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People are always asking me, how did you get into training life coaches? And the answer is backwards. I did it backwards. That is, I didn't set up a program and then look for people to fill it. It's just that so many people were coming to me for coaching that I realized in order to serve the market, I was going to have to train other people in my methods. That was decades ago. And now the Wayfinder program contains all my very best wisdom and tools for living, boiled down to their savory essence. Now, if that sounds interesting to you, head on over to MarthaBeck.com and find your way. Welcome to the Gathering Room Podcast, the audio version of my weekly gathering Room broadcast. I'm Martha Beck, one of my favorite people. Oh my gosh.
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You are one of my all time most cherished people. How I just love who you are and your voice and how you elevate women. I'm so excited to be with you, Martha. I've so been looking forward to this.
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Oh, you're. You're like bending my mind in strange ways because I am such a fan girl. I practically worship you. It's like, don't say that about me. Say that about you.
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You're generous. You're very chatted.
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No, can I take it away? Can I just introduce y'? All? I mean, I think a lot of you already know if you've heard me talk about her a million times, if you've read what I've written about her. Dr. Lisa Miller is one of the gutsiest people I have ever encountered in any way, shape or form. Also one of the smartest, deeply truthful, deeply integrous people. I know you went to Yale, I went to Harvard. We can argue about what was our first choice later, but I know what it's like in a social science department at an Ivy League university. And I know what it was like to have like. Because my son with down syndrome was born while I was getting my doctorate and I was having spiritual and even psychic experiences. I know what it's like to be in that environment and be having a spiritual awakening and the crushing cynicism and just real negativity that you can encounter. You started finding spiritual data in your clinical work, in beautiful statistical work on large data sets, and by God, right in the heart of the Ivy League. You just, you just said it and you stood by it. And I want to hear what that was like for you.
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You're so kind, Martha. You're so generous, beautiful spirit. I'll tell you, I think that we, as women of all Times, but certainly this season of life now, as women have an extraordinary power and gift in spiritual awareness, I think it is, you know, not just sort of a nice side of things or icing on the cake, that the spiritual awareness is the heart and the hub of who we are. And when women really feel free to express themselves, you know, not whisper it by the water cooler, but say it, most women make the most important decisions of our lives from a deep seat of spiritual awareness. I mean we could even.
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You know, that's so interesting. Way back when I did my PhD dissertation, I was doing it on women's roles. I found all these miserable women who were trying to like combine career and family, whatever, and they were just sort of in a terrible position in my. My advisor said, you have to go find the solution. And I said, there is no solution. The society gives them those. So I went back to my data and in the parts of my interviews that I hadn't recorded, those are when I would turn off the camera and the women would lean forward and say, let me tell you what really happened. And they were having mystical experiences right, left and center. And that was the only way out for them. And this is what I love about your work because you just methodically scientific, your science is so rock solid, nobody can shake it. And you just build this case for spirituality being at the same center of our, of our consciousness based on the science. And yes, it's so yes, I do think that being female has an additional effect, but we're all spiritual beings and you found that through. I don't know which story I want you to tell. Most certainly the story of, you know, your clinical work with people, but also the story of your family, your children and how that you write so beautifully. Let me call myself. The book is the Awakened Brain. The author is Dr. Lisa Miller. Run, don't walk to buy this book. It is a beautiful, beautiful, logical, scientific case for the idea that we are spiritual beings in our essence and that there's. That we'd be happier based on accepting that. So now I've.
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Martha, you're wonderful. You're wonderful. And it's true. There is now a very rigorous peer reviewed body of science. So as you know, when something's peer reviewed, the article goes without the author's name, blind to two scientists who critique it. And then it goes back again. And in this way, science tries to focus on the heart, the meat and potatoes of what's really being out ascertained. And we have my. My Lab has published 200 peer review articles on Spirituality in the human life course. And what we see is just as you experienced when you interviewed many women, which is women and men. All people are naturally spiritual beings. So we are born from day one with an innate seat of spiritual awareness. There is. There are neural correlates in the brain that perceive not just believe, but see into life.
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Could I just stop you for a tiny moment there? Because that rocked me when I read
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it in your book.
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Spiritual experiences are not beliefs, they are perceptions. And you also say that imagination is perception. And that shift, like think about it, y' all out there in the world, that shift from I am making this happen in my brain to I am perceiving something real. Is earth shaking when you really take it in? Sorry, go on.
