In today's short, we get to know a man who struggles, and mostly fails, to contain his violent outbursts...until he meets a bird who can keep him in check.
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Robert Krulwich
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Robert Krulwich
Huh. That sounds easier than I thought.
Irene Pepperberg
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Robert Krulwich
Yeah, I do. Now, where did I put my keys?
Irene Pepperberg
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Jim Eggers
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Robert Krulwich
Wait, you're listening.
Jad Abumrad
Okay.
Larry (Jim's best friend)
All right.
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Robert Krulwich
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Irene Pepperberg
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Jad Abumrad
Hey, I'm Jad Abumrad.
Robert Krulwich
I'm Robert Krulwich.
Jad Abumrad
This is Radiolab, the podcast.
Robert Krulwich
And we're going to St. Louis.
Jad Abumrad
Yeah.
Robert Krulwich
Nice.
Jad Abumrad
Nice and direct.
Robert Krulwich
He likes that because his mom lives there. But you'll like that because you're about to meet something.
Jad Abumrad
Somebody unusual, unrelated to my mother, thankfully. This comes from our producer, Pat Alters. It's the story of a rescue, a double rescue, really. It's one we've been wanting to tell for a while.
Robert Krulwich
Pat Walters. So, a few months ago, I went to St. Louis because I'd heard this story about a guy who had this pet that basically saved his life. And the pet. Is a bird. It's about this guy named Jim Eggers.
Jim Eggers
Oh, you're recording?
Robert Krulwich
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm gonna. I'm gonna record. And in 2005, Jim was living by himself in a little apartment in St.
Jim Eggers
Louis, working in a Halloween industry.
Robert Krulwich
It was the winter, so Jim had just finished up his latest season at the local haunted house.
Jim Eggers
I've done Halloween stuff for 19 years. What do you do most of the time I've been in costumes and so forth, or wear masks, you know, like.
Robert Krulwich
Jumping out from behind dark corners and scaring people.
Jim Eggers
I can scream and, you know, go nuts.
Robert Krulwich
Which is kind of a strange gig for a guy like Jim because he has a really hot temper. What's technically your diagnosis?
Jim Eggers
I have a bipolar disorder with psychotic tendencies. And what that pretty much is is when I'm having a mood swing or whatnot, I can become extremely dangerous and violent.
Robert Krulwich
While I was there, he was totally calm. But Jim tells me that once he feels a mood swing start coming on.
Jim Eggers
It feels like real strange and tingly.
Robert Krulwich
Might just be a few seconds before.
Jim Eggers
All of a sudden, boom, Here you are like the Incredible Hulk.
Robert Krulwich
Have you ever. Have you ever physically attacked someone and hurt them?
Jim Eggers
Yeah.
Robert Krulwich
Jim's known around his neighborhood for just losing it. From time to time, he shouts at people on the street, punches dents in people's cars. One time, he even poured hot coffee from a second story window onto his neighbor's head.
Jim Eggers
I'd go off on people and the. It's horrible.
Robert Krulwich
And if you ask Jim, he'll tell you. This all goes back to when he was seven.
Jim Eggers
At the age of seven, I lost my kid brother in the Mississippi River. I saw him drown and.
Robert Krulwich
You saw. You saw him drown?
Jim Eggers
Yeah, I witnessed him drowning. We wandered away from home. We were not properly supervised by my parents. And I told my brother not to go over into the river because it was deep. He didn't listen to me. And then the currents dragged him down. I saw him bob up and down three times. And the third time, he didn't come back up. And I was pleading with God, you know, crying, please bring him back. I'm going to be in trouble.
Robert Krulwich
And when Jim's parents found out, they blamed him.
Jim Eggers
You know, it was my fault my brother drowned. I should have been, you know, I should have saved him. And then other times they told me that, you know, they wish it was me that died instead of my brother.
Robert Krulwich
And then when he was 16, Jim's mom threw him out of the house. She just said one day, get out, Jim.
Jim Eggers
Yeah, she said she didn't want me over there anymore. Get out.
Robert Krulwich
After that, Jim's life kind of spiraled out of control. He ended up living on the streets for years and just getting angrier and angrier at everyone around him. And then in 2005, which is where our part of the story begins, Jim did something that got him in very serious trouble. Tell me about the archbishop situation. Okay.
