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Hi everybody. Thank you so much. Oh my gosh, I'll just never get used to that. First of all, I was hoping that what we'd be showing was not just my face. This is not my tour, but I haven't been technologically inclined since the late 90s, so I haven't actually used PowerPoint since probably the late 90s, so I didn't want to touch anything once I got it up here. But thank you all for coming and welcome to our independence. It is an honor for me to be going around Alberta with Sheila and Corey. As I've said, I feel like I've spent most of the last four years in eastern Canada, so it's really a treat for me to get to travel around my own province for a change. So thank you. And of course, Sheila Gunn Reed. So my other conditions, I'm allowed out for necessity of necessities of life. So basically just things that will allow me to continue to breathe and work. Community service. My community service is completed. I did get my hundred hours in. I'm still volunteering at the food bank though. I was pretty happy that they're going to let me continue to do that. And of course religious services. So those are my conditions. I'm let out of the house for that. It is a bit of a process to get out of the house. Obviously everything has to be meticulously scheduled, but the joke's on them. I'm a logistics expert, self proclaimed. So anyways, so yeah, there's a little bit more to just getting oops out of the house, but it's really not. I don't feel like I'm suffering, put it that way. So as most of you know, I worked in oil and gas for a lot of my time here in Alberta. I moved to Alberta in the late 90s and very proudly worked for organizations like Schlumberger. That was my first job in oil and gas. Really, really loved that company. Learned a lot from that company and just really started to love what I did. What I did. I mean, I got into the oil and gas industry and logistics and realized that I was good at it. You know, when you just, you don't know sometimes and then you just find that thing that you seem like. I worked well under pressure. I was great with deadlines. I loved organizing frat crews and cement crews and the equipment and the chemicals. And I just, I felt like I'd found my place. And so I was really confused when I sort of started paying more attention to some of the policies that were coming out from Ottawa, 3500 km away regarding our oil and gas industry. And so with things, policies and laws like Bill C69 and Bill C48, Medicine Hat. My community, much like a lot of Alberta communities, are predominantly oil and gas related or supported in somehow some way, shape or form. And I mean, I just couldn't believe it because I mean, I see the policies and procedures and the safety factors and the environmental factors and, and stuff that we had to follow and I couldn't believe that I was watching our politicians in Ottawa vilifying and condemning what was happening out here. Like in my opinion we should have been shouting it from the rooftops. Alberta has the most environmentally friendly, efficient energy industries in the world. Like we really should be streaming this from the rooftops. Instead they're trying to thank you. Yes, it's something to be proud of. And I mean I will always be be proud of my time in oil and gas. I had the best time. I met the best people, worked with the best guys and gals, and I was really lucky to have some really good managers. So I was pretty confused that the things that I was seeing happening in my workplace and in my industry were being vilified by the government that the way that they were. And so of course, as you can see here, that Quebec picture will come up later. But this is right in the beginning of my sort of advocacy days when we, I joined the local yellow vest rally group in Medicine Hat. And so we used to, you know, put on our yellow vests and take our signs and our flags and go stand on the road and think we were really doing something, you know, holding our signs when we get some honks and some Trudeau salutes at the same time. And that was fun. But I made some really great friends along the way here. And it was really my first, my first introduction into sort of the advocacy. I don't like calling myself an activist, but my advocacy and sort of my eye opening to what was really going on with our federal government. So, yeah, I did that for a little while, went to rallies every week and had a great time, met some great people. We had lots of flags, lots of signs back then. We were, like I said, protesting Bill C69, Bill C48, the M103, Islamophobia. Hate speech. I mean, hate speech is hate speech. So, yeah, we had a great time. So anyways, it's about also the same time when I decided that I need to quit talking and just mean tweeting and actually get off my butt and do something about helping my province. So in 2019, I hopped on board my local MLA, Drew Barnes. I joined his campaign to volunteer to help door knock and help in the campaign office and everything. And at that point, I got to meet Mr. Jason Kenny. And by the way, I'm just going to. Hang on, I got some photos from that day and I'm keeping them because there's going to be a tweet one day. He's going to. He's not going to be very happy, but I got proof. But anyways, you know, and to be honest, when I first heard that Jason Kenney was