gentlemen whats going on...the realest shit...thats the aim...

we want to drink from the holy grail of genuine badass
to be that guy...that other guys look at and say yeah thats a real mother fucker.

and i think authenticity.....as we mature and find our placement in life....
......begins seeking us out maybe even more so than we seek it....

we all crave to be a part of something and life too desires for us to find our role as well...

imagine life itself wanting you to step up and accept your duties...those responsibilities
dreams and aspirations specific to you....

but if your like me many times it seems as if im too late to the party.
the door is closed and locked....the windows are caged over and the music is
an indecipherable noise....

iVE often felt left out or too damn late...as if im JUSSSTTT missing the mark....so fucking close....

and they say even a broken clock is right twice a day....and the thing with the modern man is
hes just a wound up clock for someone else's timing.

theres absolutely nothing genuine or real about being another mans time keeper.

and what i mean is that were watching a clock that tells the time for someone else

so no wonder were always late for our OWN success and before we know it the time runs out
and life is over....

the wrist watch on many a man has him scheduled for a 50 hour work week
8 hours of watching tik tok
10 hours of chasing some skank on tinder
.......and 4 hours of mastabatory pleasure...figuratively or literally

and so the question becomes what time is YOUR time...

how much time is alloted for you to get to know you...to strip away the bullshit and
find some authenticity....a damn shadow at least of what could be if you'd start telling your own time...

we get so caught up and ensnared in the timing of another mans dreams that we start believing these
lies and deceptions to be our own truths....

and lies are the enemy of authenticity.....we fuckign stack up all this bullshit in the
name of happiness or peace or plain out looking good for the next guy...

that we lose time and focus on who the hell we really want to be

theres 1,000s of men out there wearing a slaves watch around there neck that has them anchored to
a pool of stinking and infested feces...

its time to introduce yourself to self.....because when we start believing in who we are....

we will never have to buy into a lie again....when im comfortable and confident in my direction
why would i ever lie to myself again or worse....accept other peoples lies....

a man with no belief and backbone in who he is will always be subject to another telling
him....."well its time to chase after this new shiny object...

fuck you....I AM the shiny object and im drinking the holy grail of self belief...

love and respect gentlemen
you are the truth
and that shit is authentic
you will hear from me next episod

THE HOLY GRAIL OF MEN