Loading summary
Transcript1 lines
- [00:01]
A
Hi, guys. Welcome back to story time with Kayla Jade. I am so excited about this episode. We're gonna talk all the lore on Mr. Sheffield. My client booked the most. Get ready with. Oh, my God, you guys do a pack. No, if you don't know Mr. Sheffield, if you don't follow me on Tick Tock. He is a client that I was dating for a long period of time. It's somewhat common for sex workers to potentially have, like, a little crush on their client when he's attractive, if he's charming and he gives off a good presence. Like when you first meet them, like, you have sex with them. So obviously, you know, you form that sort of connection straight up. I feel like it's quite common, like, in any workplace. Like, you think of, you know, maybe you have a crush on your boss, Maybe you kiss your co worker at a Christmas party. Like, there's those situations where, like, in the workplace you can develop little crushes. I think it can be very dangerous, you know, because this kind of, like a gray area of, like, professionalism to now dating someone. Like someone before was paying you, and then it's like, okay, now I'm attracted to them. Are they gonna pay me anymore or. And that's sort of a learning curve that I had to go on with my clients, who I called Mr. Sheffield. I definitely had the biggest crush on him. And it was quite early on, like, in my sex work career. So, like, I guess I was still establishing boundaries. So he actually was a long time follower of me on Instagram because obviously, you know, I did my porn career. He had followed me from the get go. So he was kind of like, oh, my God, like when we first got together. But it's quite of a funny story. So he messaged me just, like through my ad, like any other client would. I just thought of it as a normal client. Messaged him back my rates. He paid a deposit, and we were locked in. I was actually not in my hometown, so I was visiting a different city, like, where he lived. And he was one of, like, I had about, like, six booked that day. He was one of the first ones. Like, when I got off the plane, got to the hotel, he was like one of my first clients. So I go up, I shower, I get ready, put my makeup on, do my hair, perfume, all of that. And then it's about time for him to come. So he messages me that he's here. I go downstairs and. And I'm looking around for this guy, and I can only see, like, there's like, a guy in the distance, he's sitting down. He looks like the usual client type. So I'm just waiting for him to put his head up. Like, hurry up, we gotta go upstairs. And I start walking to him and I notice, like, oh, he's not putting his head up. Like, maybe it's not him, but he's like, the only guy in the area. So I'm looking around and then I turn around and, oh, my goodness, I was surprised. There was Mr. Sheffield standing there in his. All his beauty. He was. Oh, I'm getting butterflies thinking about him. He was tall. I mean, he is tall. He's dressed, like, in this fitted suit. Like, he has a really. I'm not gonna go into his personal life, but he has a really good job. So he was like, like fitted in this nice suit. He smelt incredible. He was just such a beautiful man. He had slick back here, glasses on. Stop it. Still got a crush on him. He was just. I was just in awe of this man because he was so beautiful and so well put together. And he was so charming. Like, you know, he's just such a gentleman, which is, I find, is hard to find these days. You know, he would, you know, open the door and, like, just the most sweetest, bubbly man. We were very similar. Like, almost weirdly similar, like, just from seeing him time and time again. Like, I would just. We would just think of new ways that we were similar. Like, first it started with, like, just our birthdays. Like, I'm pretty sure we're like a few days apart. We can't both cancers. And then it was like, it came to, like, we had take the same medication. Like, we were so similar. So anyway, we get up to the bedroom. I do the usual, like, sex worker spiel. Like, you know, he hands me the money and then, like, he goes and has a shower. But, like, just looking at him, I knew, like, he would be so clean. Like, he wouldn't smell. He would just smell like flowers down there. He wouldn't even need a shower. Like, he was just so beautiful. But, yeah, he had a shower. He meets me in the bedroom, and it's just instant connection right away. Like, I am just swept off my feet. He's incredible in bed. You know those people that just. You just click within bed. Like, he just. He just gave off that energy, that really, like, caring but strong energy. He made me squirt, which was not part of the plan because you got to pay extra for that. And I was just in awe of this man. We still stuck to, like, the time Limit. Like, I didn't go over just because I fancied him. I was still kind of, like, as much as I was loving it, I was still in work mode. And, yeah, I was just amazed by him in all his beauty. And then after he left, I really couldn't stop thinking about him. I thought about him a lot, and he thought about me a lot. He was messaging me a lot, like, when can we see each other next? So I think we might have met the next day, maybe for coffee, like, before I went back home or, like, I know we met up again before I left. And that started the whole, I have a crush on Mr. Sheffield on our. So we went on a date after our first booking. We went out to a really nice restaurant and had a few drinks. I just remember, like, just being so excited to see him. You know when you just first have a crush on someone and you're just like, you just want to talk to them all the time. You want to see them all the time. I was just so giddy for this man. And so I was getting ready for, like, our first date. I was making sure I looked, like, my best. I got my best dress on, and, like, he was a very. Like, he was a very ass guy. Like, he liked the