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My dream job was to work with the national parks. Ever since I was a young boy, I always dreamed of being a park ranger, patrolling campgrounds and chatting with some of the friendly campers. Hiking trails to make sure everything was easily maneuverable and just spending time in nature. Being in nature has always been my way of disconnecting from reality. Whenever things got stressful in life, I would hit the trails or go backpacking for a few days or rent a campsite in some remote area in the woods. My parents were never supportive of my goals. They would have much rather seen the letters MD after my name or my face on a billboard advertising towards people who are involved in traffic collisions. Oh well. I put in an application for one of the county parks near my house, not really expecting much out of it. I was fresh out of high school. No college experience yet flipping hamburgers and dealing with people who find a reason to complain and everything. So there was no harm at all in putting out applications. I pulled up a Google map directory of every local, state, county and national park in my state, California, and submitted applications wherever I saw openings. I even called a few parks that I really liked to see if they had any positions available, but hadn't had any luck for months. My bank account was starting to dwindle as a result of constant maintenance on my 03 Civic, which had been put through more than the manufacturers could have ever designed the cars to experience, and I was starting to stress I would pinch my pennies together at gas stations, skip meals altogether when I didn't have anything readily available at home, and try to cruise 55 on the freeways to be more efficient with what little fuel I had. I definitely didn't expect this to be my reality after high school, but I guess I should have. My parents kicked me out the minute they found out I was gay and I was left living in my car for months until I found someone who would let me crash on their couch. It was really mentally challenging just trying to convince myself to keep going through everything, but I had this gut feeling that things would work out eventually. I know it sounds kinda weird, but this life wasn't half bad. I mean, I saved a fair bit of money on rent because Dylan let me sleep on his couch at night for free. I took my Civic with me wherever I drove to the beaches, the forests and the mountains east and deserts. Sleeping in the car wasn't too bad. I wasn't exactly the most picky camper in the world and knew that it was cheaper than renting a hotel every night. Eventually I'd have loved to get a van or an SUV to have more room, but for now the rusty bucket of problems we call a Civic would have to work. I remember the day that I got the email. I had just checked my bank account balance to see that I had $7.80 left. I was a few thousand miles over when I should have gotten my oil changed and my front brakes were squeaking again, most likely as a result of the axle leaking grease and corroding them. Like I said, rusty bucket of problems. An email was in my inbox that read National Park Service immediately hiring full time ranger Must be willing to relocate. Base salary 65,000. Respond for info. I had never been a religious lad, but this felt like a godsend. I had never seen more than $5,000 in my bank account at one time. Let alone 65,000 a year as a base salary. Of course, I had to reply to them and send a message that read, hi there, I'm Jake, a wilderness enthusiast based in California. I'd love to learn more about your opening with the National Park Service. I am willing to relocate wherever, although it might take time for me to get there. Let me know if you'd like to interview me. I attached a copy of my resume, which had a fair bit of information that would have proved I was the right candidate for the job. Ample experience in the wilderness, knowledge on most survival skills, excellent physical shape, good work ethic. I had beefed up my resume as much as possible. I don't know if I would have been able to forgive myself if they say I was unqualified or didn't get the position. That wouldn't have been an issue though. About 24 hours later I got a response from a woman by the name of Abigail inviting me to do a tele interview. A day later, I started to feel giddy with excitement at the prospect of finally landing my dream job with the National Park Service. Not only that, but having accommodation, stable income and being able to spend time surrounded by the beauty of nature is all I could ask for in life. I set a reminder on my laptop that I had an interview and hastily jotted down the number that she said she would be calling me from. I tried so hard to focus at work that day, but it felt like I was stumbling over orders and making careless mistakes again and again. Every time I slipped up, the manager walked over and yelled at me, then muttered to herself in Spanish and walked away. I was so close to quitting on the spot, but something told me to hold off just a bit longer until I know for sure if I got the new job. Fast forward to the next day. Abigail called me about five minutes late. She asked me pretty basic questions. My past work experience, my work ethic. Asked me to describe some of the experience I have had in the wilderness and what knowledge I can bring to the team. I answered her questions honestly and very thoughtfully, making sure to reference real world scenarios whenever possible so she didn't think I was bluffing with all the experience that I claimed to have. It seemed to be going great and I was certain I would get the position. I was smiling wider than I'd smiled in months when she asked me the question that sticks with me to this day. Are you afraid of what lurks in the shadows of the trees at night, Jake? It took me a minute to figure out how to respond to this I didn't expect her to ask me that when I was going over interview questions the night before. I planned just