Senseless with Erika Mahoney: "We’re All Connected"

In the poignant episode titled "We’re All Connected," released on July 1, 2025, Erika Mahoney delves deep into the aftermath of the tragic Boulder mass shooting. This episode weaves together personal narratives of loss, survival, and the unexpected connections that emerge from shared trauma, highlighting the resilience of the human spirit amidst unimaginable sorrow.

Introduction to the Tragedy

Erika sets the stage by recounting the fateful day of March 22, 2021, when an active shooter entered the King Soopers grocery store in Boulder. This heinous act resulted in the loss of ten lives, including Erika’s father. She emphasizes the tight-knit community atmosphere fostered by local grocery stores, where "Familiar faces, a friendly hello or nod. They create connection" ([00:30]).

Personal Stories of Loss and Survival

Logan Smith’s Heroism

Logan Smith, a 20-year-old employee at the Starbucks kiosk inside King Soopers, emerges as a central figure in the narrative. Prior to the shooting, Logan's interactions with Erika's father were a cherished part of his day.

"He just enjoyed life and he was happy to be here." ([01:44] Logan Smith)

On the day of the shooting, Logan's swift actions became lifesaving. Hearing gunshots, he initially mistook them for fireworks but quickly realized the gravity of the situation. Determined to protect his coworker, Helen, Logan bravely confronted the threat.

"This is real life. And I make sure Helen is safe." ([05:45] Logan Smith)

Olivia McKenzie’s Grief

Olivia McKenzie, daughter of victim Lynn Murray, shares her harrowing experience of losing her mother during the shooting. Living in isolation due to a broken leg, Olivia faced the devastating news that her mother was inside the store.

"I instantly knew I had no hope for her being alive." ([16:32] Olivia McKenzie)

Olivia’s journey through grief is marked by moments of disbelief and the painful "what ifs" that haunt survivors and families alike.

"I cannot feel her. I can't feel her at all." ([17:48] Olivia McKenzie)

Connecting Through Shared Pain

A Chance Meeting

A year after the shooting, fate brings Olivia and Logan together on a hillside overlooking South Boulder. Their shared experiences forge a deep bond, illustrating how tragedy can lead to profound connections.

"It's a really beautiful spot to just feel." ([14:45] Olivia McKenzie)

Their relationship blossoms as they navigate their grief together, finding solace and understanding in each other's company.

"Honestly, you never really can expect what's to come in life..." ([30:49] Logan Smith)

Healing and Moving Forward

Memorial and Reflection

Olivia reflects on the makeshift memorial that sprang up outside King Soopers, where community members gathered to honor the victims. The memorial became a symbol of collective mourning and remembrance.

"It was a shield... all the glass things were taped off." ([21:53] Olivia McKenzie)

Creative Healing

Engaging in creative projects becomes a therapeutic outlet for Olivia and Logan. They embark on photo shoots inspired by Olivia’s late mother, blending creativity with healing.

"I feel Lynn with us every time we go out into nature..." ([34:30] Logan Smith)

One notable project includes dressing up as astronauts for a sci-fi themed photo shoot, symbolizing their quest for normalcy and exploration of existential themes.

"I've been obsessed with space and everything that revolves around the universe..." ([33:04] Olivia McKenzie)

Unexpected Love Amidst Tragedy

Over three years after the shooting, Olivia and Logan’s bond deepens into a romantic relationship. Their connection is a testament to the beauty that can emerge from shared suffering and mutual support.

"That yes, I knew her mother and I met her because of this. And something beautiful blossomed from it..." ([31:17] Logan Smith)

Their relationship embodies the idea that even in the darkest times, love and understanding can flourish, providing a path toward healing and renewal.

Conclusion

Erika Mahoney masterfully intertwines the stories of loss, bravery, and unexpected love to illustrate the profound impact of the Boulder mass shooting on individuals and the community. Through Erika’s personal loss, Logan’s heroism, and Olivia’s journey of grief and connection, "We’re All Connected" underscores the resilience of the human spirit and the intricate web of relationships that sustain us in times of tragedy.

"We could all use an extra set of hands. That's where Duckbill comes in..." ([10:17] Erica Mahoney)

Ultimately, this episode of "Senseless" serves as a powerful reminder that in the wake of unspeakable loss, the connections we forge with others can provide the strength needed to move forward.

Notable Quotes:

• "I could tell that he just enjoyed life and he was happy to be here." — Logan Smith ([01:44])

• "I make sure Helen is safe." — Logan Smith ([05:45])

• "I cannot feel her. I can't feel her at all." — Olivia McKenzie ([17:48])

• "We’re all connected." — Implicit theme throughout the episode

• "We could all use an extra set of hands..." — Erika Mahoney ([10:17])

This comprehensive summary captures the essence of the "We’re All Connected" episode, highlighting the intertwined lives affected by the Boulder tragedy and the enduring human connections that arise from shared pain and healing.