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Yes, yes. You're so wise. And that's the heart of it. Who we really are are born innate, able to connect with source, who I call God, the spirit or force through life. Use whatever word speaks to your heart. But who I call that. And every one of us is built to be able to be in a deep transcendent relationship. Which as you say, is not a belief. It's the ability to feel and know in the deepest inner wisdom, to feel that in moments of distress we don't fall through in a bus, somehow we're caught. That I don't need to know my next move. Because if I hand it over, stuck and confused, what will come is guidance, an image, a directive, something in my prayer life, a synchronicity. We are built to live in a dialogue every single day.
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Yes, dialogue with the deeper nature of life. I love that as well. You say it's not that there's some external force that can be, that is loving us and it's affecting us the way a lot of people feel sort of helpless in the face of the gods or whatever, if they do have any belief. But for you, it's an active co creative conversation. I don't want to put words on it that aren't yours. But it's the consciousness that is me in relationship to the consciousness that is all things. And we are having a conversation. This part of consciousness and the rest of the universe are making life the way I am seeing it. How do you bring that in? Because you felt found it in your data. Brilliantly. And I know you must. I know also from the stories in the book that you have developed methods. Have you? I know you've helped other, you've helped clients with it. What methodologies work best for you. I'm a real how to person.
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I love how To I think what you said sums it up beautifully. My view is like raised from the sun. We are all emanations of one source, consciousness. And we are in. We rays of consciousness are in dialogue with consciousness. It's a living conversation, and conversation is the perfect word. And often the language is symbolic, a synchronicity or a dream that wakes us up or, you know, some deep, deep, deep. Imagination, as you say so wisely, is not necessarily fabricated or constructed. You know, the 20th century vision of the brain was that we somehow, like a factory, create, produce thoughts. But the brain is what's real because it's material. It was radical materialism. But now we finally are breaking into an era where the brain is viewed much more like an antenna, a conduit to consciousness, so that we can then tap into the oneness, the universal field, every one of us. Every single one of us. Imagination then moves from concocted like a rambling story of a child. And then I went up the mountain and who would you to an imagination not that constructs, but that detects. And I know, Martha, you've spoken so beautifully recently on the imagination process, the notion that we are conduits for sacred consciousness, whether it's the muse or an idea. Yeah. Divine presence reaches into conversation with us.
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Wow. So was there a time. So for me, it was my pregnancy with my son. Was there a time when you went from thinking, were you ever a materialist or did you have this spirituality inherent and were you aware of it always?
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So, you know, Martha, we're all born spiritual children. And this is true for me as well. Every child, unless socialized out of it. Science says this is born perceiving continuity of consciousness or spirit after death. Unless told it isn't real.
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Wow.
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And every child is born. Science shows this too. Believing, knowing, perceiving that we can know without being told. We can be inspired, have. What I taught my children was direct knowing.
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Oh, I love that phrase. Say more about that.
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Well, at school, kids are told, you know, if you're going to make that claim, point to the page. Where does it say that on the page? Back that up with references of other people's work. Historical backup. But, you know, historical knowing is one form of knowing. It's helpful. It's valuable. The stories of my family, I love to hear, and I love to hear people's stories. But when we have a mystical experience or a synchronicity or deep knowing in our prayer or meditation life, that beckons information that has yet to unfold before us. So if we were to Ask people, hey, what was the most important decision of your life? Did you make that decision? Do you want. We could even do it? Should we invite people to think about the most beautiful. Okay, wonderful. So I invite you to take two breaths. Just clear out your inner space if you'd like. I invite you to think of the most important decision or one of the very, very most important decisions you've ever made in your life. It may have been whether to carry a child, whether to take a job or move, whether to partner. There was an enormously important decision. How, bottom line, did you know what course to take? Was it door number one, adding up the pros and cons, weighing out the research? Sure, I'm sure you did your background work. Or did you make the final choice where the rubber hits the road? Out of intuition, out of gut instinct, out of following a synchronicity, or just simply deep knowing, a dream? Was there something in your prayer life? In other words, was it an awakened. Did you have an awakened form of knowing the true course? 90% of women say it was door number two, an awakened experience.
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Oh, interesting. Because we are not taught that. And we are taught to make decisions based on everything else. You know, like what you're saying is literally what we were taught to dismiss and even scorn.
