Finding Mom's Killer | 5. Lost Boy

Summary

Episode 5: Lost Boy – Finding Mom's Killer

Release Date: March 31, 2025

Introduction

In Episode 5, "Lost Boy," of Finding Mom's Killer, hosted by Sony Music Entertainment, listeners delve deeper into the tumultuous journey of Collier Landry Boyle. At just twelve years old, Collier faces the unimaginable loss of his mother, Noreen Boyle, and the imprisonment of his father, Jack Boyle, convicted for her murder. This episode explores Collier's struggle with abandonment, his search for a stable family, and the complex relationships he forms along the way. Through heartfelt interviews and poignant storytelling, the episode captures Collier's resilience and the intricate dynamics between the key figures in his life.

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1. Collier’s Early Struggles and Abandonment

Following the tragic death of his mother and his father's incarceration, Collier finds himself grappling with profound isolation. The family court's reluctance to place him with relatives due to his father's conviction leaves Collier feeling abandoned. His uncle and aunt, despite being available, refuse to take him in, citing the negative associations with his father.

Collier Landry Boyle [00:24]: "I lost everything in my family. I'm alone. I just want some sense of normalcy. Right?"

Moreover, Collier's foster parents, while providing for his little sister, choose not to adopt him, further deepening his sense of rejection.

2. Bonding with Lieutenant Dave Messmore

Amidst his struggles, Collier finds solace in his relationship with Lieutenant Dave Messmore, a homicide cop who becomes a pivotal figure in his life. Over the past six months, Collier spends most weekends with the Messmore family, finding the fatherly support he desperately needs.

Collier Landry Boyle [01:56]: "Dave Messmore was with me at the absolute lowest point of my life. We had a bond that no one will take away. He was sort of like the father that I wished I had had."

Dave, though typically reserved, grows fond of Collier, witnessing positive changes in the boy's behavior as he engages in family activities.

Dave Messmore [02:26]: "He did things that he hadn't done before. You know, he liked being around my kids and they taught him how to play basketball and he bought jeans."

Sue Messmore, Dave's wife, also forms a strong bond with Collier, sharing memorable moments that highlight his maturity and resilience.

Sue Messmore [03:30]: "He chimes in, 'Well, Mrs. Messmore, you should buy that jacket. You deserve it.' Well, he actually talked me into buying the jacket."

3. The Messmores' Proposal to Adopt Collier

As Collier's relationship with the Messmores deepens, he makes a heartfelt request for them to adopt him, seeking the stability and love they offer.

Collier Landry Boyle [05:02]: "I need to talk to you. Would you and Sue consider adopting me?"

Initially hesitant, the Messmores contemplate the emotional challenges but ultimately decide to pursue adoption, committing to Collier's well-being through counseling and support.

Sue Messmore [05:37]: "I felt like Collier had no one. So I looked at him like this little boy who really was like an orphan. It just broke my heart."

4. Judicial Rejection and Collier’s Heartbreak

Despite their intentions, the court denies the Messmores' adoption request, primarily due to Collier's association with his father. The decision devastates both Collier and the Messmores, leaving Collier once again without a permanent family.

Collier Landry Boyle [06:58]: "It just. It was such a gut punch. I just felt broken in that moment."

5. Introduction of the Ziegler Family

Enter George and Susan Ziegler, a long-married couple from Mansfield, who had observed Collier's plight. Unlike previous guardians, the Zieglers represent a different kind of family support, aiming to provide Collier with the stability he needs without the complications introduced by the Messmores.

George Ziegler [07:46]: "I never was a huggy, huggy person. Ever."

Despite their gruff exterior, the Zieglers are motivated by genuine concern for Collier's well-being, given their connection to the Boyle family through the local school board.

6. Adoption by the Zieglers and Collier’s Adjustment

The Zieglers successfully adopt Collier, but the transition is fraught with challenges. Collier grapples with integrating into a new family environment while dealing with lingering trauma from his past.

Collier Landry Boyle [11:12]: "It's sort of like you're more than a house guest. And I felt like their son. But there's also this part of you that feels like you're not quite 100% there."