butt, and I had the butt. So I was making sure I was wearing that tight dress to, you know, get all the curves going. And. And then, yeah, we went out for our first date. Like, it was a beautiful night. Like, we just talked and got to know each other. We were just literally like the same person. He was either the most perfect man or, like, he was a complete narcissist. That was just mirroring everything that I was doing. Because there are people that do that, that will meet someone and just completely mirror them so they think that they're like, oh, my God, like, we get along so well. He likes this, he likes that. But really, he's just repeating things that you do as, like, a tactic to get close to you. So I was sort of wary of that. I wasn't completely like, oh, my God, this guy's amazing. Like, I've. I've always got, like, something going up here. Like, hold on. Like, just checking myself. But I was just enjoying the moment. We went back to my hotel, and this was. I stupidly started seeing him. Like, I was going on unpaid dates. So I was willingly seeing this man because I liked him so much, and he was that good in the bedroom. I was like. And, you know, that was probably maybe his tactic as well. I don't know. I will never know because he's that much of an interesting man. So, yeah, we get back to the bedroom, unpaid date. And this is like. So while I was in bed with him, I was. Had a few drinks, and I had told him, like, while he was fucking me, I told him that he looked like Mr. Sheffield on the Nanny. And he kind of, like. I don't think he liked that actually. Like, because I think I was like. I don't know, maybe he thought I was saying he was old because he was like. He was like, 40 and Silver Fox, sexy man. And then, yeah, I told him that he looked. But I thought Mr. Sheffield from the nanny was really hard. Like, that was my childhood crush, you know? Like, he was a mix between Mr. Sheffield and Mr. Big from sex and the City. Like, he was. Because, you know, he had the height of Mr. Big, but he had just, like, the charismatic, like, a little bit of gray, you know, just. Just a little touch of gray. So I told him he looked like Mr. Chipper. I thought it was great, but I didn't think he really liked that much. He was like, what? And I was kind of like, what? No, nothing, nothing, nothing. And, yeah. And, yeah, I could not stop thinking about this man. He just got me in a chokehold. Like, I just couldn't stop thinking about him. I went back to my city, and then he would fly to see me. He would fly and, like, stay a weekend, and then I'd fly and, like, say a weekend there. But I felt like I just had this big connection with him. Like, when we were together, it was just like we were meant to be. And I don't really have that connection with other clients. Like, a lot of it is just, like, you know, obviously, like, I know how to talk the talk and, like, make it magical for the client, but we never really have that connection. Like, I feel like he was pretty much really the only client that I've seen that I actually really had a crush on. He just knew me. He just knew my body. He knew how my brain worked. Like, we're both adhd and. Yeah. You know, even just him, like, telling me about his work. Like, I just love hearing about, like, nine to five office jobs, you know. Like, I just love hearing about, you know, the little, like, relationships that they have in the workplace. Like, I feel like as a sex worker, I sort of miss out on that a bit. Like, I miss out on, you know, having, like, coffee in the. Like, in the coffee room, talking about some sort of drama or whatever. Obviously, I have my girls and, you know, we catch up, but I don't know, it's just something cute about that little nine to five. Like, no. Like, I'm just like. So, like, tell me about your job. Like, I want to hear all about it. What's going on with Pam at reception? Like, what's she doing? But it was funny because two girls in his office was, like, in the break room. They were talking about me on my TikTok, and they were talking about the Mr. Sheffield thing. And he was like. Like, he told me this. He was like, oh, that's probably about me. He didn't say anything to them. But it's just funny how, like, they were talking about it and he was like, yep, that's. That's probably me. Like, I remember one night we. We went out to, like, a really nice restaurant, and it was like, he just, like. It just shows his taste. He just has, like, immaculate taste, like, expensive taste. He took me to this restaurant, and it was like, this underground place. I didn't know where we were going. It honestly looked like I was starting to freak out. Like, where are you taking me? Like, we went down, like, down this. Like, we opened a fire door exit, and we were, like, going down these stairs, and it was like this long, like, underground, like, tunnel. And then we ended up getting to this room, and it's like this beautiful little bar, and it has all these, like, vintage photos. And this restaurant. You have to, like, wait, like, in a little waiting area, like, with a bar. And then, like, when they're ready for you, they'll, like, call you in. And it's very, like, seemed very exclusive. Like, they took your phone away. Like, you're not allowed to have your phone. It was very dark. Like, I just remember being so dark. Like, not dark that you can't see, but dark that you can't see the people around you. It was, like, almost, like, quite exclusive. Like, people didn't want to know that. Like, you know, they didn't want to be seen. So the waiter, like, takes the phone away, and then he, like, brings out this menu. And there's only, like, three things on the menu. And you, like. You basically have to, like, if you don't like steak, then too bad, because that's all they do. And they did it just perfect. Like, I've never tasted a steak like that before. I don't even remember the name of the restaurant, but it's one of those