm able to receive the medicine or wisdom directly. So I feel like when I was first starting, I was like, let me go read Paul Stamets, you know, and see, because he knows about mushrooms and I don't, you know, and nature was such a mysterious place to me, you know, I was like, you're supposed to be scared of it. And now I feel like, oh, I am of it. And I feel healthiest when I am in it and around it and listening to it. And when I'm doing all those things, I receive so much from it. There's so much, you know, even at the basic, basic level of like, taking care of a house plant. Right. For years, I could not keep a houseplant alive. And I would joke about it, but I also felt devastated, you know, I was just like, I can't even keep a simple thing alive on this planet, you know, And. And then I. It clicked, right, that I'm like, oh, it's caring for something alive. Right. Like, I'm not, you know, I had to demystify. Like, I'm like, this is. It's not like, I just do one thing one time and it's sorted, you know? Right. Which is very much like how capitalism wants plants to be present is like, just buy a plastic one and put it in the corner. Done.

[A]

Well, so talk to me about the strategic intelligence of mushrooms.

[B]

So mushrooms, I feel like they're our great detoxer. Yeah. They're the ones who understand that nothing needs to be wasted, that everything can be used in some way. We just have to understand what it is. And I often think about this when it comes to our abolition conversations and our justice conversations, that mushrooms are like, this is food. If we can find a way to use it, this could be nourishment. And when something breaks down in our communities, it's actually a moment. Usually when something needs nourishing or when something is dead. When something is done, it's complete and it needs to be processed back into the whole. And instead of letting it go, we battle each other and we fight and we take on shapes that maybe are gossipy.

[A]

Or can you think of just an example, just like a situation. Yeah.

[B]

So in movement spaces, you know, I worked as a facilitator for 25 years. So one of the things I saw all the time is an organization would have kind of served its purpose or served the initial purpose it came into existence for. And what Would have been great. And possible is. Was to just sunset the organization. Right. Just be like, great, we did a good job. Let's call it. Let's learn what we need to learn and move on. And instead of doing that, the organization was like, no, no, we need to persist. So let's change our mission. Right. We'll update our mission. And here's what the philanthropy is willing to fund. And they get contorted.

[A]

And that's so much a part of it. Yeah.

[B]

And they get contorted. Right. And then all of a sudden, you have people fighting each other, saying, oh, you're not aligned with the values of this organization. You're not a true radical, you know? Right. All kinds of stuff comes out from that. Like, it's like, actually, all that needed to happen here was we need to let this thing go because it was complete, and figure out what the next step of work is. And those next steps might be different. So some of the people who create, for instance, a radical direct action organization, if you win your campaign, maybe you go on and say, what's the next place that needs action? And that might be a different structure, but some people might be like, we need to switch tactics and move into governance now we won something, and now we need to go govern that and make sure it happens. Those are very different callings, and sometimes they come together under the same umbrella, but we often forget. It's like, oh, now it's time to compost this and process it and see where else the resources need to flow.

[A]

And I think what you're describing is true of all kinds of organizations.

[B]

Right.

[A]

It's a. It's a cultural. It's a cultural kind of bias and sensibility that we have that if something dies or ends, that's bad, that it's failure.

[B]

Exactly.

[A]

It's an ending, and it's a beginning. It's vitality.

[B]

It's vitality. And what you're speaking to is the life force. Right. Like mushrooms. To me, mushrooms are like, everything dies. But that's kind of good, you know? Like, it makes for a very rich world. Like, all the richness, all that fecundity, all that beautiful miracle of life. It happens because we live in cycles, not perpetuity.

[A]

And as you say, it composts something else. Right. Other seeds. Other seeds are. Then have their moment, have their time. Exactly, exactly.

[B]

And it's trying to hold onto stuff and not let it die that actually puts us in precarious positions even for our species. This is actually one of our biggest issues right now. Is we're so scared of death. Yeah. So we think about how do we make people live forever and how do we look young forever and do all this stuff instead of being like, oh, no, how do I get good at dying? You know, how do I get to where I'll be at peace when my time comes? Because there's other generations that need to survive off of the resources of this place. You know, it's in the design,

[A]

I guess. Something that's so on my mind also as I read you, because, you know, I think my kind of focus is. Or my lens on all of. On things is the human condition. Right. Looking at anything through what's going on with the human condition. And that also is very much part of your world. And I feel like there's a lot of wisdom about the human condition and also really that you have to be wise about it in order to work with it and help it evolve generatively, you know. So just drawing on what you were just saying, I mean, emergence is change. Right. Someplace you said emergence is our inheritance as a part of the universe. It is how we change. And emergence doesn't wait for us to be ready for change. And we're really in an accelerated moment of that right now. But as you know, change is really hard for human beings. Right. It's hard for us at a creaturely level. And also we all individually handle it in different ways at different times. And so I wanted to talk about. I feel like this wisdom is so powerfully embedded in the way you think and the way you're working. And so I want to kind of go into some of the aspects of that. And one of those for me is the way you use the word fractal. You said that you first thought about fractals when you were so just to kind of bring home again that this is all about what happens on the ground. You were doing electoral organizing in 2004, is that right?