Despite the Zieglers' efforts, including providing for Collier's therapy, the emotional gap remains, leading to feelings of isolation and misunderstanding.

George Ziegler [11:36]: "They made me even pay for his counseling that he got. Court ordered, court ordered counseling we had to pay for."

7. Conflict Between the Messmores and the Zieglers

The Messmores, still hoping to reconnect with Collier, reach out to the Zieglers to be part of Collier's life. However, the Zieglers decline, prioritizing Collier's integration into their family without external interference.

Sue Messmore [12:22]: "We know that you are his adoptive parents, but we want to be a part of his life, an aunt and uncle, not to interfere, nothing like that."

This decision strains the relationships further, leaving Collier navigating familial boundaries amidst his search for belonging.

8. Collier’s Letters to His Father, Jack Boyle

A significant portion of the episode focuses on Collier's attempts to reconcile with his father, Jack Boyle, whose conviction remains a central mystery. Collier initiates correspondence with Jack, leading to a series of emotionally charged letters that reveal the complexities of their strained relationship.

• Early Correspondence:

  Jack's Letters:

  Jack Boyle [16:36]: "Hi, Bumper. Good morning. It's Sunday, August 7th."

  Jack's letters often come across as desperate for connection yet lack genuine understanding of Collier's experiences.

• Collier’s Emotional Struggle:

  Collier Landry Boyle [19:48]: "Dad. Just to get this off my chest, why did you kill my mom? Don't get me wrong. I do love you... I am proud to be an heir to the Boyle name."

  This letter showcases Collier's internal conflict—his desire for answers juxtaposed with his lingering love for his father.

• Jack’s Descent into Anger:

  Jack Boyle [21:46]: "Collier, I'm in receipt of your recent communication. Your poisonous communication is simply the app product of some nearby cesspool..."

  Jack's tone shifts dramatically, revealing bitterness and resentment, casting himself as a victim of circumstances.

• Collier’s Plea for Understanding:

  Collier Landry Boyle [24:11]: "Why are you all of the sudden so angry with me? Is it because I didn't sign the paper that said my testimony was untrue?"

  Collier's letters exhibit his desperate need for closure and truth, underscoring the emotional toll of his father's actions.

9. Legal Developments and Jack's Continued Efforts

Tom Adgate, an attorney, becomes involved in re-examining Jack Boyle's conviction. Upon discovering discrepancies in the original autopsy reports, Tom advocates for exhuming the body to verify Noreen's identity. Collier's approval is crucial for this process, intertwining legal action with his personal quest for truth.

Tom Adgate [26:37]: "I said, well, it could be true."

Despite the exhumation, DNA tests confirm Noreen's identity, solidifying Jack's conviction and leaving Collier with unresolved grief.

10. Jack Boyle’s Imminent Parole

As the episode progresses, Jack Boyle's determination to secure his freedom intensifies. Approaching his 82nd birthday and 35 years in prison, Jack faces a parole hearing. His continued efforts to involve Collier in his fight exasperate the already strained relationship.

Jack Boyle [30:30]: "His endorsement would be very good."

The episode concludes with Jack reaching out once more, signaling possible developments in his pursuit of freedom and the potential impact on Collier's life.

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Conclusion

"Lost Boy" offers a heartfelt exploration of Collier Landry Boyle's enduring struggle for family and identity amidst tragedy and loss. Through his interactions with the Messmores, the Zieglers, and his father, listeners witness the profound effects of grief and the quest for belonging. The episode poignantly captures Collier's journey as he grapples with his past while yearning for a semblance of normalcy, embodying the resilience of a young boy determined to find his place in a fractured world.

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Notable Quotes with Timestamps

• Collier Landry Boyle

  • [00:24]: "I lost everything in my family. I'm alone. I just want some sense of normalcy. Right?"
  • [01:56]: "Dave Messmore was with me at the absolute lowest point of my life..."
  • [05:02]: "I need to talk to you. Would you and Sue consider adopting me?"
  • [06:58]: "It just. It was such a gut punch. I just felt broken in that moment."
  • [11:12]: "It's sort of like you're more than a house guest..."
  • [19:48]: "Dad. Just to get this off my chest, why did you kill my mom?"
  • [24:11]: "Why are you all of the sudden so angry with me?"

