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You're listening to TED Talks Daily where we bring you new ideas and conversations to spark your curiosity every day. I'm your host, Elise hu. I have three kids under the age of 13 and it's an emotional rollercoaster. Sure, I know that we all lose our temper from time to time, but the stakes feel really high. When the focus of my fury happens to be my own kid.
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He screams, I hate you. He runs out of the room and he slams his bedroom door. And now my self loathing session begins as I say to myself, what is wrong with me? I've messed up my kid forever.
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That's clinical psychologist and renowned parenting whisperer Becky Kennedy. In her talk, Originally posted in 2023, she offers practical advice for how to manage the guilt and shame of our not so great moments with our kids.
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There is no such thing as a perfect parent. Mistakes and struggles, they come with the job, but no tells us what to do next. Whenever a parent asks me what one parenting strategy should I focus on, I always say the same thing. Get good at repair.
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And for all of you who are not parents or guardians, don't worry. As you might have guessed, this advice works well in all other types of relationships too. Becky's bottom line? It's never too late to reconnect. That's coming up right after a short break.
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So it's Sunday night. I'm in my kitchen, I just finished cooking dinner for my family and I am on. I mean, I'm exhausted, I haven't been sleeping well, I'm anxious about the upcoming work week. I'm overwhelmed by all the items on my unfinished to do list. And then my son walks into the kitchen, he looks at the table and whines, chicken. Again. Disgusting. And that's it. I snap. I look at him and I yell, what is wrong with you? Can you be grateful for one thing in your life? And things get worse from there. He screams, I hate you. He runs out of the room and he slams his bedroom door. And now my self loathing session begins as I say to myself, what is wrong with me? I've messed up my kid forever. Well, if you're a parent, you've probably felt that pain. For me, it comes with an extra layer of shame. I mean, I'm a clinical psychologist and my specialty is helping people become better parents. And yet this is true as well. There is no such thing as a perfect parent. Mistakes and struggles, they come with the job. But no one tells us what to do next. Do we just move on? Kind of just pretend the whole thing never happened? Or if I say something, what are the words? Well, for years as a clinical psychologist in private practice, I saw client after client struggle with this question. And now, as the creator of the parenting content and community platform GoodInside, I see millions of parents around the globe struggle with this issue. All parents yell. No one knows what to do next. Well, I'm determined to fill this gap. After all, there's almost nothing within our interpersonal relationships that can have as much impact as repair. Whenever a parent asks me what one parenting strategy should I focus on, I always say the same thing. Get good at repair. So what is repair? Repair is the act of going back to a moment of disconnection, taking responsibility for your behavior and acknowledging the impact it had on another. And I want to differentiate a repair from an apology, because when apology often looks to shut a conversation down. Hey, I'm sorry I yelled. Can we move on now? A good repair opens one up. And if you think about what it means to get good at repair, there's so much baked in. Realism and hope and possibility. Repair assumes there's been a rupture. So to repair, you have to mess up or fall short of someone else's expectations. Which means the next time I snap at my kid or my husband or my work colleague, instead of berating myself like I did that night in the kitchen, I try to remind myself I'm focusing on getting good at repair. Step one is rupture. Check that off. I crushed it. Step two is repair. I can do this. I'm actually right on track. So let's get back to my example. I'm in the kitchen. My son is in his room. Well, what will happen if I don't repair? That's really important to understand and helps us make a decision about what to do next. Well, here are the facts. My son is alone, overwhelmed, and in a state of distress because, let's face it, his mom just became scary mom. And now he has to figure out a way to get back to feeling safe and secure. And if I don't go help him do that. Through making a repair, he has to rely on one of the only coping mechanisms he has at his own disposal. Self blame. Self blame. Sounds like something's wrong with me. I'm unlovable. I make bad things happen. Ronald Fairburn may have said it best when he wrote that for kids, it is better to be a sinner in a world ruled by God than to live in a world ruled by the devil. In other words, it's actually adaptive for a child to internalize badness and fault, because at least then they can hold onto the idea that their parents and the world around them is Safe and good. And while self blame works for us in childhood, we all know it works against us in adulthood. Something's wrong with me. I make bad things happen. I'm unlovable. These are the core fears of so many adults. But really, we see here, they are actually the childhood stories we wrote when we were left alone following distressing events that went unrepaired. Plus, adults with self blame are vulnerable to depression, anxiety, deep feelings of worthlessness, none of which we want for our kids. And we can do better. And it doesn't mean we have to be perfect. When you repair, you go further than removing a child's story of self blame. You get to add in all the elements that were missing in the first place. Safety, connection, coherence, love, goodness. It's as if you're saying to a child, I will not let this chapter of your life end in self blame. Yes, this chapter will still contain the event of yelling, but I can ensure this chapter has a different ending and therefore a different