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Direct from the Broski Nation headquarters in Los Angeles, California, this is the Broski Report with your host, Brittany Broski. Whipping that like a rental. I'm dragging my nuts Got my dick out the dirt. Do you all know that song? Guys, guess who they let back in the United mother tucking States of America. Me, Y'all. What a fucking two weeks this has been. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. So much has happened in the last, what, not even 14 days? I guess it has been 14 days. Oh, my sweet lord. Y'all need to strap in for what I'm about to lay on you. Okay. Have mercy. Okay, let's start with. You're looking at a woman that is one less organ than now I was two weeks ago. Okay? What the fuck you always hear? Oh, she had her gallbladder out. She had her pancreatic removal surgery. It went great. Who the is that ever about? Because it's. You think it's not gonna be you, you know what I mean? Oh, it's now about me. Gallbladder surgery. Goofy ass surgery. What the. I couldn't even have a cool one. I tore my. I tore my nabiscus. I. I tore my. I tore my hibiscus muscle during bar method because I was going so hard because I'm so ripped and that. It. It just snapped. It's never that. It's. She had her gallbladder out. What the goofy ass surgery is that? I'm humiliated. Unserious ass surgery, bro. Except it was very serious. It was actually kind of like, really super scary. Okay, let's talk about it. I guess so. You might be wondering how I got here. Rewind the clock. Two weeks I'm in Rome, Italy, by the way. Literally got back last night, so this is hot off the motherfucking press for y'all. Okay? So I'm on a family vacation. All goes well, we start in Paris, and we take the Orient Express from Paris to Verona, Italy. One of the most magical experiences ever. It is an overnight train, and you literally wake up in the Swiss Alps like, it is just. It's psychotic. It's something that was a real bonding experience for me and my whole family. It was so neat. And it's such a unique preservation that they've done of these train cars. I mean, from the 20s and 30s, they've restored them to their original artisan craftsmanship. And the original. It's like the grandsons of the guys who made the cars or the ones who service them. It's spectacular. Okay? Not to nerd out. Like, wow. Dining cars, bar car. It was amazing. Okay. We get off the train in Verona, walk around for a little bit, shout out. Verona, Italy, which has the. And I might be wrong. Second largest Roman amphitheater ever found besides the Coliseum. Okay. Amphitheater meaning two theaters. Amphi meaning two. Right, like amphibian. So, second largest Roman amphitheater ever found. Really, really neat. They do, like, opera concerts there now. We walked around the city. In literally an hour and a half, this episode is going to have some severe Roman Empire undertones, by the way. I. It's on. It's fresh on the mind. I also started reading Song of Achilles. Okay, I'll get back to my gallbladder in a second. Started reading Song of Achilles. What the. We'll get there, okay? But the Roman Empire weaves its way into this story. So, mind you, we get out in Verona. Really cute town, old as fuck. Every city in Italy is old as fuck. They're like. And this building was built when can I remember? 1200 A.D. what the fuck are you talking about? That's not real. Made up year. So then we take a commuter train from Verona to Rome. We have a beautiful time in Rome. It rains the whole time, but it honestly was super aesthetic, super ambient. Okay. Do a walking tour of the Coliseum, of the Roman Forum, of all these magnificent places. I've been to rome before, probably 10 years ago. This was to see it through, like, adult eyes and as an appreciator of history and. And someone who sees history as not only a direct informer of how we behave today, but of, like, what could have been. Oh, it was just. It was psychotic. Me and my brother were geeking, tweaking out. We do all that. Whatever. It's the final day. We're supposed to leave for the airport at 5. Okay. This is on Saturday morning. We're supposed to leave 5:00am well, around 1:00am, my tummy starts to rumble. Okay? And not only does my tummy start to rumble, my mouth starts to water. And I said, I know what this is. So I'm nauseous I go and puke in the bathroom, and it does not stop. And usually when I have food poisoning, I have given it to myself by eating, I don't know, rice or pasta that's been left out or, you know, eating at some unsavory places. Because I, at the core of my being, want to be Anthony Bourdain. And so I get real adventurous with food. My tummy can't handle it, girl. My tummy's like, no, no, no, no. And then I. And then I spew from both ends. All that to say, I know what food poisoning feels like. I know what it sounds like