Ten months in and the numbers tell one story while the inner work tells a completely different one. Laura runs through the June data, sits with a download graph on her podcast Useful Thinking, and watches herself get pulled toward a belief pattern she's caught before. This check-in covers what her 30-day visibility experiment actually produced versus what she expected, the decision to invest in a content coach and the criteria she held herself to before spending the money, and a $33 impulse purchase that tried to convince her she's failing at everything.

Ten months in. Laura runs through the June numbers, watches a download graph go the wrong direction on her Useful Thinking podcast, and catches a familiar belief pattern trying to make meaning out of it. This check-in covers what her 30-day visibility experiment actually moved in the data, a pivot to daily Substack presence, and a $33 impulse purchase that tried to convince her she's failing at everything. Two months left in her one year experiment and she is undeterred.

What You'll Learn

Why three months of declining podcast downloads sent her straight to a belief she's caught before
The difference between resonance metrics and the quality of the actual work
How a transferred human design motivation keeps sneaking into her decision-making
What a $33 Instagram ad purchase taught her about the lesson she keeps needing to learn

From / To Pattern Shift

From letting a three-month graph tell her how it's going to be → to holding the vision and refusing to let a circumstance write the story.

Connect with Laura:

Instagram: @think.laura
Substack: https://thinklaura.substack.com/
Pod: Useful Thinking
Hub: thinklaura.com