title and theme. And lesson learned. We know that memory is original events combined with every other time you've remembered that event. This is why therapy is helpful, right? When you remember painful experiences from your past within a safer and more connected relationship, the event remains, but your story of the event remains. It changes and then you change. With repair, we effectively change the past. So let's write a better story. Let's learn how to repair. Step one. Repair with yourself. That's right. I mean, you can't offer compassion or groundedness or understanding to someone else before you access those qualities within yourself. Self repair means separating your identity, who you are from your behavior, what you did. For me, it means telling myself two things are true. I'm not proud of my latest behavior. And my latest behavior doesn't define me. Even as I struggle on the outside, I remain good inside. I can then start to see that I'm a good parent identity who was having a hard time behavior. And no, this doesn't let me off the hook. This is precisely what leaves me on the hook for change. Because now that I've replaced my spiral with groundedness, I can actually use my energy toward thinking about what I want to do differently the next time. Oh, and I can now use my energy to go repair with my son. STEP 2. Repair with your child. There's no exact formula. I often think about three elements. Name what happened, take responsibility, state what you would do differently the next time. It could come together like, hey, I keep thinking about what happened the other night in the kitchen. I'm sorry I yelled. I'm sure that felt scary and it wasn't your fault. I'm working on staying calm even when I'm frustrated. A 15 second intervention can have a lifelong impact. I've replaced my child's story of self blame with a story of self trust and safety and connection. I mean, what a massive upgrade. And to give a little more clarity around how to repair, I want to share a few examples of what I call not repair, which are things that come more naturally to most of us. Definitely me included. Hey, I'm sorry I yelled at you in the kitchen, but you know, if you wouldn't have complained about dinner, it wouldn't have happened. You know, you really need to be grateful for things in your life like a home cooked meal. Then you won't get yelled at. Not only do these interventions fail at the goal of reconnection, they also insinuate that your child caused your reaction, which simply isn't true and isn't a model of emotion regulation we want to pass on to the next generation. So let's say we've all resisted the it was your fault anyway, not repairs and have instead prioritized a repair that allows us to reconnect. What might the impact be? What might that look like in adulthood? My adult child won't spiral in self blame when they make a mistake and won't take on blame for someone else's mistake. My adult child will know how to take responsibility for their behavior because you've modeled how to take responsibility for yours. Repairing with a child today sets the stage for these critical adult relationship patterns. Plus, it gets better. Now that I've reconnected with my son, I can do something really impactful. I can teach him a skill he didn't have in the first place, which is how kids actually change their behavior. So maybe the next day I say, you know, you're not always going to like what I make for dinner. Instead of saying, that's disgusting, I wonder if you could say, not my favorite. Now I'm teaching him how to regulate his understandable disappointment and communicate effectively and respectfully with another person. That never would have happened if instead I had been blaming him for my reaction. So here's the point where you might have a lingering concern. Maybe you're thinking, you know, I have a feeling my kid's older than your kid. I think it's too late. Or I've done a lot worse than you did in the kitchen. Maybe it's too late. Well, I mean this. If you have only one takeaway from this talk. Please let this be it. It is not too late. It is never too late. How do I know? Well, imagine right after this, you get a call from one of your parents. And if neither of your parents are alive, imagine finding and opening a letter you hadn't seen until that moment. Okay, walk through this with me. Here's the call. Hey, I know this sounds out of the blue, but I've been thinking a lot about your childhood. And I think there were a lot of moments that felt really bad to you. And you were right to feel that way. Those moments weren't your fault. They were times when I was struggling. And if I could have gone back, I would have stepped aside, I would have calmed myself down and then found you to help you with whatever you are struggling with. I'm sorry. And if you're ever willing to talk to me about any of those moments, I'll listen. I won't listen to have a rebuttal. I'll listen to understand. I love you. I don't know many adults who don't have a fairly visceral reaction to that exercise. I often hear, why am I crying? Or listen? That wouldn't change everything, but it might change some things. Well, I definitely do. Not special in math, but here's something I know with certainty. If you have a child, that child is younger than you are. Always true. The story of their life is shorter and even more amenable to editing. So if that imagined exercise had an impact on you, imagine the impact an actual repair will have on your child. See, I told you. It's never too late. Thank you.
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That was Becky Kennedy speaking at TED 2023. This talk was originally pub in September of that year. If you're curious about Ted's curation, find out more@ted.com curationguidelines and that's it for today. TED Talks Daily is part of the TED Audio Collective. This talk was fact checked by the TED research team and produced and edited by our team, Martha Estefanos, Oliver Friedman, Brian Greene, Lucy Little and Tansika Songmanivong. This episode was mixed by Christopher Faizy Bogan. Additional support from Emma Tobner and Daniela Balaurazo. I'm Elise Hu. I'll be back tomorrow with a fresh idea for your feed. Thanks for listening.
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