Podcast
The Experiences Of Being A Single Mother
Hosted by Lexi Kramer · EN
The show where I can talk about my experiences on being a single mother.
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Tears Filled with Hope
Jan 31, 202200:03:56Tap to summarizeTears Filled with Hope LyricsV1: We made it to 2022.This year will be filled with hope and peace.Jesus will bring us tears of joy before we know,Everything will fall into place and we will have hope. I know that you have left everything bad behind closed doorsPre-Chorus: I don't want you to forget but you do youI want you to forgive because that's what we have to doWe need to leave the past in the past and move forwardLeave negativity behind and be determinedChorus: We made it to a new year2022 will bring us peace, joy, love, everythingWe shall rejoice in the Lord Scream and shout His name with praiseI am staying calm and positive these daysThe sun is brightening my smile all the wayI got these Tears Filled with hopeVerse 2: 2022 brings me happiness because by the grace of God I got this placeI won my case and will be with my family soonI'm glad I didn't give up, I'm grateful you believed in meI sing because I love to singI want the world to see who I am as a personPre-Chorus 2: I don't want you to forget but you do youI want you to forgive because that's what we have to doChorus: We made it to a new year2022 will bring us peace, joy, love, everythingWe shall rejoice in the Lord Verse 3: Scream and shout His name with praiseI am staying calm and positive these daysTired of looking at these displaysI want shedding tears Filled with hopeScream and shout His name with praiseI am staying calm and positive these daysTired of looking at these displaysI want everyone to remain safeChorus: We made it to a new year2022 will bring us peace, joy, love, everythingWe shall rejoice in the Lord Scream and shout His name with praiseI am hopeful and staying positive these daysThe sun is brightening my smile all the wayI got shedding Tears Filled with hopeSongwriter: Alexis KramerProd. Ryini Beatshttps://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Feeling Crazy
Jan 28, 202200:03:18Tap to summarizeUpdated version (Created 2021)Feeling Crazy Lyrics V1: Here is another sad songThat I made about meStaring at the ceiling while I am waiting for destinyCause you don't see me and why I pray for eternityI need your help Lord because I'm not listeningBridge: I'm sorry, I don't know what I am doing I'm sorry for not being what you want me to bePlease forgive me for feeling crazy and lonelyLord, won't you hear my prayer eternallyChorus: Oh God, please save me?I'm trapped in the Devil's creepy lairI am getting angry because I'm getting nothing but staresPlease save me, I'm feeling crazy withinFeeling crazy within, yeahV2: I'm getting temptations that makes me want to drinkBut I'm not that person who gives up easilyAll these drugs and booze all around meThis is all I seeAnd I know the Lord knows this is not who I want to beBridge: I'm sorry, I don't know what I am doingLord forgive me, take all the temptations away from meChorus: Oh God, please save me?I'm trapped in the Devil's creepy lairI am getting angry because I'm getting nothing but staresPlease help me, I'm feeling crazy withinFeeling crazy within, yeahI am angry because I'm getting nothing but staresPlease help me, I'm feeling crazy withinSongwriter: Alexis Kramer and Emily GoldbergProducer: Ryini Beatshttps://www.youtube.com/ryini
Transcribe →Anxiety
Jan 28, 202200:03:14Tap to summarizeUpdated version of Anxiety (created 2020)Anxiety LyricsV1: Oh... Yeah. Oh… You should be helping me when I need it but instead you don't care. You just enjoy seeing me suffer and I am going to put a stop to it. All this drama is putting me through anxiety and it makes my heart race. My heart skips a beat like butterflies and then it just disappears.Chorus: Tell me what am I supposed to doSo I don’t end up losing you, foreverCause I definitely need you in my lifeAnd I’m sorry if I hurt youJust know I need you both and love you tooBut I’m not fine, No I’m not fine.I have been dealing with way too muchMy anxiety is rocket high and it really sucksI have been going through anxiety, anxiety.Anxiety is messed upV2: I don’t think I can do this anymore but I know that I have toI have to be strong for my boys because they are my life and my whole worldI have been enduring too much painI am not sure if I will be happy againBut I know God is on my side right nowChorus: Tell me what am I supposed to doSo I don’t end up losing you, foreverCause I definitely need you in my lifeAnd I’m sorry if I hurt youJust know I need you both and love you tooBut I’m not fine, No I’m not fine.I have been dealing with way too muchMy anxiety is rocket high and it really sucksI have been going through anxiety, anxiety.Anxiety is messed up, yeah... Anxiety really does suck.Anxiety, anxiety is messed up.Songwriter: Alexis KramerProducer: Ryini Beats