[B]

Yeah, so I was doing electoral organizing in 2004. 2003. 2004. Right. Where gearing up. It's post nine, 11. It's like we're going to war with Iraq and Afghanistan. And we're like, we gotta get Bush out of office. You know, we have to. He's just gonna keep perpetuating all these unjust wars with all these people and not help figure anything out. So we're doing all this organizing. And it clicked for me in a way that I couldn't. You know, it's one of those things, you see it and you can't unsee it that I was like, oh, we are trying to just change the top layer of this very layered cake, this very layered process, this system of governance. We think that if we just win the presidency, that then we'll be able to change the world. And it clicked for me that it's like, actually it's a fractal system and it's layer on top of layer on top of layer. And if none of us are practicing democracy anywhere, it's not going to just suddenly work at the top layer. And I got it. And then I. I realized. So I started asking people, because I was touring a book we had written, and I started asking people, do you practice democracy, like, anywhere in your life? You know, not even, you know, not even politically, but just like in your household. Right. Who makes the decisions about the budget?

[A]

What do people say?

[B]

No. Right. Nobody was practicing it. Or if people were practicing it, they would be like, oh, yeah. You know, there'd always be, like, one really, like, happy person who was like, I practice it. You know, and then I'd be like, okay, in your household, you practice it. Do you practice it with your neighbors? And then they would have to be quiet. Right. Or do you practice. There was just almost nobody who was practicing it, like, on their block or in their community or in their organizations or other places. Everyone's kind of dodging the actual work of democracy. Small D democracy. Right. So then, of course, we're in this crisis right now where we cannot figure out a way past this political impasse moment. You know, to me, what it reveals is we haven't been practicing democracy for such a long time anyway. We've really outsourced almost every aspect of governance, and the only part we've held onto is complaining. You know, people sit in their living rooms, they form opinions, they're upset about stuff, they don't do much about it, but they're apoplectic, you know?

[A]

Yeah. And they also don't know what they can do about it exactly.

[B]

At that's on purpose. Right. So it's like trying to keep people in a place where they're angry and they think they can buy their way out of it. You know, that's one of the reasons organizers exist, is to be like, actually, you can't get out of it that way. But there are ways. We'll have to work together to figure it out, you know, but there are other practices. But that's when it clicked for me that I was like, something about smallness I was able to gain respect for because I was like, every single Large system or structure or network or political protocol. All of it is made up of small things, of humans either having or not having necessary conversations and humans being willing to stand up for what is right and stand up against what is wrong. It's all these small activities that we need to get great at if we want to actually have anything that would be a real democracy.

[A]

Yeah. This way you make the connection between what happens at the interpersonal level is a way to understand the whole society, how we are at the small scales, how we are at the large scale. I mean, one thing that I've been thinking about during the pandemic is that we are, each and every one of us, each and every one of our individual nervous systems has been in distress. And one way to look at our political life together, our life together has been of a kind of collective nervous system in distress.

[B]

Totally. Absolutely. It's. It's so wild to me right now that people are, like, acting like they're rushing to get back to some kind of normalcy. Right. When I'm like, how are you holding your grief? There's no normalcy. There's no backward. There's new. You know, this is. This is what's our new reality, which will keep changing. And, you know, I have found myself so transformed by these last two years, and in some ways, like, there's some aspects of it that I'm like, I never want to go back to paying less attention to my relationships with other people. You know, Like, I like. I like that aspect of this that I'm so intentional now with, like, hey, you know, what are you doing in terms of masks and vaccines? And, like, you know, like, let's be really intentional about how we can safely spend time together. Yeah.

[A]

Do you have a definition for. Because this. This language of fractal comes from mathematics, right? Originally.