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And Martha is so good at this. We're good at this. So women and men, everyone is spiritual, but women are 50% more spiritual. We're so good at this. We are. And what the data shows is we're the spiritual keepers for our families, that the torch is actually passed through the mother to both sons and daughters. And that for women, because we are so good at this, it is even more important that we honor as valid and real knowing our spiritual awareness. If we don't, we are far more likely to get depressed than men. Yeah. Wow. So man can pass on the spiritual and probably be okay. Ish. We absolutely have no choice. Women are so profoundly spiritual, meaning it is the seat, the way we view the whole world, our lens of perception. And if we disconnect from the deepest level of life, if we disavow our deep knowing, we're lost.
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Amazing. You talk about the role of suffering and how those who are depressed have a bigger protective effect if they're spiritual even than those who weren't depressed to begin with. People who go through depression and become spiritual are less likely to become depressed again by like 90% with some insane statistic in there. And then you say, it's as if the depression itself, the initial depression, was an invitation to the sacred, which was an invitation to awakening. Which made me think of Kierkegaard's statement, the poet comes early to the abyss. And maybe all women have that capacity too. But tell us a little bit, if you don't mind being personal about the abyss. For you, I know the adolescent depression, but then you have this really difficult road trying to conceive and going through this infertility, which is just a ghost, God awful experience. It is like, I've talked to women who've been through infertility treatments who are as traumatized as army veterans who've been in combat. It's bad. Sorry. I'll let you say it. I'd love you to talk about your experience of suffering and how it sort of led you to go deeper into this reality of spiritual presence that you were finding in your research.
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Martha, it is. Infertility is like attending a funeral every month that a baby's not conceived. It is that devastating. Your little, tiny, little embryo of a baby is gone and all the hopes and dreams. So it's profoundly depressing. It was depressing for me. It was very depressing for my partner. So after many years of this, there was no reason biologically that could be identified as a couple we seem capable of conceiving. I attacked it like a researcher at first. So I got online and I found the infertility clinics with the highest rates of conception, and that didn't work. And I went online and I found, you know, after many iterations, the team in Philly, the team in Boston. You know, I found the team, the team, until I found the team that invented in vitro. Wow.
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Yes.
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And yet all the while, I knew in my heart that I was in the wrong place for us, for our job. I just knew I was in the wrong office. Deep inner wisdom, inner knowing that again, we all have it, but women must count on it. We absolutely count on that. So I knew I was in the right place. But what to do? I just so wanted to be a parent, wanted to be a mom. I started noticing synchronicities, extraordinary synchronicities. You know, the greatest shaman in my life has been my mother. She called and said, I just want you to know our neighbors adopted the most adorable little boy, Joseph Paul. He's from Russia. I'm just letting you know, a little note and you know, a fellow. I had just gotten off a very depressing IVF that failed late to work because I was so depressed, taking the bus up Broadway to Columbia. And this fellow, who is a quite remarkable, unusual fellow, got on the bus. And he walked all the way down this empty bus to sit right near me, which, when you're depressed, you know, I wasn't very cheery. And he leans over and he says, lady, you look like just that type of awfully nice lady that would go all around the world adopting kids.
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Oh, my goodness.
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Right. So, I mean. And then, Martha, at the next stop, he got off. So. Who rides a bus? One stop.
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Oh, my gosh.
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I came to see what I've now called trail angels.
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I love that phrase. It's from what? What? The Appalachian Trail?
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Exactly.
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Exactly.
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That. We can't do it alone. We can't bring enough food and water to hike for three months alone.
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Yeah. So people, they're hiking out there, and these people called trail angels will bring food, water, shelter, and all these things. And Lisa talks in her book about the trail angels, this man on the bus being one. It reminds me of how I survived my first year at Harvard, which was the worst year of my Life. I was 17, and I. I was very depressed, very isolated. But I walked into this art class, and I knew somehow this was going to save me. I just knew. And I went that day, and I was sitting at a bus stop right by Harvard Square, and I was drawing in a sketchbook. And a woman came and sat down by me, and she looked at me and she said at the drawing, and she said, there's an art class you should be taking. And I turned to her and said, I know, I'm already in it. And she said, good. And then she got up and left the bus stop. She came like she didn't catch a bus, but yeah. And Will Ryman, the teacher of that class, became my mentor. That's why I lived through that year, because of him. And he's always been a trail angel in my life. And that woman just came, sat down, said it, and left. Amazing. So tell us how it worked out with the baby.