Jim Eggers
As far as the he'd been reading.
Robert Krulwich
News reports about sexual abuse in the Catholic Church. And for reasons that aren't entirely clear, Jim had become convinced that the local archbishop, Archbishop Raymond Burke, was involved in covering this stuff up.
Jim Eggers
Bailing out priests that have sexually assaulted children and so forth.
Robert Krulwich
And one day he was watching the news and he saw Burke on there.
Jim Eggers
Like on the 12 o' clock news.
Robert Krulwich
Talking about something, can't remember what.
Jim Eggers
And at that point I snapped and picked up a phone, dialed. The archdiocese, asked them to connect me to his office, which, like idiots, they did. And when they did, I told him, you know, I ought to come down and kill you. I said, I may even do that.
Robert Krulwich
Sunday, a couple hours later, Jim went out to run some errands.
Jim Eggers
And when I head out the door, here were the police.
Robert Krulwich
Jim ended up getting sentenced to a year of probation. Just a few weeks into his probation, something happened that would basically set the story that we're telling about Jim in motion. There's a typical Sunday morning and Jim's at church and he runs into this.
Jim Eggers
Couple, these people that own Variety Bird Shop in Valley Park. The husband stopped me and said, well, we. You know where you can get an African Grey Parrot? And they told me that she came with a cage.
Robert Krulwich
I said, why, why, why would they approach you?
Jim Eggers
Well, I was putting $100 aside every month to pay for a baby African Grey Parrot.
Robert Krulwich
And you have to understand that Jim is kind of an animal nut.
Jim Eggers
He's had dogs and cats, guinea pigs and stuff like that his whole life, never a bird.
Robert Krulwich
But when Jim read about these African Grey Parrots, he became kind of obsessed.
Jim Eggers
With getting one because I knew they were highly intelligent and they were a lot of fun.
Robert Krulwich
So when the bird shop people came up to Jim and said, we can get you an African Grey Parrot.
Jim Eggers
And she comes with the cage for $550.
Robert Krulwich
Jim thinks to himself, that's like half what I was gonna pay.
Jim Eggers
So he says, you know, I'll go ahead and take it, because that was too good of a deal to pass up.
Robert Krulwich
There was a catch, though. The bird wasn't at the shop. It was being sold by this local kid who was just trying to get rid of her.
Jim Eggers
I went over there and she looked absolutely horrible because this kid didn't take care of her.
Robert Krulwich
She was about a foot tall.
Jim Eggers
You want some peanut butter?
Robert Krulwich
She had a black beak. Pretty yellow eyes, too. Piercing yellow eyes, bright red, and tail feathers. But when Jim first saw her, she.
Jim Eggers
Didn'T have any flight feathers in her left wing.
Robert Krulwich
Cause she'd torn all of them out.
Jim Eggers
Yeah, she was plucking her feathers, which.
Robert Krulwich
Is this awful thing birds do when they get really stressed.
Jim Eggers
And, I mean, she looked horrible. I almost wanted to say no after I saw her, but he knew he.
Robert Krulwich
Couldn'T just leave her there. So he paid the kid, took her.
Jim Eggers
Home, and gave her lots of loving and care. And within, like, three days, she bowed her head. That means she pretty much bonded with me. Like, the third week I owned her, I was in a another room on the telephone, and she said, hey, Jim, do you want a beer? And it's like, I don't drink beer.
Robert Krulwich
She would say that to you?
Jim Eggers
Yeah. She asked me if I wanted a beer. And then she'd ask, tell me stuff like, will you get me a beer? You know, made me choke on my coffee.
Robert Krulwich
But a few weeks later, Sadie started imitating Jim.
Jim Eggers
Yeah, she'll impersonate a little chuckle that I do. It's like, yeah, it's even better than Elmo could laugh.
Robert Krulwich
And as Sadie spent more time with Jim, she learned to say words and phrases. And then one day, several weeks after I had her, something kind of wonderful happened.
Jim Eggers
I came home and I was, like, in a really bad mood, and I knew I had to do something.