[B]

Yeah. And, you know, the first thing that I was exposed to was actually fractals. The Fibonacci, like, sequence is basically like how something repeats itself scale, no matter how small it gets and no matter how large it is. And it's these particular patterns in the universe. And I felt so naughty when I started using fractal. As someone who's like, I barely understand math, but I understand that there's something about patterns that could liberate how we're thinking about ourselves and each other. But so far, my friends who are in the math and science world have not completely doused me in shame, so I feel like I'm okay, But it helps people. You know, sometimes I'll use the Language of fractals. Sometimes I'll just point to actual examples. So I'll be like, look at a head of broccoli. Look at a fern. Look at the delta around New Orleans. And then, like, look at how these veins and artery systems move through your system and your heart and your lungs. Look at the spiral shapes on your fingertips. And then look at the shape of galaxies. And in that way we can begin to see, like, there are no isolated patterns. You know, the universe has some favorites, and they repeat and they repeat at every scale. And then people are like, oh, you know, like. I'm like, yes, like your body is a whole water system. You know, I've been having this thought lately of like, oh, we're like another body of water. Like, there's rivers, there's oceans, there's rain, there's mist, there's human, you know, there's whale. Right. There's all these different formations that are all how to move water, and we're one of them. And I find it very comforting, you know, to find myself in one of those patterns.

[A]

And that imagery is so stunning. And it provides exactly the contrast to. To this worldview that you and I were raised in that came into the 21st century, that you could elect one person at the top.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

And that would change everything.

[B]

And that would change everything.

[A]

That would change everything. It was never true, but perhaps it felt a little more true in a more homogeneous society.

[B]

Yeah. And I also think it's like, again, in the imagination, if you are someone who would benefit from that power system. Right. Then it really behooves you to imagine the world is that way.

[A]

Yeah, that works.

[B]

You know, it's like I'm just, you know, I, from a very young age, was like, but I'm just as smart as these white men in my classes, and yet the same opportunities are not available to me. Can someone help me understand that I need a logic? Because it's not adding up and there is no logic, and there's no logic to it. Right. And often when there's no logic, then that's when you know you're in someone's dream.

[A]

You know, I was looking up because I also mistrusted my own. I still mistrust my ability to define fractals. There's this mathematician, great mathematician, Mandelbrot, asked to define fractals, said, beautiful, damn hard, increasingly useful.

[B]

Yes, I love that. Yeah, I feel like it. You know, there's so many things like this. I will say, when I wrote the book, I think in one of the Footnotes. I was like, if you're a scientist, you know, just try to help us make more sense.

[A]

Got me a little slack.

[B]

Yeah, yeah, like, or basically I was just like, you know, because especially in the sci fi world, the science world, there's already this battle over like, is that real science fiction or fake science fiction? Like, does it have enough hard science in it to count as a story, right? And it's like, okay, if you want to spend your life arguing about that, cool. But for me, I was like, the point for me is not to argue about the science because science is actually still unfolding all the time. And we're. It's a question based methodology. So I want to be asking questions. So I'm a scientist. So what? You know, deal with it, right? But then there's also like, don't come to just argue the point, right? I feel like our whole society right now spends so much time just arguing for the sake of arguing. And I'm like, we actually need solutions. So if fractals is the wrong word, teach me a better one. But what I want to talk about is this, right? You know, I talk a lot about alpha versus more collaborative creatures, right? And you know, I can tell when I'm with the devil's advocate, folks, you know, they're like, well, what about, you know, lions just eat everyone? Should we learn that from nature? And I'm like, no, nature does everything. Nature does everything. There's not. It's actually the beauty of releasing the right wrong paradigm. That's not how nature's even operating. Like, is it wrong to eat this deer? You know, it's beyond that. It's like, if nature can show us everything, then we're the ones who have agency. And if the goal for our species is not to cause harm to each other, we could do that. There's models from nature. And if the goal is to make enough out of the resources we have, there's incredible models of creatures who are doing that all the time, every day. And in very difficult circumstances. If the goal is to love each other, right, Like Thich Nhat Hanh said, such that we all feel free, you know, that that's possible. Well, we can see in nature who's up to that, right? We can learn a lot from the bonobo monkeys, you know, and so on and so forth. So it's really, you know, being. Asking people to be more intentional with. Like, we were given some things about the world from people who knew less than we do now. So what do we want to hold on to? And what do we want to evolve? Support for On Being with Krista Tippett

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[A]

The language of transformative justice and resilience. Talk to me about what putting the word transformative there.

[B]

Yeah. Shifts here.

[A]

It's transformative justice, transformative resilience.

[B]

Yeah. So for me, when I add the word transformative to anything, what I mean is, let's get to the root of the problem. You know, I think Angela Davis said this is how she talks about radical. It's like, let's go all the way to the root.

[A]

Yeah. And that's the meaning of the word radical, Right, Exactly. It's not something on the edges.

