Ed Mylett (8:36)

You know what I'd always do when.

Rob Dyrdek (8:37)

I walk into a store? I'd never get what I wanted. I'd always check the price tag. What's it cost? What's it cost? What's it cost? What's it cost? And when you're always looking at what it costs, you never get what you want. And a lot of us do that in our lives. Every day, we're repeating to ourselves, what's this costing me? The sacrifice. I'm going, I don't know if I could go through anymore. What's.

Ed Mylett (8:59)

And you lose what you want.

Rob Dyrdek (9:01)

You got to quit negotiating the price right now. Make the decision that any price is worth it as long as it's legal, ethical, and moral. For you to make your family proud of you, for you to make your dream happen. Stop negotiating the price. This negotiation you keep doing in your mind, is this really where I'm supposed to be? Is what I'm supposed to be doing? Steals all your energy. It steals your focus. But those of you that get laser focused, become totally immersed in your dream. That know those babies of yours, your parents, guess what? They're worth the sacrifice. Probably when you were a little one. I got three minutes, guys. Probably when you were a little boy or a little girl. Here's what. I'll bet there was somebody in your life at some point, I pray, that made you feel special. Maybe one. Maybe they've even passed away. Maybe it was a grandma or grandpa or a parent that's got chills or a coach or somebody that just. They made you feel special. Mine was my papa. I'm named after him, Edward iii. We'd ride in his van on Sundays to go get donuts, and I'd sit there and he'd just look at me.

Ed Mylett (9:57)

Eddie, you're the special one. And he'd look at him.

Rob Dyrdek (9:59)

I said, I am Papa.

Steve Weatherford (10:00)

He goes, you're the special.

Rob Dyrdek (10:01)

You're my favorite grandson. He had 15 grandkids.

Ed Mylett (10:04)

He'd always tell me, you're my favorite.

Rob Dyrdek (10:05)

He probably told all of them, but I get chills right now. He made me feel special. Can you remember that person in your life and how they made you feel when you were a little boy or a little girl? You just felt something with them, didn't you? You just. Man, I was born for a reason. I'm special. I'm supposed to be somebody. I'm supposed to make a difference in my life. Let me tell you something. Whoever that person was, if you were blessed to have them, listen, they were right about you. And maybe over the time of your life and your childhood and grade school and you get into the world and business doesn't work in a relationship, and you forget, but I'm here to remind you tonight, they were right. And what you're really after is that feeling. What you're really after is the way they made you feel, is living up to it. Because at the end of our lives, I don't know whether or not you're going to live. But I know for sure you're going to die. And I don't know whether or not you're going to live before you die. Most of us are not living because we're so worried about what everybody thinks about us. Or maybe what we don't feel about ourselves. Let me say something to you real clear. If you spend the rest of your life worrying about everybody thinks about you, someday you'll never have to worry about it again. Because when you die, nobody will remember you were here. Stop worrying about what these people think about you. Live your dream. Worry about the people you love. By the way, I know some of the very people you're doing it for are the ones not supporting you. They're the ones telling you to quit. They're the ones giving you heck. Just do it anyway. I have this theory that someday when I die, and as a Christian, I believe I get to meet the Lord. I don't care if you believe it's energy, Allah, I don't care. But I have this belief that when I die, I'll say, well done, good and faithful servant. But here's what I think happens. I think he introduces me to the man I was born to be. The destiny version of me. I think you get introduced to that woman someday. This is who I made you to be. This is who you could have been, man. These are the experiences, the people you could have helped. The contribution, the moments, the memory, the magic, the way you could feel about yourself. Meet him. Meet her. This is who you were born to be. To me. Heaven. Heaven. I don't know what it looks like. I don't know if it's energy or a place you go. But heaven to me is when I meet that man. We're identical twins. I did it all. And he goes, man, I've been watching you. And I go, brother, I've been chasing you all my life. He goes you caught me. I watched you. I'm so proud of you. You did it all right. Hell would be meeting that person someday and you're total strangers with them. I don't want you to have that happen at the end of your life where all these things you are capable of, all the possibilities, all the moments, all the travel, all the trips, all the help, all the contribution, none of it happens because you won't fight for your family. You won't get obsessed for what you want. You won't transfer energy to people. You won't stop negotiating the price. You won't program your reticular activating system. You won't work on your identity. All that's on the line is your dadgum life. That's all. Just your life. That's all we're talking about here, is just you. Your precious soul who's enough. Who's got greatness in them, who's. Who can do whatever he or she ever dreamed of. If they'll just start believing it, if they'll start taking massive action. You were born to do something great with your life. You were born to do something magic. In small ways, in big ways, in quiet ways. Maybe it's not gonna be millions of dollars. Maybe it's gonna be one person you inspire with your story, what you overcome. One kind word, one message, one moment with one person can change the world. And I know you're capable of it. And whoever made you feel special, and if there was nobody like that in your life. I apply for the position if you're with me daily in my podcast and my media and my social media. I apply for the position to believe in you. Because I know how great you are. I know what you're capable of. I know this. Your dream's gonna be tattered all the time. Sometimes you just gotta hold it together with hope. Sometimes you gotta hold together a little Velcro, right? I don't know what you got to hold it together with, but here's what I know about you last. Listen to me. You were born to do something special with your life. You're not invisible. You're loved, you're cared for, you're cherished. You're believed in. You came here with a purpose. I don't say that to inspire you. I tried to give you some tools to help you. I've got hundreds of other tools I can help you with. If you follow my stuff. I'm existing in the world for the next 50 years just to serve people, just to help you, just to hopefully contribute to your life to be a tough guy and tell you to fight, but to be your biggest advocate and your biggest believer as well. So I'm over on my time. God bless you and max out the rest of your life. Thank you.

Ed Mylett (14:26)

My guest today, he's been a friend of mine for almost 30 years. I was thinking about as I was prepping for this. I've known him for 30 years.

Tony Robbins (14:32)

Holy cow.

Ed Mylett (14:33)

So, Tony Robbins, welcome back to the show.

Tony Robbins (14:35)

Brother Ed, Good to see you, man.

Ed Mylett (14:37)

How does someone condition change? So you used the word patterns earlier, right?

Tony Robbins (14:41)

Yep.

Ed Mylett (14:41)

And in both of our work with different people, they've got where they've got because they've developed these patterns and maybe they do read a book or they come to a one day event or something like that and there's change. But how do you condition change in somebody? Is that what you would call immersion over a three day window or is it some habitual change when they get back that's task or routine oriented? Conditioning change is kind of the rub. I think it's like the next level of, of advice that's given to somebody that, you know, I don't see being discussed very often. I think it's a hard question. So I'm curious as to what your answer is about conditioning a change.

Tony Robbins (15:19)

Let me give you two quick answers to it. One is how I did originally because I didn't know how. Right. I started reading all these books. The first book I read when I was you know, just, you know, 17 years old. My mom kicked my dad out. She chased me out with a knife. I knew she wouldn't kill me, but I wasn't going back in that house. And I was like, okay, I'm walking in the rain trying to figure out what to do. I stayed in the laundry room of on the second night, first night on the hill and it rained. So the next night in the laundry room of a friends. And I had small amount of money, like I don't 19, 20 bucks. And I took the bus and I went to this bookstore I'd seen years ago before and I got this book called the Magic of Believing by Claude and Bristol. And in the book it talked about conditioning your mind and that it talked about not affirmations. I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy. And your brain goes B.S. you're not happy. But incantations is when you speak it, you engage your body with such intensity. Now today I understand when you want to change something, you change the body, you change your focus and you change your language. When you Change all three of those things radically. Somebody's depressed, uses their body a certain way. They talk with a certain tone of voice. They focus on what they can't control. They focus on things in the past they can't shift. They focus on what's missing. It's not hard to figure out what's going to happen. They use words like, I tried, I can't, I don't know. There's what I call a triad. These three things are done a certain way. When you're depressed. If you change that person's body radically, the tempo they speak, their voice, you change their focus to what they are in control of. You change their language. Everything shifts. Well, when you do incantations, think of like, affirmations, only speaking it aloud with total intensity, over and over again with repetition. It's like conditioning your mind, your body and your emotions at once. So I was working in these two banks. Mom kicked me out. And they were in San Marino, California, near Pasadena, California. And I worked there. I was still in high school. And I would take the buses there because they didn't have a car. My mom kept my car. It was a 1960 Volkswagen Bug. And I got there and I cleaned the banks because it wasn't by the hour, it was by the result. So I cleaned two banks. I was really good at it. I did a really good job. And by finished, by two in the morning, I get on the bus. By 3:30 in the morning, I'm home. I go to sleep. Wake up on four hours sleep and go to school. It was pretty brutal. One night I come out of the bank, changed my entire life. I'm waiting for the bus, waiting for the bus, waiting for the bus. 45 minutes, no bus, there's nobody around. It's three in the morning, I gotta get home. What the hell am I gonna do? I know I can call and do this. I'm a million miles away. So all of a sudden, a guy comes creeping down the street. And he rolls down his window, goes, hey, buddy, stop at the bus stop. He goes, didn't you see the paper? There's a bus strike. There's no way to get home. So what did I do? Part of it was initially anger with my mother kicking me out. And I'll show her. But then I remember, I read this book. So I was doing these fantastic. Every day and every way, I'm getting stronger and stronger every day. Every way, I'm getting stronger every day and every way, I'm getting stronger and stronger every day and every way I'm getting stronger and stronger. I did that for the first 20 minutes, then happier and happier, healthier. I ran 13 and a half miles. I never run two miles in my entire life. It became the power that I still tap into this day. I literally found a part of myself by demand, by conditioning. By the end of that, like I was utterly certain what I can do. You know, when you see an athlete, a kicker, you know, on a football team, a basketball player about to a free throw and you think they're going to miss it, you can tell before they release the ball or kick the ball they're going to miss. You see, they're lacking certainty. When you look at somebody like Steph and he releases that ball and he turns and doesn't even look and it's already a swish, people go, oh my God, he's a genius. No, he's being rewarded in public for what he's practiced a billion times in private. Steph told me he shoots. I've seen him 500 shots every single day of his entire adult life from the time he was a teenager. But just take his 15 year career. 500 shots a day, 14,000 shots a month, 168,000 shots a year. 15 year career is 2.52 million shots he's taken to make 3,300 to be the greatest three point shooter in history. That's conditioning, right? You do it, you do it, you do it, you do it. But there is a way to speed it up. When Stanford came to me and wanted to that study on depression a couple of years ago during COVID they wanted to see, they saw the results, they couldn't believe it, right? People that get depressed, they had two professors that are gone, no more clinical depression whatsoever. So they want to do the study. The most people, 40, 60% of people that get treated with drugs or treat or psychological treatment are still depressed. That's the meta studies. 40% improve, average improvement, 50%. Their half is depressed. They did it with us. 100% of the people. After five days from date with Destiny, not a single person. A year later, 11 months later, nobody did it. 17% of the people had suicidal ideation, none with suicidal ideation. How did that work? Well, we changed their perceptual filters. What people focused on, what things meant to them, what they do. But we did it for five or six days and nights of total immersion. And since they followed me for three years biochemically, they were interested because they discovered this biochemistry that Tom Brady experiences that the Tampa Bay hockey team that's won so many Stanley Cups, you know, Lightning have done. They go into a state. If Tom Brady's down in the fourth quarter by 10 points and he's got two minutes, there's no way you're going to win the game. Something happens to him biochemically. That happens to me every time I'm on stage because they measure me for three years. They call it the championship biochemistry. My testosterone surges to a level that's insane, but so does my audience. They follow me. So at that level, anything you think about, you remember. That's why the retention is so high. You remember where you were in 9, 11, you don't remember where you were in 8, 11. You don't remember those moments because there's not enough emotion. There's so much emotion. Secondly, normally there would be a huge amount of cortisol, that's the stress hormone that gets in the way of your performance. For Tom, for Tampa. For me, my cortisol drops through the floor while my testosterone is rising. That puts you in this state of absolute push. Certainty and drive. Doesn't guarantee you're going to win, but it increases your chances about 100 fold. My audience, not only my live audience, my live audience. When we went during COVID to digital where I had people in 195 countries participating, like we're going to do, for example, for the three days they went around, sent people to 15 different countries, took their blood just like me, took their saliva, measured them, every single one of them went through this exact same pattern. And that's why 11 months later, 72% decrease and I've never seen them again. 72% decrease in negative emotions, 52% increase in positive emotions. In business, it's all engagement. They measure engaged, disengaged, actively disengaged. Engage you really into it. Disengaged is like quiet quitting. You do the minimum. Actively disengaged. The people that are angry and actually trying to screw you over in your own business. Covid's four years destroyed engagement more than any time in the history. Of the measurements at levels no one could even dream of, the one that grew the most was active disengagement. People actually angry trying to mess up the company. We did in six days. They're doing a one year study. Most studies like this are a month to three months. Largest one they've ever done. 750 people at the end of the six days of Date with Destiny, five and a half days, every single person was higher than they were before COVID meaning their engagement was through the roof. But what's really cool is they're measuring it. The year ends this month, but I saw the six month review. Every month they increase their engagement and their effectiveness. And I never spoke to them. We have never saw them again. Why? Because it's in their biochemistry.