coming back to Alberta, I was. I mean, I thought that felt a little weird. I thought it was kind of strange that this member of Parliament was just going to give everything up and come back to Alberta to save us all. And I mean, let's be honest, we could have ran a cardboard box against Rachel Notley, and it would have won. So, but I, you know, I got working on the campaign. I met Jason Kenney this day, and I actually. He started to convince me that he was actually here for the benefit of Albertans. And so I threw my heart into it. I threw my heart and soul into helping with this campaign, because I still believed in the process. I still believed in the democratic process, and I still believed politicians when they look me in the eyes and talk to me. So that was April of 2019, and I believe it was within. Well, the federal election was in October, and by then I'd already decided that this wasn't working. And October 19th was the federal election, and Justin Trudeau won. And I watched before our polls closed as the numbers came, and we already knew that we had lost. And that's when I really knew for sure that we don't have a say out here. I mean, like, so many things that have to do with Canadian politics, it's just another dog and pony show to make you think that you're living in a democracy, to give the illusion that you have a choice and a voice. And so October 20th, I woke up and I messaged Peter Downing, who had invited my husband and I to go perform at a pro gun rally here in Calgary. And so I reached out to him as I knew that he was starting this Wexit movement and organization. And so I reached out to him and I just said, what can I do? I'm happy to volunteer. I'll be your Southeast Alberta coordinator. Let's do town halls. We got to start talking seriously about how we can fix confederation and our place in it, or we need to seriously start talking about leaving. And, of course, the Wexit movement itself morphed into the Maverick Party, as you know. And, I mean, I'm really, really proud of my time there. I met some wonderful people. I got to work on some great committees, and it really actually helped set the stage for what was to come, even though I didn't really realize it yet. I mean, all the organization that has to go into creating a party. And when Wexit, when I first joined, I was a part of. There was the Wexit provincial parties, bc, Alberta, Saskatchewan, Manitoba, and then there was the federal one. So in the beginning, I sat on the Wexit Alberta board, the provincial board, as well as the Federal board. And then when the pandemic hit, my husband and I lost our jobs, got laid off. So I gave up the Alberta position because we went to stay with Our family, my daughter, Manitoba. So I took over the province of Manitoba. I was helping set up EDAs and trying to find candidates and stuff. And it was such a great experience. And I had quite a few different positions within there. Obviously, as you know, I started off as a volunteer coordinator and then I went into communications and then I ended up being the secretary by the end. But I mean, I love the platform. I love the stuff that we came up with that I really agreed with because. Because I don't think there's too many people in this room that just want to leave so bad. Just despise Canada. I mean, I think most of in this room are reluctant, but I mean, if you feel like I do. We've tried and we've tried and we've tried and we've tried. And at what point do you stop just trying and actually try to find a real solution to the problem instead of just hoping that this time, like every federal election, I think this is the time. Or every scandal that Justin Trudeau had. I would tell my husband, I said, this is it. He's buried now. I know it, like he can't get out of this. And Dwayne would be like, oh no, you watch. And he was right every single time. Now he's got Katy Perry. So I'm not too sure that he's a real winner there anyways there. Astronaut meets rocket scientist. I'm sure they're interested in going versus conversations. So. Yeah, anyways, I mean, basically with the Maverick Party, what we set it up to do was to have a two track system. So the first option was to try and get some changes to confederation for Alberta to give us greater autonomy in the west to, you know, access to our resources, just to get a fair say in confederation and feel like we have a say. And barring those changes, which we were pretty sure we weren't going to get anyways, then we were going to seek independence, which is what we're all doing here now. And I loved it. I actually, lots of people hated the name. I kind of liked it. But that's because I'm like a Tom Cruise fan from way back. But the one thing, the reason I really love this logo is because we actually literally had freedom in our name. So it's just, it's funny looking back now on my experience doing this and how, like I said, how it came to help me later on with the convoy, I just want to throw this out there. I am so proud that this picture is going to be in the history books for all of Time me sitting in a courtroom with a mask, but with my. I love Canadian oil and gas. Too bad I didn't say Alberta oil and gas. But yeah, as I was saying, as you know, I do have some experience with the project fear mongering that we faced. It was. It was when we were on our way to Ottawa that Chris