in my body. I'm well acquainted with it. This was different, okay? I start puking, and it does not stop. And immediately after puking, this intense pain in my upper abdomen starts. And it's something I have never experienced in my life. I mean, it felt. When they say knives in your stomach, when they say writhing in pain, there is not a better descriptor. There's not a more apt description than what that experience was. Nothing would relieve it. I couldn't lay flat. I couldn't, like, use my abdominal muscles to get up. It was horrible. I couldn't lay on my side. After a while of getting up and down, up and down, the nausea wouldn't stop. My mom, bless her, she stayed behind because I was like, I'm not making it on that plane, girl. So my dad, brother, and sister went home, and my mom stayed behind and got me some Italian version of Gas X. I was popping that. I think it's called Geffer. They call that shit Geffer. I was huffing the gaffer. I'm a Geffer queen, okay? I took it like you. You drink it, you mix it with water, and it helped with the nausea, but the pain would not go away. I was doing Tylenol. Thank God I always traveled with Tylenol and ibuprofen. It was the only thing that could, like, it still hurt, but I could, like, drift off to sleep a little bit until the Tylenol would wear off. And then I would be brought back to the suffering reality of my abdominal pain after a while, where I was like, this is not normal. It's been 24 hours. It's not going away. The pain then spread to under my right rib cage, and it got hard to breathe, and that's when I start to freak the out. I don't smoke weed. I don't smoke cigarettes. I don't do anything that involves my lungs because there is nothing scarier to me like, very genuinely, nothing is scarier than not being able to breathe, not being able to take a full breath, not being able to meter your breathing. And so when I couldn't do that, I was like, absolutely fucking not. I called my doctor back in America, and luckily, with the time difference, they were up and hospital answered and they were like, here's what I recommend. He said, describe exactly where the pain is. I was like, you know, it's right under my right rib cage and it's piercing, stabbing pain. I cannot lay. I cannot do anything. I can't even take a full breath. He goes, okay, that sounds like your gallbladder. And I said, what the hell is that? Of course I've heard of a gallbladder before, but not in my body, not on me. He was like, sounds like either your gallbladder or your pancreas. Because I had WebMD'd myself down a hole and I had diagnosed myself as having pancreatic cancer, of course. And so he was like, sounds like your gallbladder. I said, you sure, doc? It sounds like pancreatic cancer to me. He said, no, it's probably your gallbladder. And he was like, okay, here's what I would recommend. You need to go to an English speaking hospital nearby and you really need to get this checked out. And I was like, hospital, bro, what the fuck? This can't wait until I'm back in the States. Fast forward. No, it could not wait. So what I actually was about to experience was acute cholesterol cholecystitis. Acute cholestitis, an inflammation of the gallbladder, typically caused by a gallstone blocking the cystic duct. So here's what I've come to learn about gallbladders. I'm super versed in it. Now, gallstones develop on their own and they can be unproblematic until they are. What happened in my gallbladder? So the gallbladder produces bile, and bile sits in your stomach and helps digest the food that you eat. My gallbladder had been blocked, okay? That's what was causing the sharp pain. And not only was there a blockage, it was perforated. The walls were super thick, it was inflamed, and necrosis had set in. Oh, okay. What the fuck are you talking about? All of that happened. We made the decision to go to the hospital because I was like, this pain is. It is unimaginable. We went in, I described all my symptoms, and to the doctor, the Italian doctor, God bless the name of the hospital I went to, and I'M about to say everyone by name because they were so fantastic. This hospital was. I mean, truly, how scary is it to be in a foreign country? You don't speak the language, and now you're being told you have to undergo a surgery. This hospital was so lovely to me in the grand scheme of things. I was like, go time decision mode when it came time to, you know, have this conversation with the doctors. But, like, grand scheme of things, God, it was terrifying. But I wasn't really terrified in the moment. So I go into the doctor and he's like, you know, what's wrong? We just went to the error, and I was like, food poisoning. I gave myself food poisoning. You know, we had sushi, I had tuna. Like it was raw or whatever. He goes, what? What is wrong? And I was like, oh, food poisoning. He