Ed Mylett (22:59)

Why?

Tony Robbins (22:59)

Because they have whole new filters in their brain. So you can do it through incantations or you can do it through some form of immersion. They took the best professor at Stanford, won all these awards, had him teach my exact content as a contrast group, word for word, but without the things I do to change biochemistry. And he still got 300% increases in retention that he's never seen before on the content. But mine was 3,000% right. And his wore off after, I think it was eight weeks. And mine a year later was still producing the results. So there is a science to changing your conditioning. So you can do it rote by incantation, do it rote by having new rituals. There's so many ways you can do it. But the most powerful way I know of is total immersion. Where we engage your biochemistry and your emotion. And what's so cool about it is time disappears. You know, when you ask people what's a long time? Some people say a century, some people say two minutes. Right. A long time is any time you're not enjoying yourself. You know, a minute can feel like eternity if it's a horrible experience. But if you're having a great time, time disappears. And you know, even the events, we go 12 hours a day literally around the world. When I'm doing my events here, like the last event I just did to hear Date with Destiny, we had people in 195 countries. So it's every country in the world. We had like we'd start here at 10am, it's already midnight in Australia they go from midnight to about 1 in the afternoon for six straight days in a row. And we lost 1% of the people. Give you an idea. It's that engaging, right? They're in a whole different time zone. It doesn't matter. They're in the zone. And our biochemistry has changed. And so that's why I love books. But the reason I still do seminars is because there's nothing like an immersion experience like that. Now. People can do it from anywhere on earth or they can come in person and do it too. Because now that Covid's over, we do both.

Ed Mylett (24:45)

Yeah. And that's by way this event@jointoni100.com I want you to go. It's just that's because you have immersion over three days. Here's what I just want you all to do. So I'll give you my simple language from that. Success, bliss, achievement. Ecstasy is a biochemistry, yes, it's a neurochemistry and a biochemistry. And so if you want to find those states of being, it's a biochemistry. And so just for a lot of you, something really simple to do. When you're training physically, if you work out, you run, you walk, these are times where you should be anchoring your goals and your visions of your life. When you're in that elevated state of neuro and biochemistry, it's just a much more powerful anchoring and conditioning for you to create a change in your life. And so elevated emotional or physical states and anchoring the things that you want in your life, your visions and your goals and your ambitions. Now you're anchoring the biochemistry and the neurochemistry. The likelihood of those things happening and repeating themselves becomes that much higher. This is important stuff for you guys. The man to my left is literally one of the most interesting men in the world. This is Rob Dyrdek. Thank you for being here, brother.

Christina P (25:49)

Thanks for having me. I, I, you know, I've seen it in video now to experience what it's actually like to be here live. It's so much more beautiful and remarkable than I could ever imagine. My goal is to be known for the life that I created, the life that I lived, and the way that I systematized it and built it that ultimately people could replicate in their own lives in the future.

Ed Mylett (26:14)

Yeah, the example is going to be bananas. I actually admire the diversity of your success.

Christina P (26:20)

It's been a lot of fun. I mean, it's like, brother, come on. I mean, and I'll tell you another moment too, man, when I, after I got attacked by that shark.

Ed Mylett (26:27)

Yeah.

Christina P (26:27)

Because I'm like, this is so dumb. Like, this isn't even, this isn't even gonna be good. Like, why am I doing this? That's every stunt, every stunt is like, this isn't even that. This is so dumb. And afterwards, like, no one in the.

Rob Dyrdek (26:40)

World.

Christina P (26:42)

But I remember swimming up off of the, looking down on the, on that boat and stopping as I was swimming up and there's like 50 sharks swimming around telling myself, just look and soak this into your mind because you will never be back right here, you know, and, and I have that to go along with the great photo of that, like, shark on my arm. You know what I mean? Like, but that for all the achievers.

Ed Mylett (27:08)

Though, and for me, like, I just want you to know something that you take. You take, you mention it, but I got to be honest with you. It's one of the things you're supposed to say to me. I don't think I personally. And I'm an achiever, and I enjoy my life. And, you know, people come to me for advice on how to live better, but I think I could do a better job of telling myself, hey, man, stop what you've said, the flight to Catalina, the shark thing. Like, stop. I think achievers have to do that once a while. Stop. Appreciate this moment for a second, man. It's not coming back again, you know, and you and I are talking about your kids at their ages, and, you know, it made me think, did I appreciate all those moments when they were 2, when they were infants, when they were 3, when they were 8 and 10, and I didn't, you know, And I wish I could go back in those moments.

Christina P (27:51)

Think about it, too, though. You think about how optimized you are as a man today versus when they were born.

Ed Mylett (27:58)

True.

Christina P (27:58)

Right. And the lucky thing for me is I had evolved to a place where being super efficient and using my energy for what I'm only passionate about and having clear goals and vision for life is the foundation that I started with for the family. So I've never missed a pediatrician appointment. I. I've rarely. I've never missed waking them up, very rarely when I'm gone or putting them to bed.

Tom Bilyeu (28:28)

Right.

Christina P (28:28)

And that's by design. That's by moving out of a fantasy factory in downtown and living in Hollywood to a home in Beverly Hills and an office in Beverly Hills and being super close as you're developing this life and creating a plan for my. How I use my time and my schedule. You know what I mean? Everything is systematized around full balance. I take my first meeting at 11am My last one at 5. It never changed. I don't compromise my schedule and my time with my family and wife in my pursuit.

Tom Bilyeu (29:04)

Right.

Christina P (29:04)

I fit it inside it, you know?

Rob Dyrdek (29:06)

Whoa.

Ed Mylett (29:07)

So say something about that. So we're gonna. I want to get into this life thing now because I love the word about optimizing your life since the second we talked. The first time we talked was gonna be 5 minutes was turned into a really long phone call. We actually together talked about these things. Yeah. Like these very topics are what you and I discussed when we first connected. Of all those stunts you had, though. I'm just curious because it leads to life. We're Gonna go into life stuff now. So you had the deal with the. The tiger chasing you down and mauling you. That, to me, even for me, I don't know why, that's even scarier than the shark thing for me, seeing that sucker run after you. Dude.

Christina P (29:41)

Like, they're trained.

Ed Mylett (29:43)

I don't give a crap.

Christina P (29:44)

Sharks in the ocean. On it. But he was biting my neck, and they kept saying, put it down.

Rob Dyrdek (29:49)

Put it down.

Christina P (29:50)

Because I was the it. You know what I mean? Like, I'm like, is this guy supposed.

Ed Mylett (29:54)

To be doing this? Like, dude, they're a millimeter away from some artery.

Rob Dyrdek (29:57)

Like, dude, there's just. Come on, man. That's.

Christina P (29:59)

I'll tell you, the scariest thing of all of them was jockeying a horse for a race. Like, that was the scariest of all of them. Because the car stuff, you're in a cage. Like, you're covered in the mesh here. Trained tiger. Like, when you're on the back of a horse going 40 miles an hour, like, if you. You're. When you can barely. If you get shot off that thing, you're basically in a. Like, a car wreck.

Rob Dyrdek (30:21)

Yeah.

Christina P (30:21)

With no car.

Tom Bilyeu (30:22)

Right.