and I. Which is funny, Chris and I actually didn't have a lot of time to talk on the way to Ottawa because he was either busy or I was busy. And like, I remember, you know, Chris Barber's first world problem. It was the cutest thing because he was, you know, Sean Hannity and Tucker Carlson fan back then, and he was doing an interview with Tucker Carlson and Sean Hannity was on hold and he was just like, you know, the king of the world. It was really, really cute. But I remember having the conversation with him about how I felt, you know, everything was. So many things were being exposed. Just before we even got there. We were still on our way and a lot of things were being exposed. And I said, you know, I feel like now that a lot of this is coming up and people are starting to have their eyes opened, I feel like everything that they have planned for us is going to be expedited because the jig is up. And what I mean by that is the censorship bills that we're seeing right now. You know, a lot of things that are happening right now, I feel, have been expedited because they got caught, they didn't expect it, and they were exposed. And as you can see, I mean, it was one of the most beautiful, beautiful things ever. And it's too bad that the government didn't. I feel like the government and the mainstream media had a golden opportunity here to really unite Canadians, like in a Terry Fox moment or an Olympic gold medal win, sorry, probably too soon moment. But, you know, they blew it. And it's just still, to this day, shocks me, the amount of fear. Like I said, they were telling people that we were setting apartment buildings on fire, that there was threats of rape, that we were stealing from homeless people. What were some of the other ones? Oh, yeah. Funded by Russians, of course. I mean, that's always. That's. I saw that out again on Twitter today. Did you know it's the Freedom Convoy? And now Alberta separatists are backed by Vladimir Putin. So just so you know, Putin's got your back here, I guess. And, I mean, obviously when we got there, we worked very, very, very diligently. So I guess my point here is that, you know, I went from being a proud Canadian to, you know, we have to leave and we have to seek an opportunity to get out of here, to this experience. And it changed my life. Whoops. Obviously, I went from. I went from wanting to leave or feeling like Alberta needed to leave Canada to feeling like, we can do this. This is the Canada that I grew up in. You know, if you guys could have seen the reefers full of donations that were at all, not just one outpost. I mean, all of them, that was Canadians looking after each other. And that is the country that I grew up in. I mean, I lived in some pretty desolate places growing up in Saskatchewan, where, you know, if there was a snowstorm, we didn't get out of our yard. It was our neighbors that came and helped us, or vice versa. I grew up in a home where my family would, you know, if people were stranded on the highway or hitchhikers, my parents would pick them up and bring them home and feed them. And I can't tell you how many times I woke up to strange people on our couch. But that's just what we did back then. And so my perspective changed. So we got into Ottawa, and a couple days later, for more than just this reason alone. But a couple days later, I got an email from the chair of the board, who was in lovely Palm Springs, Florida, who emailed me to say, you guys have proved your point. It's time for you to turn around and come home. And this was Tuesday morning after we just landed, and I said, come home. I said, we just got here. I said, nobody's even came to talk to us yet. Like, what point have we made? And so sometimes I lose my temperature. But still, even still, I'm so grateful for my experience there and the people that I got to meet. And, you know, it taught me a lot, like I said, of what was to come. So, of course, when the convoy started and immediately, you know, when we started seeing the kind of support we were getting, I mean, I knew exactly. I needed a finance committee, I needed a social committee. We need to set up spokespeople like we had to, basically. So I don't want to see, like a political party because that'll just start a bunch of conspiracy theorists. But we had to set up a grassroots, loosely run some kind of organization, or it would have been complete chaos. But I also recognized what happens because, of course, the Wexit movement and the Maverick Party, we were all once again, can you imagine how many times I've been called a white supremacist or a Domestic terrorist, a traitor, a seditionist. I don't think wanting to exercise your democratic rights makes you a traitor. I think trying to stifle those rights is what makes you and not even a traitor. I'm not even going to use that rhetoric, but you know what I mean. And so I completely changed my mind and I thought Canada is totally worth saving. And I walked away basically from the independence movement because I thought we got this, you know, we're going to do this. And then, you know, I didn't want to give up hope and I still haven't given up hope. I'm always going to have hope, I guess just because of my experience. But I also know if you're, if you're being, if you're in a terrible relationship, you need to eventually leave. Like if you don't help yourself, no