[B]

It's not the edges. Right. It's like, what's at the core, the root, the essence of it? And so for me, when I speak about transformative, it's like, I don't want to dance around on the surface rearranging deck chairs, Right? Like, I want to get down into the root system and really understand what's happening and what it would take to create a change, if a change is needed. So, for example, right, we have a crisis of sexual assault, a crisis of sexual harm. I don't want to be in a situation where we punish one person at a time, which doesn't seem to have worked at all in terms of eliminating the problem. And yet we continue doing it and building bigger and bigger prison systems and jails and other stuff, but it's not stopping the problem, Right. So transformative justice says, actually, that's not working. Why don't we get to the root system? What's causing people to enact sexual harm against each other? And can we turn and look at that without holding anything back? Can we really get honest with ourselves and look at it? Because we all have some experience of someone crossing those boundaries, and we're talking about the level, how badly did they cross them, rather than, did it happen or not? That's wild. So for me, I'm like, how do we get transformative about it? How do we go to the root system? And I learned this. There's a group called Generation 5 who was really starting to have this conversation of, like, what would it look like over five generations to end child sexual abuse? And it's like, oh, that's a radical vision. The other aspect of transformative is it often doesn't rely on the existing structures or mechanisms. So in organizer speak, we Might say the state. Right. Like, it doesn't rely on what we already think of as the solution because we know that that's already not working. And actually we want to never try to solve a problem with something that we know will cause more harm if we can avoid it. Right. So in a lot of our communities, say that a domestic violence incident is happening. We don't want to solve that by calling the police because the police in our communities tend to escalate the harm rather than de. Escalate the harm. Yeah. Not only do we have this domestic violence situation happening, but now we have someone being possibly removed from their community, removed from their home. We have kids possibly being removed from their parents and other things that are actually not necessary, nor are they helpful to solving the problem. Let's not add to the problem. Let's figure out how we can resolve it within our communities through mediation, through setting clear boundaries, through healing circles. Is there therapy needed? Like, let's get as creative as we can about what needs to actually happen to stop the harm cycle.

[A]

And, you know, this is emergent, Right. This whole way of seeing, this whole way of imagining is emergent in our world right now. And there's struggle around it. There are different ways of seeing, but I think perhaps more definingly, the conditions aren't all there.

[B]

Right?

[A]

That's right. So, you know, one of the things that you also talk about is how there is going to be important conflict and contradiction that is part of the process of ending cycles of harm.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And so one of the things we also have to be working on, and this gets back to our human condition. I mean, here's some ways you've talked about it. How do we fight fair? How do we struggle in principled ways? How do we practice accountability beyond punishment with each other? Because the structures are not there right now in most of our communities to just move to what you just described. And that's where a lot of. And there's all kinds. There are all kinds of friction points. Right. But that's one of them.

[B]

That's right. Well, and you know, one of my teachers around this is a writer and a thinker named Miriam Kaba. And she's an exquisite human being, exquisite thinker. I want everyone to learn from her.

[A]

How do you spell the last name Kaba?

[B]

K, A, B, A. She put out a book last year, we do this till we Free us. And one of the things that she often reminds me of because, like, I think what would be so comforting to us is if we could be like, we're going to end the prison system and automatically move to a very well organized, centralized system where, like, instead of everyone going to prison, like, you just go straight to a mediator and it's all handled, right?

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

And one of the things that we

[A]

have the foundation for, that we just move from one place to the other.

[B]

We'll just move from one straight to the other. Right. And she's like, it won't be like a huge, overarching, centralized system. Like, transformative justice will be a lot of us learning the skills to hold conflict within our communities, within our families, within our schools and institutions. We're learning ourselves to hold it in different ways. So she has another book out called Fumbling Towards Repair with my friend Shira Hassan, which I love because it's a workbook that's like, okay, how do. If I wanted to do, you know, a process like this and, like, not have to call in punitive devices, what would that look like? And it's like, yeah, we have to actually learn how to do something that feels new. But also, I always love to point out that this is some of the most ancient technology. Also, if we listen to indigenous communities around ways that they have resolved conflict over thousands and thousands and thousands of years, a lot of it is these same practices, and they're still practicing them, right? So it's being in a circle. It's listening. It's being able to let one person speak at a time. It's identifying what are the consequences, right? Not the punishments, but what are the reasonable consequences, the boundaries. You know, how do we make this right? What does that actually look like? And relinquishing the idea that, you know, we'll all end up as best friends at the end or whatever. Right? The kind of fairytale Disney version of conflict mediation. Instead, being with what is the human condition. It says, it might be hard, you might never get back to that, but you can get to a just place. You can get to a just place. You can get to a place where you're not walking around carrying the anger of knowing that person, that that's not the primary experience you're having. You know, it's like, I was hurt, and now I've been able to move forward. And here's what moving forward looks like. And I was able to define some of that for myself.

[A]

You know, there was a. I just want to read a beautiful. Some beautiful sentences you wrote. So, so powerful. And I'm. And I think this is in. We will not cancel us.

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Okay?