Christina P (30:23)

Like, that was the scariest.

Ed Mylett (30:24)

Are you hearing what we're saying to each other right now?

Rob Dyrdek (30:27)

Like, you know, what was scarier than.

Ed Mylett (30:28)

Getting bit by a shark? It wasn't the tiger.

Rob Dyrdek (30:30)

It was riding the horse.

Ed Mylett (30:31)

But then, for me, it feels good.

Christina P (30:33)

To be able to say it. You know what I mean? It's like, I don't think about it so often, but then just even talking about comparing them and thinking about it and the fact that I own that as a highlight forever, it makes me happy.

Ed Mylett (30:45)

Yeah. And it's also like, hey, man, look. Being on TV all that long for some people would be scary. Staying at the top that long can be scary. You know, not wanting to fall off the totem pole. You've climbed up the flagpole, all those things. But I want to ask you about one of the stunts you did, because I think, like, at least for me, it would cause me to do a little reflection. So of all of them you did. The one that captured my heart the most was the one where Laird drags you on the. I think it's Laird on the sea. Doo. Into riding the wave. Yeah. Okay. And so you ride this wave and you crash, and you thought you were gonna die. Yeah. Of all of them, is that the one that you were the most sure you were gonna die in the middle of? I'm curious.

Christina P (31:22)

No, I mean, it's the Only time in my life that I was dying.

Ed Mylett (31:25)

So tell me about what happened there and what it did to you.

Christina P (31:28)

I'm. You know, the trippiest thing about it too is like, it was pointless pouring rain. And I swear the moment I stepped in the water to do stopped raining and a rainbow went right over it, right? And I'm like, what's what? Like, it was freaky enough where we're like, what is going on? Like, it was just this freaky sort of moment in time. So it like already had this like, weird tone. And if you can imagine, like. And then like some of the local Hawaiian guys were like asking where I was doing getting towed in and they were like, oh, it's real sharky out there, right? So I'm like, sharky? Yeah.

Ed Mylett (32:05)

After the shark thing or before, like.

Christina P (32:07)

This is, this is way after. It doesn't. When you doing like, you know, go get in a Bahamas reef shark with a metal thing, like, it's super controlled when you're laying on your back in the deep ocean and all you can think of is like sharks coming up from underneath to get you. I didn't even. I wasn't worried about what was going to happen in that wave. I just wanted to get up so that I don't get attacked by a shark, right? And if you can imagine this, you know, I've grinded a 20 stair handrail and flipped a car ramp to ramp and, and done all these crazy stunts and you face them, you face the danger on getting towed into a giant wave. It's behind you. So like, you, like, I'd never surfed before. It was literally the only time I'd ever surfed in my life.

Ed Mylett (32:50)

You had never surf.

Christina P (32:51)

Never surfed before. And it was like the first wave I ever surfed was like 18ft, right? And so it's the most peaceful, amazing, like, you know, because you can't see it and like, you're like, you know what I mean?

Tony Robbins (33:05)

Like, what do we.

H (33:06)

And.

Christina P (33:06)

And then it's like a house crashes on you and you don't. Like, you can feel something coming. You can start to hear it and then just wham. And now you're in like this fight. Everything ends to just get to the surface, right? So, you know, it's really weird management of emotions and experiences as it. As it's related to when you get into kill mode for stunts, right? Because you have to shift into a mindset of like, where you basically, you get to a deeply calm place because you literally nothing else matters and you understand that that for this moment in time, you have to put everything you have into making sure that you do everything for this to work. It's a different, different level of mindset, right? Because your life is on the line for this moment, and it's so much easier when you're facing it. And you. You know, and in this one. So as I did it in. Fought back up, and then I want to get out of the water. I want to get back up. You know, all this, it wasn't as bad, right? So it was like. It was like, okay, it got up pretty good. Like that didn't. You know, it still water. You know, I got spun around, but it wasn't too bad. Okay, let's. Let's try to get a bigger one, right? Like, so you get into that zone. And now the problem was I got a bigger one and one right behind it. So not only did I get annihilated, but then as I was, like, trying to find the surface, another one came down. And now I'm so deep and have no idea where the surface is. And, you know, believe it or not, this is a viciously vivid memory just out of death, right? Wasn't trying to.

Tony Robbins (34:56)

You gotta remember.

Ed Mylett (34:57)

Yeah.

Rob Dyrdek (34:58)

You're about to die here. You want to remember this? Hold on to this one.

Ed Mylett (35:01)

You know what I mean?

H (35:01)

No, no.

Brendan Burchard (35:02)

This is like you, like.

Christina P (35:03)

Like, I, like open spinning. It was just all white. And I just remember kept trying to push to what I thought was the surface, and I kept going nowhere, and the light kept changing, and I kept trying to find what I think was the surface. And it all kept looking the same regardless of where I went and I was. Could not. No more breath. No more breath. No more breath. Like, as far as you can hold. As far as you can hold. As far as you can hold. As far you can't. If you can't, you can't. You can't. You can't. And right as I, like, had to, like, pass out to take the breath, like, I popped right up, and then he come flying and he was so freaked out, right? Because it's all fun and games. You're Laird Hamilton. You're gnarly. You literally don't even have the gene, like, to even be scared of, like, water. You're like, literally Aquaman. So you're like, of course you could do it, Rob. Like, he just looks at me as like, you're a stunt guy. You can do this stuff easy. He thought I died for sure, and he just.

Tony Robbins (35:59)

We are.

Christina P (36:00)

He ripped me out of that. Threw Me on the back.

Steve Weatherford (36:02)

We are done.

Christina P (36:03)

Like, he was so freaked out, you know, and, you know, of course, we made that whole episode. We wrote that episode around testing your man level.

Ed Mylett (36:11)

Yeah.

Christina P (36:11)

And we had decided I had reached it.

Rob Dyrdek (36:13)

Yeah, you reached it.

Ed Mylett (36:14)

And that's bananas.

Christina P (36:15)

The joke was like, man, you don't want to get to the edge of your man level because you really. You really lose some layers of your man level if Laird's got to give you mouth to mouth.

Ed Mylett (36:23)

Oh, my God.

Tony Robbins (36:24)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (36:24)

Right?

Christina P (36:25)

But, yeah, that, that was.

Rob Dyrdek (36:27)

I think if people rewound that and.

Ed Mylett (36:28)

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Rob Dyrdek (40:18)

Thanks for being here man.

Tom Bilyeu (40:19)

That means a lot to me man. I really mean that.

Ed Mylett (40:22)

Are you Telling me that even that day you make the Saints, you're not feeling great about yourself.

Tom Bilyeu (40:26)

Oh, my gosh. So this is a good section. We didn't talk about this. Just so everybody listening and watching realizes we didn't talk about this off camera. And it's funny that you said that, because the day that I realized that I actually made a pro football team, I walk into the locker room, and they rearranged everybody's locker, because in training camp, you have 103 players. People on your team. Then they trim it down to 53. So he's a lot of the buddies and friendships that you made during training camp.

Ed Mylett (40:50)

The guys are gone.

Tom Bilyeu (40:51)

And so I walk in, and I'm looking for where my locker used to be, and it's moved, and now they moved it to numerical. And so I'm number seven. And so I look to the right of my locker, and it's number five, Reggie freaking Bush.

Ed Mylett (41:04)

Oh, my gosh.

Tom Bilyeu (41:05)

I look to my left, and it's Drew freaking Brees, number nine. And I'm like. I'm thinking to myself, ed, I'm like, I don't belong here. Oh, my God.

Rob Dyrdek (41:14)

Yeah.

Tom Bilyeu (41:14)

Like, literally, that's the first thing I said to myself. That, like, I don't belong here. I'm in between the greatest. One of the greatest college football players of all time and Drew freaking Brees.

Ed Mylett (41:25)

Yeah. One of the greatest NFL players of all time.

Tom Bilyeu (41:26)

Right. So it's. And I'm in between them, man. Dude, this is a lot of pressure. But it wasn't. It wasn't. I don't believe long. Like, let's pack the bags and go home. I always learned, you know, it's. It's the imposter syndrome. Like. Like, right now, I played in. I played 10 NFL year. I played 10 years in the National Football League, and we have 16 games a year. So let's say, you know, you include some. Some playoff games in there. I played about 175 NFL games, and I puked 170 to five times before the game.

Ed Mylett (42:03)

You're not serious.

Tom Bilyeu (42:04)

100% serious. And I actually shared a vomit bucket with Chris Snee, who's in the ring of honor for the New York Giants. We shared a puke bucket before the game, and he was one of the greatest at his position that's ever played in the NFL, and especially for the Giants. And we shared a puke bucket. Like, I want to have a conversation with him now that I feel like I have a higher level of consciousness, and I actually, like, really see myself. For who I am. You have no, no idea how much self torment I've caused myself. And I've been able to take that self torment and turn it into achievement. But every single achievement that you get, you're 108 pounds and then you get to 200 pounds, and that doesn't make you feel any better. And then you make it onto the varsity, and that doesn't make you feel any better than you thought it would. So you were talking about continually pushing the point of happiness past the cognitive horizon. Because it's just like, once I get here, I'll be happy. And then you get there and you're like, well, you know what? Well, then once I get here and then for people like you and me that are just like disgustingly ambitious and motivated for life and for impact and for income and for influence, you look at all those things and be like, how are you not happy?

Ed Mylett (43:09)

Right?