goes, no, no, no, no. Tell me what is wrong? And I said, okay, so you have a good point. I said, I have abdominal pain. I've been vomiting, but no diarrhea. Sorry to get super graphic. Do y'all care about me or not? No diarrhea. And he said, that's a telltale sign that it's not food poisoning, because it would be evacuating the premises at all costs if it was food poisoning. This is actually going to be something completely different. And so he goes, okay, lay down, and I'm going to do an abdominal exam. So I lay down off the tylenol, off the perk, 30 tylenol, 500 milligram. And for the first time ever, I could lay flat because I was on so much Tylenol. Overstimulated. I'm overstimulated right now, by the way. There's a screech in my throat. I got screeches in my throat. The lawn guys are doing that out there. It's hot in here. My water's lukewarm. There's a lot going on. I feel really actually overstimulated as right now, but I'm gonna power through. And so he lays. He tells me to lay down, and then he does an abdominal exam. And when he pushed on my gallbladder, oh, my fucking God. I have no. I wanted to scream. And he goes, okay, we're gonna have you do an ultrasound. And I'm not joking. When we showed up to this hospital, no one was there. No one. There was one other person in the waiting room, and it was an old guy with his wife. We were seen immediately. It was the doctor and then nurses who took all my vitals and did whatever I was in an ultrasound within two hours, maybe an hour and a half. And she did the ultrasound and sure enough, on the monitor you can see little gallstones. Oh, okay. And so she goes, this looks like inflammation of the gallbladder. We're gonna send you to have a CT scan. What the fuck, bitch? I've never been a sickly person, okay? I. I've never had to do the in and out of hospitals doing this, doing all these scans and whatever. I've never had to do it, thank God. I mean, I've been so lucky. And to me, that's always been like, you know, oh, you hit 55 and you start doing all that stuff. This was very scary as like a 27 year old, relatively healthy person. Like, I really take care of myself. At least I try to. This was like, bitch, what the. So did the CT scan and what they don't tell you about CT scan that they. It's. It was all iv, it was all intravenous. Intravenous. They put this solvent or whatever through the iv and she goes, bless her because she spoke broken English. She was speaking Italian. She goes, going to be hot. And I said, oh, just like the temperature of the room. Okay, it's no worries. I can sweat. I sweat all the time. She puts that shit in my. Oh, my God. It was the weirdest feeling. So did the IV puts me in the CT scan where it's, it's over, you know, it's circling around you. When that shit, when it. The machine mixed with whatever the fuck was in my veins, it burned. It was hot. I literally, I felt like such a puss because she warned me, going to be hot. I go, ow, ow. Like a baby. And then from the mic speaker in the room, she goes, are you all right? And I said, yeah, humiliating. But they do that, I guess so. It illuminates the veins and you can see the inflammation. I don't know. Regardless, got out of the CT scan and they were like, yeah, it's bad. They show all these images to the doctor. We wait around. They decide to admit me and they start administering antibiotics. I'm thinking, oh, okay, it's just inflamed. Give me some antibiotics. I'll probably be here overnight. They'll release me tomorrow. We can leave the next day. Well, girl, later that night, the doctor comes in, the same one, God bless him, Dr. Carlos, Dr. Carlo. By the way, this hospital was UPMC. Salvatore Mundi International Hospital in Rome. Spectacular, fantastic care. And shout out Dr. Carlo because he for real was like, tell me what is wrong. Not you diagnosing yourself, you know, like, I want to see it all laid out so I can properly diagnose. And he did. He came in and he was like, here's the deal. Gallbladder's super inflamed. Every. The walls are super thick. You have a blockage. Now we have two options. We can keep you here for four or five days. Five days, Just pump you full of antibiotics, and you can have the surgery when you're back in America. And I go, okay, hold on one second. The surgery, what do you mean? Like, to remove the gallstone? He said, no, no, no. To remove your gallbladder. And I say, all right, could you just go ahead and point one more time to where that is on my body? Because I'm not really understanding. I ask him to pull up one of those, like, infographic charts on the wall. I'm like, could you just point to where on my body where it would be? Okay, I get it now. I get it now. Thank you. And so he comes in. He goes, that's option one. Option two, the surgeon is going to come in in a little bit, and like most surgeons do, he's going to tell you you