[A]

We are brilliant at survival, but brutal at it. We tend to slip out of togetherness the way we slip out of the womb, bloody and messy and surprised to be alone and clever, able to learn with our whole bodies the way of this world. And the context of that was talking about how your default position is wonder. And you have to carry around a lot of disappointment and frustration and critique with humanity. And that you also. That that is especially true when you look at social justice movements where you expect so much. Right. And desire so much, and you're being honest and you're actually saying that from a place of love, Right. And of high, brilliant expectations. And so countercultural in this context in which to call for accountability, to express honest critique, even to kind of acknowledge imperfection, is leapt on as failure. So you really walked into a brave and hazardous space.

[B]

That's right, Krista. Yeah.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

You know, I always think about how that book came out. I had been away on sabbatical and the pandemic was unfolding, and I returned from sabbatical and there was like, everyone was canceling each other is what it felt like. I had been away from social media for not even that long. And so I know this was happening before I stepped away, but I was normalized to it because I was in it every day. And then when I stepped away and came back, I was like, oh, my goodness. Like, this is all we're doing on the Internet now. You know, it just felt like. It just felt like, so intense, and it didn't feel. It didn't feel like what we're supposed to be up to, you know? Like, I felt like sometimes when I'm sitting around, I feel like I can feel. I'm not sure if it's ancestors or future spirit or whatever it is, but I just feel this. This beyond energy. Sit with me. Like, that's not the way. That's not the way. And sometimes there's a. Like, try this or take a look over here. You know, look up. You know, look at these starlings and just see if they offer you something, you know? And it felt like that I was looking at this cancellation wave, and then I was feeling for mushrooms, you know, and feeling for, like, who does know how to process toxic energy? Who does know how to process toxic happenings? You know, can we do it a different way? Could we do it with love? And can we be honest, at least? Honest that there's not love in the way we're doing it now?

[A]

Right?

[B]

Because I think that was also what was hurting my heart was people being like, yeah, we just have to love each other. And then we're doing the most awful, awful dismissals and disposals of each other. And because of my facilitation background, I was also catching some of those disposals. Like, people would show up and just be like, hey, you probably saw this, but I just got canceled. And almost always I was like, I didn't even see it. Like, I can't even keep up with. Right.

[A]

All of it.

[B]

So I was like, I had no idea, but this person was devastated and sometimes suicidal. Like, it was having an impact. And I want us to at least not pretend like it's not having an impact, at least that, you know, let's take responsibility. And then the other pattern I noticed was often it was people who were fairly young in movement themselves or fairly young inside of, you know, whatever their political analysis was. You know, I'm like, I can kind of remember before you thought that, you know, I can remember when you might have made the same mistake.

[A]

Right?

[B]

And, you know, my heart just was like, do y'. All. Do y' all remember that everyone was transphobic last week? Like, all of y' all were saying this horrific stuff, and, like, we need to unlearn this. Like, together, we need to unlearn it. And I think it felt like people were starting to skip the step of actually decolonizing and unlearning these oppressive systems and just being like, I'll just punish anyone who missteps, and that'll be how I do my action. And it's almost like that's people's activism now. And I'm like, so now we're in a true bind because punishment doesn't work. And it's not. It's like we're aligning ourselves with the state, and we're depressed. We're losing leaders left and right because people are making mistakes. And now there's no room for making mistakes. So it just felt like a total crisis to me that needed a different kind of attention. And because I had been away on sabbatical, I think I was brave enough to do it in that moment.

[A]

Yeah. What is it you mentioned Thich Nhat Hanh talking about being free? He says, fresh, solid, and free. You came back from Sabbatic. Okay. Do you have we will not cancel us. Do you have the link by you? I do. So on page 58, what you've been talking about on the previous page is kind of the harmony that is created. But what I really think you get at here is, again, we started with the cake, right? The layer cake. And the election isn't Going to change very much if you just. If it's just the icing. That's right. And so you're looking at the layers of this and I feel like this page is such an acute analysis of what cancel culture and I mean all around, right across the spectrum, what it says about our culture, which is kind of the opposite of, I mean, honoring emergence. Right. So would you just read that? You know, but one layer under that, what I hear is we cannot change.

[B]

We do not believe we can create compelling pathways from being harm doers to being healed and to growing. We do not believe we can hold the complexity of a gray situation. We do not believe in our own complexity. We do not believe we can navigate conflict and struggle in principled ways. We can only handle binary thinking. Good, bad, innocent, guilty, angel abuser, black, white, etc. Etc. Cancer attacks one part of the body at a time. I've seen it. Oh, it's in the throat now it's in the lungs now it's in the bones. When we engage in knee jerk callouts as a conflict resolution device or issue instant consequences with no process, we become a cancer unto ourselves, unto movements and communities. We become the toxicity we long to heal. We become a tool of harm. When we were trying to be and I think meant to be a balm oh, unthinkable thoughts now that I have thought you it becomes clear to me that all of you are rooted in a singular longing. I want us to live. I want us to want to live in this world, in this time together.

