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So now I'm in college. It's my second year of college. My girlfriend from my hometown, she moved up there with me and we got a little apartment and I loved walking my dog at night and it was super high Elevation. It was in a city called Prescott. And at night, you could just see a crazy amount of stars from our apartment. Because I would walk kind of out and behind it into, like, the woods, and there was, like, a clearing way far away. And then there was, like, a little picnic area. And I would just go out there and walk my dog and look at the stars. But one night, I was playing fetch with my dog, and she was just playing around, and I was like. I just went to the little picnic bench that was there, and I laid down on the bench to look at the stars, and it was gorgeous. And my dog's just relaxing next to me, just kind of. She's a little wore out, so she kind of lays down in the grass. And I'm laying on this bench, and I'm just looking up and. And the amount of stars you can see, it was. And my eyes were already adjusted to the night, so it's just like. It was. It just looked like TV static almost. Just white dots everywhere. And I'm just looking. I'm just in awe. And I'm remembering. I'm like, man, those are. Each. Each of those is a star. And I'm just thinking to myself, I'm just looking at each one, and I'm thinking, like, each one of those is a star, and each one of those has a planet. That's crazy. What if. Imagine how many of them have life at them or on the planets or something. So I'm just staring at them. Then all of a sudden, I just start getting, like, where my eyes relax. I'm just staring at the star that my eyes are just. That is just, like, in front of my eyes. And I'm just staring and staring and just, like, in a trance at it. And I just started thinking, like, if there's someone there, can you show yourself to me? Or can you talk to me? And I was just, like, talking to a star, right? And then I look over and I'm looking at another star, and I'm just, like, talking to it, and I'm just, like, looking around. And what I'm visualizing is. I don't know if you've ever seen the videos where they show, like, the size of the Earth and it pans out, then it shows the size of the sun, then it pans out. I'm just, like, visualizing myself zooming into there. Like, I'm traveling through space, and I see the star, and I'm there, and I see the planets around it, and I find a planet with life. And, like, I'm Just like visualizing these weird things. Just, just a crazy imagination, right? So I'm just looking and I'm just imagining like what would these lives look like? Like would they, would it be like cows? Like what would it look like? And I'm just talking to it. Like if there's someone there, can you please show yourself? Can you please talk to me? And I'm doing this to all these stars. And it's getting late and then I'm just kind of like relaxing. I'm like, okay, this is ridiculous. So I get up with the dog, I almost chuckle it off. I mean, I would like to say an alien ship popped up, but nothing happened. Heck, the stars didn't even twinkle at me. I mean nothing happened. So I get up, get my dog, we walk back and I mean it's nothing special. So like that wasn't on my mind. And then life goes on. A couple weeks later the semester ends and it's the winter semester and I go back home. And the winter semester is about a month long. So I'm gonna live at my grandparents house in my hometown. So I'm going to the mine there as an intern since I'm on scholarship and just working, hanging out with friends, childhood friends. And then one night, nothing special about that night or the day beforehand, I just wake up and I just have this urge, I just feel wide awake and I have this urge to go outside. So my mind is not thinking why I just get up and do it. Like I had this urge and I just do it. Like almost like if you want to drink water, you just get up and go do it. You don't contemplate it, you just get up and do it. So I just got up, walked. And I can like feel the coldness of the tile under my feet. Like it I could, I'm in my room first, you know, I feel the carpet, the, the texture of the carpet. And I walk immediately in the hallway and there's tiles and I feel the cold towel on my feet and I'm just walking, just walking, walking. And you know, it's kind of chilly. I know it's winter in Arizona, but at night it was still only like 50 at that time. And I get to the door and I'm about to just go outside and when I open the door, standing in front of me was two typical, what you would describe just as gray aliens standing on the other side of the screen door. And they were both standing side by side. And the way you get to the screen is there's like a ledge Almost like a mini porch. And when I say porch, it's just the foundation of the house that protrudes like three feet from the house. So they're just like standing up on this concrete next to each other. And they're. I would like to say they were little, but they weren't really maybe slightly shorter than me. I maybe like 5, 4. It didn't feel like I was looking at like, I don't know, like E.T. like something really like 3ft tall or something. I can see that they are wearing like something. I don't know if it's like a one piece suit or a two piece, but it's all very similar to their skin color. I don't know if it's like silver or, you know, gray. It just. It wasn't. It wasn't contrasting enough from their skin to really even take notice. I know they were wearing something because