• Dave Messmore

  • [02:26]: "He did things that he hadn't done before..."

• Sue Messmore

  • [03:30]: "He chimes in, 'Well, Mrs. Messmore, you should buy that jacket...'"

• George Ziegler

  • [07:46]: "I never was a huggy, huggy person. Ever."
  • [11:36]: "They made me even pay for his counseling that he got..."

• Tom Adgate

  • [26:37]: "I said, well, it could be true."

• Jack Boyle

  • [16:36]: "Hi, Bumper. Good morning. It's Sunday, August 7th."
  • [19:41]: "Your education is the number one in your life."
  • [21:46]: "Your poisonous communication is simply the app product of some nearby cesspool..."

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Produced by Sony Music Entertainment and Orbit Media.

Transcript

[Steve Fishman]

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[George Ziegler]

The binge.

[Collier Landry]

I lost everything in my family. I'm alone. I just want some sense of normalcy. Right?

[Steve Fishman]

In the summer of 1990, with his mother Noreen dead and his father Jack in prison, there was only one thing on 12 year old Collier Landry Boyle's mind. What will happen to me? Family courts like to place children with relatives. And Collier's uncle, his father's brother, was willing, but the judge wasn't for it, saying it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out why Collier wouldn't be placed with the brother of the man who murdered his mother. There was his mom's sister, but she didn't want Collier. He reminded her of Jack and of everything that had happened. What about the foster parents who'd been looking after Collier? They did adopt, but only wanted his little sister, not him. Collier felt abandoned, except for one person.

[Collier Landry]

Dave Messmore was with me at the absolute lowest point of my life. We had a bond that no one will take away. He was sort of like the father that I wished I had had.

[Steve Fishman]

For the past six months, Collier had been living with his foster parents. But most weekends he headed over to Lieutenant Dave Messmore's house.

[Collier Landry]

I just wanted to be a kid and I really loved their family and so I wanted to really experience all of that.

[Dave Messmore]

We just got hooked on him and really liked him.

[Steve Fishman]

As you know by now, Dave isn't really a heart on the sleeve kind of guy, but he liked having Collier around.

[Dave Messmore]

He did things that he hadn't done before. You know, he liked being around my kids and they taught him how to play basketball and he bought jeans. I remember seeing him ride a bike around our neighborhood for a while and he came back all sweaty and everything. He said, boy, this is fun. Yeah. I said, yeah, I know it is.

[Sue Messmore]

Oh my gosh. A sweet, smart little boy. He was something else.

[Steve Fishman]

That's Sue Messmore, Dave's wife.

[Sue Messmore]

He looked up to Dave as his protector. I mean, he had every faith in Dave.

[Steve Fishman]

Collier bonded with sue as well over his favorite mother son activity.

[Sue Messmore]

My sister and I, we went shopping one Sunday and Collier was over at our house. So we took him to our mall and we went shopping, forgetting that he's listening to everything you're saying? I said, oh, this jacket is so cute. I. I really like it, but I don't think I'm going to buy it.

[Steve Fishman]

Sue thought it was too expensive. Dave wouldn't be happy when he saw the price tag. But Collier had a different view.

[Sue Messmore]

Well, he chimes in, well, Mrs. Messmore, you should buy that jacket. You deserve it. Well, he actually talked me into buying the jacket.

[Steve Fishman]

When they got home, sue joked that she was going to hide the day's purchase from Dave.

[Sue Messmore]

And Collier said, well, Mrs. Messmore, if Detective Messmore can find my mother, he certainly could find these packages. We didn't know what to say.

[Steve Fishman]

Was he obnoxious?

[Sue Messmore]

Well, no. He was just. He was beyond his 12 years is all. He acted like a little adult.

[Steve Fishman]

There was another reason Collier was drawn to the Messmores.

