Lauren Wingate (42:05)
So I said, well, let me get into her turnout or. And she said, okay, but don't you want a halter in a lead rope? And I said, no, I don't need it. So I went in, and this little mare was what happens. I started dialogue with them. So, in essence, I open the room, the energy room, and that's where I meet them. And so I stood in there, and she thought, oh, well, no, I don't want to connect with you. And that happens. And I say, okay. I always ask, and I just leave the space open, stand there. And usually the ones who don't are the ones that really spill when they're ready. And so she started pushing me against the fence, and I just made my energy really big. That doesn't mean I was doing this. It just internally made my energy much bigger and. And made it clear that that wasn't okay. Okay. So the dialogue had started, and I was telling. I was. I started picking up all this information about her, and I said, gosh, I said, you know, your little mare have you ever seen her lie down or roll? I said, because I'm getting that. She never does that. And, and she feels like it's her job to protect this little, she considered herself the alpha mare protecting everyone around her. And she, I, I said, are you aware that, that. And I'm sorry, this woman was a little clueless. She just wanted her horse to do this job and she didn't really care about the rest, but she was having issues and so I, I kept talking to her horse and making the space safer for her. And in her particular turnout there was this beautiful oak tree. You know how gorgeous the oak trees are in California. You live with them. And, but it was right there and after a while she just started relaxing into it. She was going to show me and it was like, okay, I give. And at one point she went over very slowly into this sun drenched area near the oak tree and lay down. And I mean, she was like, out to the point where I thought she wasn't moving. I thought, are you alive? What's going on? And she lay there for the longest time. At first she took this big deep breath and let it out, which is of course she loved to see. And I thought, well, I'm going to go over here and talk to this woman about what, what's going on? I'm going to turn my back to this little mare and let her do what she wants to do. But it was really powerful for her, I could feel it. So I turned my back and went over and put my foot up on the first rail. The woman's on the other side of the fence and was talking to her. And I could hear behind me very slowly, these footsteps. And I knew it was her. And I mean she was, she wanted to kind of in essence throw her weight around initially, but I thought, no, I'm going to trust what we've opened here. And she came over and my, as I said, my, my foot was up on the rail so my, my thigh was parallel to the ground. She came over and rested her whole head on my thigh just like. And she stayed there for the longest time. And initially I didn't pet her and then I did because it was like finally she'd been given permission to just be a horse and not be so wrapped up in whatever world she was living in. And that was a really powerful moment. That was probably the first really powerful moment I'd had. I mean, I'd been able to read animals, but this was pretty profound. There was this couple from the Netherlands that had a Friesian they were so cute. An older couple, they didn't ride the horse. They just wanted him as pet. So they had him at this one barn and they would call me out to read what was going on, what's he saying? And then they moved him to another barn. They called me out there and he had this really long paddock. And they, they said, you know, we're concerned about him because they. He won't go to the end of his paddock. And I said, okay. I said, well, let me, let me go down there and see what I'm picking up. So I went down there and I know you've heard stories like this before, but a horse had died there. You know, horses pick up on that. I always say if, if, if someone loses one of their herd, that it's really important you create some ritual around where you've buried the horse or where the horse, you know, died, because they need to have that closure. And they get depressed when one leaves, as you know, but when they pass, it's. It has a profound effect on them. So I said, let me go talk to the barn manager now, of course, you know, a horse dies, they got to rent out the new paddock. And, and I, and I went to her and I said, you know, I'm really picking up that there was a horse that died at the end of this. And, and this, this horse, your new horse, is really struggling. And she said, yeah, we did lose one right at the end of his paddock. And so I cleared the energy to the point where he would feel more comfortable going there, but there was this barrier. And so in sharing that with his family, they, they were really fascinated by that. And it, it just is another indication of how powerful that energy is and how connected to it we can be to affect change. Right. And there, there are just so many stories like that. But I think what I really interested in, yeah, I love being an animal communicator, but I want to transform the people. They, most people don't realize how powerful their energy is and the effect that it has on not just their horses, but other people. So that's when this last year, you know, as these years have gone by, I became an intuitive mentor where I was just coaching people and really teaching them. It's not about fixing you, it's about freeing you. And so the ability to just dial in and go right into the part of the subconscious mind that is blocking them. There's so much beauty in it because I call myself a heat sink missile. And so when I first start working with Someone I don't have to be in person. It can be anywhere in the world, frankly, I'm shown, I'm either given visions or I'm given the words to help that person. So I'll see immediately, oh, this is what happened in your childhood. And this parent is the one that had the biggest effect on you. And this is what happened. I'm not dissing the parents, but these situations have blocked them from living a life of freedom, really. And when you are finally able to learn these truths, bring them to the surface and release them. That's the freedom. So if you think about yourself as a walking energy field, we all are. And your energy field is about 8ft radius, excuse me, diameter. And so is everybody else's. So same with your animals. So you, when you want to start going into the awareness of this energy so you can have better relationships with the people, the horses, yourself, you start delving into this. And I teach people how to use energy shields. So when somebody's energy comes at them, you know, you've been around people that are like way intense and, and as we were saying earlier about the, the depth of the power of energy, like these Indian forefathers, they. It helps people to start understanding their being in a different way. So you want to be the whole being. It's not just your head, it's your heart. And the heart has the highest vibration in your whole being. So I want them to learn about their heads, their hearts, and how the energy flows through their body. Because if you think about energy, where do we carry that? Where is it? It's in our cells. So we're going to start carrying this dark energy around that we get from other people or we create ourselves that can cause disease. I'm not going to go through a medical thing right now, but when we decide that we want to open ourselves to these subconscious thoughts that are blocking us and release them energetically, we start being lighter and almost automatically start going into our hearts. So when I do connect with horses, I, I love working with horses the most. They. They vibrate so high. I always just go right into my heart. And that is like, bam. They're like, yes. Because what's in your heart? Truth, passion, love. All these things that horses are drawn to. Horses want truth.