Robert Krulwich
One of those moments when Jim could just feel he was about to lose control.
Jim Eggers
So I was trying to talk myself into calming down.
Robert Krulwich
What would that sound like?
Jim Eggers
I was talking to myself and was telling myself, calm down. You'll be okay. Everything's fine, you know, and you know, it's not so bad. And then she started repeating it.
Robert Krulwich
Saying, calm down, you'll be okay. Everything's fine.
Jim Eggers
Exactly.
Robert Krulwich
Just like Jim was saying, word for word. I was like, wow.
Jim Eggers
And it's like, that gives me an idea.
Robert Krulwich
Jim started rewarding Sadie every time she said something that might help calm him down.
Jim Eggers
Like, you know, you'll be okay, Treat. Everything's fine. It's not as bad as you think.
Robert Krulwich
Treatment.
Jim Eggers
Shut up.
Robert Krulwich
Treat.
Jim Eggers
I don't want to hear it.
Robert Krulwich
Treat.
Jim Eggers
I love you, Jim. And she'll make a kissing sound.
Robert Krulwich
Treat. Treat.
Jim Eggers
It just goes on and on and on.
Robert Krulwich
So Jim went online and actually found this special kind of cage that you can carry around on your back.
Jim Eggers
Then I took her with me just everywhere.
Robert Krulwich
Even got her registered as a service animal, kind of like a seeing eye dog.
Jim Eggers
I mean, everywhere.
Robert Krulwich
Where would you go with her?
Jim Eggers
I've taken her into churches. I've taken it aboard the public buses. Take her to the gym. Yes. I've even taken her into, like, a couple of casinos through Here.
Robert Krulwich
And Jim and Sadie had a pretty good situation when Jim started feeling himself get mad. He'd tell himself, calm down. Sadie would repeat him. But then one day a few years ago, Sadie did something that went beyond mimicry. Jim says he doesn't exactly remember the first time it happened.
Jim Eggers
Oh, I can't think of any right now because I'm, like, blanking out.
Robert Krulwich
But it probably went something like this. Jim's just out in the neighborhood one day. He's got Sadie in her little backpack cage, and something happens that sets Jim off. I don't know. A car cuts him off at the crosswalk, and immediately Jim starts getting that tingly feeling.
Jad Abumrad
Yeah.
Robert Krulwich
And then in the split second fraction of a moment before Jim starts to talk himself down like he does.
Jad Abumrad
Calm down, Jim.
Jim Eggers
Calm.
Jad Abumrad
Calm down.
Robert Krulwich
He hears. Calm down, Jim. From Sadie.
Jim Eggers
Exactly.
Jad Abumrad
She says it first.
Robert Krulwich
Yeah.
Jim Eggers
Wow.
Robert Krulwich
Like she knew what was in his mind or inside him, like before he even did anything. Oh, yeah.
Jim Eggers
She knows. She can sense that.
Jad Abumrad
How do you suppose that was happening?
Robert Krulwich
I don't know. I mean, Jim thinks maybe she can, like, feel a change in the way he's moving.
Jim Eggers
You know, I have, like, body tremors when I'm starting to really get furious.
Robert Krulwich
Maybe Sadie can pick up on those tremors. And Jim says this just kept happening.
Jim Eggers
She does it all the time. And, you know, it makes you stop to think if I would go off on a person or something like that, you know, I wouldn't have any remorse or anything, but, I mean, just a little innocent animal.
Robert Krulwich
But seemed to know him in this really intimate way, which kind of blew my mind. Yeah. But Sadie didn't do it while I was there. So I left Jim this tape recorder, and I asked him to try to get something like this on tape just so I could prove it to people. Hello.
Jim Eggers
My name is James Eggers, and I'm standing here with my parrot, Sadie. She's standing here right next to me on her little perch. Say something. You can say something to the. You can say something to the microphone.
Robert Krulwich
Huh? Week or so later, I got the tape back.
Jim Eggers
What do you have to say?
Robert Krulwich
Sadie was on there saying all kinds of things like hello, hello. She said her name. She said good girl. Things that I could imagine Jim saying to her.
Jad Abumrad
But did you ever get a sense from anything she said that there was a kind of weird intuitive exchange happening or something?