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Well, so, Martha, I'm still with that woman. I mean, I think that's extraordinary. I've often thought about trail angels because it seems to me that all of us, each and everyone, is beckoned at a moment to be a trail angel. You know the feeling when you see someone you may have never met before, something is laid upon your heart. Yeah. And you think, just say it. You don't know why, you don't know them. Have you had that experience?
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Oh, so often. And I'll say things and I'm like. And people will come to me. Later. A woman came and told me that I had Said to her when I met her, when I see you again, you will be pregnant. And I do not remember saying that. Lisa. I believe her. Why would she lie? And she was. I mean, it worked out, but sometimes to the point where I don't even hear what I'm saying. It's that I don't know if I'm possessed or something, but it's that strong. And you've had that, too, huh?
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A positive. I think of us as a vessel or a conduit or to use the 21st century view of the brain and antenna. And when we listen, we listen to the landing pad. You know, there's a knowing. And I really can't emphasize enough how much women are great at this, but we need to authorize ourselves. We absolutely need to be. Oh. I mean, there's four things that are available to all of us. Okay. The first, because you like practical actions. One, when something is laid upon your heart, direct knowing. Like, say something. There's. You might be a trail. Angel or synchronicity. Go here.
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Right, right.
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That as real information. Because science says. As much as your profound inner wisdom is sufficient, you don't need science. Science says that the brain is a conduit. You are receiving information to honor and then reflect, discern. What might that mean? You know, why is it that I was just thinking about my son and now I just got to hear about Martha's child? You know, why is that Confluence now and then act. There's no. Synchronicity is not a spectator sport. Right.
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Oh, I love that.
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It's an invitation to be in collaboration with the universe. The conversation, the divine conversation. Synchronicity allows you to enter and collaborate in the miracle.
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Wow. Yeah. I think that was the biggest shift for me, reading your book is that it just made my participation in it feel so urgent, you know, and I was first. There's the. There's the materialism that says none of this is real at all. Then there's sort of the religious position that I was raised with where we just are supposed to be obedient inf. And God's forces act upon us, but there's no sense of us being, you know, reaching out a hand to God and saying, hey, I'm in this with you. Let's do it. But that's what your book did for me. It showed me that I need to be actively engaged in developing my spirituality and in the conversation between my spirit and the spirits of everything around me and the spirit of the universe writ large. And. And, you know, there are different modalities that people use. Meditation, prayer, chanting. Like, are there any things that you've done that you personally have found help deepen that connection and make. Make it more vivid so that you can see it more and more easily? Yes.
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Would you like to share a practice? May we do a practice?
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Yes, please.
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Okay.
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Yes.
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Lovely. Okay, I'm going to make an invitation for four breaths and then share a 90 second practice, if you wish, with our eyes closed. Oh, yeah. I invite you in your inner chamber, here in your inner chamber to set before you a table. This is your table. And to your table you may invite anyone, living or deceased, who truly has your best interest in mind. Anyone, living or deceased, who truly has your best interest in mind. And with them all sitting there, ask them if they love you. And now you may invite your higher self, the part of you that is so much more than anything you may have done or not done, anything you may have or not have, your true, true, eternal, higher self, and ask you if you love you. And now, finally, you may invite your Higher power, whatever word is yours, however you know your Higher Power, and ask if they love you. And now with all of these people sitting here right now, what do they need to tell you now? What do they need to share? What do you need to know right now? You're ready. I invite you back.
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I love that. The images that came in were so vivid. I mean, you are. You are a medicine woman.
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Were you surprised by anyone who showed it?
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I was. I was surprised by all of it. I was surprised immediately by how many creatures showed up at the table. Animals, people from all through history. I mean, it was this huge, raucous party.
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Oh, Martha, what animals were there?
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Oh, my gosh, there were countless. There were beavers and elephants and, like, I've interacted with animals my whole life, very intensely obsessed with them from childhood. And it was like some big party in Narnia.
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Oh, it's beautiful. And they knew you truly loved them and they loved you too back.
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Yeah. And before that, before you even said the Higher Power. The higher power came in and just sat down and the whole universe started laughing. It was just. It was the best party I've ever been to.