I could like, see the outline of like clothing on them. It looked like a suit, but it was just so close to their color. And immediately I kind of snap out of this urge to walk outside. And immediately my heart is pumping adrenaline at 100%. Like, I don't know anyone in the world who can see a gray alien and just not know that that is an alien. Because it is so typical and almost embarrassing to say that that's. I wish it was something crazier than a gray alien that I saw just because it's almost embarrassing to say it because everyone's like, oh, sure, you saw a gray alien, whatever. But I see it and immediately I know it's an alien. Like, immediately I know there's two of them. Man, if I was any older, I probably would have had a heart attack. Like, it was the most scared. I've been through a lot of things in my life and this was the most scared I've ever been. And all of it hits me at once. And within like maybe a second or two, it like stops like a freight train. All that emotion just stopped, like, gone. And I've never had my adrenaline going. And like when I. When that situation stops and is no longer a scary situation, like your heart's still speeding up and it's slowly going down. You know, you're slowly coming down off of it. This was like immediate, like just a flip of the switch just turned off. And immediately I lock eyes with one and then I just feel like, almost like they're pouring like warm butter over me. Just warm and like loving. It went from the most fear I've ever had to instantly loved. Imagine, like Your favorite uncle coming to visit you, like your favorite family member that you don't see a lot. And you open the door and just the excitement you see as a kid, you're just so happy to see him and you just feel this love. That's immediately what went over me. This is all within 10 seconds. This may sound like a long time, but it's maybe two seconds of adrenaline and then instantly happy. And then I'm just, I'm just staring at them and then I cannot look away. Like I'm forced to almost look in their eyes. So I'm just locked eyes with them. Well, with the one on the left. And I can't look away. Like even if I wanted to look around, I can't. Like it feels like I'm just stuck looking at it. And all of a sudden I just hear in my head, in my own voice, which is kind of weird, but I kind of think I know why in my voice, but in my voice I hear we're not going to affect you or something like that. I just remember, I specifically remember the word affect. And I just knew that they weren't going to hurt me or do anything to me. And the reason I think they were talking in my voice would be because honestly if they talked to me in like a different voice, I probably would have been afraid. And then they say, come outside with us. And any normal adult would probably slam the door and run screaming. But I couldn't. I basically just open the screen and just follow them. They turn around and I'm like, they weren't afraid of me. Like they weren't like walking, like making sure their back wasn't towards me. They just turned around, stepped off and we had this little brick floor, like a brick walkway up. So we have a long front yard. From the road to the door is probably like 30ft. And but to walk from the road to the door, there's like a, a little red brick pathway we made. So I step out, I'm barefoot. I feel the really. It's. The floor is really cold. It's obviously winter in Arizona. It only gets to maybe 40s, but the ground is still very cold at that. When you were just in a warm comfy bed and your feet are warm and you go to step on that 40 degree concrete. So what I thought was funny was that it didn't bother me. I knew it was cold and I knew it was the ground would normally be really cold. So I don't care about the cold, which is weird. Like it was almost like I had no choice but to walk. But I do remember with each step, I was careful not to hurt my foot on, like, the uneven bricks. And I feel the coldness. I feel everything. And I'm just walking behind him, and I'm just staring at the back of the head of the one on the left, and I don't know if I ever really looked at the one on the right while we were walking. I just was just, like, in a trance, and I'm just following it. And there's a gray craft in the road, and they walk me to it, and we're maybe 10ft from it, and we get up to it, and they kind of stand in a way and turn to, like, present me to it. And as soon as we get there, cars would kind of come down towards our house, but they would turn before they get to our house because there was a street nearby. And I see these lights coming around the corner, and I look over, and I immediately say, oh, they're gonna see us. And I don't know if I thought that maybe I'd get in trouble or something, but I felt like they're not supposed to see us. In my head, I just hear it say, oh, don't worry about it, or, no, they won't, or something along those lines. And then all of a sudden, it gets, like. The air gets, like, super staticky. All the hair on my body standing up, like goosebumps, like the most static I've ever felt. And, like, my vision got kind of blurry. Ish. But I don't know if it was actually my vision. It felt like. The way I would describe it, it almost looked like glitter falling in the air by us. And I don't know if it was. I honestly, I have no idea. It wasn't, like, particles falling, but it looked like glitter falling because, like, it was sparkling a little bit, and the air was super tingly. And then the car drives past, and then all of that immediately