[Dave Messmore]

He'd always ask me, do you think my dad really did that? He said, collier, it was a trial, and I'm convinced, and you should be convinced now that he did it. As horrible as this whole thing is, unfortunately, your father's responsible for it.

[Steve Fishman]

Dave felt bad for Collier.

[Dave Messmore]

He's been traumatized too much. Way too much for an ordinary person. Oh, we love Collier. Yeah.

[Steve Fishman]

Not long after the trial ended, Collier was in the car with Dave and Sue, one of their weekends together. He stuck his head between the front seats.

[Dave Messmore]

He said, I need to talk to you. And I said, okay. He said, would you and sue consider adopting me? And I went, God, I didn't think about that. I said, well, Collier, we'll have to talk about that a little bit.

[Sue Messmore]

And I felt like Collier had no one. So I looked at him like this little boy who really was like an orphan. It just broke my heart. We had talked a lot about it, and, yes, it was a decision.

[Steve Fishman]

What were your hesitations?

[Sue Messmore]

I don't know. I guess the problems that he might have, emotional problems that he might have, and could I handle that? And we decided that if we did get him, we would go into counseling. I would want to know exactly the right way to handle questions, if he had questions for us. Collier wanted to be here with us, and we wanted him to be part of our family.

[Dave Messmore]

Sue and I talked for a day or two, and we kind of agreed that we could do it.

[Steve Fishman]

So the Mesmers filed for adoption. Then it was in the hands of a judge. A few weeks later, Dave and Sue were driving through Texas, visiting one of their kids. Dave stopped to make a call to his adoption attorney, who said the judge had made a decision.

[Dave Messmore]

And the judge says, you don't think I'm gonna put you with the guy that locked up your dad, do you? He says you're not going there under any circumstances.

[Sue Messmore]

I cried. I cried.

[Steve Fishman]

Sue couldn't comfort Collier. He was back in Mansfield, in a courtroom, standing next to his state appointed lawyer. He cried, too.

[Collier Landry]

It just. It was such a gut punch. I just felt broken in that moment.

[Steve Fishman]

So who wanted Collier now?

[George Ziegler]

I never was a huggy, huggy person. Ever.

[Steve Fishman]

From Sony Music Entertainment and Orbit Media, this is finding Mom's killer. I'm Steve Fishman. Episode 5 Lost Boy.

[George Ziegler]

I come from a family that's not huggy. We're not that type of people.

[Steve Fishman]

This is George Ziegler. He was a wealthy businessman in Mansfield, now retired. And as he himself admits, he's a gruff, blunt guy. Not too generous with praise.

[George Ziegler]

I never got it, don't expect it. I don't need it. And I don't see why people do need it.

[Susan Ziegler]

I never know if dinner is good.

[George Ziegler]

Not bad.

[Steve Fishman]

Ever since the awful events of December 31, 1989, it seemed like Collier had been steadily losing his family one member at a time. First his mother, then his father, then, then his uncle, his aunt, his foster family, his little sister, and then finally the Messmores, who'd been his hope for a normal, loving home. Enter George and Susan Ziegler. The Zieglers had been married for over 20 years. Like almost everyone else in Mansfield, they'd been engrossed in the Boyle trial.

[Susan Ziegler]

I just kept telling George, what's gonna happen to those poor kids?

[Steve Fishman]

The Zieglers knew the Boyles a little. Their son went to the same private school as Collier. George and Noreen both sat on the school board.

[George Ziegler]

She just seemed like a typical doctor's wife, you know, dressed to the nines and acted like she was in the nines. You know, I wouldn't say snotty, but, you know, a little aloof.

[Steve Fishman]

Not that it put George off Collier. George liked Collier, even if he was a rather unique kid.

[George Ziegler]

He was totally different than anybody else in the school as far as dress and acting and, you know, I mean, it was very distinct.

[Steve Fishman]

The Zieglers had never considered adoption, but they didn't want Collier to wind up in some random household in a strange new city.