places where you just, like, watch everything that they're doing. They're, like, whacking the meat and, like, frying it up and they just do it perfectly. Like, we had, like, for our entree, there was like, we had like, a bone marrow. That was the first time I tried bone marrow. And I. Like, it was the most beautiful thing I have ever tasted. Like, I just couldn't believe it. Like, it was just. It was just like butter that just melted in your mouth. It was just the type of man he was. He would just take me to, like, all these beautiful places and I was just so wrapped up and like, oh, my God, this amazing. And then one night, I think that was the night we went out together. We'd had a few drinks and then we got back to the hotel and he said that he had to leave early. And I was like, yeah, that's fine. And, like, anyway, we did our thing, had amazing sex, went to bed, made me come like 10 times. Went to bed, and then I, like, wake up at like, it's like 3am or something and he's gone. And I'm like, surely you don't have to leave that early to go to this thing that he had. Like, I know it was early, but 3am I don't know, it just. It seemed a little bit sus to me. I was like, something's going on. Like, I just felt like I could just feel this energy of, like, he's hiding something, but he never told me what. And at that point, I was kind of like, I'm just going to cut this off because something's weird is going. I don't know what's going on. I feel like something weird is going on. He's not telling me, so I'm going to end it. And I never really followed up with him about it because I didn't want a relationship. I don't want to start seeing someone. I'm so fucking busy. I, like, that's the last thing I want right now. Even though I was obsessed with this guy, it's like, really, Do I want a relationship with him? No. So am I going to go and talk to him and, like, open this barrier of, like, what's going on behind, like, what are you doing? And then, like, break that barrier and, like, become closer? Because, like, as soon as we come close, I'm like, I'm going to bounce because that's not what I want. So I was like, really? I just need to cut this off. So that's when I stopped talking to him. I think I may have seen him, like, once after that just to be like, okay, like, look, let's just give it another go. And then my spidey senses were off again. I was like, nah, never again. I think, like, when I got back home, he, like, didn't message me for ages or something. It was something weird like that, where I was like, this is weird. Break it off. But then, yeah, he would. Like, he would keep messaging me after I broke it off. Like, he would message me. I'd hear from him probably, like, once every few months. Do you know what? So we were planning to actually go to, like, the Maldives together. We were planning this trip together. And then he just didn't follow up with it. And then, yeah, he, like, he'll message me every now and again. Like, he tried to call me on Christmas. And, like, I just. I didn't reply because, like, I was like, what am I doing? Like, I'm seeing this man for free. Like, I could be getting paid for this right now. Like. Like, I'm seeing all these other clients. Like, why am I seeing this guy for free? Like, he recently contacted me to meet again, but for a paid date. And, like, it's been about three months since I'd actually heard from him. So I was like, I'll go for a paid date. I'll go get my steak and my bag. And I know my boundaries now, so I'll go get that. And then, goodbye, Mr. Sheffield. And I saw him, like, I just kind of wanted to see what he was being up to. I want to see, like, what he's been doing, like, who he's been hanging around, what's going on, work, and, you know, all those little things. So, yeah, we met up. We had a date. It was nice. But I would say that I definitely do miss him being in my life. But I feel like I'm at the point now where I'm so happy and so content with my life that I don't feel the need to have that little fling in my life anymore. Like, I'm just so focused. So it was nice to see him, but in a way it was like, thanks. Like, bye. Bye. Like, I don't need you. And then, yeah, he messaged me, like, to be like, when are we gonna hang out again? And I'm like, like, if you want a payday, you can come see me. You can fly me to your city. I'll come, but it's gotta be paid. So I learned my lesson from that. Learnt not to dabble in clients because it can be a dangerous game. I think that I will keep seeing Mrs. Sheffield on a client base, but client base only. Like, I think that it's very hard for a client and sex worker relationship to happen. Like, I know it works. Like, I have, like, a few friends that actually, like, got married to a client of theirs and they've had kids. But for the most part, I think it's very rare to find, like, I think it's very hard to find someone who would willingly be with you while you're seeing multiple guys. Like, unfortunately, it's just human nature. Like, there's going to be a bit of jealousy there. So I think for a lot of, like, relationships at the start, it might work. And it's like, oh, it's okay. Like, it's cool. Like, we're making money and, like, you know, do your thing. I think it's hard for them as well, just to see a woman making more money than them. Like, I think it intimidates them in a way. So I know that for me, like, until I've finished sex work, I probably won't get back into a relationship again because I don't want that person telling me that I can and can't do this. Or, you know, you can see this client, but you can't work with this person. It would just make it so much harder. So I've said just, like, just make your money, and when you're ready, you can exit it. Yeah, I'm pretty confident in my life that I don't need a person right now, but I'm sure that time will come. Anyway, thank you for listening to my episode, and I will talk to you next week. Bye, guys.