Tom Bilyeu (43:10)

You, like, you set a goal, you achieve it. You set another goal, you achieve it. Not to say like, I haven't had a ton of failure and a ton of bad decisions and spent a couple nights in jail during that process, but I feel like it's really, really pertinent for me to share that on this podcast because I know there's a lot of people out there that want to live the life that you're living, that want to live the life that I'm living. But I'm here to tell you right Now, I made $15 million kicking a football for a living. I made another couple million dollars as an entrepreneur when I walked away from that. Money doesn't make you happy. A marriage won't make you happy. Have having kids won't make you happy. Winning a Super Bowl, a Pro bowl won't make you happy. A 10 year career won't make you happy. Until you look into the mirror and you brush your teeth and you love the person that's looking back at you, which is, honestly, I'm in the infancy of actually being myself. I love that you're trying to take 22 days that I've been able to look in the mirror while I brush my teeth. And some days are a little bit easier than others because you have to think about it. I'm fighting 30 years of instincts of hating myself. So I was just like, if I look at a new goal that I set within my business, or a new fitness goal that I set for myself, or a new family goal that I set for myself, my instinct is to go to a place of self hatred in order to motivate myself to achieve that goal. And I'm almost kind of like, I'm trying to like, reprogram the system to, to pursue those things from a place of love of myself. And like you kind of alluded, alluded to it earlier and this might be the only time I ever disagree with you that, you know, we all need that, that affirmation from, from other people. But I've had so much affirmation in my life, and I'm not telling you this to, you know, to seem any certain type of way, but I've had so much affirmation in my life, it's desensitized myself to it. So much so that I don't believe any compliment that anybody ever gives me, or at least I didn't used to. Now when people give me a compliment, I have to stop my instinct of like schluffing it off to the side or giving that acknowledgment to somebody else and actually accepting that gift from people.

Ed Mylett (45:10)

Wonderful.

Tom Bilyeu (45:10)

And believing it for myself. But that's a scary place to live because you can't escape your own mind. You got it, you know, so whether it's. It's the depression that sets in after achievement because it didn't make you better and it didn't make you feel better, or maybe it gave you a brief break from hating yourself, but as soon as you leave that ecosystem of people telling you how wonderful you are, or people wearing your super bowl ring or people, you know, you taking a bunch of kids shoe shopping because they can't afford it and you want them to go back to school in Newark, New Jersey with brand new kicks because you know how much confidence that gave you and you got new kicks. Whatever, any of that stuff, it might make, it might put a band aid on the gunshot wound for the time being and make you feel like you can cover your wound and fill bit better. But at the end of the day when you go sit in your car by yourself and you're driving home, the hate machine turns back on. Because I'm like, now I don't feel any better about myself. So it's like, it's the difference in between. There's two types of happiness. There's the instantaneous happiness that we get from, from food, we get it from sex, we get it from drugs, we get it from alcohol and, you know, or lifting weights. And so my entire life of, until about three weeks ago was filled with chasing the high, chasing the high of achievement, chasing the high of, you know, when I work out, I feel Better for a brief amount of time. And then once those endorphins roll off, it's just like, God, I hate myself.

Ed Mylett (46:32)

You know what I mean? Yes.

Tom Bilyeu (46:33)

And I didn't even really realize that I was fueled by hate up until, you know, going through this process called hardcore leadership that Shanda Sumter put together. And she's a friend of mine, and she just. She saw the pain. Pain in me, you know, but she also saw, like, the beauty and the love and the tenderness and the sensitivity that I have that I give to people unconditionally. But I don't ever accept when people love me back. I don't accept it because I don't love myself. And so I've given my wife, I've given my five kids, I've given my friends, like, new friends that I'm making. Like you. Like, I'm giving you the greatest gift ever, because I'm going to be an amazing friend to you. You know what I mean?

Ed Mylett (47:09)

Yes.

Tom Bilyeu (47:09)

And the reason that I can be an amazing friend to you and love you and support you and everything that you're doing is a. Because I believe in you.

Ed Mylett (47:15)

Thank you.

Tom Bilyeu (47:15)

But I've stepped into myself.

Ed Mylett (47:16)

Yes.

Tom Bilyeu (47:17)

And so I finally can truly love people unconditionally. I couldn't fully see my friends.

Ed Mylett (47:23)

Yeah.

Tom Bilyeu (47:23)

Or accept any gifts from them until I could see myself.

Ed Mylett (47:27)

It's harder work to put the other face on, bro. It's harder work to be Steve Weather.

Tom Bilyeu (47:33)

Because I can show up here.

Ed Mylett (47:34)

Yeah.

Tom Bilyeu (47:35)

And, like, I've never, ever shared this with anybody ever before. But I've. I ended up winning the Walter Payton man of the Year Philanthropic Award, the most philanthropic guy in the NFL. And it wasn't like I was some, you know, super bowl quarterback or cornerback. I was like the. The least respected position in football. But I was able to earn respect because of my work ethic. I was able to earn respect because of my philanthropy and the way that I gym genuinely and authentically showed up for people. You know, if one of my teammates got hurt, I was the first person to go to the training room after practice and be like, hey, can I drive you home? You know, like, hey, can I take your kids to daycare the next day? Because I knew how much physical pain and emotional pain that they were in. Because when you're in the NFL, man, you're only as good as, like, your last play. And if you can't play another play, then they'll discard you.

Ed Mylett (48:22)

Yeah. You're done.

Tom Bilyeu (48:23)

There's no guaranteed. There's no guaranteed contracts There's. There's nothing's guaranteed. And so that's why they call it the not for Long league, you know what I mean? And I'm just super blessed and super fortunate, so thankful that I was able to play at the most elite level long enough to achieve every single goal that. That I had set out for myself. In addition to being able to not walk away from the game when I wanted to, I skipped away from the game. Like, I was happy. I felt achieved in everything in that industry, but I wasn't happy with. With myself.

Ed Mylett (48:53)

Yeah. You know, it's amazing someone like you because there's people watching this. There. There's a nurse watching this right now. Right. There's a school teacher, there's an entrepreneur watching this, and they are connecting.

Tom Bilyeu (49:03)

A lot of military people watch this, man. I know because they always tell me, like, dude, you need to go on Ed's show. I love it.

Rob Dyrdek (49:10)

He's gonna love you.

Tom Bilyeu (49:11)

Even people that don't know you and kind of don't really know me, they're, like, asking me to go do your show because they know that you're gonna crack me open. And it's not even something where you've even had to try.

Ed Mylett (49:21)

No. Because I love you the way I love you the way you are. Yeah.

Tom Bilyeu (49:24)

You see me, man.

Ed Mylett (49:25)

I do. And what's amazing about you, bro, and that you have this gift. Many of you, too, people, the beautiful part of being wired like you are, and I'm wired this way, too, is that we have such great empathy for others. We don't give it to ourselves.

Tom Bilyeu (49:39)

But like you, that doesn't hit me, like, right in between. It's sick.

Ed Mylett (49:43)

It's like so many of you are watching this. You're like, I. I always. I am the person who kind of cares for people when someone's sick. I am the one who bring them dinner. I am the one who visit them.

Tom Bilyeu (49:51)

I'm the one who says, look like it, though.

Ed Mylett (49:52)

And you don't. You don't either. We're tattooed. I'm tattoo buff, dudes. And, you know, I could hide all.

Tom Bilyeu (49:58)

My tattoos, but by the way.

Ed Mylett (49:59)

And guys, like many times, everybody, when you see Mega Achievers, we are hiding things. And so. Because what this show is really about isn't you maxing out your wealth, although I want you to have it. Maxing out your career when you have it. I want you to max out your bliss. I want you to max out your faith. I want you to max out your giving. I want you to max out your love. For yourself and maybe Steve, honestly, maybe you're going to get through to people in a way that nobody else can.

Tom Bilyeu (50:26)

There's no maybe. I speak it into existence. I will have such a massive influence. People forget that I ever touched the football. You look at every, like all the different things that we keep referencing, the different achievements that I make. And I like, I want to make sure that people know, like, we didn't come on here to talk about the different things that I achieved. We came on here to talk about different, the different things that I've achieved and the way I felt about myself despite all of those things.

Ed Mylett (50:50)

Brendon Bouchard, welcome back to the show.

Steve Weatherford (50:53)

Ed Mylett, it's an honor, man. It really is an honor.

Ed Mylett (50:56)

Someone says, I kind of got all that. I kind of know where I'm going. I know what I want to do. I pretty damn focused. I got that obsession thing you're talking about. And you did high performance habits, which separates the really high performers from the ones that perform pretty well. Right. And so someone says, I want to be the damn best at whatever I'm doing. I'm opening a chain of dry cleaners. I'm training horses. I've got a. I'm going to be the greatest mother in the history of the world, whatever. The thing is, what separates. I know there's a whole book that's been written on this, but give us a few things that people may not think about that separates people. Go that I am focused. I am on my mission. What could separate me? What are some of the things that I must be doing to be the best?

Steve Weatherford (51:40)

Yeah. First, always frame that as habits. It has to be habits. A lot of people think it's just mindset. I'm like, mindset is a habit of thought. Right. It's like, well, it's how you deal with people. That's a habit of interaction. So always just like, realize it's a habitual pattern or practice that you're doing. But what separates people is not the habits that everyone wants to talk about in the popular literature or books. It's like these small habits or atomic habits or automatic habits or, you know, unconscious habits. Those are valuable. Those are very important. But high performance requires deliberate habits. A deliberate habit means you kind of have to force yourself to do it. It's not easy. It's not automatic. It's not tiny. It's like, you know, it's like it's going the extra mile thing. It's never going to be. You're never going to condition it to be automatic. It's like, no, it's the tough work of life to go to another level. You want to be at the top. It's really frigging hard. It's hard. You have to accept that. And so what we did is we studied, we said, what is that difference maker? We spent a million dollars on research. Gosh, like the largest research study that's ever been done on high performers. Worldwide. 90 countries, 90 different countries that we surveyed, the highest performers, these tend to be not the top 15%. They tend to be the top 5%. And the difference between the top 15 and the top 5% is this. It kind of falls in the definition of high performance. High performance means succeeding over the long term in any industry or endeavor or whatever, while still maintaining positive well being and relationships.

Ed Mylett (53:11)

I want to hear about this.

Steve Weatherford (53:13)

How do you. What high performers have answered is, how do you succeed over the long term without wrecking your health, your mindset, your positivity and your relationships? We know lots of successful people, but they ruined all their relationships. We know successful people. They've ruined their health. They're not high performers. They wouldn't qualify. So what do they do? It's different practices. We call them high performance habits. So you mentioned these people. They already have clarity. Clarity. Developing clarity and constantly revisiting to become clear every day. What is my intention? What is my intention? What is my intention? That revisit of clarity is supremely important to them. Revisiting it, yes. Not setting a goal on January 1st and forgetting it. It's literally consistent. It's literally consistency in intention. Like every day you hear about high performance, they look at their goals. Every day you set your intention. When I work with Oprah, she taught me. Every meeting you have with Oprah, she starts with, what's our intention of this meeting? Every meeting. Because that's seeking clarity. So high performances seek clarity more often. Second habit is generating energy. They generate the energy they want to experience in life and they want other people to experience. They're not waiting for joy. They're not waiting for happiness. They're not waiting for positivity. They generate it. They are so much more conscientiously designing the energy around them. And you feel it. Right? By the way, everyone should know this. Ed is, I would say, in the very top keynote speakers on earth today.