Robert Krulwich
Not really, but I thought if it happens as often as Jim says it happens, that someone in his neighborhood must have seen it.
Jad Abumrad
Yeah.
Robert Krulwich
So I called this woman who runs a coffee Shop around the corner from his house, asked her if she'd seen it. She hadn't. Oh. Then I figured I could call the company that runs the buses and the trains that Jim rides every day, thinking that maybe one of their drivers would have seen him get upset about something and nothing. And then I called Jim's best friend, Larry, and I figured if anyone has seen this, it would be Larry, because he's around them, like, all the time. He had neither. So I called Jim to ask if I was, like, missing anybody. He didn't answer, So I left a message, left another message. Then finally. Hello? Hi, Jim. I got him on the phone. It's Pat again.
Larry (Jim's best friend)
Yeah, go ahead.
Robert Krulwich
It seems like nobody else has ever seen her or heard her say those kinds of things to you.
Larry (Jim's best friend)
Well, she definitely has said those, but, I mean, she's not going to say the same thing every time she talks to me.
Robert Krulwich
Right, but has anyone ever seen her talk you down from being mad?
Larry (Jim's best friend)
No, because most of the time, people aren't around me when I'm having a mood swing.
Robert Krulwich
I started to wonder, like, is this the kind of thing a parrot is even capable of? So I decided to check.
Irene Pepperberg
Hello.
Robert Krulwich
I called the scientist.
Irene Pepperberg
I'm Dr. Irene Pepperberg, adjunct associate professor at Brandeis University.
Robert Krulwich
She's basically the world's expert on African grey parrots. So I asked her, have you ever heard of anything like this before?
Irene Pepperberg
Not exactly, but. But it doesn't surprise me.
Robert Krulwich
In fact, Irene told me that something kind of similar had happened to her once.
Irene Pepperberg
Yes. I mean, there's.
Robert Krulwich
With this parrot named Alex that she worked with for, like, decades. Irene told me that whenever Alex would.
Irene Pepperberg
Get out of line, not preening instead of working, or butting in with the other birds when he should be quiet so we can train them, we'd say to him, calm down. Just calm down. And one time I come storming into the laboratory because I've just come from a horrible faculty meeting when I was in Tucson. And Alex takes one look and he says, calm down.
Robert Krulwich
Really?
Irene Pepperberg
Yeah. And I actually stormed off. And I said something to the effect of, don't you tell me to calm down. And I went into my office and slammed the door.
Robert Krulwich
And Irene says that a parrot like Alex or Sadie probably doesn't know what.
Irene Pepperberg
Calm down means or you'll be okay, Jim. She may not know what each of those little phrases mean, but she knows.
Robert Krulwich
That when she says, calm down, Jim calms down.
Irene Pepperberg
So she has learned from association that that will bring her flockmate back to.
Robert Krulwich
Normal, which is a big Deal for parrots, Irene says, because they're prey. So they're constantly looking out for each other, trying to keep from getting eaten. And in Sadie's case, she's in a.
Irene Pepperberg
Flock of two at this point. So if she wants to feel comfortable while preening or eating, she needs to know that he's going to be watching out for her. Remember, she doesn't have a big flock. She just has him.
Robert Krulwich
Wow.
Jad Abumrad
So, in the end, what do you make of all this?
Robert Krulwich
Well, I mean, I can't prove that she does the things Jim says she does, but on the other hand, everyone I talk to around Jim says that whatever is happening between them is keeping him from threatening people on the street, from punching dents in people's cars. It's just keeping him a better guy.
Jad Abumrad
Yeah.
Robert Krulwich
So maybe it doesn't matter.
Larry (Jim's best friend)
I don't care if anybody believes me or not. You know, it's not. I'm not here to prove anything to anybody. That's not the point. The point is I know what she does, and that is that.
Jim Eggers
No.
Robert Krulwich
Okay.
Jad Abumrad
Come on, girl.
Robert Krulwich
Say hello.
Jim Eggers
Not burp.
Robert Krulwich
No.
Jim Eggers
Don't eat. No eat.
Robert Krulwich
Thanks to Pat Walters.