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A joyful universe. The wink. That's not playfulness. The joy in the universe. Yes. Not the dour heaviness, the joy written into life.
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Isn't that amazing? To start, because we have such a heavy view of society from our materialist culture. I know a lot of people out there are afraid to rejoice, afraid to. Oh, When I was. When you said the other people on this call, the message that came from me, and I'd love to hear, like, I'm not sure how people can communicate, but whatever yours was, I'd love to hear, but mine was, we're all in this together. Very clear. We're all in this together. And it felt so safe to be connected in that way. And again, it was like me being. I have been so narcissistic in my life that I thought it was just me, I have to fix everything. But no, it was everyone in this together. And there was so much joy. So.
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Okay, Martha, I'm going to push back on that because I see you as having brought women together. I don't think you've been at this. I think you have created a powerful community of women. Women come up to me, and when they speak of Martha Beck, they light up. They know, yes, they're worth, but more than that, their spirit. And they are de facto walking each day down the sidewalk, at home in their car, feeling part of your community. It's a living, so it's very powerful. Wow. Thank you.
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Yeah.
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I'm so excited to be here. Finally get that. It's amazing.
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That's making me feel a feeling, a big feeling.
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Thank you for creating.
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Oh, and this is just so. Every time I interact with your book or I find out something about you online, I always feel like I take a big step forward. Like you are just someone walking ahead of us with a it through thick undergrowth, just cutting a trail for everybody.
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Generous and doing it with.
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Doing it with science that the rest of society cannot dismiss. This is what I love. Could you talk, though? I did want to get to this place where I think people are afraid to trust that things can be this good because fear is so deep in us, you know?
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Yes. You know, it's so interesting, Martha. I share in the awakened brain that I adopted my son from an orphanage. And he just came. Pure love. He was from north of St. Petersburg, Russia. Da, da, da. Full of love. Loves the snow. Used to peel off his snow pants and dance in the February snow.
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Wow. A Russian to the core.
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But, you know, it's very interesting because he is so loved and so spiritually connected, he made a direct connection to God, the higher power when there was no one there. Usually the child connects to the loving parent or grandparents, and they are effectively a conduit as well as a direct connection to God. The child feels God's love in the mother, feels God's love in the grandparent. We're ambassadors for our children. Her child in an orphanage where there's no one there to hold and be the ambassador. Sometimes the child will go directly to God. And that's what Isaiah did. So he came home in this relationship directly to God. And that said. And that's totally the case. It's also the case that, you know, he was left at six days by the woman who carried him, who did it out of love. Martha. She wrote two letters. The first letter she left was, you know, moves me to this day, this woman who loved the little boy she carried. She said, I will be back for you in six months. I have to go get money. To this day, it moves my heart. Russia's economic collapse. I will be back when I have enough money to feed you. And then she left the second note, which just. Martha, to this day, breaks my heart for this woman. She said, oh. She said, I terminate my parental rights. And this is done in love.
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Wow.
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Which is why so many mothers who don't keep a child, who choose to hand them to another mother, do it out of love. Right. This woman did it entirely out of love. So in her case, she didn't come back. They tried to find her. She couldn't. She couldn't do it. And wanted in love for him to find a mom. Right. So he comes home and direct connection to God, full of life and spirit, and at the same time aware of this deeply felt sense of abandonment, you know, at the level of a visceral nervous system, somatic sense, aware of, no, everything can fall apart. You know, this was not stage one model of many children who develop basic trust versus mistrust. He developed basic mistrust. Right. He knows that. He knows that you can lose your mom. He knows you can lose everything. Sort of, you know, I'm a Jew, sort of like a Holocaust survivor, you know.
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Right.
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You know, so that said, you know, he knows. He knows that things can fall apart. He knows that. He's not blindly optimistic. And so whenever things went right, my son would say, oh, things are very bad. We had a big birthday party, both sections of the second grade. Grandparents were there, 40 gifts in the back of the SUV. This was not a good day. This was a very bad day. And I said to me, oh, honey, I wonder sometimes it just feels like too much. Like it's too good or too much too good to take. I wonder if at that time we can just say, thank you, God. And he relaxed.
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Oh.
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So whatever feeling of things can fall apart or why did it happen today or will it happen tomorrow? Am I worthy or not? Just thank you, God. Relaxed.