[A]

What's it like to read that back to yourself?

[B]

You know, I mean, I deeply believe it. Like I really want us to live. And I also, I feel less lonely now. When I was writing this, I felt very alone, you know, like I was just like, I'm scared for us and for movement spaces. Like I want us to hold each other as so precious. And when I was writing it, that was in me, drumming through me, you know, such a loud longing. But I feel so much less alone now than I did when this came out. Because it came out. And I've had so many people like, oh, yeah, you know, just like, yes, now I see what you mean. A lot of people have been called out in the time since this book came out who've reached out to me and been like, I didn't know until it happened to me. So, yeah, that's, that's the main thing that strikes me now is I feel like a lot, a lot more people are like, oh, it's, it's part of the political toxicity of the moment.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

That we've been all tricked into participating in.

[A]

You know, one thing I don't want to end without getting to is pleasure activism.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I think it's been so fascinating. It's been fascinating for me because I have this kind of cumulative conversation. Right. And at some point in the last couple of years, over and over and over again, people kept making this very clear, very insistent connection between justice and joy.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

And you. And you talk about pleasure activism, and so.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

So describe that.

[B]

Yeah. I mean, I want to make justice and liberation the most pleasurable experiences that we can have as a species. I want to make it feel like when I make the best choice, it feels good. And I know it from my bones up and out. And I know that that means a deep reclamation, especially for those of us who have experienced depression or trauma, that what gets taken from us often is the sense that we deserve pleasure, that we know how to feel it, that we're allowed to feel it. So one of the things I say is pleasure is not a frivolous thing, actually. It's a measure of freedom, that when you are free, one of the ways you know that is that you can. You can feel pleasure. You can feel the present moment. For most people, it's really just being able to feel the erotic aliveness of a moment. And the erotic, like, yes, I am alive. I'm here right now, and this is. This is how I want this moment to go. This is good. And I have to shout out. The queen mother of our. Of our lineage for pleasure activism is Audre Lorde.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

She wrote an essay in 1978 called The Uses of the Erotica's Power, and I highly recommend listening to it. You can actually listen to her read it.

[A]

I did not know that.

[B]

Yes. There's a video clip on YouTube of her reading it, and I'm like, it's always good medicine. It'll always get you right back in your alignment. Yeah.

[A]

And you point out, when you write about pleasure activism, that so much of how we try to organize and mobilize and even inspire orient. And yes, in social justice work, but in journalism as well, is about planting facts and guilt and shame. Even though, I mean, if we go back to that list of, you know, if we go back to Octavia Butler and the way you've talked about what is successful life. Right. That does not create change. But you're talking about how do we create, like, practices and communities that everybody see that are magnetic, that you want to run towards.

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Yeah. Toni, Cade Bambara said we have to make the revolution irresistible. Yeah, right. And I think about that. She's quoted and there's a whole essay from Alexis Pauline Gums in the book about her work. But I think about that, you know, because I'm like, we need. And it's all connected, you know, to me, it's the radical imagination work, the emergent strategy work, the pleasure activism work. It all connects because it's like we are trying to create a future in which we can actually survive. And we want to make it feel good, smell good, taste good. We want to make sure that everyone feels like they could belong in it. We want to make sure that everyone feels like their needs could be met in there. And we know that we can't get there through punishment. Right? And there's a pleasure. And I promise it. I always love to promise it to people because I'm just like, I know that this. Everyone can experience this. There's a pleasure from being present, truly present, where you're like, I'm with the people I want to be with. I'm doing what I want to do. It only comes from being really present. And capitalism has us socialized to think. We constantly have to be looking elsewhere for it. So we're running around not satisfied, not satisfaction, no sense of what that would be like. And in our justice movements, that's not a good look. Right? Because if we have no idea what it feels like to be satisfied, we won't know when we win. So, you know, I'm always like, we need to be satisfiable. We need to know what that feels like. And one of the fastest ways to know what that feels like is to be satisfied in the body. Yeah, right. Like, you know what an orgasm feels like. Most of us do. And even if we can't feel an orgasm, we can feel pleasure.

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We can feel the beauty that is actually not so accessible to so many of us. Just that, you know, yes, there's capitalism that is constantly making us not present. And there's also a world of fear, right?

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Totally.