goes away. Like, there wasn't, like, glitter on the floor or anything. Like, there was nothing from that. So I feel like they weren't able to see us, but I was still there and I was able to see us, and everything was fine. Like, it's not like we got under a cloak and I couldn't see anything or, like, you know, it just seemed fine. And then as soon as the car drove past, I looked at the ship. And normally I probably wouldn't have looked at the ship, because if there's a ship and two aliens, I think most people would focus on the aliens. And not the ship, per se, but it felt like they forced me to look at the ship. And I'm just staring at it. And it's like the size of maybe a small school bus. Like one of those short yellow school buses. But it's. The way I describe it, it looked like a fuel tanker. Like, round, smooth. Like, in that proportion. It looked like like a big water tank or something. But it was perfectly smooth. Like, reflective and, like, silvery. But it wasn't, like, mirrored. It just looked like new aluminum. And when I was staring at it, I don't remember if there were, like, legs. I was just staring at, like, the upper two thirds of it. Like, I couldn't look away from that. Like, imagine you're looking at the. At the ship. Centered, but, like, up towards the top of the ship. And I was just staring and staring. And then all of a sudden, it felt like I was, like, connected to it. And when I felt that connection, then all of a sudden I had this knowing in me. It wasn't a feeling or like a thought. Maybe I can do something to it. But a knowing popped up in my head that if I really wanted to, I could change the shape of it. And I don't know why. Like, it wasn't communicated. They weren't. They didn't say, like, hey, you know, this was yours. You could change the shape of it. It was just, like, unknowing. I just knew I could. And, like, it felt like it was alive. Like when you go to the zoo and you see, like, a tiger for the first time, and you're just in awe because this thing that you see in books or something is finally right there, and you're just in awe, just, like, admiring it. Even if it's like the tiger's just laying there, you're just admiring it. Like, this ship. I'm just. It just feels like I'm looking at, like, an animal or like a living thing. And then immediately, once I knew I could change the shape, and I felt like I knew the ship. My whole consciousness, like, turned towards the aliens, and I couldn't focus on the ship anymore. So they're standing to my right, and the ship is kind of like, in front of me. So I turn my whole body and I'm just standing there staring at the one on the left again. And the one on the left said, do you have any questions for us? And again, this is all in my mind. There is zero facial movements, and I'm just locked in on their eyes. And their face looks just like an. I hate to say it, but it looks just like a typical what you would think, like, the big black eyes, smaller lower portion of the face. Like, I really wish I could say it didn't look like that because I feel like it would be more believable. But it just looked like a normal gray alien. So I'm just staring at the one on the left in the eyes, and it says in my head again in my voice, do you have any questions? And the first thing I ask is, am I dreaming? And he said, no. Like, almost like I was being silly. Like, no, like, why would you think you're dreaming like that type of no. So said, do you have any questions? And the weird thing about the questions, I can still feel it. Like my mouth was moving. And I asked a question. I know I asked a question. Imagine you're trying to think of a song or someone's name, and it's, like, right there on the tip of your tongue. And you know you know it, but all it takes is, like, something to, like, click. And you're like, oh, yeah, yeah, this is the song name. Like, you know it, but you just can't say it. Like, it's. You just cannot remember. And it's just. It bothers you so bad. That is the feeling that I have. Like, I know what I asked. I remember moving my mouth, and in my mind, I felt curious. Like, I asked a question. Like, if you're ever talking with someone and a question pops up, like, your mood kind of changes because you have this. You want to ask a question, right? And then you ask the question, and then when they answer it, like, that questioning feeling goes away. Like, they just answered your questions and they replied. And I know they did, because immediately that feeling in me of, like, having a question was gone. Like, I was satisfied. And then another one happened, and then another one. So I just remember that happened three times. So I know I asked three questions at first, and then I can remember. The next thing I asked is, is God real? And I very clearly remember that. And they said, we can't tell you that. I said, oh, okay. Well, let me tone it back a little bit. I'm sorry. I think the first three were maybe basic questions that they could answer. And I don't know why I can't remember or why I'm not allowed to remember or something. And then the next question I asked, what happens when we die? And they said, we can't answer that. I said, okay. And then I said, how big is outer space? And they also said, we can't answer that the last thing I remember that they answered. I asked, how can I talk to you again? And they said, all you gotta do is ask. And I said, well, how do I ask? And they said, well, the way you asked the first time. And so I was like, okay, I don't know. I don't remember asking, but whatever.