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Oh, that switch into gratitude is so powerful and so simple. I love the way you illuminate for us what the brain is doing, but then the simplicity of the actions we can take to cause these shifts in the brain. The brain size is really fun and exciting and detailed. And then the actual behavioral suggestions you make are so simple. It's so easy. Like, just take a step. I call it jumping the track. Sometimes there's a track that our culture wants us to be on where everything. Where life is a bitch and then you die. End of story. And when my son was born with down syndrome, his life made no sense on that set of tracks. He just wasn't on the Harvard trail. Right. And so I just jumped to a different set of tracks where what was important was not what. What you achieve in this life or what you do as a human, but your experience of the mystery and your interplay with consciousness. Because I could feel that in him. And I know. Can I just tell. It's not mine to tell, but I wanted to tell people the story of you trying and trying and trying to conceive. And then the presence that came to you.
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Yes, yes.
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And said it said, if you could get pregnant, would you adopt? And you said, no, I wouldn't. I want my own baby.
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And then your sacred presence, very powerful presence. There's a sense that time and space opened. This was many years down. So. Thank you. Do you want me to pick up the trail? Yeah, tell the answer. Tell me the trail, Angel.
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Yes.
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So the synchronicities really did guide us to get the picture. There's a child out there for you to adopt. There is a beautiful. Your spiritual child is out there. We got the picture. I was still tug of war within myself, researching doctors. And finally one night, this presence came, as you said, a beautiful, profound presence. I sat up in bed. Time and space opened. The was numinous. I wouldn't call it whole. I'd say opening into a numinous space. Wow. And in the numinous space was a powerful, very sacred. It felt profoundly divine. Presence saying, if you were pregnant now, would you adopt? And in front of such a powerful presence, you know, one would never dream to fit.
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Right.
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I said, no. No, I wouldn't. And I went further down the path. More synchronicities. The presence came back again as we were getting closer to adoption and said, if you were pregnant now, would you adopt? And I said, I'm getting closer. I can feel the ego wearing out. The sort of control you know, the radical sort of, gotta have it my way, baby. Looks like me. You know, like that type of control, ego living. I can feel it. But you know that feeling when you're going somewhere, you can feel this path and the trajectory, but I'm not there yet. Presence goes away. Wow. Well, I. You'll love this. I missed Jane. And you know this because you did your work at Harvard. You can talk a lot for a living in academia.
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Yes, you can.
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But here I found myself at the invitation of my elder cousin, Big Jane, sitting with the Lakota community in a healing ceremony. She said, you know, listen, little cuz, you're not getting pregnant. It's been five years. Why don't you come to a healing ceremony? I think you need to look in another direction. So I fly out to South Dakota, cancel all my mediums at Columbia, at Columbia.
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This is what I love, that you said Ivy League. Bite me. I'm going out to the Lakota ceremony.
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Yes. And this is exactly what we as women have. Deep knowing, the inner compass. This has. This is far too synchronistic. This is, you know, too important. So sitting in the Inipi, we go around the nep. And the first woman, all women, the medicine man's wife is how she introduced herself. Our leader facilitator spoke why she had come. The first woman said, I've come because my son, he's been using drugs. I'm worried about him coming home. The next woman said, my son, he's 14. He started hanging out with my kids round and round. We were praying for sons. And then we got to Big Jane, and Big Jane said, this is my cousin, Little Jane. And for the first time, I had no words, and I was so grateful she would speak for me. Wow. Little Jane. Little Jane, right. Dr. Miller, Little Jane has been looking for her child, and I'm wondering if we can help her. And all the women looked me right in the eye. That Martha, for the first time, I knew I was in the right place. Place to find a child.
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Wow.
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Wow. So we prayed in the Inipi together and sent it up. The prayer through the top of the. Both in spirit, but in consubstantiation, there was a numinous, visible form that went up. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You could see. Yes.
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Amazing.
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And then that night, after five years of infertility and hunting and searching, that night, while I was in South Dakota, a call came to my phone in New York. We found the Miller's child. There are many beautiful children, we know. Mr. Miller had requested a daughter but this is a son. And this is the Miller's child.
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And then you saw his picture.