Transcribe →Abuse Cycle Lyrics
Dec 6, 202100:02:50Tap to summarizeAbuse Cycle LyricsV1: Trauma plays a part in parenting skillsWhen you think you're doing wellEverything starts to go downhillAlcohol, drugs, sexual abuse, emotionsThese issues becomes a part of usIt becomes too hard when we feel we cannot open upPre-Chorus: Our stories are powerful, no one has to know itThere is confidence between usI want to build that trust, I don't want to lose our trustPTSD, cigarettes, yelling, and pushing Plays a role in us because ofChorus: Oppression, depression, anxiety and drugsThis is what stress looks like in another life and makes me feel like doing But everyone who knows me know I wouldn't try itAnd believe me, we need to end this abuse cycle from livingV2: I know it's difficult to speak up when you endure watching the one you love pass awayI want to know how I can make myself not feel this wayWhere I get overwhelmed and angry so easilyDoes anyone ever feel like they must hold their feelings in?Where you feel like you're not allowed to cry, this is where I explain whyPre-Chorus: Our stories are powerful, no one has to know itThere is confidence between usI want to build that trust, I don't want to lose our trustPTSD, cigarettes, yelling, and pushing Plays a role in us because ofChorus: Oppression, depression, anxiety and drugsThis is what stress looks like in another life and makes me feel like doing But everyone who knows me know I wouldn't try itAnd believe me, we need to end this abuse cycle from livingSongwriter: Alexis KramerProducer: Ryini Beatshttps://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Miss You Bingo Lyrics
Nov 20, 202100:03:29Tap to summarizeMiss You Lyrics(Chorus)V1: It's crazy to think that I have to take a break from youFrom playing what I love and enjoy and I miss you already tooHow can I spend my time?Doing something else that will make me feel whole again?I am at a loss of time and trying to hold myself accountable for my actionsPre-Chorus: With all the money I have lost and wonI need to find myself another hobby to doCause if I don't, I'm going to keep losing moneyI am just going to keep on praying tooAnd pray to God that he will help me along the wayBut I know that this is hard for to sayI am going to miss you BingoChorus: Bingo is my favorite thing to do when I need to destress I just love to daub the numbers but I know I get overwhelmedIt's hard I know, even with the hurt and pain I ensure, it showsBut I know I need to force myself to stop going to bingo I miss you bingoV2: I bottle all my feelings in, yet I talk way too muchI Need to work on myself before anything happens as suchI need to break the abuse cycle before all else failsI need to put my children first or the Devil will take me to HellPre-Chorus: With all the money I have lost and wonI need to find myself another hobby to doCause if I don't, I'm going to keep losing moneyI am just going to keep on wishing tooAnd pray to God that he will help me along the wayBut I know this is hard for me to say I am going to miss you BingoChorus: Bingo is my favorite thing to do when I need to destressI just love to daub the numbers but I know I get overwhelmedIt's hard I know, even with the hurt and pain I ensure, it showsBut I know I need to force myself to stop going to bingo Farewell Bingo Songwriter: Alexis Kramer Prod. Ryini Beats:https://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Inseparable