need surgery. I would hear him out because it's a lot worse than I initially thought. And I'm like, okay. The surgeon comes in and he's immediately like, we need to do this tomorrow. He said, it is super inflamed, There is a blockage, and I cannot put you on a plane in good conscience. He goes, I understand. You know, I know this is scary. You probably want to do this in America, but I really recommend you do it here. I'm like, okay. So I'm on the phone with my dad back in the States. My mom is there with me. I've talked to both the doctor, the surgeon, and I call my American doctor. And I'm like, here's the status. Here's what they're telling me. What do you recommend? Because ultimately, you know, you listen to everyone's advice, but you have to weigh it all, and it's your decision ultimately. And that's what Dr. Carlo said. He was like, it's your choice. It's your body. You do what you think is best. I called my American doctor, and he goes, you really need to do it there. And I go, okay. That's the decision, I guess. And so the next morning, early, like 7:30am the surgeon and Dr. Carlo come in, and they're like, well, what do you think? What have you decided? And I go, let's do It. Let's do it here, girl. I was. That was probably what, 7:38. I was under anesthesia by 12:45. It was immediate. And it's such a blessing because as I was running around doing all the tests, like the CT scan and whatever, the hospital was packed. Packed. It was packed. Not an open seat in the waiting room. And so what was. It just feels. This whole experience felt so, like, okay, it was at the tail end of my vacation. It was at a quiet day in the hospital, and they were able to operate immediately. Like, all of these things lined up. I feel so fortunate and so blessed that it was just like, this is happening now. It's happening now. They take me in. They do it laparoscopically. So right now I have about five wounds on my stomach. Where. Laparoscopic surgery, by the way, is a marvel of modern medicine. I mean, I'm. I am one to marvel at the. In awe of human innovation always. And this is one of those things. It's literally robot surgery. They did surgery on a grape. They did surgery on Brittany Broski. They did robot surgery on Brittney. It was crazy. I was watching these videos of. Not on me, because, hey, I'm gonna vomit. I was watching these animated videos of what a laparoscopic gallbladder removal surgery looks like. It. You. It might as well have been magic. It looked like magic. It is amazing what they can do, by the way. This was only, like, first properly characterized and described in, like, 1934. So this has been around less than 100 years that this was even a problem point that they know how to fix. So whatever they do the surgery, everything goes fine. They do anesthesia via iv. Hey, what the fuck? There's nothing scarier. There's nothing scarier. One minute I'm awake, next minute, dead. Dead in the fucking water, girl. The next thing I know, I woke up and it was immediate. My teeth are. I don't know what it is. I started looking up all these symptoms of, you know, coming out of anesthesia. And it can last for weeks after you go under general anesthesia, where all these side effects can happen. And mine was teeth chattering. They put a breathing tube down my throat, which is so scary. And I was coughing because I imagined them, like, ripping it out of my throat really fast. That's how it felt like my head lulled back when they pulled it down, I was coughing so bad. And then I started to cry just because, of course, I did. And one of the sweet Italian nurses, old woman, she goes, don't cry. Don't cry. And I was like, yeah, lady, I didn't want to. I'm humiliated. She goes, don't cry. Not cry. And I was like, yeah, you're so right. And so I bossed up, stopped crying. But I was. I was shivering so bad, and I wasn't cold. I don't know what it was. And so they put a space blanket on me under my. Under my hospital blanket. And then they wheeled me back into my room and my mom got it on video. I immediately in my. My hospital bed, I said, ciao in front of all these lovely Italian people. Ciao. Making fun of their language. What the me off the perk 30 anesthesia. Ciao, bella. Ciao. And so we. They will be back in, and Dr. Carlo is in the corner, and he's watching me, and he's like, okay, all good. And. And I give him a thumbs up. And then he comes over and he goes, you made the absolute right decision. And I. And I was kind of out of it still, but my mom caught it. And he goes, if this would have been 24 hours later, would have been a much different story. And I was kind of still out of it. And I was like, okay, good. Like, that relief came over me of, like, that needed to happen. I'm glad that I made that decision. Well, later that day, one of the surgeons, his name was Dr. Papa. Luigi. Shout out or