about everything out, even some follow up questions to ask her about the position that would show how interested I am. I had not prepared for this. I had never been afraid of the woods or any nature at all. I had no reason to be. I knew everything there was to know about defending myself. I could use a knife pretty well, was a great aim with a crossbow, and had even made my own bows before out of materials in the woods. I didn't exactly believe in supernatural beings or demonic entities, so there was no reason to be afraid. Still, her question unsettled me a little bit. I tried to convince myself that it was just a joke and she wasn't serious, but the lack of laughter matching my nervous laughter shot that theory down pretty quickly. I took a deep breath and then responded. I've never been afraid of the shadows in the trees. I do just fine in the wilderness and have never been in a situation where I feel like I lost control. Her response sent chills up my spine. I reckon you should be honey. She's always watching, even if it feels like she left. No matter how far you go, she'll always be a few steps behind you. She's always smiling too. If you dare Ignore Abigail cut off as she began talking to someone else on her end of the line, assumingly a co worker or another park ranger. She eventually put herself on mute and I spent a few minutes minutes processing what had happened. Who is she? What happens if you ignore her? I felt a bit uneasy, but then realized that Abigail works with the Parks. I feel like to work with the NPS you have to be at least a bit crazy. Not many people would want to give up the luxuries of fast Internet, guaranteed electricity and a healthy social life to live alone in the middle of the woods patrolling and yelling at people who started fires outside of fire pits. Even if you weren't crazy getting in, chances are by the time you retire you'll have a therapist on speed dial. I tried to chalk it up to being that an older lady who was starting to lose her mind and brushed it off as no big deal. Just as I came to my conclusion, I heard Abigail's voice on the other end of the line again. Congratulations, Jake. You're perfect for the position. We're going to send you a ticket for your plane that'll be embarking to Alaska to start in Denali national park in three days. Do you have any more questions? I froze for a minute I was going to Alaska in three days. This moment was honestly the happiest of my life thus far. The realization that everything I had dreamed of was starting to fall into place. I was likely going to be surrounded by millions of trees, millions of acres of land, and one of the most beautiful landscapes the world has to offer. It had been my dream to visit Alaska one day, and now I got to live there and get paid to do so. But I had to find out more. I wanted to know what she meant earlier about the girl who watches you. Even though I'm almost positive it was nothing, I wanted to hear it from her. Just to ease my racing mind, I decided to start with a pretty general question. What should I bring with me? I asked. She responded quickly, just your clothing and anything you might want in your station. Phone, laptop and charger. Winter clothing, a few decorations or memories from home, any other weird gadgets you love, and maybe a pocket knife. We'll provide everything else you need. I didn't exactly have a lot to my name aside from my car and a few boxes of crap that I had collected over the years, so I figured I would pack light. I had to do a bit of shopping for winter clothing, as it's never cold enough to warrant heavy jackets in Southern California, but that would be a lot easier when I had the couple hundred dollars my car was worth in pocket. I felt like we were comfortable enough with each other, so I asked the question. You said something earlier about a woman who watches you? I asked hesitantly, half expecting her to hang up on me and deny me the job right then and there, but she chuckled and responded, oh, sorry about that. Sometimes my brain acts all wonky with these interviews. She cleared her throat and continued. It was just one of those moments. Nothing to be afraid about. That explanation resonated with me and I thanked her for her time and hung up. I could hardly sleep at night. Anticipation for my flight and vivid dreams about the forests, the wildlife, and life as a ranger filled my thoughts constantly. One night it got so hard I had to take Benadryl just to make myself drowsy enough to get a few hours of shut eye. It was the day of the flight. Dylan helped me with my bags and drove me to the airport. I decided I would give him the rest of the money I had, as I was sure there wouldn't be any convenience stores where I was heading, and left him everything I couldn't take with me. I don't know if he was just taking it so I didn't have to lug it down to Goodwill or deal with the horror commonly known as Facebook Marketplace, but I appreciated it either way. I entered the terminal, scanned my boarding pass and checked my duffel bags and carried a pack with me that had all my technology, crappy point and shoot camera I had saved for years, my laptop, cell phone with contacts of the few people I wanted to remain close with, and a few notebooks because I love writing. Of course I had all my hiking gear packed, even though they said they would provide me with gear of my own when I got there. It was too difficult to part with these shoes and poles and things that had kept me going for so many years. When I had nothing else to look forward to, I boarded my plane, threw my backpack in the overhead stowaway bin and prepared for takeoff. This was it. The moment that my entire life's hoping and working had culminated into every struggle I had, every moment of doubt whether I wanted to keep pushing on through. The poverty and pain was gone. My dreams were about to become a reality. I braced myself for takeoff and shut my eyes to get a little bit of rest while the plane began its six hour journey towards Alaska.