Oct 12, 202100:03:41Tap to summarizeInseparable LyricsChorus: We're inseparable, me and youWe're stuck like gluePlease don't make me chooseNothing is going to break usNot even a stormy weatherWhen the clouds come out and it rainsI have nothing else to lose and gainBut the truth is I do feel shameWe're inseparable, it's not a gameV1: God came to me when I was sleeping and dreamingWe had a good talk on the bed and talked about everything and I said"We should let it out in the open, I promise I won't forget this moment"Apologizing to you a thousand timesBecause I know I messed up with my liesBridge: I am sorry for not believing youI am sorry for not listening tooI know I'm doing way too muchAnd I feel like I'm not good enoughI am sorry for not praying to youI am sorry for not being trueI pray that you will forgive meI promise to do better, you will seeChorus: We're inseparable, me and youWe're stuck like gluePlease don't make me chooseNothing is going to break usNot even a stormy weatherWhen the clouds come out and it rainsI have nothing else to lose and gainBut the truth is I do feel shameWe're inseparable, it's not a gameV2: Oh… Me and youI hope I get this rightWatching me work for you in sightThis is crazy, I thought this would be simpleBut it's not, I'm going insane when I'm all alonePlease tell me I'm not going to lose my toneI did this to myself too muchLord please forgive me when I mess upBridge: I am sorry for not believing youI am sorry for not listening tooI know I'm doing way too muchAnd I feel like I'm not good enoughI am sorry for not praying to youI am sorry for not being trueI pray that you will forgive meI promise to do better, you will seeChorus: We're inseparable, me and youWe're stuck like gluePlease don't make me chooseNothing is going to break usNot even a stormy weatherWhen the clouds come out and it rainsI have nothing else to lose and gainBut the truth is I do feel shameWe're inseparable, it's not a gameSongwriter: Alexis KramerProd: Ryini Beats https://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Through The Storm Part 1
Oct 4, 202100:03:56Tap to summarizeThrough the Storm LyricsV1: First step is admitting this is crazyThat I keep sharing all my feelingsAnd I know it's better to let it all out and talk to the LordThan hold them in cause then I can feel free of stress Not going to let anyone else seeThat I'm crying through the clouds without meAs I'm staring down at the groundGod told me that I need to let the pain goPre-Chorus: No time to shame myselfGot to keep on going through the lightI'm hoping the path I'm on is rightKeep pushing through the storm Chorus: Hatred is something I have to defeatEverything in my life has gone crazy completelyBut I cannot turn myself to think negativelyCause I find myself making it through the storm with the help of God (Thank you Lord)V2: Time is beautiful, can't you tellNot everyone in the world is doing wellWhat can I do to ensure I'm being helped?So I can do the same for my communityI wish everything could go smoothlySo I'm not in the same boat I used to be And being stuck with all these crazy bees Pre-Chorus: No time to shame myselfGot to keep on going through the lightI'm hoping the path I'm on is rightKeep pushing through the storm Hatred is something I have to defeatEverything in my life has gone crazy completelyEnding Chorus: Hatred is something I have to defeatEverything in my life has gone crazy completelyBut I cannot turn myself to think negativelyCause I find myself making it through the storm with the help of God (Thank you Lord)Making it through the storm (Thank you Lord)Hatred is something I have to defeatEverything in my life has gone crazy completelyMaking it through the storm, making it through the storm (Thank you Lord)But I cannot turn myself to think negativelyCause I find myself making it through the storm with the help of God (Thank you Lord)Songwriter: Alexis KramerProd: Ryini Beats https://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Forever Lost
Sep 1, 202100:03:12Tap to summarizeForever Lost LyricsV1: This system is making me crazyBecause they don't listen to nobodyAll these parents around the nationAre losing their children to child protectionThey get their children taken due to domestic violenceThen they lose their housing and become homelessPre-chorus: With no voucher and no incomeWhat are we supposed to do to help them?We cannot leave them hanging no matter whatThe system needs to listen to what the people wantThe eviction moratorium has endedWhat has the system done to everyone?They shut us down and lock us upWe need to prevent them from doing this to usChorus: Oh no, what have they doneWe need to come together as oneThey are making it seem like our children are forever lost, forever lostWe will not stop fighting for justiceWe will keep fighting for each otherOur families will not be forever lostThey