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Again, kind of circling back. It is a time of unstoppable change. And change is so unsettling. And different kinds of people are on the losing end of this change or fear that they are. And fear has. Right. Fear is also. Fear is the greatest example of the power of imagination. Because even a perceived threat, right. Lands with the power of threat.

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Mostly it's imagined.

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So I appreciate a piece that you wrote. I think this is on your blog, A word for white people in two parts and you talked about, you know, first of all, you speak as a mixed race black woman that you think about, you know, you understand that you are connected to lineages of harm, even as you are harmed by these lineages in your body. And you. I appreciate this sentence so much, which is just humanizing. This supremacy is our ongoing pandemic. It partners with every other sickness to tear us from life or from lives worth living. I mean, to me, that kind of. You're saying, let's move towards lives worth living.

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Lives worth living.

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I really love that at the beginning of that blog post, you put a word for white people in two parts. Part one, what a time to be alive. Which is true. And which is another way to frame it. Right. And I feel like we should almost put that sentence at the beginning of so many of our conversations. Right. What a time to be alive. That we are in this total paradigm shift. Right. And that we are. We are tasked with standing before these existential, potentially transformative junctures for our species.

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Exactly. I mean, this is, to me, the most exciting thing right now. Right. Is like, we are aware if we wake up, we are in a place where we can create so much history and so much change. Everything is falling apart, but also new things are possible. And Octavia said that there's nothing new under the sun, but there are new suns. We're in a time of new suns. Right?

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Right.

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We're in a time of new suns. Like, we have no idea what we could be, but everything that we have been is falling apart. So it's time to change, and we can be mindful about that. That's exciting.

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Yeah, it's buckle your seatbelt exciting. Right?

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Yeah. It's like, this is we are the action heroes. You know, I always say that for organizers, but I'm like, really to be a human once you wake up and recognize, like, oh, I can shape everything. I don't have to be a victim of someone else's vision for my subjugation. I actually get to be a powerhouse in the story of my own life and my people's lives. Oh, that's a different invitation. I'd much rather live in that scenario. And so I do.

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And. And you do it as part of an ecosystem, not as a bold individual. Right. So that on the days that you can't carry that, on the days that it's not hope that you feel, but despair or exhaustion, you're not standing there alone with those.

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Well, and I've been thinking about this a lot. A friend of mine, Alexis Pauline Gums, who I mentioned, I think already. But she's such an incredible poet, an incredible writer. But she also has been teaching me a lot lately about how just the idea of being an individual, that is a ridiculous idea, right? She's like, that's a mythology. Like, we're not individuals. And, you know, the more I think about the ecosystems and emergent strategy and, like, what nature is trying to teach us, the more I hear, like, we are one. And when I think back to the first thing I felt like I understood it was that it's like, oh, we are one. Whenever I have a spiritual awakening, all of it resonates with that same song. We are one we are one we are one. And I think that's what we're supposed to be figuring out is, so then, if we are one, how do we do that? How do we be one interconnected living organism? How do we do that? And I think that's our big human question for this time. And I think it's a really good one to spend life on.

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So if you look around, if you think about this generative landscape, this emergent world that you're part of and that you are speaking to and where there are conversations happening that social media can't imagine, I've seen you talk about unthinkable thoughts and favorite questions, right? And I feel like you are constantly. There's always fresh thought that's emerging in you, but I also see that it is. It's coming out of presence, right? Not just to what's going on inside your head, but to what you see happening around you, what you're part of. And also, always other teachers. I'm curious, like, you know, sometimes I ask people at the end of an interview about what is making you despair and what is giving you hope right now, today. And I kind of feel like for you, the question is, what is your unthinkable thought and what is your favorite generative question today?

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Well, my unthinkable thought lately has been, will I be okay if humans don't continue for such a long time? I've been really driven by the idea that we have to continue like we simply must. We're so miraculous and incredible. But lately, yeah, my unthinkable thought has been like, and, you know, but we might not. So far, we're not making the kind of decisions that would lead to continuation. And what does that mean? And how do I still live a really meaningful life and, you know, fight till the end? Because I do feel like that, you know, I'm like, it is Miraculous enough that I want to give it my whole life effort, but also, can I also be at peace with what is. Which might be that we're not. We're not willing to change? Yeah. So that's the unthinkable thought. And it's unthinkable because it's so. It really brings up so much grief for me, you know, like, I really love life. And then the question, which is actually from one of my teachers, Grace Lee Boggs, that she would always ask when we showed up to sit down and talk with her, is, what time is it on the clock of the world? And I like this question. It always makes me kind of deconstruct time. I'm like, oh, we're in these looping patterns, actually. And we're in a pattern that feels familiar in these ways and new in these other ways. So we're in this interesting moment in black movement where we came through this first massive wave of Black Lives Matter and lots of black organizing happening. And there's a moment right now that's really tense and intense, and it feels like a lot of internal tension coming out into the light. But for me, this is also a moment of deep learning. And what we've never had before are the tools of communication and mediation. And there's just so many people who are calling each other and being like, I don't want to see us struggle in this way.