[George Ziegler]

I didn't think it was right that he loses his mother, his father, all of his friends at school, and go someplace he doesn't know anybody.

[Steve Fishman]

So the Zieglers applied to adopt Collier. And to their surprise, they were successful. Or successful with the courts. One party wasn't convinced as soon as Collier walked into the Zieglers home, he made them a proposition.

[Collier Landry]

I asked the Zigglers if they would consider giving me up for adoption to the Messmoors. They could adopt me, and then they could give me up for adoption and Dave and Sue could take me.

[George Ziegler]

I said, kyer, I said, I understand that. When we started this, we understood that we have you until you're 18 years old. If you don't like it after that, you can leave. And we could live with that. If he left at 18, we never heard from him again. We could live with that.

[Susan Ziegler]

It wasn't like we wanted to own Collier. No, we were just there to be there for him.

[Steve Fishman]

The Zieglers wanted the best for Collier. But after spending his whole young life as the apple of his mother's eye, Collier found he had some adjustments to make.

[Collier Landry]

It's sort of like you're more than a house guest. And I felt like their son. But there's also this part of you that feels like you're not quite 100% there. First couple years were awkward, for sure. I was trying to figure out my life and just going to therapy and then just felt like there was something wrong with me all the time.

[George Ziegler]

They made me even pay for his counseling that he got. Court ordered, court ordered counseling we had to pay for.

[Collier Landry]

And then every time we wanted to do family therapy, then it just didn't work out.

[George Ziegler]

I didn't understand why I had to be there.

[Collier Landry]

Yeah, he didn't want to be there.

[George Ziegler]

A lot of this grief stuff that they have today, you know, I mean, somebody stubbed their toes or have a grief counselor there.

[Steve Fishman]

When Collier cried, he did it alone in his bedroom. The Mesmores were feeling the separation as well. Here's Sue.

[Sue Messmore]

We thought the more people that love Collier, the better off Collier is.

[Steve Fishman]

So the Mesmores asked the Zieglers to meet them one night. They went to dinner at a restaurant.

[Sue Messmore]

We just said, we know that you are his adoptive parents, but we want to be a part of his life, an aunt and uncle, not to interfere, nothing like that. And they absolutely said no.

[Steve Fishman]

The Zieglers felt Collier needed to integrate into their family, and the Mesmers might unintentionally get in the way. The Zieglers were already encountering challenges.

[George Ziegler]

People outside of an area like this, a rural area like we're in, they don't understand that that was one of the first cases that was actually publicized on tv. So tire became very noticeable around town.

[Susan Ziegler]

I didn't realize that we wouldn't be Able to go out in public?

[Steve Fishman]

Yeah.

[George Ziegler]

For six months, we didn't go out. I mean, we didn't go to dinner.

[Susan Ziegler]

Everybody be looking at us and whispering.

[Collier Landry]

You know, and it was causing me issues in school and people, you know, kids picked on me and stuff.

[Susan Ziegler]

We always thought everybody adored them. We didn't realize there were people out there that didn't. We didn't see that part.

[Steve Fishman]

Collier had all the problems of a normal teenager but with higher stakes. The Zieglers didn't always appreciate his rich imagination. Did Collier always tell the truth?

[George Ziegler]

No.

[Steve Fishman]

Okay.

[Susan Ziegler]

Where do you think he learned that from?

[George Ziegler]

No.

[Steve Fishman]

Where do you think he learned? His parents.

[Susan Ziegler]

His parents, they never told the truth. They lied to each other. Noreen had her secrets and Jack had his.

[Collier Landry]

Yeah, they would always catch me in little lies. And they were worried that I would end up like my father. And they wanted to do everything in their power to make sure I didn't end up like my father.

[Steve Fishman]

The Zieglers did the best they could for Collier. They took him in, nurtured him, protected him, loved him. In their own way, they were generous. They bought him a new car for his 16th birthday. But Collier was an unusual kid who'd gone through something unimaginable. He still felt alone, rejected. A lost boy. The Zieglers couldn't understand what he'd been through. Who would? Well, there was one person who just might. And so Kalya reached out.