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Then I saw that. I was so excited, I raced home. I tore open the video, you know, popped it in and there was this bright soul, so full of joy, so he glowed. And I loved in that instant of seeing him on the other side of the world, my spiritual son. I loved in a way I'd never loved before. It was a soaring, euphoric love. And I became a parent because that's how a parent loves, right? And I didn't know anything about all the functional things that we hear ad nauseam about kids, you know, What I knew is that this soul and my soul were meant to be mother, child. I go to bed having just seen this video back in New York that very night. The presence comes third time.
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Wow.
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Time and space open the numinous presence. If you were pregnant now, would you adopt? Absolutely. This is my spiritual child, of course. And that night we conceived naturally.
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Isn't that amazing?
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Spiritual twins, right? Spiritual twins.
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A
It's just phenomenal. I mean, I'm sitting here thinking, this is a, this is an Ivy League person. This is a really, really reputable scientist with like, you have the stamina, the brains, the guts, the. But it really. You are an exceptional human being. And so to have you just in this relaxed way saying, yeah. And then there was a numinous space and the presence came in. It's like allowing the medicine woman to step into the seat of authority in the society that raised me to be brutally depressive. And having you just say, no, this is how it is.
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I.
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There's. Have you read about shared death experiences? It's where someone has a death. There's with a person who's dying and they go through part of like a near death experience when their loved one dies. And one thing they say that nobody says about near death experiences, this is only about the shared ones, is at the moment the person was about to die, the geometry of the room changed. And people say this consistently. And so when you say that this space opened up and you could see the wishes going up, it really is as though you've brought in. And I think that your studies and your way of disciplining yourself and using your brain research and everything, I think you may have been developing this ability to perceive these things. I don't know. Were you always this way or do you think you've actually gotten more able to see them as you've gotten to your wise woman stage?
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Oh, I think that when we authorize Our knowing, it builds a hundredfold for every one of us. The more we take as real, the more we can see. The lens widens, the lens deepens. That's why saying yes is so important. We literally augment our capacity. And I mean, yes, that's interesting, but to your point, it allows us to love, it allows us to dialogue, have the conversation with the universe. It allows us to participate in the extraordinary, unprobabilistic miracles around us. We get to be part of this. We're co creators. And as women, you know, I did three of my four cores, like listen, reflect, act on synchronicity. But the fourth is what you've already been doing, which is use our voice as we speak to one another, to speak at the deepest spiritual level. If we're really going to renew our society, if we're really going to elevate, you know, the spirit of our families, then it's only at the deepest spiritual level. Use your own language, whatever that is that describes your spiritual walk, but let others know it's real. We talk about that here. There's a way in. Do you want to pray or meditate by my side? Do you want to come with me on a retreat or into the forest? You open up the door for other men and women, but really women authorize our knowing.
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You said that a minute ago. And that phrase, I'm going to type it up and put it all around. Authorize your knowing. Give authority to the voice that is deepest inside you and then speak it. You know, to be an author is to speak it and to give it authority is to authorize it. And that again, that's a concept that you've just boosted up in my brain that I hadn't really seen it before. Not that way. You have that capacity of opening things more and more and more for the person who is learning at your, you know, in your presence.
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B
We need to go collaborate and do things together.
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A
That would be fun.
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B
I'd love to do that.
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A
Oh, this would be exciting, wouldn't it?
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Really fun. Really exciting for men and women, but really for women and women at this point in life, because you know that science is very clear here. In a woman's life course, there are several times where we expand our capacity for greater spiritual knowing. The first is with onset of puberty, literally biological puberty. We have an expanded spiritual capacity, but it boots up feeling like a half empty glass of spirituality. There can be struggle and then we and think about adolescence and being so unhappy as a freshman or a sophomore. Most women are right that is not a medical illness. That is developmental depression beckoning us. You know, what life are you showing me now? It comes back at midlife. It comes back in the transition to menopause. The capacity expands and once again, wait a minute. Am I living my ultimate purpose? What is, you know, and oftentimes because consciousness is in us, through us and around us. Oftentimes in midlife, the thing I have feared all my life materializes right in front of me. And I don't think I made it. I'm not, I don't believe in that. I think my view is that there's no difference between inner or outer. And if I'm worried about losing my money, I lose a bunch of money. If I'm worried about not being loved, my husband goes awol. You know, it always is out there. The thing I fear that hurts, but it's actually a gift. It's an ego death. And it liberates us. Absolutely. Absolutely. And the expansion then of spiritual awareness at midlife allows us to cultivate a deeply loving sense spiritual response to the so called greatest fear, the boogeyman.