wait. Luigi. Papa. Dr. Luigi Papa. Dr. Papa comes in and he was like, oh, girl. Gutted, rotted. Like, truly necrosis. Like, it was so much worse than we thought. They pulled it out and they told me that. That truly, like, if I would have gotten on that plane, if I would have been like, ah, just pump me full of antibiotics, put me on the plane, my gallbladder probably would have burst midair. Hey, that's terrifying. It would have ruptured, which is so scary because then bile goes everywhere. And then you're dealing with sepsis and infection. It was just horrible. So thank God I decided to have it done there. And then I was in the hospital for two more days after that because they were administering me antibiotics via the iv. I had this drainage tube out of my gut. What the fuck? I had a sack. I had a sack. They gave me a sack. And when I had to go to the bathroom, I had to go to the sack. What? I had to pee. I had to pee right after the surgery. Then one of the nurses came in and I go, pee, pee. She goes and holds her finger up to me, leaves the room, comes back with a bedpan. And I'm not joking, A doggy piss paddle. Put the piss pad on the bedpan, told me to lift my butt up and I had peed on the pad. Pissed on a pad, check. Pissed on a pad like a puppy check. What the fuck? And I have a sack. No, every time after that I'd have to use the bathroom. I had to get up out of the hospital bed with these fresh stitches and take my little drainage sack and hold it. It was so embarrassing. And it's also just frustrating, like not being mobile, you know, like not being able to move how you usually do. It's just like I was getting so frustrated. So they eventually removed my tube, my sack tube. And I didn't feel any pain after the surgery, which is such a miracle. There was just antibiotics they were giving me and I couldn't eat normal. They were, they fed me like bread and the most bland chicken soup you've ever, ever. One could imagine. Just to make sure that they did that. Just to make sure that, you know, things were going smoothly. I wasn't nauseous. It wasn't putting too much strain on that newly formed, you know, track that my digestive system has to go through now. It's now double hard on my liver, which kind of sucks because no alcohol for a month, no fatty foods probably ever, because I, my body just can't handle it. So it's. Yeah, it's stuff like that that, you know, you think it won't happen to you until it does. And it's very scary. And I'm so thankful that I had my mom there. And the doctors were amazing. There was a nurse named Hilaria. Shout out Hilaria. She used to live in Ireland. That's my queen. All the nurses were so kind and so attentive and the room was private. I had a balcony. I mean it was just when socialized medicine works. So they discharged us from the hospital on Wednesday morning and I wasn't cleared to fly until Sunday. So I literally got back yesterday, last night at like 8pm and I had a post op appointment today where they did my blood work and whatever and I'm fine, everything is fine. It's just I'm exhausted, obviously from jet lag and from having a surgery. I have to give myself these weird, which I guess is normal after any surgery, these weird anti blood coagulant shots and they're self administered and I hate doing it, but I don't want blood clots, bro, so I have to do that. But honestly guys, to make a long fucking story, Short, I am minus one gallbladder plus one Harry Styles cover release. Okay, so with that, let's go ahead and transition into talking about the music. Thank you so much. Okay. What the f. This episode is sponsored by hungryroot. When it comes to grocery shopping and meal planning, I've got a problem. I've got a super restrictive diet that makes grocery shopping miserable. 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Okay, so if you missed it, I had gone ahead and released a sort of COVID of Adore you by Harry Styles, reimagined with the Broski special on. Okay, this has been in the works. And by this I mean a much larger project has been in the works for. I'm not joking. Five years. It's been. Damn. It's been five years from when this process started to finding the sound, honing the sound and perfecting. Not perfecting, but I guess mastering the craft of not blowing your voice out when you sing. How to get into the mindset of writing and co producing and being an active participant in this creative process. Because of course, because it's my project. Me. But it's such a creative collaboration every step of the way. And it's so much fun. It's so much fun. Like, I talk a lot of bullshit on this podcast about everything, but like, one thing that I hope rings true is my passion for the arts and my passion for music and how everything and every fiber of my being is informed by that passion for music. It's something I feel in my soul. It's something