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Eric Stein (0:01)
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David R. (0:04)
Even talking about this stuff, it sort of. It stirs me a bit. So if I stammer, I'm sorry. I'm David R. And I live in North York, Ontario. I have eye issues related to something called Sjogren's. It's an autoimmune disease where you don't produce saliva in your throat or your eyes. So I had to get some surgery done. They had to laser off some residual parts around my cornea. The head ophthalmologist, he sends me to this person. This person's a doctor. So he's like, I think, the second year of his fellowship, and he's in charge of when the head isn't around. The person was of Middle Eastern background, and he turned, looking at, reading the chart, and the first thing this person says to me is, you Jewish? And I felt really defensive, you know. I said, yeah, but that's a German name too. He said, oh. And I said, is there another chair for my coat? He said, oh, just throw it on the floor. So what happens is when you do this laser surgery, they make you open your eyes really wide, and you put your eyes into this thing. It looks almost like a periscope, right where you're both eyes. And then they aim it and then they zap, right? It's just very painful. So, you know, I did well for the first few minutes. And then he yelled at me. He said, keep your eyes open. I said, I'm sorry. I have Sjogren's syndrome. I explained it. He said, well, you have to try harder. That was like my third round of laser. When you laser, it's not just zap one second, zap one second. The zap can go on for more than a few seconds. Last time I was there, I had another fellow who was such a pro, he would take and then he'd stop. And I said, take a break. Now. I know it must be hard for you, so there is a way of doing it better. But this person just kept zapping. Then my eyes would close and he'd yell at me more. It was definitely painful because he prolonged the zaps. He did these long ones. I said, well, I'm sorry. I said, can we just have a break for a few minutes because it's really hurting. He said, we will in five minutes. Let me just finish this one eye first, and then we'll do the other eye. It's like, okay. So I'm just, like, just closing my eyes just to try to gather whatever moisture I can in my eyes. He Starts again. He said, you're not keeping your eye open wide enough. I'm just, like, taking this, like, I just don't know any better. I felt intimidated because this guy's behind the wheel of a laser machine. I've never had that kind of experience with a doctor. You know, the more he yelled to me, the less able I was to keep my eyes open. It was more the same with the other eye. Then at the end, the main ophthalmologist came in and looked, and he said, oh, there's still a lot of stuff here. So the fellow said, well, he wouldn't leave his eyes open. Like, accusatory. Anyway, when I went back to see the ophthalmologist, I said to him, I can't see that person again. I just want you to know it didn't go well for me. He said, yeah, we've heard some other comments about him. Now is the word he used, comments. And he's no longer here, so I have no idea what that means, but it was, like, a relief. I said, I just want you to know. I felt really. This guy was, like, yelling at me. Mm. I could tell that this guy didn't really want to hear that stuff.