[Collier Landry]

This is a fucking complicated situation.

[Steve Fishman]

You know what I mean?

[Collier Landry]

I think I was always seeking my father's approval.

[Steve Fishman]

Imagine, a son reaches out to his father. The father convicted of murdering his mother. Just months after the trial ended, Collier did just that, writing to his father in prison. They'd go on to exchange hundreds of messages. We have copies of most of them and they're a treasure trove of insights. They're heartbreaking, disturbing sometimes almost unbearable. In the early letters, Jack seems desperate for a relationship with Collier. He's careful, encouraging, full of praise. He calls Collier by his childhood nickname, Bumper and signs off, I love you and miss you xxx o o O He even sends presents on Collier's birthday like a jewelry box he made out of Popsicle sticks. Jack writes often. Collier responds less often. Maybe it's the tenor of Jack's letters. He gives Collier fatherly advice, but it's generic and stern. At one point, he writes, as I have repeated over and over to you your education is the number one in your life. Elsewhere, he writes, don't procrastinate. It's a bad habit. It's like Jack doesn't know anything about Collier. He could be writing to anyone's kid.

[Jack Boyle]

Hi, Bumper. Good morning. It's Sunday, August 7th.

[Steve Fishman]

At one point, Jack sends Collier a video. It's shot in the prison against a painted background. Sky, mountains, a red race car. It's like a prisoner's dream. Jack is in his blue prison uniform, gray haired and wearing glasses.

[Jack Boyle]

And I thought I would come down to pnn, the prison news network.

[Steve Fishman]

The video is awkward. It's as if Jack doesn't have much to say.

[Jack Boyle]

We had lunch and I drank two glasses of milk and a glass of juice. I had some Cheerios, generic Cheerios.

[Steve Fishman]

But there's one moment in the video that's strikingly different in tone. It's like Jack is speaking in code.

[Jack Boyle]

I'm working on the project that we discussed and I'll try to get your letter out as soon as I can. It'll be predated, of course, and I'll put some instructions in there.

[Steve Fishman]

What is this project? Jack has something specific in mind. Nearly as soon as he'd arrived in prison prison, Jack started filing appeals. He insisted on his innocence, casting himself as the victim of a vast conspiracy. I will continue to fight to be free of this illegal conviction, he wrote. And you know what would really help in that fight? If Collier, the person who knows him best, the prosecution's star witness, would change his story if he would say, say he'd lied on the stand. In one of his many letters to Collier, Jack makes this request. The letters between Jack and Collier are much more powerful if you can hear them. So we got some AI software to recreate the voices of Collier and Jack. Here they are reading their actual letters.

[Tom Adgate]

I did not kill mommy. I'm not responsible for her disappearance. I am not part of any plot against her. I am innocent.

[Steve Fishman]

So Jack has an angle. He wants Collier to help him go free. And while Collier's correspondence may have started simple, just a desire to connect, his own intentions seem to shift. Collier writes to Jack much less often. And even when he does, there's a lot of teenage boy stuff. Sports, grades, girls. In March 1991, nine months after his father's conviction, Collier pens a one page letter in the labored script of a fledgling cursive writer. He's 13. There's some preamble.

[I]

Dear dad, I've been so busy with school, I haven't found time to write. How was Easter? Did you do anything sort of special?

[Steve Fishman]

Then Collier's tone changes. He's direct. You can hear his emotion, his confusion.

[I]

Dad. Just to get this off my chest, why did you kill my mom? Don't get me wrong. I do love you. Even though you have hurt me, my family and my mother. You are my father and I owe you a great debt. I am proud to be an heir to the Boyle name. Disregarding my family's faults. I love you. Yours very truly, Collier.

[Steve Fishman]

Now that is an incredibly generous letter. You can feel that Collier is torn up inside. He knows his father's a killer, but he offers his father love. Says he's proud to be a Boyle. A convicted murderer might consider himself lucky to receive such grace. But Jack, in his subsequent letters, guess who he blames for his conviction? Guess who he accuses of being the real liar?