that's in the very bones of people that get it. You know what I mean? And from everything I've talked about, of being raised in the church and all of my inspirations and the sonic universe that I exist in in my mind that I wanted to, to, you know, breathe life into this project, it's happened and it's here and it's so exciting, truly, it's. It's so overwhelmingly exciting and also nerve wracking, right? Because you share something that intimate with an audience and you're subjecting yourself to criticism and commentary and I'm not worried about that. I have my fair share of opinions on music and I urge people to listen and develop their own opinions. That's that's what it's there for. But at the same time, it's there for me. You know what I mean? I talk about this all the time of art is for the artist as much as it is for an audience, for the. The voyeur as much as the creator. And this, to me, was the process of even creating this Harry Styles cover. And of course, it was a Harry Styles cover. It had to be a Harry Styles cover. Harry Styles and One Direction is quite genuinely one of the pillars of who I am, why I am the way I am, my friendships, the connections I've made, both professional and personal. Who I. Who I am on a personal, social level, treat people with kindness. Was my first ever tattoo. Like, there are so many reasons why this had to be a Harry Styles song. And not only that, but it was also to show as a proof of concept. Look what is going on up here. You know what I mean? Like, the lyrics to adore you are devastating if you think about it like that. Just like the lyrics to you are my sunshine are devastating if you think about it like that. And I knew that I wanted to flip it and make it this, you know, whimsical, ethereal rock song. And we did it. And shout out Scott Hoying. Holy fuck. Because he completely rearranged it with me. And we just brought a new life to it. And it's so exciting because here's this song that was top of the charts. Everyone knows it. Everyone knows the words, and it's totally different. And it has a different meaning now, too. That is what it makes my penis rock hard. So this whole process, plus the visuals. Oh, my fucking God. Paige, Sarah, My creative director, Elizabeth Youngling, my. My love. All of the people who worked on this project with me. The best is yet to come. Truly, the best is yet to come. And this was just the fucking smorgasbord. The. The aperitivo of what's to come. It had to be a cover. It had to be Harry, and I just knew that. And I'm so happy with the release. I'm so shocked by the outpouring of love that y'all have. I mean, it's. It's. I am blown away. I did not think it was gonna be like that. I thought I was gonna release it and people were gonna do that. Another tiktoker making me. Yeah. You think I haven't gone through that conversation with myself? You. I fully understand the optics on this. Okay? And I saw someone comment, and I damn near cried. Someone commented under a video where Someone said, not everyone needs to make music. Someone commented, why? And it's such a good question. You would not look at someone who's trying to paint or someone who's trying to learn how to fucking hopscotch and say, no, there's too many. We don't need you. That's not how art works. It's not how life works. Like, truly, anyone, anyone can buy a fucking microphone or use their iPhone microphone and make a song. Dochi is a living example of that. Dochi is such an inspiration. It's like that. I knew that was going to be a part of the conversation because of who I am and my background and how I came up on the Internet completely, fine. But when that's used as a weapon as to why someone shouldn't make art or someone shouldn't express themselves through art. What are you even talking about? It sounds stupid as fuck. Because it's not hurting you if it annoys you, okay? Don't listen to it. Sorry. It's not for you. You know what I mean? Art isn't for everyone. But when it connects, how and when it's supposed to connect to that. That person or that demographic, it's fucking magic. It's magic. So I just can't thank y'all enough. I mean, it. Truly, it's been. It's been psychotic watching everyone's reaction, videos and TikToks and edits. It's an art. It's just been better than I ever hoped because I tried to keep my. My expectations realistic and temper my. My reaction to a release. Because it's something. Even though it's. I didn't write that song. It's very personal. You know, when it's being sung from a place of connection and yeah, I'm just. I'm over the moon with the fact that y'all like it. So if you like that one, that's just sort of the appetizer. So I'd sort of hit lock in. I'd lock the fuck in and get ready. So that's all I'm gonna say on that right now. That's all I'm gonna say right now. 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