Alexi Hawley (11:35)
Those books I think predated or were very early in my life. But she also did how to Turn Lemons into Money, which was a child's guide to economics. And then how to turn up into down into up, which was a kid's book on inflation. They're all so smart. Because they really do boil it down to, like, Lucy's got a lemonade stand and Johnny is her employee and all that stuff. Super smart. But she also wrote one of the first books on incest back in the 70s. And she never went to college. She was not a professional. She wasn't a psychologist. She just was. She was interested in stuff. And so. And so she also wrote books on kids in the mental health system and kids in foster care. And then my dad was an actor up until my brother and I were born, when he realized that a. It's hard. I mean, you know, I mean, maybe you don't know, actually. Cause you've been doing pretty well for the last few years. But, like, a lot of acting is waiting for the phone to ring. You got an audition. Did you get the part? So I think by the time he was married, with two twin boys being born, he realized that that was not a life for somebody who needed to take care of his family. And also, maybe he was sick of it. I don't know. We didn't really talk about that. But I grew up in a very creative household. But high school, coming out of college, I was playing drums, trying to be a rock star. That's in a band in New York with my brother. That's right. And then met my wife in a band. And so it was only when I was, like, sitting in front of a computer at a day job at a law firm where I was a legal assistant. I just started writing because I was bored. And I gravitated towards features, towards movie scripts, and sort of taught myself how to write. And the way I taught, I never took a class, but what I did was I would watch movies and I would take notes, which I never looked at again, but I'd take notes. I'd be like, okay, at two minutes, this happens. At eight minutes, this happens. At 15 minutes, this happens. And it's sort of trying to internalize structure. Because to me, structure is the thing. If you learn structure as a writer, you'll work forever. Because you really need to understand how something works, right? And you have to know how it works even to break the rules, right? Memento is the most structured thing you'll ever see. It has to be, because it's backwards, right? So when Picasso was an amazing representational artist, he had to be before he started to take it all apart and do Cubism and all that kind of stuff. So to me, that was what I was trying to get into. My DNA was like, how it works where you need A twist in an action movie or a horror movie because there are different places and that kind of stuff. And then ultimately I never did that with television. But by the time I got to tv, six or seven years into my career, because I started out doing movies, I think I'd watched enough television growing up that I sort of had a sense and then it was just about translating the sort of feature model into television. But yeah, so I came out of college, I got married, I had a day job, I was playing drums. And I started writing and ultimately got an agent, got a manager, but it wasn't easy and nobody does it the same way. And so I ended up getting an agent through having done stage readings with a filmmaker who really liked a script I'd written. And one of the actors was William H. Macy and who this guy was friends with. And basically we did a stage reading at the Tiffany Theater in la, which is no longer. It was Bill Macy, Juliana Margulies, Felicity Huffman, Giancarlo Esposito. I mean, these are the people on their own nickel, like did the thing. Couldn't get an agent to even come to the reading. So which was crazy. So anyway, you know, basically I'm like, can, can Bill Macy send some. Get somebody from his agency to come. Which he did. And the guy ultimately hip pocketed me, which means I wasn't an official client, but he looked out for stuff for me. And so, so I started to work a little bit, but I had kids. Like, I didn't, I couldn't. I've never been in the business without having kids, which means nothing was optional. Like I needed to succeed, I needed to work. It made me a hustler, all that kind of stuff. So like I had several things that I had done, including I did a production writ on a movie called Swim Fan. I don't remember that. Fatal Attraction in high school.