[Tom Adgate]

I have much anger for your trial antics. Maybe I should say performance. I am here because of your testimony. In part, not because I committed a crime against mommy.

[Steve Fishman]

Jack keeps proclaiming his innocence, Keeps demanding Collier recant his testimony. Later, when Collier makes it clear that he will not do that, Jack seems to become an entirely different person. In November 1992, he writes Collier an 8p single spaced typewritten letter. Frankly, it's difficult to read this letter. It's menacing, vicious and personal. Keep in mind this is a father writing to his 14 year old son. A kid who, despite everything, has just offered Jack a loving relationship.

[Tom Adgate]

Collier, I'm in receipt of your recent communication. Your poisonous communication is simply the app product of some nearby cesspool, the stank of which seems to have been foisted upon your brain.

[Steve Fishman]

This is a furious letter. It's also a weird letter. Jack's prose is so different, so supercilious. Who is this person?

[Tom Adgate]

You blaspheme God's name in your vitriol to me. Yes, it is readily apparent to a casual reader of your communication that it is Lord Lucifer whom you serve and who hold your soul.

[Steve Fishman]

If this letter weren't so ugly, there'd be something funny about it. Is Jack trying to channel Shakespeare, the bible? As he continues, Jack claims that his only mistake in life was treating Collier too well. Well.

[Tom Adgate]

So now I'm the fall guy. Now you're trying to make me the bad guy. Why don't you look in the mirror and see? The bad guy is your own hate and anger. For it is I alone who allowed you to be pampered and spoiled and satisfied your every want. I see you have continued to wallow in self pity and that is truly sad. You are still trying to play the innocent victim. Grow up and act like a man. This pathetic, poor me act will not serve you. You unctuous brat. You shameful coward. You are an outcast and too stupid to realize it. You infect all around you. I'm at peace with myself. Are you John Boyle? A 222633?

[Steve Fishman]

No X's and O's at the end of this letter, just his prisoner number. Collier takes a couple of months to write back. In the meantime, Jack has returned all of Collier's letters, including this next one, unopened. Too bad. It's reasoned, kind. It's almost too forgiving. In January 1993, Collier writes, Dear Dad.

[I]

I recently received your package of the letters you sent back to me, so I will keep them for you. Why are you all of the sudden so angry with me? Is it because I didn't sign the paper that said my testimony was untrue? This really bothers me because I don't want you to be angry with me. I just wish you could admit your guilt and go on with life. I need to know what really happened so that I can start to deal with it. There is always going to be a doubt in my mind whether or not one day mommy is going to come ring my doorbell and say, here I am. And I will always doubt whether or not you killed her. I want you to know that I do still care about you and I hope the feeling is mutual. Love, Collier.

[Steve Fishman]

So 14 year old Collier is in the middle of it. His emotions pull him one way and then the other. Mommy will knock on the door, Daddy didn't do it. Some part of lonely, guileless Collier still wants to believe in his father, wants to believe that the pieces can be put back together. And then one day, Kier's hopes seem like more than just hopes.

[J]

Yeah, I saw this interesting story about Jack Boyle killing his wife, or maybe not his wife, and I thought that, oh, that sounds like a hoot. It was a lot of fun and it was a huge news case, so I got a lot of free publicity.

[Steve Fishman]

This is Tom Adgate. Back in the 90s, he was an attorney in Akron, Ohio. Or as he puts it, I was.

[J]

A man of the hour in Akron at the time.

[Steve Fishman]

In July 1994, Tom was skimming his hometown paper, the Akron Beacon Journal, when he stumbled upon an interesting article. The newspaper, one of the most respected in Ohio, was running a four part investigative series called Questioning the Conviction of Dr. Jack Boyle for the murder of his wife. The headline that day read, Noreen Boyle is dead, isn't she?

[J]

Somehow Jack and I got in contact with each other and he didn't have any money, so I just did it as a lark.