are in our heartsV2: Take two steps for the third timeWe don't know who we can rely onI know it's difficult to not knowWhen the racism will leave and goWe got this, we stand tall And we must be very proud through it allWe have advocated for others this longNow we got to fight and be strongPre-chorus: With no voucher and no incomeWhat are we supposed to do to help them?We cannot leave them hanging no matter whatThe system needs to listen to what the people wantThe eviction moratorium has endedWhat has the system done to everyone?They shut us down and lock us upWe need to prevent them from doing this to usChorus: Oh no, what have they doneWe need to come together as oneThey are making it seem like our children are forever lost, forever lostWe will not stop fighting for justiceWe will keep fighting for each otherOur families will not be forever lostThey are in our heartsSongwriter: Alexis KramerProd: Ryini Beats https://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Dream Catcher
Jul 29, 202100:03:32Tap to summarizeDream Catcher LyricsRyini Beats "So Lost" Beat 2021Chorus: Dream catcher is a wonderful thing to keep Don't listen to all these people that like to leechPour all your problems and worries to the man HimselfCannot rely on no one but myselfV1: I'm lost because I lost youWhat should I do? My dream catcher was the best thing for me to sleep toI am sorry that you didn't get your wayIt's time to know that I have to walk awayPre-Chorus: Today is a brand new day with the sun shiningAnd you, you would think you'd know what to doRun around and jump up and down until the rain comes throughLike I'm a kid again believing that I canHanging in there like I'm hung by threadChorus: Dream catcher is a wonderful thing to keep Don't listen to all these people that like to leechPour all your problems and worries to the man HimselfCannot rely on no one but myselfV2: Thank you Dream Catcher and God for being there when no one could Listening to all my problems and worries when others shouldBe there to help supportBut I know that they won'tNo worries, no stress, I just need to worry about myself and my kidsPre-Chorus: Today is a brand new day with the sun shiningAnd you, you would think you'd know what to doRun around and jump up and down until the rain comes throughLike I'm a kid again believing that I canHanging in there like I'm hung by threadChorus: Dream catcher is a wonderful thing to keep Don't listen to all these people that like to leechPour all your problems and worries to the man HimselfCannot rely on no one but myselfDream catcher is a wonderful thing to keep Don't listen to all these people that like to leechPour all your problems and worries to the man HimselfCannot rely on no one but myselfSongwriter: Alexis KramerProd. Ryini Beatshttps://youtube.com/c/ryini
Transcribe →Stolen Innocence
Jul 29, 202100:03:22Tap to summarizeStolen Innocence LyricsRyini Beats "Your Day" Beat 2021Chorus: My heart is falling again and my story is all in my feelingsThey have stolen my innocence and they have took my two childrenV1: I am done being nice to allAll I do is get taken advantage of Because I'm too nice all the timeI am fed up with all these fallsAll the fake people around meThat I keep letting in completelyAre making me become toxicI don't know who I am anymorePre-Chorus: When do I start to show my grief and loss turning to anger?I need to embrace it if I want to pull through thisPain that I am going through and I know I can fight itWith God on my side, anything can happenChorus: My heart is falling again and my story is all in my feelingsThey have stolen my innocence and they have took my two childrenV2: Stolen Innocence from the nation is all I seeBlack and brown parents losing their children to this corrupt systemChildren crying because they see their parents dying Why has the universe done this to us?Pre-Chorus: When do I start to show my grief and loss turning to anger?I need to embrace it if I want to pull through thisPain that I am going through and I know I can fight itWith God on my side, anything can happenChorus: My heart is falling again and my story is all in my feelingsThey have stolen my innocence and they have took my two childrenWhoa, Stolen InnocenceWhoa, Stole my innocenceWhoa, stolen InnocenceThey have stolen my innocenceSongwriter: Alexis Kramer Prod: Ryini Beats https://youtube.com/c/ryini
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