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Brigham Young in Utah is having to deal with the debts of Joseph Smith's estate fairly regularly. And Joseph is, is never going to be allowed to even harvest his buckwheat. Basically. He's never able to actually start providing for himself. I know we like to think sometimes like, well, but he had the red brick store. And so obviously he was doing pretty well as a. No, he wasn't. Because that store was running in the red all the time. And as Brigham Young said, the reason why it happened was because if someone said, hey, I need $100 worth of goods, you just take it on my credit. If Joseph were to say, like every other creditor, yeah, you're going to have to provide some kind of collateral for that. I can't just let you have it. Then they would stalk out of there and say that Joseph isn't a true prophet. I mean, you. Sometimes I will say again, I don't want to personify this too much because it makes it sound like I in any way approximate in any way anything that Joseph ever thought, ever, Which I don't. But I will tell you as a religion professor, you occasionally feel this pressure from students where if you give them a bad grade because they were supposed to write a five page paper and they wrote a half page paper, that they will say that you've destroyed my testimony because you gave me this bad grade. Now, of course, we could have all kinds of conversations about the fact that, you know what, almost everyone got an A. It's just that you didn't because you didn't do it. So it's kind of a you thing that you didn't do it at all. Right. But that's a pressure that I regularly think about the fact that, you know, I don't want my class to be something that's taken as a negative for someone's overall testimony, even though that's not fair. Well, Brigham says that that's going on with Joseph in the, in the store that he runs constantly. That if Joseph knows that if he denies someone who comes in and says, hey, I need $50 of flour, but I can't pay you at all, that if Joseph says no, that that person's gonna go out in the streets and say, some prophet he is just sitting there, fat cat with all of his flour, probably has a buckwheat farm somewhere I don't even know about. I mean, that the, the idea behind it is this fear that if he doesn't, you know, act in what his nature is anyway, and that is to be charitable, that the repercussions might be for someone's soul. So I think that that's pretty rough in temporal labors. Thou shall not have strength, for that is not thy calling. Attend to thy calling and thou shalt have wherewith to magnify thine office and to expound all Scriptures and, And continue in laying on the hands and confirming the churches. Now, again, verse nine is a little bit loaded if you don't know what's going on. You read verse nine and you think, okay, yeah, keep confirming members. That sounds great. Remember, what's the problem going on right now in Colesville? They've babbed. They're having a hard time even baptizing people. And then when they've tried to have confirmation meetings, there are mobs that are assembling to prevent them from confirming people, members of the church. And we'll have a revelation that we'll. We'll cover shortly. And by shortly, I mean sometime next year where the entire background of it is Joseph trying to get to Colesville to confirm members of the church. So it's. This is a great example. Verse 9 is a great example where knowing the context and the history completely changes the way you read verse nine. We read it and we think, of course, yeah, of course, you're the. You're the leader of the church. You're going to go confirm people. But those confirmation meetings are putting Joseph at risk for his life. People that are threatening to do harm to him and to these members. So it's not just a throwaway line continuing laying on the hands and confirming the churches because he's trying to. And it's being met with violent opposition. So maybe he's asking God to even try to hold these meetings anymore. And the Lord's like, yep, this is what we do, even though people are upset, interestingly. And maybe it's worth spending a little bit of time on this. We don't know exactly when over the summer, Oliver Cowdery goes, you know, he goes AWOL and starts believing that Joseph has made an error in doctrine. Covenant section 20. We don't know exactly when that happens, but we do know that it appears to be after this revelation is received. Because Oliver isn't condemned in this revelation. But what you do have is this kind of foreshadowing. Hey, Oliver, remember what you're supposed to be doing, man. You know what I mean? That's not exactly how the Lord said it, but thy brother Oliver shall continue in bearing my name before the world and also to the church. And he shall not suppose that he can say enough in my cause. And lo, I am with him to the end, and he in me, he shall have glory, and not of himself, whether in weakness or strength, whether in bonds are free. At all times, in all places, he shall open his mouth and declare my gospel as with the voice of a Trump both day and night, and I will give unto him strength such as not known among men. Verses 10 through 12 to me are some of the most beautiful verses on sharing the Gospel because I have to say for myself, I readily and often feel insecurity about, I mean, about doing this podcast, about the fact that the more I talk about the gospel, the more hated I am. And I mean by the listeners. But I mean, the reality is you want to say how much is enough of proclaiming the Gospel and what Oliver Cowdery's told, you can't say enough. You can't say enough for the Gospel. All times, all places. I was at a meeting for it was the anniversary of the Religious Studies center at BYU that was founded by President Holland. And just a remarkable thing. And he was there at that meeting. And of course, he's not been doing as well, health wise. I think things have been very difficult since his wife passed away. He's a hero of mine in every possible way as a person, as a scholar, as a leader of the church. I love his talks and I love him. He doesn't know me from Adam. He couldn't pick me out of a lineup. If there was only one person in the lineup, you'd be like, I'm pretty sure it's the empty space for. No, no, there's only one person there. Yeah, it's empty space for. But he is at this, at this meeting and, and he gives a few remarks, kind of off the cuff. He wasn't intended to speak. And the, the thing that I took away from it, and this was just, just recently, he essentially said, if you knew what I knew, you would run. You would run everywhere you went, trying to share the gospel with more people, you would run. And that was a pretty profound thing to hear from him as he is in the twilight of his life and having given his life in service to the gospel and to God. His response to all of these scholars gathered in this room, they're religious educators and others, is, if you knew what I know, whatever you're doing, you would do even more. And. And it was, it was powerful when he said it. And it made me think of these verses in all times, in all places. Declare my gospel with a voice of a trump both night and day, and I will give unto him strength such as is not known among men. I know that promise is for Oliver Cowdery and not for me, but I can say that I am stunned at the voice that I've been allowed to even have in trying to preach the gospel. If you'd have asked me 20 years ago. I never would have thought that I'd be teaching classes in religious education, in church history and doctrine. I would not have said that I'd be giving firesides. I would not have said that I'd be publishing books. I certainly wouldn't have thought that I'd be working on the Joseph Smith Papers project and then, and then working on subsequent projects defending the prophets Joseph and Brigham. I would not have anticipated that as being my wife. And, and I can only say that the, whatever successes I have, and I know that they're teeny compared to most people. I know that my voice is almost nothing compared to most people. But for the people that my voice does reach, who, if even for a moment, feel that spark of the divinity of this gospel, and it gives them some hope and it gives them some strength as they connect even more fully with the Lord Jesus Christ.