Ed Mylett (54:51)

Thank you.

Steve Weatherford (54:51)

Like, what you can do on stage is unbelievable. It's not even. I mean, you're talking a handful of humans who can do this.

Ed Mylett (54:59)

Thank you.

Steve Weatherford (54:59)

And what you do is you generate and move the Energy the room way more consciously than the average speaker. The average speaker is kind of insecure a little bit. Doesn't mean you don't have insecure doubts up there. What it means is he's moving the room like he's taking him on a wild ride. He's generating the energy. That's the difference between an underperforming speaker and a high performing speaker.

Ed Mylett (55:18)

Good point.

Steve Weatherford (55:19)

Another piece is the productivity piece, which I know is so basic, but most people are so unbelievably not productive.

Ed Mylett (55:28)

Yes.

Steve Weatherford (55:29)

I mean, it's stunning.

Ed Mylett (55:31)

It is stunning.

Steve Weatherford (55:32)

The average person is losing an hour a day to Facebook or Instagram and then watching four hours of television. That's five hours a day of consumption. If you can turn those five. Let's take one. Let's say. No, no, we're talking I forms. If we can get you one hour a day back, one hour a day of focus back, that's 30 hours a month.

Ed Mylett (55:54)

Crazy.

Steve Weatherford (55:55)

That 30 hours a month. That's seven hours a week. Well, that means you got an extra day.

Tony Robbins (56:00)

Yeah.

Steve Weatherford (56:01)

That's an extra eight hour workday that you got. That's an unfair advantage.

Ed Mylett (56:07)

Yes.

Steve Weatherford (56:08)

So getting people their focus back in a world that has, you know, the highest paid engineers in the world paid to strip your attention away so you consume versus create and be and live. That is a primary differentiator right now.

Ed Mylett (56:24)

How about stay on that a minute? I so agree with you. And the more I've started to coach people and I actually get into their lives, how not only do they waste time, but how little time. Brendon, this is huge for everyone that they do on things every day that move the needle. That's it. Like, move the needle in your company, Move the needle in your relationship, Move the needle in your body. It's like you're just doing little things. All you got to sometimes do stuff that moves it. Right. Like, I'll give you one small example. My relationship with my children. They're both away at college. I have great relationships with my kids, but they're both away at college and I'm busy, and they're busy. And there are days where we just text. Yeah. Their mom's on the phone with them all the time. And I thought, am I moving the needle in this? It's okay. I did what I'm supposed to do today. I'm communicating with my kids. I know that sounds very, you know, organized or methodical, but does that move. Does Bella know I love her a lot more when she gets my text message? Does Max Know, I believe in him a lot more. What would move the needle? I gotta call them. Now, this may sound silly to all of you, but I'm trying to. The most high performing thing I could do in my relationship with my children is to call them. In a lot of relationships, the text doesn't move the needle. The call moves the needle. The thing in your company that you're doing all these little. What's the thing that gets the big account that moves the account that creates the most leverage that get move the needle more often.

Steve Weatherford (57:52)

Another phrase of that is another exact phrase of that is efforts of impact. Okay, so in the research, high performers. This is great for all those who are like, oh, my God, Bren. Yeah, Ed, you're right. But this is overwhelming. It's a lot of stuff to do. Oh, my God. Well, the research showed in 90 countries around the world that high performers spend 60% of their week there. Efforts of impact.

Ed Mylett (58:14)

Bingo.

Steve Weatherford (58:15)

Needle moving things. So when you look at their calendar each day, it's not, are they 100% high performing? Look, they gotta answer emails, they gotta Reply to dumb DMs, they gotta take that stupid call once in a while. We think they're perfect. No, it's just that 60% of their effort is directed to activities that actually make an impact. They gotta do 40% of administration or household work, too. It's just that most of their effort, 60% is geared towards what moves that needle, gets that significant impact.

Ed Mylett (58:44)

What a powerful question to ask yourself if you're listening to this. In whatever area you pick, Pick your area, your relationship, your company, your money. How much of your time is efforts of impact, moving the needle stuff? And if you just tweak that by 11%, 16%, how much different would your life be three years from now? One year from now? These are. This is why you listen to the show, everybody. It's like, I got something there. I'm not moving the needle often enough. I mean, your habits aren't efforts of impact. Your habits are like, I checked the box, I did the text, I did the email, I made the call, I made my contacts, I drank my protein, I had the water. You did the stuff, but how much of it moved it? Right?

Steve Weatherford (59:23)

Yeah. It's so easy. So it's like, start with what I said first about that hour, a day of distraction. And I always tell people, if I could get you three more months of advancement this year, would that make a difference? They go, oh, my God, yeah, three more months. I go, great, that's an hour a day Gosh, one hour a day, seven hours a week, right? Over the course of the month, that's 30 hours. That's basically a whole work week. Really. And then apply that by 12 months. It's like, we just got you 12 work weeks back. That's so good for one hour a day. So we're not asking for a lot. And then the joy. I thought it was the 80, 20 Pareto principle. It's like, oh, 80% of the time I gotta be dumb. I mean, Superman, 80%. Now you don't even be Superman 80%. Try 60.

Rob Dyrdek (60:10)

It's so good.

Steve Weatherford (60:10)

It's nice.

Ed Mylett (60:11)

The data shows.

Steve Weatherford (60:12)

You're saying the data shows it's a 60, 40. I was like, oh, that's a relief, you know, because I was wondering, all these other people, because you think all these successful people, they've got a million assistants running around doing everything. And you're right.

Ed Mylett (60:22)

I tell my kids all the time. I tell them since they were little. I said, when you grow up a little bit, you're gonna find out. Everyone says winning is hard. Okay, I get all that. Well, I'll tell my kids all the time. The more even once you get into college, you're going to figure out you aren't competing against that many people. You're really only in life competing against yourself. But you know what I mean when I say that. And now that they're there and they're like, dad, you're right. Like, some kids don't even go to class every day. Some kids don't study at all. Someday I'm like, you're going to figure it out. That it's a very small group of people that do things in their life that are efforts of impact on a very regular basis. Life. If you want to change your life right now, it is really possible. You could really do it.

Steve Weatherford (60:57)

Really possible.

Ed Mylett (60:57)

You really could do it. Is there anything else you want to add to it? Because I feel like I interrupted you on that. Is there any other area of high performance people? I know there's a bunch, but give us one more.

Steve Weatherford (61:06)

Practices of self awareness. This is why everyone loves Growth Day. And I didn't know. I knew it would be powerful. I didn't know it would be this powerful at all. We want to make the world's number one mindset journal. So that's in Growth Day. We want to make the world's number one habit tracker. So you can track your high performance habits and other wellbeing and achievement habits in the app and then it gives you recommendations. We built in the goal setting tool with reminders, so you can remind yourself and push notifications to yourself to meditate, to work out, to flirt with your wife. You know, all this stuff. And those were just coming from the research. And also high performers just telling us what they do. They journal, they meditate, they pray, they think they're doing more practices of self awareness. Very good to figure out themselves. A lot of people go to the gym, but a high performer go to the gym and you say, what are you thinking about at the gym? Man, I'm thinking about my goals.

Ed Mylett (62:00)

Man.

Steve Weatherford (62:01)

I'm thinking about that deal. Man, I'm thinking about that date night with my wife this Friday. Oh, yeah, yeah, right. They're in a different. Like, they're using their time. You know, some people hate driving. They hate a car trip. Other people, they're like, oh, man, that's my lab. Put me in that car. I'm gonna drive. I'm thinking about the next dream, the next vision, the next sale.

Ed Mylett (62:22)

I do, right? I love driving.

Steve Weatherford (62:25)

That's practices of self awareness. You are thinking, right? I think, therefore I am. You know, this time that they spend ruminating, thinking, envisioning and brainstorming, it's significantly bigger than the average person. And so in growth, they said, we're going to build the tools to enable that. And that became the most popular thing in there. I thought the most popular thing would be have, you know, we've got the biggest motivational speakers. These guys search 50,000, $100,000 a speech. You know, Mel Robbins and Jenna Kutcher, lots of our friends in their teaching. And they're popular, and people love that because we're live every week with them. But it's the tools. People love to think about their life, and they love to track it, and they love to look how to improve it. And that's the high performance edge. The ultimate performance edge isn't talent, right? It's how much does that person think about improving that thing? It's the practices of growth, right? The great Olympians who you worked with, and I've worked with the people who are the highest CEOs, and they're thinking, you're right. They're thinking, and they're thinking about growth, they're thinking about success, they're thinking about impact. Instead of thinking about what she wear at that dinner last night. Did you see her on that Internet? Did you see what he does? Do you hear what they're doing? Oh, those people over there. And, oh, the left and the right. There's a difference. Are you thinking growth or are you thinking gossip? We just changed your life.

Ed Mylett (63:52)

My gosh, brother, this is so good. You know, it's funny. It's the absence of things in your life you're unaware of. But like, you just described me. I don't ever spend any time on that stuff. I mean, literally less than one millionth of 1% of the time.

Steve Weatherford (64:01)

Me too.

Ed Mylett (64:02)

And I love. I'm addicted. I have an addiction to thinking about growth. I have an addiction to thinking about that next scene, that next emotion, that next thing I can. I literally am addicted to it. I actually love shutting the car door alone. So I'm like, all right, here we go, brother.

Steve Weatherford (64:16)

It's your lab.

Ed Mylett (64:17)

I love that. I love working out for that reason. I love taking a walk on the beach for that reason. I love it. I actually love the end of my day. I love getting into bed at the end of the day and just reflecting on the day and then dreaming about the next day. Like, I love that stuff. Right. I don't always love waking up because you're in a different brainwave state at that time, but I love when I go to bed at night and dreaming. And you're right on the money man, with that stuff. Okay.

Steve Weatherford (64:39)

And you have practices that force you to do that, right?