[Steve Fishman]

The article posed an explosive question. Was the body buried in the basement of that house in Erie, Pennsylvania, really Noreen Boyles? There were in fact, a lot of problems with the initial autopsy. We have a copy of the report. It said the dead woman had brown eyes, but Noreen's were sparkling blue, just like Collier's. The autopsy also recorded the body as heavier than Noreen was and shorter. But what Tom really latched onto was what was missing. The autopsy had not found a gallbladder, but Noreen did have a gallbladder.

[J]

So that was the whole basis of my motion that that's not her in the coffin. He didn't kill his wife because his wife's not there. It was a good motion.

[Steve Fishman]

Jack still proclaimed his innocence and Tom didn't press him. He represented a lot of murders. He knew the game.

[J]

I mean, you know, when the body's buried in the basement of your film under cement, I mean, it's you. But I said, well, it could be true.

[Steve Fishman]

Tom Adgate is an odd character in this tragedy. The court jester playing it for comedy. Thanks to the media frenzy around the trial, the Boyle case was already a circus. Always room for one more clown, right? Still, in order to prove that the body was or wasn't Noreen's, the body had to be exhumed. And that couldn't happen without approval from Noreen's next of kin, her then 16 year old son, Collier. For Collier, there wasn't much comedy in the situation.

[Collier Landry]

You're telling me that maybe my mother's body isn't my mother's? I mean, you're telling me that there's a possibility that maybe my mother's alive? Of course it gave me a shred of hope.

[Steve Fishman]

So Collier signed off on the exhumation. The body was interred in Baltimore, where Noreen's sister lived. Soon enough, Tom Adgate and a crew of lawyers, cops, technicians and reporters were convoying east.

[J]

She was buried in this beautiful Baltimore cemetery up on a hill with a tree over. I mean, it just couldn't be more idyllic. And then we load the casket into a coroner's van and then we have a whole procession, you know, six hour procession back to Akron to the coroner's office. Seemed like there was 20 of us in that morgue.

[Steve Fishman]

The pathologist got to work and it quickly turned out that the body did have a gallbladder. So much for that. Even so, the DNA was shipped off for testing. In the four years since the trial DNA technology had improved. Now these tests could definitively prove a body's identity.

[J]

All the DNA and everything came back to her. So it was just a bad autopsy last time.

[Steve Fishman]

So that was that. Noreen was dead. Jack's conviction stood. Collier was an orphan. Tom Adgate's legal arc was over. Nothing had changed, including Jack's intentions. He was still determined to get out of prison, no matter how long it took. And he was still desperate for help from the person he saw as the key to his freedom. His son.

[Jack Boyle]

So his endorsement would be very good.

[Steve Fishman]

Crucial.

[Jack Boyle]

Might even be the word.

[Steve Fishman]

Yeah. Yes, that's Dr. Jack Boyle, still in prison and still hoping to get out. And later this year, he just might. This August, at age 82, after 35 years in prison, Jack expects to go before the parole board. Maybe that's why he recently gave me a call. Jack.

[George Ziegler]

Steve.

[Steve Fishman]

Jack. Hey, Jack. Here we are.

[George Ziegler]

Here we are.

[Steve Fishman]

Over the course of many conversations, Jack has had a lot to say, including about what really happened the night of Noreen's death. Jack, you're saying that it was an accident? Finding Mom's Killer is a production of Orbit Mutual Media creator and host Steve Fishman. That's me. Our senior producer is Drew Nellis. Our producer and production coordinator, Austin Smith. Our story editor, Emil Klein. Fact checked by Ryan Alderman. Mixing in sound design by Scott Somerville. Our lawyers are at Davis, Wright Tremaine from Sony Music Entertainment. Our executive producer is Jonathan Hirsch. Special thanks to Emily Racik, Steve Ackerman, Kathryn St. Louis, Sammy Allison, Fisher Stevens, Rhea, Julian, Dan Bopkoff at wme. We'd like to thank Evan Krasic, Marisa Hurwitz and Ben Davis. We want to also thank 11 labs for their genius with AI. And Carl Hunnel at the Richland Source for the generous use of his podcast studio. And a really warm thank you to Collier Landry for sharing his story and for his production assistance.