one else is going to help you. And I said this the other day, there's a reason when you get on a plane that they tell you if there's something happens to put your mask on first. Because if you are not strong and stable, you are no good to anybody else. And I personally feel like Albertans are generous and kind. I don't think we mind helping other parts of the country but a little appreciation would be nice, maybe a little encouragement to help us with our resources, you know. But that said, again, we can't help other people unless we're coming from a position of strength and stability or. And much like myself, I mean, I feel like Alberta has been shackled, they've got leg shackles on and we can't do anything because we're vilified, we're cancelled, we can't move our resources, etc. Etc. But as you know, seeing how obviously my treatment in the Ottawa Court, Ontario court system was very eye opening for someone that's never been through the legal system before. I was absolutely stunned at how they even spoke about me in court. I mean, one of my charges was intimidation, you guys. I mean, come on, in what realm of reality am I intimidating to anyone? And so I guess, you know, I started to just get a little bit disappointed and a little bit disappointed. And then of course the POEC came, the Public Order Emergency Inquiry into the invocation of the Emergencies Act. And I went into that with a lot of hope too because I still believed, I still believed that we were going to have some justice and some accountability. And you know, when I stopped believing, I believed that right up until about the sixth or seventh week when the bureaucrats and MPs started coming in to testify. And I realized in very short order that I was watching a dog and pony show. And that was really disappointing to me because I learned lessons the hard way too. That's always been my way. If there was an easy way and a hard way, I always pick the hard way. I don't know why, it's just what I like to do. But you know, I left there first of all feeling very disappointed and losing faith in, more faith in democracy. But also I left there with the realization that out of all the organizations, out of all the law enforcement agencies, out of the government, municipal, all levels of government, all of these organizations that I came in and watched testify, the most professional and well organized of them all was the Ontario Provincial Police and the Freedom Convoy. Everybody else was a shit show. I'm just gonna say it. They were all, just all. I mean, one hand doesn't know what the other hand is doing. And I mean that's concerning. Especially when you look at the size of our current government. Nobody has a clue. I mean, let's face it, they've just sealed the vaccine intern documents for 15 years. Why? Because there was so many. There was over 3 million documents. Well, if you have a job and you can't do it, then you need to get the heck out of there and let people in that can come, come and do your job. Not being able to do your job or not being able to go into work, I mean I can't. As an Albertan or somebody that grew up on the West, I think it's absolutely laughable that we have federal government employees that are fighting, going back to work, going into an office. They're not going to sit on a drilling rig in minus 30, they're not digging a pipeline in minus 25. They have to drive to their office and they're taking the government to court. I mean, let's just get back to some common sense. That's all I want. And then of course, I mean my whole experience through the justice system itself, I mean this is pretty concerning when we quite clearly have a two tier justice system in Canada. The first headline that you see that says Ottawa Pro Palestinian protesters claim legal victory after all the charges are dropped. This happened just before May 12th. I think that was our, it was the hearing we had just prior to our conviction. So it would have been like final arguments and stuff. The interesting thing about this particular case is that the Crown prosecutor who if you have had my book and read my book, his name is Moyes Craig, he was the original Crown prosecutor on our case and had to quit after my book came out because he said in an interview that I mentioned his name 60 times, some of them defamatory. You called me a terrorist. Dude, I'm just making fun of you in my book. And you're going to call that defamation. Anyways, he was legit. He was the Crown prosecutor on this case. Case. So we get into Ottawa to go to the hearing prior to our, our verdict and find out that this particular Crown Prosecutor who wanted 10 years in jail originally for Chris and myself, let off five pro Palestinian protesters with the exact same charges as me and Chris. And all they had to do was donate money to a charity and write a letter to the. So tell me how that works. It's obviously very clearly two tier justice system. Also, not long ago, as you will know, well, we were Both sentenced to 18 months house arrest. I have already done just about 50 days in remand, which is not jail. Actual jail would be Disneyland compared to a remand center. This gentleman here was trying to buy sex from an underage 15 year old girl or who he thought was that. He got a conditional discharge so that the charges and a conviction would not hurt the process for his