Ed Mylett (64:41)

Yes.

Steve Weatherford (64:42)

You go to the gym and you're thinking about those things. Some people pray or they meditate or they journal, and that's where the. See, you have to put yourself in that place to open the gate or to what I always say to be able to receive.

Ed Mylett (64:55)

Yes.

Steve Weatherford (64:57)

If you're filling your brain with a bunch of stuff that you're downloading from social media, then who can't download into you?

Ed Mylett (65:02)

Gosh, that's so crazy.

Steve Weatherford (65:03)

God can't get in. Right. You block the antenna with a bunch of gossip and a bunch of garbage. You gotta stay in an open state. Where are you in open state? You're an open state in a seminar, in a conference, you're an open state when you're driving, you're an open state in the shower, you're open state in bed, you're open state at the gym. You gotta stay in that open state so that you can receive guidance as much as you also can envision it, because some of the best ideas might not even come from anything you and I just said. But because somebody's listening to this podcast right now, they're in an open reception. And that open reception, all of a sudden they've got that new business idea. They're like, where'd that come from. You were in a learning environment. You were in a self awareness practice. That's what podcast listening really is, when it's good and ideas come to you. I listen to your podcast almost every day that I work out.

Ed Mylett (65:45)

Thank you.

Steve Weatherford (65:46)

And when I'm listening to it, I get all these crazy ideas. It didn't come from what you said or the guests.

Ed Mylett (65:50)

Right. It's uncorrelated.

Steve Weatherford (65:51)

You're open in a place of openness, of self awareness. And so if you want to become a high performer, you have to place yourself there. You have to do the thinking, the rumination, the dreaming, the visioning. And when you do that time and time and time and time again, again, it becomes who you are. You don't have to force it anymore. It just becomes who you are.

Ed Mylett (66:09)

That's brilliant. By the way, one of my favorite things at the end of the day, actually my favorite thing is my prayer time and I do it on my knees and I have just people say to me all the time, is it a lot like when you're really tired at night? No, I actually really look forward to that time because sometimes my prayers are four minutes and sometimes they're 45min depending on how open I am, what I'm receiving, what I'm getting. I've loved today, by the way. Everybody make sure you go to growthday.com or go to the Growth Day app and get it. You're you will thank me. Listen, all of us are busy and I keep hearing about tonal when it comes to fitness. I'm like, what is tonal? And then they ended up approaching the show. I have so many friends that are working with tonal because let's be honest, we have a million things to worry about every day. Getting in a good workout should not be one of them. Enter tonal. Tonal will pick the perfect weight, track your progress and suggest what to do based on your muscle readiness. Taking the guesswork out of getting a great workout. Working hard is worth it if you're seeing results. So many people train and don't get any benefit. Don't grow, don't lose the weight. Don't get bigger and stronger. That's what tonal is built for. Tonal's at home strength training system uses adaptive weight to learn your movement and then set optimal weight for every move. It's really cool. Right now, Tonal is offering our listeners $200 off off your Tonal purchase with promo code Ed Mylett. That's Tonal.com and use promo code EdMylette for $200 off your purchase. Wow. That's Tonal.com promo code EdMylet for $200 off. I think you're on mute.

Brendan Burchard (67:39)

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Steve Weatherford (67:42)

I think you're on mute.

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Ed Mylett (68:07)

That was a great conversation. And if you want to hear the full interview, be sure to follow the Ed Mylett show on Apple and Spotify. Links are in the show notes. You'll never miss an episode that way. I reached out to this woman to be on my show after I experienced her work, and I haven't done that in probably two years. I was telling her, I said, I want you to come on my show. She has a special out on Netflix right now called Mom Jeans, which I've watched four times, including last night with my kids. And we were literally belly laughing, falling over. And I cannot wait for this hour because I want to know you and I want you to help a bunch of people. So, Christina P, welcome to the show.

Brendan Burchard (68:39)

Oh, my gosh. Thank you so much for having me. For anybody listening to this, I think the most powerful tool that changed everything for me was my mind. This is everything. And I know you know this because we read the same books. Phyllis Stiller, I read in one of her autobiography, the Magic of Believing. The magic of believing read that book. And I started to read that when I was like 28. But before that, I had read existentialism in philosophy class. And what is that about? Self determinism. You can choose your life. This idea is radical. Sartre choose choices. And I want went, oh, you're right. Life can push me around or I can move the ball. And to me, this is the biggest lesson that I try to teach my boys. Hey, man, if you don't take charge of this whole thing, it's gonna take you away like a current man. Right? And they don't teach you this in school. Really? And it makes me nutty. Like, you can choose. Everything is a choice. Everything. And read and read it. Read a book. And it makes me sad. Other than, of course, the power of Mora. Hello. But that people reading is like, guess what? Humans have existed for thousands of years and we've had this luxury of writing it down. If you've got a question, it's in a Book. Not Wikipedia, bro. Not this. Google the whole thing, homie. Cover to cover. Focus, read. Use your mind. This will save you.

Ed Mylett (70:04)

Why don't you write a book?

Brendan Burchard (70:05)

I know. I've been. You know why? It's a lot right now. I've got two kids I'm trying to raise, and my husband is. And podcasts, and it's a lot right now. I'm gonna. Like, I will.

Ed Mylett (70:15)

Yeah.

Brendan Burchard (70:15)

I don't know about what. I don't know what.

Ed Mylett (70:17)

I hope it's this stuff.

Brendan Burchard (70:18)

You think so?

Ed Mylett (70:19)

I think this is. So here's what I think. I think that, like, you've been given all these amazing talents, and your talent has given you this platform where you are well known now. And I just feel like you could write a book about how you're funny or you could write a book about all that, but the truth of the matter is, you're, like, really? The guy was on my show recently said you're uniquely qualified to help the person that you used to be.

Brendan Burchard (70:40)

Oh, man.

Ed Mylett (70:41)

And in your case, there's a version of you and me and about 99% of the people that are listening to this, some version, maybe not to the extreme of having a parent who's schizophrenic like you had, or an alcoholic like I had, but there's something where they just don't feel right about themselves, or they don't have direction, or they just. Does life have purpose? Like, what's gonna make me happy? Why aren't I happier? And I think that, like, that's why it's incumbent upon us to always grow, because then there's another person you can go help, the one that you were before you grew. And so for me, that's why I keep working on, like, I want to be able to help someone who. The one that was me when I was 15, the one that was me when I was 18. The one that was me when I was 30. The one that was me when I was 40. I just had a guy in here, that very, very successful young man at 32. Well, I had that, too. And I also know that doesn't fulfill you. And I know when I'm looking at him, I know what he's really wrestling with this. Is it worth it? Like, what will really make me happy? And so I want to grow through that. And in your case, like, you've had such an amazing. I knew within about 10 minutes of watching you that you've had a different life. I just knew because. Let me say something about you. People feel energy and, like, you can make me really, really laugh, but what you really do is you make people feel emotion, and you're doing it today. There's a part at the end of her special, Everybody, where she talks about this ketamine trip that she went on. And I want to go back and forth here, but it's one of the most. I don't know why I really. When I speak. Sorry, I get emotional on this when I speak. What I attempt to do when I'm speaking is to give people who I really am, but also not just one emotion. I want to give them the gift of the multiple emotions and also, like, the contradiction in them. So if at some point I can have them crying and really thinking about their life and then wanting to run through a wall and achieve. Or in your case, laughter, and all of them, I feel like I've done a service where I've moved to that human. What is incredibly rare to do is to do both in, like, one moment. Like, in the same moment, somebody's feeling reflection and sadness or empathy and also laughter. And this bit you do about the ketamine trip, I've watched, we've talked about different. I mean, you have tons of friends in comedy, and I have some. I've never seen that before. There's this. There's this moment in the end of your special where it's some of the most amazing art I've ever seen before. Because at the same time that people are moved so emotionally by what you're talking about and watching you be emotional, the next second they're laughing and then they're back to this other moment. So just a little bit, give them the gift. I want them to see the special. But now they have a pretty good sense of what you went through as a child. I mean, they have 1% of it. They have a pretty good sense you've turned this around, which we'll talk about in a little bit too, and where your life is now and the lessons you've learned. But let's go there just for a second.

Brendan Burchard (73:43)

Oh, that moment.

Ed Mylett (73:44)

Tell them what happens.

Brendan Burchard (73:45)

Oh, my God. So I fell down the stairs, getting to my kid at 2 in the morning. I just come back off the road. I was so tired. I was sleepwalking. My baby's crying. And as a mom, you know, you're just like, I gotta get. Anyway, I fell down the stairs, broke my ankle in four places. And I didn't even know it at the time. I thought I could just get up. So I called my husband. I was like, Babe, get over here. Help me. And he's like, oh, you can't get up. You're broken, homie. So I get into the ambulance to put fentanyl. You know, all these drugs, they straighten me out. But before they straighten my leg out, they give me ketamine. I've never done. Have you ever done it?

Ed Mylett (74:24)

I have. It's pretty amazing.

Brendan Burchard (74:26)

You've done the therapeutic kind. Yes, I want to do that.

Ed Mylett (74:30)

Y.

Brendan Burchard (74:30)

Cause what they did is they give you enough to dissociate you so that you don't remember it. And apparently it's a terrifying amount that they gave me because that's what they're like. Usually people are screaming when they give this to you, but, Christina, you were sitting there smiling the whole time. So, anyway, so they give me this ketamine and I have this wild trip, basically. And the crazy part is that happens in real life. And I'm looking for an end to my special. And I was like, oh, that's the end of the special. That's the end of the special. Because it was my realization that everything that had happened to me. I don't buy this. That happens for a reason. I hate that. That's Pollyanna nonsense. But I think if you attribute meaning to tragedy, attribute deliberately, then it's redemptive. And also this whole ride of just trying to become a successful comedian, and then I have my children, and then you're like, oh, it doesn't matter. I saw my kids faces, literally, and you're not gonna make me cry. I just talking about it, you know, when you're like, oh, this is it. This is all that matters. Like, all this other stuff can go away tomorrow. And my kids don't care that I'm famous. They don't give a. And, like, they're the only things that really matter. My husband, you know, the unique.

Christina P (75:52)

It.