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A
Right. And once you see past that, once you see past the specter of death as it comes into the sort of nihilistic western viewpoint, once you've seen past that, they can't really stop you.
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Yes. No, you're unstoppable. Nothing can break you. Nothing can break you. In fact, it's all from here on out, a spiritual adventure. It's all, all this extraordinary riding with the river. Where are we going to go? You know, and then the third ascension is of course, elderhood, where we have even more expanded capacity like the medicine man's wife in the. Or elders in all of our communities where there's, you know, I often speak at communities of elders and there's such a depth where, you know, this is what I read about and thought about all day. And I've read from Thomas Merton and I've read from, you know, Hindu tradition. I will hear from elders. There's such a depth that comes in ascending to elderhood. So, you know, men and women, but for women, if we don't listen to it, if we sidestep it, it is left willy nilly. Emptiness, fracturedness. It's devolving into depression, suffering. Yeah, there's not really that much of an option. You can follow your nature or suffer.
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A
You know, speaking of fall, there are two things before we have to end at the hour and I wish we could go over, but.
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And you have such a glorious nature. Our nature is extraordinary. We are the spiritual keepers of our family. That's what the data Sundays.
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A
So the two things I want to get in before we finish. First thing is, how can people follow you and your work?
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B
Oh, thank you. So, Martha, I'm on Instagram like you, so. Doctor.lisamiller and thank you for sharing the Awakened Brain. I. I'm so grateful to share the Awakened Brain. I wish I had a copy.
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A
I've read it, I've read it, I think four times. I mean, there are portions that I've committed to memory and it's all on my Kindle, so I can't show them the COVID but remember the Awakened Brain. The Awakened Brain. So that's one thing. How can they follow you? The other thing is I. I have always had this strange. Maybe it is a deep knowing, this strange belief that I would see a shift in the way humanity thinks and behaves on the planet. And as I got older, it began to seem to me that this actually would be the only possibility for us to save ourselves as a species on this planet for anything for the long term. So. And that shift, which I didn't give a name for many, for decades, finally I found in Eastern philosophies the words enlightenment and awakening. So you talk about the awakened brain, and I want to know what you think about our awakening and the future of humanity. Just a little, just a little question.
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Profound, and I so agree. Just as individuals go through a journey of development, mental depression, to an awakening, right through the suffering, through the loss, through the struggle, and existentially, we start to perceive more deeply and feel, you know, learn to hand it over. What God, higher power are you revealing to me now? Feel the buoyant love as a collective society, as a global community, we are going through a mass ego death, just like I did with not conceiving children. A mass developmental depression that I have empirically driven hope, not wistful hope data, data based hope, research driven hope that leads now to a glorious awakening.
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A
Wow.
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And our brain is built for it. There's one awakened brain and everyone on Earth has it. Everyone has been built since the day we were born. Our birthright is a brain capable of perceiving into the spiritual reality. And now's our time.
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A
So we are all fractals of the whole species and fractals of the universe. And the fractal is awakening. And if you. So as you awaken through us. Through us, yeah, well, it's by necessity, each piece of the fractal shifts and the fractal as a whole shifts This I just. Before we finish, I just have to
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B
say, and we hold presence for each other, right? As you awaken, you hold presence and help me to awaken. The brain is an antenna holds presence, and we awaken those around us. Science has shown that as you hold consciousness, I more quickly move into that, as measured by the rapidity with which mirror neurons come online. Wow.
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A
So, you know, there are many people who are giving spiritual opinions, spiritual lessons, spiritual presence in the world. And a lot of them, like me, are lay readers of the sciences and can say, you know, there's research that shows this to me, be true. But when Lisa Miller says it, y', all, when she says it, you know, she's talking about the wisdom of women and the deeper knowing. And somebody might come along and say, yeah, little lady, let's show me some empirical evidence. And Lisa Miller would be like, you want me to do that, do you? Because she is an absolutely consummate scientist. She is, I think, one of the great torch bearers for hope for us individually, for happiness in our lives and for all of us together. Lisa, it is just such an honor for you to meet you, and I hope we can do this again sometime soon.
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B
I would love to. I would love to.
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A
And much love and blessing the awakened brain, Lisa Miller. Love you all. Talk again soon. Thanks. Bye. Bye.
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B
Foreign.
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