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So the tension feels like a time loop.

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The tension feels. Time loop. It's super familiar every time. Any movement. So it's not just true for black movement, but any movement that starts to get national acclaim and attention, there's going to then be that backlash that happens within of, like, well, who are you to. You know, the growing pains.

[A]

Right. Within the human drama.

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Right.

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Totally that. The growing pains. Something that grows.

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So that's the. Yeah, that's the loop. Right. But then the different tools that we have this time around, first of all, is so many more people are paying attention to black movement, period. Yeah, Right. And I think the vast majority of them are not getting caught up in that sort of movement internal stuff. I think the vast majority are just like, okay, Black Lives Matter, you know, like, so I need to orient around that. And I think there's so much beautiful work coming out of the movement for black lives and Southerners on new ground and the Catalyst Project and surge for white folks and allies. And it's just a different time of talking about racial justice and thinking about racial justice that is full of complexity. There's so many people asking the questions of what does blackness even mean? Like, can we interrogate this in a new way? And how do we keep it intersectional? How do we bring in all aspects of ourselves? So I'm finding it a very exciting time. Right. But it's also a fraught time, and we're able to look at it historically more. You know, when I talked about. I got to be in a conversation with Angela Davis, and she was like, yeah, we dealt with a lot of the same stuff. Right. But now y' all know how to take care of each other and take care of yourselves. And now there's therapy. Right. I have so many people who are like movement folks. So I'm like, I don't know where you'd be if you didn't have therapy, but with therapy, you could be like, oh, I don't need to take all this personally. Right. So there's just more tools.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

Right.

[A]

You mentioned Grace Lee Boggs, and I am so glad that I sat with her in Detroit in her last years and also just sat with that community around her. And you quote her on this matter of transformative justice and transformation. Right. What is it that she says?

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We must transform ourselves to transform the world.

[A]

I feel like that is something that this generation in time, you know, and your generation and the ones coming after of know, and that is new. That is a new thing to internalize. Maybe that's kind of what Angela Davis was talking about to you.

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Yeah. Like, I feel like there is this sense of it's not either or. Right. It's just that you are a personal front line. What's happening in your life and in the relationships you have with your family and how you treat people when you're upset with them. You know, I always ask people that when I. When I talk about transformative justice. Like, are you punishing anyone right now? And could that punishment be shifted into a boundary or a request? Is there a courageous conversation that needs to be had? How do you personally begin to practice whatever is in alignment with your largest vision? Abolition is something we practice every day in our lives. Right. Liberation, emergent strategy. All of these are things to practice every day. And I guess maybe to bring it back to the first question of spiritual practice. Right. To me, that's the ultimate spiritual practice as well. It's not about the bombastic meditation retreat. It's about, can you sit every day? Can you bring mindfulness into every activity?

[A]

Which also brings us back to fractals.

[B]

Yes. Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it absolutely beautiful?

[A]

Yeah. I mean, you're really, I keep using this so much of how do we really internalize in our bodies that this is what it's about, that what you do, what you practice in your everyday life is a pattern that is part of that larger pattern that you want to see.

[B]

That's right. I mean, and there's so much awakening. I always tell people that you're always practicing things. So it's not like you go from not practicing to practicing, but it's are you practicing things on purpose? Are you practicing things you would want to practice? Or are you practicing what someone else has told you is the right way to do something stuff? And once you start practicing on purpose, then you can actually practice liberation and justice and freedom. And then I think you begin to have this contentment that comes from practice. You know, like I, I know that I won't see total liberation in my lifetime, but I also feel very satisfied with how I'm practicing liberation every single day and in every relationship.

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And moving towards life.

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And moving towards life. Yeah, life moves towards life, you know, that's the trick.

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Adrienne Maree Brown's influential books include Emergent Strategy, We Will Not Cancel Us and Pleasure Activism. More recently she's the author of Maroons, a work of speculative fiction and she co edited the anthology Octavia's Science Fiction from Social Justice Movements. She co hosts the podcast how to Survive the End of the World and a special heads up. In late summer 2024, she is publishing a new book that I am so excited about. It's phenomenal, called Loving Corrections. The On Being project is Chris Heagle, Loren Drummerhausen, Eddie Gonzalez, Lucas Johnson, Zack

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Rose, Julie Seiple, Padre Gautulma, Gautam Srikishan, Cameron Moussar, Kayla Edwards, Tiffany Champion, Andrea Prevot and Carla Zanoni.

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