Brendan Burchard (75:54)

Yeah, now you're getting me crying, man. But I. I often think back to that ketamine trip when I'm getting hung up on nonsense like show business, and I'll be like, oh, but it doesn't matter. This is what I learned. Like, it matters. Don't get me wrong. I don't want to be broke tomorrow. I don't want it to all go away tomorrow. But I'm not going to stress out.

Tony Robbins (76:16)

Right, Right.

Brendan Burchard (76:18)

Been there, dude.

Ed Mylett (76:19)

Me too.

Brendan Burchard (76:20)

Yeah. I'm not going to try to cling like I did, because didn't you find there was a time in your career where it's all you cared about?

Ed Mylett (76:27)

Yeah, it's a really Difficult thing to teach because you should have goals and outcomes, and it's what's made us successful when we didn't have some. But at the same time, it's kind of letting go of an outcome and letting things come as they might that actually brings us the most joy. Because the things that are the greatest blessings in life, Life aren't things we have to force through force, like our families. They're the things that, you know that are the greatest blessings are our children and our families. And yet you still want to be able to provide for them and do significant things. But I also think he said something I want you to stay on that story is that it's not the events of our lives that define us. It's the meaning we attach to the event. And if you can attach the right meaning to something or a meaning that serves you or change the meaning meaning, you can change how you feel about it and ultimately change how your life works. And it feels to me like almost in that trip you were on that the meanings shifted a little bit for you.

Brendan Burchard (77:23)

Yeah. Because I saw my parents and I was like, I can see this person is a big bad villain and I'm the little girl. Or, hey, what can I glean? What's the lesson here? Because I'm the mom now. And you see your broken parents as toddlers. I really see them as children now who just didn't get enough love. Who didn't get what I. Well, what I didn't get too. But what I'm able to give my kids now, they're just flood people and everybody walking around. You know, I don't get mad at people nearly as much as I used to. Cause you're like, oh, you just didn't get love. Like, oh, you, your mommy, your daddy.

Ed Mylett (77:58)

But you actually, on that trip, like, thanked your mom and your dad. I did tell them that a little bit.

Brendan Burchard (78:03)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (78:03)

Even though I want them to see it.

Brendan Burchard (78:05)

Yeah, you have to see the bit for it to make total sense. But, yeah, I end up thanking them and forgive giving them in the trip. And, you know, I think. I think for some reason I'm thinking about my mom's fur coats because she hoarded, like, jewelry and, like, fine items. I think she was convinced that World War three was coming soon and she had to. I have to trade these things to get across the border. You're going to need, you know, she wouldn't put her money in one bank. It was in several, like, that kind of nutty stuff. But now that I'm wealthy and I Always was like rejecting wealth. I was always like, rich people are bad.

Ed Mylett (78:40)

Me too.

Brendan Burchard (78:41)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (78:41)

That's why I was raised believing.

Brendan Burchard (78:43)

And it's nonsense because guess what? Poor people are bad too.

Ed Mylett (78:47)

Same deal.

Brendan Burchard (78:47)

And actually, rich people can do really good things to help a lot of other people. And your wealth is a blessing on many, many people. So anyway, the fur coat thing too, I was like, yeah. What's so bad about owning a fur coat? It doesn't make you a bad person.

Ed Mylett (79:02)

Right, right. It doesn't.

Brendan Burchard (79:04)

Unless it's the only thing you care about.

Tony Robbins (79:06)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (79:06)

I'm watching you right now. I still think. I still think you're working through, thinking about what all those event your life meant, just as I'm watching you.

Brendan Burchard (79:14)

Oh, yeah.

Ed Mylett (79:15)

I had a really huge blessing happen that I was with my dad when he died. I was in the room with him. And it's weird that where all this is going here today with you and me, but when I was with my dad in the room, I got to see. I got my version of the ketamine trip to some extent because when I was with him, I was literally holding his hand just a little while before he passed away way. But because he wasn't able to talk and he's just. It was actually wonderful to this extent. I got to just look at him like, you don't even with your parents, you have a dynamic. There's like this thing you do with people in your life. You do it with Tom, I do it with my wife. We do with our kids. There's just like this pattern of how we kind of just interact with each other.

Brendan Burchard (80:02)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (80:02)

I don't know if you've ever done this with your kids or with Tom. Might be different with Tom, but You ever just watch your kids sleeping?

Brendan Burchard (80:09)

Oh my God. Like every night.

Ed Mylett (80:10)

Right. It's different. You see them differently.

Brendan Burchard (80:13)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (80:13)

And even your spouse, if you just see them sleeping, it's just different. They're not talking, they're not being them, they're just them.

Brendan Burchard (80:20)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (80:21)

And my dad, I had these hours with him. It was just him. And I got to thinking about, like, I got to think about him as a little boy. This is a man whose life's about to end. Kind of like what you've done. And he's an old man now. And I remember him when he wasn't an old man. I remember him when he looked like my age. Right. I remember when he was even younger than that. And I could go back and think of him, I wonder, my dad at 10, my dad at 5. My dad at 2. And there's this love you can have, even for someone who didn't treat you perfectly the whole time, that you have this sympathy or this empathy for them. And I just think he's just. He's a man that had a life, and he. And. And he did his best to live it his best way. And then I start thinking about myself. I will be him.

Brendan Burchard (81:06)

Yeah.

Ed Mylett (81:07)

What do I want when I'm him, when I'm there? What do I want to have achieved? Who do I want to have helped? What do I want to have felt? What emotions do I want to have had? What memories do I want? We're off air. You're talking about taking your kids to. If you're, you know, you're blessed enough that you could take them somewhere on a vacation and like, being in that moment with my dad gave me a different meaning to him. Him gave my life a different meaning. And that's just a real powerful thing for everybody. Listen to. This is like all the events, maybe you should evaluate what they. All the things that don't serve you, what do they mean? What did your divorce really mean? Right? What did this experience with what having your children really mean? What did this person who hurt you, what did it really mean? If you can change the meaning, you can really ultimately change how you feel. And then you'll take different actions in your life. And when my dad passed, I literally. You're doing this. I thought, oddly, I'm going to honor my dad. I'm going to talk about him more. I'm going to talk about what I learned from him. I'll talk about how he hurt me. Put it in my book. It's in my book. All my speeches lately involve my dad. And in a very beautiful way, you honored your mom in that special. And your dad. You started out by telling the truth, right? But you honored him. Did it ever dawn on you that you were doing that?

Brendan Burchard (82:24)

No. Yeah, it's unconscious. No, no. I think you right now.

Ed Mylett (82:31)

And he's dawning on you.

Brendan Burchard (82:32)

No, because. Yeah, I'm like, oh, yeah, I guess I. No, because when you create something, it's all really unconscious. You just kind of throw stuff out and then you hope there's a through line and like, what's that gonna be? And what I really wanted to express as well as honoring. I think, now that you mention it, it's just that I'm not. I don't hate you, man. I ain't mad at you. Because the anger, we all go through it. And also one of My pet peeves about the self help movement is like, just be happy, be happy. Look for the joy. It's like, no and no. Sometimes the suffering. And you did a great podcast about this recently, about the suffering that must come in order to have the joy, the suffering. And I just didn't want to leave people thinking like, I'm this rageful adolescent because I'm really. I'm not mad at them anymore. Because once you become a parent and you're like, oh, okay, yeah, I got it.

Ed Mylett (83:25)

Me too. I'm mad at my dad sometimes. Yeah, I'll think of something. I'm like, I can't believe he did that to me in some situation. But my overall view of him isn't that way. This gentleman to my left, just to give you a background, this guy parlayed a 990sat score into a multi billion dollar company that he built. And we're gonna get into your head about how you did that. But I'm overwhelmingly impressed with Impact Theory, which is an organization that he and his wife Lisa started the last few years that is really making a difference in the world, just like his company, Quest Nutrition, did. And so, Tom Bilyeu, thank you for being here today, brother.

H (84:00)

Thank you for having me, man. I'm so excited to be here. We flipped the script before.

Ed Mylett (84:04)

I've been on his program, and now finally I get you here. Were you, like, this young? So I know you didn't have the best SAT scores in the world, but I've been around you enough. Now I consider you a freak. Which is a. Which is a compliment coming from a guy like, no, no, no.

H (84:20)

I take it as I think you.

Ed Mylett (84:21)

Know what I mean. You're uniquely driven and wired to pursue greatness and to make an impact, no pun intended, in the world at a level that most people have not yet realized they're capable of, even though they are. And so did you know this young? If we went back and looked at this kid who grows up in Washington State, was there already these obvious insights and clues that you were going to turn into this guy? What were you like as a young guy?

H (84:46)

There definitely were not clues. So when I was a kid, I didn't show any signs of promise to be really fair. And my own mother, when I left for college, like, she. I almost chickened out. And I was like, I don't want to go. I want to just stay home. And she was like, no, no, no, you need to go, you need to go. Pushes me out of the nest. And then later, literally every day since she's tried to claw me back. So one day, like, I don't know, three or four years ago, I said to her, mom, like, you were the one that kicked me out. Like, I wouldn't have left if you hadn't pushed me, so why did you push me? And she said, with no malice whatsoever, I just always assumed you were going to fail.

Ed Mylett (85:23)

Oh, my gosh.

H (85:24)

And now that was. She had never been, like, always my biggest cheerleader, always rooting for me, telling me I could do it. But quietly, just inside, she was like, you didn't show any drive. So the one thing I will say is I was grandly ambitious. I always said, I'm gonna be rich. I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that. Always, Always. Since the time I was a little kid. But I didn't have the drive to see it through. So I really, really was an empty dreamer when I was a kid. And it was learning to hate that in myself, if I'm completely honest. And to not allow myself to be an empty dreamer, to force my. Myself to get the skills to actually execute against it. To not be in any way, shape, or form pacified by saying, I'm going to do something, which is actually super dangerous. Most people just thinking about the fantasy of what they're going to do gives them some partial sense of, oh, I've done it. Whereas I stopped letting that be okay for me, which largely came down to embarrassment. I felt around my wife working when I had no job. And that was the time. She was my fiance at the time, but that was when I really started to go, okay, you've made a lot of promises to this woman, and you're not on a path to keep any of them.