immigration into Canada. And then there's me. Very scary. I have my bail revoked twice. Yeah. So I mean, I've obviously come full circle. I'm sad. I don't want to. I would, I hate to leave Canada, you know, But I mean, it's not what it was. Sometimes I now look back and I wonder if it ever was what I thought it was. I mean, we've had problems. I mean, I've read about Metis people, the history of the Metis people. I mean, how the government's run all along and. But it's the people, it's the Canadians, right, that I love, that I hate that this is happening to. But like I said, we have to come from a place of strength and stability and prosperity before we can really help anybody else. And I don't think that makes us selfish. I don't think that makes us treasonous. Traitor. Seditionists. We are literally, literally exercising our democratic right to hold a referendum to leave the confederation of Canada. And we may lose. I mean, we might lose. We don't know. It's not going to be easy. As Sheila was saying, it's a long road ahead. And then after the referendum we still have all the negotiating to do after that. But one thing that I'm going to say is that I'm so proud. Just like the convoy. I hope this doesn't make me cry. I see a lot of name calling, I see a lot of dismissiveness, I see a lot of mocking. But I don't see any of that coming from our side. I'm seeing that all coming from the other side. I left Medicine Hat the other day to drive to Red Deer for one of these tour stops and as I was leaving I heard about, I don't know if it was the Free Canada petition, but anyways it was one of those let's all stay in Canada and love one another events that was happening in Medicine Hat and I didn't see one letter to the editor asking them to shut down the event. I didn't see one post on Facebook calling any of them names. Have your event come and have your say. This is what we're here for, to have discussions and this is the way to do it. Have discussions like Corey was saying. Have these very positive discussions with people. The pros of leaving, I mean as opposed to just the cons. I mean there's lots of pros. And be mindful of the fear mongering, you know, the sun, the morning after the referendum, the sun is still going to come up and we're still all going to get up and go to work. The world is not going to end and we're just going to figure it out. When we left for Ottawa, we didn't have a hot clue what was going to happen. We hoped, we prayed, but we didn't know. But it's going to work out and you have to be brave. You have to be brave and you have to be willing to understand that there might be sacrifices. This is maybe isn't going to be the easiest thing ever. But if you're not willing to make the sacrifices then you know this isn't going to work. It is a risk but what I will tell you is if you don't risk change, you know what changes? Nothing. You're right. So it's worth a shot in my opinion and I think we can do it the right way and I think we got the great heads here. Oh yeah, and this book is. Oh, this is not a plug for my old book but I'm starting a new book so we're gonna have a part two coming out pretty soon which I'm really excited about. That one ends up at the end of the public Order emergency commission and I feel like I've lived three lifetimes since then. Before I finish off, there's one person I meant to thank which is my husband in the back there. I was gonna Try. In the. You know, as far as the. Well, I feel like he sort of won the jackpot in the. Honey, I didn't sign up for this lottery. We thought we were just going to play cover tunes and rock bands in the bars till we died, basically. But last week he drove me up to Mira in a blizzard. Today he drove me up in a dust storm. And he does so much more than just that. And I just. Thank you. Thank you to Duane for having my back. And lastly. Sorry, I know I'm talking a lot. I'll wrap it up. I could literally stand here and talk to you all night. When I was in prison, the second time, when I was in jail, a good friend of mine sent me this poem, and I had a lot of time on my hands, so I committed to learning it, to memorizing it. So, you know, Alberta, I feel, has been shackled, just like I have been shackled. We have all these. We have all these resources. We have of all these things that we could be doing, but we're being governed by a place on the other side of the country. And so I feel that there is some similarities here, and so I'm going to read it to you. It's called Invictus by William Ernst Henley. Pardon me. Out of the night that covers me Black is the pit from pole to pole I thank whatever gods may be for my encouragement. Unconquerable soul in the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeoning of chance My head is bloody but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade and yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how straight the gate how charged with punishments the scroll. I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul and, Alberta, you are the masters of your fate. You are the captains of your soul. Get out and talk to your friends, because we can do this. We got one shot, and we can do this, and we're gonna do it the right way. So get out there, sign the petition, tell all your friends and my deepest, sincere, sincere thank you for coming out the night. Thank you.