Jim Eggers
Come on, fly home.
Jad Abumrad
Into Sadie.
Larry (Jim's best friend)
Hello.
Jim Eggers
Good girl.
Jad Abumrad
Into Jim.
Robert Krulwich
Yep.
Jim Eggers
Sadie. What are you looking at?
Robert Krulwich
Huh?
Jad Abumrad
Into you for listening. I'm Jad.
Robert Krulwich
I'm Robert.
Jad Abumrad
See you.
Robert Krulwich
She looks sleepy.
Jim Eggers
She's got her eyes focused on me and trying to figure out what you. What you're doing with the mic.
Robert Krulwich
Yes. Yeah.
Jim Eggers
Can I get you some coffee?
Robert Krulwich
Thanks.
Jim Eggers
You're quite welcome.
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Date: February 23, 2011
Hosts: Jad Abumrad & Robert Krulwich
Producer: Pat Walters
This episode of Radiolab, titled "A Flock of Two," explores the extraordinary relationship between Jim Eggers, a man living with bipolar disorder and a history of violent outbursts, and his African Grey parrot, Sadie. The story delves into how Sadie, a rescue bird, becomes not only Jim's companion but also a crucial emotional support, helping him manage his temper and mood swings. The episode winds through personal trauma, animal intelligence, and the power of unexpected companionship.
“I have a bipolar disorder with psychotic tendencies. …I can become extremely dangerous and violent.” – Jim ([03:15])
“They wish it was me that died instead of my brother.” – Jim ([05:00])
Meeting Sadie ([06:42]) – Jim acquires Sadie, a neglected African Grey parrot, after years of saving up for one.
Sadie's Condition ([07:41]):
“She looked absolutely horrible because this kid didn't take care of her.” – Jim ([07:41])
Sadie has been plucking her feathers due to stress.
Bonding ([08:23]) – Despite her appearance, Jim takes Sadie home, and she quickly bonds with him.
“I was telling myself, calm down. You'll be okay. Everything's fine... And then she started repeating it.” – Jim ([09:49])
A Step Beyond Mimicry ([11:14]) – Sadie begins preemptively telling Jim to calm down before he even tries to calm himself:
“He hears, ‘Calm down, Jim.’ From Sadie.” ([11:43]) “She says it first.” – Jad ([11:50]) Jim and the hosts puzzle over how Sadie ‘knows’ when he’s upset, speculating about body language and subtle cues.
Emotional Impact ([12:19]) –
“It makes you stop to think... just a little innocent animal... seemed to know him in this really intimate way.” – Robert ([12:37])
“She definitely has said those, but I mean, she's not going to say the same thing every time she talks to me… people aren't around me when I'm having a mood swing.” – Larry, Jim’s friend ([14:39])
“Not exactly, but it doesn’t surprise me.” – Irene Pepperberg ([15:15])
“She may not know what each of those little phrases mean, but she knows… when she says ‘calm down,’ Jim calms down.” – Irene Pepperberg ([16:11])
She suggests it’s a form of associative learning rooted in the bird’s need to maintain a safe and calm 'flock'—in Sadie’s case, a flock of just two: her and Jim.
“I saw him bob up and down three times. And the third time, he didn’t come back up. …my parents told me they wish it was me that died instead of my brother.”
“Like, the third week I owned her… she said, ‘Hey, Jim, do you want a beer?’ …I don’t drink beer.”
“Saying, calm down, you’ll be okay. Everything’s fine.” – Robert
“Exactly.” – Jim
“She says it first.”
“Seemed to know him in this really intimate way…”
“I don’t care if anybody believes me or not… I know what she does, and that is that.”
This episode is intimate and empathetic, combining narrative storytelling with scientific inquiry. The tone remains gently skeptical but hopeful, emphasizing healing, companionship, and the unpredictable benefits of animal relationships—especially in the context of mental health.
"A Flock of Two" offers a moving portrait of how a rescued parrot helps rescue a man. Through a blend of personal stories and scientific explanation, Radiolab invites listeners to consider the remarkable ways animals can sense, respond to, and even shape our emotional lives—sometimes in ways we can’t fully explain, but deeply depend upon.