Ed Mylett (86:29)

Wow. Our stories are unbelievable. I did not know that. And our stories are unbelievably paralleled. I was in the same situation, by the way, where I was sort of an entrepreneurial, unemployed guy while she was paying our rent. Right. So I relate to that, too. How does. I'm just curious. I want to make sure. I just. I think you're one of the great American business stories, and not only because of the wealth that you've accumulated, but because of this. Words overused. But it's so true with you because of the impact you're making in the world, because of your success. That's what I admire, as you know, that's what I'm trying to do with the Max out program, too, and just with my life. So what I don't get is this connection. So just Help me understand it, because you know that I know your story. I'm fascinated by it. How do you get from a 990 sat into USC?

H (87:15)

How I got into USC itself. This makes me a little sad. This is one part of the story I wish were a little different. I cheated all through high school. So the one thing that so I graduated in the top 10 of my class.

Ed Mylett (87:30)

You were a good cheater.

H (87:31)

I was a good cheater. And this is one thing I will say. People talk about network and they talk about charisma and all. It's just real. And so I was nice. And that got me a long way. I remember in seventh grade. So one of the guys I would later cheat off of in high school becomes my absolute best friend in the universe. But he's on the spectrum, right? The autism spectrum. And in seventh grade, he wouldn't talk to anybody. And so I turned around one day and I was very outgoing at that time in my life, which I consider myself now just a dyed in the wool introvert. But at that time, the role in the family that I played was the jokester. So I was used to getting laughs and getting my self esteem from my ability to make people laugh. So I turned around to him in seventh grade. I point at him and I'm like, my mission in this class is to get you to talk. And so inside he was thinking, oh my God, somebody actually cares. And so then it became like we just started attracting to each other. And he is still, to this day probably the smartest person I've ever met.

Steve Weatherford (88:29)

Wow.

H (88:29)

And so it just became this sort of unlikely pairing. But to give you an idea of like how weird this kid was, and we're still close to this day. So he talks of himself like this. My mom said if he doesn't start acknowledging me when I say hello to him, he's not allowed to come over anymore. She would literally say straight up to his face, hi. And he would say nothing. It was super weird. And so I was like, dude, you just gotta say hi back. And so he credits me with teaching him, like, social skills. And I credit him with helping me graduate high school, basically.

Ed Mylett (88:59)

But I always believe graduating high school.

H (89:03)

Literally, and I always believed that I could do the work, but that other things were more important to me. So I told myself a total bullshit story, which was that, hey, I could be working and earning these grades, but I'd rather learn how to talk to girls and how to socially engage engaged. It's total bs. I'm well aware of that now. But at the time, it really felt totally justified. And I was like, they're not teaching us things that are going to help anyway. Nobody can answer why algebra is going to be useful to me. And so I just felt like that was fine. But when I went to college, day one, I said, okay, I'm going to be taking on a massive amount of debt. I'm learning the thing that I love. This is what I want to do with my career, so I better actually know how to do it. So the phrase that I replace repeated in my head over and over and over was, arf. Sink or swim. I will not cheat. Not even one. It doesn't matter. Either one of those is acceptable. The only thing I care about is that I do every bit of work myself. And so. And I stuck to that. So my grades in college are reflect. And I did better in college than I did in high school.

Ed Mylett (90:03)

And you didn't. Is this true that you went.

Rob Dyrdek (90:05)

You were gonna.

Ed Mylett (90:05)

You want to be a filmmaker?

H (90:06)

Yes.

Ed Mylett (90:07)

Right.

H (90:07)

Very much.

Rob Dyrdek (90:08)

But you didn't know that there was.

Ed Mylett (90:09)

A difference between USC film school and.

H (90:11)

Dude, welcome to growing up in Tacoma. So, first of all, like, nobody really knew how this all worked, so I went to USC because my dad had a friend who made almost an offhanded comment. My dad was like, oh, my son wants to go be a filmmaker. And the guy was like, oh, USC is the best film school in the world. And so my dad comes home and goes, I hear USC is the best film school. So I was like, well, I guess I'm going to USC then. Literally, I didn't even think beyond that. It is the only film school that I applied to. I applied to one state school and then to usc, and that was it.

Ed Mylett (90:40)

Oh, my gosh.

H (90:41)

And I got into usc, and I just thought the way college worked was you tell them what your major is, right? People talk, you declare your major, right? So I thought, cool, I'll go declare my major. And then in the prep. So I've already committed. I've already said I'm going to usc. I've turned down the other offer that I had at this state school. It's done. I'm going to usc, taking the financial aid package, all of it. Then they come to your town and they orient you to, like, what it's gonna be like, and they show you pictures and all this stuff, and I'm so excited. And then I don't know if I asked a question or if it just came up and they said something about how to get into the film school. It's a separate application process. And I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Ed Mylett (91:16)

Your heart dropped? What do you mean?

H (91:17)

Literally, my heart dropped through the floor. And I was like, oh, God. And so then I was like, what are the requirements? And they said, well, we'd like to see a 1300 on your SAT. And I was like, what do I do now? And that. That was the beginning of, like, real panic. So what did you do? So I go to usc and I'm like, somehow I'm gonna figure this out. And you have mandatory counseling. And I go to the counseling, and they look at what I've signed up for. And I've signed up for film classes. Like, I'd already been accepted to the major. They said, tom, listen, right now you're gonna end up spending a fifth year at this school because statistically, you are more likely to get into Harvard Law than you are into USC film school. Do not do this. We see people do this every year. You get out of these classes, take normal general education requirements. And I was like, no, no, no, I'm going to get in. I'm going to get in. And it's the one time in my life where someone looked me point blank in the face and they said, you are going to fail. Like, it's not a question of if you are going to fail. You are going to spend a lot of money. And they were doing it from the position of like, look, I don't want you to waste the money. But they were so aggressive about it, and there was something in them telling me that I couldn't do it. That was like, I'm definitely doing this. And so I found there was a guy that was on the admissions committee who offered, like, you could go join him for lunch. And so I went. He made the offer to, like, a class of 350 people, and I was the only one who showed up. And I was like, how is this possible? So I say to him, look, I got a 990 on my SATs. What do I do? I really want to get into film school. And he said, tom, SAT stands for Scholastic Aptitude Test. It's supposed to tell me how well you'll do on college. You already missed the freshman class. You're not going to get accepted then. So you can only get accepted as an incoming junior, but as an incoming junior, I don't care about your SATs because I have two years of college to look at. So we said, if you don't want me to worry about your SATs, just get good grades. So I said, Cool. For the next two years, all I'm going to do is get good grades. I didn't date, I didn't party. I didn't drink. I literally didn't leave my dorm room. I worked. I put my head down for two years, and I just worked. And I got. If it wasn't a 4.0, it was like a 3.95 or something. It's never that clean. Like, I want my story to be, hey, I learned that if I just put my head down and work my ass off, I can get whatever I want. That is unfortunately not what I learned, because I believed at the time, you're either talented or you're not. So I wasn't in film school to become a filmmaker. I was in film school to learn the technical side. How do you turn on a camera? Where do you put a light? Things like that. But I thought you either have the ability to tell a story or you don't. So I believed myself to be a natural filmmaker. I just believed I had talent. And so I go to film school and everything is proving. So first I gamble, right? And I take all the film prerequisites, even though they tell me not to. I get into film school, so that feeds my ego. Then second, my. So you have two classes that are, like, testing you to see where you're at as a filmmaker. And I smash it. First class, second smash it. And your second class, you have to team up. And basically everybody wants to direct. And anybody that wants to be a cinematographer, that's good. All the directors are fighting for them. And so not only did I get the cinematographer everybody wanted, but I got to direct. And then we killed our film. It was amazing. So now I'm like, I'm the shit. Like, literally every egotistical belief that I had about myself being naturally talented, it's just happening for me. It's effortless. I'm not even putting that much energy into it. I mean, other than the physical production, which is exhausting. But I'm not, like, trying to be more artistic. I'm trying to learn how to turn on cameras and stuff like that. But I'm just a naturally talented filmmaker. So everything in college is leading towards only four people in your class get to direct a senior thesis film. So all the people, everybody else, crews, but four people get to direct. And I was chosen as one of the four. So literally, the. The narrative in my head is, I am naturally talented. You either have it or you don't. And I have it. And I'm very grateful that I Have it. And then I make my senior thesis film. And it is the most catastrophic, horrific, crash and burn, embarrassing thing I've ever gone through. The class is making fun of me. They're cutting up reels of my film to make a joke out of it. I mean, it was abysmal. And in that moment, I realized the cold, hard truth. And this is, when I tell this story, people think, oh, now he's just being hard on himself or being overconfident. I'm telling you right now, I didn't have talent. And so in that moment, I realized I don't know how to tell a story. So whatever natural talent looks like, I didn't have it. It was so bad. I stole the master from the school.

Ed Mylett (95:32)

No way.

Christina P (95:32)

Yes.

H (95:33)

Because I never wanted it to be seen again. So, like that, like this is a really. So that leads into the darkest period of my life.

Ed Mylett (95:40)

Okay?

H (95:40)

So I graduate. And you would think, hey, but you were so hard to get in film school. Why isn't that the ringing narrative? And it just wasn't. The ringing narrative was you thought you were talented. You're a fool. You don't know anything. And I couldn't afford to furnish my apartment, so I was literally laying on the floor of my apartment. I had an air mattress, but I was laying on the floor with a.

Ed Mylett (95:59)

Degree from sc with a degree from.

H (96:01)

Sc, taking every remedial job that I can get. Because now my ego is so crushed. I need to be the smartest person in the room. It's like the only thing I have left. Well, at least I'm naturally smart. So I just put myself in dumber and dumber rooms, which means I'm making less and less money. I'm selling video games retail. At one point, I mean, it was really bad.

Ed Mylett (96:18)

You're putting yourself in dumber and dumber rooms so that you were the smartest person in that room. Got it.

H (96:22)

I wouldn't interview for a job unless I knew this person at some point in the interview will say, why are you interviewing for this job? You're better than this.

Ed Mylett (96:31)

It's interesting to me, the takeaways you have from experience. Because in life, it's not the experiences happen to us, it's the meaning we take from them. And it's interesting to me that even you getting into film school, even your takeaways are deeply unique and very self aware.

Tony Robbins (96:49)

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